{"id":15198,"date":"2009-03-07T08:04:48","date_gmt":"2009-03-07T13:04:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=15198"},"modified":"2026-03-17T10:35:32","modified_gmt":"2026-03-17T14:35:32","slug":"15198","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=15198","title":{"rendered":"Best Friends (by JoanS)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Synopsis:<\/strong> A careless act of Little Joe’s puts his life in danger and that of his beloved horse Cochise<\/p>\n

Rating:\u00a0 G\u00a0 (19,000 words)<\/p>\n

This story is dedicated to\u00a0<\/em>Jenny\u00a0<\/em>my Bonanza \u2018Best Friend\u2019\u00a0<\/em>who encouraged me to write it<\/em><\/p>\n

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Chapter 1<\/strong><\/p>\n

The sun was dipping below the hills and the shadows from the tall pine trees were disappearing in the approaching dusk as the young rider urged his horse towards the house at a gallop. Little Joe Cartwright pulled to a halt outside the barn and dismounted before his horse Cochise had time to stop. He pulled on the reins to keep control of the pinto and grinned. \u2018Come on boy, let\u2019s get you rubbed down.\u2019 He began to lead the horse into the barn, only to be met at the door by his older brother Adam. \u2018Hi Adam.\u2019 He signalled with his hand as he attempted to pass his brother and continue into the barn.<\/p>\n

\u2018Hi yourself. You are very lucky, buddy, that Pa is not around to see you come into the yard like that. How many times has he told you not to?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t know, I\u2019ve lost count.\u2019 Joe grinned at him. \u2018Anyway, what he doesn\u2019t see doesn\u2019t hurt him.\u2019 He pushed the door of the barn open wider and led Cochise into a stall.<\/p>\n

Adam shook his head. \u2018Well, just don\u2019t let Pa hear you say that. He\u2019d have your hide.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe lifted the saddle off the horse, and began to rub him down briskly.<\/p>\n

\u2018Where is Pa anyway? In the house?\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam nodded, as he leant against the side of the stall and watched his younger brother. \u2018He\u2019s inside organizing the paperwork for the contract he\u2019s taking with him tomorrow.\u2019 Their father was due to leave the next day for Reno to deliver the timber contract. \u2018I think you\u2019d better hurry up, he\u2019s not in a very good mood.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Why?\u2019<\/p>\n

Before Adam could answer, the front door was flung open and their father, Ben Cartwright, peered out into the dusk. \u2018Joseph, is that you? Get in here immediately!\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe rolled his eyes at Adam. \u2018What did I do?\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam shrugged and grinned. \u2018How do I know? The list is probably endless.\u2019 He ducked as the brush left his brother\u2019s hand and whizzed past his head.<\/p>\n

Little Joe turned and left the barn, followed closely by his older brother. As they reached the front door, they heard the voice of Hop Sing, their Chinese cook. \u2018Supper is ready! Everyone eat now.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018In a moment, Hop Sing.\u2019 Ben turned to face his two sons, with his hands on his hips. Behind him, Hoss held up his hands in a gesture as he shrugged his shoulders. \u2018Well?\u2019 asked Ben. \u2018What do you have to say for yourself, Joseph?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe looked at his father, not sure what reply was expected of him. \u2018Pa?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m waiting for you to tell me, Joseph, why you find it necessary to ignore every instruction you are given, and persist in doing what you want rather than the job at hand?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa, I haven\u2019t \u2026..\u2019 Little Joe\u2019s voice trailed off as he remembered. Adam joined Hoss sitting on the settee behind their father to enjoy the show.<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes?\u2019 Ben queried.<\/p>\n

\u2018Well, I sort of \u2026. I was going to get to the tack room, but I \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

His father waited. When Little Joe did not continue, he finished for him. \u2018But you forgot!\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe gave his father one of his wide grins. \u2018Guess I did. Sorry Pa.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben glared at him. \u2018And what, pray tell, did you do after school this afternoon instead?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Just rode around.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Really? Just rode around. Why was that more important than cleaning out the tack room?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well it wasn\u2019t more important, it was just more\u2026\u2026.well interesting.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe, its time you realised that you have responsibilities around here. You are fourteen years old, not four!\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe hung his head and stared at the floor. \u2018Sorry Pa.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Sorry Pa! You\u2019re always sorry, Joe, but you don\u2019t do anything about it. I have a good mind to ban you from riding that horse of yours until\u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa no!\u2019 Little Joe\u2019s head shot up and he looked at his father in disbelief. \u2018You can\u2019t stop me from riding Cochise! He\u2019s my horse, you told me that when you gave him to me!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes, of course he\u2019s your horse, but you\u2019d better start earning the privilege of owning him.\u2019<\/p>\n

Joe breathed a sigh of relief and grinned at his father. \u2018OK Pa, I\u2019ll try harder next time.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018See that you do. Now get upstairs and wash up for supper.\u2019<\/p>\n

As Little Joe bounded up the stairs, Hoss laughed. \u2018You\u2019d better be prepared for one almighty battle if you ever follow through with that threat of not letting him ride Cochise, Pa. You know how he dotes on that animal.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah.\u2019 Said Adam. \u2018There are times when I think he feels more for him than he does for any of us.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben laughed. \u2018I think you might be right. Still it\u2019s good to see that he takes his responsibilities for him seriously at least.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Takes them to extremes, you mean.\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Honestly, I\u2019ve never known anyone to be so wrapt up in a horse as that boy is! I think he\u2019d probably move in with him in the barn if you allowed him to. He sure spends enough time in there with him.\u2019<\/p>\n

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And that was just where Ben found his youngest boy later that evening when he was out for a stroll in the chill air after supper. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he asked. \u2018What are you doing out here son? It\u2019s much too cold for you to be here at this time of night.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Just saying goodnight to Cooch Pa.\u2019 Little Joe grinned at his father as he rubbed the horse\u2019s nose. \u2018Ain\u2019t he beautiful Pa?\u2019<\/p>\n

Yes he is a beautiful horse Joe, but it\u2019s time for you to be in bed now son.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe jumped down from the top rung of the stall where he had been perched. \u2018OK Pa, night.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Night son.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa?\u2019 Joe turned back towards his father.<\/p>\n

\u2018Mmm?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Do you think it\u2019s right what Hoss says about animals understanding what we say to them?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I don\u2019t know Joe. I like to think that it is.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I think it\u2019s true. Cooch and me understand each other.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben smiled. \u2018I\u2019m sure you do, now bed!\u2019 He stroked Cochise\u2019s nose as he thought. He was sure that Little Joe was right. Since the moment Ben had given him the horse two years ago he had sensed a bond between them that was difficult to explain. Ben had insisted that Joe train him by himself, with Adam\u2019s guidance. He felt that in that way the boy would establish the rapport that was so important between rider and horse. He laughed. They had certainly done that!<\/p>\n

The boy and the horse were a beautiful sight to behold when they were together. Joe rode Cochise as if they were one. Ben had never seen such a style as his son had on a horse. He was a natural horseman, and had been ever since he was old enough to be held on a saddle. Ben remembered his wife\u2019s anxiety as she watched Little Joe as a toddler crowing with excitement as he sat in front of his father or one of his brothers on their mounts, bouncing up and down trying to urge them on faster.<\/p>\n

A momentary sadness crossed his face. How Marie would have loved to see her boy now, and delight in the way he had grown. Strange how it was her who had worried all those times about Little Joe\u2019s safety on a horse, when she was the one who was eventually killed from a fall during a ride. Ben knew that was why he constantly worried about Joe on horseback, yet knew he had no real need to. If anyone could handle themself on a horse it was that boy. Still, it was a father\u2019s right to worry.<\/p>\n

Cochise nuzzled against Ben\u2019s shoulder and he patted him. \u2018Night boy.\u2019 he whispered, and turned to shut the barn door against the bitter wind outside.<\/p>\n

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 <\/p>\n

Chapter 2<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2018Now remember what I\u2019ve told you, Little Joe.\u2019 said Ben. \u2018You mind your brothers while I\u2019m away, and do as you\u2019re told. Adam is in charge, and you are to listen to him and Hoss and obey their instructions as if they were mine.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe smiled at him. \u2018Of course I will Pa. Don\u2019t I always?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018You really want me to answer that?\u2019 his father asked. \u2018Just remember, stay out of trouble and behave yourself.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes Pa.\u2019 Little Joe grimaced as he submitted himself to one of his father\u2019s hugs. \u2018Pa, people are looking!\u2019 At fourteen, he still enjoyed his father\u2019s displays of affection, but objected to showing that he did in front of others. Ben ruffled his curly hair before turning to his other two sons.<\/p>\n

\u2018Boys I should be back in a few days, depending on how the exchange of contracts goes. I\u2019ll wire you from Reno when I know.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Sure Pa.\u2019 Said Adam. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry about anything here. Hoss and I will keep everything under control, including this little guy.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t call me little!\u2019 objected Joe.<\/p>\n

Hoss leant over and put his arm around his brother. \u2018Don\u2019t get so riled up, Joe. Adam don\u2019t mean anything by it. It\u2019s just that you\u2019re not as big as us.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben interjected before his youngest could make an issue of it as he usually did. \u2018I\u2019m sure everything will go well. I\u2019ll see you in a few days.\u2019 He leant over and gave Hoss a quick hug around the shoulders, then did the same with Adam. \u2018Look after each other.\u2019 He boarded the stagecoach and sat down. His last glimpse of his three boys was of Adam leaning against the support post of the porch grinning at his two brothers who were engaged in a mock fistfight.<\/p>\n

\u2018Come on you two.\u2019 Adam instructed as soon as the stagecoach was out of sight. \u2018We\u2019ve got supplies to load Hoss, and you,\u2019 he pointed at Little Joe, \u2018are due at school.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Aw gee, Adam \u2026.\u2019 began his youngest brother.<\/p>\n

Adam held up his hand. \u2018Don\u2019t even say it Joe. There\u2019s no way you\u2019re missing school today. Now get!\u2019<\/p>\n

Joe sighed and mumbled just loud enough for both his brothers to hear. \u2018Pa\u2019s not even out of town yet and I\u2019m being bossed around.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam and Hoss grinned at each other as their little brother led his horse up the street towards the small schoolhouse. They both knew that school was not Little Joe\u2019s favourite place. \u2018And don\u2019t be late home!\u2019 Adam yelled after him. \u2018You\u2019ve got chores to get done don\u2019t forget!\u2019 Little Joe raised his shoulders in an exaggerated sigh and continued to drag his feet in the dust as he continued to walk.<\/p>\n

Later that afternoon chores were the last thing on the boy\u2019s mind as he galloped toward home. Even though he knew that his father would not approve of the speed with which he rode, Little Joe couldn\u2019t help himself. He loved the feel of the wind against his body and feeling the power of his horse beneath him. Instead of keeping to the track that linked Virginia City with the Ponderosa he turned towards the more difficult hills and the challenge that they presented, and urged Cochise upwards.<\/p>\n

The horse responded quickly to his light touch, and the two moved into the thick cluster of trees that covered the hill above them. As he reached the crest of the hill, Little Joe paused to survey the land below him and to give Cochise a rest. He grinned to see his brother Hoss in the distance working at the fence line of the north pasture. \u2018Come on boy,\u2019 he urged the horse. \u2018Let\u2019s go say hello.\u2019<\/p>\n

The rider and the horse gathered speed as they raced down the hill. As they approached the bottom, Little Joe turned Cochise\u2019s head and raced towards the spot where his brother was working, without lessening his speed. As they neared the high fence, Hoss lifted his head, only to observe his younger brother sail over the fence a few yards from him.<\/p>\n

\u2018Little Joe, you crazy kid!\u2019 he yelled. \u2018What do you think you\u2019re doing!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Just come to visit, older brother.\u2019 Joe pulled the mare to a halt near his brother. \u2018Ain\u2019t I allowed?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t be so stupid! If Pa saw you riding like that, he\u2019d half kill you. What\u2019d ya want to go and jump the fence like that for?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018No reason. Just to see if I could do it.\u2019 Joe grinned at him.<\/p>\n

\u2018Well don\u2019t. That\u2019s just foolhardy.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Why? I made it, didn\u2019t I?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss shook his head and turned to his fence repairing again. \u2018Ain\u2019t you supposed to be at home doing your chores? Adam will be furious with you if you don\u2019t get there on time.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe shrugged. \u2018He\u2019ll get over it.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I wouldn\u2019t push the point with him Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t worry about it. I can handle \u2026\u2026..\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Handle what?\u2019 his oldest brother interjected from behind him.<\/p>\n

