{"id":10800,"date":"2015-04-08T15:12:23","date_gmt":"2015-04-08T19:12:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=10800"},"modified":"2025-02-18T19:10:54","modified_gmt":"2025-02-19T00:10:54","slug":"the-decklin-principle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=10800","title":{"rendered":"The Decklin Principle (by freyakendra)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Summary:\u00a0 When Adam&#8217;s favorite professor pays him a visit, another visitor hides\u00a0in the shadows, intent on proving a skewed theory about savagery.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">(Rated: T, Word count: 27,000)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">NOTE: If the first chapter looks very familiar, you&#8217;ve probably read &#8220;<a title=\"Something So Savage\" href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=7499\">Something So Savage<\/a>.&#8221; Think of this as a WHI\u00a0for that story. \u00a0This is a &#8220;reprint&#8221; of the WIP that served as the foundation for what ultimately became &#8220;Something So Savage.&#8221; SSS was a complete retelling; and I&#8217;d never intended to post this original version in the library. However, with the forum clean-up underway I decided posting it here would be better than losing it completely. This original version of the story is quite different from SSS. It contains different characters, a different ending and some Adam and JAM scenes that didn&#8217;t fit with\u00a0&#8220;what happened instead.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">*I hope you forgive the raw, unedited state of this story. The drastic changes I&#8217;d made during my first massive edit made me afraid to even try to edit it again! \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>The\u00a0Decklin\u00a0Principle<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>1<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>Joe laughed so hard his stomach hurt. Professor Brodermann made Adam sound a whole lot more na\u00efve and gullible than Joe could ever have imagined.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I presented lies as though they were facts,&#8221; the professor said pointedly, &#8220;until he began to believe every word.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam&#8217;s jaw went tight and his lips, thin. &#8220;You said those facts of yours had been based on the latest scientific studies, about which the public had yet to be informed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I said it to prove you neither\u00a0<em>did<\/em>\u00a0nor\u00a0<em>could<\/em>\u00a0know everything you believed you knew.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sighing and looking like he&#8217;d just lost a chess match, Adam admitted, &#8220;You said it to put me in my place.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Quite right. You were trying much too hard to prove yourself when what you really needed to do was to open your mind.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>Quite right<\/em>,&#8221; Adam repeated flatly.<\/p>\n<p>Throughout the conversation, Joe had noticed the professor taking frequent glances toward the window across the room. Now the man pulled out his pocket watch. &#8220;Well, my friends, I&#8217;m afraid it&#8217;s time for my medicine, and I am forced to admit I could not find it amongst my things when I unpacked.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I wish you would have said something sooner,&#8221; Pa answered. &#8220;We could have asked Doctor Martin in town to\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, no,&#8221; the professor countered. &#8220;There was no need to trouble anyone. It might simply have fallen out of my valise into the buggy. Young man,&#8221; he added, turning to Joe, &#8220;would you be so kind as to check for me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Of course,&#8221; Joe said, jumping to his feet. &#8220;And if I can&#8217;t find it, I&#8217;ll head back to town and see what Doc Martin can do for you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sure you will,&#8221; Adam said as Joe headed for the door. &#8220;And you&#8217;ll also see what a beer or two can do for\u00a0<em>you<\/em>\u00a0down at the Bucket of Blood.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;All I ask is that you check the buggy, dear boy. If the bottle is not there, I shall be fine until tomorrow.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe was still giggling after he closed the door behind him. The professor&#8217;s tales about know-it-all Adam made it clear Joe&#8217;s oldest brother didn&#8217;t know everything, after all. Joe couldn&#8217;t wait to tell\u2014<\/p>\n<p>Something sharp slammed into him as he stepped down off the porch. He stumbled, barely keeping his feet as he looked at the shaft of an arrow that had embedded itself in his chest.\u00a0<em>Where\u2026? How\u2026?<\/em>\u00a0It didn&#8217;t make sense. He was at his own home\u2026and Winnemucca wouldn&#8217;t\u2026.<\/p>\n<p><em>Think, you idiot!<\/em>\u00a0But the point of that arrow seemed to have skewered his thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>Part of him knew he should dive for cover and shout a warning to his family. But he couldn&#8217;t seem to do either. The &#8220;Pa,&#8221; that formed on his lips found no volume. And diving was given over to spiraling downward until\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>He lay on his back, gazing up at a blood-red, evening sky and listening to Hoss&#8217;s belly laugh. It spilled out of the house like a bucket of cold water, and was just as chilling. He had to warn them, had to&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa,&#8221; he tried again, but his pa was laughing almost as hard as Hoss; and Joe&#8217;s soft cry was nothing to all that laughter.<\/p>\n<p>Then that blood-red sky went black.<\/p>\n<p>And everyone in the house was still laughing.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>Adam was glad his favorite professor had finally paid him a visit. The man had been promising to make a trip west for several years. Still, Adam would have been happier if the stories of his first term at Harvard had been left to the two of them. He found it uncomfortable to hear his family laughing at his expense, especially Joe. Little Joe&#8217;s incessant giggle was bound to taunt him in the days\u2014and weeks, maybe even\u00a0<em>months<\/em>\u2014to come.<\/p>\n<p>While Pa wiped a new round of tears from his eyes and Hoss doubled over with a hearty guffaw, Adam finished the last swallow of coffee in his cup, and then reached for the pot on the table in front of him. As he did so, he noticed Joe&#8217;s cup sitting cold and untouched. Surely Joe should have been back by now. Frowning, Adam glanced at the door before deciding he had the perfect excuse to separate himself from the professor&#8217;s unintended mockery, if only for a few minutes. He would go out and see just what was keeping his young brother.<\/p>\n<p>Those brief moments as he walked to the door, moving himself out of the center of attention, helped Adam to breathe easier. It also helped him to remember how much he appreciated the professor&#8217;s visit. After all, the man had traveled a long way specifically to see Adam. Considering that fact alone served to build Adam&#8217;s spirits, giving him some assurance that Professor Brodermann had not been &#8220;<em>presenting lies as though they were facts<\/em>&#8221; when he&#8217;d acknowledged Adam as a favorite student.<\/p>\n<p>By the time he pulled the door open, Adam had relaxed enough to draw his lips into a small smile. He might even be able to withstand Joe&#8217;s humor in another minute or two. But just as he was about to call out to his little brother, Adam&#8217;s gaze landed on a horrific image that stole his voice and jabbed a dagger of ice into his spine.<\/p>\n<p>Joe was on his back with an arrow in his chest, and\u2026worse\u2026an Indian had one hand tangled in Joe&#8217;s hair, yanking Joe&#8217;s head back, while a knife in his other hand hovered near the top of Joe&#8217;s forehead.<\/p>\n<p>Adam was one heartbeat away from watching his little brother get scalped.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No!&#8221; he hollered, rushing out into the yard with no weapon and no thought for his own safety. He probably looked like a savage himself, a rabid, toothless pup threatening a full-grown wolf.<\/p>\n<p>The Indian froze nonetheless, his eyes going wide, his knife never quite reaching Joe&#8217;s skin. And then\u2026astoundingly,<em>miraculously<\/em>\u2026he turned away, running for the cover of the trees.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe!&#8221; Adam called out as he dropped to the ground beside his brother. &#8220;Joe,&#8221; he said again, grasping Joe&#8217;s shoulders.<\/p>\n<p>The groan that escaped Joe&#8217;s lips at that moment was both wretched and amazing. It proved he was still alive.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>2<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I just can&#8217;t figure it,&#8221; Hoss said after Joe had been settled on the settee. &#8220;Why would that Indian run off like that when you weren&#8217;t even armed?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam cast him a quick glance before focusing once more on the growing shadows beyond the open doorway. &#8220;Frankly, I don&#8217;t care. I&#8217;m just glad he did.&#8221;\u00a0<em>One more second, just one more, and that Indian would have taken Joe&#8217;s scalp<\/em>. He looked inside again as Pa sat down on the coffee table, setting to work gently prying Joe&#8217;s shirt away from the arrow shaft.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you, Hoss,&#8221; Pa said in a tone of dismissal, clearly intended to stop Adam&#8217;s middle brother from hovering. &#8220;Hop Sing and the professor will help me here in a moment, as soon as they&#8217;ve finished collecting what we&#8217;ll need. Why don&#8217;t you keep an eye out over at the front window? And Adam, close that door! You&#8217;re just making yourself another target!&#8221; Pa barely looked up as he spoke; he was too focused on examining Joe&#8217;s wound.<\/p>\n<p>Adam could have told him that arrow was not going to come out easily. He\u00a0<em>could<\/em>\u00a0have told him, but he didn&#8217;t. Maybe somehow he hoped his pa would find a way other than cutting it out.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam!&#8221; Pa yelled, this time giving his oldest son his full attention. &#8220;I said close that door!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sighing, Adam looked out toward the trees once more before stepping back into the room and easing the door shut.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s wrong with you?&#8221; Pa went on. &#8220;Are you trying to get yourself killed?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t think they&#8217;re still out there, Pa,&#8221; Adam admitted.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t think? You don&#8217;t\u00a0<em>think<\/em>? I don&#8217;t care\u00a0<em>what<\/em>\u00a0you think! Your brother has just been attacked right here on the Ponderosa! And until someone can prove to me it isn&#8217;t going to happen to another one of my sons, we are\u00a0<em>all<\/em>\u00a0going to assume it\u00a0<em>can<\/em>, and take every precaution against that possibility!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Pa was both angry and worried, so there was no point to arguing. From the string of Chinese complaints coming from the kitchen, Hop Sing&#8217;s disposition was no better. Adam knew he should go in to rescue Professor Brodermann from the tirade; but he couldn&#8217;t bring himself to do it. He had more important things on his mind. Besides, it was highly unlikely George Brodermann needed rescuing. The professor was a man of theory and discourse; the thrill of a verbal fight was in his blood, and debate, his weapon of choice. Then again, it was also unlikely Professor Brodermann had ever been challenged by an angry Chinese man who considered himself a patriarch of the Ponderosa every bit as much as Adam&#8217;s pa, albeit from a far different perspective.<\/p>\n<p>Adam smiled sadly. Pa and Hop Sing both had good reason to be angry and worried\u2014not only for Little Joe, but for the Ponderosa, in general. Adam&#8217;s family had worked hard through the years to maintain peaceful if not always pleasant relations with their Shoshone and Paiute neighbors; but one Indian raid could be enough to tear all that peace apart. The last thing anyone wanted was to see the Ponderosa turned into a battleground.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hey, Adam?&#8221; Hoss called from his new post by the window. &#8220;What makes you think they&#8217;ve gone already?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What?&#8221; he asked absently before remembering what he&#8217;d said to Pa. &#8220;Oh, right.&#8221; He moved closer\u2014 although, now that he had shut himself away from the shadows outside, he found it difficult to pull his gaze from that damnable arrow still skewering Little Joe. &#8220;They had every opportunity to kill you, me\u00a0<em>and<\/em>\u00a0Pa before any of us thought about taking cover or arming ourselves. They didn&#8217;t even try.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No. No, they sure didn&#8217;t. I wondered about that, too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>And<\/em>,&#8221; Adam added, &#8220;that Indian could easily have taken Joe&#8217;s scalp before he ran.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked as sick as Adam felt. &#8220;Why do you reckon he didn&#8217;t?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know. There was something\u2026odd\u2026about him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How do you mean?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not sure. I think I frightened him, for one thing. Maybe\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe what?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe he was acting alone.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why would he do that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;To prove himself, somehow?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ain&#8217;t never known one of Winnemucca&#8217;s men try to prove himself by attackin&#8217; folks for no good reason.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What makes you so sure he was one of Winnemucca&#8217;s men?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That arrow&#8217;s Paiute, ain&#8217;t it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes. But I&#8217;m not so sure the man was. In fact, the more I think about it, I&#8217;m not even sure he was Indian.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He sure looked Indian to me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You only saw him running away. He was dressed like an Indian. He also\u00a0<em>acted<\/em>\u00a0like an Indian\u2026that is\u2026until I frightened him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just &#8217;cause you scared him don&#8217;t mean he&#8217;s not an Indian.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, it doesn&#8217;t. But there was something\u2026. I wasn&#8217;t paying particular attention at the time, but\u2026looking back on it, I could almost believe the color of both his skin and his eyes was too light.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A white man?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What would a white man be doin&#8217; dressin&#8217; up like an Indian and shootin&#8217; an arrow at Little Joe?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know, but I intend to find out.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>When Hop Sing&#8217;s tirade grew in volume, Adam turned to see him coming out of the kitchen carrying a tray laden with bandages, an empty bowl, and what looked to be\u2026yes\u2026a small selection of knives. Adam&#8217;s stomach turned yet again. Then he realized the professor, who was walking beside Hop Sing with a pitcher of water in his hand, was uncharacteristically quiet.<\/p>\n<p>No, Adam corrected himself as he watched the professor give Hop Sing&#8217;s shoulder a quick, gentle squeeze. Professor Brodermann was simply exhibiting another aspect of his character. For all his love of argument, George Brodermann was a man of infinite compassion. It was a trait that had secured him a place in Adam&#8217;s heart years ago when sickness had plagued the Ponderosa, taking the lives of three cowhands and threatening to take Adam&#8217;s brothers, as well. It had been the professor who had intercepted a telegram warning Adam to cancel the trip that would have brought him home for the first time in more than a year. Professor Brodermann had then taken it upon himself to both deliver the devastating news to his young student, and provide the fatherly support Adam had truly needed at the time.<\/p>\n<p>Now Adam&#8217;s youngest brother was facing a different threat against his life. And the professor was making it clear he would provide Adam and his family\u2014including Hop Sing\u2014all the support they needed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joseph! No!&#8221; Pa&#8217;s urgent shout lent speed to Hop Sing&#8217;s previously slower shuffle and pulled Adam&#8217;s attention to the settee. Joe was not only awake, he was flailing about, seeming intent to pluck the arrow out himself. &#8220;Leave it, Joe. We&#8217;ll take care of it, but you must leave it be!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Get it out!&#8221; Joe cried softly. &#8220;Please\u2026can&#8217;t\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Easy, Joe,&#8221; Pa said as he grabbed hold of Joe&#8217;s arms. &#8220;Easy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe&#8217;s chest was heaving erratically, in halting, catching breaths. &#8220;Can&#8217;t\u2026. Can&#8217;t breathe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>In an instant, Hoss and Adam both came forward to help quiet their brother. But when Adam noticed the professor drawing Pa toward the dining table, he left Joe in Hoss&#8217;s more than capable hands to join the conversation.<\/p>\n<p>Brodermann seemed relieved to see him. &#8220;Adam,&#8221; he said the moment Adam was close enough. &#8220;You know I&#8217;m good friends with Frederic Beaumont, one of the finest surgeons in Harvard&#8217;s teaching staff?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes. Why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I have audited his lectures and demonstrations often enough through the years to practically call myself a surgeon, had I a mind to\u2026except for one very important thing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What&#8217;s that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I have never made the attempt nor would I ever deign to try to hold a surgeon&#8217;s knife.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Pa drew his shoulders back, seeming as indignant as he was frustrated to have been pulled from Joe&#8217;s side. &#8220;I had no intention of\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor held up a hand. &#8220;Please, let me explain.&#8221; He waited for Pa to close his mouth, glance back at Joe and Hoss, and then give the man his impatient nod. &#8220;I provided you this glimpse into my background to make certain you could recognize I speak from a degree of experience to warrant your respect with regard to the\u2026<em>observation<\/em>\u2026I feel it necessary to provide.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa!&#8221; Joe&#8217;s pain-wracked cry further tensed Pa&#8217;s already taut shoulders.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just tell me what it is you are trying to say!&#8221; Pa complained. &#8220;We don&#8217;t have time for\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That arrow,&#8221; Brodermann said pointedly, &#8220;lodged where it is, could very well be the only thing keeping your son alive.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s absurd! You can&#8217;t expect us to leave it\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No. You&#8217;re right. I fully admit that it must come out. However, I feel an obligation to warn you of what I believe might be a terrible risk. If the point of that arrow has embedded itself in his lung, then that lung will collapse the moment the pressure is released, and your son will suffocate. There is nothing that can be done, should that occur.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam felt as though his own lung collapsed at hearing that statement.<\/p>\n<p>Pa looked no better. &#8220;But\u2026but we don&#8217;t know that&#8217;s the case. Do we?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;His breathing is labored, which could indicate one of three things. Either he is simply experiencing a degree of shock and pain to cause the difficulty,\u00a0<em>or<\/em>\u00a0the lung is punctured\u2026or the arrow is causing pressure to be exerted against the lung. If the latter is true, then a careful surgeon stands a good chance of succeeding in removing it, but a\u00a0<em>careless\u00a0<\/em>surgery could in fact drive the arrow deeper\u00a0<em>before<\/em>\u00a0removing it, in which case the lung could yet be punctured.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then it&#8217;s decided,&#8221; Adam said. &#8220;We need to get Paul out here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We can&#8217;t!&#8221; Pa replied quickly. &#8220;At least,&#8221; he added an instant later, his shoulders sagging, &#8220;not until morning, when we stand a better chance of seeing the men responsible for this.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Or the\u00a0<em>man<\/em>, Adam added in his thoughts.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss!&#8221; Joe cried. &#8220;Help me\u2026please\u2026! Get it\u2026out!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We can&#8217;t wait that long,&#8221; Adam decided. &#8220;<em>Joe<\/em>\u00a0can&#8217;t wait.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Pa nodded slowly. &#8220;I&#8217;ll go.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe will do better with you here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I won&#8217;t risk this happening to you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hop Sing go,&#8221; the Ponderosa&#8217;s alternate patriarch announced.<\/p>\n<p>Surprised and aghast, both Pa and Adam shouted, &#8220;No!&#8221; in unison.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;If I may?&#8221; Professor Brodermann interceded. He waited for all three men to look at him, and then added, &#8220;From what I understand, most Indians will not attack at night. Is that true?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Usually,&#8221; Adam said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Not always,&#8221; Pa added.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well then, the risk is at least minimized. And since Adam is younger and leaner, and will no doubt ride more swiftly\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you,&#8221; Adam cut in before swiveling around to hurry toward the front door.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe I ought to go along and watch your back,&#8221; Hoss called after him.<\/p>\n<p>Adam stopped for a moment to watch the calm but uncompromising way Hoss held Little Joe, and then smiled sadly. &#8220;Then who will watch yours? No, Hoss. You stay here with Joe. I&#8217;ll be faster on my own, anyway.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You be careful!&#8221; Hoss hollered as Adam closed the door behind him.<\/p>\n<p>Pa said nothing, but his silence made his own concern very clear. And Adam had no intention of letting a stray arrow find him.<\/p>\n<p><em>One man<\/em>, he told himself again and again. There was just one man responsible for that arrow in Little Joe, a white man who was playing at being an Indian. Adam was sure of it. And with any luck, that one man would have already had enough\u2026<em>excitement<\/em>\u2026for one night.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>3<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Adam wasn&#8217;t sure if he was blessed or cursed by the clouds rapidly overtaking the barely formed stars. As black as this night was promising to become, he should be able to make his ride without being accosted. Any Indians\u2014or white men\u00a0<em>acting<\/em>\u00a0as Indians\u2014 who might be watching would have a hard enough time seeing him, let alone trying to attack him. But it would be equally hard for him to see them. And any ride on the darkest of nights could still pose plenty of other dangers.<\/p>\n<p>As if in answer to the turn of his thoughts, a small disturbance caught his eye in trees that were not yet quite as black as they soon would be. He eased Sport from a slow canter to a full stop, and then patted the animal&#8217;s neck while he gazed into the woods surrounding him.<\/p>\n<p>Nothing moved.<\/p>\n<p>Whatever had drawn his attention\u2014probably a foraging animal\u2014was likely already gone. Even so, it had left him with a sense of both dread and doubt. On any other night, Adam would return his horse to the barn and put off his ride until morning. But this was not any other night. And Adam would gladly face such dangers as a dark ride might present if it meant saving his little brother. But what about Paul Martin? Should the same be true for him? Was Adam being selfish expecting the good doctor to ride out to the Ponderosa on a night as black as this, especially with the possibility\u2014remote as Adam thought it was\u2014that an Indian attack was imminent?