{"id":12611,"date":"2016-02-24T18:56:21","date_gmt":"2016-02-24T23:56:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=12611"},"modified":"2025-02-18T19:10:22","modified_gmt":"2025-02-19T00:10:22","slug":"the-return-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=12611","title":{"rendered":"The Return (by justafan)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Summary<\/strong>: \u00a0A wayward sailor returns home to find unwanted changes and a daunting challenge.<\/p>\n

Rating: \u00a0K \u00a0Word Count: \u00a08474<\/p>\n

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The Return<\/strong><\/p>\n

The weary traveler climbed down from the rickety stagecoach and brushed the dust from his clothes.\u00a0 He watched as the driver dropped his bag unceremoniously at his feet before shouting for the team to pull away.\u00a0 What happened to the kindness and wishing of good will that usually ended the journey to these parts, he thought to himself.<\/p>\n

He had spent several days riding the dusty roads back to the place he left behind four years ago.\u00a0\u00a0 The sailor wondered what was more uncomfortable for him:\u00a0 the creaking, swaying stagecoach or the clipper ship that rolled incessantly on the ocean waves.<\/p>\n

Now, he faced a major dilemma in his life.\u00a0 A challenge of his own making.\u00a0 How would walk back into the lives of the three men he abandoned years ago? How would he be received after such an abrupt departure from the family he knew loved him dearly?\u00a0 To this day, their faces still haunt his memories like a repetitive nightmare from which there was no waking.\u00a0 The tears and confusion on his youngest brother\u2019s face and the disappointment in the blue eyes of the other made him shudder with remorse. His father\u2019s look of confusion, dismay, then resignation, still remained in his memory, refusing to fade with time.\u00a0 Would they forgive him or did they chose to forget his place in the family?\u00a0 He would soon find out.<\/p>\n

Adam Cartwright could not control the thing that drew him home again. A persistent, uneasy feeling of urgency plagued him day and night for weeks until he decided to make the journey.\u00a0 The night before he left, Adam\u2019s dream disturbed his sleep and left him with heightened feelings of concern for Joe.\u00a0 It only took him a few hours to gather his belongings and board a stagecoach headed in the general direction of Virginia City and home the next morning.\u00a0 Something was wrong on the Ponderosa; his heart repeatedly shouted that truth.<\/p>\n

It was the nightmare that forced his rapid decision and departure.\u00a0 But, whatever the catalyst, he was at home now, in Virginia City.\u00a0 The ranch was a mere two hours away by horse and he thrilled at the thought of entering the sprawling home he left behind years ago.<\/p>\n

The town seemed to bustle with much more energy than when he left.\u00a0 Carriages, wagons, and horses filled the main street that ran the entire length of town. Unfamiliar people nodded at him as he passed on the sidewalk.\u00a0 But even though things had changed so dramatically, one thing remained the same.\u00a0 Tied to the hitching post in front of the bank was the familiar black and white pinto he was accustomed to seeing.\u00a0 His little brother was in town.\u00a0 Adam would encounter the most emotionally unpredictable of the Cartwright clan first and it would be in a few minutes.\u00a0 How would he approach Joe?\u00a0 What would he say?\u00a0 All the plans and conversations he rehearsed on his way from San Francisco felt extraordinarily inadequate now that the time for the inevitable confrontation with this brother was at hand.\u00a0 Adam decided that he would play it by ear and let the discussion take its own path.<\/p>\n

The eldest Cartwright son stood across the street from the bank and had made his decision to wait for his brother to leave town before approaching.\u00a0 As Little Joe opened the door, Adam stood straight, waiting until Joe said his farewells.\u00a0 His little brother was no longer the lean kid he left four years ago.\u00a0 He was still the handsome youngster that made women swoon in his wake but there was a seriousness in his demeanor that Adam had not seen often.\u00a0 Joe\u2019s eyes scanned the street around him as though he was searching for something or someone.\u00a0\u00a0 The typical ease and self-confidence were replaced by tension and alertness.\u00a0 The older brother watched as Joe\u2019s left hand hovered over the gun at his hip, a true sign of danger.<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s saddlebags were full and he carried them close to his side as he walked cautiously to Cochise.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Adam watched and wondered what was wrong.\u00a0 Where was the exuberant, active young man he expected to find?\u00a0 The one who would call to friends and neighbors across the street.\u00a0 The last time he saw this Joe Cartwright was when Cochise was stolen two years before he left.\u00a0 This Little Joe was wound as tight as a cougar stalking prey after going hungry for many days.<\/p>\n

This was the stance that Adam recognized as dangerous, edgy, and more apt to shoot a man than ask questions.\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0Adam knew he would have to approach his brother in a manner that would keep him from drawing the lethal weapon he wore slung low across narrow hips.\u00a0 He had witnessed the skill and deadly accuracy on many occasions and as tight as Joe was right now, he could very easily take the life of someone who made the mistake of startling him. Adam knew this Joe; the one he did not want to cross.\u00a0 The one with the solid left hook that could lay a man out in one blow.<\/p>\n

Adam thought he knew him, but did not comprehend his lack of knowledge about this version of his brother.\u00a0 This Joe, at twenty-two years old, is the one with a quicksilver temper, fast on the draw, sharp with the tongue, and stronger than his slim, boyish appearance presented.\u00a0 This Joe, with the hat pulled low, wearing visible tension and tight shoulders, was only seen when there were major troubles with the family.\u00a0 This one, Adam Cartwright did not know as Joe grew to be a strong, confident man in the absence of his oldest brother.<\/p>\n

Adam continued to watch the young man from across the street.\u00a0 Joe did not use his usual swing mount, but a more serious, slow slide into the saddle.\u00a0 The black and white pinto responded to his master\u2019s directions quickly but also showed the agitation that Joe telegraphed.\u00a0 Cochise danced around a bit, taking two side steps before settling down; his animalistic response to his rider\u2019s emotional state.<\/p>\n

Adam watched quietly as horse and rider took the customary way out of town and toward the ranch.\u00a0 He strode quickly to the livery where he\u2019d find a horse to take him to the home he had known for many years.\u00a0 In a manner of minutes, Adam was following Joe down the road that led to the Ponderosa.<\/p>\n