Joe turned quickly and swallowed as he replied. \u2018Oh, um, hi Adam. I didn\u2019t know you was here.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Obviously not.\u2019 Adam glared at the boy. \u2018You might like to explain to me though why you aren\u2019t at home doing your chores.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I was on my way. Just stopped off to say hello.\u2019 Little Joe gave him one of his widest smiles, then dropped it as he realised that it wasn\u2019t going to charm his brother much at all. As Adam continued to stare at him, he sighed and turned his mount towards the ranch. \u2018Guess I\u2019ll keep on going then.\u2019 he muttered.<\/p>\n

\u2018Before you go.\u2019 said Adam, and Little Joe turned Cochise hopefully. \u2018If I ever catch you doing a stupid thing like jumping a fence that high again, I\u2019ll take you over my knee. Don\u2019t think just because Pa is away you can go around taking risks like that again.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe glared at his brother. \u2018I don\u2019t see why you both get so cranky with me just because I\u2019m the best rider in the family.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018First of all that ain\u2019t true.\u2019 interrupted Hoss. \u2018And second of all, you never will be the best rider anywhere if you insist on carrying on like that.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I like it, and so does Cochise. Don\u2019t ya boy?\u2019 Joe bent to pat the horse\u2019s neck. \u2018Any way, if you think that was high you should have seen\u2026\u2026\u2019 his voice trailed away as he realised what he had been about to say.<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes?\u2019 asked Adam.<\/p>\n

\u2018Nuthin.\u2019 Little Joe turned again and headed towards home at a gallop.<\/p>\n

Hoss shook his head. \u2018Do you think he knows how to walk a horse at all?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Probably not.\u2019 Adam replied. \u2018Come on, let\u2019s get finished here. I have a feeling I may need to check on one certain youngster before too much longer. I should head for home.\u2019<\/p>\n

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 <\/p>\n

CHAPTER 3<\/strong><\/p>\n

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The next day was Saturday, and Adam was determined that his younger brother would be kept so busy all day that he would not have time to get into any mischief. Consequently, tempers flared at breakfast when he outlined the day\u2019s tasks that he had allocated for the youngster.<\/p>\n

\u2018How come I got to do all that?\u2019 was Little Joe\u2019s response.<\/p>\n

\u2018Because I said so. You know that Pa would expect you to do your share while he\u2019s away, and I\u2019m not asking you to do any more than he would.\u2019 his brother replied.<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s not fair! Today\u2019s Saturday and I wanted to go riding. Hoss, tell him he can\u2019t make me stay around here all day.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss looked up from the plate in front of him. \u2018Listen short shanks, you know very well that you\u2019ve got chores to do. Tomorrow is Sunday and we\u2019ll go fishing or something, OK?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe slumped down in his chair, crossed his arms in front of him and sulked. He had expected support from his middle brother at least.<\/p>\n

\u2018And you can get that look off your face as well.\u2019 Adam warned. \u2018No one\u2019s taking any notice of you, and you\u2019ll just end up making it harder for yourself.\u2019 When his younger brother did not respond, he added. \u2018Come on Joe, we all have to pull together when Pa\u2019s not here, you know that. It\u2019s what he\u2019d expect.\u2019<\/p>\n

Joe continued to glare at the table. \u2018Well, I\u2019ll do the chores, but I don\u2019t have to like it!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I never said you had to. It\u2019s time you realised none of us really like work, but it\u2019s what keeps this place going.\u2019 replied his brother. \u2018Come on, brothers, the day awaits!\u2019 He stood up from the table and headed towards the door, followed by Hoss. Little Joe stayed in the same position until he realised that his brothers had left the room and there was no one to see his performance, and then he dragged himself up with an exaggerated sigh and followed them.<\/p>\n

Later that morning as he worked in the barn forking hay into the stalls, his mood hadn\u2019t improved. \u2018It\u2019s just not fair.\u2019 he muttered to himself. \u2018Having to work on a Saturday just ain\u2019t right!\u2019 Cochise answered him from his stall with a whinny and Joe turned to stroke his back. \u2018You don\u2019t think it\u2019s fair either do you boy? You don\u2019t get to go out either.\u2019 He leaned against the side of the stall and watched the horse. \u2018Dumb old Adam, what does he know anyway? I bet he wouldn\u2019t even know if \u2026\u2026\u2019 Little Joe\u2019s green eyes lit up. \u2018Hey boy, I bet he wouldn\u2019t! I\u2019ve got all the chores for the morning just about done, so how would he know? He\u2019s over finishing that fence he and Hoss were working on yesterday, so all we have to do is keep away from there.\u2019<\/p>\n

He threw the pitchfork into the empty stall next to him and picked up his saddle. Moving quickly he had the horse saddled in a moment and began to lead him out into the yard. As he mounted he pulled on the reins and Cochise reared. Joe felt the exhilaration rush through him as he usually did when he mounted up. \u2018Come on boy.\u2019 he shouted with joy. \u2018Let\u2019s have a run!\u2019 They moved as one out of the yard and galloped off down the trail.<\/p>\n

After a short gallop, he pulled the horse to a stop and reached down to pat his neck. \u2018That\u2019s more like it, isn\u2019t it boy? Now let\u2019s try something interesting.\u2019 He turned off the trail and galloped across the pasture, deftly avoiding the small rocks in his path. Both rider and horse plunged downwards across a small creek and then upward to the nearby hilltop where they paused. Far below him, Little Joe could see his brothers in the same place as yesterday, once again working on the fence. \u2018Come on boy\u2019 he urged. \u2018Opposite direction for us.\u2019 But as he commenced to turn, he noticed Adam mount his own horse, and head him towards the trail that led to the ranch. \u2018Uh oh! Bet he\u2019s going back to check on me. I\u2019ll show him!\u2019<\/p>\n

The boy turned Cochise back the way he had come and galloped down the hill again, riding full pelt across the paddock, back in the direction he had come only moments before. But as he neared the trail near the ranch he veered off to the left, intending to take a shortcut across the small field there. Urging the horse even faster he gathered speed as he approached the fence bordering it, but as Cochise\u2019s front legs lifted off the ground to leap the fence he stumbled in a small depression and his balance shifted. Little Joe acted quickly and kicked out from the stirrups as they sailed through the air, and was immediately thrown from the horse. He landed on his back, momentarily winded, and lay still.<\/p>\n

For a few moments it seemed as if he would never get his breath back, and he lay concentrating on trying to do so. Finally he opened his eyes and stared at the sky above him. Joe had been thrown from horses many times and knew that it was important to move slowly at first to try and get a sense of whether or not he was hurt. He slowly tried to move both his arms and then his legs, and was relieved to feel no pain. As he slowly lifted his head, he heard the sound of another horse approaching, and sensed rather than saw the rider dismount.<\/p>\n

Suddenly, his brother Adam\u2019s face appeared in front of him, staring intently into his eyes. \u2018Joe can you hear me? Joe are you OK?\u2019 Little Joe nodded, still too winded to reply. \u2018Keep still for a minute while I check you out.\u2019 Adam instructed while he felt his brother over for any injuries. Joe lifted his head slightly and groaned.<\/p>\n

\u2018My head hurts.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam reached around the back of his brother\u2019s head and felt the large lump that was forming there. \u2018I\u2019ll bet it does. Keep still.\u2019 Little Joe pushed his brother\u2019s hands away and tried to lift his head again. He immediately felt dizzy and swayed slightly. \u2018Joe I told you to keep down, now do as you\u2019re told.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam reached for his gun and, pointing it in the air, fired three shots \u2013 the Cartwright signal for danger. At the sound the horse behind him moved and he turned. Little Joe lifted his head again. \u2018Cochise.\u2019 he whispered, and moved to sit up, but Adam held him down.<\/p>\n

\u2018I said to lay still\u2019 he ordered.<\/p>\n

Little Joe struggled against his brother\u2019s grasp. \u2018No, let me up. I need to check on Cochise.\u2019 Adam continued to hold on to him as the sound of horses behind them signalled approaching riders and Hoss appeared with two ranch hands.<\/p>\n

\u2018Little Joe, buddy,\u2019 Hoss cried. \u2018What have you done?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe tried once again to sit up, but Adam held on to him firmly. \u2018Hoss, I need to check on Cochise. Let me up Adam!\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss turned to the horse laying a few yards away from them and shuddered. The horse was pinned to the ground, trapped by a heavy beam from the fence. Worse though, was the tangle of barbed wire that was wrapped around him, made worse by the threshing of his body as he had tried to disentangle himself. The sharp points were embedded deeply into his flesh at various places along his hide where they had ripped long gashes, and he was half covered with blood. He lay still, and Hoss could not tell if he were even alive.<\/p>\n

Adam broke the silence. \u2018Frank, get into town and get the doctor to the house. Matt, get a buckboard. We\u2019re going to need it to get Joe back to the house.\u2019 Both men sprang into action at once.<\/p>\n

Hoss turned back to his brothers. Adam was cradling Little Joe\u2019s head in his arms, and the boy was attempting to break free of his brother\u2019s grasp. \u2018Cochise! He\u2019s not getting up, he\u2019s hurt!\u2019 he cried.<\/p>\n

Hoss positioned himself between his little brother and the horse to block his view. \u2018Lie still little buddy. We need to make sure you\u2019re all right.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m fine! Check on Cochise will ya Hoss? Please?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss\u2019 eyes met Adam\u2019s. \u2018Don\u2019t you fret none about that horse \u2013 he\u2019s tough. You know that.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Then why isn\u2019t he getting up?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018He\u2019s tangled in some wire is all. As soon as Matt gets back with that buckboard we\u2019ll get him free. We need to get you fixed up first, though.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe\u2019s eyes glazed over and he slumped forward. He reached his hand to his head and moaned, before passing out. Adam and Hoss gazed down at him, not speaking for a moment, each of them thinking the same thought \u2013 that it would now be easier to move their feisty little brother. The three brothers waited for a few moments until the sound of the approaching buckboard roused them. Adam lifted his younger brother in the back and continued to hold him there, as Matt turned the horses\u2019 heads back towards the ranch house. Hoss followed on his horse, leading Adam\u2019s behind him.<\/p>\n

As they pulled up in the front yard of the ranch house, Adam lifted his little brother down and began to move swiftly towards the house. Before following him, Hoss turned to Matt and instructed. \u2018Get some wire cutters and a couple of men to help you. See if you can get the horse back to the barn, and I\u2019ll come and check on him as soon as I can.\u2019 Matt nodded and moved off as instructed, while Hoss turned to follow his brothers into the house.<\/p>\n

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CHAPTER 4<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u2018He seems to be fine apart from a concussion caused by the blow to the head.\u2019 Paul Martin said as he straightened up from the bed. \u2018He\u2019s a lucky boy.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Do you think there\u2019s any need to call Pa back?\u2019 asked Hoss.<\/p>\n

\u2018I really don\u2019t see why you should worry your father. The boy just needs sleep for a while and he should be fine. Keep your eye on him tonight and wake him every few hours so prevent him from slipping into too deep a sleep, keep him in bed tomorrow, and in a day or two he\u2019ll be up and around as normal.\u2019 Paul replied.<\/p>\n

\u2018Thanks, Doc.\u2019 said Adam. \u2018We\u2019ll make sure that he stays in bed.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018See that you do, although I know from past experience just how hard that may be to do.\u2019 laughed Paul as he turned to leave. \u2018Call me if you need to boys, but I\u2019m sure everything will be OK.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well?\u2019 asked Adam when they had been left alone in Joe\u2019s bedroom with their little brother. \u2018Do you want the first watch or do you want me to take it?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018You take it.\u2019 replied Hoss. \u2018I want to go check on Cochise.\u2019 Adam nodded and turned to sit on the bed next to his slumbering brother.<\/p>\n

As Hoss entered the barn he sensed the horse\u2019s pain before his eyes even adjusted to the light. When they did, the sight before him caused an ache in his heart, for he knew what this would do to his little brother. The horse had been cleaned up some by the hands who had brought him in, but the deep cuts were still very evident across his sides and down his legs. He was lying on his side, his flank heaving as he struggled to breathe against the onslaught of pain that must have been washing over him. As Hoss approached him, he attempted to move without success and his eyes rolled back in their sockets, although whether with fear or pain it was difficult to tell.<\/p>\n

