{"id":2059,"date":"2009-09-05T15:20:13","date_gmt":"2009-09-05T19:20:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2059"},"modified":"2026-03-07T18:52:13","modified_gmt":"2026-03-07T23:52:13","slug":"green-eyed-monster","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2059","title":{"rendered":"Green-eyed Monster (by JoanS)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Summary: \u00a0<\/span>A girl comes between Joe and Hoss which has far-reaching implications<\/span><\/p>\n

Rated:<\/span>\u00a0T (32,220 words)
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Green-Eyed Monster<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

by Joan<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0For Lisa<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Who gave me the story idea <\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

and inspired me to keep going with it.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em>*****<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Howdy there Miss Jane,\u2019 Little Joe Cartwright tipped his hat and flashed one of his winning smiles at the woman standing by the post. \u2018How are you today ma\u2019am?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane Coleman gave him a smile in return. \u2018What\u2019s this ma\u2019am<\/em> all of a sudden?\u2019 she asked with a wink. \u2018I\u2019d like to know when you developed manners Joe Cartwright.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Little Joe put his hands on his hips and gave her a cheeky grin. \u2018Bout the same time you did I guess,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane laughed and wagged her finger at him. \u2018Cheeky boy,\u2019 she admonished.<\/span><\/p>\n

Little Joe stepped closer to the woman and put his arm on her shoulder as he continued to grin at her. He leant forward and whispered something into her ear and she giggled. \u2018Stop it,\u2019 she said. \u2018You are a naughty boy!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You love it,\u2019 said Joe teasingly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Little Joe turned as his brother Hoss came up behind him. \u2018What?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked embarrassed. He was a man who loved life, but found dealing with people difficult at times\u2026 especially women. For some reason they scared him a little and even though he longed to have the ease that his younger brother had with them he knew that he was fighting a losing battle. \u2018The supplies are all loaded,\u2019 he said, stealing a glance at Jane from under his hat and blushing as he did so. \u2018Time to get on home Joe.\u2019 He tipped his hat and gave Jane a shy grin from underneath it. \u2018Ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hello Hoss,\u2019 said Jane with a smile. \u2018I think your younger brother here needs a lesson in manners. He\u2019s being quite rude today.\u2019 She gave Little Joe another smile and he returned it.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned. \u2018Joe!\u2019 he said, glaring at his younger brother. \u2018Mind your manners.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe began to fiddle with the fringe on the sleeve of Jane\u2019s dress as he continued to smile at her. \u2018Can\u2019t,\u2019 he said. \u2018I ain\u2019t got none today.\u2019 Jane giggled.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss put his hands on Joe\u2019s shoulders and pushed him away from the woman. \u2018That ain\u2019t no way to treat a lady,\u2019 he said shortly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged his brother\u2019s hand off and stepped back towards Jane and whispered into her ear again. They both gave a chuckle while Hoss frowned. He reached over and hauled Joe away from the woman with one hand and tipped his hat to her with the other. \u2018Ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said again. \u2018I\u2019ll make sure this youngun minds his manners better in the future.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane gave him a sweet smile and tried not to giggle again. \u2018Thank you Hoss, but I was really only having a bit of fun with him. Its all right.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No ma\u2019am it ain\u2019t all right,\u2019 said Hoss as he gazed into her blue eyes. \u2018He should know better than to speak to a lady like that.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well thank you Hoss,\u2019 said Jane again. She shot Joe a mocking look. \u2018You could learn a lot from your older brother youngun<\/em>!\u2019 She giggled again before turning away and disappearing down the street.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What did ya go and do that for?\u2019 asked Joe indignantly as he shook himself free of Hoss and put his hands on his hips. \u2018We was only having a bit of fun.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss waggled his finger at his younger brother. \u2018The trouble with you Joe is that you don\u2019t respect ladies enough. I\u2019m ashamed of the way you carry on sometimes.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe rolled his eyes. \u2018And the trouble with you Hoss is that you take things too seriously. We were just having a bit of harmless fun and she was enjoying it as much as I was for heaven\u2019s sake.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hmph!\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018I still say you need to control yourself a bit more.\u2019 He gazed in the direction that Jane had disappeared in with a wistful look on his face. \u2018Miss Jane is a fine lady and she don\u2019t need to be hanging round the likes of you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave a short laugh. \u2018A fine lady?\u2019 he said. \u2018Aw come on Hoss who ya kidding! She ain\u2019t no lady, that\u2019s for sure.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss hit his little brother on the side of the head. \u2018Don\u2019t you talk about her like that!\u2019 he said. \u2018I won\u2019t stand for it Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked at his brother in amazement as he rubbed the side of his head. \u2018You really sweet on her are ya?\u2019 he asked. \u2018I didn\u2019t know that.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked embarrassed and turned away. \u2018I just think she\u2019s \u2026 very nice,\u2019 he said. \u2018Come on, let\u2019s get on home.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah?\u2019 said Joe as they walked down the street towards their buggy. \u2018I guess she is. Leastways I have a good time with her.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss stopped. \u2018That\u2019s just what I\u2019m talking about Joe!\u2019 he said angrily. \u2018Talking like that about a lady!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Like what?