The scenery was the same.\u00a0 Tall, majestic ponderosa pines lined the road as though providing a protective shelter for any traveler.\u00a0 Adam remembered the days he, Hoss and his father cleared the road to make it easier to reach town.\u00a0 He paused a moment to take in the beauty of this place and reminiscence about the good old days.\u00a0 Adam\u2019s mind took him back over the years to days when he\u2019d follow silently behind Joe to make sure he was safe.\u00a0 He and Hoss traversed this road days and nights, in silence or brotherly conversations. To placate their anxious father. How he missed those days.<\/p>\n

Suddenly, Adam Cartwright realized that he was excited to be back in the place he knew so well.\u00a0 The place that held so many pleasant memories. \u00a0\u201cWhat on earth was I looking for that I couldn\u2019t find right here?\u201d he thought silently to himself.\u00a0 Adam\u2019s solitary musing was disturbed by the click of the hammer and he could only shake his head and smile to himself.\u00a0 Joe had learned well.<\/p>\n

\u201cO.K. mister, you\u2019ve been tailing me since I left town.\u00a0 Drop you gun with your left hand and get off that horse,\u201d Joe said as he held his gun on the strange man.\u00a0 \u201cNo false moves and I promise not to send you to meet your maker.\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam quickly raised his hands to indicate submission.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t want any trouble partner.\u00a0 I\u2019m just trying to get home,\u201d Adam said as he attempted to disguise his voice to surprise his brother when he turned around.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell sir, you\u2019re just plain outta luck because no one lives on this ranch but my pa, my brother, and me.\u00a0 Turn around, now!\u201d\u00a0 Joe\u2019s anxiety level was extremely high at this point.\u00a0 He was not trusting this stranger who followed him from town.\u00a0 He was not going to let him go any further.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m going to do as you say.\u00a0 So be careful with that sidearm you\u2019re holding on me.\u00a0 We don\u2019t want any accidents,\u201d Adam said knowing that Joe was extremely tense and would fire the gun with deadly accuracy.<\/p>\n

He slowly turned around and faced his youngest brother.\u00a0 \u201cO.K. little buddy, you got the drop on me this time,\u201d he said smiling widely.<\/p>\n

Joe just stared.\u00a0 He did not move or say anything, he just stared.\u00a0 The pearl-handled revolver shook slightly as uncontrollable tremors made their presence known.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, aren\u2019t you going to say something?\u201d Adam asked, not sure if his brother recognized him.\u00a0 It was at this point that Adam really looked closely at the young man in front of him.\u00a0 Joe was thin, pale, and dark circles that indicated a lack of sleep were prominent around his eyes.<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, is that really you?\u201d Joe asked refusing to believe that his brother was home.\u00a0 \u201cWhy are you here?\u00a0 Where did you come from?\u00a0 How did you know I needed you so badly?\u201d Joe asked as he slowly lowered the gun.\u00a0 He nearly collapsed save for Adam\u2019s quick movement.<\/p>\n

\u201cHey, hey.\u00a0 What\u2019s the matter now?\u00a0 I\u2019m here, Joe.\u00a0 What\u2019s wrong?\u201d\u00a0 Adam asked as he leaned his brother against a boulder near the road.\u00a0 The midsummer afternoon was warm, therefore, the shuddering Adam felt coursing through Joe\u2019s arms were not from being cold.\u00a0 Beneath the confidence the young man displayed, rested a nervousness that affected him completely.\u00a0 Adam knew that something was terribly wrong and he was anxious to find out what was going on.\u00a0 He waited quietly for Joe to say something to explain his current condition.<\/p>\n

The young man just looked at his brother again and Adam recognized the same eyes he saw when this one was but a lad.\u00a0 The eyes that usually screamed for comfort and reassurance when things were amiss, told a different story this time.\u00a0 \u00a0Those eyes now screamed \u201cI\u2019m exhausted, I am worried and afraid, but I can\u2019t surrender to weakness.\u201d<\/em>\u00a0 Adam knew that first he had to get Joe to ease up a bit, then find out what was going on.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe,\u201d Adam whispered then embraced his brother.\u00a0 Joe stiffened as his brother hugged him closely and drew away.\u00a0 Looking around cautiously, Joe nodded his acceptance of his Adam\u2019s affection and turned in the direction of the ranch house.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go home and then you can tell me what\u2019s going on here,\u201d Adam said as he released his hold on his brother.\u00a0 \u201cWhere\u2019d you leave Cochise?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s right here,\u201d Little Joe gave a quick whistle and the pinto came immediately.<\/p>\n

\u201cStill the most obedient animal I have ever seen.\u00a0 It has always amazed me how you trained this horse,\u201d Adam replied as he watched the pinto lay his head over Joe\u2019s shoulder.<\/p>\n

\u201cWe need to get home as soon as we can,\u201d Joe responded.\u00a0 Again, Adam noticed the nervous glances and the hand hovering near the sidearm.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go, then,\u201d Adam said.<\/p>\n

The brothers rode quickly toward home without exchanging another word.\u00a0 Adam was lost in thought again as his heart felt the joy of being in the saddle and on his way to the ranch that he loved so much.\u00a0 He watched as the sun descended and began to settle behind the trees signaling that nightfall was not far off.<\/p>\n

Joe was very wary of his surroundings and responded to nearly every rustle in the grass beside the road or jerked his head up when birds flew from the trees.\u00a0 Adam could not wait to get to the ranch house so he forced his mount into a gallop, hoping that Joe would follow suit.\u00a0 He did and the brothers arrived at the barn as the sun set in a blaze of golds and reds.<\/p>\n

Joe cautiously opened the barn door, stood aside, listened, and waited.\u00a0 Adam watched, puzzled, as his brother drew his weapon before entering the darkened building.\u00a0 He observed Joe\u2019s visual sweep of the barn before he finally returned the revolver to his holster with a spinning flourish.<\/p>\n