<\/p>\n<p><em>Yes<\/em>, he decided\u2014although it would not be selfish for him to explain everything to the good doctor and allow the man to make his own decision. Besides, Adam needed to inform the sheriff. Whether Joe had been attacked by a real Indian or a make-believe one, Roy Coffee would need to know.<\/p>\n<p>Adam was about to urge his horse forward again when he heard something\u2026a soft but disturbing sound that made him freeze, listening\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>He heard it again, and was almost certain it was someone crying\u2026and sniffling\u2026.\u00a0<em>A child<\/em>?<\/p>\n<p>Sport huffed loudly, seeming impatient at the delay.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Shh,&#8221; Adam soothed, patting the animal once more. Then, focusing,\u00a0<em>listening<\/em>, he heard only silence. &#8220;Hello?&#8221; he dared to call out.<\/p>\n<p>There was no reply.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Who&#8217;s out there?&#8221; he tried again. &#8220;Do you need help?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>A long, quiet moment passed. Sport danced anxiously sideways.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe he&#8217;d heard nothing, after all. But\u2026just as he put his heels to the horse&#8217;s flanks, he was sure someone called out his name.<\/p>\n<p>He pulled the animal back around and said again, &#8220;Who&#8217;s there?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mr. Adam?&#8221; The reply came in the tiny, frightened voice of a young child. &#8220;Is that you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Instantly concerned, Adam dismounted. &#8220;Where are you?&#8221; He turned a full circle, looking out into the blackness of the trees. &#8220;Hello? Do you need help\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The child rushed forward like a crazed animal flushed out of hiding, and then collided with Adam&#8217;s legs, nearly toppling him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Billy?&#8221; Adam said as he recognized the towheaded boy in nightclothes. Small arms wrapped around Adam&#8217;s thighs. &#8220;What are you doing out here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The boy only cried in answer, his face pressed up against Adam&#8217;s leg.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you run away?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam felt Billy&#8217;s head rolling back and forth against him; but the child did not look up or say a word.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you get lost out here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Sobbing, the boy gave his head another rolling shake.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, I&#8217;d better get you home. Your grandfather is probably pretty worried by now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The boy cried louder, his arms pulling harder around Adam.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly Adam felt as worried as Mr. Hinckley must be\u2014perhaps more. He tugged at Billy&#8217;s arms, gently prying them away so he could kneel down. &#8220;Tell me what happened.&#8221; He kept his voice low and wiped at the child&#8217;s tears with what he hoped was a feather touch.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Indians.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Fear clutched Adam&#8217;s heart. &#8220;Where?&#8221; He could barely get the word past the tightening in his throat. &#8220;Were they at your house?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Billy nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did they\u2026?&#8221; Adam&#8217;s jaw clenched; but he had to ask. He had to know. &#8220;Did they hurt your grandfather?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The boy nodded again, sobbing louder, harder, and then he dove forward, burying his face this time in Adam&#8217;s chest.<\/p>\n<p>Enfolding the boy in his arms, Adam was about to tell Billy it was all right, that he would see to it Billy&#8217;s grandfather got the help he needed, when the boy said something that stole all of Adam&#8217;s words away.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;They cut off his hair!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><em>God, no<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>Adam rose in an instant, still holding the boy. He was barely conscious of mounting Sport and aiming the animal back home again. He only knew he&#8217;d never been more grateful to see the welcome lights in his own house, or to hear his father&#8217;s concerned greeting.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam? What\u2014?&#8221; When Pa saw the boy in Adam&#8217;s arms, his eyes went wide.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ralph Hinckley was attacked.&#8221; There was no need to say more.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>Hoss let out a long breath after Joe passed out again. He felt his own muscles loosen, as though the air he&#8217;d sucked in\u2014and held in\u2014during the battle to keep Joe still had locked them all up on him. And it\u00a0<em>had<\/em>\u00a0been a battle. Little Joe might be small\u2026and hurt\u2026but he had a whole lot of strength in him, enough to make him hurt even more\u2014on account of the fact that, hurtin&#8217; like he was, he just didn&#8217;t have enough sense to keep still like he ought to. All that time he&#8217;d twisted around, Hoss could tell the arrow had gone on twisting against him, digging deeper and cutting his brother a whole lot more than Joe could take.<\/p>\n<p>It cut deep into Hoss&#8217;s own heart the whole time. And when Joe finally collapsed from it, all the fight going right on out of him, Hoss felt ready to collapse, too.<\/p>\n<p>Rising, Hoss still couldn&#8217;t pull his attention away from Joe, not even when he felt Professor Brodermann&#8217;s hand on his shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I am sorry,&#8221; the professor said softly. &#8220;It looks like I was wrong to recommend waiting for the doctor. That wound is getting worse. He&#8217;s driving that arrow deeper all on his own with all that thrashing about.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah,&#8221; Hoss answered absently, barely aware he&#8217;d even spoken.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can watch over him, if you&#8217;d like to join your father and see why Adam has returned.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Those words cut through Hoss&#8217;s stupor as effectively as that arrow had first cut into Little Joe. He turned to look at the professor, feeling somewhat lost. He&#8217;d been so focused on his struggle with Joe he&#8217;d only been dimly aware of the sound of a horse in the yard. He hadn&#8217;t even realized Pa wasn&#8217;t there next to him anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Saying nothing, Hoss swiveled back to face the door. In three quick strides he&#8217;d skirted around the settee when a sound in the distance behind and above him turned him again. Someone was climbing the back stairs.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Take up that shotgun over there.&#8221; Without looking, Hoss pointed to the weapon that had been set on the credenza. &#8220;An&#8217; wait here.&#8221; He grabbed his revolver from the table behind the settee. And then, sucking in another muscle-tensing breath, he hurried up the main staircase.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam?&#8221; Hoss was both relieved and startled to find it was his own brother who had snuck in the back way. He was even more surprised to see the boy in Adam&#8217;s arms.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I found him by the road,&#8221; Adam offered in explanation, &#8220;or rather, he found me.&#8221; He glanced at the child whose arms were wrapped tightly around his neck, and then returned his attention to Hoss. Gesturing toward the great room downstairs with a tilt of his head, he added, &#8220;I couldn&#8217;t let him see\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss&#8217;s own thoughts returned to the settee, where Little Joe lay with that ugly arrow sticking out of him. &#8220;No,&#8221; Hoss answered quietly, his voice hampered by something sticking in his throat. &#8220;No, I guess you couldn&#8217;t.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How&#8217;s he doing?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss met Adam&#8217;s gaze for a long moment, probably\u2014<em>hopefully<\/em>\u2014saying everything he couldn&#8217;t. When he finally answered, all he said was, &#8220;We can&#8217;t wait no more.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded, but his eyes made it clear he didn&#8217;t like Hoss&#8217;s answer. Hoss couldn&#8217;t blame him; he didn&#8217;t like it any better.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa&#8217;s bedding Sport down for me.&#8221; Adam&#8217;s voice was light, like he didn&#8217;t have anything to worry about. &#8220;I figured I&#8217;d bed this little guy down in my room for tonight.&#8221; He even managed a smile. It was hollow; but it was a smile, even so.<\/p>\n<p>Of course, it didn&#8217;t matter much. The boy never saw it. He pulled himself higher in Adam&#8217;s arms, wrapping himself so close around Adam&#8217;s throat it almost looked like Hoss&#8217;s brother was gonna start choking.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It might take awhile,&#8221; Adam added.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can see that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll help as soon as I can.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss knew Adam was telling him to go on ahead taking care of Joe without him. He also knew Adam didn&#8217;t like having to tell him that at all. If the professor was right about that arrow keeping Joe alive&#8230;. Well, Hoss didn&#8217;t want to think about what it might mean to take it out of him. But if\u2026well, if\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>They should all be there if anything like that happened. All of them. Including Adam.<\/p>\n<p>Sighing, Hoss gave Adam a quick nod. He&#8217;d run out of words. And he sure couldn&#8217;t ask all the questions he had churning around in his head.\u00a0<em>Why had the boy been by the road? Where was Mr. Hinckley?\u00a0<\/em>And, most important<em>, how much of a threat were them Indians out there?\u00a0<\/em>Or that one Indian, anyway.<\/p>\n<p>He couldn&#8217;t ask a word of it as long as that boy was listening.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss settled for patting him lightly on his back. &#8220;You sleep well, Billy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He was disappointed to see the friendly gesture didn&#8217;t soothe the boy none. It just made Billy cling tighter to Adam. He was as scared as any little fella&#8217; Hoss had ever seen. The worst part was, Hoss didn&#8217;t even know why.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>4<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Adam had finally gotten Billy tucked in and settled when a horrific wail from downstairs gave them both a start. And then, before Adam even knew whether his own heart was still beating, the boy was crying again.<\/p>\n<p>Closing his eyes briefly and wishing he could close his ears as well, Adam forced out the words of yet another song. &#8220;Fr\u00e8re Jacques, Fr\u00e8re Jacques, dormez vous? Dormez vous\u2026&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It was maddening. Joe&#8217;s cries provided evidence of the surgery Hoss and Pa were trying to perform on their own\u2026without benefit of a doctor to guide them\u2026with nothing more than a philosophy professor&#8217;s poorly qualified observations to prevent them from a &#8220;<em>careless surgery<\/em>&#8221; that could cause more harm than good. And Adam could do nothing except to play nursemaid, singing nonsense songs to a little boy who was supposed to be in his own home, in his own bed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;\u2026Sonnez les matines. Sonnez les matines. Din, din, don. Din, din, d\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Come now, Adam,&#8221; the professor called in from the bedroom doorway. &#8220;Surely you can do better than that! The child needs a\u00a0<em>bedtime<\/em>\u00a0story, not a song about waking up to the ringing of bells!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>It had been many years since Adam had thrown angry words back at his old mentor; and his anger in those days had generally been misplaced, the result of youthful, thick-headed arrogance. But at that moment he knew if he were to say anything at all, angry words were inevitable. He had neither the time nor the patience for a lively discussion about the benefits of bedtime stories compared with those of childish songs. His little brother might be dying downstairs!<\/p>\n<p>Clipping his song short and clenching his jaw against words he knew he should not utter, Adam felt his entire body tense. There was nothing to do to release that tension except to rise and face Professor Brodermann directly\u2014man to man this time, rather than student to mentor.<\/p>\n<p>But when he sought the older man&#8217;s gaze, Brodermann was looking at Billy, instead.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My boy,&#8221; the professor said in a deep and booming tone as he moved to take the seat Adam had just vacated. &#8220;Have you ever been pricked by a thorn?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Stunned, Adam watched young Billy watching the professor. The boy nodded, his confused gaze riveted to the man.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I imagine it was quite painful. Is that true?&#8221; Professor Brodermann&#8217;s voice reverberated through the room. It would have been impossible for Billy not to listen. &#8220;Well then, can you imagine if you were to have a thorn stuck deep in the palm of your hand and you could find no one to help you take it out? Oh!&#8221; the professor cried out dramatically. &#8220;Oh, such pain! Oh, such torment!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Billy&#8217;s eyes went wide, his tears momentarily forgotten.<\/p>\n<p>The professor smiled back at him. &#8220;Now, do you know what a lion is?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Billy nodded once more.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Lions are the kings of the jungle are they not? Well, once upon a time, many years ago, a great and fearsome lion stepped on a thorn, whereupon it became stuck in his paw\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor began to play-act, as though he were performing on a stage, shaking his hand and grimacing like the fabled lion itself. And suddenly Adam realized not only were Billy&#8217;s tears forgotten, Adam was forgotten as well.<\/p>\n<p>The professor had given Adam the opportunity to join his family.<\/p>\n<p>It was strange then to discover he was hesitant to move. For a long moment he stood transfixed, fear holding him in place.\u00a0<em>What would he find when he reached the bottom of the stairs<\/em>? He focused his attention beyond the professor&#8217;s tale only to realize\u2026Joe had gone silent.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss!&#8221; Pa shouted. &#8220;Press harder! Hop Sing! We need more bandages!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;If I press any harder I&#8217;ll break his rib!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Over Hoss&#8217;s anxious reply, Hop Sing complained in a cacophony of Mandarin.<\/p>\n<p>And over all of it, Professor Brodermann spoke louder.<\/p>\n<p>Adam felt his heart beating faster, more intensely. But still his feet remained rooted in place\u2014until his father shouted Joe&#8217;s name.<\/p>\n<p>And then, before Adam even realized he was moving, he found himself at the bottom of the stairs, wide-eyed and breathless, looking at Little Joe\u2026who was looking at him.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>Ben had been relieved when Joe passed out\u2014and then horrified when his young son&#8217;s eyes came open again. He dreaded jabbing that needle into Joe&#8217;s skin. But the wound had to be closed. And surely no stitch could match the pain Joe had endured while Ben had removed the arrowhead\u2014it had been buried deep and wedged between two ribs.<\/p>\n<p>Yet after Ben drew the needle upward, dragging a line of thread through Joe&#8217;s flesh, he came to realize Joe was enduring it well.<\/p>\n<p>Too well.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe?&#8221; he said. &#8220;Little Joe? Look at me, son.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe&#8217;s gaze, his eyes red and clouded, remained locked across the room\u2014on the staircase, from what Ben could tell.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe!&#8221; Ben called louder.<\/p>\n<p>Still his son did not respond. Joe made no movement. He gave no indication of having heard Ben at all.<\/p>\n<p>Frantic, Ben called Joe&#8217;s name again and again. He felt Hoss stiffen beside him\u2026and heard thumping on the stairs, a sound that gave him an unexpected degree of comfort. Adam was coming\u2014as though Ben believed that somehow, just by standing close, Adam could pull them all through this horror.<\/p>\n<p>All this blood\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>There was so much of it. On Ben&#8217;s hands, and Hoss&#8217;s\u2026splattering the sheets they&#8217;d placed beneath and around Little Joe&#8230;absorbed deep into the fibers of gauze strips that had been hastily tossed to the floor\u2026.dappled on Hop Sing&#8217;s apron and shoes.<\/p>\n<p>And more was still pulsing from Joe&#8217;s wound.<\/p>\n<p><em>Yes<\/em>! Ben realized. Blood was still pulsing. Joe&#8217;s heart was still pumping.<\/p>\n<p>A hand fell on Ben&#8217;s shoulder, and he sagged in relief. Closing his eyes\u2014only for a moment\u2014he drew a deep breath to stifle the sob he knew there was no need to release.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why don&#8217;t you let me finish, Pa?&#8221; Adam&#8217;s voice was soft, calm\u2026comforting.<\/p>\n<p>Dully, Ben nodded. With hands that were inexplicably shaking\u2014<em>for how long had they been shaking?<\/em>\u2014he gently placed the threaded needle onto a cloth resting on Joe&#8217;s chest.<\/p>\n<p>The boy didn&#8217;t move. But his lids eased shut again, as though he, too, had found relief.<\/p>\n<p><em>He&#8217;s going to be all right<\/em>, Ben told himself.\u00a0<em>He&#8217;s going to be just fine<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>It wasn&#8217;t until later in the night\u2014after all the evidence of Ben&#8217;s horror had been washed away and Joe lay sleeping in his own bed under Hoss&#8217;s watchful eye\u2014that the elder Cartwright was finally able to think clearly enough to wonder at the oddities of both the attack on Joe and that on Ralph Hinckley.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did the boy say anything?&#8221; he asked finally, breaking a silence that had been reigned over by the crackle of burning logs in the fireplace beside him. &#8220;Anything at all, to either of you?&#8221; He looked first to the professor, sitting quietly in Adam&#8217;s chair, and then to Adam, who was standing at the hearth with one arm resting on his knee, staring into the flames.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;While I was up there with him,&#8221; George Brodermann said softly, &#8220;young Billy was far too tired and frightened to speak.&#8221; The professor seemed almost too tired to speak, himself\u2026although something about his demeanor suggested to Ben that his weariness might be more mental than physical.<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded. &#8220;And all he told me was the Indians took his grandfather&#8217;s hair\u2014or rather\u2026that they had\u00a0<em>cut<\/em>\u00a0it off.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don\u2019t you find that strange, Adam?&#8221; Ben asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Very.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What is strange about it?&#8221; the professor asked. &#8220;Isn&#8217;t that what Indians do?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam&#8217;s jaw tightened visibly. &#8220;Indians collect scalps as trophies. Ralph Hinckley&#8217;s scalp could hardly be considered a trophy. He has\u2026<em>had<\/em>\u2026more skin than hair; and he wouldn&#8217;t be considered a man of such prominence that evidence of his death would give a warrior prestige of any kind.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your brother,&#8221; Brodermann said, his voice even softer than it had been a moment earlier, &#8220;you saved him from\u2026from being\u2026. Well, I can&#8217;t help but wonder. You don&#8217;t think this Hinckley fellow\u2026you don&#8217;t think he was still alive when he was scalped\u2026do you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I hope not,&#8221; Adam answered, almost equally soft. &#8220;And if he was, I hope he didn&#8217;t stay that way for long. I had to get Billy to safety. I couldn&#8217;t\u2026I just couldn&#8217;t go back for him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Of course, you couldn&#8217;t!&#8221; Ben said in as stern a voice as he could muster.\u00a0<em>You were needed here<\/em>, he thought, holding his silence.\u00a0<em>You are<\/em>\u00a0<em>needed<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I should have.&#8221; Adam&#8217;s own voice was barely a whisper as he absently studied the tip of his thumb gliding across a fingernail. An instant later, he turned abruptly from the fire. &#8220;If it was you\u2026or Hoss\u2026I\u00a0<em>would<\/em>\u00a0have. It shouldn&#8217;t be any different for any other man.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But it is,&#8221; Ben asserted. &#8220;You know it is.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It shouldn&#8217;t be. Don&#8217;t you see that? Any man&#8217;s death diminishes me.\u00a0<em>Any<\/em>\u00a0man\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But\u00a0<em>not<\/em>\u00a0in equal proportions!&#8221; Professor Brodermann said more sternly than Ben, suddenly speaking louder than before\u2014almost as loudly as when he&#8217;d been reciting the tale of Androcles to young Billy Hinckley. He sat taller as well, Ben noticed. &#8220;You are not John Donne. And this situation transcends philosophical debate.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221; Adam asked pointedly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because it is real!&#8221; the professor shot back with equal vehemence.<\/p>\n<p>Adam&#8217;s brow fell, his gaze narrowing in dismay. He glared at his old professor. &#8220;Isn&#8217;t that what philosophy is all about? What you\u00a0<em>taught<\/em>\u00a0me it was about? Questioning the fabric of reality? Of what makes things real?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The reality of our current situation is far more\u2026<em>real<\/em>\u2026than that damnable tree falling in the proverbial forest!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, it most certainly is not!&#8221; Adam insisted. &#8220;When Ralph Hinckley fell he assuredly cried out, even if neither one of us was there to hear him!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben was aghast. &#8220;What is going on with the two of you? A man is dead, for heaven&#8217;s sake! Or\u2026or at least presumably so\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>That<\/em>, Pa!&#8221; Adam shouted, pointing an angry, accusatory finger at nothing at all. &#8220;<em>That<\/em>\u00a0is what&#8217;s going on! What if he&#8217;s still alive out there, even now? I left him there. I abandoned him to\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No!&#8221; Ben shouted right back at him. &#8220;You did not abandon him. You saved his grandson. You did what you had to do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, then now it&#8217;s time to do what\u00a0<em>else<\/em>\u00a0I have to do.&#8221; Turning his back on his father, Adam strode purposefully toward the front door. &#8220;What I should have done the moment after I brought Billy back here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He grabbed his gunbelt from the credenza.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam?&#8221; Ben rose, moving toward his son. &#8220;What do you think you&#8217;re doing?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m going to see to Mr. Hinckley.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You can&#8217;t! You mustn&#8217;t! We don&#8217;t know if\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can, and I must!&#8221; Adam set his hat on his head and reached for the latch. &#8220;If he is alive, I&#8217;ll take him straight to Paul Martin.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam! Please!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And if he isn&#8217;t, I&#8217;ll take him to the sheriff.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;God help me, Adam! It&#8217;s\u00a0<em>you<\/em>\u00a0I&#8217;m more concerned with.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam sighed, the tense set of his shoulders easing. &#8220;I know, Pa,&#8221; he said in a softer tone. &#8220;I&#8217;ll be careful.