\u2019 said Joe indignantly. \u2018We\u2019re friends that\u2019s all. Can\u2019t a fellar have a few friends who are girls for Pete\u2019s sake? Ain\u2019t many girls round here after all that ain\u2019t being watched all the time by their busybody mamas. A fellar can\u2019t so much as look at some of em without being accused of having marriage on his mind.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss narrowed his eyes as he stared intently at his brother. \u2018Don\u2019t you hurt her none,\u2019 he said after a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe patted his brother on the back. \u2018Course I won\u2019t,\u2019 he said indignantly as he hopped up into the buckboard. \u2018I just told you \u2026 we\u2019re friends.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss got up as well and hitched up the reins. He looked thoughtful. \u2018So \u2026. So you ain\u2019t sweet on her yourself?\u2019 he asked after a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Who me?\u2019 Little Joe looked surprised. \u2018Heck no!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss cleared his throat and looked thoughtful. \u2018Joe \u2026.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018What?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Well I been thinking. Seeing as how you\u2019re good friends with Miss Jane and all. Well \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked over at his brother suspiciously. \u2018What?\u2019 he asked again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss cleared his throat for a second time. \u2018Well \u2026. How bout you kinda \u2026. Well \u2026 set me up with her?\u2019 He looked at Joe hopefully. \u2018You know \u2026 just sweeten her up so ta speak and tell her what a good fellar I am.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe hesitated. \u2018Well \u2026 I don\u2019t know Hoss,\u2019 he said warily.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shot a look at his younger brother. \u2018What do ya mean? You said ya weren\u2019t interested in her, so what\u2019s the problem?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged his shoulders. \u2018Well \u2026 she ain\u2019t really your type Hoss,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss frowned. \u2018What do ya mean she ain\u2019t my type?\u2019 he asked. \u2018I know my type and I reckon she\u2019s it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe put his hand on Hoss\u2019 shoulder. \u2018She\u2019s not you know,\u2019 he said. \u2018She kinda \u2026\u2019 his voice trailed away.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Kinda what?\u2019 asked Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well she\u2019s had experience \u2026 you know, she\u2019s been around.\u2019 finished Joe lamely.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 eyes narrowed again. \u2018What do ya mean?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe rolled his eyes. \u2018She just ain\u2019t the girl for you Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018Trust me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Aw come on Joe, I\u2019m a big boy. Just talk her inta going out with me and let me make the decisions will ya?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018All right,\u2019 he said. \u2018It\u2019s your choice.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss grinned at his little brother. \u2018Thanks Joe,\u2019 he said, slapping him on the back. He straightened up in his seat and puffed out his chest. \u2018Hot diggety! Well if this don\u2019t beat all \u2026 me and Miss Jane Coleman.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t get your hopes up,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018She ain\u2019t said yes yet.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I got faith in you little brother,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018You can convince her.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hmm \u2026 well we\u2019ll see,\u2019 said Joe as he tipped his hat over his head and slumped back in his seat. \u2018Be careful of those rocks on the trail will ya Hoss? I want to have a bit of a sleep and I can\u2019t do it if you keep tossing us around like this.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure thing Joe,\u2019 said Hoss. He began to whistle softly as he urged the horses along the trail.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hello gorgeous,\u2019 said Joe as he came up beside Jane and leant against the pole. \u2018How\u2019s my best girl today?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane gave him a withering look. \u2018Hmph!\u2019 she said. \u2018Don\u2019t you give me any of that Joe Cartwright.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe pretended to look offended. \u2018What\u2019s the matter with you?\u2019 he asked in a hurt tone.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shook her head slightly. \u2018Nothing,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019m just a bit \u2026 oh its nothing.\u2019 She smiled at him as she wiped her hand across her forehead. \u2018Seems to be hotter today than usual. What are you doing in town two days in a row anyway?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave her one of his dazzling smiles. \u2018I just couldn\u2019t stay away from you,\u2019 he said teasingly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane lifted an eyebrow at him. \u2018Sure,\u2019 she said. \u2018Want to try that again?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged casually. \u2018Pa wanted me to get something at the Bank for him,\u2019 he admitted. \u2018But I did want to see you too.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane didn\u2019t look impressed. \u2018Right,\u2019 she said. \u2018Well if you want me to tell you where Sarah Wilkinson is I don\u2019t know. Go and find her for yourself.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked surprised. \u2018Sarah Wilkinson? Why would I want to see her?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Isn\u2019t she your latest love?\u2019 asked Jane. \u2018You were all over her at the dance last week.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018Oh she\u2019s OK,\u2019 he said. He looked up and down the street. \u2018The girl I\u2019d really like to get to know is Kate Owens though. Seen her around?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No I haven\u2019t,\u2019 said Jane. \u2018Why don\u2019t you go and do your own courting and stop asking me to get involved?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe put his hand over his heart. \u2018Courting?\u2019 he said. \u2018As if I\u2019d be courting anyone but you my sweet thing.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane hit him lightly on the head. \u2018Stop it,\u2019 she said laughing. \u2018Go and find your girl and leave me to get some shopping done will you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Talking about courting though \u2026.