Lighting the lantern that remained in its usual place, Adam observed the shadows that danced in the corners, giving everyday objects a startling appearance, including two empty stalls.\u00a0 Gone was the familiar: two horses were missing from their typical location.<\/p>\n

Joe quickly took care of Cochise, as usual, brushing the animal and giving him the necessary feed and water.\u00a0 Adam watched as his brother worked quietly then lifted the saddlebag that he had lain in the stall.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go, Adam.\u00a0 We need to get this inside,\u201d Joe said taking his brother by the arm.\u00a0 He hurried across the yard to the house, unlocking the door from the outside.\u00a0 Again, the heightened level of concern was punctuated by the locked door.<\/p>\n

The house was dark and cold.\u00a0 The warm lights that normally lit the windows in the late evening were not burning.\u00a0 Adam was not greeted by the wood pile that usually stood on the porch, only a small pile of kindling.\u00a0 At this hour, Hop Sing should be bustling about the kitchen and the odor of a wonderful meal should permeate the air.\u00a0 But, gone was the familiar, replaced by an atmosphere so foreign to this home that Adam began to understand the depth of the problem with which Joe wrestled.\u00a0 What has happened to everyone?\u00a0 Has Joe been living alone?\u00a0 Adam recognized that Joe was fending for himself and that may explain the lack of sleep and restlessness he saw in his brother\u2019s demeanor.<\/p>\n

As soon as the door closed, and Joe turned up a light, Adam pulled his brother to him.\u00a0 \u201cO.K., this house is completely empty and cold.\u00a0 Where is everyone?\u00a0 I want you to tell me now.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh, you just walk back into my life after leaving me for four years and you\u2019re already giving me orders!\u00a0 I, big brother, learned a lot since you\u2019ve been gone.\u00a0 I\u2019ve learned that I can take care of myself and I manage quite well.\u00a0 I also learned that I don\u2019t need anyone to stay around and baby me so don\u2019t you start,\u201d Joe replied angrily.\u00a0 \u201cThis is what we\u2019re going to do.\u00a0 First we light the lamps in here so that we can see each other.\u00a0 Then I\u2019m going to find something edible.\u00a0 After I finish eating, then I\u2019ll tell you what\u2019s going on.\u201d\u00a0 Joe replied pulling his arm away.<\/p>\n

Adam just stood staring at the young man before him, looking like a smaller version of his father; someone in control of a difficult situation. \u00a0He stood in awe of the man who had become self-reliant, self-sufficient, and self-assured.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sorry.\u00a0 You\u2019re right, Joe.\u00a0 It\u2019s just that I see that you are alone here and I don\u2019t understand how or why Pa, Hoss, and Hop Sing have all left you.\u00a0 I\u2019m confused because I see you in control one minute, upset and shivering the next, and then angry and demanding.\u00a0 I just need to know what is going on and where everybody has gone,\u201d Adam said raising his hands in a submissive gesture.\u00a0 \u201cI have had nightmares about you for the past three weeks and I need answers.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBig Brother, I am tired and hungry.\u00a0 And before I take care of what you need to know, I\u2019m going to take care of my belly.\u00a0 If you got off the stage this afternoon, your belly ain\u2019t too full either.\u00a0 Let\u2019s go to the kitchen,\u201d Joe shot over his shoulder as he headed for Hop Sing\u2019s workspace.\u00a0 Adam followed quietly.<\/p>\n

Joe quickly prepared a meal of bacon, eggs, and beans.\u00a0 The older brother watched the younger when he was not looking and noted the exhaustion etched on his face.\u00a0 The eyelids that were closing even as he finished his meal told Adam that he needed to get Joe talking before he fell asleep.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe, are you ready to explain to me what\u2019s going on?\u00a0 You\u2019re kinda worrying me, little buddy.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cFirst, stop it with the little buddy.\u00a0 Yes, I guess now is just as good a time as any,\u201d Joe responded.\u00a0 He closed his eyes and dropped his head in his hands and the memories can quickly to mind.\u00a0 The images of his father and brother bound and gagged still haunted him in his sleep, causing nightmares that no one heard or saw.<\/p>\n

\u201cSix weeks ago, Pa, Hoss, and I were ambushed on our way home from Carson City.\u00a0 Eight men followed us and before we knew what was happening, they had us surrounded.\u00a0 We fought as hard as we could.\u00a0 There were three men on Hoss and two each on Pa and me.\u00a0 God, how we fought.\u00a0 The last thing I remember was seeing Hoss and Pa tied and yelling for me to run.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t run, Adam.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t breathe; every inch of my body hurt.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t think they would ever stop kicking me and then I guess I blacked out,\u201d Joe said.<\/p>\n

Adam watched his face change as Joe remembered the beating he suffered.\u00a0 The fear for his pa and brother played out across his features and ended with Joe standing abruptly and leaving the table.<\/p>\n

Joe walked slowly to the living room and began pacing the floor in front of the fireplace, recalling that Pa would have a roaring fire going by now.\u00a0 He sat down on the settee and continued with his story.\u00a0 \u201cWhen I came to it was dark and stormy. Rain was coming down in sheets and my head throbbed to my heartbeat. Lightning flashed so bright, I could see the whole forest every time.\u00a0 \u00a0I didn\u2019t know where Pa and Hoss were, those fellas had run Cochise off, I was hurting all over, blood mixed with rain ran in my eyes, the storm raged all around me and I had no way home. \u00a0\u00a0Adam, I don\u2019t even know how or when I got here.\u00a0 I just woke up face down in the front yard with rain pounding on my back. One of the hands found me and got me inside.\u00a0 The doctor and Sheriff Coffee came and a posse went out searching, but they didn\u2019t find anything.\u00a0 My injuries kept me in bed for two weeks while the trail grew cold.\u00a0 The posse searched for a few days, then went home. Paul threatened to tie me to the bed if I tried to get up and go search myself.\u00a0 \u00a0I was hurt pretty bad with a concussion, four fractured ribs and bruises all over me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam could only sit quietly and listen as Joe told the story in a disjointed rambling fashion.\u00a0 He knew that any minute now Little Joe would shut down and cease talking.\u00a0 His brother had a knack for holding everything inside until he could hold it no longer and it would come rushing forth in a stream of ceaseless nightmares, tension, and displays of temper.\u00a0 So he sat and listened, watching this man who was once a young lad full of vim and vigor.\u00a0 Now, he stood before his older brother explaining what must be the most excruciating time in his life.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe, where\u2019s Hop Sing?\u00a0 Who\u2019s been cooking for you?\u201d\u00a0 Adam asked not really wanting to hear the answer.<\/p>\n

