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Summary: A crossover story (Bonanza and High Chaparral) for the August 2018 challenge. The Cartwright brothers head to Mexico on a cattle-buying trip. While there Adam meets someone who will change the path of his life, but will it be a path he desires?<\/span><\/p>\n

Rating – K<\/p>\n

Word count – 18,500<\/p>\n

The Road Not Yet Taken<\/b><\/p>\n

Chapter 1<\/b><\/p>\n

For the last several months I swear I\u2019ve written the same words, had the same thoughts, trying to sort out what\u2019s giving me these restless feelings. \u00a0In the last year Pa has allowed the changes I proposed for the lumber mill and timber operation, and agreed to let Joe and Hoss take on more of the contract negotiations. \u00a0Those changes have freed me to explore construction opportunities in Virginia City and Carson City during my off time from the Ponderosa, and I\u2019ve found I enjoy the design work more than herding and branding cattle. \u00a0I\u2019ve even gotten Pa to agree to a bit of remodeling of the house and outbuildings, although that was no small victory. However, despite these changes in my life I still have a sense of restlessness and dissatisfaction. I can\u2019t seem to put my finger on the source of my discontent. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

For the last week or so Hoss, Joe and I have been making our way south to purchase cattle from a rancher in Mexico. This trip has given me the respite I\u2019ve needed from the mundane ranch activities. \u00a0Time with my brothers is always good, bringing back memories of our camping trips when we were kids. It also reminds all three of us that our brotherly bonds go far beyond our day-to-day working relationship. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Based on a recommendation of a friend, Raphael Fuentes, Pa chose to purchase different breeding cattle better suited to our more arid parts of the ranch. \u00a0Over the years we\u2019ve had good luck with Texas cattle but if these Mexican cattle work out the trip will be a lot easier to endure. Pa\u2019s friend from southern California promises these cattle are top quality and will improve our herd in many ways. \u00a0We\u2019ll see what Hoss has to say after we take a look at the offerings. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Se\u00f1or Fuentes also warned us that the rancher is a tough negotiator and that we should remain on our guard the entire time we\u2019re there. At that word of caution, Pa proudly declared that his sons could handle any offers that come our way. \u00a0It does make me wonder, though, what we might be up against. I believe my brothers are as intrigued as I am to meet this rancher. I guess we will find out in due time as later this morning we will enter Mexico and will arrive at our destination none too soon for my preference. It has been a long trip and all three of us are ready to get down to business.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

The morning sun broke over the roofline across the street and blinded Adam Cartwright for a brief moment; so caught up in his journal and his thoughts, he failed to notice the coming dawn. \u00a0Laying his well-worn journal aside, he rose from his chair by the window of his room. After stretching out the kinks in his back, he checked his pocket watch and noted it had been a couple of hours since he\u2019d risen from a restless sleep. It was time to put aside his frustrations with life and focus on the task at hand – to get a dozen cows and one stud bull for the Ponderosa. \u00a0Adam moved deftly around his small room located over the local cantina as he got ready for the last leg of their trip. A half hour later he met his brothers at a cafe for breakfast, then the trio headed out of Tucson for Sonora, Mexico. <\/span><\/p>\n

The last part of the journey felt like the longest as the brothers rode toward the ranch located deep in the Sonoran desert. \u00a0They\u2019d left a small town, well more like a village, behind after freshening up and receiving directions to the ranch. They were only a hour or so away but each man felt it might as well have been days. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHow can anyone keep cattle out here in this forsaken desert? \u00a0They cain\u2019t be worth much at all ifn this is what they live off of.\u201d Hoss mopped his brow with his bandana and reached for his canteen.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHoss we\u2019ve seen things just as bad in Texas. \u00a0Se\u00f1or Fuentes swears these cattle are the best.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBrother, I sure hope you\u2019re right.\u201d \u00a0Joe took a deep swallow from his canteen as they continued to ride.<\/span><\/p>\n

The three horsemen plodded along in silence until they crested over a small hill. \u00a0Pulling their horses to a stop, Joe was the first to respond by letting out a low whistle.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWould ya look at that?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cNot sure I\u2019d\u2019ve believed it if somebody told me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Stretched out below them in all directions was a near oasis of land as far as their eyes could see. \u00a0Clusters of trees, large swathes of desert grasses, and land in between darkened by hundreds of cattle. To the west was the hacienda, surrounded by tall sun-bleached walls. While Joe and Hoss took in all the scenery of the ranch as they rested their horses, Adam scanned the area to find the trail to the hacienda. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhen you two are ready to stop gawking, we\u2019ll take the trail to the right. \u00a0It\u2019s the only path I can find.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Nudging their horses forward Adam, Hoss and Joe rode single file until the trail widened out toward the west.<\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

Strains of a Spanish sonata drifted throughout the ornate parlor and slowly faded as Juliana Montoya finished playing the piano piece for her father. \u00a0She rested her hands upon the skirt of her black dress. Withholding a sigh at having to wear such a dark color, she glanced in her father\u2019s direction to gage his response to her music. <\/span><\/p>\n

Don Sebasti\u00e1n Montoya, owner of the Rancho Montoya and Patron to the people of Sonora, Mexico, reclined deeply into his leather wingback chair, his eyes closed. \u00a0He waved a hand lazily in the air as he spoke, \u201cPor favor, continue playing for your father, my daughter. Your music brings such peace to an old man\u2019s soul.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDear Pap\u00e1, you are not old, but my hands are tired. \u00a0Perhaps I will go to my room to rest until our guests arrive.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Don Sebasti\u00e1n opened one eye and then the other to gaze at his daughter. Her eyes still carried a sadness about them, despite having played one of her favorite pieces. Would nothing bring a smile back to her eyes? He rose from his favorite chair by the fireplace and joined his daughter at the piano. \u00a0\u201cRemember my daughter, they are Norteamericanos, ranchers from Nevada, coming to buy cattle from us. They are only here for three days and will not be interested in visiting with us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh Pap\u00e1. \u00a0You know as well as I that you will be entertaining them with formal dinners, and you will expect me to demonstrate my talents at the piano.\u201d Juliana rose to put her arms lovingly around her father. \u201cI know that entertaining these gentlemen is as much a part of the negotiations for the cattle as is agreeing to a price.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Don Sebasti\u00e1n pulled away from Juliana\u2019s embrace, giving her a slightly stern look. \u00a0\u201cYou know too much about your father\u2019s business, and I can only surmise that you have learned it all from your wayward brother.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana wandered over to the mantel and began fingering the family portraits displayed there. \u00a0\u201cManolito is not \u201cwayward\u201d as you say. He just likes to try different ways of living, and yes he has taught me quite a few things about negotiating.\u201d She turned to give him a warm smile before heading upstairs to her room.<\/span><\/p>\n

Don Sebasti\u00e1n hung his head, but still smiled after his youngest daughter left the parlor. \u00a0No matter the level of her feelings, he knew that the mention of her brother would bring a smile to her beautiful face. \u00a0\u201cYes, my little one, I am afraid Mano has taught you much more than I would have approved of.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Releasing a long sigh, the Patron of Rancho Montoya headed to his office, wishing to have his papers in order when the Cartwrights arrived, and to await the return of his son from gathering the cattle for the buyers to peruse. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

Once in her room, Juliana could not pull the pins from her dark hair quickly enough, allowing the long waves to cascade freely down her back. \u00a0Freeing her feet from her shoes she settled on her bed to rest. After a few minutes, realizing sleep would be futile, she left her bed and wandered over to her balcony off the front corner of the house to enjoy the soft afternoon breeze and stare off toward the distant mountains. \u00a0Her thoughts ran in so many directions lately she could scarcely contain them. Grief still flowed freely through her heart but her mind ached for freedom to go where she wanted, dress how she wanted, to move on with her life. She was also intrigued by the American ranchers coming so far to buy a few head of cattle from her father. \u00a0Who were these men that they would do that? Manolito had told her they were wealthy ranchers and that a friend of the Montoyas had recommended their cattle. <\/span><\/p>\n

Over the last couple of months, there had been few guests to the hacienda and even her sister, Victoria, had not been able to visit as she had planned. Instead she chose to accompany her husband, John Cannon, on a horse-buying trip to Yuma. Desperate for social interaction, Juliana was determined not to be shut out of the activities over the next few days. \u00a0She also decided she would go to visit Victoria outside Tucson, as soon as the American ranchers were gone. With her thoughts settling down, Juliana stretched out on the chaise and dozed peacefully on the balcony. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

Following the trail out of the hills toward the ranch Hoss spied a wall surrounding the house and outbuildings. He slowed his horse to let the others catch up. \u201cAnybody else feel like we\u2019re bein\u2019 watched?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYeah, ever since we came down the hill. Guess we follow that wall around till we find a gate.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThey sure got a fortress set up here, don\u2019t they Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam nodded once and gave a stern look to each brother. He wanted to keep the conversation to a minimum in case the walls had ears.<\/span><\/p>\n

When the Cartwrights reached the gate, a guard stepped forward, his rifle held securely in his hands but pointed toward the ground. Two more guards were seen just beyond the threshold. \u00a0All three were heavily armed with their rifles, two pistols and a bandolier across their chests. The first guard waited for one of the strangers to speak. <\/span><\/p>\n

Keeping his hands visible and trying not to shift in his saddle Adam spoke to the man in Spanish. \u201cWe are the Cartwrights from Nevada. \u00a0We are here to meet with Don Sebasti\u00e1n Montoya.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

The guard slowly walked forward to inspect the men and their pack horse. Returning to his post, he gave a command and the gates were opened. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam led the way through the gate and began the climb up the road to the main courtyard. \u00a0Seeing a hitching post near the house he stopped his horse there. Joe and Hoss came alongside. \u00a0There were numerous workers about who observed the strangers with cautious curiosity then returned to their duties. \u00a0Adam dismounted as an older man approached the Cartwrights from the house. He was dressed in a white shirt and pants with a red neckerchief tied around his neck and a red sash around his waist. Bowing his head slightly, he welcomed them and asked them to follow him into the house. <\/span><\/p>\n

Joe and Hoss dismounted and all three collected their personal gear. They watched for a moment as their horses were led to the barn. Turning back to the house they headed inside.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fascinated by the architecture Adam quickly studied the front of the home before entering. His roving eyes caught a movement in a balcony above but when he looked again, nothing was there. Shrugging to himself, he followed his brothers inside. Adam couldn\u2019t help but smile as he heard their quiet exclamations concerning the richness of the home\u2019s design and decor. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

Voices from the guards at the front gate drifting on the warm breeze, and the sound of horses entering the yard disturbed Juliana\u2019s slumber. Rising slowly, she leaned on the iron rail and gazed down the long facade toward the front door. Three riders walked their horses to the rail. \u00a0They sat for a moment exchanging looks until one dismounted. He was greeted by Miguel, who oversaw the house staff. Juliana was mesmerized by the men. Though dressed in casual clothing and dusty from days on the trail, their demeanor spoke differently. They were cautious and reserved. There was also a sense of culture about them. The one who had dismounted first was obviously in charge; the other two followed his lead. \u00a0Relinquishing the care of their horses to the stable boys, they retrieved their bags and followed Miguel into the house. She had just disappeared from the balcony when one of the men looked that way.<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana rushed into her room and reached for a ribbon. Swiftly tying her hair back, she headed down the hall in her stocking feet to a balcony overlooking the entrance hall. There was one spot that had always been favored by the young Montoya children whenever their parents entertained and now Juliana settled there to further observe the visitors. The three men were alone in the foyer since Miguel had gone to inform Don Sebasti\u00e1n of their arrival. \u00a0They were looking all around at the paintings, furniture and intricately carved woodwork. Juliana eyes were drawn to the dark-headed one. While the other two roamed around the space, he stood quietly near the front door, leaning to one side and exploring the room with his eyes. When her father arrived the dark one stood straight and introduced himself then the other two men with him. She found his Spanish to be quite good, and, to her surprise, she learned they were all brothers. As her father indicated for Miguel to escort them to their rooms, Juliana slipped back to hers. \u00a0She returned to the balcony, many new thoughts about these men now occupying her mind.<\/span><\/p>\n