\u2019 Said Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane stopped. \u2018What about it?\u2019 she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well \u2026 have you ever thought about my brother Hoss?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane frowned. \u2018What about him?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well \u2026 you know you could do a lot worse,\u2019 replied Joe. \u2018He\u2019s a great fellar in many ways.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane put her hands on her hips. \u2018Are you trying to set me up with him?\u2019 she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked sheepish. \u2018Well \u2026 it\u2019s just that he\u2019s a bit keen on you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked surprised. \u2018Is he? He\u2019s never shown it in any way.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s too shy,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018He finds it hard to talk to girls.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So you thought you\u2019d do it for him?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018In a way,\u2019 he acknowledged. \u2018He wants me to talk to you for him. You know what he\u2019s like.\u2019 He went down on one knee and joined his hands. \u2018Please!\u2019 he said dramatically. \u2018Save him from pounding me!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked around to see if anyone was watching. \u2018Get up!\u2019 she said. \u2018People will wonder what you\u2019re doing.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe stood up and put his arm around her shoulder. \u2018Aw go on,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s a good fellar you know and he thinks the world of you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Jane looked thoughtful. \u2018I\u2019ll think about it,\u2019 she said. \u2018Maybe you could tell him not to be so shy and just talk to me. I won\u2019t bite him you know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I know that,\u2019 said Joe with a smile. \u2018But that brother of mine thinks all girls are .. well you know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane frowned. \u2018No I don\u2019t know,\u2019 she said. \u2018What?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked a bit sheepish. \u2018He puts all girls up on a pedestal,\u2019 he said. \u2018Thinks they\u2019re \u2026well \u2026. Special.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018And you don\u2019t?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave a little chuckle and made a face at her. \u2018Course I do,\u2019 he said with his hand over his heart. \u2018You know me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shook her head. \u2018Yes I do know you,\u2019 she said. \u2018Only too well.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So are you going out with Hoss?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I told you I\u2019d think about it,\u2019 she replied. She closed her eyes for a moment and leant against the post.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Are you all right?\u2019 he asked anxiously.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m fine,\u2019 she said, straightening up again. \u2018Just the heat that\u2019s all. Well I\u2019d better get to that shopping if I\u2019m going to get it finished before lunchtime. I\u2019ll see you later Romeo.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe ginned and tipped his hat at her as she stepped off the sidewalk. \u2018Bye Juliet,\u2019 he said mockingly. He watched the sway of her hips appreciatively as she walked away from him and then turned away himself and walked towards the Saloon. He\u2019d finished Pa\u2019s business at the Bank and he felt sure that his father wouldn\u2019t begrudge him one little drink before leaving town.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018One drink?\u2019 said Ben Cartwright angrily as he glared at his youngest son. The boy didn\u2019t look in the least bit shamefaced to him and it only served to make him even angrier. \u2018I fail to see how one drink could take you two hours Joseph.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tried to look contrite to placate his father. \u2018I drank it real slow,\u2019 he said tentatively.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben gave him a withering look. \u2018Have the decency to tell me the truth,\u2019 he said. \u2018That\u2019s the last time this week you\u2019re going into town if that\u2019s the way you\u2019re going to behave. Now you go and get to your work this instant young man.\u2019 He cleared his throat as Joe gave him an apologetic look and then turned away. \u2018Haven\u2019t you forgotten something?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked puzzled. \u2018I don\u2019t think so,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018The papers I asked you to pick up at the Bank,\u2019 prompted Ben. \u2018Or did you forget them in your hurry to get to the Saloon?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe fished them out of his pocket. \u2018No I got them,\u2019 he said, handing them to his father and giving him one of his charming smiles. \u2018Here you go Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben took them without a word, gave his son another baleful look and walked towards the house. Joe shrugged again and headed towards the barn with his horse where he found Hoss sitting on a bale of hay, mending a bridle.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked up expectantly as his younger brother entered the barn. \u2018Well?\u2019 he asked anxiously. \u2018You get to talk to her?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah,\u2019 said Joe as he took his saddle off Cochise.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So? What did she say?\u2019 asked Hoss, his eyes widening in anticipation of his brother\u2019s reply.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe sighed. \u2018Hoss, I still don\u2019t think she\u2019s the girl for you,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned. \u2018I told you I\u2019d work that out,\u2019 he said. \u2018Just tell me what she said will ya?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe sighed again as he began to brush Cochise. \u2018She said that you shouldn\u2019t be so shy. That you should talk to her yourself.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 face broke into a huge grin. \u2018She did?\u2019 he said and smacked himself on the thigh. \u2018Well I\u2019ll be! Must mean she likes me too.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe pulled a face. \u2018Not necessarily,\u2019 he said. \u2018Maybe she\u2019s just being polite. She said she\u2019d think about going out with you \u2026 that\u2019s all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss slapped his thigh again. \u2018I knew it!\u2019 he said happily.