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You still don&#8217;t know what we&#8217;re facing. If it\u00a0<em>is<\/em>\u00a0Indians\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Wait,&#8221; Professor Brodermann interrupted.<\/p>\n<p>Ben saw him rise slowly. The man seemed older somehow, as though the past hours had worn him even more thin than Ben&#8217;s family\u2026as though\u2026. &#8220;Your medicine!&#8221; he remembered suddenly. &#8220;We forgot. We all forgot. I&#8217;m so sorry! Adam, could you\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No.&#8221; The professor turned to face them. &#8220;Please. There&#8217;s something\u2026something I need to explain.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Later,&#8221; Ben suggested, confused by the man&#8217;s timing. &#8220;Can&#8217;t it wait until\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You\u00a0<em>know<\/em>.&#8221; Adam&#8217;s eyes were locked on the professor, his glower even more accusatory than his pointing finger had been a moment earlier. &#8220;Don&#8217;t you? You\u00a0<em>know<\/em>\u00a0who&#8217;s responsible.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>George Brodermann&#8217;s responding sigh was so profound it caused his shoulders to sag. &#8220;I sincerely hope I&#8217;m wrong. I truly\u2026<em>truly<\/em>\u00a0do. But\u2026perhaps\u2026yes; there is a chance that perhaps I do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>5<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Hoss sat watching his little brother sleeping. He wished that&#8217;s all there was to it: Joe was just sleeping. But it was a lot more than that\u2014a lot more\u00a0<em>worrisome<\/em>\u00a0than that. And none of it made any sense. The Indian who&#8217;d done this\u2026well, he sure didn&#8217;t act like no Indian Hoss had ever known. And if he really was a white man like Adam thought\u2026well dangnammit,\u00a0<em>why<\/em>?<\/p>\n<p>It was probably a good thing the sound of raised voices coming from downstairs pulled Hoss from his thoughts, muddled as they were. But then a few moments later those same sounds pulled him from Joe&#8217;s side, too. What in tarnation was all that arguing about?<\/p>\n<p>Curious, he stepped into the hallway while keeping his eyes on Joe, and tried to listen to the conversation.\u00a0<em>Did Adam just say he was going to check on Mr. Hinckley<\/em>? As curiosity turned to concern, Hoss let go of his attention on his little brother. Joe was sleeping pretty deep, anyway. And if Adam was going anywhere, Hoss sure didn&#8217;t want to find out about it after it was already too late to stop him.<\/p>\n<p>Or to help him.<\/p>\n<p>Moving to the top of the stairs, Hoss looked down to see Pa, Adam and that professor fella all standing by the door. Adam was wearing his holster.\u00a0<em>Oh no you don&#8217;t, older brother<\/em>. He took one step down, but then froze when he saw Adam give that professor one of those narrow-eyed glares of his.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You\u00a0<em>know<\/em>,&#8221; Adam said. &#8220;Don&#8217;t you? You know who&#8217;s responsible.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss held his breath to listen to the professor&#8217;s response. And then he gripped the railing so tight he darned near tore it loose. Because Professor Brodermann admitted Adam was right.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Three years ago,&#8221; that professor told Adam and Pa then, &#8220;I found myself taking to a young student much the same as I took to you, Adam.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;This isn&#8217;t time for one of your stories,\u00a0<em>professor<\/em>.&#8221; Adam&#8217;s voice was going as loud as it&#8217;d gotten when he&#8217;d pulled Hoss away from Joe. Maybe louder. &#8220;Get to the point!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Very well. I have reason to suspect these attacks have come at the hands of that very student. Heaven knows I hope I am wrong; but if I am not, then the only plausible explanation is that he has given in to madness.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Pa looked about ready to attack that professor, the way his shoulders rose up and his hands balled into fists at his side. &#8220;What sort of madness would turn a student into something so\u2026so savage?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor shook his head\u2014not a lot, just a little bit, almost like he wanted to turn away. &#8220;Last year, our discussions focused on the subject of educating Indians. An entire group of us spent hours debating the possibility of turning savages into civilized men.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss took another two steps. He was ready to tell that man a thing or two about the differences between Indians\u2026and civilized men\u2026and\u00a0<em>savages<\/em>. But then he froze again, because Adam said it even better.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Whoever attacked Joe is more of a savage than any of Chief Winnemucca&#8217;s men ever were!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor inclined his head, like he agreed. &#8220;Which could in fact prove out the reverse\u2014that it is possible to turn a civilized man into a savage.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What are you saying?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0has for many months insisted both hypotheses could prove true. Frankly, I&#8217;d been rather proud of his tenacity\u2026as well as his sense of compassion for Indians. Once he learned Sarah Winnemucca had attended school in California, he spent weeks developing a theory on the subject, one that favored the education and\u2026<em>enlightenment<\/em>\u00a0of Indians.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How does that have anything to\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor held up one hand. &#8220;Hear me out, Adam. Please. Young Mr.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0preceded me out here and enlisted my aid in testing that very theory.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You!&#8221; Adam accused. &#8220;You sent Joe out there on purpose! That medicine of yours was nothing more than a\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A ruse.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A\u00a0<em>trap<\/em>!&#8221; Adam said almost over top of the professor.<\/p>\n<p>The professor shook his head this time like he meant it. &#8220;Not a trap. Not at all. I had no idea what Bradley was planning. He simply asked me to provide him with an opportunity to encounter your young brother privately. I honestly thought his purpose related to Sarah Winnemucca. In one of your letters you told me young Joseph had attempted to court her.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You had no right to share that information with anyone!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I saw no harm in doing so. Believe me, Adam\u2026and Ben\u2026I had no idea what exactly Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0had planned. None at all. I didn&#8217;t want to know; I didn&#8217;t want to influence the results of Mr.\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s\u2026<em>experiment<\/em>.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;An\u00a0<em>experiment<\/em>? He tried to kill my brother! Not to mention almost scalping him! You call that an\u00a0<em>experiment<\/em>?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Indeed not. I call it madness. I never suspected his intentions could involve anything so horrific. To be honest, I thought he might simply ask Joseph for an introduction to Chief Winnemucca and his daughter.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then you&#8217;re slipping professor.&#8221; Adam&#8217;s voice was low and cold\u2014but strong enough to pull Hoss slowly, quietly the rest of the way down the stairs.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Slipping?&#8221; the professor asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Surely you used to be intelligent enough,&#8221; Adam&#8217;s voice started rising again, gaining volume with each word, &#8220;to realize it is far easier to ask for an introduction by first introducing yourself with a knock on the front door!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes. Well. I also suspected he wanted to keep you\u2014and perhaps your father also\u2014unaware.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don\u2019t know.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam&#8217;s shoulders rose up, and Hoss almost expected him to bring up a fist then, too.<\/p>\n<p>But Pa eased his shoulders down a mite with a touch of his hand. &#8220;Professor\u2026,&#8221; Pa said, &#8220;<em>George<\/em>\u2026all this speculation aside, do you really believe this Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0could be capable of such cold-blooded\u2026savagery?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;If you had asked me that question this morning, I would have said absolutely not. But\u2026.&#8221; The professor sighed heavily. &#8220;The more you have talked about the differences between these attacks and common Indian behavior has led me to examine Mr.\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s behavior more closely in my mind. I am forced to admit I have seen troubling signs in him over these past months. The changes have been subtle, but very real. And\u2026.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And what?&#8221; Adam prodded when the professor&#8217;s voice trailed off, the man&#8217;s gaze moving to the ground as though he could see something there.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And\u2026well, there are two seemingly extraneous facts that suddenly appear to provide substantial circumstantial evidence against him. First, there was a series of disturbing animal\u2026mutilations\u2026occurring on the grounds back at Harvard before Mr.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0went on holiday. Raccoons and dogs, mostly. They&#8217;d been killed and\u2026scalped. Not skinned. Not butchered. Just\u2026scalped.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss bristled, feeling his own hands ball into fists even tighter than his pa&#8217;s had moments earlier. When he walked up beside the professor, Pa gave him a small nod. It was enough to let Hoss know they stood together, but too danged subtle to loosen Hoss&#8217;s fists.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And what&#8217;s the second fact?&#8221; Pa asked, the set of his jaw as firm as Hoss&#8217;s felt.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0is a champion archer.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss couldn&#8217;t keep quiet anymore. &#8220;Sounds like evidence enough to string a man up. Maybe the man who put him up to it, too.&#8221; He felt Pa&#8217;s hand on his shoulder; but Pa should know better than to think he could hold Hoss back now. It didn&#8217;t much matter that Adam had looked up to Professor Brodermann all these years. Hoss was sure looking\u00a0<em>down<\/em>\u00a0on him now. That man had sent Little Joe out there to die!<\/p>\n<p>The professor didn&#8217;t seem to know what was going on in Hoss&#8217;s thoughts. Or maybe\u2026in a way, he did. He inclined his head toward Hoss like he had with Adam earlier. It wasn&#8217;t quite a nod, but it still looked like he agreed with what Hoss had said. Like he agreed but wasn&#8217;t scared for his own self\u2026like he knew he&#8217;d done something he shouldn&#8217;t\u2026like he regretted it, and was ready to face up to it.<\/p>\n<p>And then Hoss realized his thoughts got all muddled again.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It was important for you to know this,&#8221; the professor said, &#8220;all of it, before you go out there and put yourself at potential risk. I can&#8217;t begin to guess what Mr.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0might do next, or who else he might choose to harm. His actions are simply beyond my comprehension at this point.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>Thank<\/em>\u00a0you, professor,&#8221; Adam said stiffly before turning his attention again to the door. &#8220;At least now I know what we&#8217;re up against. One man is a lot easier to avoid than a war party.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss wasn&#8217;t so sure. Throwing one final glare at the professor, he gave his attention fully over to his older brother. &#8220;One man or not, he&#8217;s a killer, Adam. A cold-blooded killer. I&#8217;m goin&#8217; with you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe needs you here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No he don&#8217;t. He&#8217;s got Pa and Hop Sing to look out for him. You need me more. Between the two of us, that animal won&#8217;t stand a chance.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please.&#8221; The professor&#8217;s sudden, urgent appeal surprised Hoss. When he looked the professor&#8217;s way again, he saw the fear he&#8217;d expected a moment before. Only\u2026only it still didn&#8217;t seem to be directed at his own self. It sure seemed like he was afraid for Hoss and Adam, instead; and Hoss felt a prickle of fear creep up his own spine. &#8220;Be safe,&#8221; the professor added. &#8220;Don&#8217;t let him harm anyone else.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Then Pa cleared his throat, and Hoss felt that prickle fade away. &#8220;Once you reach Virginia City,&#8221; Pa said, &#8220;stay there tonight. I don&#8217;t want either of you on that road before dawn. It&#8217;s bad enough you have to go out now, dark as it is. It&#8217;s only for Mr. Hinckley&#8217;s sake I&#8217;m allowing it at all. There&#8217;s no point to being out any longer than absolutely necessary. Is that understood?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss shared a worried glance with Adam. &#8220;But Joe\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe is fine for now!&#8221; Pa said it like he was daring God to prove him wrong. &#8220;He will be fine long enough for Doctor Martin to get out here tomorrow. And as for the two of you, ride back with a posse, if you can.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We will, Pa,&#8221; Adam answered before Hoss had a chance. Then he took hold of Hoss&#8217;s arm, making it clear he was ready to pull Hoss right out the door with him.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss didn&#8217;t even have time to glance up at the empty staircase where his thoughts wanted to take him. He just grabbed his holster and headed out after Adam. And then he wasn&#8217;t sure what he was really aiming to do. Did he want to avoid that madman they knew was out there\u2026 or find him?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>6<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&#8220;God go with you,&#8221; Ben said silently as he watched his sons ride into the darkness. But after he stepped back into the house and closed the door behind him, finding himself face-to-face with the professor, God&#8217;s grace was suddenly the furthest thing from his mind. &#8220;Experiments!&#8221; He spat the word, wanting no part of it. &#8220;Games!&#8221; he corrected then. &#8220;How dare you play games with people&#8217;s lives?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor shook his head. &#8220;I had no idea. You must understand, I would never have asked Joseph to\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Not just Joe. No. You played a game with that\u00a0Decklin\u00a0boy&#8217;s life just as much as you did with Little Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor&#8217;s expression changed then, shifting from guilt-ridden to offended. He drew his back up straighter and met Ben&#8217;s glare with a milder one of his own. &#8220;Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0was my student. I treated him no differently than I did Adam, when\u00a0<em>he<\/em>\u00a0was under my tutelage.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben saw it then. He saw it so clearly he could hardly comprehend how he had overlooked it before. &#8220;Yes,&#8221; he said softly, coldly, turning the word into a small hiss. &#8220;I imagine you did, at that.\u00a0<em>Just<\/em>\u00a0the way you treated Adam.&#8221; He shook his head and walked to his desk. &#8220;You played games with Adam, too. And I laughed. I saw how uncomfortable those stories of yours made him, and yet I laughed. How could I have been so cruel to my own son?&#8221; He asked the question quietly, expecting no answer\u2026knowing the answer he needed to hear would never come as he gazed longingly\u2026guiltily at his picture of Adam&#8217;s mother, Elizabeth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your son needed to be enlightened with humility, Ben. Most young men do at that age. As you saw yourself, he grew to appreciate those lessons.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gently setting the picture back in its place, Ben swiveled around to face him. &#8220;No. Not lessons.\u00a0<em>Games<\/em>. Adam grew to appreciate the spirited discussions, the arguments that stretched his way of seeing the world. But the games? No. He was as uncomfortable as I have ever seen him while we sat in that room and laughed at how you had\u00a0<em>enlightened<\/em>\u00a0him with humility. We should all be ashamed. You, most of all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I disagree. My methods have\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your methods have turned a young man into a savage,\u00a0<em>Professor<\/em>\u00a0Brodermann. Do you feel no shame in that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Surely you know madness is a disease. There was nothing I could have done to cause it\u2026or to stop it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How can you be so sure? You, yourself, talked about turning civilized men into savages. What greater madness could there be than that?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please! You are over-simplifying a highly complex series of\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No. You are complicating a very simple fact. Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0has been afflicted with a madness that has turned a civilized man into a savage. Whether or not you caused it, you most certainly encouraged it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The professor sighed. &#8220;I am sorry you see it that way. Of course I understand how your current emotional distress could color your thinking; and for that I see no point to further debate on the matter.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, you&#8217;re right in one regard. There is no point to further debate. Now you will have to excuse me. I have an injured son to look after!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Angered almost beyond thought, Ben started toward the stairs, his stomach churning with concern for all three of his sons, when a heavy thud at the front door pulled him back. The professor stiffened, looking suddenly more curious than affronted\u2026and not the least bit afraid. But Ben\u00a0<em>was<\/em>\u00a0afraid. What if Adam and Hoss had been forced to turn back? Yet if they had, what would stop them at the door, preventing them from opening it?<\/p>\n<p>He had no thought to his own safety when he hastily pulled the door open to what was very clearly a grim message from Bradley\u00a0Decklin, himself. The nearly hairless scalp of Ralph Hinckley had been skewered with a knife planted deep into the thick wood.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Good lord!&#8221; Professor Brodermann said in a horrified whisper.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps Ben should have closed the door then, but he didn&#8217;t. He stood in the threshold looking out into the yard.\u00a0Decklin was there. He could feel the man watching him. &#8220;Show yourself!&#8221; he shouted. &#8220;If it&#8217;s savagery you&#8217;re after, allow me to teach you the meaning of the word!&#8221; He could feel his eye twitching. His fingers curled inward, instinctively trying to grip the gun he&#8217;d left holstered on the credenza. &#8220;Even an Indian knows when to accept a challenge! Are you so much of a coward you would refuse\u2014&#8221; An arrow plunked into the doorframe beside him. &#8220;Yes. A coward! No Indian brave would blindly shoot an unarmed challenger!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>There was a rustling in the bushes beside the barn. And then another, further back.<\/p>\n<p>Ben started when something brushed his hand. Professor Brodermann was trying to get him to take hold of his gun. &#8220;No,&#8221; Ben said softly. He cast another quick glance around the yard, and then closed the door. &#8220;I won&#8217;t go after him. That&#8217;s exactly what he wants me to do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Instead, Ben prepared himself for a long night of watching and waiting. And then he went into the kitchen to prepare Hop Sing.<\/p>\n<p>At least one thing gave him peace of mind. If Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0was there at the house, Adam and Hoss were safe. Now all Ben needed to do was keep that monster from getting any closer than he already had.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>7<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Adam and Hoss encountered no trouble on the road to the Hinckley farm. Nor did they come across anything unusual when they arrived. While still mounted, a cursory search of the main property around the house revealed nothing unusual. The corral had not been disturbed; the fencing remained secure and unbroken. The barn was closed up as would be expected for the night. The house was quiet, with only a thin, red glow showing through the open front window\u2014most likely the last embers of a dying fire.<\/p>\n<p>All in all, there were no signs of a struggle.\u00a0<em>And where was Ralph Hinckley<\/em>?<\/p>\n<p>Sharing a bewildered glance with Hoss, Adam dismounted and reached for the lantern he&#8217;d affixed to his saddle. He was both grateful he&#8217;d had the foresight to take it with him, and fearful of how the light would affect his vision, stealing his ability to see clearly beyond its small circle of illumination. It couldn&#8217;t be helped if he wanted to find Mr. Hinckley amidst the depths of this particular night&#8217;s shadows.<\/p>\n<p>But it wasn&#8217;t the light that proved to be his undoing. It was the act of\u00a0<em>lighting<\/em>\u00a0the lantern. His attention to the details around him was given over just long enough to make him jump like a skittish dog at the feel of Hoss&#8217;s hand tapping his arm.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hey, Adam,&#8221; Hoss whispered. His own lantern had been left on the ground an arms-length away. &#8220;I think we got company.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam&#8217;s skittishness increased tenfold. He held the lantern outward, keeping it low to lessen the glare on his eyes, and started to scan it around in a circle. &#8220;What&#8217;d you hear?&#8221; he whispered back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Nothin&#8217;. It&#8217;s my gut tells me we ain&#8217;t alone here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Relaxing, Adam started to swivel toward Hoss when he realized the outer edges of the light seemed to have touched something no more than twenty feet away. He swung the lantern back only to find a dark object, a shadow where no shadow ought to be. His free hand moved to the gun at his hip.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hold, Adam Cartwright,&#8221; a gruff voice called from where the shadow stood. It sounded familiar\u2026yet\u00a0<em>not<\/em>\u00a0at the same time, and was somehow neither friendly nor threatening.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Who&#8217;s there?&#8221; Adam called out. &#8220;Show yourself.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Surprisingly, the shadow obliged. Adam&#8217;s light landed first on a moccasin, then on the leather fringe of an Indian brave&#8217;s trousers. Next came a sinewy fist wrapped around a lance set butt-end on the ground. Finally, Adam saw the painted face of a Paiute, a man he recognized from Chief Winnemucca&#8217;s tribe\u2014a man who had threatened Little Joe once before\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>The man Sarah Winnemucca had been destined to marry when Joe had tried courting her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Lean Knife?&#8221; Adam&#8217;s hand remained poised above his gun. He knew it would be foolish to draw now, with six Paiute braves ready to kill both him and Hoss. But he wanted to. Oh\u2026he wanted to. It had been the Paiutes all along! How could he have gotten it so wrong? Even Professor Brodermann had been wrong. His student hadn&#8217;t attacked Little Joe.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I do not come to fight you, Adam Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; Adam shot back, as angry at himself as he was at Lean Knife. &#8220;It was only Little Joe, wasn&#8217;t it? You&#8217;ve hated him all this time. So why did you wait until now? And why Ralph Hinckley? He never\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>Hold,<\/em>\u00a0Adam Cartwright!&#8221; Lean Knife stepped closer. &#8220;I come to fight only one man, a man whose name is\u00a0<em>not\u00a0<\/em>Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam stared at him. It made no sense. Nothing made any sense anymore. &#8220;Ralph Hinckley?