Upstairs each brother found their rooms to be just as luxurious as the downstairs. \u00a0Over the next two hours the brothers bathed, rested, and talked. Their formal clothes had been taken by one of the servants to be pressed before dinner. Now dressed for dinner they gathered in Adam\u2019s room to await Miguel who would escort them to the dining room. \u00a0Joe paced the large room stopping now and then to glance out the window. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI never expected anything like this. And that Se\u00f1or Montoya makes me kind of nervous.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss sat by the desk fiddling with a pen he found. \u201cI\u2019m beginnin\u2019 ta think those cattle we\u2019ll see are gonna be somethin\u2019 else too. Adam you think we\u2019ll be able to get a reasonable price for them, I mean as fancy as this house is an\u2019 all?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cListen you two. \u00a0This is no different from anything we\u2019ve seen in San Francisco or from the Ponderosa for that matter. Keep your heads about you and remember you\u2019re Cartwrights. \u00a0We\u2019re here to buy cattle and get a good price for them. Be prepared that anything else we encounter will no doubt be part of the negotiation process. You remember what Se\u00f1or Fuentes said? \u00a0Se\u00f1or Montoya is a shrewd negotiator. Well we can be too. So keep your eyes and ears open. Got it?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYeah.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSure Adam. Say I wonder what they\u2019ll have for dinner tonight.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sure it will be quite lavish. \u00a0Just mind your manners.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh Adam, you don\u2019t need ta worry \u2018bout that.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYeah, Adam, we\u2019ll be so well-mannered even Pa would be proud.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe and Hoss shared a wink and grin, while Adam shuddered, trying hard, and failing, not to chuckle. <\/span><\/p>\n

At that moment someone knocked on the bedroom door. \u00a0Joe opened it and was greeted by Miguel. The brothers left the room and followed Miguel downstairs to the dining room. There he served the guests wine, then left them alone. \u00a0After studying the opulent table set with crystal, silver and porcelain, the brothers sipped the wine and shared looks that said they all agreed it was going to be a very interesting three days. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSe\u00f1orita, your father will be displeased if you are not dressed appropriately for dinner. Por favor, do not make him angry this evening, I beg you,\u201d the servant pleaded as she held a black silk dress in her arms.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cConsuelo, I assure you my father will not notice what I wear to dinner as his focus will be on our guests, and I am quite sure he will not want me to draw their attention either. \u00a0I will dress appropriately but it will not be in that black dress. I am tired of black. I will wear my white lace blouse and my black skirt. And no, I will not wear the black mantilla. \u00a0I have chosen the white one belonging to my mother. Now please assist me to dress. Manolito will be waiting to escort me to dinner.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Consuelo sighed and helped the young lady to dress. \u00a0She had been looking after Juliana since the young woman was a child. \u00a0She could be quite temperamental, yet she was also the darling of her father\u2019s eye, especially since the death of her mother several years ago. <\/span><\/p>\n

Manolito awaited his sister at the top of the stairs. Upon her arrival, he smiled and placed her hand in the crook of his arm. \u00a0\u201cYou look ravishing this evening my sister.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana blushed at the compliment. \u201cAnd you are quite handsome my brother.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Manolito always looked after her and never missed an opportunity to brighten her day. As the pair neared the dining room, she saw her father and one of the visitors conversing near the elaborately set table. \u00a0Mano stopped near Don Sebasti\u00e1n catching his eye. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAh, here you two are.\u201d He eyed Mano for a moment before kissing Juliana on the cheek Turning toward his guests, \u201cGentlemen, allow me to present my son, Manolito and my daughter, Juliana.\u201d He then indicated the three handsome and formally dressed men standing in front of them. \u00a0\u201cSe\u00f1ores Adam, Joseph and Hoss Cartwright, from Virginia City, Nevada.\u201d The men tipped their heads in acknowledgement as Don Sebasti\u00e1n invited everyone to join him at the table. Don Sebasti\u00e1n sat at the head and Manolito took the seat at the other end. Juliana sat to her father\u2019s right with Joe beside her. Adam and Hoss took their seats on the left. As dinner progressed, conversation flowed around the comparisons of the two ranches, the stark beauty of Sonora, and a bit of information about the brothers. <\/span><\/p>\n

After dinner, everyone retired to the parlor for more wine and more conversation. After a bit of \u00a0cajoling from her father Juliana played the piano for their guests, then joined her father and Adam in conversation about Spanish music and poetry. Manolito found much to discuss with Joe and Hoss over the differences of their cattle and horse operations. As the Montoyas and Cartwrights enjoyed fine wine and conversation, Don Sebasti\u00e1n quietly moved to a corner of the room so he could observe everyone more casually. What he saw pleased him greatly. \u00a0Manolito and Juliana were playing the perfect hosts. The Cartwright brothers were relaxed and enjoying themselves. Don Sebasti\u00e1n believed this relaxing evening would lead to excellent business negotiations over the next few days. Hearing the hall clock chime, he suggested that perhaps with the busy days ahead it might be best for everyone to turn in so to be well rested in the morning. Everyone agreed and the Cartwright brothers thanked their host for a most enjoyable evening. \u00a0They bid good night and climbed the staircase to their rooms. Mano and Juliana followed, leaving Don Sebasti\u00e1n alone. After reflecting on the evening and what he had learned about his guests, he too retired to his room, a full business plan laid out in his head. He was sure the next two days would prove interesting for all involved. <\/span><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Chapter 2<\/b><\/p>\n

As the morning sun crept across the terracotta floor toward the now-empty breakfast table, Juliana paused a moment before crossing the empty room. \u00a0She brushed her hand across the lace tablecloth, straightened her father\u2019s chair, then turned to gaze out the window toward the distant mountains. It was too quiet in the house and she felt it closing in on her. \u00a0The azure sky, silver mountains and colorful wildflowers of the fields called to her spirit. In spite of promising her father to stay at home, she simply could not. Having made her decision, Juliana headed to her room to change into her riding clothes.<\/span><\/p>\n

A short while later Juliana left the hacienda, with determined steps, and headed to the stables. \u00a0Her heart did a little jump upon seeing her horse. He always lifted his head whenever she entered the stable, recognizing the rhythm of her steps. After an affectionate greeting, Juliana lead him out and saddled him. \u00a0\u00a0Leaving the stable, they walked together to the edge of the yard and she mounted up. Juliana tightened her legs around the animal and shifted her weight forward in the saddle. The large horse leapt toward the open space of the ranch with speed and grace. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Riding through the pastures gave Juliana great pleasure and a sense of freedom she felt nowhere else. \u00a0Soledad, a palomino Andalusian, was a gift from her father on her 15th birthday. His name reflected the solitude she enjoyed when riding him. She and her mount were one with each other and with the open spaces of the ranch. <\/span><\/p>\n

Reining the powerful horse to a walk, the pair headed to a cluster of trees near the herd where her father and brother were. There she dismounted and rubbed the cream colored neck of her mount. The horse nickered and shook his head sending the long mane flowing through the air. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cRest here my friend while I look around.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

The great horse happily nibbled at the wild grass in the shade while Juliana worked her way closer to where she could watch the men around the cattle. <\/span><\/p>\n

Manolito had gathered about thirty head of their prime stock and brought them closer to the ranch. \u00a0The bull that was offered was in a pen nearby. Arriving at the site, the Cartwright brothers quickly exchanged looks, each one pleased with what they saw so far. As they rode around the herd and observed each one there, Don Sebasti\u00e1n pulled his son aside. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThese are the cattle I requested you to gather?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano held his father\u2019s dark gaze. \u00a0\u201cThese are the correct cattle, Pap\u00e1, and they are from the herd you chose. \u00a0I see nothing wrong with them. And if you notice, the Se\u00f1ores are also pleased with them.\u201d \u00a0A bit of amusement played around Manolito\u2019s eyes at his father\u2019s irritation.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBut these are some of our best cows. \u00a0We cannot sell these.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAh, but Pap\u00e1, we have plenty more in the larger herd. You did ask me to make the choices. \u00a0And I chose the best so that the Montoya name will remain a respected name in the business. Is that not what you wish too, Pap\u00e1?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Don Sebasti\u00e1n scoffed at this son. \u201cOf course I do. \u00a0But apparently you and I see different ways to achieve that goal.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed, Pap\u00e1, apparently we do.\u201d \u00a0Mano nudged his horse forward to join their guests to see if the cattle met their expectations.<\/span><\/p>\n

After answering their questions, he turned around to signal his father. \u00a0That was when he noticed they had company. He swore under his breath as he turned his horse, \u201cAye-aye-aye, chica!\u201d \u00a0As his father approached, Mano had a suggestion, \u201cPap\u00e1, Se\u00f1or Hoss has asked to see our other herds. He is interested in how we manage to raise cattle in this arid climate.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano watched his father eagerly accept the request and turned to invite the brothers to follow him. He called back to his son, \u201cMano you will join us after you have secured this herd.\u201d \u00a0It was not a question. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed, Pap\u00e1,\u201d he called. \u00a0His father didn\u2019t hear the last part, \u201cafter everything is secured.\u201d \u00a0He ignored the cattle and rode straight toward his sister after making sure his father was well away.<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana knew she had been seen and was prepared for her brother\u2019s chastisement.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cLittle sister, what are you doing here?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI had to get out of the house, Mano. \u00a0It is such a beautiful day for a ride, would you not agree?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano scoffed at his sister\u2019s attempt at diversion. \u201cYou would not think so if Pap\u00e1 had seen you. You need to go back to the house and wait for us there.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana\u2019s chin jutted out and her warm brown eyes turned dark. \u00a0\u201cI will not!\u201d She marched over to her horse and mounted up. \u201cI am interested in observing our guests as they choose their cattle. \u00a0I am also sick of being shut away from life, Mano.\u201d Before Mano could react, she was gone, her horse racing after her father and the Cartwrights. \u00a0Mano told the vaqueros to move the herd to a smaller pasture, then he took off after his stubborn sister. Once he caught up to her he found he couldn\u2019t remain angry with her and if her father had anything to say about her presence he would end up defending her. She was one who needed her freedom much as he needed his. This he understood and new their father did too, although he did not like to admit it. <\/span><\/p>\n

As expected Don Sebasti\u00e1n was not pleased in the least to see his daughter but he would not say anything in front of their guests. \u00a0He acknowledged her with a forced smile and a dark glare when she arrived then proceeded to ignore her as he spoke to their guests about the cattle. Juliana was not deterred. \u00a0She rode behind the group with her brother, both remaining silent. <\/span><\/p>\n

Nearing the large herd, Mano instructed Juliana to remain away from the cattle, then he rode forward to join in the conversation with the Cartwrights. \u00a0Juliana held her position and watched in fascination as her brother and the Cartwrights maneuvered their horses around and through the cattle. To her it looked like an orchestrated ballet the way the horses smoothly turned from one direction to another as the cattle shifted in waves to get out of the way. \u00a0Lost in her observations she did not see a half dozen steers straying her way. Soledad, not used to cattle, became nervous and began to prance around. Now focused on her agitated mount, she attempted to turn him away from the steers but the horse reared instead nearly unseating her. <\/span><\/p>\n

As Adam turned Sport around to study some nearby cattle he saw the stray cattle leave the herd and head straight for Juliana. \u00a0Sensing a shift of Adam\u2019s body Sport leapt into action racing around the edge of the herd toward the strays. Mano caught the sudden movement and followed but he wasn\u2019t close enough to be of much help with the cattle so he headed toward Juliana. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