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You knew what?\u2019 asked Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well she didn\u2019t say no, did she?\u2019 his older brother replied. \u2018So it means I\u2019ve got a chance.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018I suppose so,\u2019 he said. \u2018Just don\u2019t get your hopes up too much Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned. \u2018I thought you weren\u2019t interested in her?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m not \u2026 I told you that before,\u2019 replied Joe testily.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Interested in who?\u2019 asked Adam as he came into the barn.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Jane Coleman,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018I\u2019m gonna ask her out.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam grinned at his brother and slapped him on the back. \u2018Really?\u2019 he said and then glanced at Joe and noticed the look on the boy\u2019s face. \u2018What\u2019s wrong with you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged again. \u2018Nothing,\u2019 he said. \u2018I was just telling him not to get his hopes up is all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam raised an eyebrow. \u2018Why not?\u2019 he said. \u2018Isn\u2019t she interested in him?\u2019 Privately Adam doubted that she would be. Jane Coleman was a girl who knew her own mind and had plenty of men to choose from. Adam had watched her from a distance and had noticed the way in which she usually had several men dangling on a line at the same time. He suspected that his youngest brother would have joined the queue for her affections with the slightest encouragement.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe threw down his brush. \u2018Oh I don\u2019t know!\u2019 he said crossly. \u2018Why don\u2019t you both just leave me out of it? I\u2019ve got my own love life to worry about without getting mixed up in yours.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Seems to me you\u2019re a mite testy about it,\u2019 said Adam as he leant against a pole. \u2018Why?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It seems that little brother might be interested in her himself,\u2019 explained Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe scowled. \u2018How many times do I have to tell you that I\u2019m not?\u2019 he said. \u2018We\u2019re just friends is all. Sides \u2026 haven\u2019t you both told me before that she\u2019s too old for me? You go ahead and ask her out Hoss and good luck to you. Just don\u2019t ask me to do any more match-making for you OK?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018OK little bother,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018You look after your love life and I\u2019ll look after mine from now on. Deal?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Deal!\u2019 said Joe as he strode out of the barn.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018So tell me about all this,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018How did it come about?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked a bit sheepish. \u2018I asked little brother to sound her out fer me, \u2018 he said. \u2018You know\u2026 see what she thought of me and all. She told him that I should talk to her myself, so I reckon I\u2019m gonna.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam looked thoughtful. \u2018I see,\u2019 he said. \u2018And you think you might have a chance with her is that it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss grinned at him. \u2018Sure do,\u2019 he said happily. \u2018I\u2019ve just gotta work out the best way ta talk to her now is all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated. \u2018You sure about this Hoss?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss frowned at his older brother. \u2018What do ya mean?\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019re beginning ta talk like another brother of mine. She\u2019s a mighty fine lady Adam.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam raised an eyebrow. \u2018I\u2019m sure she is,\u2019 he said slowly. \u2018Its just that she goes out with a lot of fellars in town Hoss. I just don\u2019t want you to be hurt that\u2019s all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss slapped his older brother on the back. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry bout me,\u2019 he said confidently. \u2018I can look after myself. I mean, its only natural that she\u2019s got fellars after her \u2026 she\u2019s a mighty fine-looking woman.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam smiled back at his brother. \u2018She is that,\u2019 he acknowledged. \u2018Where are you thinking to take her Hoss?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I dunno,\u2019 said Hoss with a frown. \u2018I thought I\u2019d ask her to the Church picnic next Sunday. What do ya reckon Adam.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam scratched his chin thoughtfully. \u2018Well\u2026\u2019 he said. \u2018I don\u2019t really know if she\u2019s Church picnic kind of girl, brother.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018What\u2019s that supposed ta mean?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam shrugged. \u2018Why don\u2019t you ask her to the dance next week?\u2019 he suggested.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Aw Adam\u2026 you know I don\u2019t like ta dance much,\u2019 said Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You don\u2019t have to talk too much if you\u2019re dancing,\u2019 said Adam, realising that this would be seen as a positive thing by Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 eyes lit up and he grinned. \u2018Reckon I don\u2019t,\u2019 he said. \u2018I see what you mean. Well then, the dance it is. I\u2019ll go inta town and ask her tomorrow.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe walked out onto the front porch and watched his middle brother leading his horse out of the barn. \u2018What are the flowers for?\u2019 he asked as he noticed Hoss stuffing a small posy into his saddlebag.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss tried not to look embarrassed as he noticed his younger brother standing there watching him. \u2018They\u2019re for Miss Jane,\u2019 he said. \u2018I thought I\u2019d give em to her when I ask her to the dance this afternoon.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You don\u2019t have to give her flowers when you\u2019re just asking her out,\u2019 said Joe patronizingly. \u2018You don\u2019t even know if she\u2019ll say yes.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss drew himself up to his full height and looked offended at his younger brother\u2019s comment. \u2018You do things your way little brother and I\u2019ll do things my way,\u2019 he said. \u2018I believe in treating a girl with respect and giving her flowers is one way of showing it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe walked over to this brother and put his arm around him. \u2018You know what Hoss?