&#8221; He could not keep the disbelief from his voice.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No. I come to fight the man who killed Ralph Hinckley.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly anger gave way to curiosity. &#8220;You know this man? You&#8217;ve seen him?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Lean Knife not see him. He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother see him, give him Paiute clothes for white man&#8217;s clothes and firewater. Bring shame to Winnemucca.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t understand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother return to Winnemucca&#8217;s camp wearing white man&#8217;s clothes. Stink of white man&#8217;s firewater. Say white man take Paiute clothes.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8221; \\Decklin,&#8221; Adam said through clenched teeth.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Deck-lin?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s the man&#8217;s name, the man who took your brother&#8217;s clothes. He tried to kill Little Joe. Apparently, he wanted to make it look like a brave from your tribe was responsible.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;If he only\u00a0<em>try<\/em>, not kill, then Adam Cartwright know this man\u00a0<em>not<\/em>\u00a0Paiute brave.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Strangely, Adam smiled. It was a cold smile, borne of his relief to find the Paiutes truly had not been at fault. &#8220;He wasn&#8217;t<em>any<\/em>\u00a0kind of brave, that&#8217;s for sure,&#8221; Adam offered, remembering how Bradley\u00a0Decklin had run from him in the yard. &#8220;But you&#8217;re right. I knew he wasn&#8217;t a Paiute, although he did everything he could to make himself look like one.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam tried once more to pull all the pieces together. &#8220;Now, if you didn&#8217;t see him kill Mr. Hinckley, how do you know he did it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Lean Knife not see. He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother see. Return to camp. Risk death to tell Lean Knife white man do these things. He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother see white man dressed like Paiute attack Little Joe. Then follow white man here, see attack on Ralph Hinckley.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Wait just a minute,&#8221; Hoss interrupted. &#8220;You&#8217;re tellin&#8217; us this brother of yours watched both attacks? Why didn&#8217;t he try and stop &#8217;em?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Lean Knife&#8217;s eyes grew dark. Dangerous. &#8220;He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother say he can bring white man to Chief Winnemucca to punish. Restore honor. But wait to give proof, show Winnemucca he not lie.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam stiffened. &#8220;What kind of proof?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother return to Winnemucca&#8217;s camp with body of Ralph Hinckley. No white man wearing Paiute clothes.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>So it was true. Mr. Hinckley was dead. Adam realized he felt a wash of relief along with remorse at hearing this news. It would be better to be dead, he thought, than to endure the agony of being scalped. Of course, poor Billy would probably not agree. The boy had already lost his parents. Now his grandfather was also gone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;If he didn&#8217;t catch him,&#8221; Hoss asked, &#8220;why&#8217;d he go back to Winnemucca?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;To warn of white man bringing dishonor to Winnemucca.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s got to count for somethin&#8217; in gettin&#8217; his own honor back,&#8221; Hoss said hopefully. &#8220;Don&#8217;t it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He-who-is-no-longer-my-brother fail. Lean knife will not fail.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam met Hoss&#8217;s confused gaze and gave a small shake of his head.\u00a0<em>Don&#8217;t push it. The man is probably dead or dying by now for causing so much dishonor<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Lean Knife will protect Winnemucca honor,&#8221; the Paiute added.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I believe you,&#8221; Adam said honestly.<em>\u00a0Lean Knife will find\u00a0<\/em><em>Decklin, all right. And God help that boy when he does<\/em>. &#8220;We intend to look for him also. We&#8217;re going into Virginia City to get a posse together. Come morning, there will be so many men on his trail, he won&#8217;t stand a chance.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;<em>Come morning<\/em>,&#8221; Lean Knife repeated, &#8220;no need for posse. Lean Knife find\u00a0Decklin tonight.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You can&#8217;t be serious,&#8221; Hoss said. &#8220;It&#8217;s too dark out here now to pick up a trail.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>There was something in Lean Knife&#8217;s glare that told Adam he already\u00a0<em>had<\/em>\u00a0found a trail. &#8220;You know where he&#8217;s gone?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;To Ponderosa.&#8221; Lean Knife nodded his head forward, just once. &#8220;To house of Adam Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam felt the chill prickle of fear lift his spine up straighter. They should have stayed home.\u00a0<em>Dammit<\/em>! Why hadn&#8217;t they just stayed\u00a0<em>home<\/em>? &#8220;I&#8217;ll go with you, if you don&#8217;t mind,&#8221; he said then. &#8220;Hoss, you go on to Virginia Ci\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; Hoss cut in. &#8220;Ain&#8217;t no way I&#8217;m leavin&#8217; you right now.&#8221; Adam saw the way his brother&#8217;s eyes lingered on Lean Knife&#8217;s small but dangerous war party, making it clear Hoss didn&#8217;t\u2014or wouldn&#8217;t\u2014fully trust them. &#8220;If Lean Knife here thinks he can find this\u00a0Decklin fella&#8217;, won&#8217;t be any need to get a posse anyhow.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I suppose you&#8217;re right.&#8221; Suddenly Adam\u00a0<em>did<\/em>\u00a0feel confident it would be all over by morning. One way or another, Bradley Decklin\u00a0would be brought to justice for what he&#8217;d done to Little Joe\u2026and to Ralph Hinckley. Privately, Adam hoped the man would face Winnemucca&#8217;s justice rather than Sheriff Coffee&#8217;s. But outwardly he knew he had to do what he could.<\/p>\n<p>Adam had to at least\u00a0<em>try<\/em>\u00a0to make sure Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0was still drawing breath long enough to be introduced to the Virginia City jail.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>8<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A wisp of sound pulled at Joe. He felt it brush his cheek and tingle along the top of his hand. A breeze? No. A sound.<\/p>\n<p>Arguing.<\/p>\n<p>Pa was arguing with someone. But they were a long way away. Or a long time. An echo riding the back of a leaf that could never quite settle\u2026a leaf Joe wanted to grab out of the air, to take hold of in the hand it tingled.<\/p>\n<p>But his hand refused to move. And the leaf was drifting further away.<\/p>\n<p><em>Pa?\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>He couldn&#8217;t speak. His pa had a voice, distant, but true. And yet Joe had none.<\/p>\n<p>The leaf brushed his nose with a light, feathery flutter, and Hop Sing&#8217;s voice joined Pa&#8217;s. They rode the swells of rain-washed echoes\u2026drifting closer.<\/p>\n<p><em>Pa?<\/em>\u00a0Joe tried again. This time he could feel the word forming on his lips; still no sound came.<\/p>\n<p>The leaf became a boat he couldn&#8217;t quite reach, drifting tauntingly close only to move away again, further and further away. He was floundering in a heavy current that wanted to pull him under.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa?&#8221; he had to reach that leaf. That\u2026<em>boat<\/em>. Finally, his fingers curled, clutching&#8230;fabric.<\/p>\n<p>And the leaf came to rest, settling onto the mattress beside him. In its wake he crested a wave that thrust him straight into the jaws of a monster.<\/p>\n<p>His chest&#8230;<em>oh, God, it hurt!\u00a0<\/em>With every breath. With every&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa,&#8221; he breathed. It was a whisper that needed no leaf to guide it.<\/p>\n<p>Joe opened his eyes to his own darkened room. Lit only by the dim glow of the lamp on his nightstand, it was enough to show him he was alone, except for the stray that had curled up beside him.<\/p>\n<p>Pa would be furious when he discovered a dog was in the house. But Joe liked the feel of it there next to him, especially with Pa shouting so angrily downstairs. It made him feel\u2026not alone.<\/p>\n<p>Joe was in trouble again, wasn&#8217;t he? And this dog was just going to get him into more trouble. But it was here already. Shooing it downstairs would only make Pa madder. Joe might as well let it stay right where it was.<\/p>\n<p>He closed his eyes again, ready to settle himself back to sleep, when the dog shifted in its own sleep, sniffling and wrapping its tiny hand around Joe&#8217;s arm.<\/p>\n<p><em>Its hand?\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Joe&#8217;s eyelids flew open. He turned his head just enough to look at the dog&#8230;at the\u00a0<em>boy<\/em>\u00a0in the bed beside him&#8230;a boy he knew&#8230;a young orphan who had been sent to live with his grandfather after losing his parents to an outbreak of influenza.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Billy?&#8221; This time Joe found himself saying the word in something more than a whisper.<\/p>\n<p>Still it wasn&#8217;t loud enough to pull the boy out of his slumber. And maybe&#8230;maybe Joe\u00a0<em>shouldn&#8217;t<\/em>\u00a0wake him. Billy&#8217;s cheeks were streaked with tears that were only just beginning to dry. Joe didn&#8217;t have the heart to make him start crying again. He saw himself in that little boy, crying himself to sleep, curled up in big brother Adam&#8217;s bed during all those long, lonely nights shortly after his mother had died.<\/p>\n<p>No. Joe couldn&#8217;t wake Billy. He didn&#8217;t know why the boy was there\u2014why he was even in the house\u2014but since he was, Joe might as well leave him be.<\/p>\n<p>Although&#8230; Billy would get cold, lying like he was on top of the bed covers rather than tucked underneath. Joe started to push himself up, to remedy that situation. But the stab the movement brought to his wound was as bad as it had been when the arrow had first found him.\u00a0<em>Worse<\/em>, even. And just as the shock of that arrow plunging into him had spiraled Joe into darkness, the shock of this simple movement in his own bed sent him spiraling once more.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>When he opened his eyes again, Joe could tell time had passed; the currents of it felt different around him. He had no idea how\u00a0<em>much<\/em>\u00a0time, but the shouting downstairs had ended. The house was silent&#8230;almost painfully silent. He heard nothing but the soft breaths of the sleeping child beside him.<\/p>\n<p><em>Billy<\/em>. There was a blanket draped over him now, proof that Pa had come. And gone.<\/p>\n<p>As bewildered as Joe had been to find the boy there earlier, he was even more confused now to know that Pa had let Billy remain. Joe knew his wound couldn&#8217;t be jostled. Even the slightest movement stole his breath and threatened to send him spiraling again. Pa would know that, too\u2014better than Joe, even, knowing Pa\u2014and would enforce whatever demands he had to, to prevent Joe from moving, let alone being jostled.<\/p>\n<p>But Pa had let Billy remain.<\/p>\n<p>And Joe was glad. There was something comforting in the feel of that child beside him, as though, somehow, just having Billy there could be enough to keep the darkness at bay. There was something cold in the darkness, something\u2026chilling. But the boy was warm. And as Joe closed his eyes this time, he floated on the currents of sleep rather than sinking into darkness.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>The next time Joe opened his eyes, he found himself facing a different kind of darkness. His heart was already beating hard and heavy against his chest, heavy enough to cause his wound to throb angrily, burning like fire. He struggled for every halting breath. But\u2026<em>why?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>A crash downstairs made him tense, turning the fire into a blade. He fought against the spiral. Something was wrong. Very wrong.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Take it!&#8221; Pa shouted.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I will not harm that boy!&#8221; The professor\u2026. Joe had almost forgotten about the professor. Professor Brodermann had wanted Joe to get his medicine for him. But\u2014<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Take it!&#8221; Pa shouted again, louder this time. &#8220;He&#8217;s a\u00a0<em>savage<\/em>! A\u00a0<em>killer<\/em>!\u00a0<em>Not<\/em>\u00a0a boy!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The boy beside Joe kicked out, punching his small foot into Joe&#8217;s thigh\u2014nudging Joe just a little\u2026just enough to reawaken that stabbing fire in Joe&#8217;s chest. He held his breath as the darkness swirled around him, pulling him downward. He could hear nothing but the rush of a river\u2026a raging river\u2026the river of his own blood, pulsing through him with every violent throb of his chest.<\/p>\n<p>And then\u2026it was quiet again.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Joe took a breath\u2026and another\u2026and looked up at his ceiling. His gaze traveled in a path toward his closed door\u2026and then shifted\u2026moving to the window. The open window.<\/p>\n<p>A cold breeze was flitting through the curtains, causing them to wave out like two flags\u2026two white flags of surrender.<\/p>\n<p>No. Joe wasn&#8217;t going to surrender. He knew that even without knowing what sort of a fight he was facing.<\/p>\n<p>As the boy stirred beside him, Joe turned his gaze\u2026and saw a blue-eyed Indian looking down at him.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re supposed to be dead,&#8221; the Indian said. &#8220;I can&#8217;t do this if you&#8217;re not dead.&#8221; He didn&#8217;t sound like an Indian any more than he looked like one. His speech was\u2026too clean.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Then don&#8217;t do it,&#8221; Joe answered, wishing his voice was stronger. Wishing\u00a0<em>he<\/em>\u00a0was stronger. The white flags of his curtains flapped toward him again. He willed himself to ignore them.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I have to. But how can I?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>There was a noise downstairs. Men talking. Not just Pa and the professor this time. No. There were others. Adam was there, too. And Hoss.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You have to be dead.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe had forgotten the Indian. He&#8217;d been floating on the sound of voices, listening for Pa&#8217;s and wondering what his brothers were saying, wondering also who else was with them. Hearing the strange Indian&#8217;s voice right beside him again surprised Joe. He turned his head and looked into eyes as blue as Hoss&#8217;s, but far less certain. &#8220;You&#8217;re afraid,&#8221; Joe realized. Shouldn&#8217;t\u00a0<em>Joe<\/em>\u00a0be afraid? The blue-eyed Indian clutched a knife, his fingers loosening and tightening their grip by turns. But his blue eyes weren&#8217;t right. They weren&#8217;t angry or cold, just\u2026afraid.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll have to kill you first. Why didn&#8217;t you just\u2026just die like you were supposed to?&#8221; His brows pulled down\u2026not in anger, but confusion.<\/p>\n<p>While that blue-eyed Indian was getting more and more confused, Joe was finding his own thoughts getting less muddled. &#8220;You shot that arrow?&#8221; He received nothing more than a somewhat less bewildered gaze in response. &#8220;Why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s easier that way.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What is?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Killing. It&#8217;s\u2026surprisingly easy.&#8221; The blue-eyed Indian sounded like a polished easterner. &#8220;Have you ever tried it? From a distance like that, it&#8217;s almost like playing a game.&#8221; Confusion gave way to excitement. His blue eyes grew wider, more\u2026alive.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not sane.&#8221; Fear\u00a0<em>did<\/em>\u00a0begin to creep in then. Joe could feel it in the heavier beat of his heart, the more painful throb of his wound.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t be ridiculous. I&#8217;m just trying to prove that we are the same, Indians and white men.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t need to kill to do that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The blue-eyed Indian started to look confused again. &#8220;It would hurt too much if you weren&#8217;t dead.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What?&#8221; Joe&#8217;s thoughts were getting muddled again. He couldn&#8217;t make any sense of the blue-eyed Indian&#8217;s words.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Scalping.&#8221; He said it like the answer should have been obvious, almost\u2026<em>scoffing<\/em>\u2026at Joe for needing to ask. &#8220;Seems to me, a man would rather be dead. And it&#8217;s only natural you&#8217;d fight me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe&#8217;s heart beat heavier still. His fingers curled into the bedding. &#8220;Scalping?&#8221; Was it possible this polished easterner who dressed like an Indian would actually go so far as to scalp someone? It was\u2026<em>insane<\/em>, just as Joe had thought earlier. The man was mad. And he was in Joe&#8217;s room. And Joe\u2026. Joe had no strength to fight him. None at all.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Indians collect scalps as trophies, you know. If I want to prove myself to Sarah Winnemucca, I have to give her yours.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sarah?&#8221; Joe choked on the word, his voice fading as the darkness began to swirl around him again. &#8220;Sarah&#8217;s my friend.&#8221; He forced the words out through clenched teeth while the curtains fluttered again. He couldn&#8217;t give in. Not now, not\u2026 &#8220;You would never survive the\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No!&#8221; the blue-eyed Indian said excitedly. &#8220;It&#8217;s more than that! Don&#8217;t you see?&#8221; He waved his hands like a conductor in front of an orchestra, the knife acting as his baton. &#8220;She&#8217;s\u00a0<em>more<\/em>\u00a0than your friend. You wanted to court her.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How could you know th\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your brother might not have said it directly, but reading between the lines\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My brother?&#8221; Joe&#8217;s voice fluttered like the curtains. The strange Indian ignored him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It seems pretty clear she wanted to\u00a0<em>let<\/em>\u00a0you court her. But she&#8217;d already been spoken for to a man she had no choice but to accept. It&#8217;s a classic story, a plot that&#8217;s been visited again and again throughout history. It transcends cultures.&#8221; He was grinning then. &#8220;I just\u2026I need to prove that. If I can reach the Paiutes through Sarah, I can show them that we&#8217;re driven by the same motives, the same hopes and fears and yearnings.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;By killing me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well\u2026no. Not really. I told you. It&#8217;s not about the killing. It&#8217;s about the trophy, the gift for Sarah, to show her I understand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But you\u00a0<em>don&#8217;t<\/em>. You don&#8217;t understand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Apparently, I am the only one who does! But my work will change all of that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;All you&#8217;ll do is get yourself killed.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No!&#8221; the false Indian shouted. And then his blue eyes went dark, after all. &#8220;I already told you!&#8221; He pointed the knife accusingly at Joe. &#8220;You&#8217;re not listening! Why can&#8217;t I get anyone to listen to me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe felt a stirring beside him.\u00a0<em>Billy<\/em>\u2026. &#8220;Look,&#8221; he said softly, his voice coming out as little more than a breathy whisper. &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you get out of here now? While you still can.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not finished. I have to\u2026have to finish it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It\u00a0<em>is<\/em>\u00a0finished. You can&#8217;t\u2026. And Sarah\u2026.&#8221; Joe was finding it harder to breathe. Each inhalation brought agony, and the darkness kept spiraling, trying to pull him in. &#8220;Sarah&#8217;s married. It&#8217;s too\u2026too late.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; the blue-eyed Indian&#8217;s voice changed from angry to pleading. &#8220;It&#8217;s too important. Don&#8217;t you see? This could change everything. Everything.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Billy screamed. Joe jumped at the shrill sound, jerking at his wound. His head swam. He could feel the boy grabbing at his arm, but he couldn&#8217;t do anything in response. All he could do was fight to stay afloat.<\/p>\n<p>And then he felt fingers in his hair.<\/p>\n<p>His head was yanked backward. A sharp sting cut into the top of his forehead. He heard the curtains flutter, but could no longer see the white flags. It didn&#8217;t matter. He had no choice but to surrender.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>9<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>While Lean Knife explained to Adam&#8217;s father why his fellow Paiute braves were prowling around outside, Professor Brodermann had his eye on the staircase. Adam watched him edge ever closer, finding himself curious, maybe even suspicious as to why.<\/p>\n<p>By the time the professor reached the foot of the stairs, Adam decided it was time to find out. &#8220;Something bothering you, professor?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>His old mentor gave him a bewildered look. &#8220;I&#8217;m not sure. I thought perhaps I heard some\u2014&#8221; A piercing scream from above cut him off.<\/p>\n<p>Adam reached the top landing almost before he&#8217;d even realized he was moving. As the screams continued, he followed them to Joe&#8217;s room, where he found a sight as bizarre as it was horrific. The false Indian, Bradley\u00a0Decklin, had one hand wrapped around the scruff of young Billy Hinckley&#8217;s neck. In his other hand was a knife, and Billy was doing everything he could to make him drop it. The boy&#8217;s arms were thrashing wildly about, landing punches on\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s chest and arms. Poor Joe was in the midst of it all. Though his face was obscured in the melee, it looked as though Billy was stepping on him to get closer to\u00a0Decklin. Adam found himself hoping Joe wasn&#8217;t conscious.<\/p>\n<p>When Billy kicked out at\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s groin, Adam took it as an opportunity to stop\u00a0Decklin\u00a0where he stood. He rushed forward\u2026but the boy&#8217;s kick wasn&#8217;t as hard as Adam had hoped.<\/p>\n<p>Furious and now aware of Adam&#8217;s presence,\u00a0Decklin\u00a0wrapped his arm around the boy, pulling Billy to his chest. He swiveled to face Adam, stepping away from Joe&#8217;s bed and holding the knife to Billy&#8217;s throat. Adam was sick to see the blade already glistening with fresh blood. Thank heavens it didn&#8217;t look as though the blood was Billy&#8217;s. But that meant it could only be Joe&#8217;s.<\/p>\n<p>Feeling sicker still, Adam didn&#8217;t dare pull his eyes away from\u00a0Decklin. &#8220;Haven&#8217;t you done enough harm already?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Decklin&#8217;s eyes were wide, his chest heaving with panting breaths. He was trapped, and he knew it. But was he a man or an animal? A trapped animal would have nothing to lose, but a trapped man might still be able to reason.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Let the boy go,&#8221; Adam went on, surprised to find that he sounded calm despite the fear and anger roiling inside him. &#8220;You&#8217;ll gain nothing by hurting him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mr.\u00a0Decklin!&#8221; Professor Brodermann&#8217;s voice behind Adam was commanding enough to make him jerk. It was the same for Bradley\u00a0Decklin; Adam saw him flinch. &#8220;You are to release that boy at once. Do you hear me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Billy started crying.\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s grip loosened, lowering the boy by inches, the knife pulling away but still held dangerous close. &#8220;You have to let me finish,&#8221;\u00a0Decklin\u00a0said then. &#8220;Take the boy downstairs with you and leave me be.