While Juliana fought to control her horse, Adam slowed Sport and carefully maneuvered him between the strays and Juliana. Adam guided Sport one direction then another to turn the steers back toward the herd while he glanced over his shoulder to see if Juliana was alright. He saw Mano ride up and take control of the reins of her horse and lead them to a safer distance. \u00a0As soon as he was sure the strays were heading back to the herd, Adam rode over to Juliana and Manolito.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAre you alright, Se\u00f1orita?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana sipped some of her water then turned toward Adam. \u201cS\u00ed. Gracias, Se\u00f1or Adam. My horse is not accustomed to the cattle and became frightened.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYes, Adam, thank you for stopping the strays. \u00a0My sister and I are in your debt.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

A smile graced Adam\u2019s sweaty face, \u201cNo need. I\u2019m just glad you weren\u2019t injured.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

As Adam also reached for his canteen Joe, Hoss and Don Sebasti\u00e1n rode up. \u00a0Everything was explained and Adam received some pats on his back from his brothers and a handshake of gratitude from Don Sebasti\u00e1n. Juliana received a frown from her father but his eyes betrayed his relief that she was uninjured. Everyone agreed it was a good time to head back to the house for the midday meal. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

On the way back to the hacienda, Mano was called to join his father which left Juliana alone. \u00a0Adam dropped back to ride alongside her. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou have a beautiful horse. \u00a0Is he Andalusian?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed, Se\u00f1or. \u00a0He was a gift from my father several years ago.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

They rode in silence for a short time before Juliana found her nerve to speak again, \u201cYour horse was most impressive back at the herd. \u00a0I watched as you and your brothers worked through the cattle.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOur horses are cattle horses. \u00a0They are trained to work around cattle, almost to the point that we as riders don\u2019t have to do much unless the cattle become agitated.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI am afraid Soledad is not trained in such a way. He is a riding horse only. \u00a0He has not been around our cattle. That is what set him off.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSoledad. If you don\u2019t mind my saying, that seems an unusual name for such a magnificent animal.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed, I suppose it is. He brings me solitude when we ride together. \u00a0My father gave him to me as a yearling for my fifteenth birthday which was just after my mother died. I spent a lot of time on my own. \u00a0My sister, Victoria, had her suitors and Mano, well, he had his interests away from the rancho.\u201d She glanced at Adam and realized he was listening intently to her words. \u201cI am sorry Se\u00f1or, I did not mean to say so much.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI don\u2019t mind. I\u2019d like to hear more about your family.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

When he looked at her Adam noticed a slight sadness around Juliana\u2019s beautiful eyes. Despite seeing her radiant smiles many times he noticed there was always a sadness. He wondered if something must have happened in her life, and recently. <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana was looking straight ahead as she spoke in a soft voice, \u201cYou are studying me Se\u00f1or.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam was caught off guard by her boldness. \u201cI apologize. I didn\u2019t mean to be rude. I was thinking that you have a lovely smile yet there is a sadness behind it.\u201d \u00a0He let his thoughts trail off not knowing what else to say. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou are perceptive.\u201d She faced him now but there was no judgement in her eyes. \u00a0\u201cYou would not want to hear that story, Se\u00f1or. It does not make for good conversation.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam reached for her hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. \u201cThen why don\u2019t you tell me something that does make for good conversation. \u00a0Tell me about you and Manolito. You two seem to be very close.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana pulled her hand away from Adam\u2019s and shifted in her saddle.\u201cVery well, se\u00f1…\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam held up his hand. \u00a0\u201cBut first, would you call me Adam? Se\u00f1or Cartwright sounds like you\u2019re addressing my father.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

A charming giggle escaped, \u201cVery well, and you may call me Juliana. You are correct, Adam, that Manolito and I are close. We are twins. I suppose that is why he acts as my protector. We also enjoyed doing so many things together as we grew up. \u00a0Our more serious older sister Victoria watched over both of us and tried to keep us out of mischief. When we reached our teen years our mother died. That was when Mano began teaching me how to ride. He and I would go on long rides together and watch the men with the cattle and the horses. \u00a0He secretly taught me about the business of the ranch and the negotiations our father conducted. Our father knew none of this and Victoria chided us for doing all of this behind his back. She didn\u2019t want to learn any of those things as she had taken our mother\u2019s place as lady of the house.\u201d Juliana paused, suddenly feeling embarrassed. \u201cForgive me, I did not mean to say so much.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s alright.\u201d Adam winked conspiratorially, \u201cI promise to keep your secret.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh it is not a secret any longer. \u00a0Pap\u00e1 knows but he still is not pleased about it. \u00a0Now that Victoria is married, I am the lady of the house and Pap\u00e1 expects me to entertain guests, oversee the servants and\u2026. not ride my horse all over the ranch.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou make a very pretty lady of the house.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana turned her head to hide her blush then smoothly changed the subject. \u00a0\u201cGracias, Se\u00f1or Adam. Por favor, tell me about your brothers. You are all different and I think you have different interests, yes?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh yes, we are quite different but that doesn\u2019t mean we don\u2019t get along, most of the time.\u201d \u00a0As they rode closer to the ranch house, Adam told Juliana about their different mothers, their different interests in the ranch and how close they were despite all of that. <\/span><\/p>\n

As they entered the yard several men stood ready to take the horses as the riders dismounted. \u00a0Adam dismounted quickly then turned to give assistance to Juliana. \u201cI enjoyed our talk on the way back. Perhaps we can talk another time. \u00a0And I am glad that you weren\u2019t hurt earlier.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cGracias Se\u00f1or.\u201d Adam noticed she had switched back to addressing him formally but figured that was because they were no longer alone. Inside the house Juliana excused herself and climbed the stairs to her room. She chanced a glance over the balcony and saw Adam surrounded by his brothers before they too headed upstairs to their rooms. <\/span><\/p>\n

As Juliana closed her bedroom door she acknowledged a warmth within her that had not been present for a long time. \u00a0But too quickly a sadness came over her. She knew that after lunch the men would be busy with negotiations. She hoped the Americans would get a good price for the cattle but also wished they would stay longer. \u00a0As it was they would be leaving in two days. She had overheard her father offer to show them around the ranch the next day and she planned to join them. She wanted more time to get to know each of the brothers. She found them intriguing as they were different not only in appearance and personality but in culture as well. Taking a deep breath to clear her mind, Juliana changed her clothes headed back downstairs. <\/span><\/p>\n

Lunch was served on the veranda and conversation was light. Don Sebasti\u00e1n shared how he had built the Rancho Montoya from scratch into the empire it had become. \u00a0The Cartwrights shared a similar story of their ranch and Juliana listened with great interest as Adam shared about some of his childhood experiences traveling across the country. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

When lunch was finished the Cartwrights followed Don Sebasti\u00e1n into his office. \u00a0Mano did not immediately go in with the others. He turned to watch his sister, aware that she seemed too quiet.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJuliana, what troubles you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana smile and dropped her head. \u00a0\u201cI am not troubled, as you think, but I only wish our guests could stay longer.\u201d She raised her head and Mano saw a look of desperation in her face. <\/span><\/p>\n

Putting his arm around her he drew her close. \u00a0\u201cThese months have been difficult for you. This I know. But what is it you want from these gringos? Why do you think they can offer something Pap\u00e1 and I cannot?\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMano, I am torn between tradition and my desire to do as I wish. It has been six months that I have been in mourning, but Pap\u00e1 thinks I should follow the tradition of a year. \u00a0If I do I feel I shall wither and die. I need to see people, I want to travel. You most of all should understand this. But you have that freedom. You can work with John Cannon, you can leave whenever you wish but I,\u201d she pulled away from her brother\u2019s embrace, \u201cI am stuck here. \u00a0I wait for someone to visit or for someone to be available to escort me to the High Chaparral to visit my sister. I am trapped here, and, right now, trapped in my grief.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Mano stepped closer and wrapped his arms around her from behind and rested his head against hers. \u00a0\u201cAh, my sister, I do understand your grief. And you and I have always been bound together, since our birth. But I fear I have allowed my restlessness to affect you. After I assist the Cartwrights in getting their cattle to Tucson, you and I will spend some time together, even go to see Victoria, since she will not come here. \u00a0How does that sound to you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

After a few seconds of silence Juliana twisted around and looked at Mano with renewed enthusiasm. Her next words were not what Manolito expected to hear. \u201cWhen will you ride to Tucson? In two days? \u00a0I will go with you. That way I can spend more time with our guests and I can visit with Victoria.\u201d She pulled his face close and kissed his cheek. \u201cOh Mano, es perfecto! I must go and prepare. I will speak to Pap\u00e1 tonight.\u201d She nearly ran out of the room but stopped at the doorway, turning back. \u201cWhat a wonderful idea you have. \u00a0Thank you, my brother.\u201d And she was gone.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano ran his hand through his hair, rolled his eyes heavenward and grinned. \u00a0\u201cAye-aye-aye, little sister.\u201d He knew this night there would be fireworks between her and their father and he would have to find a way to make it all work. \u00a0For now he had other concerns. He headed toward his father\u2019s office and slipped silently inside to listen to the negotiations. After a few moments of observation, he learned he would be a casual observer. \u00a0Adam and Don Sebasti\u00e1n were speaking intensely but progress was being made. By the end of the afternoon, hands were being shaken and brandy shared. The brothers left satisfied with the results and Don Sebasti\u00e1n collapsed into his chair. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cPap\u00e1, you look exhausted. \u00a0You should be pleased. You are receiving an excellent price for the cattle, with a promise for more to be bought if these work out for the Cartwrights.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh, I am very pleased but Se\u00f1or Adam is the toughest negotiator I have ever come across. He is almost as clever as I am.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Mano let out a loud laugh. \u00a0\u201cOh Pap\u00e1, I think perhaps he is definitely as shrewd as you are. \u00a0I believe you have met your match.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Don Sebasti\u00e1n glared at his son but couldn\u2019t hold back a laugh. \u00a0\u201cPerhaps so, Manolito. Perhaps so.\u201d He stood and together father and son left the office. \u00a0Mano enjoyed seeing his father so challenged but he felt a bigger challenge was coming when Juliana would make her request to him after dinner. That was moment he did not look forward to.<\/span><\/p>\n

After dinner that evening, Don Sebasti\u00e1n excused himself to work on the contract he and the Cartwrights had agreed to that afternoon. Adam felt he\u2019d gotten an excellent price for the cattle and was looking forward to heading home soon. At the back of the house was a veranda and Adam was drawn to it by the cool breeze entering through the opened doors. Hoss and Joe had settled down to a game of chess and conversation with Mano. \u00a0Juliana saw her chance to speak to her father and Mano watched with some trepidation as his sister enter the office. He remained where he was as an observer of the chess game but was prepared to go to the aid of his sister if necessary.<\/span><\/p>\n

Outside, Adam took a few minutes to study the stars and enjoy the animal sounds that drifted in on the breeze. \u00a0Noticing several chairs against the wall of the house, he took one and settled into the shadows to enjoy the quiet evening as the last rosy rays of a Sonoran sunset faded to indigo and black.<\/span><\/p>\n

He was hoping the peaceful evening and fresh air would calm his thoughts. It felt good to have the cattle purchased and be able to enjoy the next day touring the ranch. \u00a0It amused him that Don Sebasti\u00e1n was a powerful and shrewd negotiator, much like Se\u00f1or Fuentes had said. Although the negotiations were challenging, Adam enjoyed matching wits with the powerful land owner. Adam\u2019s thoughts drifted to the rest of the family and he found was enjoying his time with them. Mano was an intriguing fellow and Adam wasn\u2019t sure he\u2019d be able to figure him out anytime soon. \u00a0He found his thoughts centered on Juliana more and more. What caught his attention he could not fathom. She seemed to be much like her brother – independent, willful but also restless, a restlessness he felt he could understand, yet it seemed different. Adam shook his head, stretched out his legs and closed his eyes. As his mind began to clear he felt a twinge of regret that he and his brothers would have to leave so soon. \u00a0In many ways his soul felt rested in this place and he was reluctant to leave just yet but he was looking forward to getting back home. Fatigue catching up to him he decided to do his best now to focus on the quiet of the night.<\/span><\/p>\n