\u201cI sent him with the cattle drive.\u00a0 The cook backed out and I figured the hands would need him worse than I would.\u00a0 At least I could get to town and find a meal or two.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cFrom the way you look right now, you haven\u2019t been eating much at all.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI spent most of my time looking for my family.\u00a0 Food was the last thing on my mind.\u00a0 Adam, Pa sent me this note from the kidnappers.\u00a0 It\u2019s written in Pa\u2019s hand and it demands $50,000 for their release.\u00a0 It was tacked to the fence post at the corral three days ago.\u00a0 \u00a0I\u2019ve read it over and over again, because I think there\u2019s more here.\u00a0 I think Pa is trying to tell me where they are.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe handed Adam the note and he looked longingly at the familiar hand.\u00a0 He did see Joe\u2019s point, the language used was not as his pa would have said it.\u00a0 \u201cJoe, do you think Pa is saying that they\u2019re being held in the draw on the west end of the ranch?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cExactly!\u00a0 So you saw it, too!\u201d Joe exclaimed as he looked proudly at his brother.\u00a0 \u201cNow that you\u2019re here, I have someone I can trust to be careful.\u00a0 The note says that I\u2019m to bring the money to the clearing east of the draw. \u00a0\u00a0Adam, if you could wait somewhere in the west, you may be able to follow him back and get more information.\u00a0 \u00a0We may be able to find out exactly where Pa and Hoss are and how many men are holding them,\u201d Joe said in one breath.\u00a0 \u201cWe can start out early in the morning.\u00a0 You leave before the sun is up to keep from running into one of them.\u00a0 If you take the north pass, it will drop you off right where Pa and Hoss may be,\u201d Joe said explaining his idea for rescuing his family members.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt seems to me that you\u2019ve been doing quite a bit of planning, Joe.\u00a0 If we\u2019re going to pull this off at the crack of dawn tomorrow, I suggest we get some sleep.\u00a0 The ride from San Francisco was a difficult one and now this drama.\u00a0 I really could use some rest.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, you go on up.\u00a0 I\u2019ll secure things around here then I\u2019ll follow,\u201d Joe said with a yawn that indicated his level of exhaustion.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, you go to bed, Joe.\u00a0 You\u2019ve looked like you were tuckered out since I laid eyes on you in town.\u00a0 You go to sleep now and I\u2019ll lock up.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe did not argue the point further.\u00a0 The stress and strain of the past few days began to take its toll on him.\u00a0\u00a0 Running the ranch without Hoss or Pa to help was a difficult chore to say the least.\u00a0 Healing from his injuries, nightmares, and not knowing about his family had made resting impossible.\u00a0 Now with Adam home he could feel every twinge of exhaustion that coursed through his body.\u00a0 Joe looked silently in his brother\u2019s eyes as if searing that image into his brain.<\/p>\n

\u201cIs there something wrong, Joe?\u201d Adam asked as he stepped nearer to the exhausted young man before him.\u00a0 He wanted to reach out and draw his little brother closer, but restrained himself, not knowing what the reaction would be.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m just trying to make sure you\u2019re real and that I\u2019m not just dreaming,\u201d Joe answered and leaned against the settee.\u00a0 How did you know I needed . . . .\u201d he said before the tears began.<\/p>\n

Adam understood the clues from years ago, when this young man was just a boy, needing the touch and reassurance of his family. \u00a0With two quick steps, Adam closed the distance between them and carefully pulled his brother into his arms where Joe leaned into his brother for support.\u00a0 All the pain and fear that he had been enduring alone in this huge house weighed heavy on his shoulder and Joe readily gave Adam some of the tension.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m here and together we\u2019ll work this all out.\u00a0 We\u2019ll have Pa and Hoss home soon and everything will be fine,\u201d Adam whispered.\u00a0 All was quiet in the house save the soft whispering of the older brother to the younger who so needed the support he was receiving.<\/p>\n

Joe inhaled deeply as he regained control of the emotions he had held at bay for weeks.\u00a0 He looked shyly at Adam, not knowing what he would find in the dark eyes that usually held tight rein on his emotions.\u00a0 All he found there was love, compassion, and understanding.\u00a0\u00a0 His big brother knew the pain Joe was feeling and with his eyes, let the younger man know that it was okay to release what he held in check.<\/p>\n

\u201cI think I\u2019d better turn in now.\u00a0 We\u2019ll want a good start in the morning.\u00a0 Good night Adam, and welcome home,\u201d Joe said turning toward the stairs.\u00a0 He dropped his head low and rubbed the remaining tears from his eyes.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t know what brought you home, but I\u2019m glad you\u2019re here.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cGood night, Joe,\u201d Adam responded quietly.\u00a0 He watched the too slim figure take the stairs to his room as he did so many years ago; then a boy, now a man.<\/p>\n

Adam turned down the lamps in the room and stood looking at the familiar sight.\u00a0 He strolled slowly across the room to his father\u2019s desk and slowly lifted each of the gold-framed images of the Cartwright mothers. He lingered over the image of Elizabeth, brushing a thumb across the picture he knew so well.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m home, Mama,\u201d Adam whispered.\u00a0 \u201cI should have never left here.\u00a0 I need my family more than I thought.\u00a0 I\u2019ll never leave again.\u201d\u00a0 Adam sat the framed picture on the corner of the desk and took the stairs to his room.<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s room was at the end of the hall, nearest the window.\u00a0 Adam smiled as he remembered the times he watched Joe climb deftly out the window or back in when he returned late in the evening.\u00a0 Adam opened the door to his room, finding it exactly as he left it.\u00a0 Moving inside, he slide his fingers across the aged desk, touched his pencils and instruments and the chair where he had spent meaning snowy, winter evenings.\u00a0 Forcing the tears away, Adam shed his clothes and reclined on the bed that felt as if he had slept there last night.\u00a0 With a deep sigh, he gave in to the rest his body needed.<\/p>\n