&#8221; He sounded composed. Rational. Not at all like a disheveled man dressed as an Indian and holding a blood-dampened knife to a child.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Leave you be to do what?&#8221; the professor asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What I came here to do. Please. You&#8217;ll understand when I complete my research. I&#8217;ll be famous. We both will. They&#8217;ll be writing about this for decades to come.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam had heard enough. &#8220;What they&#8217;ll be writing about is a madman who attacked two innocent men and left them to die. Don&#8217;t add this boy to the mix.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No! That&#8217;s not it at all. It&#8217;s about human nature. It&#8217;s about Indians and\u2014&#8221;\u00a0Decklin\u00a0 &#8216;s eyes went wide again. When Adam followed his gaze, he saw Lean Knife entering the room, looking very much like the warrior he was. His back was straight and tall, his eyes cold, his jaw rigid.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You are the white man who took Paiute clothes from he-who-is-no-longer-my-brother.&#8221; Lean Knife walked forward as though he was oblivious to the stand-off.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I gave him my own in return.\u00a0<em>And<\/em>\u00a0whiskey.&#8221;\u00a0Decklin\u00a0grinned, clearly expecting approval.<\/p>\n<p>Lean Knife scowled instead. &#8220;Firewater! You bring shame to he-who-is-no-longer-my-brother. You bring shame to Chief Winnemucca!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Decklin\u00a0looked confused. He shook his head. &#8220;No. I\u2014 Hey!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Billy sank his teeth into\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s arm.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0instinctively released his grip, dropping Billy to the floor. When the boy darted forward, Adam scooped him up and passed him back to Hoss, happy to find his brother so close behind him. Then Adam saw Professor Brodermann&#8217;s face go pale. He turned back to\u00a0Decklin\u00a0and instantly saw why. Lean Knife had already taken the advantage. He had Bradley\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s knife pressed up against Bradley\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s throat.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You make white men believe Paiute kill for no reason. When Paiute kill, always there is good reason. You make war come to Paiute and white men for no reason!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;N-no!&#8221;\u00a0Decklin&#8217;s Adam&#8217;s apple bobbed against the blade. &#8220;I only\u2026only wanted to give Sarah a gift!&#8221; The blade bit into his neck.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;d be wise to keep quiet,&#8221; Adam warned.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But Sarah\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is Lean Knife&#8217;s wife!&#8221; Adam said flatly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You bring gift to Lean Knife&#8217;s woman?&#8221; The blade bit deeper. A dribble of blood spilled to\u00a0Decklin\u2019s collarbone.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;O-only to show I understood. I\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t.&#8221; Joe called out from his bed. His voice was weak, but his tone was strong enough to draw Lean Knife&#8217;s hand back visibly.<\/p>\n<p>Startled and relieved, Adam finally looked at his little brother and was shocked to find Joe&#8217;s face covered in blood. A closer look showed an ugly cut along his hairline. Adam stepped slowly toward him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;This man is not worth Lean Knife&#8217;s time,&#8221; Joe said softly. &#8220;He&#8217;s mad\u2026loco. Lean Knife\u2026is a warrior. This man is a\u2026a skunk.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam felt his lips curl up unexpectedly at Joe&#8217;s description. Meeting Joe&#8217;s gaze then, his little brother grinned back at him. It looked\u2026<em>disturbing<\/em>\u00a0beneath that blood, but it was a welcome sight, nonetheless.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe&#8217;s right,&#8221; Adam added. &#8220;He is a white man who committed crimes against other white men. Leave him to us. We&#8217;ll see to it that he is appropriately punished.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He bring shame to Winnemucca!&#8221; Lean Knife argued. &#8220;He would bring gift to Lean Knife&#8217;s woman!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He&#8217;s lost his mind,&#8221; Adam reasoned. &#8220;He didn&#8217;t know what he was doing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He take Lean Knife&#8217;s brother!&#8221; This last was said with such vehemence, Adam was taken aback. All this time, Lean Knife had spoken of his brother as though he had already steeled his heart against the man. Yet now\u2026<em>now<\/em>\u00a0Lean Knife showed that losing his brother had caused him pain\u2026a kind of pain Adam could understand only too well, the kind that had been threatening him since he&#8217;d first seen Little Joe with that arrow sticking out of his chest.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I understand,&#8221; Adam said sincerely. &#8220;But he is mad. Insane. I don&#8217;t know your word for it, but he does bad things because he can&#8217;t comprehend what\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Stop it!&#8221;\u00a0Decklin\u00a0 shouted then. &#8220;Stop talking about me like I&#8217;m not here! I can speak for myself!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I wouldn&#8217;t advise it,&#8221; Adam warned.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t care what you would ad\u2014&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Mr.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0!&#8221; the professor demanded again. &#8220;If you value your life you will hold silent this instant!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam looked at his old mentor, losing himself for a moment to memories of a time when that voice of authority had meaning for him. But now\u2026now the man sounded like nothing more than a father scolding his child\u2026a young and foolish child. Had the professor sounded like that all those years ago? Had Adam simply outgrown it? Or had the professor somehow lost\u2026<em>something<\/em>\u2026between then and now?<\/p>\n<p>Lean Knife&#8217;s far more authoritative voice cut into Adam&#8217;s thoughts as he called each of his braves to him. And then, speaking only in his own language, he propelled Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0 into the arms of two of his men. In an instant, the Paiutes led\u00a0Decklin\u00a0away. There was nothing the Cartwrights could do for him without risking more lives\u2026without risking the start of a senseless and inevitably bloody war.<\/p>\n<p>Somewhere in Adam&#8217;s heart, he would always be left to wonder if that were really true, if he&#8217;d even tried at all. But for that moment, all that mattered was Adam&#8217;s family was safe. And Joe\u2026well, Joe was safe, too. He was bloodied and beaten, yes. But at least he was safe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>10<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>As soon as Lean Knife and his men stepped into the hall, Adam swiveled around to help Joe. He heard his father calling out for fresh bandages and water, but Joe couldn\u2019t wait for any of that. He couldn\u2019t even open his eyes anymore, thanks to the trails of blood that had trickled onto his lids\u2026or maybe that wasn\u2019t the only reason. Joe barely stirred when Adam reached down to wipe the blood away with his handkerchief.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow bad is it?\u201d Pa asked, moving up beside Adam.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHard to tell just yet. But I&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam?\u201d Joe\u2019s weak voice stopped them both.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t worry, Joe,\u201d Adam answered in a light tone that did not match the darkness in his eyes or the tight line of his lips. \u201cWe\u2019re still going to have to lasso you to get you to the barber for your regular haircuts.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe\u2019s small, responding smile faded quickly. \u201cWho was he? The things he said\u2026and Sarah\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam tensed, feeling the weight of his own guilt pressing down on him. If he had never trusted Professor Broderman\u2026. If he hadn\u2019t been so open in his letters to the man\u2026. If he hadn\u2019t\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>When a warm hand wrapped around his, it pulled Adam from the turn of his thoughts and called his gaze upward from Joe to his father. Pa smiled back at him with all the kindness and understanding he had ever shown any of his sons, giving his head a small shake to say, \u2018<em>It\u2019s not your fault<\/em>.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>But how could it\u00a0<em>not<\/em>\u00a0be? The professor would never have come. And\u00a0Decklin\u00a0would never have\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam?\u201d Joe whispered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam is getting some fresh water, Joe,\u201d Pa said softly, nudging himself into the position Adam had held before allowing his guilt to draw him away. \u201cHe\u2019ll be back in a moment. Now as to\u00a0<em>you<\/em>, young man, you don\u2019t need to trouble yourself with such things right now. You need to concentrate on getting well. There will be plenty of time for questions after you\u2019ve had some rest.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Somehow, that was all Joe had needed to hear. The creases in his brows smoothed and he seemed to sink more heavily into his mattress. Maybe it wasn\u2019t even the words that had mattered; the sound of Pa\u2019s voice might well have been enough to quiet Joe\u2019s restlessness.<\/p>\n<p>Adam found himself wishing it could have the same effect on him. But wishing was for children. And Adam was no more a child to believe in the magic of wishes than he was a college student eager to believe in the wisdom of his professors. It was time for him to prove that fact. With a single, steadying breath, he left Little Joe in his pa\u2019s more than capable hands, moving purposefully to his own room, where he was sure he would find the professor sitting up with Billy Hinckley.<\/p>\n<p>He found Hoss, instead.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIs Joe all right?\u201d Hoss asked quietly, rising from his seat the instant Adam pushed open the door.<\/p>\n<p>Adam gave only a quick nod in reply. \u201cHow about Billy?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWent right to sleep. I guess he\u2019s just plumb exhausted.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m sure he is.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI figure it\u2019ll probably be okay to leave him be for a while.\u201d Hoss stepped over to join Adam in the doorway, his gaze straying to the open window across the room. \u201cThe moon\u2019s finally startin\u2019 to poke a dent in all them clouds. I could ride out now without too much trouble, and fetch both Doc Martin and Sheriff Coffee back here first thing in the morning.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll go,\u201d Adam offered, feeling oddly relieved at the decision. \u201cAnd I\u2019ll bring the professor with me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked like he was about ready to argue, but after he took a good long look into Adam\u2019s eyes, he closed his mouth and nodded. \u201cI\u2019ll get the buggy ready.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t bother.\u201d Adam felt a small smile slip into place. \u201cHe can\u00a0<em>ride<\/em>\u00a0into town. After all, he came west to see how we live out here.\u201d Of course, whatever dark humor Adam had found in that decision did not last. But for a moment, at least, it gave him a touch of satisfaction.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0Adam could not find Professor Brodermann anywhere in the house. After confirming the kitchen was empty, he returned to the foot of the staircase and looked up, wondering if perhaps the professor had returned to Adam\u2019s room to sit with Billy. The muted voices of Pa and Hop Sing told him they were still with Joe; but Adam could hear nothing of the professor\u2019s deep baritone. Had he taken the back stairs\u2014both going down and then up again? Frustrated, Adam decided the only way to know for sure would be to go back upstairs and look.<\/p>\n<p>Just as he set his foot on the first step, Hoss\u2019s voice pulled his attention toward the front door. \u201cHey, Adam,\u201d Hoss said without fully stepping inside. \u201cYou\u2019d better come out here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Although there was nothing urgent in his brother\u2019s tone, Adam couldn\u2019t help but feel a stab of trepidation. \u201cWhat\u2019s wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hoss scratched his head, his gaze slipping outside again. \u201cI was gonna saddle up some horses for you and the professor, when I\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHoss?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDadburnit, Adam. It\u2019s the professor. He\u2019s out there tryin\u2019 to get Lean Knife to let that\u00a0Decklin\u00a0boy go.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u2019s hand tightened around the newel post. \u201cThe fool,\u201d he said under his breath. \u201cIs he trying to get them both killed?\u201d Maybe he should just let it be. Let the professor become Lean Knife\u2019s problem for one night. Or Winnemucca\u2019s. Just until morning. And then maybe the sheriff could convince the chief to turn them both over to white man\u2019s justice.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>When Hoss\u2019s voice cut into Adam\u2019s thoughts again, he found himself moving slowly toward the door without even knowing what he wanted to do. Then he saw something in his brother\u2019s eyes that made him feel like more of a fool than the professor. Worse, he felt like more of a scoundrel. \u201cI suppose we\u2019d better save his sorry hide.\u201d<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>11<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow can I make you understand?\u201d Adam heard Professor Brodermann talking before he\u2019d cleared enough shadows to see anyone. \u201cHis mind is addled,\u201d the professor said. \u201cI must make sure that he receives both the punishment\u00a0<em>and<\/em>\u00a0the care he needs,\u00a0<em>not<\/em>\u00a0just the punishment. He is my student. I am responsible for him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou bring dishonor to Chief Winnemucca?\u201d Lean Knife did not sound at all willing to enter into one of the professor\u2019s infamous debates.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d the professor argued.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou take life of white man?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Rounding the barn, Adam could finally see the small group. Lean Knife was standing, facing Professor Brodermann, although his braves already sat astride painted horses. One mounted brave shared a horse with Bradley\u00a0Decklin, whose hands were tied in front of him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, I\u2014\u201c the professor stammered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAttack son of Ben Cartwright?\u201d The diffuse moonlight cast deadly shadows across Lean Knife\u2019s face.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course, not!\u201d the professor proclaimed in a shout. \u201cMister\u00a0Decklin\u00a0acted of his own accord, but he\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<em>He<\/em>, student?\u201d Lean Knife went on. \u201c<em>You<\/em>, teacher?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes. I\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou teach this man to mock Paiute ways?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow could I?\u201d the professor was starting to look rattled, as Adam had never seen him. \u201cI know nothing of your ways!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis man also know nothing! No Paiute kill for no reason! No Paiute take scalp for no reason! No Paiute\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen teach us your ways!\u201d the professor shouted over Lean Knife. \u201cTeach us both! We would be honored to learn your ways!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHonor?\u201d Lean Knife shouted back. \u201cLean Knife will\u00a0<em>teach<\/em>\u00a0honor! Teacher and student both learn to\u00a0<em>show<\/em>\u00a0honor! Lean Knife will teach you Paiute ways in\u00a0<em>blood<\/em>!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>With a quick gesture from Lean Knife, two braves dismounted and grabbed hold of the professor\u2019s arms.<\/p>\n<p>Adam hurried to join them. \u201cLeave him!\u201d he shouted. \u201cIt will bring no honor to Chief Winnemucca if you punish an old man for talking too much!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis old man teach other to bring dishonor to Winnemucca!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, Lean Knife,\u201d Adam said more softly. \u201cThis old man is not a teacher in the way you\u2019re thinking. He does not teach how to use a knife or how to hunt. He teaches through stories. He tells stories.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStories?\u201d Lean Knife looked more suspicious than puzzled.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStories of the feats of your father\u2019s fathers?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam shrugged. \u201cSometimes. But not always. Not all of his stories are true. He uses them to teach about truth, about<em>finding<\/em>\u00a0the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe teaches truth by telling lies?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t be absurd!\u201d the professor shouted. \u201cThat is an over-simplification of\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes!\u201d Adam shouted over his words, throwing the man a warning glare before turning his back to keep Professor Brodermann out of his sights. \u201cYes,\u201d Adam repeated. \u201cHe teaches truth by telling lies. Or he tries to, anyway.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen he has no honor!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sighing in frustration, Adam shook his head. \u201cNo,\u201d he said quietly. \u201cHe has a different view of honor. But he is at least honest in the compassion he shows to his students. He feels responsible for\u2026your prisoner\u2026as a father might, but not as a chief, or a leader of braves.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAs father, he would take punishment in place of Deck-lin?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It was a question Adam could not answer. He turned to the professor. There was both fear and doubt in the man\u2019s eyes as they strayed to a very bewildered Bradley\u00a0Decklin. Then Professor Brodermann looked to the ground and gave his head a slow, sad shake. \u201cHe is not my son,\u201d the professor said, giving his attention to Adam. \u201cNor could I approve of his actions. But my poor teaching surely influenced him. If only I\u2019d known\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI couldn\u2019t tell you, professor!\u201d\u00a0Decklin\u00a0said then. \u201cNo one could know but me. It was the only way to authenticate\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou authenticated nothing!\u201d The professor\u2019s cold shout took Adam by as much surprise as it did Bradley\u00a0Decklin. The young man\u2019s brows pulled downward. \u201cNo, I suppose that\u2019s not quite true,\u201d the professor added in a quieter tone. \u201cYou<em>authenticated<\/em>\u00a0your own madness.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, professor! I\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<em>Yes<\/em>, Mister\u00a0Decklin. You are mad. Only a madman would do as you have done.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo! I did it for\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou killed a man, Mister\u00a0Decklin! Killed him and scalped him! My God, man! You very nearly did the same to young Joseph Cartwright! There is no excuse, no justification. But\u2026.\u201d All eyes looked to the professor, waiting for him to finish, waiting for him to give Lean Knife a reason to either take him or leave him behind. He met each gaze, staying longest with Adam\u2019s, before turning his attention back to Bradley\u00a0Decklin. \u201cBut I need to know why? What drove you to this masquerade? To this\u2026madness?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Decklin looked more puzzled than before. \u201cYou\u2026you said\u2026. All those discussions\u2026all those arguments with the group\u2026. You said the Indians could be civilized.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam saw Lean Knife\u2019s jaw go taut.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI believed you,\u201d\u00a0Decklin\u00a0went on. \u201cYou\u00a0<em>know<\/em>\u00a0I agreed with you! I had to\u2026had to prove it! It wasn\u2019t enough that Sarah Winnemucca had a white woman\u2019s name or went to a white school. The group didn\u2019t see enough proof in that. She went back to live with her tribe. To them, that proved Indians would always be savage.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Lean Knife\u2019s chest rose, his shoulders drawing back.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou didn\u2019t have enough proof to argue against them,\u201d\u00a0Decklin\u00a0added. \u201cI had to get you that proof. I\u00a0<em>had<\/em>\u00a0to; don\u2019t you see? I had to do it to prove you right! I\u00a0<em>had<\/em>\u00a0to!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor\u2019s eyes dropped sadly once more, his own shoulders sagging. He glanced at Adam, and then met the growing rage in Lean Knife\u2019s gaze. \u201cYes,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p>Lean Knife said nothing. He stood, watching quietly, waiting for the professor to finish his statement.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes, I will take the punishment in his place.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Adam countered. \u201cYou said it yourself! You would never have approved of his actions if you\u2019d known.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut he did it all\u2026.for me. I have no choice but to take responsibility.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam was stunned and\u2026<em>touched?<\/em>&#8230;by the professor\u2019s sudden show of courage. \u201cHe is mad. You said it yourself. You can\u2019t be blamed for his madness.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHold!\u201d Lean Knife\u2019s shout and raised hand closed the professor\u2019s mouth before he could reply. \u201cAdam Cartwright speak for this old man?\u201d His eyes locked with Adam\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes,\u201d Adam answered. He looked at the professor again, and realized he\u2019d forgiven the man already. He\u2019d forgiven him for everything. For Joe. For Ralph and Billy Hinckley. And for his own harsh introduction into academia. Maybe it was the professor\u2019s defeated posture, or the way he finally accepted responsibility for influencing Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u2019s flawed ideals. But suddenly Adam saw a haggard, old man rather than a glorified mentor. And just as suddenly, Adam saw no point to holding him at fault for anything more than being blinded by his own self importance.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen old man stay with Adam Cartwright.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam gave his attention back to Lean Knife in time to watch the Paiute mount his horse and ride away with his braves and Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0.<\/p>\n<p>After the last rider was swallowed by the night, Professor Brodermann broke the heavy silence that had taken hold, repeating softly, \u201cHe did it for me.\u201d He was still looking out into the empty darkness where the riders had been.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCome on back inside,\u201d Adam told him, unwilling to provide any words of comfort the professor might expect\u2014or might offer himself had the situation been different. \u201cIt\u2019s late. Hoss and I will both have to get an early start tomorrow.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor turned to him, confusion evident in the curl of his brow. \u201cWhy is that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Tensing, Adam reminded himself the man had yet to learn about life in the west.\u00a0<em>Yes<\/em>, Adam decided. Professor Brodermann was very much like a young freshman far removed from the life he\u2019d always known and over-confident about his ability to fit in, to belong\u2026or rather, knowing far less about the world than he\u2019d believed. \u201cWe need to get the sheriff,\u201d Adam said in a frustrated tone that made it clear the professor should already have been well aware of that fact, \u201cand meet with Chief Winnemucca before he doles out too much punishment to Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2026you\u2019re\u00a0 going after them?