******<\/span><\/p>\n

Inside, not all was as peaceful since there were now three Montoyas loudly discussing Juliana\u2019s plans in Don Sebasti\u00e1n\u2019s office. \u00a0Suddenly all went silent and the door opened. <\/span><\/p>\n

Light footfalls on the floor alerted Adam to someone\u2019s approach. Soon he saw Juliana rush across the veranda and step into the yard. \u00a0She drew her shawl around her shoulders as if to ward off something other than the chilled air. Adam didn\u2019t wish to intrude on her privacy and finding no way to leave without startling her he remained where he was in the shadows. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He watched as she rubbed her arms, looked skyward, then lowered her head. In the soft lights from the house Adam could see her shoulders shaking as if she were crying. Adam shuffled his feet in an attempt to let her know he was behind her. It worked. \u00a0Juliana turned just as he rose from the chair and his face was lit by the light from the lantern near the porch. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sorry I didn\u2019t mean to intrude or startle you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She tried to smile but her heart wasn\u2019t in it. \u201cIt is alright. If you will excuse me.\u201d \u00a0As she stepped past him he spoke quietly, his voice gentle. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJuliana is something wrong? Is there something I can do?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam couldn\u2019t see her face but had seen the signs before. She was clearly upset and shaking. \u201cPerhaps you would like to sit for a while?\u201d \u00a0He lightly touched her elbow and guided her to the chair he had vacated moments before.<\/span><\/p>\n

Once seated, Juliana fumbled with the edges of her shawl, afraid to look up and let this man see her troubled face. His closeness spoke volumes to her. \u00a0He sat back in the chair next to her, his arms on the armrests but she could feel his sleeve brushing against her arm. He had been kind to her several times and now seemed genuinely concerned for her. Taking a shuddering breath to calm herself she lifted her head and stared out into the darkness.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThe night is so peaceful. Yet it seems impossible for the peace to fill more than just the night.\u201d \u00a0She turned toward Adam. \u201cHow far have you traveled from your home Se\u00f1or Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam looked at the young woman beside him and for the first time realized just how beautiful she was. \u00a0Her voice matched that beauty as she spoke in a lilting rhythm. \u201cI\u2019ve traveled to many places – San Francisco, Boston, and many small towns on our cattle drives.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She looked away then stood and moved to the railing. \u00a0\u201cI have been to Spain and to Tucson. My sister\u2019s husband owns a ranch near there. \u00a0But that is all. A few months ago I would have gone to Mexico City but\u2026.\u201d Her shoulders began to shake causing her to lean heavily on the railing for support. Adam was by her side in an instant. He stood tall beside her, his hands resting lightly on the rail. His voice was just above a whisper. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s not always easy to talk about something that has affected one so deeply. If you would like to share it with me I will listen.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou are most generous, but it is not a happy story.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI have experienced a few of those myself. Sometimes sharing a sad story can help to ease the pain of it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana turned her head and saw he was studying her. His eyes, though roaming over her face, held compassion, and did she see a touch of sorrow? \u201cHave you lost someone you felt was your life, your soul, Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI have lost many who were very close to me but if it\u2019s a spouse you are asking about, no.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana\u2019s fingers gripped the rail until her knuckles turned white. \u00a0She had not spoken to anyone outside her family about her grief, but this man brought a sense of trust and caring to her. She forged ahead, actually eager to tell her story to someone for the first time in months.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cA year ago, I was betrothed to a rancher\u2019s son. \u00a0Alejandro Rodriguez and his two sons, Jos\u00e9 and Diego, had been friends with our family for years. Their ranch borders ours to the south. It had been decided that a marriage between Diego and myself would be beneficial to both families and ranches. \u00a0I had known Diego for many years and quickly agreed when my father told me of the arrangement. Jos\u00e9 had been married for a few years and moved to California.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana paused to get her feelings under control. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWould you like to sit down, or go for a walk while you talk?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Shaking her head at his offer she continued, \u201cSix months ago a fever spread through several villages. \u00a0Diego and his father became sick.\u201d Adam noticed how tightly she gripped the railing and her voice became so quiet he could barely hear her. \u201cThe illness showed no mercy. Many died including Diego and his father. That was only a few days before we were to be married.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She could no longer contain her sorrow. \u00a0It was too much to feel the pain again, to relive the loss of Diego\u2019s love. Adam saw her shoulders shake with deep sobs and put his arms around her to keep her from collapsing. \u00a0Feeling strong but gentle arms holding her up, Juliana turned into him and released all the emotions that had been buried for months. Adam held her until she became quiet. <\/span><\/p>\n

Once the worst was over, Adam guided her to the chairs again and offered her his handkerchief. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cGracias. \u00a0Please forgive me. I should not have\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJuliana, look at me, please.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana turned toward his gentle voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou\u2019ve no reason to feel embarrassed or ashamed. You have suffered a great sorrow and the pain is obviously still fresh. I\u2019m glad you told me what happened. A loss like that is too much to bare alone.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana could not trust her voice but her smile showed her gratitude. Adam\u2019s lips curled up enough to bring out his dimples. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s the smile I thought you might have hidden.\u201d \u00a0She still looked shaky so Adam asked if he could put his arm around her. <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana smiled again. \u201cGracias, Adam but I believe I should go inside. It is late and might not be good if my father saw us out here like this.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam stood when she did. \u201cYou are right of course. \u00a0You\u2019re feeling better?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed. Thank you for…listening. \u00a0Buenas noches, Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cGood night, Juliana.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam watched after her until she turned to go upstairs. \u00a0His hand went instinctively to the back of his neck as he pivoted on his heel to face the darkness. \u00a0He had a lot to ponder before going to bed himself. <\/span><\/p>\n

As soon as Juliana reached the top of the stairs, the door to Don Sebasti\u00e1n\u2019s office opened up and father and son stepped out. \u00a0Their expressions were serious but contained no animosity.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou drive a hard bargain my son. \u00a0I suppose I should be grateful for the way you look out for your sister. \u00a0I am only concerned about her safety and it being proper for her to travel in such a way as a horse or a wagon. Not to mention all the men around her. I only wish she would wait another week and I would be able to travel with her to the High Chaparral.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed Pap\u00e1, Juliana knows that would be best but she has a restlessness that cannot be satisfied to wait. \u00a0I promise I will look after her on this trip. I know our vaqueros will be watchful for her safety and I trust the Americanos as well. \u00a0Por favor, do not be so concerned. She will be in good hands and I will be by her side the entire trip.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI know Mano, but do not forget it is my place to worry about my daughter. \u00a0You on the other hand I have given up worrying about. It became too stressful for this old man.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh Pap\u00e1, you do not fool me for a moment. \u00a0I will see to our guests now. I feel we have been too neglectful of them this evening.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou are correct, my son. \u00a0Let us spend a pleasant evening together with them. \u00a0I will speak to Juliana tomorrow.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

The two men, more alike than either cared to admit, entered the front room in time to witness Joe\u2019s win over Hoss at chess. \u00a0For a while longer the four men enjoyed brandy and discussions about cattle and horses. Adam joined them after a while. While Joe was relating a story about a stallion they could not tame, Hoss acknowledged Adam with a nod and noticed his brother was more preoccupied than he appeared on the outside. \u00a0He decided to watch him and see if something had changed. For the moment he settled back and joined in on the story, enjoying this time with their hosts. <\/span><\/p>\n

Well after midnight, when most in the household were sleeping, two were just drifting off. \u00a0One had felt a great weight had been lifted and could see the beginnings of hope creep in. The other was wondering if life was taking a new direction. Both drifted into peaceful slumber, something not felt for a long time. <\/span><\/p>\n

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Chapter 3<\/b><\/p>\n

Up before dawn, Adam stood on the balcony outside his room. He and his brothers would be on their way home today. He was dressed, his bags were packed, but it was too soon to head downstairs for breakfast. \u00a0Needing some time to think, he leaned on the railing watching the first light of morning break over the Sonoran mountains. The one thing Adam could not get used to was the colors of a desert sunrise. They were more vibrant, more alive than any he\u2019d witnessed back home. \u00a0It wasn\u2019t just the shades of the sky but of the landscape as well – the sand, the mountains, even the cacti and trees took on unusual colors as the sun rose up from the horizon. As he watched the Sonoran dawn brighten to daylight, Adam reflected on the events of the day before. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

As promised Don Sebasti\u00e1n escorted his guests along with Manolito and Juliana to see the workings of the Rancho Montoya. He and his brothers found many things to be the same but they learned much of how to raise cattle in the desert, giving Hoss some ideas he could try in the more arid parts of the Ponderosa. \u00a0A smile crept across Adam\u2019s face when he thought about Joe\u2019s favorite part, the horses. Mano had pointed out a large herd of about sixty wild horses and Joe sat mesmerized by their beauty and strength. Adam and Hoss agreed they were some of the finest horses they had seen. Closer to the ranch the brothers watched for a while as some newly captured horses were being tamed. Adam knew it was so hard for Joe not to offer to buy some of the horses. \u00a0He knew their father would not be pleased to see cattle and horses coming home, no matter how good the stock was. Adam knew, as well as Joe, that the price would be high for any Montoya horses. However Adam and Hoss agreed with Joe\u2019s thoughts when they rode back to the house that maybe one day they could pursue that prospect.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

The brothers never would have thought that their final evening meal with the Montoyas could have been more lavish than their first, but they were pleasantly proven wrong. \u00a0Don Sebasti\u00e1n had gone out of his way to ensure the Cartwrights were treated with the best he had to offer and make sure they continued to have a thriving business relationship in the future. \u00a0The evening, while quite formal, was also one of the most relaxing. By this point they all knew each other and conversation was relaxed and entertaining, much like it was at home. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Adam did notice, though, that whenever he and Juliana had a few moments alone, either her father or her brother appeared shortly thereafter. \u00a0It seemed they wanted to make sure nothing serious developed between the two. Allowing his mind to focus on Juliana, he wondered if something was there. \u00a0He enjoyed her company immensely, finding their conversations enlightening and stimulating. She was well educated, as he was, and they found they enjoyed comparing Spanish and English literature and poetry. \u00a0Letting his thoughts flow freely he also acknowledged that he felt compassion for her loss of Diego, and felt he understood about being cheated out of that kind of love. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

The sun had cleared the mountains and its bright rays on Adam\u2019s face brought him back to the present. As Adam descended the stairs he closed off his personal thoughts and shifted to his checklists for getting underway as soon as possible. \u00a0Entering the dining room, he was glad to see his brothers already there along with Manolito. He joined their conversation about the first part of the trip. Juliana appeared from the kitchen carrying a tray of food, followed by the cook with two pots of coffee. \u00a0Adam immediately stepped toward Juliana offering to take the tray. The look the pair exchanged was not lost on anyone else in the room. If Hoss, Joe and Mano had any doubts about something romantic between Adam and Juliana, those doubts were erased immediately. The question in the brothers\u2019 minds was if either of them knew it. Don Sebasti\u00e1n entered at that moment and everyone took their places at the table and settled into enjoying a full breakfast. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

The first day of the trip to Tucson went smoothly. \u00a0Mano and Joe rode point with Adam sharing flank with one of the Montoya vaqueros, the other two riding drag. \u00a0Hoss, with Juliana sitting beside him, drove the wagon carrying their supplies and food for the three day trip. Around the camp that evening, each of the men rotated through night watch with the cattle. Hoss noticed Adam and Juliana found time to talk quietly while everyone else settled in for either sleep or night watch. <\/span><\/p>\n