The night was shattered by a scream from Joe\u2019s room.\u00a0 Adam, not accustomed to fearful voices in the night responded quickly, hurrying to his brother\u2019s room.\u00a0 It was all too familiar and he had no trouble finding his way there in the dark.\u00a0 He found his brother, sweating profusely, engaged in battle with an unseen enemy.\u00a0 Joe cried out for his pa in the darkness and Adam knew that he was reliving the day his father and brother were taken.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe, come on buddy, wake up,\u201d Adam said as he took his younger brother by the shoulders.\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019re home and everything is going to be fine.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe continued to struggle against his brother, still under the control of the nightmare that had plagued his mind since the abduction.\u00a0 His cries for his pa were heartrending and Adam could only call Joe\u2019s name as he tried to break through the darkness that currently controlled his brother\u2019s mind.<\/p>\n

Finally, hazel eyes opened but were unfocused and confused.\u00a0 Joe continue to fight, swatting Adam\u2019s face and shoulders with errant punches that held little power.\u00a0 He then fell exhausted on the pillows and lay as if asleep.\u00a0 Adam, watched the scene before him, quietly gathered his brother in his arms as he had done so many years ago. Joe, finally aware of what was happening, stiffened and lay back on the pillows.\u00a0\u00a0 Adam sat staring at the face of a child attached to a man\u2019s body. \u00a0He rubbed the sore spots on his arms where he took the beating from his brother and wondered if Joe experienced this same nightmare when no one was here for him.<\/p>\n

\u201cMy God, what have you been through, little buddy.\u00a0 All alone in this, with no one to even cook for you?\u201d Adam said as he looked down at his brother.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt has been hell, Adam,\u201d Joe said quietly.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s been pure hell.\u201d<\/p>\n

Dawn found the two Cartwright brothers attempting to finish a hastily prepared breakfast that Adam worked up in the kitchen.\u00a0 It was meager fare, as both men were wound tightly as they prepared to pay to ransom their father and middle brother.<\/p>\n

\u201cI think its time that you go, Adam.\u00a0 I\u2019ll take the money to the drop and you be ready to follow,\u201d Joe said as headed for the credenza to get his gun belt, jacket, and hat.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll go saddle the horses and be ready as quickly as I can,\u201d Joe said as he opened the door.\u00a0 There, tied to the hitching post near the front porch, were Sport and Concho.<\/p>\n

\u201cI took care of that a while ago.\u00a0 I thought I could let you get a couple hours of sleep before we took off.\u00a0 I also took the liberty of selecting a mount that you could conceal easier that Cochise,\u201d Adam said as he cinched his holster to his right knee.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll leave now and you follow when you feel the time is right,\u201d Adam whispered as he rubbed Joe\u2019s back.\u00a0 \u201cDon\u2019t worry, everything is going to be fine.\u00a0 We\u2019ll get through this together.\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam watched as Joe\u2019s hand danced above the Colt secured in the leather holster and realized how important his presence was right now.\u00a0 Had he not returned home, Joe would have to deal with this alone, possibly walking into a trap that could cost him his life.\u00a0\u00a0 He handed Joe his hat and left the house quietly.\u00a0 Walking Sport slowly across the yard, he mounted up just beyond the barn and rode off into the waning darkness.<\/p>\n

Standing in the yard alone, Joe solidified the idea in his mind that he would be bring Pa and Hoss home tonight.\u00a0 This would end in a few hours and he could reunite his family.\u00a0 One final piece of the plan required the hastily scribbled note in his pocket.\u00a0 Going to the barn, Joe attached the envelope to the saddle of the horse Adam rode home from town last night.\u00a0 Before he turned off the rode to head west, he would release the animal, who would head to town and the stable where he lived.\u00a0 The note would alert Roy Coffee and Dr. Martin, informing them of where the posse would find his family.\u00a0 The note requested help to prepare the house for their return.\u00a0 Joe would not accept failure.<\/p>\n

Distracted by the pine trees soaring above him, Adam continued on his way as memories rushed through his mind.\u00a0 The forest had changed in many ways over the four years he was away, but it was still the same.\u00a0 The fragrance of pine and damp earth returned him to nights beneath the stars and dew covered blankets in the morning.\u00a0 The sounds of the creatures returning from their nightly forage or waking to begin their day\u2019s activities were pleasant reminders of why he so loved this place.<\/p>\n

But, today, he was about very serious business that would force him to put his memories to rest.\u00a0 For now, he had to get settled in an undetectable spot to wait for Joe and the kidnapper to arrive.\u00a0 Adam swung gently from his horse, tethered Sport within a copse of trees and continued on foot.\u00a0 His training from years ago quickly came back to him as he walked gingerly through the brush without disturbing the forest floor.\u00a0 He did not want to leave any indication that humans had been in the area to avoid alerting the recipient of that large sum of money.\u00a0 Finally reaching his location, he settled into an area concealed by heavy brush and began his wait.<\/p>\n

Joe held Concho to a slow trot as he approached the road to Virginia City.\u00a0 Slapping the extra horse on the rump, he watched as the animal thundered his way to town, delivering the message.\u00a0 Joe turned Concho west and headed to the drop.<\/p>\n

The saddlebags were heavy as they lay across his lap, as heavy as the burden he carried in his heart.\u00a0 Joe was not sure if Pa and Hoss were even alive at this point as the kidnappers did not bring evidence one way or the other.\u00a0 He did not feel the massive sense of loss that he knew would come should his family members be killed, so Little Joe believed that they were still alive.<\/p>\n

Joe knew the area well and arrived there without trouble. The small clearing was concealed from the well-traveled road by tall pine trees.\u00a0 He listened attentively for signs of movement.\u00a0 Animals scurrying about, the gentle sway of trees and underbrush were comforting to him.\u00a0 Finding a seat beneath a towering pine, Joe allowed his mind to play out different ways the day would end.\u00a0 He wondered if the courier would arrive alone or would he be surrounded by the men who now held his father and brother.\u00a0 This major uncertainty left him feeling vulnerable, even though he knew Adam was somewhere watching the events unfold.<\/p>\n