Hoss bent to him and gently stroked his head. \u2018Easy boy, easy. No one\u2019s going to hurt you. Keep still there.\u2019 He crooned the words over and over to the horse as he felt his legs for any breaks. Relieved to find none, he set about disinfecting the wounds and bandaging those that he could on his legs. He then set about mixing a poultice to apply to Cochise\u2019s other wounds, and when this was done, sat back and observed the pinto. Not knowing what else to do for him, he instinctively did what his little brother would have done if he had been able to be there, and sat for a long time stroking the horse\u2019s neck and speaking softly to him. Cochise seemed to calm down under his light touch and gradually settled.<\/p>\n

After a couple of hours of tending to the horse Hoss returned to his little brother\u2019s bedroom, to find Adam sitting exactly where he had left him. \u2018How\u2019s he doing?\u2019 he asked as he entered the room.<\/p>\n

\u2018Much the same.\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018I woke him up for a few minutes about half an hour ago, and he\u2019s slept since then. He seems peaceful enough. How\u2019s Cochise?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss sat down on the chair by the window. \u2018Not good. He has quite a few cuts, and they\u2019re pretty deep. I don\u2019t know if there are any internal injuries from the beam that fell on him either. I\u2019ve done what I can for him at the moment, we\u2019ll just have to wait and see if he develops a fever I guess.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam nodded. \u2018Darn fool kid! Why\u2019d he have to go and do it? He\u2019s been warned so many times to be careful. Pa\u2019ll have his hide when he finds out.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss shook his head. \u2018I\u2019m more worried about how Little Joe\u2019s going to react when he finds out about Cochise being hurt. You know how he feels about that horse.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well, we\u2019ll just have to pray that he makes it through.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Sure hate to see a horse in pain like that, though.\u2019<\/p>\n

During that night the two brothers took it in turns tending to their little brother, with Hoss making intermittent trips to the barn to check on Cochise. Every couple of hours they roused the boy from his sleep as the doctor had instructed them to, and each time Little Joe co operated with them sleepily. They took turns to snatch a few hours rest each, so that by the time morning came they at least felt partially rested.<\/p>\n

At dawn, Hop Sing appeared and shooed them both away. \u2018Brothers rest now! Hop Sing sit with Little Joe!\u2019 Neither Adam nor Hoss argued with the diminutive cook. They knew that their brother would receive the best of care in his hands, and they were both longing for their beds. It was well into the morning before the shouting coming from his brother\u2019s room roused Adam.<\/p>\n

\u2018I am so! You can\u2019t stop me!\u2019<\/p>\n

As Adam appeared at the door, he was met by Hoss, doing up his shirt as he stumbled out of his room. \u2018What\u2019s going on?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well from experience I\u2019d say that our little brother has decided that he\u2019s been in bed long enough.\u2019 replied Adam dryly. They entered the room together to see Hop Sing holding Little Joe by the shoulders while the boy attempted to get out of the bed.<\/p>\n

\u2018Let me go. I am so getting up!\u2019 Little Joe turned to his brothers. \u2018Tell Hop Sing I\u2019m allowed up.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam shook his head. \u2018You just stay where you are. Doc Martin said you have to stay there until tomorrow. Hop Sing, could you get Joe something to eat please?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe immediately put out his bottom lip and crossed his arms over his chest in his customary sulking position. \u2018I am fine! There\u2019s no need for me to stay in bed, and I\u2019m\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Not hungry.\u2019 Hoss finished for him. \u2018Yeah, we know little buddy, you never are.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe glared at him and continued to sulk. \u2018Anyway I have to get up now, cause I need to let Cochise know I\u2019m all right.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam glanced at Hoss. Their little brother had obviously forgotten the possibility that the horse may have been hurt. \u2018You\u2019re not going anywhere near the barn, so you can just forget it. The doctor said you are staying in bed, and that\u2019s exactly what you will do even if I have to tie you here.\u2019 He reached over to feel the back of Little Joe\u2019s head. \u2018You\u2019ve still got a bit of a lump there.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s nothing! And I\u2019m not eating that!\u2019 Little Joe declared as Hop Sing entered the room carrying a tray.<\/p>\n

\u2018If you want to get out of bed by tomorrow you are.\u2019 replied Adam. They all knew what a bad patient Little Joe could be, and none of them were prepared to stand any nonsense from him. Hop Sing sat on the edge of the bed and handed the bowl of soup to the boy, who scowled as he took it.<\/p>\n

\u2018Hey Hoss,\u2019 he said between mouthfuls. \u2018How\u2019s Cochise? He isn\u2019t cranky with me is he?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss shook his head. It amazed him how his little brother assumed that everyone else felt about the horse as he did. \u2018How would I know? Just because you two seem to communicate in some kind of boy\/horse talk, doesn\u2019t mean that everyone can, you know.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah but, I mean he wasn\u2019t upset or nothing was he? He is fine?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss turned away, not quite knowing how to respond. Adam interrupted \u2018Just worry about yourself for now and finish eating.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe stared at both his brothers. \u2018He\u2019s not fine is he? Did he get hurt?\u2019 When neither of them answered he continued \u2018He did, didn\u2019t he? Well that settles it, I\u2019m going out to see him.\u2019 He put the bowl on the nightstand and flung back the covers.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam immediately flung them back again. \u2018Stop acting like a baby and stay in that bed like you\u2019ve been told to. Hoss will look after Cochise until you are well enough to get up.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe stared at Hoss with an anxious look on his face. \u2018What\u2019s wrong with him? How bad hurt is he?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss turned back to the bed. \u2018He got pinned under a beam from the fence and caught up in some wire. He\u2019s got some cuts on him, but I\u2019ve cleaned him up and bandaged them.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Will he be OK?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss shrugged, not wanting to lie to his brother but not wanting to get his hopes up either. \u2018Don\u2019t know for sure, we\u2019ll just have to wait and see.\u2019 When Little Joe continued to stare at him, he continued. \u2018I\u2019ll go check on him now and give you an update, OK?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe nodded and laid back on the pillow as Hoss left the room. Adam picked up the bowl and handed it back to his younger brother. \u2018Now eat.\u2019 Little Joe took it and began to eat automatically, his mind on what was happening in the barn. Adam could not help but feel sorry for him, even though he was still angry about the way he had acted the previous day.<\/p>\n

\u2018Look Joe,\u2019 he said, \u2018Hoss will do the best he can, you know that.\u2019 His brother nodded silently while his heart cried out for his best friend to get well.<\/p>\n

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CHAPTER 5<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Adam, Hoss and Hop Sing certainly had their work cut out for them during the remainder of the day to keep Little Joe in bed. Once Hoss had come back with the report that Cochise had developed a fever, the boy had done everything in his power to persuade them that he was well enough to get out of bed and into the barn. By the time night fell, they were at their wits end as to how to keep him still. Finally, Adam and Hop Sing decided to take it in shifts in his room again during the night, as they knew that the moment he was left alone he would try to escape outside. Hoss spent part of the night in the barn tending to Cochise\u2019s needs, trying to bring down the horse\u2019s fever by applying cold compresses to his wounds.<\/p>\n

By the time morning arrived, everyone\u2019s nerves were on edge. In the early morning light, Adam sought refuge in an early cup of coffee on the front porch, while he savoured the chilly air and the scent of the pines that surrounded him. He glanced over to the barn where he knew Hoss would still be tending to Cochise. \u2018Damn that Little Joe!\u2019 he thought. \u2018Always causing problems for everyone because he just had to go and do his own thing. Why couldn\u2019t the boy follow instructions for once instead of insisting on getting his own way?\u2019 Not only had the boy nearly injured himself and caused problems for both his brothers, but also he had damaged one fine horse with his irresponsible ways. Adam knew his brother hadn\u2019t meant to do it \u2013 God knows he would be the last person on this earth who would have wanted Cochise hurt \u2013 but it still didn\u2019t excuse him.<\/p>\n

The silence was broken by the sound of the door banging behind him, and his younger brother\u2019s footsteps as he ran full pelt out of the front door. \u2018Where do you think you\u2019re going?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

Little Joe slowed down and looked at his brother. \u2018To the barn to see Cochise.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Who said you could get out of bed?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018You said yesterday that I could get up tomorrow, and it\u2019s tomorrow now.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam couldn\u2019t fault his logic. \u2018OK, but you\u2019re not going anywhere without any\u2026.\u2019 His words trailed away as he realised he was talking to the thin air.<\/p>\n

\u2018\u2026breakfast.\u2019 he finished as he followed his younger brother towards the barn.<\/p>\n

As he entered the barn, he saw Hoss kneeling by the side of Cochise applying some wet bandages and Little Joe lying beside the horse clutching him around the neck. Hoss looked up at Adam with a weary and somewhat forlorn look.<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss, I think you need to get some sleep now, why don\u2019t you let Little Joe watch Cochise for a while?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded as he stood and stretched. \u2018Yeah thanks. I\u2019m bone weary, that\u2019s for sure. Think I\u2019ll get some shut eye for a few hours.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe raised his head and looked at his brother with pleading eyes. \u2018But Hoss,\u2019 he began.<\/p>\n

Adam interrupted him before he could continue with what he knew would be a plea for Hoss to stay. \u2018Joe, let Hoss go to bed. He\u2019s been here with that animal for the best part of two days now, and he needs some sleep. You can watch him for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018But Hoss is so good with helping sick animals, and Cochise needs him!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well you should have thought about Cochise before, and then maybe you wouldn\u2019t have done such a stupid thing! He\u2019d be all right now if it wasn\u2019t for you!\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe paled at his brother\u2019s words, and bent his head back down onto the neck of his horse. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Hoss, I know you need some rest. I\u2019ll look after Cochise now.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss looked at Adam and turned to leave the barn. Little Joe continued to stroke the mare\u2019s neck and crooned softly to her, and as Adam sat next to him, he looked up and whispered. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Adam, I didn\u2019t mean to hurt Cochise.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I know you didn\u2019t mean it Joe, but you\u2019ve got to learn to think before you do things.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe swallowed. \u2018He\u2019s hurt real bad, isn\u2019t he?\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam knew that his brother needed to hear the truth. \u2018Yes he is. I don\u2019t know that even Hoss really knows what to do for him. He\u2019s tried to keep the fever down, but the cuts have become infected and it\u2019s hard to fight against that.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe directed his next comment to his beloved horse. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry Cooch. You\u2019re going to be all right. I won\u2019t let anything happen to you now.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam shook his head. \u2018Try and get him to eat something if you can, while I get you some breakfast. I guess there\u2019s no point insisting you eat it inside.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe shook his head. \u2018I\u2019m staying here.\u2019<\/p>\n

Later that morning, Hoss descended the staircase to find Adam poring over the account books at their father\u2019s desk. Adam looked up and smiled. \u2018Sleep well?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded and grabbed an apple from the dish on the coffee table as he walked over to the study. \u2018Yeah. How\u2019s Cochise?\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam looked back to the books in front of him. \u2018Joe\u2019s still out there with him. He looks worse to me though, his fever\u2019s still high and the wounds don\u2019t seem to be healing.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss turned towards the door. \u2018I\u2019ll go and stay with them both for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss?\u2019 Adam asked. \u2018Is that horse as bad as I think he is?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss sighed. \u2018He\u2019s not good that\u2019s for sure.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well I think we\u2019d better start letting Little Joe know how serious it is. If this goes on much longer we\u2019re going to have to act on it.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss widened his eyes. \u2018Adam, you can\u2019t be serious! You know what that would do to the boy! We just can\u2019t!\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam glared at his brother. \u2018I\u2019m not thinking of Joe at the moment, I\u2019m thinking of the horse. Just how fair is it to keep Cochise in pain because we\u2019re trying not to hurt Joe? You and I both know that if he weren\u2019t involved in this, we probably would have already shot the animal. You of all people should know that it\u2019s getting to the stage where it\u2019s just plain cruel to keep this going.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss hung his head and shuffled his feet. He knew that Adam was speaking the truth and the animal deserved to be allowed to be put out of its misery, but everything in him did not want to do that to his little brother. \u2018I agree with what you\u2019re saying Adam, but I just couldn\u2019t do it!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well then I\u2019m going to have to. This can\u2019t go on much longer Hoss.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Just give me a bit more time with him, for Little Joe\u2019s sake.\u2019 Hoss looked at his brother pleadingly.<\/p>\n

\u2018All right, but if you get the chance start talking to Joe about it. He may just have to get used to the idea.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded as he walked towards the door. Adam sighed and placed his head on his hand as he tried to turn his thoughts back towards the books in front of him. \u2018Oh Pa!\u2019 he sighed. \u2018I sure wish you were here! I\u2019m not looking forward to tackling that kid over this, that\u2019s for sure.\u2019<\/p>\n