On the second day, Joe and Mano took turns driving the wagon. \u00a0Juliana enjoyed this arrangement as it gave her time on the short trip to spend with the two Cartwright brothers, getting to know them, and with her own brother, as time with him had been rare in recent weeks. \u00a0However, her time with Mano was not all she had hoped. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJuliana, what will you do when it is time to part ways with the Cartwrights in Tucson?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhat do you mean, Mano? \u00a0You and I will go to the High Chaparral and Adam and his brothers will head home to Nevada.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAh, little sister, if only it would be that easy. \u00a0You do not fool me, but perhaps you are fooling yourself, s\u00ed?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana understood her brother exactly. She faced away from him, scanning the desert that surrounded them. Finally she responded to his question. \u00a0Was it worry or defeat reflected in her voice? <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI know what you are asking, and I do not know the answer. \u00a0Nothing has been said of the future. I only know that we enjoy each other\u2019s company and he has become a good friend.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano shifted the reins to his left hand so he could take one of her hands in his right one. \u201cMy sister, can you honestly tell me that you do not have stronger feelings for this man? Pap\u00e1 and I have seen the looks between you. Are you not aware of what is growing in your heart?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana pulled her hand away. She would have walked away as well if she had not been trapped riding in the wagon. But she knew now was the time to face the truth of what her brother said. \u00a0\u201cI am aware that there are feelings in my heart that have not been there since Diego. Adam has been able to help me understand my grief better than anyone, but it is as you say, Mano. I find I am attracted to him, and I believe he feels the same.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano waited for more but when the silence continued he glanced at his sister. \u00a0She had tears in her eyes as she looked ahead. Mano shifted his gaze and saw Adam riding at the front of the herd with Hoss. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mano chose his next words carefully and spoke them with compassion. He loved his sister and wanted nothing more for her than her happiness. \u201cPerhaps some answers will come tonight. I will be nearby when we arrive in Tucson tomorrow if you should need me. But I must say this as it is from our father. \u00a0Perhaps it would be wise to consider the distance of the ranches before you let anything more develop between you and Se\u00f1or Adam. Pap\u00e1 will not be so happy to see you move hundreds of miles away, and I know that Adam would not be happy here in Sonora, or even Arizona. It is not in his blood, like it is in ours.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana felt the sting of her brother\u2019s words but knew that they were delivered with love. Nothing more would be said between them on the subject. \u00a0They would be stopping soon for the evening and she knew it would be the last chance she and Adam would have to talk since they would arrive in Tucson the next day. \u00a0The Cartwrights were to meet up with some of their drovers and the following day leave for Nevada. There would be no more time to talk about anything except cattle. Juliana needed to know if there could be more between her and Adam, and if so how they would work that out. <\/span><\/p>\n

Up ahead, Hoss was trying to have a similar conversation with Adam but it was not being received as pleasantly. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cListen Hoss, I don\u2019t care what you and Joe think you see, it is just a friendship. That\u2019s all.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, I ain\u2019t trying ta tell you what ta do, but tomorrow we\u2019ll be in Tucson and the day after that we\u2019ll be on our way home. \u00a0That little gal has some feelings for ya and I think you have some for her. All I\u2019m sayin\u2019 is that you best be figurin\u2019 it out before tomorrow.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss chanced a side glance at Adam and saw his brother\u2019s jaw muscles working overtime. He knew he\u2019d struck a chord with Adam so waited to see if his brother would reveal any secrets. \u00a0The wait was not as long as he\u2019d anticipated.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou\u2019re right Hoss. \u00a0There\u2019s something between us, I just don\u2019t know if it\u2019s strong enough to do something about. \u00a0It started so innocently. She was hurting in her grief and needed someone to listen, just listen. \u00a0After that, it became so easy for us to talk about anything, and I have to admit I like her fiery temper.\u201d \u00a0Adam dropped his head then raised it up, looking off to the side. \u201cIf only we had more time to figure it all out.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss felt Adam\u2019s frustration and knew of his brother\u2019s restlessness. \u00a0He also knew Adam longed for a gal to love and feared if he didn\u2019t find someone soon, it\u2019d become another reason to leave home. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He kept those thoughts to himself and instead simply agreed with his brother. \u00a0\u201cYeah Adam, I know.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam knew there was so much more behind Hoss\u2019 words. \u00a0He knew Hoss had his back and would be there for him to face the inevitable, saying good-bye to Juliana. That thought brought a tightness in his chest he wished would go away. Taking a deep breath, he nudged Sport forward. \u00a0He needed time to think. Hoss could handle leading the herd to the campsite about two hours away. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

As the first stars appeared in the evening sky, Adam returned to camp from his watch over the cattle. \u00a0He tipped his head to acknowledge Joe as they passed. After caring for his horse, he picked up a plate and filled it with rabbit stew, then poured a cup of coffee. He left Hoss and Mano to their game of checkers by the fire. \u00a0The vaqueros were with the herd so that left Juliana. As Adam settled in an isolated spot near the horses and dug into his stew he wondered where she was. Since this was their last night on the trail before arriving in Tucson, thoughts of Juliana filled Adam\u2019s mind. In the quiet of the camp they came unbidden. He\u2019d had time to ponder his feelings for her as they drove the cattle and decided he wanted to get to know her better. He had feelings for her, feelings he\u2019d not felt in a long time. \u00a0Knowing the next day would be quite busy, he knew he had to find her tonight and determine if she felt the same. Sipping his coffee, watching the sky darken, and finding some familiar star patterns, Adam lost himself to his thoughts. <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana returned from the edge of camp. \u00a0She had needed time alone to sort out the feelings that Adam had stirred within her. Having finished the game with Hoss, Mano gave Juliana a light kiss on her cheek then headed for his horse. \u00a0Hoss stood and greeted her but she moved on when she noticed her brother look toward a figure in the shadows by the horses. <\/span><\/p>\n

As she walked closer she paused to watch this man who had intrigued her since his arrival. He was staring up at the stars, a soulful expression gracing his eyes. No matter what chaos her thoughts were in they calmed immediately upon his presence. This moment was no different. Taking a step closer her foot pressed down upon a twig, causing it to snap. She gasped when Adam spun and drew his gun in one blurry movement. \u00a0As soon as he recognized her he relaxed and returned his gun to its holster. He stepped toward her, a smile replacing his concerned look. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sorry; I didn\u2019t mean to frighten you. I\u2019m glad to see you actually.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana returned his smile and stepped closer. Her heart continued to race but for another reason now since a gun was no longer pointed at her. \u201cI did not mean to disturb you. You looked like you were lost in thought.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam rubbed his neck. \u00a0\u201cI guess I was. Would you like to sit for a while?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cCan we walk?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSure.\u201d \u00a0Adam held out his arm and Juliana hooked hers around it. \u00a0Together they began to walk the perimeter of the camp. <\/span><\/p>\n

Stopping to lean against a scrubby tree, out of view from anyone in camp, Adam looked into Juliana\u2019s eyes. \u00a0Her expression mirrored his. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIt seems we need to talk but I don\u2019t really know where to begin.\u201d \u00a0He reach for her hands and held them gently in his. That simple gesture sent feeling through him he wasn\u2019t sure he could control. \u00a0\u201cJuliana, you have awakened something in me that has been asleep for a long time. I don\u2019t know if I can even explain it. I think I have fallen in love with you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana freed her hands and with one reached up to touch his cheek, but withdrew before making contact. \u00a0She turned her back to him and gazed up at the twinkling stars. \u201cI too have had feelings growing inside me.\u201d She turned back him. \u201cI have not felt like this since before Diego\u2026.died. \u00a0Adam, I do not know what to do. You will be gone after tomorrow. My father and brother would not want me to be with someone who lives so far away, but, I do not know if I can say good-bye.\u201d \u00a0Juliana spun around and moved several steps away, as if the distance might weaken her feelings. <\/span><\/p>\n

Adam took a deep breath and dropped his head. \u00a0The torrent of emotions he\u2019d seen in her eyes were swirling around in his heart. \u00a0It had to be settled this night. But what was the answer? Stepping closer, he gently placed his hands on her shoulders, guiding her to face him. She shifted closer, her arms tentatively going around his waist. Drawing her into an embrace he relaxed as he felt her head rest against his chest. \u00a0The howl of a coyote, and scurrying sounds from desert animals went unnoticed as two hearts beat together. After several moments, Adam shifted, placing two fingers under Juliana\u2019s chin in order to tilt her face toward his. His hazel eyes darted between her chocolate eyes and her rosy lips. She moved closer, her eyes scanning his rugged face. \u00a0Gently, slowly their lips touched. The kiss was brief but that was all that was needed to ignite their tempestuous feelings. <\/span><\/p>\n

Taking her soft face into his hands, Adam kissed her again then breathed against her warm skin, \u201cI love you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana\u2019s breath caught as she heard his words. \u00a0Her heart raced with a joy she had yearned to again. \u00a0This man gave her strength and confidence, life for her soul. \u00a0Looking firmly into his desirous eyes, she responded in kind, \u201cTe amo, mi amor.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Across the camp, Joe had returned and was in deep conversation with Hoss. \u00a0Joe had witnessed the kiss as he walked past them, unaware at first that the couple was there. He and Hoss now knew for sure their brother had given his heart to this young woman. Though they held deep concern that it could end badly the brothers agreed they would do all they could see that it didn\u2019t. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

An hour later, after much talking, Adam walked Juliana back to the wagon and helped her inside. \u00a0They still had no answers but the hour was late and they needed their sleep. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, what will we do?\u201d \u00a0Her voice a mere whisper so as not to be overheard by others in the camp. <\/span><\/p>\n

Adam brushed a stray lock of hair from her face. \u201cDon\u2019t worry, my love. Rest now and things will be clearer in the morning.\u201d \u00a0He caressed her cheek and gave her another kiss. \u201cSleep well.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana attempted a smile before disappearing behind the canvas cover. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam drifted over to his bedroll, and settled in for the night. Laying on his back with an arm behind his head, he whispered his final thought into the night air and to the one set of listening ears. \u00a0\u201cGo to sleep big brother. We\u2019ll talk in the morning.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

With a humph, Hoss rolled over and soon his snoring filled the camp. \u00a0Adam too rolled to his side. Knowing his brothers were looking out for him brought a brief smile. \u00a0Closing his eyes, he tried to clear his mind so he could sleep. The next day would bring its own problems but he was determined to follow his plan, one that he was sure would help him and Juliana decide their future. <\/span><\/p>\n

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Chapter 4<\/b><\/p>\n

There\u2019s a fundamental thought that the closer one is to the destination, the longer it takes to get there. \u00a0The three Cartwright brothers were convinced this was true. Of course their slow start and the restlessness of the cattle did not help matters. When Hoss and Joe went to saddle the horses, Hoss discovered Chubb was lame. \u00a0There was a cut on his fetlock just above the hoof. It wasn\u2019t bad but it meant Hoss would be driving the wagon the entire way to Tucson instead of trading off with Adam, as they had planned. Adam was not pleased with the news, concern over Chubb\u2019s injury foremost in his mind, but frustrated with a missed opportunity to have more time with Juliana. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Once they were underway the cattle became agitated. \u00a0No one could ascertain why so chalked it up to the heat and the narrowness of the trail. \u00a0On the last leg of the trip they had to travel through an arroyo and the cattle flat out refused to enter. \u00a0Adam\u2019s suggestion of putting the bull in the lead worked. He, Joe and Pablo, one of the vaqueros, led the way with the other riders and the supply wagon following behind. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Nearing the end of the arroyo, Joe remained at the head of the cattle while Adam and Pablo scouted ahead. They wanted to be familiar with the lay of the land before leading the cattle out of the arroyo. As the trail widened, Joe worked to stop the herd. \u00a0Mano, realizing Joe was alone, rode up to assist.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cQue pasa, amigo? Where are Adam and Pablo?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThey rode ahead to scout out the area before we bring the cattle through. But they should have been back by now.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cUno momento.\u201d Mano turned his horse and rode to the back to get one of the other vaqueros to ride to the front and keep the cattle stationary. \u00a0He also told Hoss the news. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDadgumit. What\u2019s happened now?\u201d He glanced toward Juliana noting her anxiousness at this turn of events. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI do not know, compadre.\u201d Mano returned to the front, stayed with the herd and watched as Joe headed around the bend and out of site. <\/span><\/p>\n