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course! You didn\u2019t expect us to leave\u00a0Decklin\u00a0in their hands, did you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut you\u2026let them ride away. You didn\u2019t do anything to stop them.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere wasn\u2019t anything we\u00a0<em>could<\/em>\u00a0do. Not without starting the kind of war Deckln\u2019s actions were leading us toward.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut if\u2026Lean Knife was it?\u201d At Adam\u2019s stiff nod, the professor went on. \u201cIf Lean Knife would not listen, what makes you think Chief Winnemucca will?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause the chief has a bigger view of things, as any man in a position of power should. He won\u2019t be blinded by personal affronts. Lean Knife can\u2019t help but want vengeance.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor looked into the darkness again and slowly shook his head. \u201cThey really are not so very different from us, after all. Are they?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLet\u2019s go inside,\u201d Adam repeated. He turned away, not waiting for a reply, and met Hoss\u2019s gaze. \u201cWe might as well let him stay,\u201d he explained. \u201cAt least for tonight. I don\u2019t believe he\u2019ll do very well riding right now. But if you don\u2019t mind, I\u2019d be happier for you to stay here and let me get the sheriff and the doctor. I could use the fresh air.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>When Adam finally rode out into the night, he did it without fear of attack, without fear of losing his little brother, and without the hate that had been building up within him through the course of the long and grueling evening. And the fresh air did help. By the time Adam made it into town, he came to realize he had suddenly become the teacher, and the professor, the student.<\/p>\n<p>He vowed to show that man how to do it right.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>12<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It was after midnight by the time Adam reached Virginia City, and the streets were disturbingly quiet. An odd silence shrouded even the Bucket of Blood\u2014a rarity when miners were in town. But Adam\u2019s sights weren\u2019t set on beer or poker, or any of a typical saloon\u2019s other commodities. He passed\u00a0without pausing, shrugging off the silence without questioning its cause and keeping his eyes on the road ahead of him. The dim glow coming from the\u00a0sheriff\u2019s office proved either Roy or Clem would be there, working late or preparing to spend a night on the cot if the cells had been recently occupied.\u00a0Adam counted himself fortunate for that\u2014it would save him the trouble of rousing Sheriff Coffee from bed.<\/p>\n<p>But as it turned out, he wasn\u2019t saved from trouble; he was delayed by it, instead. The cells were packed with trouble makers who had kept Roy, Clem and Doctor Paul Martin busy for most of the night\u2014Roy and Clem with breaking up a massive brawl at the Bucket of Blood, and Doc Martin with\u00a0patching up the losers. Both Roy and Paul had only recently turned in for the night. Clem was left guarding the snoring hoard.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat\u2019s quite a story,\u201d Clem said, shaking his head in disbelief at Adam\u2019s description of all that had happened since the professor\u2019s arrival at the Ponderosa. \u201cSince you already know where this\u00a0Decklin\u00a0fella is, might as well give the sheriff a couple hours shut-eye, then I\u2019m sure he\u2019ll be anxious to join you. Wouldn\u2019t be too good showin\u2019 up at a Paiute\u2019s doorstep in the middle of the night, anyhow. I feel bad about the doc, though. I know you want to get him out there to tend to Joe, but he was dead on his feet. You might want to give him a bit more time if you want him to be at his best. Besides, you look like you could use some sleep yourself. We\u2019re full up, as you can tell, but I\u2019m sure the hotel\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll be fine,\u201d Adam said softly, disappointed that Joe would have to wait even longer for some real, medical help.\u00a0 \u201cJust\u2026.\u201d He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. \u201cDo me a favor and send Doc Martin out to the Ponderosa come morning. I\u2019ll stop by Roy\u2019s on my own just before dawn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>With time on his hands, a mind far too restless to nap, and a mood that demanded solitude, Adam decided the best place to wait it out was the last place he would ever expect to find peace and quiet on \u00a0\u00a0any other night\u2014the Bucket of Blood.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>The beer was flat and the whiskey watered, but at least the saloon was quiet. That was all Adam needed: A big, dark, depressing room so he could share his broken thoughts with the broken furniture stacked in the corner along with a bucket full of broken glass from the evening\u2019s excitement.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, everything seemed broken, and with each passing hour Adam\u2019s mood grew more dour. Over and over again, his thoughts took him back to Little Joe lying on the ground with an arrow in his chest, or little Billy Hinckley wandering alone in the woods. And then to Professor Brodermann\u00a0feigning innocence until he\u2019d been able to deny it no longer. Adam had always trusted that man. Loved him, even. The professor had filled a role Adam\u2019s own father had been too far away to provide whenever Adam had needed guidance. Brodermann had always been ready with sage advice, the wisdom of the ancients even\u2014or\u2026that\u2019s what Adam had always thought. But now\u2026. Now Adam didn\u2019t know what to think of the man. Was he simply human, a wise man who had made a foolish mistake? Or had he always been a fool, and Adam an even bigger one for ever having listened to him?<\/p>\n<p>Draining his beer, Adam fixed his eyes on the ceiling and wished he was looking at the sky.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHey, fella\u2019s! It\u2019s Adam Cartwright!\u201d The shout was unwelcome, but not entirely unexpected.<\/p>\n<p>Adam set his mug on the table in front of him and took a long breath, bracing himself. As soon as he\u2019d heard the ruckus moving up the street, inexorably drawing closer to the saloon with each new whoop and holler, he\u2019d found himself wishing the men involved would have had enough of drinking for one night. He should have known wishing was a useless endeavor.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHey, Adam! What\u2019re you doin\u2019 out so late? Ain\u2019t even Saturday!\u201d The companionable slap against Adam\u2019s back would have knocked him to the tabletop if he hadn\u2019t been holding himself so rigidly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re right,\u201d he responded tightly as three men sat themselves down at his table, uninvited. \u201cI should be on my way.\u201d He started to push himself upward, but a hand grabbed his shirtsleeve, determined to keep him seated.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCain\u2019t go now! I been waitin\u2019 nigh on two weeks t\u2019see if that dandy ever\u2019 found his way to the Ponderosa.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>If Adam had been rigid before, he became granite in that instant. \u201cWhat\u2014<em>dandy<\/em>?\u201d he asked as he slowly, steadily retook his seat, his eyes locked on the man in front of him.<\/p>\n<p>His new companion laughed. \u201cSilliest dang get-up I ever did see. Come in off the stage actin\u2019 all prim and proper. Next thing we knew, he\u2019s in here with us. We\u2019d a\u2019tossed him out on account\u2019a his prissy attitude, \u2018cept he kept buyin\u2019 rounds.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSure made a lot a\u2019good friends that day,\u201d another man snickered. \u201cAlmos\u2019 hated to help him get hisself scalped.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The first man punched him on the arm. \u201cAw, hell! He prob\u2019bly got them Paiutes even drunker\u2019n he got us!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam narrowed his eyes at the second man. \u201cWhat do you mean about helping him get himself scalped?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It was the third man who answered instead. \u201cFella\u2019 was askin\u2019 all kind a\u2019questions about them Paiutes. Wanted to make sure he knew how to find \u2018em, so Hank there tol\u2019 him enough to all but walk him right into Winnemucca\u2019s camp!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>As tense as a coiled spring, Adam planted his hands on the table in front of him and pushed himself to his feet. \u201cAnd did you also happen to tell this dandy exactly how to get to the Ponderosa?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNah!\u201d Hank answered. \u201cWas Emmet tol\u2019 him that!\u201d He nodded to the third man.<\/p>\n<p>The first man slapped his hand on the table, laughing even harder than before. \u201cThat was the funniest thing of all! You should\u2019a heared it, Adam! That dandy fella\u2019 asked what Little Joe looked like, and Emmet\u2026. Emmet\u2026.\u201d He was laughing so hard he couldn\u2019t finish talking.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShow him, Emmet!\u201d Hank prodded. \u201cShow him how you imitated Li\u2019l Joe!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam lost all reason at that moment. He wasn\u2019t sure who he punched first, but two men were already on the floor, rubbing their jaws. Adam had his hands dug into the collar of the third, pulling him so close he could smell the drunk\u2019s rancid breath. \u201cYou put him up to it!\u201d Adam accused. \u201cYou\u00a0miserable, no good\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam!\u201d Sheriff Coffee\u2019s voice called out behind him. \u201cLeave him be, Adam.\u201d A hand fell on his shoulder. \u201cIt ain\u2019t these fellas you\u2019re after, an\u2019 you know it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>He didn\u2019t move. \u201cI wouldn\u2019t be after anyone if it weren\u2019t for these drunken, low\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCome on, Adam,\u201d Roy said softly. \u201cYou know that ain\u2019t true. That boy would\u2019ve just found someone else to help him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHelp how?\u201d the drunk in Adam\u2019s grip asked, his bloodshot eyes wide with surprise and fear. \u201cWhat\u2019d he do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe shot an arrow into Little Joe.\u201d Adam spoke in a voice so cold it didn\u2019t even sound like his own. \u201cAnd then he tried to scalp him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The drunk\u2019s eyes grew wider. \u201cDandy did that? Nah. Cain\u2019t be. Not that fancy\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam tightened his grip, choking the words right out of the man.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam!\u201d the sheriff scolded, his own grip tightening on Adam\u2019s shoulder. \u201cCome on, now. Clem told me what happened. Dawn\u2019s awful close. We hit the trail now, we\u2019ll get things settled with Winnemucca in no time at all.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Settled? The word itself sounded wrong. It was too neat. Too\u2026clean. There was nothing clean about what that\u2026<em>dandy<\/em>\u2026had done. Ready for a new target, Adam threw the drunk away from him and spun around on the sheriff. But when he saw concern in Roy\u2019s eyes, he realized the only person he was really angry with was himself. But it wasn\u2019t about his college days anymore. No, he hadn\u2019t been at fault for having been a boy far from home putting his trust in a stranger. He\u2019d just been\u2026a boy. No. He was angry for how he\u2019d let those days color his thoughts now. He was angry at himself for being too blind to see that the heroes of youth could only stay heroes if they were left in the past, protected behind layers of memories unsullied by the harsh edges of reality every man discovers over time.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLet\u2019s go,\u201d he said simply, decisively, edging past his father\u2019s old friend to lead the way outside. At least some things could be\u00a0<em>settled<\/em>. As for others, well, maybe it was time for Adam to put his own youth behind him, where it belonged, and to instead help his youngest brother through his. Maybe he could help Joe to be wise enough to realize that heroes were as pointless as wishes\u2026and as elusive.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>13<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>When Adam and Sheriff Coffee reached the ranch house, Hoss already had Chubb saddled and ready to go. Adam\u2019s brother was in the yard when they rode up, clearly as anxious as Adam to get this mess with Chief Winnemucca\u2019s tribe<em>settled<\/em>. Pa seemed equally anxious when he came out of the house, with a subdued Professor Brodermann trailing behind him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow\u2019s Joe doin\u2019, Ben?\u201d Roy asked without dismounting.<\/p>\n<p>But Pa craned his neck past him, focusing his gaze down the road. \u201cWhere\u2019s Paul?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u2019Bout an hour behind us, I\u2019d say,\u201d Roy explained. \u201cClem\u2019s ridin\u2019 in with him. After all you went through yesterday, I didn\u2019t want him traveling alone just yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t you fret about that,\u201d Hoss said as he climbed into the saddle. \u201cLean Knife ain\u2019t about to go lettin\u2019 that boy loose again.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat may be so, Hoss, but it\u2019s still best to be careful.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes,\u201d Pa said softly, absently. \u201cYes, I suppose that\u2019s true.\u201d He looked at Roy then, his brow so heavily creased with worry, Adam found his own gaze straying to the window above the door. \u201cAbout an hour, you think?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Roy nodded. \u201cHe\u2019ll be here before you know it, Ben.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow\u00a0<em>is<\/em>\u00a0Joe?\u201d Adam pressed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe ain\u2019t any worse,\u201d Hoss was quick to answer\u2014maybe even a little\u00a0<em>too<\/em>\u00a0quick?<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe\u2019s confused,\u201d Pa added gruffly. \u201cTrying to make sense of what\u2019s happened.\u201d His glare was telling, and though it was aimed his way, Adam knew it was focused on Bradley\u00a0Decklin, the dandy who had tried to become a Paiute over the course of two weeks.\u00a0<em>Two weeks<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p><em>I been waitin\u2019 nigh on two weeks<\/em>\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>If they had known about that dandy two weeks ago, they could have gotten to\u00a0Decklin\u00a0before he\u2019d had a chance to get to them. At the very least, they could have been warned that someone was interested enough in the Ponderosa to ply a saloon full of miners with drinks to get information\u2014and interested enough in Joe. All of this could have been avoided. <em>All<\/em>\u00a0of it. Joe wouldn\u2019t be lying upstairs in agony and Billy Hinckley wouldn\u2019t be waking up an orphan.<\/p>\n<p>And maybe Adam wouldn\u2019t have come to hate a wise and foolish hero he thought he\u2019d loved once upon a time.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI been tryin\u2019 to make some sense of it myself,\u201d Roy said. \u201cBut from what Adam told me, I don\u2019t reckon there is much sense to be made.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Pa answered. \u201cYou\u2019re right about that. No sense at all. Now you boys, be careful,\u201d he added, pointing a finger toward Adam and Hoss. \u201cIf you have to leave that\u2026that\u00a0<em>murderer<\/em>\u00a0to Paiute justice, then so be it.\u201d He waved his hand in the air. \u201cI will not have you risking your own lives for the sake of\u2026of\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNow, Ben,\u201d Roy interrupted. \u201cYou really think I\u2019m gonna let all this rile Chief Winnemucca enough to make him go on the warpath?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pa sighed. \u201cNo, Roy. I know you won\u2019t. It\u2019s just\u2026.\u201d He shook his head and rubbed the back of his neck, looking as though he might be as confused as Joe. Or maybe just as tired.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t worry, Pa,\u201d Adam offered. \u201cI\u2019ll make sure the chief understands enough blood has been shed already.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pa nodded knowingly, heaving another long sigh.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPerhaps I could help him to understand,\u201d the professor\u2019s voice pulled all eyes toward him, \u201cthat Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0is not well?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hoss reined in beside Adam. \u201cI already told him them Paiutes are mad enough already. He don\u2019t need to go makin\u2019 \u2018em any madder.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut he and I could speak elder to elder,\u201d the professor went on. \u201cPerhaps that would\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Adam said dismissively. \u201cYou\u2019re staying here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor\u2019s shoulders drew back, his chest puffing out indignantly. \u201cYou can\u2019t\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI can!\u201d Adam countered. \u201cYou\u2019re my\u00a0<em>guest<\/em>, professor! And as long as you\u2019re on the Ponderosa, you\u2019re my responsibility. I happen to take my responsibilities very seriously. I don\u2019t intend to let anything happen to you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI am perfectly capable of taking care of myself.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLike you did last night with Lean Knife?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor heaved a frustrated sigh. \u201cAll we did was talk.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you have any idea what would have happened to you if I hadn\u2019t intervened?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI imagine they would have taken me with them.\u201d He did not seem at all concerned.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd you don\u2019t think that would have been a problem?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHeavens, no! It would have given me the opportunity to speak with the chief.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt would have given the Paiutes the opportunity to punish two men instead of just one!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>There it was, the blanched look the professor had shown the night before. \u201cWell,\u201d he said, finally seeming flustered. \u201cAs I said last night, I do have a responsibility to\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou wouldn\u2019t survive, professor,\u201d Adam interrupted brusquely.<\/p>\n<p>Professor Brodermann studied him, saying nothing.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re trying to be noble,\u201d Adam went on, \u201cto be honorable, to do the right thing. It all sounds well and fine in literature, but the reality is\u2026.\u201d Adam took a deep breath, looking to Joe\u2019s bedroom window. The reality can be brutal. Deadly. Giving his attention back to the professor for just a moment, Adam repeated, \u201cYou wouldn\u2019t survive.\u201d Then he turned away once more, kicked his heels into his horse\u2019s flanks, and rode away.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>The Cartwright brothers and Sheriff Coffee were greeted by the Paiutes as though they had been expected. They were ushered into the camp silently by two braves, neither of whom Adam recognized from the night before. At the edge of the camp, Adam caught sight of Bradley\u00a0Decklin. He was hanging by his wrists from a tree limb, his toes barely touching the earth, his head dropped forward, unmoving. It was impossible to tell whether or not he was still alive.<\/p>\n<p>Nor was Adam given the opportunity to find out. A brave prodded him in the back with the butt end of his lance, urging him to dismount, and then the three of them were directed toward a wickiup.<\/p>\n<p>Chief Winnemucca was waiting for them inside. His greeting was limited to a terse nod as they sat down. \u201cDoes Joe Cartwright, son of Ben Cartwright, yet live?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe does,\u201d Adam answered quickly. But a glance toward Hoss revealed something disturbing. The quirk of uncertainty pulled at his brother\u2019s brow.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss\u2019s doubt did not go unnoticed by Winnemucca. \u201cPerhaps tomorrow your answer would not be the same.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hoss started, surprised, his brows shooting upward as he noticed three sets of eyes directed his way. Then he took a deep breath, nodding solemnly before focusing on Adam instead of the chief. \u201cWe left that arrow in him too long, Adam. His fever just kept climbin\u2019 higher and higher all night. By dawn, that wound was hot to the touch. Reason I had Chubb saddled already, I was aimin\u2019 to head to Virginia City to hurry Doc Martin along.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A familiar anger began to roil within Adam. But Hoss didn\u2019t deserve to be a target. \u201cThen why didn\u2019t you?\u201d he asked, trying to sound much calmer than he felt.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause the sheriff already said the doc was comin\u2019. An\u2019 it was just as important we see to this.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam looked to the dirt beneath him, his hands clenching into fists, his jaw clamped almost too tight to speak. \u201cNo,\u201d he said softly. \u201cIt wasn\u2019t.\u201d And then he couldn\u2019t hold it in any longer. Deserving of it or not, he threw his anger toward Hoss. \u201cYou saw him as we rode in! Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0isn\u2019t going anywhere! And Joe\u2019s life is more important than whether that\u2026<em>man<\/em>\u2026gets Paiute or white man\u2019s justice!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Hoss\u2019s expression remained soft. He knew even better than Adam that he wasn\u2019t the real target of all that anger. \u201cAin\u2019t nothin\u2019 we could\u2019a done by stickin\u2019 around except to maybe get in the doc\u2019s way. At least here we\u2019re doin\u2019 somethin\u2019 that matters. At home, all we\u2019d do is pace the floor and pester the doc for promises he couldn\u2019t possibly give us.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam looked at him for a long while. Hoss was right. Adam knew he was right. He lso knew there was no real target for his anger except circumstance.\u00a0Decklin was mad; that was clear. A madman has a different view of reality, a perspective no one else could ever hope to understand. Adam doubted Bradley\u00a0Decklin had any idea why he was being tortured. As to the professor, he had displayed an egregious lack of good judgment, but he\u2019d proved to be more a fool than a criminal. Even those men in the saloon could not be faulted, not really.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOne man,\u201d Chief Winnemucca said, his voice pulling Adam from the confusion of his thoughts, \u201chas brought harm to both Cartwrights and Paiutes. He has cost Winnemucca\u2019s tribe one brave. He may yet cost Ben Cartwright one son. You have come for this man?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYessir,\u201d Hoss answered.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe aim to put him in our jail,\u201d Roy Coffee added. \u201cLock him up so he can\u2019t bring any more harm to anyone, white man or Paiute.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe also killed a man,\u201d Adam said, forcing himself not to focus on Winnemucca\u2019s words.\u00a0<em>He may yet cost Ben Cartwright one son<\/em>. \u201cA white man. Lean Knife brought his body back here, as proof of\u00a0Decklin\u2019s crime. We need to take Mr. Hinckley\u2019s body back home, so we can give him a proper burial.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Winnemucca had looked to each of them in turn, and finally nodded at Adam. \u201cThis man has caused more harm to white men than Paiute, but Lean Knife feared white men would blame Paiute.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Adam said. \u201cWe know the Paiute are not to blame.\u00a0Decklin, the man responsible is\u2026confused. His mind is damaged.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLoco,\u201d Hoss said, trying to help. \u201cHe ain\u2019t right in the head.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The chief nodded again. \u201cHe is bad medicine. He take pleasure in punishment.