\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019re a real nice kinda fellar. Any girl\u2019d be lucky to have you for a date.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked pleased. \u2018Ya reckon?\u2019 he said. \u2018Gee, thanks Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Good luck,\u2019 said Joe as he watched his brother mount up. \u2018I hope she says yes.\u2019 He watched as Hoss rode out of the barn and then shook his head slightly as he turned away and walked over to the corral.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss spent the trip into town rehearsing his speech that he\u2019d prepared the night before and by the time he arrived he had it word-perfect in his head. It was the only way that he felt confident enough to talk to Miss Jane and he hoped that he would be able to remember it at the crucial moment. He tied his horse up and took the flowers out of his saddlebag, straightening his collar and hat before mounting the steps to the boarding house where Jane lived. As he knocked on the door he felt his heart begin to pound and he swallowed several times while he waited.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018The door was opened by an older woman who looked at him suspiciously. \u2018Yes?\u2019 she said. \u2018What do you want Hoss Cartwright?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss tipped his hat at her politely. \u2018Howdy Mrs Bannister,\u2019 he said to the woman who owned the boarding house. \u2018I was just wondering \u2026 that is \u2026 would Miss Jane be at home please?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Mrs Bannister looked at the flowers in Hoss\u2019 hand and her frown turned into a smile. \u2018Come in,\u2019 she said with a wave of her hand. \u2018You can wait in the parlour while I get her.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss sat down in the front parlour and waited, the pounding of his heart getting louder by the minute. He wondered how Joe and Adam did this all the time so easily and wished for the tenth time that morning that he had the ease with women that both his brothers did. By the time Jane entered the room his palms were sweating and he was wishing he were anywhere but here.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Morning Miss Jane,\u2019 he said as he stood up.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hello Hoss,\u2019 said Jane, eyeing off the flowers in his hand.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss saw her looking at them and thrust them forward towards her. \u2018These are fer you,\u2019 he mumbled.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Thank you,\u2019 she replied as she took them. They\u2019re lovely.\u2019 They stood and looked at each other for a moment and then she said, \u2018Would you like to sit down?\u2019 Hoss nodded and sat down without a word, twisting his hat in his hands as he tried to summon up the courage to speak. When it was obvious that it would be some time before this happened, Jane said, \u2018Did you come to see me for any particular reason Hoss?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said and then cleared his throat before taking a deep breath. \u2018I was wondering if you might be interested in going ta the dance with me next week?\u2019 he said in a rush, giving her a hopeful look.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That would be fine,\u2019 said Jane.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 look turned to one of amazement. \u2018Huh?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I said that would be fine,\u2019 she repeated, trying not to look amused at his reaction.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss blinked a couple of times. It had been much easier than he had thought it would be. \u2018Well \u2026 ain\u2019t that fine!\u2019 he said with a grin. \u2018I reckon I\u2019ll pick ya up bout 7.30 then?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018That\u2019s fine,\u2019 said Jane as she stood up. \u2018I\u2019ll see you then.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss put his hat back on. \u2018Yes ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said. \u2018Sure will.\u2019 He walked to the front door with a glazed look on his face. \u2018I\u2019ll see ya later then,\u2019 he said as he walked out. \u2018Bye.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Good bye Hoss,\u2019 said Jane as she closed the door.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss stood for a few moments on the front porch in silence and then turned towards the street. \u2018Hot diggety!\u2019 he said out loud as he swaggered down the steps. \u2018Well I\u2019ll be!\u2019<\/span>
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\u2018Well that\u2019s real fine son,\u2019 said Ben at the supper table that night. \u2018I\u2019m glad to hear it.\u2019 It wasn\u2019t often that Hoss had the courage to ask a girl out and he was pleased to think that the boy had actually plucked up the courage for once.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018She\u2019s a real nice lady too Pa,\u2019 said Hoss as he helped himself to some potatoes. \u2018Ain\u2019t she Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018I guess so,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018And real nice looking. I\u2019m lucky ta have the chance ta court her,\u2019 continued Hoss as he helped himself to some peas.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Aw come on Hoss you ain\u2019t exactly courting her,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018It\u2019s just one date after all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Never you mind little brother,\u2019 replied Hoss as he helped himself to some corn. \u2018I have a feeling something is gonna come of this.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe rolled his eyes and said nothing.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You going to leave any of that for the rest of us?\u2019 asked Adam sarcastically as he indicated Hoss\u2019 plate which was piled high with food.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss grinned at him as he began to eat. \u2018There\u2019s plenty left for the rest of you older brother,\u2019 he said. \u2018You know that Hop Sing always expects me ta show appreciation of his cooking. He\u2019d be right offended if I didn\u2019t eat my share.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam took the plate that his father held out for him. \u2018Your share and everyone else\u2019s,\u2019 he muttered as he watched his brother shovel in a few mouthfuls of food. \u2018Here you go Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head as his eldest brother held out the plate to him next. \u2018No thanks,\u2019 he said and then noticed the look on his father\u2019s face and took it with a sigh.