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CHAPTER 6<\/strong><\/p>\n

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As Hoss entered the barn, he was distressed at the sight before him. Little Joe was huddled next to Cochise stroking his neck, tears falling down his face. The horse was breathing heavily and was in obvious pain. When Joe saw Hoss framed in the doorway of the barn, he sprang to his feet and ran to his brother. \u2018Hoss, you gotta help him! He\u2019s real sick Hoss, what can you do for him?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss crouched next to the horse and spent a few minutes checking his wounds, before he turned to his little brother. \u2018We need to change those bandages again, and keep the wet cloths on him to try and get that fever down.\u2019 Little Joe nodded and reached for the bucket of water next to him that he had been soaking the cloths in. While he continued to exchange the cloths, Hoss began to replace the bandages, while watching his brother out of the corner of his eye. The boy was obviously distressed, and the tears fell unchecked down his face as he worked.<\/p>\n

After a few moments, Little Joe whispered. \u2018I did this to him Hoss. What kind of friend am I?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Aw buddy, you didn\u2019t mean it. He knows that.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It doesn\u2019t matter. It\u2019s like Adam and Pa always tell me, Hoss. I cause trouble because I don\u2019t think about what I do. And now Cochise has to pay for it.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe, stop blaming yourself. There\u2019s nothing you can do about it now.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well I can make sure he gets better at least.\u2019 Joe said as he placed a cloth with a flourish on the horse\u2019s flank.<\/p>\n

Hoss thought about what Adam had said. \u2018Joe, you know sometimes we don\u2019t always get what we want. Sometimes we can\u2019t make someone better just by wishing it.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s not just wishing it, we\u2019re doing something about it. If anyone can make him better Hoss it\u2019s you. Pa always says you\u2019re the best there is in the whole territory with animals.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well it doesn\u2019t mean I can make an animal better just because I want to. Think of all the horses and cattle we\u2019ve had to put down. I never want to do it, but sometimes it just has to be done.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well not with Cochise it doesn\u2019t! We\u2019ll make him better, won\u2019t we?\u2019 Little Joe looked at his older brother with trusting eyes. \u2018You can do it, I know you can. Besides, he\u2019s my best friend, Hoss, I can\u2019t let him down.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss sighed. \u2018Buddy, you might just have to.\u2019<\/p>\n

The tears streamed down Little Joe\u2019s face as he clutched the horse\u2019s neck. \u2018No! There\u2019s no way I\u2019m going to let him die!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe, it\u2019s not a matter of letting him, sometimes it\u2019s out of our hands. You know that as good as Doc Martin is, he sometimes loses patients. Well it\u2019s the same with animals. You\u2019ve seen horses die before, sometimes it\u2019s kinder to them to let it happen rather than have them suffer.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018No! Don\u2019t you dare say that! If you don\u2019t want to help him, then leave me to do it!\u2019 Little Joe sprang to his feet and pushed his brother. \u2018Why don\u2019t you just get out! You don\u2019t love Cochise like I do, so maybe you should just get out of here!\u2019 He pushed him again as he continued to yell. \u2018Get out and leave us alone!\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam appeared in the doorway of the barn. \u2018What\u2019s all the yelling about?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe turned on him as well and continued to yell. \u2018You get out too Adam! Both of you leave me and Cochise alone. I can make him better all by myself, and I don\u2019t need your help at all. You just both want him to die!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Buddy you do need us, whether you like it or not. Now stop the whining and just calm down. You should be thanking Hoss, not carrying on like this!\u2019 Adam admonished him.<\/p>\n

Little Joe\u2019s hands dropped to his sides. \u2018Hoss said Cochise might die. He\u2019s giving up on him, but I won\u2019t!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss is not giving up on him. What he means is that sometimes it\u2019s better to end it before the horse suffers too much.<\/p>\n

Little Joe stared at his eldest brother. \u2018You don\u2019t mean it! You can\u2019t!\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss stood between them. \u2018Listen to me Joe. I know you love that horse. I know you don\u2019t want him to die. But it\u2019s just not fair to him buddy. Look at him \u2013 he just doesn\u2019t deserve to be in that much pain. No animal does!\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe stood still, his arms hanging by his sides and his eyes fixed on the floor. Adam stepped forward, and knelt in front of him. \u2018Joe buddy, we\u2019ve all got to do hard things in life. None of us want to, but sometimes it\u2019s just the way it is.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe lifted his head and looked at his brother while the tears fell unchecked down his face. \u2018No. I understand what you\u2019re saying Adam, but no. If I was sick Pa wouldn\u2019t give up on me, and I can\u2019t do it to Cochise.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe. You don\u2019t have a choice.\u2019 Adam leant over and took his brother by the shoulders, but Little Joe shook himself free.<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes I do! You can\u2019t make the choice for me, cause he\u2019s my horse not yours! Pa gave him to me and he\u2019s my responsibility!\u2019 He flung himself back onto the floor next to Cochise and continued to place the wet cloths on the horse. Hoss looked at Adam and shook his head as they both left the barn.<\/p>\n

Outside in the yard, the two brothers spoke softly to each other. \u2018What are we going to do Adam?\u2019 asked Hoss miserably. \u2018He\u2019s not going to give in.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam scratched his head. \u2018I\u2019ll do it when he\u2019s asleep tonight.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018He\u2019s gunna hate us for this!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I know, but we really have no choice.\u2019<\/p>\n

As darkness fell, Adam once again approached the barn, and found his youngest brother in the same position that he had left him. \u2018Joe you\u2019ve got to come in now. It\u2019s getting late and you have to eat.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m staying with Cochise.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe you are coming inside to eat even if I have to carry you in there! You\u2019ve only been out of bed for one day, and I\u2019m not prepared to face Pa when he gets home tomorrow to explain why you\u2019re sick. Now move!\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe knew that tone of voice that was so like his father\u2019s. It held a challenge in it that Joe knew was futile to argue against. \u2018All right, but I\u2019m coming straight back out again as soon as supper is finished.\u2019 He stood and stretched before pushing past his brother and walking towards the house. Adam followed him across the front yard, carefully avoiding the fresh falls of snow that were beginning to appear on the ground around them.<\/p>\n

As the brothers entered through the front door, Hoss looked up from the settee. \u2018Hop Sing said that supper will be about fifteen minutes.\u2019 he announced.<\/p>\n

Little Joe turned to face the door again. \u2018I\u2019ll wait outside with Cochise.\u2019 he muttered, but Adam held him firmly by the shoulders. \u2018No you won\u2019t! You\u2019ll sit here where it\u2019s warm until supper is ready!\u2019 He propelled his younger brother towards the settee and pushed him firmly down onto it. Little Joe glared at him, but sat still as instructed. Hoss glanced and opened his mouth to speak, but at a look from Adam closed it again. The three brothers sat in silence for a few moments listening to the sound of the crackling fire in front of them.<\/p>\n

Much as he would not admit it to his brothers, Little Joe was content to sit for a few moments in the warmth. His head was still throbbing slightly from the fall, and his day in the barn had exhausted him more than he had realised. As the silence and the warmth enveloped him his eyelids grew heavy and his head gradually came to rest on the back of the settee. Adam stood and lifted the boy\u2019s legs up and settled a cushion under his head, and Little Joe did not stir at all.<\/p>\n

Without speaking, Hoss moved to the staircase and picked up the Indian blanket that hung on the banister. As he turned with it in his hand, he jerked to see Adam reaching for a rifle from the gun cabinet next to the fireplace. \u2018Adam no!\u2019 he whispered. \u2018Not now!\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam looked over at him as he checked the rifle. \u2018No better time. You know what he\u2019s like, once his head hits a pillow he\u2019s out to it. He probably won\u2019t wake up now until morning, and we can get up early and get the horse buried then. It\u2019ll be all over for him and he won\u2019t have to deal with that side of it at least.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I suppose so, but it just seems so \u2026.\u2019 Hoss\u2019 voice trailed off. He didn\u2019t know how to express his feelings about something that would hurt his little brother so deeply.<\/p>\n

Adam placed his hand on Hoss shoulder. \u2018I know.\u2019 He said. \u2018I just think it\u2019s best to get it over with. The longer this goes on, the more he\u2019ll be hurt in the long run.\u2019 Hoss nodded miserably. \u2018Stay with him Hoss, I won\u2019t be long. We\u2019ll get him up to bed as soon as I get back.\u2019 Adam turned and shut the front door behind him.<\/p>\n

As the door closed, Hop Sing entered the room and yelled \u2018Dinner is ready!\u2019 as he banged on a pan. The sound startled Hoss he turned sharply \u2018Hop Sing!\u2019 he said \u2018Be quiet!\u2019 But it was too late. Little Joe, also startled by the noise, raised his head and looked around. He sat up rubbing his eyes, then stared at his brother.<\/p>\n

\u2018Is supper ready?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah buddy, but get a bit more shuteye first. There\u2019s no rush.\u2019 Hoss replied, trying to stop him waking up too much. But Little Joe was not to be sidetracked.<\/p>\n

\u2018Where\u2019s Adam? He was here before.\u2019 He looked around the room, searching for his older brother. When Hoss didn\u2019t answer, he sprang to his feet. \u2018If he\u2019s gone out to the barn I\u2019ll get him! I told him Cochise is my horse not his, and I\u2019ll look after him myself.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss moved to grab his arm, but Joe pulled back away from him. \u2018Just stop it Little Joe. Adam only wants to help, you know that.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018What do you mean help? What\u2019s he doing?\u2019 Joe ran to the door and began to open it, but Hoss slammed it shut and held onto him. \u2018Let me go Hoss! What\u2019s going on? What\u2019s Adam doing out there?\u2019 Little Joe swung around to face his big brother, and as his eyes looked past him to the gun rack realisation dawned in them. \u2018Oh my God! No!\u2019 he screamed, and flung Hoss\u2019 hands away. He struggled with the door handle again, and Hoss made another lunge at him. Little Joe kicked out at him startling him and catching him off guard. By the time he regained his balance, the boy was out the door and running swiftly across the yard towards the barn.<\/p>\n

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CHAPTER 7<\/strong><\/p>\n

Adam looked at the horse sweating and heaving in the straw before him and whispered. \u2018Sorry boy.\u2019 As he drew the rifle up to his shoulder and levelled it at the animal\u2019s head, he was startled by a noise behind him. His youngest brother threw himself on him, knocking him off balance, then grabbed hold of the end of the rifle. \u2018No!\u2019 Little Joe screamed. \u2018Get away from him Adam! Leave him alone!\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam struggled to free the rifle away from his brother. The end of the barrel was pointed directly at Little Joe\u2019s chest and he was terrified that it would discharge in the struggle. \u2018Joe let go! Don\u2019t touch the gun!\u2019 he yelled at him, but his brother was beyond hearing.<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t do it!\u2019 Little Joe continued to scream. \u2018You can\u2019t do it! I won\u2019t let you!\u2019 He continued to pull on the barrel of the rifle, causing Adam to be pulled off balance again. \u2018Give me the rifle Adam, you can\u2019t use it on him!\u2019<\/p>\n

Suddenly Hoss appeared and grabbed his younger brother in his arms, pulling him back and away from Adam. Adam managed to get his balance, and breathed a sigh of relief as the rifle fell out of Little Joe\u2019s grasp and he gained control of it again. \u2018Keep hold of him Hoss!\u2019 he yelled above the noise of his little brother\u2019s screams. He put the rifle down well out of reach, and turned to face his two brothers. Hoss had his arms tight around his little brother\u2019s waist and was holding him firmly. Little Joe was kicking and screaming for all he was worth, and trying to dislodge Hoss\u2019 hold on him at the same time.<\/p>\n

Adam held Little Joe\u2019s head in his hands and turned the boy\u2019s face to his. He stared intently into the green eyes and said firmly. \u2018Stop it Joe! Stop and listen to me now!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018No! You get out of here!\u2019 Joe kicked out at him. \u2018I hate you Adam! I hate you so much! You just leave my horse alone or I\u2019ll kill you!\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam kept his gaze on his brother, trying to make him focus. \u2018Joe, I said to stop it!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Let me go Hoss! Let me get him! I hate both of you!\u2019 They could both see the boy was beyond reason by now and was not capable of hearing either of them.<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss we have to get him out of here. Keep hold of him.\u2019 Adam instructed as he grabbed his little brother\u2019s legs. They walked awkwardly out of the barn with their brother swinging between them screaming at them the whole time, as they manoeuvred him towards the house. A light snow had begun to fall, and the snowflakes settled on them as they slipped and slid across the yard.<\/p>\n