Letting Cochise run to the end of the arroyo, Joe now reined him to a walk as they eased around the curve and into open territory. Joe drew his pistol, his senses on high alert for danger. Ahead of him was an expanse of desert, clusters of trees and a stream that would work for the parched animals and humans. \u00a0Off in the distance he could just make out the edges of buildings. Tucson, he reasoned. <\/span><\/p>\n

Cochise\u2019s sudden nervous movements brought Joe\u2019s attention back to the area just ahead of him. \u00a0He tightened his grip on the reins, spoke quietly to calm his horse and pulled his hat lower to shade his eyes from the glaring sun. \u00a0Through the ripples of heat he saw two riderless horses, one of them Sport. That\u2019s why Cochise had become restless. The horse sensed his stablemate. Fear gripped Joe as he scanned the area. \u00a0Seeing no one he nudged his anxious mount forward. Drawing closer he saw the bodies on the ground. <\/span><\/p>\n

Leaping from Cochise Joe ran to Pablo first. Carefully rolling him over he found the broken shaft from an arrow protruding from his chest. Nothing more could be done for him. Joe nervously ran his hand over his sweaty face and scanned the area once again as he quickly he moved over to Adam. \u00a0Joe\u2019s breath caught. Adam was on his side with an arrow protruding from the upper leg he was lying on. Joe touched his arm lightly. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAdam. Adam? Come on brother, talk to me.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam groaned and started to roll to his back. \u00a0Suddenly a cry escaped and he blindly grabbed for Joe\u2019s arm. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, don\u2019t move. You have an arrow in your leg.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI…know.\u201d Adam squeezed his eyes tight against the pain and tried again to speak. \u201cMy arm\u2026. Can\u2019t move it.\u201d \u00a0He squeezed Joe\u2019s arm tighter, doing his best to get through the pain.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe was confused for a moment then clarity settled in. \u00a0\u201cAdam, you mean the arm you\u2019re lying on?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

His brother managed a barely perceptible nod. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAlright. Listen, did you see anyone? \u00a0Who attacked you?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cNo. Heard the arrow then Pablo fell. I tried to get away and\u2026.Sport spooked, reared up. Took one in the leg and fell.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou landed like this?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYeah. Can\u2019t move at all. \u00a0Hand is numb.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOkay, let me check the area and I\u2019ll get Hoss and Mano. They\u2019re not far.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe made sure the area was secured, tied off the horses and made sure they weren\u2019t injured. \u00a0After giving Adam some water he and making sure he could hold his gun, Joe rode back to the group. \u00a0Juliana sat by Hoss, her anxious eyes scanning the trail ahead. When Joe rode up and told them about Adam Juliana gasped, her hand covering her mouth in shock. \u00a0Hoss put an arm around her and reassured her that Adam would be alright. <\/span><\/p>\n

In a quick discussion it was decided that Hoss and Juliana would follow Joe to help Adam. \u00a0Mano and the vaqueros would move the cattle toward the water then send one of the men to Tucson for more help. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

The shade of the makeshift lean-to under a small tree made a huge difference for Adam but the pain he was in still made him sweat profusely. \u00a0Juliana sat beside him, encouraging him to sip water and giving what comfort she could. She was still in shock herself after seeing him so badly injured and learning of Pablo\u2019s death. However, when Hoss and Joe worked against Adam\u2019s wishes to move him to the shelter and put his dislocated shoulder back in place, it was more than she could handle. Mano, in an effort to get her away from the brothers, walked her toward the stream to get some fresh water. Once everyone was finally settled in the shade, Hoss explained that they had no choice if Adam wanted to keep the use of his arm. They also were able to remove the arrow head and shaft since it had not penetrated very deeply. They cleaned the wound with whiskey and bandaged it then gave Adam a fair amount to help with the pain. <\/span><\/p>\n

Noticing Adam\u2019s breathing had become more regular and he was finally resting, thanks to the whiskey from Hoss, Juliana closed her eyes to rest as well. \u00a0Hoss sat in the shade of another tree keeping watch, his rifle lying ready in his lap. Mano and one of the hands searched the area but found no immediate threat. Up on a ridge above the arroyo, they did find a pile of crudely made arrows and single horse tracks heading toward Tucson. It appeared the attack was not by the Apache but a lone individual. Joe circled the herd as they drank and nibbled at what grasses were available, his rifle in his hand. The last Montoya ranch hand was dispatched to Tucson to get help and another wagon. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

As a light warm breeze ruffled her hair, Juliana felt her breathing slow down and take on the rhythm of Adam\u2019s shallow breaths. \u00a0Her fingers gently smoothed his damp hair. The heat and shock of the attack had taken its toll, leaving her feeling drained. Finally feeling safe she drifted into a light sleep. <\/span><\/p>\n

The sounds of horses and voices brought Juliana back to reality. \u00a0Coming to her senses she first checked on Adam. His breathing was shallow but steady. He had stopped perspiring and his forehead felt cool to the touch. \u00a0She carefully stood up and walked to where her brother stood, at the back of a wagon, speaking to several strange men. Hoss saw her and came over to answer her questions.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDid ya get some good rest?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed, gracias. \u00a0Adam is doing better and still resting.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s good. \u00a0But he won\u2019t be fer much longer. \u00a0This here wagon is his ride to town. That man there is the Sheriff and he\u2019s brought some men ta see if they can figure out who attacked Adam an\u2019 Pablo. \u00a0He thinks he might know who it could be.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana wrapped her arms around herself, trying to take in what Hoss was saying. Hoss noticed and gently pulled her into a hug. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t ya worry none. \u00a0Ol\u2019 Adam\u2019s mighty tough. \u00a0We\u2019ll be very careful when we move him. \u00a0Would ya like to ride in th\u2019 back with him? Might make him feel better knowin\u2019 you\u2019re there.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cGracias, Hoss. \u00a0I would like that. When will we be leaving?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh I expect in an hour or so. \u00a0Why don\u2019t ya get somethin\u2019 ta eat while we get things ready.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana smiled at Hoss\u2019 suggestion. \u00a0She couldn\u2019t get over how quickly she had been accepted by Adam\u2019s brothers even though nothing had been decided between Adam and herself. \u00a0She sat by the fire, pouring out some coffee and eating a biscuit. The activity around her became a blur as she sipped the coffee and watched Adam sleep. \u00a0Her own anxious thoughts settled on just one, not wanting to be far from Adam. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

The hour Hoss mentioned came and went. \u00a0Joe and Hoss were very careful in getting Adam into the wagon. \u00a0Juliana believed the amount of whiskey in him helped a great deal. \u00a0By evening, they were settled in several rooms over a small cafe in Tucson. \u00a0Now she sat by Adam\u2019s bed, keeping watch while everyone else got something to eat and saw to the cattle. Mano made sure she had had a light meal before leaving. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam was sleeping well after his second ordeal, when the doctor applied stitches to his leg and rebandaged everything. Joe had made sure Adam took some Laudanum so he\u2019d sleep through the night. \u00a0Juliana was relieved to hear that the doctor expected Adam to have a full recovery, though it would be a few weeks before that would occur. <\/span><\/p>\n

With the stress of the day wearing heavily on her, and the dark room so inviting, Juliana wanted to sleep but she had promised to watch Adam for the hour or so the others would be away. \u00a0The chair was not comfortable and her body was crying for rest. Finally she gave in to the only solution she could see. An hour later, Joe tiptoed into the room, followed by Hoss and Mano. Smiles graced their faces as they gazed upon Juliana, sound asleep beside Adam on the bed. She was on top of the covers with an afghan pulled over her, while Adam was tucked in under the covers, in a deep healing sleep himself. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Backing out to the hall, Mano spoke first. \u00a0\u201cIf it is alright with you two, I will sit in the room until she awakens. Go and get your sleep. \u00a0I will get you if anything changes.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe and Hoss nodded and headed to their room. \u00a0Mano returned to Adam\u2019s room and adjusted the cover over his sister. \u00a0\u201cAh little sister, what am I to do with you? Sleep well.\u201d He settled into the chair, rested his head on his fist and closed his eyes. \u00a0It would be a peaceful night for all. <\/span><\/p>\n

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Chapter 5<\/b><\/p>\n

Hoss lumbered down the street, flipping an envelope against his hand. \u00a0His spirits had lifted in the three days they had been in Tucson. The Sheriff had found the thirteen year old Mexican boy who had shot the arrows at Pablo and Adam. He was known for taking an old horse, a stray cow, or supplies in order to support his family, though no one did anything about it. No one had been hurt until now. The boy had overheard conversations among the gringo caballeros about some cattle coming from the south. He gathered his homemade arrows and rode out. \u00a0There was only one main trail to the south so it didn\u2019t take long to find the men and the cattle. Not very good at shooting the arrows he was terrified when one struck a vaquero in the chest and the other man was thrown from his horse. Fearful for what he had done he ran, swearing to himself never to try anything like that again. <\/span><\/p>\n

When Manolito learned about it, he worked out an agreement with John Cannon and the Sheriff to allow the boy to live and work at the ranch for a short time. Eventually the family would be moved to Sonora and the boy would work for the Montoyas until Don Sebasti\u00e1n determined the boy\u2019s debt had been paid. \u00a0The boy would see his parents once a month and the parents would work on the Montoya ranch as well. After the debt was satisfied the family could chose to remain or leave. <\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss was also pleased that Adam was now able to sit up in bed and eat. He was most grateful for Juliana\u2019s help in taking care of Adam and keeping him company. \u00a0Their time together began to cement the feelings they had for each other. Victoria had also come and invited the Cartwrights to stay at the High Chaparral while Adam recovered. \u00a0The doctor had said it would be another week before he felt Adam could handle the ride home, in a well-padded wagon or carriage. <\/span><\/p>\n

Now Hoss had his own decision to make. \u00a0As soon as they arrived in Tucson, he\u2019d sent a wire to the Ponderosa to inform their father of the attack and the delay in getting home. \u00a0Now he had the response in his hand. He knew Adam and Juliana had been discussing their future but didn\u2019t know what the decision would be. \u00a0Hoss needed to get the cattle home. The Ponderosa drovers were there and ready to leave when Hoss gave the word. The problem was whether Adam would be coming with him and Joe. <\/span><\/p>\n

Heading up to his brother\u2019s room he heard laughter beyond the door. Stepping inside, he saw Joe and Adam with small glasses of whiskey. \u00a0Joe shot from his chair to greet his brother. He handed his glass to Hoss then poured himself another one.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHey, big brother, you\u2019re just in time for a small celebration.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Totally puzzled, Hoss followed Joe\u2019s gaze toward Adam. A grin, a wink and a raise of his glass was all Hoss needed from his brother. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWell hot-diggity. \u00a0You made a decision.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI have. \u00a0Hoss, I\u2019m going to ask Juliana to marry me. \u00a0We still have many things to talk over, including a discussion with Don Sebasti\u00e1n, so I have to wait until I can speak to him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss raised his glass. \u00a0\u201cWell here\u2019s to you and Juliana. \u00a0I\u2019m right happy fer both of ya.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