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPleasure?\u201d Adam asked, stunned.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe say punishment will make him a Paiute. Because he wants this, we can punish him no longer. Lean Knife would kill him, but medicine man fear his angry spirit.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam caught a glimpse of Roy Coffee nodding beside him. \u201cThen you\u2019ll let us take him to our jail?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou may take. Then Paiute leave this place. Make new camp where no bad medicine lingers.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you,\u201d Adam said, relieved there would be no trouble with the Paiutes, but irrationally disturbed by the thought of taking bad medicine back with them. Hoss seemed to be equally torn. Only the sheriff was genuinely appreciative of the outcome. Of course, Roy Coffee hadn\u2019t seen Joe squirming on the settee desperate to remove that arrow, or lying on the ground with a knife at his forehead, on the verge of being scalped.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIs it true?\u201d a woman\u2019s voice called from the entryway. \u201cDoes Joe Cartwright still live?\u201d Sarah Winnemucca entered, and then knelt beside her father.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes,\u201d Adam said firmly.\u00a0<em>And tomorrow my answer will be the same<\/em>, he insisted to himself.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd his\u2026?\u201d She pointed to her hair.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStill attached,\u201d Adam answered.<\/p>\n<p>Her relief was obvious, though it was colored with anxiety. \u201cHe said\u2026.\u201d She looked at her hands, and then at her father, before continuing. \u201cHe said he wanted to give me\u2026a gift.\u201d Her troubled gaze met Adam\u2019s. \u201cA gift of Joe\u2019s scalp. I do not understand. Why would he offer this? Why does he hate me so? Why does he hate us both, your brother and me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt has nothing to do with hate,\u201d Adam offered. \u201cHe is insane. He doesn\u2019t know what he\u2019s doing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen I went to the white school in California,\u201d Sarah added, \u201cI met a woman there who would say this man has the devil in him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cShe may be right,\u201d Hoss said. Adam could hardly disagree.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe frightens me,\u201d Sarah confessed then. \u201cI do not want him here. My husband wants to kill him, but that frightens me even more. The bad medicine could go into Lean Knife.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt has already been decided,\u201d the chief told her, a kind and caring look in his eyes such that Adam had never seen in the man before. \u201cThey will take him. And we will leave this place.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you not afraid of the bad medicine?\u201d she asked Adam.<\/p>\n<p><em>Yes<\/em>, Adam realized then. That was it exactly, wasn\u2019t it? The crux of his anger. He was afraid of the bad medicine. He had already seen how it could turn an intelligent, young man into a savage and a wise, old man into a fool. And it could take lives as easily as break them. Just like it was threatening to break his. He couldn\u2019t let it.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere\u2019s only one way to stop bad medicine,\u201d he said, feeling suddenly calmer than he had since the professor had first stepped off that stage in Virginia City. \u201cWith good medicine. Which is why we have to take him with us. He needs to be brought to justice. He also needs help, because this bad medicine of his is a sickness.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat good medicine can you find for such sickness?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHumanity,\u201d Adam answered, confident it wouldn\u2019t cure Bradley\u00a0Decklin, but it would at least prevent the sickness from spreading to him, as it had been doing, through the rage he\u2019d found it so difficult to control.<\/p>\n<p>He answered Hoss\u2019s confused and concerned look with a comprehending smile. No, everything was not all right; but if they could keep the bad medicine at bay, then it should be, in time.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>14<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sheriff Coffee took a badly beaten and handcuffed Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0back to Virginia City.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0would need Doctor Martin\u2019s care, but he was not in such dire shape as to warrant taking him back to the Ponderosa. Humanity or not, neither Hoss nor Adam wanted that young man anywhere near their little brother ever again.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0would get his care soon enough. If the doctor hadn\u2019t yet returned to his office, he would soon\u2014unless Joe was in particularly bad shape.<\/p>\n<p>Adam didn\u2019t want to think about that possibility. But when he rode into the yard to see Paul\u2019s buggy was still there, he knew he would have to face it. Glancing quickly to Hoss and seeing his own worry etched in his brother\u2019s drawn brow, Adam dismounted with more energy than he thought he had left. He took two steps toward the front door until a shout from inside had him running the rest of the way.<\/p>\n<p>By the time he opened the door, the single shout had become a mess of voices, all talking at once. Hop Sing\u2019s high pitched tirade in Mandarin topped them all. His words were aimed at Paul Martin, and the white cloth he waved in front of him was clearly not intended as a surrender.<\/p>\n<p>Paul tried pushing him away. \u201cIt\u2019s all right, Hop Sing. It will dry.\u201d Standing in front of the settee, he was moving oddly, shifting from foot to foot.<\/p>\n<p>Pa was trapped between Hop Sing and his red chair. \u201cI\u2019m so sorry, Paul. Why don\u2019t you let Hop Sing wash those for you? I can give you a pair of trousers to wear in the meanwhile.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, no, Ben. I\u2019m quite all right, really. Just my own clumsiness.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Another sound caught Adam\u2019s attention\u2014a child crying. Turning toward his father\u2019s desk, he saw Professor Brodermann kneeling in front of a very distraught Billy Hinckley. Adam couldn\u2019t hear the professor\u2019s words, but whatever he said seemed to do the trick. Billy bounded into him much as the boy had when Adam had encountered him in the woods, throwing his arms around the professor and burying his face in the older man\u2019s shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAdam!\u201d Pa greeted loudly. \u201cHoss!\u201d He disentangled himself from the confusion by the fireplace and moved toward them. \u201cIs everything all right? How did it go with Chief Winnemucca?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam was less interested in answering than in getting some answers of his own. \u201cJust fine, Pa,\u201d he said casually, looking past his father to see Hop Sing brushing at Paul\u2019s trouser leg with that cloth of his. \u201cWhat happened here?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Pa let off a small chuckle. \u201cOh, nothing, really. We were just sitting down to coffee and Billy\u2026well, he decided he wanted to climb up onto the settee with Paul just as Paul was taking a drink. Spilled the whole cup into his lap.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam glanced at Billy and the professor. The boy was quiet now. The professor was hugging him and patting his back.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI imagine it\u2019s time for a nap for that young man,\u201d Pa added. \u201cWe haven\u2019t given him much attention today. But we haven\u2019t really had to, either. George seems to have accepted the responsibility of taking care of him quite well.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI see that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow\u2019s Joe?\u201d Hoss asked then.<\/p>\n<p>Pa\u2019s gaze slid across both of them. He heaved a heavy, weary sigh. \u201cHopefully, the worst has passed. Paul had to reopen the wound, and the fever was concerning for a while; but it\u2019s come down some.\u201d Letting his gaze move to the stairs, he added, \u201cHe was sleeping. With any luck, the medicine Paul gave him will have allowed him to sleep through all this noise. We\u2019d better check on him, just in case.\u201d He returned his attention to Adam and Hoss while they shed themselves of holsters and hats. \u201cWhat about the chief?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf ya\u2019 ask me,\u201d Hoss answered, \u201che was happy to be rid of that\u00a0Decklin\u00a0fella. Said he was \u2018bad medicine.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cRoy took him back to Virginia City,\u201d Adam added.<\/p>\n<p>Pa stiffened in alarm. \u201cAlone?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe\u2019s not in any shape to cause more trouble, Pa.\u201d This time, it was Adam who heaved a weary sigh. \u201cThey weren\u2019t easy on him. It would probably be a good idea for Paul to go straight to the jail when he heads back.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe\u2019ll be going back soon enough. George\u2026,\u201d Pa glanced toward the professor again, \u201cis going with him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Professor Brodermann tried rising with young Billy still in his arms. Adam started toward him, realizing it would not be easy for a man of his age, but the professor managed to get to his feet before Adam had a chance to offer any help. He did meet Adam\u2019s gaze though, offering a silent thank you for the attempt before sheepishly\u2026guiltily\u2026looking away.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019d better go check on Joe,\u201d Pa said behind Adam.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019ll come with ya\u2019, Pa,\u201d Hoss added.<\/p>\n<p>Adam followed closely behind both of them, while he, in turn, was followed by the sounds of Hop Sing still fussing over the results of young Billy\u2019s accident and Professor Brodermann fussing over young Billy. It was all pretty inane\u2014so normal as to make Adam think maybe some\u00a0<em>good<\/em>\u00a0medicine had made its way back to the Ponderosa. A few moments later, he even managed to smile when he saw a very tired but lucent Little Joe smiling up at him.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHey, brother,\u201d Joe said weakly, his eyes open to small slits and the cut on his forehead well hidden beneath a pristine, white bandage. \u201cThat professor of yours\u2026he told us\u2026more stories\u2026while you were gone.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe did, did he?\u201d Adam bristled while Pa helped Joe take a few sips of water.\u00a0<em>After all that had happened, Brodermann had the audacity to tell more of those demeaning stories of his?<\/em>\u00a0He glanced toward the open doorway, eager to kick the professor right out of the house but knowing he couldn\u2019t\u2026not while Billy was with him. And not while Joe was\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes,\u201d Pa answered. \u201cHe did.\u201d Pa\u2019s expression was\u2026odd. He looked neither angry nor amused. There was a gentleness to his gaze\u2026but, of course, he was looking after his youngest son.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhile the doc was\u2026,\u201d Joe added, \u201cpatchin\u2019 me up. Made you sound like\u2026some\u2026sort of\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>A lot of words went through Adam\u2019s mind while Joe tried to catch his breath.\u00a0<em>Imbecile. Half-wit. A backwater cowpoke. A<\/em>\u2014<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHero,\u201d Joe said.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>Adam felt lost and somewhat humbled when he slipped quietly out of Joe\u2019s room a half hour later. He\u2019d stayed to hear Joe tell him pieces of some of the professor\u2019s stories until his brother\u2019s words became nothing more than mumbled fragments and Joe fell into a deep, healing sleep. It wouldn\u2019t have been enough for a stranger to understand; but Adam knew the truths hidden in what Joe had been trying to say. Professor Brodermann had followed Adam\u2019s college career much more closely than Adam had ever realized. He hadn\u2019t discussed the sort of major events Adam\u2019s family would have heard from Adam himself. He\u2019d spoken instead of smaller ones Adam had held in private, like the time he\u2019d counseled a young man who\u2019d lost faith in himself and had been on the verge of abandoning his dreams. The professor had clearly known more of that story than Adam. According to Joe, that young man had graduated with distinction two years after Adam had returned home, and had gone on to further his studies abroad.<\/p>\n<p>Joe had called Adam a hero for that.\u00a0<em>A hero<\/em>. Such a strong word. Such a\u2026<em>wrong<\/em>\u2026word.<\/p>\n<p>Adam had once thought his professor to be a hero for similar, if somewhat less life-changing, moments. Adam was no more a hero than the professor. He\u2019d simply done what he could to help a fellow student. Anyone with a decent sense of\u2026<em>humanity<\/em>\u2026would have done the same. That\u2019s what the professor had done for Adam, wasn\u2019t it? He\u2019d been a counselor, a friend, a role-model even\u2014to a point. Adam had chosen to ignore the man\u2019s faults. The good had outweighed the bad\u2026until now. Until the bad had allowed that arrow to strike Joe.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t\u00a0<em>want<\/em>\u00a0you to go away!\u201d Young Billy\u2019s shout pulled Adam from his thoughts and drove him down the stairs. The professor was kneeling in front of the boy again. This time, Billy looked more indignant than distraught. His arms were crossed in front of him, and his lower lip curled down in a magnificent pout.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I must, child. This is not my home.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen I\u2019ll go with you!\u201d Uncrossing his arms, Billy pulled his hands into fists and dropped them to his sides in a show of stubbornness that rivaled any of Little Joe\u2019s rants in younger days. Once again, Adam found himself smiling.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy ever would you want to do that?\u201d The professor asked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis isn\u2019t my home either!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut the Cartwrights are a good family. You are in excellent hands here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want to go away so I can be with my mama and papa. Mr. Ben says grampa\u2019s there, too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u2019s smile faded as he drew nearer. What\u00a0<em>were<\/em>\u00a0they going to do about poor Billy?<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDear boy,\u201d the professor answered softly, placing a comforting hand on Billy\u2019s arm. \u201cI am not going to where they\u2019ve gone. Not yet, anyway.\u201d He took a deep breath, forced a smile and playfully poked at Billy\u2019s chest. \u201cAnd neither can you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy not? I want to go!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut you have things you must do here, first.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat things?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know. Something special, I\u2019m sure. Perhaps you\u2019re meant to become a great man, someone everyone will respect.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI just want to be with mama and papa.\u201d The pout returned. His bulging lip began to quiver.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAfter you\u2019ve done what you\u2019re meant to do, you shall.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen tell me what, an\u2019 I\u2019ll do it! Just tell me what I gotta do!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOnly you can know that, boy. God will help you figure it out, in time, I\u2019m sure.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow much time?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEnough to let you grow up into a strong man.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAs strong as Mr. Hoss?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPerhaps. Or you might be strong of mind and character, like Mr. Adam.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI like Mr. Adam.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI do, too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMr. Adam took me here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes. Yes, he did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t want to go home. Bad things happened there.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou won\u2019t ever have to see those bad things again, my boy. Not ever again. You will go to a new home, a special home, someplace where you shall always be safe and warm.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m safe and warm here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes, of course you are. And so am I. But this is not my home.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIs your home safe and warm?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes it is.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen I want to go home with you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor looked as stunned as Adam. \u201cWell, I\u2026.\u201d His mouth worked through unformed words before he finally managed to utter, \u201cIt\u2019s a very long way from here.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIs it as far away as where my mama and papa and grampa are?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, child. Not quite that far.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAn\u2019 could I do what I have to do there, so I can go to where mama and papa and grampa are?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell, certainly you could, but\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen take me with you!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy\u2026I just\u2026I don\u2019t\u2026it isn\u2019t quite that simple.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Billy threw his arms around the professor\u2019s neck. \u201cI don\u2019t care! I don\u2019t care! I don\u2019t care! Take me with you!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>For the child\u2019s sake, Adam decided it was time to intervene. He reached for Billy to gently pull him away, but the boy let out a shrill scream and clung more tightly to Professor Brodermann. Taken aback, Adam\u2019s gaze strayed up the stairs to where Joe should be sleeping as the front door was flung open, and Pa, Hoss, Paul Martin and Hop Sing all hurried inside.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat the devil is going on in here?\u201d Pa shouted above the boy\u2019s persistent, piercing cry.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe doesn\u2019t want the professor to leave him,\u201d Adam shouted back.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen for heaven\u2019s sake tell him to stay! And put that boy down for his nap before\u2026.\u201d Adam watched Pa look resignedly upstairs. \u201cOh, I\u2019m sure Joe\u2019s up again now anyway. Just, please. Tell him to stay. And have him take the boy up to bed!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ten minutes later, the house was finally quiet once more. The professor was upstairs with Billy. Paul was making a final check on Little Joe. And Adam was coming to realize he was actually glad to have the professor stay for at least one more night. It would give them a chance to speak as equals\u2014as man-to-man with neither taking the role of student or teacher.<\/p>\n<p>XxXxX<\/p>\n<p><strong>15<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>By mid-afternoon, the house was quiet and still. There was nothing more to do. For a long while, Adam watched Little Joe in sleep, his thoughts moving him past\u00a0Decklin\u2019s horrors to the sound of his brother\u2019s laughter. It was infectious, that laughter. And as much as Adam had seethed at hearing the professor\u2019s stories of his na\u00efve youth in the moments before that arrow had launched, Joe\u2019s laughter had come close to undoing Adam\u2019s scowl. He had very nearly given in, to accept that yes, he had been arrogant and gullible, and the professor had cured him of one by taking advantage of the other.<\/p>\n<p>Joe still didn\u2019t know everything that had happened. He didn\u2019t know that the professor had set him up for that arrow\u2026unwittingly, perhaps; but whether he\u2019d known of the impending crime or not, Professor Brodermann had still enabled it. What would Joe think, once the truth was known to him? Would he count on Adam\u2019s thinking to guide his own? Or would he take the opposite path, whatever that may be, as he\u2019d so often done in recent years while trying to find his own footing in the world?<\/p>\n<p>Was Joe anywhere near as arrogant and gullible as Adam had been all those years ago?<\/p>\n<p>No, Adam decided. Not arrogant. Over-confident, perhaps\u2026but Joe never tried to pretend he knew more than he did. He\u2019d never felt the need as Adam had during those early days at Harvard. Adam\u2019d had to make a place for himself there. He\u2019d had to find a way to fit in with young men of privilege, their hands smooth as ladies,\u2019 unmarked by the kind of hard work Adam had grown accustomed to doing. He\u2019d had to prove himself more than an ignorant cowboy.<\/p>\n<p>But Joe\u2026Joe had a confidence about him that made it clear he knew where he belonged\u2014perhaps more importantly, where he\u00a0<em>wanted<\/em>\u00a0to belong.<\/p>\n<p>And suddenly Adam\u2019s thoughts took a new turn. The professor did not belong in the west. He was out of his element, perhaps floundering as much as Adam had when he\u2019d first arrived at Harvard. Professor Brodermann\u2019s arrogance had been clearly evident when he\u2019d warned Pa to think twice about removing that arrow without a skilled surgeon present. Perhaps he\u2019d been trying as hard as Adam had years ago. Maybe he\u2019d even been as gullible&#8230;maybe even gullible enough to follow Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u2019s lead, rather than to lead\u00a0Decklin\u00a0as he should have.<\/p>\n<p>And suddenly, Adam felt the need to talk to the professor.<\/p>\n<p>He found Professor Brodermann sitting on the low table in front of the fireplace, staring into the flames much as Adam had been staring at the rise and fall of his brother\u2019s chest in sleep. Adam had no doubt the older man was as deep in thought as Adam had been, too. \u201cProfessor?\u201d he called softly as he approached.<\/p>\n<p>Professor Brodermann closed his eyes in response, shutting out the flames, or maybe locking in his thoughts. His own chest rose with a deep pull of breath. When he exhaled, his shoulders sagged. He did not turn to face Adam. \u201cFor the first time in many\u2026<em>many<\/em>\u00a0years,\u201d he said, \u201cI truly do not know what to do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yes, Adam realized. The professor was floundering. \u201cAbout what?\u201d he asked, resting one hand loosely on the top of the tall, blue chair.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEverything.\u201d Another breath turned the professor\u2019s gaze toward Adam. \u201cAbsolutely everything.\u201d Shaking his head, he gave a small, sad smile. \u201cI believe I have learned more here in the course of a single day than in my entire career at Harvard.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam smiled back at him. \u201cI doubt that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The response caught Adam off guard, giving him a brief reminder of those early talks, years ago. But Adam did as he\u2019d learned to do back then. He said nothing, and merely waited for the professor to explain.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI want you to doubt me. I need for you to doubt me. After all, I doubt myself.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood.\u201d Now it was the professor who\u2019d been caught off guard. \u00a0Adam tried to repress a grin of satisfaction at seeing a dumbfounded expression that was as welcome as it was unfamiliar. \u201cOnly through doubt,\u201d Adam went on, \u201ccan a man look deep enough to find truth.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The professor\u2019s smile took a less mournful turn as he nodded appreciatively. \u201cA very astute observation, my boy. Perhaps you could help me to find the truth.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAbout what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAbout what to do for that small boy upstairs.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe\u2019ll be fine. We\u2019ll see to that.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam shrugged, and then walked around the chair to settle himself into it. \u201cFind him a family who can take him in.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you know of such a family?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m not sure. I can think of a few possibilities.