When they entered the house again they deposited Little Joe on the settee, and Hoss held him firmly. Adam reached for the brandy bottle and poured out a glassful. Holding Little Joe\u2019s head firmly, he forced his mouth open and poured a couple of swallows into it. Little Joe spluttered at the taste of the liquid in his throat and was still for a moment, and that moment was just long enough for Adam to get another couple of swallows down his brother\u2019s throat before he commenced kicking again. Hoss held on to him firmly all the while, muttering in his ear for him to stop it.<\/p>\n

After a few moments, the brandy began to take effect, and the boy stopped kicking and attempting to free himself. He looked at Adam, the tears rolling down his face unchecked, took a deep breath and said in a calmer voice, \u2018Adam, you can\u2019t do it! Please don\u2019t!\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam bent forward and stroked his curly hair. \u2018Joe, I didn\u2019t mean for you to see that and I\u2019m sorry you did. But you know it has to be done, and the sooner it happens, the easier it will be for the horse. Just try to calm down.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I can\u2019t, Adam please!\u2019 He clutched his brother\u2019s arm beseechingly and stared at him with tear filled eyes. \u2018I\u2019ll do anything, please! He\u2019s my best friend, and you can\u2019t betray your friends. I just want to help him.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Buddy, the only way you\u2019re going to help him is to let him go.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I can\u2019t! Adam, I\u2019m begging you, please!\u2019 Adam looked at Hoss miserably, who shook his head.<\/p>\n

\u2018Buddy, Adam\u2019s right.\u2019 Hoss ventured from his position on the settee behind Little Joe. He hugged the boy tighter. \u2018There isn\u2019t a choice any more.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe\u2019s began to cry uncontrollably, his thin body shaking with the sobs. \u2018It\u2019s not fair. I haven\u2019t even had the chance to say goodbye to him. Please give me that chance. Please.\u2019 His eyes began to close, heavy with the brandy, which was now taking effect, and his speech began to slur. \u2018Please don\u2026\u2019t. Plea\u2026.se le\u2026t me\u2026.\u2019 His head slumped forward and his body became limp.<\/p>\n

Adam looked at Hoss, and both of them sighed. Hoss asked \u2018Well, what now?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018We get him into bed for a start.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss lifted his little brother into his arms and carried him up the stairs, followed closely by Adam. As they undressed the sleeping boy and placed him under the covers, they discussed the situation. \u2018Adam, I don\u2019t know how you can do it after all that.\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018Maybe we should leave it until Pa gets back tomorrow, after all he does have a point. I think he deserves to say goodbye to the horse.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I don\u2019t know Hoss. I sure wish Pa were here now to make the decision. I just don\u2019t feel right about leaving this any longer, yet I hate to do it to him. All I know is the horse has to be put down. I just don\u2019t know whether to do it now or in the morning!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well let\u2019s have supper first and think on it.\u2019 They left the room, and as they did so the boy in the bed stirred. He was in a semi conscious state, and through the haze of the brandy he had heard snatches of the conversation. The words \u2018goodbye \u2026.decision\u2026.. put down\u2026.. do it now\u2026\u2026 in the morning\u2019 were racing around his brain, and he fought to stay awake. Little Joe knew that Cochise needed him now more than anyone had ever needed him in his whole life, and he fought to stay conscious so that he could do what he had to do to help him.<\/p>\n

With a great effort, he sat up in the bed, and shook his head. Groggily he managed to swing his feet over onto the floor and reached for his clothes. It took quite some time for him to dress himself, and when he had finished he opened the bureau drawer and took out a bundle of extra clothing that he placed in the bed. Pulling up the covers, he plumped them up to make it look as if there was a body lying in the bed, and then he smiled sleepily. After all, this was not the first time he had done this. He was an expert at fooling his father and brothers into thinking he was in bed when in actual fact he had snuck out of his room a number of times to get to the barn or somewhere else when he was confined to his room.<\/p>\n

With a great effort, he stood up unsteadily and took some hesitant steps towards the window. For a moment he worried that he might not be steady enough to do what had to be done, but as soon as he opened the window and the cold air gushed into the room he felt somewhat clearer in the head. The chilly wind sent a few stray snowflakes into the bedroom, and he was careful to shut the window as soon as he had climbed out onto the roof. Sliding down the roof was an easy task, but when he looked still somewhat groggily at the drop before him, he hesitated. Normally, his method of exit was to hang from the edge of the roof and swing out to the tree branch that hung around the side of the house, but tonight from some reason the branch seemed an awfully long way away.<\/p>\n

He shook his head and began to move down until he was dangling by his fingers, and then launched himself outwards. His foot caught hold of the branch and he rested for a moment before trying again. After several attempts, he managed to hook his other foot around the branch, and held on while he gradually lowered his arms. Clutching hold of the branch for a few seconds, he kept still while his breathing gradually slowed down. After a few moments he descended the tree and finally planted his feet firmly on the ground. Breathing a sigh of relief, he moved unsteadily towards the barn and Cochise.<\/p>\n

As he entered the barn, he could hear the laboured breathing of the horse and he headed straight for him. He dared not light a lamp in the dark for fear that his brothers would see it, so he felt rather than saw Cochise beneath him. \u2018I\u2019m here boy.\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ve come to help you. Don\u2019t worry Cooch, no one\u2019s going to get you, I won\u2019t let them. You and I are going away where they can\u2019t find us, and I\u2019m going to get you better.\u2019<\/p>\n

He felt for a halter in the dark, and slipped in over the horse\u2019s head. \u2018Come on boy, you\u2019ve got to get up now.\u2019 He pulled on Cochise\u2019s head, but he didn\u2019t move. \u2018Come on Cooch I know it\u2019s really hard, but you have to do it! You just have to!\u2019 He pulled again, and the horse lifted his head. \u2018That\u2019s it boy! I know you can do it. Come on.\u2019 He stroked the horse\u2019s neck and he nuzzled into him with a small whinny.<\/p>\n

After several more pulls, he began to get desperate. \u2018All right Cooch, I\u2019ll help you.\u2019 He bent down and attempted to lift the horse, and when unable to do so, got hold of him and tried to drag him across the floor. \u2018Come on boy! Move!\u2019 The horse moved his legs, and with a supreme effort managed to sit up. \u2018That\u2019s it, come on Cooch.\u2019 Cochise responded to the sound of the voice that he knew so very well. In his delirium he swayed, and lent on the slight frame of the boy beside him who buckled under the weight of the heavy animal. \u2018Watch out Cooch, I can\u2019t support you.\u2019 Joe pushed him, attempting to get him on his feet, and he swayed again. Pulling on the halter frantically, he succeeded in lifting the horse\u2019s head so that he was beginning to be dragged upwards, and his legs responded.<\/p>\n

With a strength that came from a response to the boy\u2019s insistence, the horse pulled himself to his feet, and swayed unsteadily. Immediately Little Joe began to pull him towards the door a few feet away, but as they slowly made their way into the yard the horse buckled and crashed down onto the ground pulling the boy with him. He lay in a mound of snow, panting heavily and sweating, while Little Joe clung to his side and wept. \u2018Good boy Cooch. We\u2019ll try again in a minute. Get your breath back and then we\u2019ll get moving again.\u2019<\/p>\n

After a moment, he tried once again to move the horse, but it was obvious even to Little Joe that he had nothing left to give. He leant on Cochise\u2019s neck and sobbed his frustration out as he wept for his best friend. \u2018I\u2019m so sorry Cooch! I didn\u2019t mean to hurt you like this, truly I didn\u2019t! I\u2019m sorry!\u2019 Cochise lay still in the snow, the boy\u2019s body wrapped around him.<\/p>\n

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Hoss and Adam ate a silent meal, each lost in his own thoughts about what do. At the end of the meal Adam stood up and paced up and down in front of the fireplace for a while, while Hoss watched him. Finally he stopped and faced his brother. \u2018I guess the kid deserves to say goodbye. But it\u2019s going on no longer than the morning.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded, relieved. \u2018I\u2019ll just go and check on Cochise before I turn in.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam interrupted him. \u2018What\u2019s the point? If he dies tonight it takes matters out of our hands and if he doesn\u2019t, then I\u2019ll take care of it in the morning. Pa will be home by tomorrow night, and I guess Joe will really need him by then. Leave him Hoss, you\u2019ve done all you can.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss shrugged. \u2018I guess you\u2019re right. We\u2019d better check on Joe before turning in, though.\u2019<\/p>\n

The brothers climbed the stairs wearily. \u2018I think we\u2019ll all be able to cope with this a lot better after a good night\u2019s sleep.\u2019 Adam said to his brother as he opened the door to Little Joe\u2019s room and peeped in. In the darkness he could see what he thought was the still form of the boy huddled in the bed. \u2018He\u2019s out to it, we\u2019d better get some sleep as well. Night Hoss.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Night Adam.\u2019 The brothers closed the doors of their respective rooms.<\/p>\n

Outside the snow continued to fall, the patches in the yard growing higher and gradually spreading towards each other. In the middle of one particularly large patch the still form of a boy lay huddled close to his horse. As the snow fell around and on top of them it cooled the wounds of the horse and gradually helped the fever to ease a little. He licked at the wetness around him and nuzzled the neck of the boy beside him, but he didn\u2019t respond.<\/p>\n

Little Joe\u2019s temperature fell with that of the air around him, until he was shivering uncontrollably. He pressed against the warmth of the horse\u2019s flank trying desperately to keep warm, all the time muttering to himself and the animal. \u2018We\u2019ll try again. Just rest a minute. We\u2019ll try again.\u2019 Gradually even his words stopped, and he surrendered himself to unconsciousness.<\/p>\n

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The crisp air was a tonic to Ben\u2019s soul as he rode along the trail towards his home. What a wonderful word that was, he thought. Home! After a few days in Reno he was aching to be back with his sons again, and be part of the closeness that they all shared together. Even though they were grown now (well two of them were, and the other one thought he was!), he still found it difficult to be away from them for any length of time and always relished the times they could all be together.<\/p>\n

That was the reason he had taken the opportunity to come back a little early. After he had wired Adam from Reno to let him know of his arrival date, he found that it had been possible to wrap up his business a bit early, and had taken the opportunity to catch the stage that got him to Virginia City late tonight rather than to wait for tomorrow\u2019s one. It meant that he had to get a horse from the livery stable and endure the late night ride to the ranch, but he felt it was well worth it. The boys would be long asleep by the time he made it home, but he would be able to get in a few hours sleep and still surprise them at breakfast.<\/p>\n

Ben breathed in the crisp, clean air and thought about his boys. He had no doubt that he would find the ranch in perfect running order and that Adam and Hoss would have carried on as if he had been there personally giving the orders. He hoped that Little Joe had managed to behave himself this time and not cause his brothers any grief, then he chuckled to himself. That would certainly be the day when that youngest boy of his could possibly get through a whole week without causing some kind of trouble for himself or someone else!<\/p>\n

As Ben rode silently into the front yard of the ranch he glanced at the still and dark ranch house. Yes it was good to be back! He dismounted and led his horse into the barn, then unsaddled her and took his time rubbing her down. Tomorrow he would have one of the boys return her to the livery stable. As he closed the barn doors, it suddenly occurred to him that they had been left open, for he had not had to open them when he entered. That was strange! It wasn\u2019t like Adam or Hoss to be so disorganised, and they certainly would have made sure that the horses were well looked after on such a cold night. He would have to remember to ask them about that in the morning.<\/p>\n

As he walked carefully across the yard he noticed just how deep the snow had piled in some patches. Why, there was a patch of it near the barn door that was so high it almost looked as if \u2026.. He stopped to get a better look and was shocked to see a movement in the middle of the white pile of snow. As he bent closer he realised it was Little Joe\u2019s horse Cochise. Unbelievable! The way that boy looked after his horse, there was no way he would have accidentally been allowed to wander out into the yard unless something was wrong. He knelt next to him and began to scrape the snow away, when he realised that he was indeed hurt. He was covered with many deep cuts and he could see a bandage had been placed around his neck, as well as\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2018Oh my Lord!\u2019 Ben exclaimed. There around the horse\u2019s neck was an arm, and it was \u2026. \u2018Joseph! Son, what on earth \u2026..!\u2019 he exclaimed as he frantically began to dig in the snow. As he uncovered the still form of the boy he began to panic. Little Joe\u2019s lips were blue and his skin was as white as the snow that surrounded him. He was trembling uncontrollably and he felt deathly cold to the touch. Ben scooped him up into his arms and ran with him towards the house, and as he did so the boy\u2019s head fell back across his father\u2019s arm and his body lay limp.<\/p>\n