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So Adam,\u2019 said Ben as he began to eat, keeping one eye on his youngest son as he took the bare minimum off the plate before putting it back onto the table. \u2018How is the work going up at the sawmill?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018Fine,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018We should have that delivery ready by mid next week.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 said his father. \u2018Hoss should be finished with those fences by then and he can help with transporting it into town.\u2019 He glanced over at Hoss for a reaction, but got none. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked startled. \u2018Huh?\u2019 he said. \u2018What was that Pa?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I said that you could help your brother with the transporting of that lumber next week,\u2019 said Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded. \u2018Sure thing Pa,\u2019 he said in a vague tone. There was silence for a moment. \u2018What lumber?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben put down his fork. \u2018Son what is the matter with you?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I reckon his mind\u2019s on other things Pa,\u2019 said Joe with a giggle. \u2018Women maybe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked a bit sheepish. \u2018I reckon so,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben shook his head slightly as he picked up his fork again. \u2018Well just don\u2019t let it interfere with your work son,\u2019 he said. He watched Hoss furtively as the meal continued. He sure did look different today \u2026 more \u2026. Well \u2026 confident perhaps. Ben hoped this woman he\u2019d asked out wasn\u2019t the kind to let him down in any way. Hoss was the sort of young man who was easily hurt and his father had watched him show his feelings to women before only to have his hopes dashed and be hurt because of it. He resolved to find out more about this female from one of his other two sons. Adam was sure to have some information about her and Little Joe \u2026 well he seemed to know every female in the district.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben glanced over at his youngest son who gave him a grin and ate a mouthful of food for effect. Joe possessed an engaging personality and with his charming looks seemed to be a target for every female that came within his range. Ben worried about the boy who was still so young \u2026 after all at seventeen he didn\u2019t have the maturity or the experience to handle himself in tricky situations with the opposite sex, even though Joe himself would have vehemently denied such a fact. Ben just hoped that the boy didn\u2019t get himself into any situation that he couldn\u2019t handle without consulting himself or Adam first.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled to himself. The two boys were so different to each other in the way they handled people that at times it was difficult for outsiders to realise that they were in fact brothers. And yet the brotherly feelings went deep between them. Someone only had to cross one of them to see that fact. Hoss would protect Joe from his foolishness with his very life. No one touched his little brother without answering to Hoss for it, yet there were times when Ben sensed an envy in his middle son towards the boy. He wanted so much to have an ease with people that just came so naturally to Joe and in spite of the age difference looked to his younger brother for guidance in that respect.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe on the other hand worshipped Hoss and even though he delighted in constantly annoying him, would have done anything for him. He looked up to both his brothers who had always looked out for him and, even though he\u2019d never had admitted it, Ben knew that he strove to be like them both. He admired Adam\u2019s intelligence and sound judgement and Hoss\u2019 open and guileless nature.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shook his head slightly. Three sons \u2026 all so different and yet all so close. He wondered how he had ever lived before they\u2019d come into his life. He looked around the table affectionately. This was what life was all about.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You finished with that Joe?\u2019 asked Hoss, startling his father out of his thoughts. \u2018I reckon I\u2019ll have it if ya are.\u2019 He indicated the uneaten food on his brother\u2019s plate.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe glanced over to see if his father was listening and caught his stern look. \u2018Reckon not,\u2019 he said as he picked his fork up again with a sigh. Ben caught Adam\u2019s eye and winked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam reached up and straightened his brother\u2019s tie as he looked at him appraisingly. \u2018Very nice,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019re looking fine Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked back at his brother nervously. \u2018Ya sure Adam?\u2019 he asked. \u2018I used some of Pa\u2019s bay rum. It ain\u2019t too much is it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam shook his head as he straightened his own tie. \u2018Not at all,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019re fine Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018What\u2019s that smell?\u2019 asked Joe as he came bounding down the stairs behind them. He sniffed the air. \u2018Phew!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shot an anxious look at Adam. \u2018He\u2019s only carrying on,\u2019 Adam assured him. \u2018Don\u2019t take any notice of him Hoss.\u2019 He gave his youngest brother a hard look to silence him and Joe returned it with a grin.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So who you going to the dance with Adam?\u2019 asked Joe. \u2018I spose its that old Millie Jenkins again.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yes, if its any of your business,\u2019 said Adam shortly. \u2018And she\u2019s a nice girl, so stop carrying on about her as you usually do.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave him an offended look. \u2018I ain\u2019t carrying on,\u2019 he said. \u2018Why would I bother anyway? You\u2019re welcome to her older brother. I\u2019ve got more important things ta worry about.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam looked his youngest brother up and down, noting his crisp white shirt and slicked down hair. \u2018Oh yes?\u2019 he said. \u2018And who is the lucky girl who is to be the object of your attentions this evening?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You mean girls<\/em> don\u2019t ya Adam?\u2019 said Hoss with a chuckle. Younger brother here usually don\u2019t confine himself ta just one remember.