The brothers laughed as glasses clinked and were emptied. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhat\u2019s in your hand brother?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh yeah. \u00a0Got a response from Pa.\u201d \u00a0Adam\u2019s and Joe\u2019s faces turned serious as Hoss pulled out the message and silently read through it.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWell?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh, sorry. \u00a0He\u2019s says to take our time gettin\u2019 Adam home but he is worried about the delay with the cattle.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Silence filled the room. <\/span><\/p>\n

Joe exchanged a look with Hoss then prodded Adam. \u201cWhat are you thinking Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam shifted in the bed then cleared his throat. His brothers knew something more serious was coming. \u201cJuliana and I discussed my staying here to give us more time to work everything out. I need to stay at least another week to have time to speak with Don Sebasti\u00e1n. He is supposed to be coming by the end of the week but Mano wasn\u2019t completely sure of his schedule. \u00a0If I do that then I\u2019ll be recovered enough to head home in a week or so.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe began to pace the small room. \u201cOkay but the cattle can\u2019t stay here that long.\u201d \u00a0Joe paused in his pacing. \u201cListen Adam, why don\u2019t we send Hoss back with the cattle. \u00a0I\u2019ll stay here since you\u2019re still going to need some help getting around and all. It will be easier too once we get to the High Chaparral. Plus when you\u2019re ready to leave you won\u2019t have to travel alone.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam listened to all Joe had to say, then looked to Hoss to see if he agreed. \u00a0A smile and nod was his answer. <\/span><\/p>\n

Adam smiled too. \u201cYou know for a \u2018little brother\u2019 you\u2019re pretty smart.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHey! I expect better gratitude than that for being so brilliant.\u201d Joe swatted at Adam\u2019s good foot under the covers. Hoss\u2019 heart swelled to see his brothers teasing each other. That\u2019s when he knew everything was going to be just fine. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

Two days later, Hoss, the drovers and the cattle were on their way to the Ponderosa. \u00a0Adam and Joe had moved out to the High Chaparral. Adam was just able to get around by hobbling a few feet at a time, using a cane the doctor had given him. <\/span><\/p>\n

During those days Adam rested by sitting in the living room reading or outside on the porch watching the men break horses. \u00a0He and Juliana found several opportunities to talk and Adam became more convinced he had made the right decision about marrying her. \u00a0He also had time to get to know Victoria and enjoyed her company as much as Juliana\u2019s. Don Sebasti\u00e1n had raised two fine ladies he could be proud of. <\/span><\/p>\n

One afternoon, Manolito came from the bunkhouse when a guard announced that a carriage was approaching. \u00a0Mano waited by the porch for the carriage to stop in front of him. He stepped forward to greet his father.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cGreetings, Pap\u00e1. I see you have finally decided to grace us with your presence.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMano, is that a proper way to greet your father after a long dusty ride? \u00a0Or to welcome a guest to the home of your sister?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano stepped back when his father exited the carriage. \u00a0\u201cNo Pap\u00e1. Welcome. It is good to see you.\u201d At that point a man came from behind the carriage, leading his horse.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHola, Manolito. \u00a0I hope I too am welcome?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano\u2019s smile froze for a few seconds until he recovered and took the proffered hand of the gentleman. \u00a0\u201cS\u00ed, claro. Of course you are welcome, Jos\u00e9. I am just surprised to see you, that is all.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJos\u00e9 surprised me as well, Mano, when he arrived at the Rancho only a few days ago.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI must apologize for arriving unannounced, Mano. But you see some things have changed in my life and I wished to discuss them with your father. He has been a gracious listener and invited me to join him here so that I could visit with you and your lovely sisters.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJos\u00e9, you are welcome at the High Chaparral as much as the Rancho Montoya. \u00a0Please come in and I will find my sisters.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

When Mano turned his back on the guests his warm smile briefly turned to a worried frown. That was quickly erased as he entered the house and introduced Jos\u00e9 to Adam. \u00a0Mano was impressed with how well Adam hid his surprise at being introduced to Diego\u2019s brother. Don Sebasti\u00e1n made himself comfortable on the sofa, encouraging Adam and Jos\u00e9 to join him. Adam listened while the other two men engaged in conversation about the Cannon Ranch. Mano headed to the kitchen to see if he could find his sisters before they encountered their guest.<\/span><\/p>\n

Victoria turned at the sound of footsteps, wiping flour off her hands.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMano, you\u2019re too early. \u00a0The pastries are not finished yet.\u201d Concern quickly replaced teasing when she saw his serious expression. \u00a0\u201cWhat is it? What is wrong?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cVictoria, where is Juliana?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIn her room, I believe. \u00a0Why?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cPap\u00e1 has arrived and he has brought a guest. Jos\u00e9.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJos\u00e9? Diego\u2019s brother? What is he doing here?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI do not know. Please take some refreshments into our guests. \u00a0I must find Juliana and prepare her. Whatever the reason for the visit, I fear it will not bode well for our sister.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Victoria agreed and began preparing a tray. She asked their cook, Anita, to finish the pastries and begin preparing dinner for everyone. <\/span><\/p>\n

When Victoria brought out a try laden with cakes and coffee, she knew immediately that her brother was unsuccessful in finding Juliana before she learned of their guests. She felt the tension in the room and tried her best to ease it as she greeted Jos\u00e9 with a hug and a kiss on the cheek. She then served everyone before sitting by her sister on the sofa. She discreetly reached for her sister\u2019s hand to give is gentle squeeze but Juliana pulled it away. <\/span><\/p>\n

Jos\u00e9 reopened the conversation once everyone was settled again, \u201cWhen you ladies joined us Se\u00f1or Cartwright was telling me about his ranch in Nevada. \u00a0It sounds quite impressive with the different operations you have, Se\u00f1or. I too have, well had, a ranch similar yours in California. I raised prime cattle and riding horses.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana was unusually quiet and kept glancing at Adam but he kept his focus on Jos\u00e9 and didn\u2019t notice her looks. Victoria picked up on one thing Jos\u00e9 mentioned.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhy did you say you \u2018had\u2019 a ranch, Jos\u00e9? \u00a0What has happened?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m afraid I have been forced to make some changes in my life. \u00a0There is no easy way to say this but it must be said before we continue with this visit. Your father has already heard the entire story and he has graciously offered his assistance in the transition.\u201d \u00a0Jos\u00e9 took a deep breath while letting his eyes linger on Juliana. \u201cAs you know, when I was in Sonora for my family\u2019s funerals, Maria was with child. Only two months later, she lost the child and I lost her.\u201d \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Quiet gasps came from Victoria and Juliana, drawing Adam\u2019s attention to her. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI have made the decision, in the interest of my young children, Tom\u00e1s and Luisa, to sell my ranch in California and move back to my father\u2019s ranch in Sonora. \u00a0I will bring my cattle and horses with me. Don Sebasti\u00e1n, as I have said, has agreed to help in any way possible while I get the ranch into working condition. I have a buyer for my ranch so it is my intention to be settled in Sonora in two months\u2019 time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJos\u00e9, what of the children? Who will care for them while you work?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cFor now they are in the care of Maria\u2019s sister. Unfortunately she cannot come with us. \u00a0So I will have to find someone here to help care for them after we move.\u201d Adam didn\u2019t miss the flick of Jos\u00e9\u2019s eyes toward Juliana. He wasn\u2019t sure what was going on with Jos\u00e9 but intended to find out from Mano as soon as he could. <\/span><\/p>\n

A brief silence ensued until Victoria suggested that her father and Jos\u00e9 might like to freshen up before dinner. \u00a0The offer was accepted and soon the gentlemen were settled in their rooms. The ladies went to the kitchen to help with the dinner preparations and Adam went to sit outside. \u00a0Mano came down with his bags heading to the bunkhouse, having agreed to give his room to Jos\u00e9. As he crossed the porch, Adam called to him from his chair near the door.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMano, may I have a word with you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOf course my friend. But I believe I know what you are going to ask. Why is Jos\u00e9 here?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYes. \u00a0Juliana seems to be uncomfortable around him and wouldn\u2019t answer any of my questions.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI do not know what his intentions are, Adam. I think we will just have to wait and see.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano stood and made his way to the bunkhouse. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYes I guess we will have to wait and see, but not for long if I have anything to do with it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam continued to sit on the porch as he laid out a plan in his head to see what Jos\u00e9 was really doing at the High Chaparral. <\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

The next morning there was a flurry of activity on the ranch. \u00a0Joe, Jos\u00e9 and Manolito rode out to see the new horses that had been rounded up. \u00a0Juliana decided at the last minute to join them. John and several ranch hands headed out to move a herd of cattle to a new watering hole. \u00a0Adam found himself and Don Sebasti\u00e1n alone at the table. Both sipped their coffee, enjoying the silence that had finally fallen upon the house. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Finishing his coffee first, Adam stood and excused himself from the table. Before he could take a step Don Sebasti\u00e1n voiced his thoughts, \u201cSe\u00f1or Adam, if I may intrude a bit, something seems to be troubling you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam stiffened but responded in a relaxed voice, \u201cI just have some things to sort through before my brother and I head home, Se\u00f1or. If you\u2019ll excuse me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam turned away from the table and slowly made his way outside. Don Sebasti\u00e1n watched after the young man then shrugged his shoulders. \u00a0Victoria came from the kitchen and was pleased to see his father alone. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMay I join you Pap\u00e1?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOf course my daughter. What can you tell me of your sister\u2019s interest in Adam Cartwright?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Victoria was used to her father\u2019s directness when he wanted to know something but this question still took her by surprise. \u00a0\u201cI am not sure I can answer that, Pap\u00e1. I have noticed looks exchanged between them, and she spent much time caring for Adam in Tucson. But she has not confided in me of any feelings.\u201d \u00a0She looked pointedly at her father. \u201cAnd if she had I would not betray them here. I think perhaps you should ask her yourself.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAh, Victoria, I was not looking for a betrayal of secrets. \u00a0It was merely a question. She has shown the same signs when she was at home. \u00a0It is my thinking she has feelings for this gringo, and I am quite certain he has feelings for her. \u00a0The question to be answered is how strong are those feelings?\u201d Don Sebasti\u00e1n brushed at his beard while glancing at the door through which Adam had just gone. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cPap\u00e1, are there things about Jos\u00e9 that you know and are not sharing?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

It was his turned to look at his daughter with a pointed look. \u00a0\u201cNow who is asking a question that cannot be answered?\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

With that he stood and headed outside. Victoria rested her head on her hand as she watched her father leave. \u00a0He could be so irritating at times but now Victoria was certain her father knew much more than he was letting on. She only hoped her sister would not be hurt by the hidden information. After the front door closed, she rose and cleared the last of the dishes. \u00a0She planned to speak to Juliana as soon as she returned from riding. <\/span><\/p>\n