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat if he doesn\u2019t like any of those possibilities? What if he screams when you try to leave him with strangers?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re worried he\u2019ll react like he did earlier, when he didn\u2019t want you to go away?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDon\u2019t be. He\u2019s a child, Professor. He was tired and he threw a tantrum. It\u2019s not unusual for boys his age. Little Joe threw his share of them, believe me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd you knew what to do, of course.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI learned.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI have never had to deal with children.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt takes patience. And\u2026doubt.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes. I imagine it does. But I find myself wondering\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWondering what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf I could learn.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re not thinking of adopting him yourself, are you?\u201d Adam leaned forward in his chair, pulling his hands together and resting his elbows on his knees.<\/p>\n<p>The older man shrugged. \u201cMy wife has passed, God bless her. We had no children of our own. And\u2026well, I don\u2019t suppose I would consider it at all were it not for the fact that I already know that boy was being raised by a man as old as I, and\u2026. And it was my fault his grandfather was taken from him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Adam finally admitted out loud. \u201cIt was Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u2019s fault. You couldn\u2019t have known what he would do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes, I could have. I\u00a0<em>should<\/em>\u00a0have.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat\u00a0Decklin\u00a0did was unthinkable. You would never have considered that any of this might have happened.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut there were signs. The butchered animals. The\u2014\u201c<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe only thing you\u2019re guilty of, Professor, is that you refuse to see the bad nature in anyone, especially your students. You accept that they are all worth your time and your guidance, and you expect them to be wise enough\u2026and sane enough\u2026to do the right thing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd when they do not meet those expectations?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou have no power over what they will or will not do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, I am a fool to even consider adopting that child! He could run around pulling all kinds of shenanigans, of which I would be absolutely oblivious.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI doubt it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat is there to doubt? I have proved the wool can be pulled over my eyes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot entirely.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHow so?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBy the time you meet your students, they\u2019ve already learned how to hide what shenanigans they pull. If you were to start with them at a much younger age\u2026say, Billy\u2019s age\u2026I think you would learn how to see through all that wool.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre you suggesting that I adopt him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know. I guess what I might be suggesting is that there could be value to considering it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd perhaps even greater value to doubting it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam smiled. \u201cPerhaps.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>They sat in silence for several long moments, each looking into the flames to find something deeper in their own, respective thoughts, when Adam decided to bridge another subject. \u201cWhen the doctor was here,\u201d he started, moving his eyes to his hands and rubbing them lightly together, \u201cyou told my brother some things that\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh, please,\u201d the professor scoffed, \u201cdon\u2019t tell me you disapprove! I will fully admit that I was wrong to belittle you earlier\u2014not that it was ever my intent to belittle you, but\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam stilled his hands and met the professor\u2019s gaze. \u201cI\u2019m trying to say, \u2018thank you.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThank you? Whatever for? I have brought calamity to this great Ponderosa of yours.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou made me a bigger man in my brother\u2019s eyes than I deserve to be.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFor all my bulk and girth, you are a bigger man than me, Adam Cartwright. You always have been. I saw that in you years ago. I see it even more clearly now. After all that has happened, I simply wanted your brother to know what kind of a man you truly are\u2026although I suspect I did not need to tell him. He showed no great surprise.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe didn\u2019t?\u201d Adam asked,\u00a0<em>doubt<\/em>ful.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNo, he did not. In fact, he seemed quite pleased and\u2026confident\u2026as though I had simply validated something he\u2019d already suspected to be true.\u201d The older man studied Adam for a moment, and then nodded. \u201cYes. He has known you long enough to have no reason for doubt. He already sees the truth.\u201d He sighed heavily. \u201cI suppose that means young Billy would know me long enough to see my truth, were I to adopt him. But would I ever come to see his?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<em>Adopt<\/em>\u00a0him?\u201d Pa\u2019s booming voice caught them both in surprise. \u201cYou\u2019re can\u2019t seriously be thinking about adopting Billy Hinckley?\u201d The anger in his eyes as he approached from the stairway made it very clear there would be hours of discussion ahead of them to weed through all the doubt Joe\u2019s attack had planted deep in his heart.<\/p>\n<p>But Adam felt no tension rising up within him. Instead, he settled back in his chair, confident that the truth they all needed would be exposed. Maybe even as confident as Little Joe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>16<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Billy\u2019s high-pitched scream pulled Joe out of a light sleep. It was just as well. Joe had been getting too much sleep lately. He was growing increasingly restless. He was tired of his bed. Frankly, he was tired of being tired. His wounds were healing, but the process was far too slow for his liking. He\u2019d already lost the better part of a week. And he was still confused. No matter how much his family tried to keep him informed, he seemed to encounter surprises every time he opened his eyes. Like now.<\/p>\n<p>Of course, no surprise would ever quite match the breath-stealing shock he\u2019d gotten when he\u2019d opened his eyes to find a blue-eyed Indian poised over him with a knife. But his breath was stolen once again when a cacophony of shrill screams and squealing laughter erupted from the yard beyond his open window. Apparently, Billy wasn\u2019t the only young child visiting the Ponderosa.<\/p>\n<p>Gingerly pushing himself up onto his elbows, Joe sucked in his breath at the tight pull on his chest wound, but he didn\u2019t let it stop him. Within minutes, he was on his feet, shuffling more than walking toward the window. He almost giggled when he realized he was moving like he was old enough to be his pa\u2019s pa, but he decided to limit himself to a grin. Giggling would steal more breath than he had to offer. Besides, the children outside were doing enough giggling on their own.<\/p>\n<p>It was an odd sound to discover after so many days of somber moods. Everyone had been on edge, and Joe was pretty sure it wasn\u2019t just because he\u2019d been attacked.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course, I\u2019m angry!\u201d Pa would argue whenever Joe asked. \u201cThis should never have happened to you! How could I\u00a0<em>not<\/em>be angry?\u201d There was more he wasn\u2019t saying, but try as he might, Joe just couldn\u2019t figure what it was.<\/p>\n<p>And Adam\u2026. Well, Adam had gone from angry to frustrated, to\u2026distant. He wasn\u2019t avoiding Joe, exactly. He would step in to Joe\u2019s room, see if Joe needed anything, and then go out again, like he was always in a hurry to be somewhere else.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss seemed as confused as Joe about the whole thing. He acted like he knew something about it, even so. Still, he wouldn\u2019t say anything about what he knew\u2014or what he thought he knew\u2014to Joe.<\/p>\n<p>Now there was a mess of children playing in the yard. And all that anger, frustration and confusion just didn\u2019t seem to matter anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Reaching the window, Joe saw Billy running after another small boy, and a girl chasing both of them. Then he heard something he hadn\u2019t heard in too many days: Pa\u2019s laughter. And then Hoss was laughing. But when Joe started to look for them amidst the chaos, his gaze landed on Adam first. And Adam was grinning back up at him.<\/p>\n<p>Joe watched as his oldest brother uncrossed his arms and started moving toward the front door. A moment later, Joe shuffled back toward his bed, settled into the chair beside it\u2026and waited.<\/p>\n<p>XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLooks like you\u2019re feeling better,\u201d Adam said when he stepped into Joe\u2019s room. \u201cIs there anything you need?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe raised his brows up at his brother, instantly regretting the pull on the stitches at his hairline. \u201cAnd here I thought you came up to actually talk with me for a change.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat\u2019s going on out there?\u201d Joe asked then, deciding that talking about talking would be a waste of time.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe McGlaughlins are thinking about adopting Billy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI thought the professor was gonna adopt him.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe was considering it.\u201d Adam sighed, glancing toward the window and then back at Joe. \u201cHe couldn\u2019t seem to decide whether it was the right thing for Billy or not.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cLook like\u00a0<em>you\u2019re<\/em>\u00a0the one who couldn\u2019t decide.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The tension in Adam\u2019s shoulders eased, and so did the creases in his forehead. \u201cActually, I was pretty sure it\u00a0<em>wasn\u2019t<\/em>\u00a0a good idea. It would be hard for a man of his age to raise a child that young on his own.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIsn\u2019t that what Ralph Hinckley was doing?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam gave Joe a tight smile. \u201cThat\u2019s what the professor said. But there is a difference between stepping in to care for a grandchild and coming to the aid of a boy to whom he has no direct obligation.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut the professor\u00a0<em>does<\/em>\u00a0have an obligation to Billy, doesn\u2019t he? I mean, he\u2026he thinks he does.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>For a long while, Adam said nothing. He just studied Joe like he was looking for an answer in Joe\u2019s eyes. \u201cDo you think he does?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Self-conscious under Adam\u2019s scrutiny, Joe dropped his gaze. \u201cIt\u2026it doesn\u2019t matter what I think. I hardly know what happened. I\u2019m still trying to make sense of it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u00a0<em>does<\/em>\u00a0matter what you think, Joe. And I\u2019m pretty sure you\u2019ll never make sense of it. None of us will, not even Professor Brodermann. It was his student who caused all of this\u2014hurting you, killing Billy\u2019s grandfather. He feels an obligation to both of you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe grinned. \u201cI hope he\u2019s not thinking about adopting\u00a0<em>me<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u2019m serious. The professor sent you out like a lamb to slaughter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA lamb?\u201d Joe shot back, trying to sound offended. \u201cYou\u2019re comparing me to a\u00a0<em>lamb<\/em>? You ought to know better than to call a cattleman\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cStop it, Joe!\u201d Adam\u2019s tense shout was matched by his knotted up shoulders. \u201cProfessor Brodermann was working with Decklin\u00a0without even knowing what\u00a0Decklin\u00a0was going to do. If he hadn\u2019t sent you out to get a bottle of medicine that didn\u2019t even exist\u2026.\u201d Clenching his jaw, Adam shook his head and looked toward the window.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou said it yourself, Adam. He didn\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat doesn\u2019t absolve him of having a responsibility to both you and Billy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTo Billy, maybe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam looked at Joe again. \u201c<em>And<\/em>\u00a0to you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe made a mistake and he\u2019s trying to make up for it. But what happened to me isn\u2019t permanent. It\u2019s different with Billy.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou could have died, Joe.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut I didn\u2019t.\u201d As Joe watched the lines in Adam\u2019s brow grow deeper, he suddenly came to realize why. \u201cAnd it wasn\u2019t<em>your<\/em>\u00a0fault, either,\u201d Joe said softly, finding the words hard to get out. The very idea that Adam would feel at fault was more bothersome to Joe than anything the professor might have done.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI brought him here, Joe. I practically begged him to come!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause he was important to you. You were anxious for us to meet him. Heck, Adam, I\u00a0<em>wanted<\/em>\u00a0to meet him! Do you know how good it made me feel when you wrote those letters telling us about him? You joked that he was looking out for you almost like Pa would. But I didn\u2019t find it funny at all. I was relieved to know you had someone like Pa with you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, Adam looked more surprised than angry. \u201cRelieved?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYeah. Relieved. I was worried about you being so far from home and all alone.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<em>You<\/em>\u00a0were worried about\u00a0<em>me<\/em>? I thought you were angry with me for leaving.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was. But I was worried, too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>All those creases in Adam\u2019s forehead smoothed out then, and so did the hard set of his shoulders. \u201cI had no idea,\u201d he said softly. \u201cAnd here I thought you always figured I was just like Pa, that I could stand on my own two feet and move mountains if I needed to.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI\u00a0<em>did<\/em>\u00a0think that. I still do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u2019s smile looked disturbingly sad. \u201cI wish I could move mountains. I would have put one between you and Bradley Decklin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou did. The asylum where they\u2019re sending him might as well be a mountain.\u201d Joe couldn\u2019t help but feel a little sad himself then. Or at least,\u00a0<em>disturbed<\/em>. When Sheriff Coffee had brought the judge to the Ponderosa to get Joe\u2019s statement, they said Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0would probably spend the rest of his life in an insane asylum.\u00a0Decklin\u00a0deserved to be punished, and Joe didn\u2019t want to have to see those blue eyes ever again. But thoughts of living in a place surrounded by other mad men seemed a more horrific fate than living out the rest of his days in prison\u2014maybe even worse than hanging.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI mean\u00a0<em>before<\/em>\u00a0he had a chance to shoot that arrow at you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe was glad to return his attention to his brother. \u201cYou didn\u2019t know you\u2019d\u00a0<em>need<\/em>\u00a0to move a mountain before then. Just like the professor didn\u2019t know what would happen when he asked me to get his medicine.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam looked at Joe for a long while again. \u201cSo,\u201d he said finally, heaving out a tired sigh, \u201cif you thought I could move mountains, why did you think I needed someone like Pa to help me through college?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe was able to smile back at his brother without feeling sad or disturbed. \u201cWhen I was little, I thought Pa could move even bigger mountains than you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIs that what you thought Professor Brodermann was doing for me? Moving mountains?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe was, wasn\u2019t he?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe was,\u201d Joe insisted, realizing it was true. Thanks to Professor Brodermann, Adam had returned from college with more confidence and more patience than when he\u2019d left. To Joe\u2019s young eyes at the time, Adam had become the kind of man who could move the same sort of mountains as Pa.<\/p>\n<p>When another round of squealing laughter erupted from the yard, Joe added, \u201cCome to think of it, maybe it\u2019s time you paid him back.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>His own thoughts clearly elsewhere, Adam simply turned to Joe with a look of confusion.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSeems to me all this obligation the professor feels is like a mountain that\u2019s gotten in his way,\u201d Joe explained. \u201cHe might need a little help moving it. Maybe then it\u2019ll get out of our way, too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u2019s brows curled down again, like he was thinking awfully hard about something. \u201cDo you blame him, Joe?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>It was not a question Joe had expected. \u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe professor. Do you blame him for what happened to you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt doesn\u2019t matter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes, Joe. It does matter. Do you blame him?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDo you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u2019s jaw went tight again. He closed one hand into a fist. \u201cI blame him for being a fool by giving Bradley\u00a0Decklin\u00a0his blind trust.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd you\u2019ve already forgiven him for that,\u201d Joe decided. Somehow he could tell Adam wasn\u2019t really angry at the professor anymore. But then why was he still so angry?<\/p>\n<p>The fist loosened. \u201cI can\u2019t fault him for being human enough to make a mistake.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut Pa hasn\u2019t forgiven him, has he?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAll Pa knows about Professor Brodermann is what he\u2019s seen since the professor arrived.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd what you wrote in your letters,\u00a0<em>and<\/em>\u00a0all you\u2019ve told us all these years. But Pa\u2019s not thinking about the good things the professor did for you in college. Why not?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBecause Pa wasn\u2019t there to see it. The only thing he can focus on is what he saw happen right in front of him. What he saw happen to you.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHe laughed, too.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPa. He laughed just like Hoss and me when the professor was telling us those stories about your first year at college.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat has that got to do with any of this?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know. Just\u2026. You weren\u2019t laughing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhy would I? The professor was making\u00a0<em>me<\/em>\u00a0sound like a fool.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMaybe that\u2019s why Pa won\u2019t forgive him. But I didn\u2019t look at it that way.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhat way?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThose stories showed me you weren\u2019t always as wise as you are now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWise? I don\u2019t think\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019re my wiser, older brother, aren\u2019t you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe was glad to see Adam\u2019s grin return. \u201cWiser than\u00a0<em>you<\/em>, maybe. Sometimes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou were about as old as I am now when you went to college.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cJust about,\u201d Adam nodded.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd when you were my age, you thought you knew more than you did.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI suppose that\u2019s true.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou know, I\u2019ve always looked up to you, Adam.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSeeing as how you\u2019ve always been shorter, that\u2019s not\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI mean it, Adam. Hearing those stories showed me you were more like me at my age than I ever could have imagined. I guess it\u2019s just nice to know that even a hero can be human.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cA hero?\u201d Joe couldn\u2019t remember ever seeing Adam grow so pale so quickly.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell\u2026yeah.\u201d And suddenly Joe felt uncomfortable for having said the words out loud. It was something he\u2019d always known, and he\u2019d always figured Adam had to know, too\u2014something that shouldn\u2019t have to be said. But he\u00a0<em>had<\/em>\u00a0said it. Now he had to explain why. \u201cIt takes a hero to move a mountain, doesn\u2019t it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know what it takes.\u201d Adam\u2019s words were so soft Joe almost didn\u2019t hear them at all.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI do,\u201d Joe said loud enough to pull Adam back from whatever dark place he was visiting in his thoughts. \u201cIt takes a brother who\u2019ll do whatever he has to, to protect his family\u2014and who feels the weight of a mountain bearing down on him when he thinks he hasn\u2019t done enough. But you\u00a0<em>did<\/em>, Adam. You did what you could. And it\u00a0<em>was<\/em>\u00a0enough.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adam went quiet again as he looked toward the window. Then shook his head slowly and took in a deep breath. \u201cDo you have any idea what you\u2019ve just done, Joe?\u201d When he turned back to Joe, one of those lopsided grins of his started forming. \u201cYou just moved a mountain no one else could even see.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAre\u2026are you calling\u00a0<em>me<\/em>\u00a0a hero?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI suppose that\u2019s exactly what I\u2019m doing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>XxXxX<\/p>\n<p>A week later, when it came time to bid Professor Brodermann farewell as he boarded the stage that would start his journey back east, Pa wasn\u2019t angry anymore, Adam was able to wish him well, and Billy Hinckley clung to Mrs. McGlaughlin like he\u2019d known her his whole life. Joe watched it all from his seat on the buggy next to Hoss, and waved politely as the stage began to pull away.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWell, little brother,\u201d Hoss said, gently tapping Joe\u2019s shoulder, \u201cwhat do ya\u2019 say we celebrate with a couple of beers while Adam and Pa do all that bankin\u2019 business they were talkin\u2019 about?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cCelebrate what?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d Hoss shrugged. \u201cJust feels like a good day for celebratin\u2019.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Joe grinned over at him. \u201cIt does feel that way, doesn\u2019t it?\u201d And then Joe realized why: He was surrounded by mountains, but every single one of them was right where it ought to be.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">XxXxX<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>end<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Tags:\u00a0 Adam Cartwright,\u00a0ESA,\u00a0Family,\u00a0Joe \/ Little Joe Cartwright,\u00a0SJS,\u00a0torture<\/p>\n<div class=\"pvc_clear\"><\/div>\n<p 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