A rustle behind him alerted Joe to the arrival of the man who would take the money.\u00a0 Joe immediately touched the gun secured to his thigh and received a loud admonishment for his actions.<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t reach for that gun, Cartwright, or the crows will have what\u2019s left of ya,\u201d said the courier.<\/p>\n

Joe did not recognize the voice but began focusing on where the sound came from.\u00a0 He raised his hands slightly.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m not interested in shooting you right now. That\u2019ll have to wait. I just want my Pa and brother returned to me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, give me the money you\u2019re supposed to bring and we\u2019ll just see about that,\u201d came the reply.<\/p>\n

\u201cCome on, now.\u00a0 I\u2019ve done everything you asked me.\u00a0 Now hold up your side of the deal and let my family go,\u201d Joe said as the sound of irritation and frustration found their way into his voice.\u00a0 He was speaking through clenched teeth in an attempt to control the anger that was building inside of him.<\/p>\n

\u201dYou gotta remember, boy. That you and your rich pa ain\u2019t in control of this situation.\u00a0 Me and my boys are.\u00a0 We got you high and mighty Cartwrights right where we want you.\u00a0 How does it feel to grovel, to beg for what rightfully belongs to you? Huh, boy!\u201d With that, he slapped Joe across the face, splitting his lip and causing blood to slowly roll down his chin.\u00a0 Joe inhaled sharply and waited for the next blow.<\/p>\n

\u201cI could just give you the lickin\u2019 I\u2019d like to right now, but I ain\u2019t got the time.\u00a0 You\u2019ll get your pa and brother back tomorrow as soon as I\u2019m ready.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, you promised that you\u2019d let them go if I got you the money!\u201d Joe shouted.\u00a0 He knew all along that this would happen and he had to convince this man that he was afraid and unsure of himself to avoid revealing the threat he represented. Joe could not let on that Adam was nearby, watching and waiting.<\/p>\n

The man walked up to Joe and gut punched him without warning.\u00a0 Joe\u2019s knees buckled under the assault.\u00a0 When he went down the man continued to batter his body with one kick after the other.\u00a0 \u201cSee if you can follow me now, Little Joe.\u201d \u00a0He spat as he stepped over the injured man and went to his horse.\u00a0 Joe just lay there, feeling every blow he received from the man holding his family.<\/p>\n

Adam watched from the forest as the scene played out in front of him.\u00a0 He could not go to Joe\u2019s rescue without jeopardizing the plan. All he could do was watch the man beat his brother senseless.\u00a0 Adam could feel each blow Joe received.\u00a0 It was like so many years ago when Joe was younger, smaller, and much more vulnerable to assault and injury.\u00a0 Adam was angered by each bruise, cut, or scrape someone inflicted upon this man whom he had protected for years.\u00a0 It\u2019s the same now, the anger, the mental vow of revenge and the desire to destroy anything that caused harm to his brother.\u00a0 Adam held it all at bay to find the answers to his family\u2019s whereabouts.\u00a0 But he would make this man who injured Joe pay for every blow, every bruise on his face, and every kick he received.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll wait,\u201d Adam thought.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll wait until the time is right and you will pay.\u201d\u00a0 Leaning quietly in the shade of the shrubbery native to the area, Adam watched and developed a plan of action.<\/p>\n

Adam waited until he was sure the man had left the area and ran to Joe\u2019s side.\u00a0 \u201cJoe, come on buddy.\u00a0 Speak to me, I need for you to wake up.\u201d Adam said gently shaking Joe\u2019s head.<\/p>\n

The sound of Adam\u2019s voice pulled Joe from the darkness into a world of pain.\u00a0 \u201cUmmmm,\u00a0 . . . \u201c Joe bit his lip to control the discomfort that surged through his body.\u00a0 He could feel the bruises that were forming on his chest and belly.\u00a0 He knew he could not surrender; his pa and brother\u2019s lives depended on his actions.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go, Adam.\u00a0 If we hurry, we can catch them.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, brother.\u00a0 You need to stay right here,\u201d Adam said gently pushing Joe\u2019s shoulders down. \u201cYou\u2019re not going anywhere.\u00a0 Just lay here and catch your breath and I\u2019ll go track these guys down.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou\u2019ll need help, Adam.\u00a0 There\u2019s more than one of them and who knows how many are with Pa and Hoss,\u201d Joe said biting back the pain that coursed through his belly and chest.<\/p>\n

\u201cHelp me up, I can ride.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe began pushing himself off the ground and Adam realized that he couldn\u2019t very well leave his brother lying here, alone and injured, so he helped Joe to his feet. Wrapping his arm around his brother\u2019s thin waist, Adam led him to Concho and began helping Joe mount the horse.\u00a0 The pain of movement was too much for Joe and he lost the meager breakfast he ate before leaving the ranch house earlier.\u00a0 Adam could only watch Joe wretch and held out a canteen when he was finished.<\/p>\n

Reaching for the saddle horn, Joe held on so that he could convince Adam that he could travel.\u00a0 He painfully managed to pull himself into the saddle and turned Concho to leave the clearing.\u00a0 The brothers quietly moved their animals through the forest and tracked the courier for over an hour.\u00a0 Looking over his shoulder, Adam could see Joe sitting straighter in the saddle, indicating that he had gotten a handle on the pain.<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, look!\u201d Joe said pointing to smoke in the distance.\u00a0 \u201cDo you think it\u2019s a cabin?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI don\u2019t know, Joe.\u00a0 It could be.\u00a0 Can you walk?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYea, I can make it if you help me down,\u201d came the reply from Joe.\u00a0 He gritted his teeth as the fractured ribs made contact.\u00a0 Joe\u2019s face blanched white as the pain rolled across his chest and the ground tilted upward.<\/p>\n