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018True,\u2019 said Adam as he leant over and straightened Joe\u2019s tie as well. \u2018But who are you actually taking to this dance little buddy?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Kate Owens,\u2019 he said with a sparkle in his eye.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Oh. So you finally got her to notice you, did you?\u2019 asked Adam as he picked up his hat.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018She noticed me ages ago,\u2019 said Joe indignantly. \u2018I\u2019ve just been keeping her waiting until I was ready to notice her is all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I see,\u2019 said Adam dryly. \u2018Lucky girl then.\u2019 He winked at Hoss who grinned at him.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Have a good time boys,\u2019 called their father as he entered from the kitchen with a cup of coffee in his hand.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Why don\u2019t you come with us Pa?\u2019 asked Adam, walking over to the man. \u2018It\u2019d do you good to get out for the night.\u2019<\/span>
\n Ben shook his head. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m looking forward to a quiet night here by myself son. These things are for you youngsters anyway so go and enjoy yourselves.\u2019 He hesitated. \u2018Oh and \u2026\u2019 he indicated Joe who was standing by the door impatiently jiggling from one foot to the other while waiting for his brothers.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam rolled his eyes. \u2018Don\u2019t worry,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll make sure he behaves himself.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I meant Hoss too,\u2019 said Ben quietly. \u2018This new girl he\u2019s going out with \u2026. Well just keep an eye on him, will you?\u2019<\/span>
\nAdam nodded, understanding at once. \u2018Sure will,\u2019 he said. \u2018Only I don\u2019t know how you expect me to have a good time when I\u2019m constantly having to keep those two away from trouble.\u2019 He gave a short chuckle. \u2018Nothing changes does it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben gave him an affectionate look. \u2018I suppose not,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019ve always looked out for them in the past.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018And I guess I always will,\u2019 replied his son. He turned to his two younger brothers who were jostling each other to get through the door first. \u2018Would you two stop it?\u2019 he said loudly. \u2018We\u2019ll never got there on time if you carry one like that.\u2019 He pushed them both out of the way and walked through the doorway himself.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah Hoss,\u2019 said Joe cheekily. \u2018Let the old man pass and stop hassling him. He needs all his strength to keep up with us now that he\u2019s getting on in years ya know.\u2019 He gave his father a grin before following Adam through the open doorway.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Night Pa,\u2019 said Hoss as he picked up his hat.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Good night son,\u2019 called his father. \u2018And good luck with that new girl of yours.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss gave him a huge grin. \u2018Thanks,\u2019 he said happily as he followed his brothers and shut the door behind him.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam looked around the hall for his brothers. The dance had been going for over an hour now and he hadn\u2019t spied them since they\u2019d all gone their separate ways to pick up their girls after hitching their horses in front. He knew that Little Joe would most likely be on the dance floor and sure enough saw him immediately twirling pretty young Sarah Wilkinson around with great gusto. He shook his head slightly. \u2018So much for Kate Owens,\u2019 he mumbled softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018What was that Adam?\u2019 asked Millie Jenkins.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Nothing,\u2019 he said with a smile. \u2018I\u2019m just looking for my brothers. Have you seen Hoss?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Isn\u2019t that him over there by the punch bowl?\u2019 asked Millie.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam looked over and saw Hoss filling up a couple of glasses. \u2018Could you excuse me for a few moments?\u2019 he said politely. \u2018I just have to talk to him for a minute.\u2019 As he approached Hoss he noticed that Little Joe had finished his dance and was also making his way towards them.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018How\u2019s it going brother?\u2019 he asked Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked up. \u2018Fine,\u2019 he said. \u2018How bout you Adam?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Where\u2019s Jane?\u2019 asked Little Joe as he sidled up next to them. \u2018She taken off?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned. \u2018What would make you think that?\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m just getting her a drink is all.\u2019 He motioned across the room with his free hand to where Jane Coleman was sitting in the middle of a group of young men. She was talking non-stop and was obviously the centre of attention.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Seems like she ain\u2019t paying you no mind,\u2019 said Joe with a frown.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shrugged his shoulders. \u2018She can\u2019t help being popular,\u2019 he said. \u2018The important thing is that she\u2019s my date and not theirs.\u2019 He picked up the other drink. \u2018Now if you fellars will excuse me I need to get this drink over to her.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam and Joe watched as their brother approached the group and handed Jane her drink, taking a place at the side and listening to her story with a rapt expression on his face. Joe shook his head. \u2018It ain\u2019t right,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What?\u2019 said Adam as he poured himself a glass of punch as well.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Jane,\u2019 said Little Joe. \u2018She ain\u2019t got no cause to be treating Hoss like that. Look at her with all them other fellars!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam\u2019s eyebrow lifted. \u2018I thought you were keen on Kate \u2026 or Sarah \u2026 or whoever it is now,\u2019 he said. \u2018What\u2019s Jane got to do with you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shot him a dark look. \u2018I told you before,\u2019 he said crossly. \u2018I ain\u2019t interested in her. She\u2019s just a friend.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hmm,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Then what\u2019s the problem?