Outside Adam leaned on the corral fence. \u00a0Sport came over and snorted at his master. Adam held out a few sugar cubes he had pilfered from the breakfast table. That appeased the beast but not Adam\u2019s heart. \u00a0A few days ago he felt a peace and excitement about his future. He was sure Juliana would be a part of it, although he had not asked her officially. But now he felt like his world had turned upside down and he hadn\u2019t a clue as to why. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHe is a magnificent animal, Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Startled, Adam turned to find Don Sebasti\u00e1n beside him. He couldn\u2019t help but smile at the compliment about his horse. \u201cYes, I suppose he is. \u00a0He\u2019s got a lot of Thoroughbred in him and a strong spirit.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cMuch like his master, S\u00ed?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam ducked his head to hide his smile. \u201cSo some have said.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cSometimes a strong spirit is good but it can be difficult to control. I speak from experience, concerning my children. \u00a0They are all different and, I am forced to admit, only to you Adam, that I find them difficult to control. But then, they do come by their tempestuous natures quite naturally. \u00a0I have learned to let them find their ways, but I do guide their paths. I have their best interests in mind for my children, even though it may not always go the way I wish.\u201d He faced Adam and caught his eye. \u201cTrying to decide what is best for yourself or someone else is not always easy.\u201d He waited a moment before returning to the house leaving Adam alone with his thoughts. If only he and Sport could go for a ride. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Sport seemed to sense his master\u2019s troubled state and came to stand by the fence. \u00a0He snorted and moved his head up and down. Adam reached out to scratch under the horse\u2019s jawline. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou\u2019re trying to tell me to make up my mind, huh boy?\u201d \u00a0Adam stood a bit straighter and took in a deep breath. He rubbed the white blaze and Sport calmed down. \u00a0\u201cWell, I have. And I\u2019m going to do something about it tonight. Thanks pal.\u201d Adam continued to stroke his horse until the animal wandered away to explore some grass on the other side of the corral. \u00a0Adam watched for a few more minutes then made his way back to the porch. Victoria brought him some lemonade and left him to his thoughts. After her discussion with her father she wondered if there were going to be some fireworks soon between two or three of her guests. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

*****<\/span><\/p>\n

After the evening meal, Adam invited Juliana out for a walk in the cool evening air. \u00a0Joe watched his brother leave, concern highlighting his features after seeing Jos\u00e9 spending a lot of time with Juliana during the ride out to see the wild horses. \u00a0He had wanted to speak to Adam about it but never found the time. They had all arrived back to the house close to the evening meal.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe had also observed Jos\u00e9 watching Juliana and Adam during dinner. \u00a0He was irritated that the man had only arrived and seemed way too interested in Juliana. \u00a0He did his best to keep the two separated out at the horses but he felt he wasn\u2019t very effective. <\/span><\/p>\n

Outside, the couple strolled around the perimeter of the yard. \u00a0The cool air was soothing after such a hot day, but they could find no privacy with so many men on guard duty. \u00a0Sensing Adam\u2019s frustration growing, she took him by the hand and led him to a secret passage behind the kitchen. \u00a0When she unlocked a second door he saw a narrow staircase. His curiosity peaked, Adam turned to Juliana with eyebrows raised.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhat\u2019s this?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cCome. I will show you.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana began the climb, waiting every few steps for Adam to catch up. At the top was another door which Juliana opened and disappeared through. Adam reached the top and carefully stepped through, onto the roof of the house. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He slowly turned all the way around to take in the view of the distant mountains against the darkening sky. \u00a0When finished, he found Juliana grinning at him. She touched his hand, indicating for him to follow her around a corner. As they walked he saw one of the guard turn and look at them then turn back to his post. <\/span><\/p>\n

Settling beside Juliana on a long box of some kind, Adam waited for her explanation.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHow did you think the guards got up here? This is a place I would come when I needed to be alone. \u00a0It is too hot during the day but just before sunrise or after sunset is a perfect time sit here and to think, or just enjoy the changes in the sky.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s wonderful. I wish I had had something like this at home when I was a boy. \u00a0The closest was our hay loft.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

They sat in silence for a while listening to the night sounds and watching the stars. \u00a0Feeling the time was right to talk, Adam took a deep breath and reached for Juliana\u2019s hand. \u00a0Sensing his touch, she turned to him to listen.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cDid you enjoy seeing the horses today?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cThey were magnificent, Adam. Mano said they were some of the best horses they have rounded up in a long time. \u00a0He\u2019s going to speak to John about selling a few to our father for our herd.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Adam enjoyed watching the excitement light up her face. \u00a0He knew what she was describing. He\u2019d experienced it himself, seeing wild horses in their natural habitat took one\u2019s breath away. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m glad you had a good time. \u00a0I wish I could have been there with you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana looked away at Adam\u2019s words. \u201cI as well.\u201d She turned back to him but pulling her hand away from his. \u00a0\u201cBut you are much better, S\u00ed? You do not use the cane as much. Does your leg still hurt?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s more lack of strength than pain. I\u2019m able to put more weight on it each day. \u00a0I should be able to ride again in a couple of weeks. Well except for my shoulder. That will take longer.\u201d He hesitated with his next thoughts. \u00a0Something seemed different about Juliana, something he was hoping he was wrong about.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cJuliana, did something happen on your trip to see the horses?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She cast her eyes downward. \u201cWhat do you mean Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYou seem different tonight. This is the first time we\u2019ve managed to be alone for a while and well, you seem preoccupied and…distant. \u00a0I was hoping to speak to you about our future together. Now that your father is here I plan to speak to him tomorrow.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana stood up, turning her back on Adam. This pose reminded Adam of the night they\u2019d first talked at her home, when she told him about Diego. He rose and stood behind her, resting his hands gently on her shoulders. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWhat is it Juliana? Are you concerned what your father will say when I talk to him tomorrow? You know you can tell me anything, Juliana.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She turned with tears in her eyes. \u00a0\u201cEven if I know it will hurt you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam took a step back, stunned by her words. \u00a0\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

She pursed her lips and took a breath in an attempt to summon her courage. \u2018\u2019Jos\u00e9 and I spent time together after we looked at the horses. \u00a0He\u2026.oh Adam, this is so hard.\u201d She straightened up and pressed on. \u201cHe has asked me to marry him, and to be a mother to his children. He wants to reinstate the agreement Diego and his father had with my father, to join our families and ranches together.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

Adam tensed, clenching his jaw and fists in an attempt to maintain his composure. \u201cYou told him about us didn\u2019t you? \u00a0You refused his proposal?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Juliana hung her head. \u00a0\u201cI could not refuse Adam. \u00a0It\u2019s too difficult to explain, the depth of this agreement between the families. My father\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cYour father already accepted for you didn\u2019t he?\u201d \u00a0Adam\u2019s voice rose and Juliana backed away.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cS\u00ed, Adam. \u00a0I am sorry, please forgive me. \u00a0I had no choice.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Those last two words hung heavy in the air. Watching Adam\u2019s eyes as she spoke them she saw the hurt she knew she had caused him. \u00a0When he blinked, it was gone, and in its place was a darkness, an empty darkness. The warmth and love she\u2019d seen in those tawny eyes, saved just for her, were gone. At that moment she felt she didn\u2019t have the right to gaze upon his eyes. She dropped her head, letting the tears fall. \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI am sorry Adam.\u201d \u00a0She raised her head one more. \u00a0\u201cI love you but I think we both knew it would have been so difficult to work out with our homes so far apart. \u00a0I wanted to try but\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBut your father was against it. \u00a0Not because I wasn\u2019t worthy of you, but because I would take you away from him, from all that you know.\u201d \u00a0Adam turned around to make his way back to the stairs. Juliana moved to follow but Adam\u2019s words stopped her.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI loved you too Juliana but evidently you didn\u2019t love me enough to fight for what could have been. Perhaps this is for the best. You can stay with the life you know. I wish you happiness.\u201d Turning away from her he rested his foot on the first step. His voice was cold. \u201cJoe and I will be leaving as soon as we can secure transportation.\u201d <\/span><\/p>\n

With those words he disappeared down the staircase, but not before she saw the last flicker of love in his eyes fade out. \u00a0Her heart broke and she collapsed onto the box. She knew Jos\u00e9 would care for her and love would grow between them in time but it would never be like the love she and Adam had. \u00a0That reality brought deep sobs, and it was very late before she returned to her room. <\/span><\/p>\n

When Adam returned alone and made his quiet apologies about needing rest, Mano and Joe realized Juliana had told Adam what they had just been told by Jos\u00e9 and Don Sebasti\u00e1n in the living room. \u00a0Joe waited a while then left, offering the excuse of sleep. Stopping in front of Adam\u2019s room he knocked once and was surprised to be admitted. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cHey.\u201d His voice was almost a whisper.<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam limped around his room gathering items to pack. \u201cWe\u2019re leaving tomorrow Joe. We\u2019ll stay in Tucson. If we can\u2019t get a stage in the next day or so we\u2019ll buy a rig, but we\u2019re leaving.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, I\u2026.\u201d Adam paused in his work to give Joe a stony look. \u201cAlright, I\u2019ll go pack. \u00a0I assume we\u2019ll tell everyone tomorrow.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam stopped mid step, leaning heavily on his good leg. Starting to wobble, he reached for the bedpost and sank down onto the bed. He dropped his head into his hands. \u00a0Joe moved toward him to rest a hand on his back. No words were spoken, it was too hard for both brothers. The physical connection was all that was needed. <\/span><\/p>\n

After a long time of silence a door was heard closing down the hall. Joe felt Adam flinch then relax once more. Joe squeezed Adam\u2019s shoulder.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ll say goodnight and see you in the morning. \u00a0I\u2019ll see that everything\u2019s ready to go.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam listened to Joe\u2019s retreating footsteps and the door open and close. He took a deep breath and rubbed his face. \u00a0A shirt lay on the bed waiting to be folded. Adam grabbed it, and with a deep growl threw it across the room. He wanted to pace but his injured leg ached too much. He wanted to ride but his injuries prevented it and it was unsafe to be outside the perimeter fencing after dark. \u00a0Adam was trapped physically and emotionally. Giving up on packing he laid down on the bed, his good arm draped across his eyes. His heart ached but he couldn\u2019t feel sadness or even bitterness. All he could feel was betrayal. He\u2019d given his love and now was betrayed by a stranger, a culture, a young girl still searching for her path in life. Well so be it. \u00a0Tomorrow he and Joe would head home, returning to the life they knew. He would close the door on this sorrow and never open it again. Drifting off to sleep, a thought formed in Adam\u2019s mind for the briefest of moments. With a tinge of melancholy, he realized he was ready for a new path. Sleep claimed him as the thought drifted away. <\/span><\/p>\n

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Epilogue<\/b><\/p>\n

A full Harvest moon slid across the sky casting the Ponderosa ranch house in gentle silver light. As the moonlight snuck in through the cracks in the dining room shutters, Ben sat by the fire contemplating the past couple of weeks. Upstairs Joe and Hoss slept deeply after a hard day rounding up cattle for sale. Adam was able to ride but Doctor Martin wouldn\u2019t let him remove his left arm from the sling for another week. That evening the eldest Cartwright son retired to his room early on the pretense of finishing some paperwork for the sale of the cattle. Ben knew it was much more than that. The brothers had told their father the whole story about Juliana, and Ben secretly resigned himself that this would be the catalyst that would drive his son away from the ranch. <\/span><\/p>\n

In his bedroom, Adam had finally retired to his bed. It had been an exhausting trip home and, despite some good talks with Joe, and later with Hoss, Adam\u2019s heart still had not healed from losing Juliana. For the last two weeks he had done what work he could do but mostly spent time riding around the ranch. He saw the vistas, the cattle and horses, the trees and the lake with new eyes. \u00a0He knew the Ponderosa would always be his home but now he knew he needed more. <\/span><\/p>\n

As Adam slept the silvery moonlight rested across his bed, offering some comfort to the weary soul. A breeze through the opened window caused the flame in a desk lamp to flicker. The wavering light cast dancing shadows across a letter lying on the desk.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hello my friend,<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

You cannot imagine how thrilled I am that you\u2019ve accepted my offer. Don\u2019t worry about a schedule. \u00a0Take all the time you need to settle your affairs at home. Just let me know when to expect you and I\u2019ll be at the train station with bells on. \u00a0Once you arrive, I\u2019m sure Boston will never be the same. It wasn\u2019t the same when you left after graduation either. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Listen Adam. \u00a0I don\u2019t take your decision lightly. \u00a0I know it\u2019s a big step for you but you and I both know it\u2019s what you need to do at this juncture in your life. \u00a0It\u2019s time for a new chapter and to use those skills that you honed in college. <\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Take care my friend. \u00a0I\u2019ll be looking for that telegram.<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Jackson Pennington<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Your best friend, and new boss! \u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

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