The front door crashed open as Ben ran into the downstairs living area. \u2018Adam, Hoss, Hop Sing!\u2019 he yelled as he moved swiftly towards the stairs. \u2018Get out here quickly!\u2019 As he made it to the top of the stairs with Little Joe in his arms, Adam and Hoss appeared to greet him, their mouths open in surprise. \u2018Pa!\u2019 called Adam. \u2018What are you doing back? We thought you \u2026..\u2019 his voice trailed off as he realised what his father was carrying. \u2018Oh my God! Where did ..\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I found him in the front yard with Cochise, lying in a mound of snow. The boy is just about frozen! Get into town and get the doctor quickly.\u2019 Adam turned and ran to his room without a word to get dressed. Hoss stared at his father as Ben entered Little Joe\u2019s room and lay his youngest boy carefully down on the bed. As he began to strip his clothing from him, Hop Sing entered the room then turned back silently to the linen cupboard from which he commenced to take a pile of blankets.<\/p>\n

As Ben worked on the boy, he spoke to Hoss. \u2018I\u2019d like to know how on earth your younger brother happened to be outside on a night like this, and both of you were unaware of it!\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss sat on the edge of the bed. \u2018It\u2019s a long story Pa. Cochise got hurt and I guess Joe was trying to help him.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hurt! The horse is just about dead! How on earth could you both have allowed him to get to that state Hoss!\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss hung his head. \u2018I\u2019ll explain it all to you Pa. We were only trying to help Little Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Help him! For God\u2019s sake Hoss, look at the boy! Do you really think this is helping him?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa \u2026 I\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t say any more. The important thing at the moment is your brother. We need to concentrate on getting him warm. Hand me those blankets. Hop Sing, we are going to need a couple of warming pans.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss heard the sound of a horse leaving in the yard below. \u2018Adam has just left Pa. I\u2019ll go down to see to Cochise.\u2019 He hesitated. \u2018What do you want me to \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Shoot him! Get it done now. It looks as if this has gone on far too long, and the animal should have been put out of his misery days ago.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa\u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben looked up at him. \u2018Shoot him Hoss! If you can\u2019t do it, then get one of the hands to do it for you.\u2019 He turned back to the shivering boy on the bed and began to cover him with the blankets, while Hoss turned and left the room.<\/p>\n

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The large living area was darkened and quiet as Hoss made his way towards the gun rack and reached for a rifle. He stood in the darkness for a moment, his hand clutched around the barrel, then walked slowly towards the front door. As he opened it a blast of cold wind slapped against his face, and he shuddered. Out in the yard he could see the prone figure of the horse surrounded by snow. \u2018Please let him already be dead.\u2019 he prayed silently. \u2018Don\u2019t let me be the one to have to do it. I don\u2019t want to have to let Little Joe know that I was the one.\u2019<\/p>\n

But as he approached the animal his heart sank, for he detected a movement and knew that he was still alive. As he neared him, Cochise lifted his head and looked at Hoss, and he swallowed as he bent over the horse and stroked his neck. \u2018Strange\u2019 he thought to himself. \u2018He doesn\u2019t feel as hot as he did before.\u2019 He took a closer look at the horse, patting over his wounds with his hands. \u2018Well I\u2019ll be!\u2019 he said out loud. \u2018If that don\u2019t beat all!\u2019<\/p>\n

The horse\u2019s fever had definitely lessened brought down by the cold snow in which he had laid for the past few hours. His skin had more colour in it, and his eyes were definitely brighter. He loosened the bandage covering the wound closest to him, and inspected it, amazed to see that it was not quite so red and swollen.<\/p>\n

For a moment he hesitated, then turned to look up at the bedroom window where a lamp was shining brightly. Slowly he straightened, then took the rifle in his hand and fired a shot straight up into the air before moving quickly to the barn to find some rope.<\/p>\n

Upstairs Ben worked quickly, sponging Little Joe\u2019s face with tepid water. The boy was still shivering, but Ben knew that it was only a matter of time before his temperature began to rise and he would be in the midst of a fever to match the chill that he was currently experiencing. He drew the wet cloth across the boy\u2019s forehead and bent close to him. \u2018Joe son, can you hear me?\u2019 The youngster on the bed tossed his head on the pillow and muttered incoherently as he did so. Ben frowned and continued to wipe his face.<\/p>\n

He turned sharply as the sound of a rifle shot rang through the air. \u2018Good.\u2019 he thought. \u2018That was something that should already have been done. Best for everyone that it\u2019s over with, and the boy can stop worrying about it.\u2019 Ben turned his attention back to the sleeping boy next to him, unaware that his other boy was at that very moment engaged in an act that would greatly displease his father if only he had known.<\/p>\n

Hoss tied the rope around the body of the horse and dragged him towards the barn. Once inside he quickly undid the bandages that he had placed there earlier and collected two buckets from the hooks on the wall. In a few moments he was back with them and tipped onto the still form of the horse a small amount of snow that he packed around his wounds. During the next couple of hours he repeated these actions until he had literally covered the horse. As the snow melted he replaced it with fresh supplies.<\/p>\n

By the time he heard the noise of two approaching riders in the yard outside, Hoss was covered with sweat from the exertion of his task. He glanced outside to see Doctor Martin walking swiftly towards the house, then bent back over the sleeping animal next to him. A sound behind him made him look up.<\/p>\n

\u2018What on earth are you doing Hoss?\u2019 Adam stood behind him with the two horses reins in his hands, his eyes wide.<\/p>\n

\u2018Helping get the fever down.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Are you crazy? The horse is beyond it.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018No Adam he ain\u2019t. When I went to check on him I noticed that the snow had lowered his fever. I think he\u2019s got a chance.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss he hasn\u2019t. He\u2019s beyond it, even you said it yourself.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well that was before. Anyway, I don\u2019t care any more, I\u2019m not willing to give up on him. I owe it to Little Joe. After what that kid did and all, I mean who knows if he\u2019s going to make it now, and he\u2019d want \u2026..\u2019 Hoss\u2019 voice trailed off and he bent his head. His shoulders heaved as the sobs racked his body.<\/p>\n

Adam took two steps forward and put his arm around his brother. \u2018Don\u2019t you think like that Hoss, of course he\u2019s going to make it. He\u2019s a tough kid.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Adam, you didn\u2019t see him up close. I could tell from the way he looked \u2026\u2026 and Pa, well you should have seen the look in his eye. I\u2019ve never seen him so worried.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss the doctor\u2019s here now. I\u2019m sure Joe will pull through.\u2019 Adam spoke with a confidence that he honestly didn\u2019t feel.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well whatever happens, I just can\u2019t abandon this horse now. Not when he\u2019s showing the first sign of any improvement. And definitely after what Little Joe did. I have to do it for him, Adam.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam nodded. \u2018What can I do to help?\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss wiped his sleeve across his eyes and smiled at his brother as he handed him the two buckets. \u2018Get out there and collect some snow.\u2019<\/p>\n

Upstairs in Little Joe\u2019s bedroom, a very different conversation was taking place. As Doctor Paul Martin entered the boy\u2019s bedroom and took his first look at the youngster on the bed, he knew with certainty that he was desperately ill. Ben stood to greet his friend. \u2018Paul, I\u2019ve never been so glad to see you!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Adam told me what happened.\u2019 Said the doctor as he took out his stethoscope and placed it on Little Joe\u2019s chest. He listened for a few moments before straightening up and observing the boy. \u2018How long was he out there?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I don\u2019t know. I haven\u2019t heard the details yet. Probably a few hours by the look of him.\u2019<\/p>\n

Paul nodded. \u2018I won\u2019t lie to you Ben, we\u2019ve got a fight on our hands. This boy is going to develop one almighty fever, and we\u2019re going to have to probably battle pneumonia as well if it gets to his lungs.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben nodded \u2018Just tell me what to do.\u2019<\/p>\n

During the next few hours Ben learned very well what had to be done as he and the doctor constantly sponged the boy with water. As the time wore on, Little Joe stopped shivering as Ben had predicted and his temperature began to climb with a rapidness that was alarming. His head tossed on the pillow and he muttered incoherently at times, although Ben could pick out the occasional word or phrase.<\/p>\n

\u2018No \u2026..no don\u2019t \u2026..Adam no!\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben leant closer to the feverish boy. \u2018It\u2019s all right now Joe, shhh.\u2019 he whispered.<\/p>\n

\u2018No \u2026..please Adam \u2026..please \u2026.. You\u2019ve got to move boy.\u2019 Little Joe\u2019s hands waved frantically in the air, and his fevered eyes looked around the room as if searching for something. \u2018Cochise \u2026..Pa, where\u2019s Cochise.\u2019 he implored his father. \u2018Pa, I\u2019ve got to get him out\u2026No..Adam!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Shh son. Cochise has gone now.\u2019 Ben assured his boy.<\/p>\n

\u2018Gone?\u2019 Little Joe looked up at his father.<\/p>\n

Ben smoothed the curls off his son\u2019s forehead. \u2018He\u2019s dead son. You don\u2019t have to worry about him any more. He\u2019s gone now.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe\u2019s tears made tracks down his hot cheeks. \u2018Dead? He\u2019s gone?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben held him close. \u2018Yes. You have to let him go now, Joe. Rest for Pa now, Little Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

Joe slumped back onto the pillow and closed his eyes wearily. He trusted his Pa, and if he said it was over, then it must be. He surrendered himself to a world of dreams.<\/p>\n

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Downstairs in the barn, Adam and Hoss sat and watched Cochise. \u2018I told you so.\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018His fever\u2019s going way down now, and just take a look at those wounds.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well they certainly look a little better.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss held the horse under the chin and lifted his head. \u2018He\u2019s brighter too, ain\u2019t ya boy?\u2019 Cochise looked back at him and tossed his head slightly.<\/p>\n

Adam stood up. \u2018Hoss I\u2019m going upstairs to see what the doctor says about Little Joe. I\u2019ll be back in a few moments.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Adam?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t tell Pa about Cochise.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018What do you mean?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018He might get real mad if he thinks \u2026. Well it\u2019s probably just best if he doesn\u2019t know.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam looked at his brother intently. \u2018Hoss what are you trying to say?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well it\u2019s just that Pa might ask you if Cochise is, well, gone.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Are you trying to tell me that Pa thinks you\u2019ve already shot him? Did he tell you to?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss! He ordered you to shoot him, and you didn\u2019t do it? I didn\u2019t know that when I said I\u2019d help you.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018And wouldn\u2019t you have helped anyway?\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam hesitated. \u2018Yes I would.\u2019 He paused again \u2018But I\u2019m not going to lie to him Hoss.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m not asking you to. Just don\u2019t volunteer any information. Please?\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam nodded before leaving the barn. As he entered the room upstairs he saw his father and the doctor both bent over the bed attending to his little brother. They were propping the boy up on pillows to raise his body to a semi sitting position. \u2018Keep him there Ben while I put this one right under him.\u2019 instructed the doctor. \u2018We have to try and make it easier for him to breathe.\u2019 Adam looked at the boy who was gasping for breath as his hands frantically clutched at his father. His eyes were closed and beads of sweat dripped down his face. The sheet covering him was saturated.<\/p>\n

Ben turned as Adam stepped quietly across the floor. \u2018I guess I don\u2019t have to ask how he is.\u2019 Adam said.<\/p>\n

\u2018It looks like pneumonia is setting in.\u2019 said Ben patting Little Joe\u2019s head comfortingly. \u2018He\u2019s having trouble breathing. Where\u2019s Hoss?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018He\u2019s in the barn\u2019. Adam hesitated. \u2018You know how he feels about Little Joe Pa. He\u2019s real upset.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben nodded. \u2018Stay with him son and help him.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam nodded as he turned to go. \u2018I will.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018And Adam?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pray for your little brother.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam swallowed and nodded silently as he left the room. Outside in the hallway he stopped for a moment and laid his head against the wall. Inside the room he could hear Little Joe\u2019s laboured breathing as he struggled for each breath that he took.<\/p>\n

Throughout the long hours of that night two battles were waged at the Ponderosa ranch. One in the barn as the two brothers fought to save the cherished best friend of their little brother, and the other in the small upstairs bedroom where the two men fought to contain the breathing and temperature of the young boy.<\/p>\n