\u201cEasy now.\u00a0 Just stand here for a minute to get your balance and we\u2019ll see what\u2019s here,\u201d Adam said leaning Joe against the big, sturdy quarter horse.\u00a0 He watched as Joe\u2019s breathing slowed to normal and he was no longer grimacing in pain.\u00a0 Flashes of color returned to his cheeks as his breathing evened out and became steady.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m ready, let\u2019s go,\u201d Joe said after resting for a few minutes.\u00a0 \u201cI want Pa and Hoss home tonight.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYea, little brother, me too.\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam led the way through the thicket and brush until they could see a small cabin in the clearing.\u00a0 In front, tied to the hitching post, was the courier\u2019s horse, along with three others.<\/p>\n

\u201cHow many did you say attacked you?\u201d Adam asked in a hushed voice.<\/p>\n

\u201cI counted about eight.\u00a0 With only four horses here, the others may be out somewhere,\u201d Joe said as he held an arm over the throbbing pain in his belly.\u00a0 Adam silently took note of Joe\u2019s movement, cataloging his injuries in his head.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou stay put, I\u2019m going to move around and see what\u2019s happening.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe watched his brother creep silently to the side of the cabin.\u00a0 He peered into the window, then slide along the wall to the rear of the building.\u00a0 With Adam out of sight, all Joe could do was sit and wait for him to return with a plan.<\/p>\n

A sound behind him caused Joe to turn abruptly and reach for his gun.\u00a0 Too late.\u00a0 The courier and another man were on him before Joe pulled his gun from the holster.\u00a0 The battle ensued as Joe tried to defend himself against his attackers.<\/p>\n

Adam saw the commotion, but continued his movement toward the cabin\u2019s front door.\u00a0 Two men were with Joe, leaving only two for him to handle.\u00a0 Kicking the door open, Adam recoiled as gun shots rang out from within the room. Rolling on the floor, Adam fired two shots in succession, injuring one man.\u00a0 He continued advancing into the room while bullets sang over his head.\u00a0 Adam recognized the sound of an empty gun and turned and fire again, killing the second man.<\/p>\n

From behind him, Adam watched as a door exploded into the room and his brother Hoss barreled through the shattered opening. Hoss\u2019 blue eyes were squinted, revealing pure anger as he advanced.<\/p>\n

\u201cNow, I\u2019ve had about enough of this.\u00a0 Me and my pa are leaving here right now and you\u2019d best step aside.\u00a0 I think my little brother\u2019s out there in them woods and I aim to go to him.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go then, Hoss. Joe needs our help,\u201d Adam said grabbing his brother by the arm.<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam is that you?\u201d Hoss asked.<\/p>\n

\u201cYes, it\u2019s me.\u00a0 We\u2019ll talk later.\u00a0 Pa,\u201d Adam said nodding at his father.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s get to Joe.\u00a0 The last time I saw him he was fighting two men,\u201d Adam said.<\/p>\n

Two shots rang out in the distance and Ben and Hoss followed Adam to where he last saw Joe.\u00a0 They watched as one man stumbled from the stand of trees to their left.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe, you all right?\u201d Adam shouted.\u00a0 The three men ran to the copse of trees in front of the cabin, in search of their youngest.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoseph?\u201d Ben shouted as he entered the area.\u00a0 They found Joe leaning against a tree, his silver handled revolver emitting a trail of smoke and a dead man at his feet.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa, is that you?\u201d Joe asked breathlessly.\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019re all right.\u00a0 Where\u2019s Hoss?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m here, Joe and Pa\u2019s fine.\u00a0 We both are.\u00a0 You take it easy and we\u2019ll get us outta here,\u201d Hoss answered.\u00a0 \u201cPa, I\u2019ve had about enough of this and now with Joe here needing a doctor, I\u2019m about to end this,\u201d he said.\u00a0 Hoss picked up an unneeded gun and prepared to leave the protective shelter of trees.<\/p>\n

\u201cHoss, take it easy and let\u2019s find a way out of here.\u00a0 We have Joe now and we know he\u2019s all right.\u00a0 We can\u2019t afford another injured man,\u201d Ben answered his son.<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s here, Pa.\u00a0 He\u2019s out there to . . . .\u201d Joe said, not realizing Adam was within arm\u2019s reach.\u00a0 His comments were interrupted by a barrage of gun fire that sounded just beyond the stand of trees.\u00a0 Bullets pinged off the branches and sliced through the underbrush surrounding the four men. Ben laid down across his injured son, preventing Joe from rising and shielding him from further injury.<\/p>\n

Muffled screams of pain sounded as gunfire came from another area. Ben knew that their captors were being killed or injured one at a time by someone.\u00a0\u00a0 And then, silence.\u00a0 Gone was the repetitious sound of gunfire, screams, and swearing, replaced by the noise of horses\u2019 hooves pounding on the hard, packed soil.<\/p>\n

\u201cBen, are you and the boys all right?\u201d came the familiar voice of Roy Coffee.\u00a0 Ben pulled his youngest into his arms and held him close.<\/p>\n

\u201cWe\u2019re fine, Roy.\u00a0 Joe\u2019s a little banged up, but he\u2019s fine,\u201d Ben said clinging to the son he was told was dead.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s go, Pa.\u00a0 Let me have Joe,\u201d Hoss said.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, little brother.\u00a0 Let me have him,\u201d Adam said.<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, I don\u2019t know where you came from or why, but I\u2019m glad to see you.\u201d\u00a0 Hoss said.\u00a0 He could not believe that this brother who left years ago was here at the time the family needed him most.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa, you look worn out,\u201d he added with an uncomfortable smile.\u00a0 He was still not sure of how he would be received, but at this point he didn\u2019t care.\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019ve had a pretty rough go of it, I see.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, where did you come from?\u201d Ben said pulling his eldest into his arms.\u00a0 He pushed Adam away and took a long look.\u00a0 \u201cHelp me with your brother, son,\u201d Ben said.<\/p>\n