Around dawn, Ben lifted his weary head and looked at his friend slumped in the chair next to the bed. \u2018Paul? His temperature seems to be climbing higher.\u2019 The movement of his youngest son tossing on the bed interrupted him. \u2018Pa? \u2026\u2026 Pa?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m here Joe. Lay back and get some rest now.\u2019 He reached for a cloth in the bowl next to the bed and wearily began to sponge the youngster\u2019s face again. Little Joe continued to moan softly and toss his head on the pillow. \u2018I can\u2019t\u2026.Pa? Pa, I\u2019m so hot \u2026..please\u2026.drink.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben lifted Joe\u2019s head and put a glass of water to his lips. The boy drank thirstily for a few moments, and then leant back on his father\u2019s arm. Ben continued to stroke his forehead as he looked at the doctor. \u2018He\u2019s getting worse.\u2019<\/p>\n

A movement behind them caused him to turn. Adam held a cup of coffee out to him and one to the doctor. \u2018Thought you could both do with these.\u2019 he said. The two men accepted them gratefully. \u2018Any change?\u2019<\/p>\n

Paul stood up and stretched. \u2018His lungs are very congested, but the worst is that we can\u2019t seem to get the fever down. He\u2019s becoming very weak.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam looked down at his brother. \u2018You both look as if you could do with a rest. Let me sit with him for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben shook his head. \u2018Thank you son, but I\u2019m not leaving him. You get yourself some rest, and you too Paul.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Come and get me if you need to Ben.\u2019 said Paul and laid a hand on his friend\u2019s shoulder. Ben nodded.<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019ll show you where you can rest, doc.\u2019 said Adam as he gestured towards the door, and the grateful doctor nodded as they left the room.<\/p>\n

Left alone with his son for the first time in hours, Ben slumped forward and rested his head in his hands. \u2018Help him Marie.\u2019 he prayed. \u2018Our boy needs your help.\u2019 Beside him Little Joe continued to toss in the bed, feebly clutching at the sheets and moaning softly. Ben continued to stroke his hair as he prayed for his son. Around them the household slept, each of the inhabitants exhausted by their long vigil, and outside in the barn Hoss slumbered next to Cochise. Ben kept a solitary watch with his boy.<\/p>\n

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It wasn\u2019t until near noon that Adam finally persuaded Ben to leave Little Joe\u2019s bedside for a while. He managed to convince his father that he would not be able to help the boy if he did not get some sleep himself, but Ben only agreed on the condition that Adam woke him if there was any change in the boy\u2019s condition. Adam took his place next to the bed, and it was there that Hoss found him an hour later when he entered the room.<\/p>\n

\u2018I thought you were staying downstairs with Cochise?\u2019 Adam commented as he wiped Little Joe\u2019s face once again.<\/p>\n

\u2018He\u2019s a lot better now, so I left him for a while. You won\u2019t believe this, Adam, but I really think that he\u2019s turned a corner.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018You mean he\u2019s going to make it?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well it\u2019s too early to say for sure, but at least he has a chance now. I just wish I could make this little guy understand that.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa told him Cochise is dead, hoping that he wouldn\u2019t be so keyed up about it. It seems to have worked, he hasn\u2019t mentioned the horse\u2019s name at all for ages. He needs to concentrate on getting well Hoss, not about that horse.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Doesn\u2019t look like that\u2019s happening.\u2019 Hoss gulped. \u2018He\u2019s worse Adam, at least he looks like he is!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I know. I think the doc is really worried.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Is he going to make it?\u2019 Hoss asked, not really wanting to know the answer to his question.<\/p>\n

Paul answered from behind them as he entered the room. \u2018No one can say Hoss, he\u2019s a very sick boy.\u2019 Both the brothers stared at him as he continued. \u2018Boys I have to say something while your father\u2019s not around. Ben\u2019s going to need you both to be strong for him if the worst happens. You need to prepare yourselves in case it does.\u2019<\/p>\n

The three men were silent, and the only sound in the room was the laboured breathing of the boy in the bed. Adam sat and stared at his brother lying in front of him, and Hoss moved over to the window and stared out at the falling snow outside. Paul looked at each of them, his heart breaking for the sons of his dear friend. He took the cloth from Adam\u2019s hand and wet it in the bowl before applying it to Little Joe\u2019s chest and torso.<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s my fault.\u2019 said Adam in a low voice. \u2018If I had shot the horse in the first place this never would have happened. Little Joe would never have been out there in the snow and got sick.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s not your fault Adam.\u2019 said his father\u2019s voice behind him. Adam turned to face him, his face mirroring his feelings of despair. \u2018No one knows more than I do just how stubborn that boy can be. You acted in his best interests, and no one blames you for what happened.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I blame me.\u2019 Adam continued in the same low voice.<\/p>\n

\u2018Well don\u2019t! I don\u2019t want to hear you say that again. It\u2019s over and done with now, the horse is dead and nothing either of you did was with the intention of hurting your brother.\u2019 Adam and Hoss exchanged a glance. \u2018We have to work together now to get him better, not dwell on the past.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe stirred again, and Paul bent over him. His worried look said everything to the three men watching him, and no one needed to say a word. Finally, Paul himself broke the silence. \u2018He\u2019s becoming very weak, and I don\u2019t know how much longer this can go on. If there was only some way to bring down the fever.\u2019 He shook his head and sighed.<\/p>\n

\u2018Snow.\u2019 said Hoss as he continued to stare out of the window at the falling flakes.<\/p>\n

\u2018What?\u2019 asked Paul.<\/p>\n

Hoss turned to face them. \u2018Snow. If we packed some around him, it would help.\u2019<\/p>\n

They looked at him.<\/p>\n

\u2018Well it worked for \u2026 I think it\u2019s worth a try, don\u2019t you?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben interrupted him. \u2018Hoss, Joe lying in the snow is what caused this in the first place. I don\u2019t see that \u2026..\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam interrupted him. \u2018Pa Hoss is right. It\u2019s worth a try isn\u2019t it?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben looked at Paul. \u2018All right, at this stage I\u2019m willing to try anything.\u2019<\/p>\n

A half hour later, Little Joe was lying with clumps of snow packed around his thin body. As his father and brothers looked down at him, Paul echoed what was in all their minds. \u2018I hope to God this works.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019ll work.\u2019 said Hoss.<\/p>\n

\u2018What makes you so sure?\u2019 asked Ben.<\/p>\n

\u2018Cause it has to. This boy can\u2019t die Pa, he just can\u2019t.\u2019 Tears streamed down Hoss\u2019 face.<\/p>\n

Ben put his arm around his middle boy. \u2018I know how you feel Hoss. None of us are ready to let him go, are we?\u2019 he smiled at both his boys.<\/p>\n

Hoss shook his head. \u2018I\u2019ll do whatever we have to Pa. Just tell me what to do!\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Be patient Hoss, that\u2019s all we can do now.\u2019<\/p>\n

Throughout the long night their patience was tested to the limits of their endurance. As each batch of snow melted, they replaced it with fresh clumps, until the boy in the bed showed signs of cooling down. Then they removed it to give his body a chance to stabilise before they repeated the process. By the time the dawn broke, they were all exhausted and Little Joe and his bed were saturated. Paul lent over the boy\u2019s body and put his stethoscope to his chest. \u2018His lungs are still very congested, but at least his body can fight a bit with a lowered temperature. Good suggestion Hoss.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss smiled at the doctor. \u2018Does this mean that he\u2019s got a chance?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t get me wrong, there\u2019s always a chance. However, the lowering of the temperature is artificial at the moment. His body is responding to what we\u2019re doing, but he isn\u2019t yet capable of maintaining the lower temperature by himself. So we have to keep this up for a while longer. His breathing is still the same unfortunately, and there\u2019s just no way to help that at the moment, apart from positioning him to help clear the lungs.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s listening to that breathing that\u2019s just so hard.\u2019 said Ben as he gazed at the boy. Little Joe\u2019s chest heaved with every breath as he struggled to maintain a flow of air into his lungs. \u2018He\u2019s fighting so hard, but how long will he have the strength to keep this up?\u2019<\/p>\n

Paul shook his head. \u2018That\u2019s not up to any of us to know, Ben. It\u2019s in the Lord\u2019s hands now. We have to continue to keep his temperature down, and hope that he can do the rest.\u2019<\/p>\n

The Lord was looking kindly on the Ponderosa ranch that day, as Little Joe continued to improve slightly. Gradually his body maintained a stable temperature, and the threat of him succumbing to a dangerously high fever lessened with the passing hours. However, there was still the problem of his breathing and the doctor continued to hover over him as he fought for each intake of life-giving air.<\/p>\n

Ben sat on the bed holding up his son in a propped up position to allow him to breath a little easier, as Paul placed the stethoscope on the boy\u2019s chest. \u2018Still tight.\u2019 he said. Little Joe lay in his father\u2019s arms looking at the doctor with green eyes that were glazed with the effort of concentrating on his breathing. Ben stoked the curly hair on the boy\u2019s forehead and spoke gently to him.<\/p>\n

\u2018Just relax Joseph. That\u2019s the boy, concentrate on breathing slowly.\u2019 Little Joe tried to do as he was told, but the effort of doing so just did not seem worth it. Why wouldn\u2019t his Pa just let him go to sleep? It seemed to Joe that every time he drifted off someone insisted he concentrate again. It was all too much of an effort for him, and one that he just wanted to forget. What Little Joe did not realise was that it was the effort of breathing that was keeping him awake, and not the insistence of those around him. His body was craving to just let go, and he wanted to sink down into unconsciousness along with it.<\/p>\n

Paul spooned into the boy\u2019s mouth some of the medicine that they had been attempting to get into him over the past few days. \u2018Hold his head still again Ben, he needs as much of this as possible to break up the congestion in his lungs.\u2019 But Little Joe was beyond fighting them as he had done in the past. He held still and allowed the doctor to give him a spoonful without moving his head at all. It was as if he had no more energy to fight, and that was what had Ben worried more than anything.<\/p>\n

\u2018Paul he seems like he\u2019s given up. The Little Joe I know has always been a fighter, but this boy is just so different.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I don\u2019t think he\u2019s consciously doing it Ben, he just doesn\u2019t have the strength to fight any more.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben hugged his boy tightly and whispered in his ear. \u2018Keep going Joe. Come on, son. Breathe deeply for Pa. That\u2019s it.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe slumped back in his father\u2019s arms and closed his eyes again, too weary to care any more. He drifted off into a light sleep again.<\/p>\n

CHAPTER 12<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u2018Unbelievable!\u2019 exclaimed Adam as he slapped Hoss on the back. \u2018You\u2019ve done an incredible job.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s not me, its Cochise that\u2019s done it.\u2019 said Hoss with delight. Little Joe would be so proud of him if he knew.\u2019 His voice caught as he spoke his little brother\u2019s name, and he unconsciously glanced towards the house and the window of the boy\u2019s room. \u2018I just hope he gets the chance to find out.\u2019<\/p>\n

There was silence in the barn as the two brothers watched the horse. Cochise had lost quite a bit of weight during the last few days and they were pleased to see him chomping on the oats that they had offered him. His fever was a thing of the past now, and the cuts were beginning to scab over. They were very sure that the horse was out of danger.<\/p>\n

\u2018Strange isn\u2019t it, how Little Joe was the one so worried about Cochise, and now that he\u2019s getting better Joe is the one in danger. It\u2019s kind of like they\u2019re on a balance \u2013 when one goes up, the other goes down and vice versa. Like their lives are connected.\u2019 said Adam.<\/p>\n

Hoss frowned at him, not quite sure what he was getting at. \u2018Well all I know is that Little Joe would have wanted us to do what we did.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Have you thought about what you\u2019re going to say to Pa when he finds out?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019ll just tell it like it is I guess. I don\u2019t care how mad he is with me, I\u2019d do it all again for that boy up there.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss I think we should tell him.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018What good would it do at the moment? He\u2019s too busy concentrating on Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I don\u2019t mean just tell Pa. I meant tell Little Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss stared at his brother. \u2018But Pa told him Cochise is dead. He ain\u2019t going to take it kindly if we stir the boy up again in his condition.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam bent forward and pulled his knees close to his chest as he sat against the wall of the stall. \u2018It\u2019s exactly his condition that I\u2019m thinking about. You\u2019ve seen the way he just lays there.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018That\u2019s because the doctor says he\u2019s exhausted.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I know, but that\u2019s just my point. He is exhausted that\u2019s true, who wouldn\u2019t be after what he\u2019s been through? But you know that little brother of ours. If he\u2019s got something to keep him going, then he\u2019ll fight. He needs something to fight for.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018He\u2019s got Pa, you and me to fight for. He knows that.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Sure he does. But maybe Cochise is the something extra that he needs. You know how we always said he lived for this horse. Maybe this time Cochise is the one thing to really make him live!\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss thought for a moment. \u2018I don\u2019t quite know what you\u2019re getting at, but if you think telling Little Joe is going to help, let\u2019s do it. I\u2019ll do whatever it takes to give that boy a chance to get well.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019ll come with you while you tell Pa.\u2019<\/p>\n