\u201cI don\u2019t need to be carried anywhere.\u00a0 Just get me outta here,\u201d Joe said.\u00a0 \u201cGive me a hand and I\u2019ll be fine.\u201d\u00a0 The youngest Cartwright gained his feet, with the help of his brothers.\u00a0 Leaving the secluded grove of trees, Joe noticed that death had claimed three of the eight men while three would soon follow.\u00a0 Turning his head away, Joe leaned heavily on Hoss\u2019 arm and received the support he needed.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet\u2019s get you home, Punkin.\u00a0 All this nonsense is over,\u201d Hoss said.\u00a0 \u201cAnd Adam\u2019s home to boot.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe is home for now at least,\u201d Joe said wearily.<\/p>\n

\u201cI am home forever.\u00a0 I will never leave here again.\u00a0 I don\u2019t know why I left to start with,\u201d Adam said quietly and squeezed Joe\u2019s slim waist.\u00a0 \u201cWhat I need is here and I\u2019ve roamed the world trying to find something I already had.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m glad to hear that, son.\u00a0 Now, let\u2019s get home.\u00a0 We all need a hot bath, a warm meal, and a soft bed,\u201d Ben said as he squeezed Adam\u2019s shoulder tightly.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m pleased that you\u2019ve found the truth you sought.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThen, I\u2019m welcome to come home?\u00a0 Is it that easy?\u201d Adam asked.\u00a0 He felt the weight of his brother lifted from his arm as Hoss took full charge of Joe.\u00a0 He turned to face his father, finding peace and solace in the dark brown eyes.<\/p>\n

\u201cYes, Adam. Why did you think it would be difficult?\u00a0 This is your home. What, did you think you would not be welcomed with open arms?\u201d Ben asked incredulously.<\/p>\n

\u201cI thought it would be more difficult than this.\u00a0 Thank you, Pa.\u00a0 I\u2019m glad to be home.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben and his sons took their time riding home.\u00a0 Joe was injured and the extent of the damage revealed itself with every mile they covered.\u00a0 Low moans became constant and louder the longer they travelled.\u00a0 Joe\u2019s head finally slumped forward, placing all his weight on his father\u2019s arms.\u00a0 He gave in to the darkness that danced around the edges of his vision.<\/p>\n

Finally, the ranch house appeared in the distance.\u00a0 Lights shone unexpectedly from the windows, including Joe\u2019s room in the upstairs.\u00a0 Someone was there awaiting their return.\u00a0 The glow from the house was a welcoming sight and Adam Cartwright paused to drink in the view, while his family continued down the path that led them to the peace and safety of home.<\/p>\n

Entering the house, Adam found Dr. Paul Martin assisting with his youngest brother.\u00a0 He listened and smiled as Joe insisted that he was fine and did not need to see the doctor.\u00a0 Things had changed quite a bit while he was away but somethings would never change<\/em>, Adam thought.<\/p>\n

He watched as Hoss came back down the stairs, each step groaning under the weight of the big man, but remaining strong and steadfast.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa will stay with Joe and get him settled after doc is done.\u00a0 Where did you come from, Adam?\u00a0 Don\u2019t get me wrong, I am sure glad to see ya.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI got here yesterday when Joe was picking up the ransom money.\u00a0 He told me what was going on and he had already thought through a plan to rescue the two of you.\u00a0\u00a0 It worked, except Joe getting pounded.\u00a0 Somehow, Roy and a posse found out where we were and gave us a helping hand.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cPaul said Joe sent a note to the livery on the horse you rented.\u00a0 Roy rounded up a posse and sent Doc out this way to wait for us to come home.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cGreat idea on his part,\u201d Adam said smiling at Joe\u2019s thoughtfulness.\u00a0 \u201cConniving little rascal.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSo, are you home for good this time?\u00a0 I\u2019m not about to let you play with Joe\u2019s emotions.\u00a0 Your leaving four years ago nearly destroyed him and it ain\u2019t happenin\u2019 again.\u00a0 Me and Pa had a hard time piecing him back together that first year.\u00a0 You\u2019re either here to stay or I expect you to be gone before sunset tomorrow,\u201d Hoss said as he folded his arms across his chest.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m not going anywhere.\u00a0 I was a fool to leave when I did.\u00a0\u00a0 Roaming the world looking for what I left behind.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s what I thought, too.\u00a0 You being all educated and all.\u201d<\/p>\n

I think you may want to hit the tub before Pa comes downstairs, Hoss. I know he\u2019s gonna want a good long soak as soon as he can get one,\u201d Adam said.\u00a0 \u201cAnd you\u2019re really in need of that tub, little brother.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAll right.\u00a0 I\u2019m glad you\u2019re home, Adam.\u00a0 Things just weren\u2019t the same without you around here,\u201d Hoss said drawing Adam into a brief embrace.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll get to my bath now.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHoss, is it that easy?\u00a0 Returning home after leaving like I did.\u00a0 Joe and Pa were . . . . I mean, it\u2019s a lot less painful than I thought.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat did you think, Adam? That I would pound you the next time I saw you?\u00a0 I can do that you if you want me to.\u00a0 I still got enough left in me to do a pretty good job,\u201d Hoss said pushing up his sleeves.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, you big galoot.\u00a0 Thank you for making it easy for me.\u00a0 I thought it would hurt more than this,\u201d Adam said.\u00a0 \u201cI was prepared for the anger, the pain, the lack of trust.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, we cried that all out the first year you were gone.\u00a0 Pa, Joe and me, worked it out and just waited for you to come to your senses.\u00a0 Let me get cleaned up.\u201d<\/p>\n

The eldest Cartwright son walked slowly to the blue, high-backed chair and took a seat.\u00a0 His feet automatically found purchase on the heavy wood table in front of the settee.\u00a0 Leaning back, Adam listened to the crackling fire and settled into the familiar comfort of his chair.\u00a0 He felt as if he\u2019d never left home.\u00a0 As he began to relax and drift off to sleep, a familiar voice boomed through the room, startling him to full wakefulness.<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, take your feet off the table!\u201d Ben said smiling.<\/p>\n

\u201cYes sir, Pa. Yes, sir.\u00a0 It is good to be home,\u201d Adam said smiling.\u00a0 \u201cIt is good to be home.\u201d<\/p>\n

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