Hoss gave him a small smile. \u2018You\u2019re damn right you will! I\u2019m not facing this alone.\u2019<\/p>\n

As the two brothers entered the bedroom upstairs, they were dismayed to find their father slumped in a chair next to the bed, tears streaming down his face unchecked. Ben sat up straight when he saw them in the doorway, and wiped his sleeve across his eyes quickly. Embarrassed, Adam cleared his throat and waited for his father to regain his composure.<\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m sorry boys, guess I\u2019m just tired.\u2019 Ben said.<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded \u2018We all are Pa. But none of us as much as Joe must be.\u2019<\/p>\n

They glanced at the boy lying so still in the bed. The only movement was the rise and fall of his chest and the only sound his raspy short breaths.<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes.\u2019 Said Ben. \u2018He just isn\u2019t responding to much at all now. I just wish \u2026..\u2019 his voice trailed away and the silence stood between the three of them.<\/p>\n

Adam looked at Hoss who cleared his throat. \u2018Pa, there\u2019s something I have to tell you.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben looked at him. \u2018Yes?\u2019 he asked when Hoss didn\u2019t continue. \u2018What is it son?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa it\u2019s \u2026\u2026 When you told me to \u2026\u2026 Well, I think you should know\u2026..\u2019 Hoss found it difficult to get the words out, and looked at Adam for support.<\/p>\n

\u2018What is it son? You can tell me.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa I didn\u2019t do \u2026..that is I \u2026. Pa, Cochise is still alive.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben raised his eyebrows and stood up. \u2018What?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018I couldn\u2019t do it Pa. I know you told me too, but I just couldn\u2019t. I went down to do it the other night and he was \u2026.well his fever had gone down and \u2026..I just thought he needed the chance. Little Joe would have wanted me to help him.\u2019 Hoss looked at his father, willing him to understand.<\/p>\n

\u2018Do you mean to say you let the animal continue to suffer?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Yes \u2026.I mean no \u2026..he was beginning to get better Pa. I just helped him along.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018And now?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa, you just wouldn\u2019t believe it.\u2019 interrupted Adam. \u2018You should see him. He\u2019s up and eating, Pa. The cuts are healing and he has no sign of a fever at all.\u2019 He stopped as his father continued to stare at them both, his expression difficult to read.<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa.\u2019 continued Hoss. \u2018I know I did wrong. But I did it for Little Joe Pa. I had to do it.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben\u2019s eyes misted over and he took two steps forward to hold his middle son by the shoulders. \u2018And thank God you did son.\u2019 He drew him forward in a hug.<\/p>\n

Adam stared at his father. \u2018You mean you\u2019re not mad?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben shook his head. \u2018Mad? Boys I\u2019ve been sitting here thinking how wrong I\u2019ve been. If there\u2019s one thing I know it\u2019s how much this boy loves that horse. All I can think of is how I wish he were still alive, maybe then Little Joe might have the strength to keep going. I so regret telling him he was dead, but at the time I felt I had no option. Now you come in and tell me that the horse is still alive! Boys,\u2019 his eyes drifted back to the bed. \u2018\u2026..no I\u2019m not mad.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Pa, Adam thinks we should tell Little Joe that Cochise is still alive.\u2019 said Hoss.<\/p>\n

Adam interrupted. \u2018It might help him to fight Pa.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben nodded. \u2018I agree.\u2019 He sat down on the edge of the bed and held his son tenderly in his arms. \u2018Joseph, son\u2026.. Joe, it\u2019s Pa. Open your eyes son.\u2019 But the boy on the bed did not respond. Ben tried again. \u2018Joe listen to me boy\u2026. It\u2019s Pa. I need to tell you about Cochise\u2026\u2019 They waited for a response, but the boy was still.<\/p>\n

\u2018Tell him anyway Pa. He might hear you.\u2019 said Hoss.<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe son, Cochise is alive. He wants to see you Little Joe, so you have to get better for him now. Open your eyes son and look at me. Cochise needs you to get better.\u2019 The boy still did not respond.<\/p>\n

Adam sat on the opposite side of the bed. \u2018Hoss helped Cochise to get better Joe. He\u2019s up and around now, and waiting for you to go down and see him.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss knelt by the bed and took hold of his little brother\u2019s hand. \u2018Hey shortshanks. Open your eyes, will ya? Cochise needs to see you now. Come on little buddy.\u2019<\/p>\n

The three men tried over and over again to will the boy back to consciousness. They talked far into the night over his bed, telling him how much his friend needed him, and how much he needed to get better to see him again. They talked of Cochise and how Joe had trained him when Ben had first given him to the boy as a birthday present. They talked about the things they had done together with the pony. They talked of anything that they felt might will the boy back to them and his best friend.<\/p>\n

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CHAPTER 13<\/strong><\/p>\n

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As Little Joe opened his eyes and blinked in the strong sunlight that was coming through the window, he took a moment to focus on the scene in his bedroom before him. Sitting slumped down in a chair next to his bed was his father, head resting on his hand with his eyes closed. Adam was curled up on the end of the bed fast asleep and Hoss was stretched out on the floor snoring softly. Little Joe closed his eyes again and sighed. He felt so tired and thirsty, yet couldn\u2019t think why that might be so. As he lay there he tried to remember why he was in bed in the middle of the day, and why his family might be there with him. It was all too much for the boy.<\/p>\n

He moved his legs slowly and wondered that even that small movement made him ache. Turning his head, he saw the water jug on the nightstand beside the bed, and yearned for a drink, but even the thought of lifting his head wearied him. He licked his lips and sighed softly. His hand moved slowly towards the edge of the bed as if to reach out, but even that movement was too much for him and he dropped it again.<\/p>\n

The small movement was enough to startle Ben out of his light sleep. As he looked at Little Joe and saw the flutter of his eyelids, he bent forward and stroked the curls off the boy\u2019s forehead. \u2018Joseph? Can you hear me son? It\u2019s Pa, Joe. Time to wake up now.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe opened his eyes again and looked up at his Pa. He licked his lips again and tried to speak, but all that came out was a soft sigh again. Ben watched him intently and noticed his eyes turned towards the nightstand. \u2018Are you thirsty son? Here\u2026.\u2019 He reached out for a glass and held it to the boy\u2019s mouth as he lifted his head tenderly with his other hand. Little Joe drank greedily, his eyes closed.<\/p>\n

Adam stirred at the foot of the bed, and his movement also woke Hoss who sat up quickly in surprise. \u2018What \u2026..?\u2019 he asked in surprise, then grinned as he saw Little Joe drinking the water. \u2018Well hello there shortshanks. It\u2019s about time you woke up.\u2019<\/p>\n

Adam sat up, rubbed his eyes and smiled at Little Joe. \u2018Hi there buddy.\u2019<\/p>\n

Joe allowed his head to rest back on his father\u2019s arm as he sighed deeply again. Ben moved over so that he was sitting next to his son on the bed, and gathered him in his arms as he felt his forehead. \u2018Still cool.\u2019 he said. \u2018Hoss go next door and wake up Paul please. Well now young man, you had us very worried. Glad to see you\u2019re back with us again.\u2019 But his eyes did not reflect the optimism of his voice. The boy still looked extremely pale and drawn, even though his breathing seemed to be a little easier.<\/p>\n

Paul entered the room followed by Hoss. One glance at the boy on the bed was enough to prompt him to get his stethoscope out and place it on Little Joe\u2019s chest. He listened for a few moments as the three men clustered around the bed, willing him to say something positive. \u2018Well,\u2019 he said when he finally straightened up. \u2018His breathing is easier, that\u2019s for sure. It sounds like the congestion has broken up some.\u2019 Ben smiled at the boy in his arms, the relief evident in his face. Hoss and Adam grinned at each other.<\/p>\n

\u2018Well that\u2019s the best news I\u2019ve heard in a long time.\u2019 said Ben, clutching his boy tightly in his arms and planting a kiss on his head. Little Joe frowned up at him and whispered softly. \u2018Pa \u2026\u2026.people are looking!\u2019 The four men laughed out loud, the tension in the room melting with his statement.<\/p>\n

Paul picked up his bag. \u2018Well it looks as if I might be able to sneak back to town for a while. Ben, I\u2019ll come back out tomorrow morning, but don\u2019t hesitate to send one of the boys in if you need me before then.\u2019 Ben nodded his thanks, his eyes saying more to his friend than he could ever say. \u2018And you, young man,\u2019 said Paul \u2018go back to sleep and rest.\u2019 But his words fell on deaf ears, as Little Joe already slumbered in his father\u2019s arms once again.<\/p>\n

During the remainder of the morning, each of them took turns watching Little Joe, while the others took some well-earned rest. By the time lunch was over the mood of the household was considerably lighter, and they felt a lot more positive about Little Joe\u2019s progress. He had slept the morning through, waking at intervals to drink before slipping back into sleep once again and Hop Sing had even managed to get a few spoonfuls of soup into him.<\/p>\n

Early in the afternoon, the boy roused himself again and looked at his father sitting in his usual position next to the bed. \u2018Pa?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

Ben leant forward and placed his face close to that of his son\u2019s. \u2018Yes Joe?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Is Cochise all right?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben smiled at him and patted his head. \u2018Yes son, he\u2019s fine. I\u2019m sure he can\u2019t wait to see you again.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe smiled up at his Pa. \u2018Can I see him now Pa?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018The doctor wouldn\u2019t be happy with you getting up yet Joe. You\u2019re still too weak. You\u2019ll have to wait a while longer yet son.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe turned his head to away from his father and bit his lip. \u2018Pa I hurt him. I did the wrong thing again, Pa.\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben stroked his son\u2019s hair. \u2018Joe, that\u2019s over with now. Cochise is better and so will you be. We\u2019ll talk about it later.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018No Pa, I need to talk about it now. He was real sick Pa, and I did it to him. Adam told me not to, but I still did.\u2019 Tears glistened in his eyes. \u2018He\u2019s my best friend Pa, but I hurt him.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Joe, we all do things we regret. The important thing is that we are sorry. Cochise knows that you didn\u2019t mean to hurt him.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Do you think so?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Of course I do. And when you\u2019re better you\u2019ll have the chance to tell him so yourself.\u2019 Ben looked down at his young son lying in the bed with tears running down his cheeks. He hesitated, then bent to lift him into his arms, complete with bed coverings. Wrapping them tightly around the boy\u2019s frame he turned and walked towards the window. \u2018Look.\u2019 he said, and Little Joe turned his head. Down below them in the corral was the pinto.<\/p>\n

Little Joe leant forward and touched the windowpane. \u2018Hi Cooch.\u2019 he said softly and smiled. As if sensing their presence, the horse lifted his head and neighed as he pawed the ground in front of him. He tossed his head, his mane flying. Horse and boy stared at each other, lost in thought.<\/p>\n

\u2018I told Adam and Hoss he\u2019d be all right. I knew he would be.\u2019 Little Joe said to his father. \u2018Cooch and me are best friends, so I couldn\u2019t give up on him could I?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018No Joseph, you couldn\u2019t give up on him.\u2019 Ben turned towards the bed again and placed his son down on it. As he tucked the covers around the boy he said a silent prayer to God for not giving up on his boy either.<\/p>\n

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EPILOGUE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ben leant against the corral fence and watched his youngest son skid to a halt in the yard pulling on Cochise\u2019s reins as he did so. \u2018Joseph how many times have I told you to slow down when you come into the yard?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

\u2018Gee, I don\u2019t know Pa. Lots I guess.\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Well don\u2019t you think it\u2019s about time that you started paying attention?\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe grinned at his father. \u2018I can\u2019t help it Pa, it\u2019s Cochise. Seems that the more I tell him to slow down the more he just likes to run. He just doesn\u2019t take any notice of me.\u2019 Little Joe stopped and looked at his father. \u2018Um, I guess I should be more careful though, shouldn\u2019t I?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben nodded. \u2018I guess.\u2019<\/p>\n

Little Joe turned to Cochise and patted his neck. \u2018Come on boy, let\u2019s get you rubbed down.\u2019 He started to lead the horse into the barn, and then turned towards his father again. \u2018Pa?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Mmm?\u2019<\/p>\n

\u2018Do ya reckon me and Cochise could enter the Virginia City horse race next month?\u2019<\/p>\n

Ben smiled to himself. One thing was for certain, life with this youngest boy of his was never meant to be dull.<\/p>\n

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THE END<\/strong><\/p>\n

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