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss,\u2019 said Little Joe. \u2018Look at him Adam. He really likes her and he don\u2019t understand that she ain\u2019t his type of girl.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018How do you know she isn\u2019t?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Because\u2026.\u2019 Joe searched for the right words. \u2018She\u2019s a party girl type. You know.\u2019 He looked at his brother. \u2018She likes fellars and lets em know it. Hoss couldn\u2019t hold her attention for very long. She\u2019s too much of a flirt.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018And how do you know this?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I told you \u2026 we\u2019re friends. I\u2019ve watched her.\u2019 Joe made to move away. \u2018I think I\u2019ll tell her to lay off them other fellars.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam pulled him back by the collar. \u2018You just mind your own business,\u2019 he said firmly. \u2018Hoss is quite capable of looking after himself and he doesn\u2019t need you sticking your nose into his affairs.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tried to wriggle out of his brother\u2019s grasp. \u2018No he ain\u2019t,\u2019 he declared. \u2018He needs me to look out fer him with women.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam put his finger up under Joe\u2019s nose. \u2018I mean it little brother,\u2019 he said. \u2018You stay out of this and let Hoss handle it. You hear?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave another shake. \u2018OK,\u2019 he said grudgingly. \u2018Only I hope he realises how much of a flirt she is before its too late.\u2019 His eyes travelled over to where Sarah Wilkinson was standing. \u2018I\u2019d better go before the music starts again,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s a lot of girls will be disappointed if I don\u2019t spread myself around the dance floor.\u2019 He patted Adam on the back. \u2018Now don\u2019t you dance too much older brother,\u2019 he said. \u2018Old people like you has gotta keep ya strength up you know.\u2019 He gave Adam a cheeky grin in reply to the dark look his brother gave him and strutted away.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam stood and watched Hoss thoughtfully as the music started. He certainly hoped that Joe was wrong. Hoss was so easily hurt by people and judging by the way Jane was behaving he might just end up being hurt. He frowned as the girl got up to dance with one of the young men around her and left Hoss standing by himself holding her glass. He was just about to go and speak to his brother when he felt a tap on his arm.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Adam?\u2019 said Millie. \u2018Are we going to dance now?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He gave her one of his beautiful smiles that showed his dimples to perfection. \u2018Of course,\u2019 he said as he led her out to the dance floor gracefully.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe leant against the doorframe and narrowed his eyes to adjust them against the darkness outside. He could just make out the dim forms of two people locked together on the porch and heard the unmistakable giggle that told him one of them was Jane. Joe stood up straight and strode over to them with a glint in his eye. As he approached them, the two young people leapt apart. \u2018Oh, its just you,\u2019 said Jane with a frown. \u2018You scared me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe stared at her for a moment and then turned to her companion. \u2018Could you excuse us for a minute,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure thing,\u2019 said the young man, giving Jane another peck on the cheek.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018She\u2019s all yours Cartwright, but I\u2019ll be back later.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018What do you think you\u2019re doing?\u2019 asked Joe as soon as he\u2019d left.<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane\u2019s eyes opened widely. \u2018What do you mean?\u2019 she asked as she patted down her skirt.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You know very well what I mean,\u2019 he replied angrily. \u2018I thought my brother Hoss brought you to this dance tonight?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shrugged. \u2018Yes. What of it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a disdainful look. \u2018Well you haven\u2019t paid him much attention since you got here have you? And you\u2019re carrying on with all them other fellars.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked puzzled. \u2018What of it?\u2019 she said. \u2018You came with Kate Owens but you\u2019ve been dancing with just about everyone here haven\u2019t you? Just because I came with your brother doesn\u2019t mean that he owns me for the night.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe hesitated. He hadn\u2019t considered that he\u2019d been doing the exact same thing as she had until she\u2019d pointed it out to him. \u2018Well that\u2019s different,\u2019 he said after a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Is it?\u2019 she said, coming closer to him. \u2018How?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It just is,\u2019 replied Joe, not being quite sure himself. \u2018Anyway Hoss is different to all them other fellars you\u2019re used to. You shouldn\u2019t treat him like that.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane gave a snort. \u2018Oh piffle!\u2019 she said. \u2018He\u2019s just the same as any other man. He understands.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No he doesn\u2019t,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018I tell you, Hoss is different. He\u2019s sweet on you and he thinks that you\u2019re sweet on him too.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked startled. \u2018Don\u2019t be silly,\u2019 she said. \u2018I just said I\u2019d go to a dance with him. It doesn\u2019t mean that there\u2019s anything going on between us.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well there is in his mind,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018Why\u2019d you come to the dance with him for anyway?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shrugged. \u2018Well I had to come with someone and he asked me,\u2019 she said casually. She smiled at Joe. \u2018Let\u2019s just say I did it because you asked me to be nice to him Romeo.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe leant forward and stared into Jane\u2019s eyes. \u2018Don\u2019t you hurt him none.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked offended. \u2018Of course I won\u2019t hurt him,\u2019 she said. \u2018You\u2019ve got it all wrong Joe.\u2019 She tossed her head. \u2018Anyway, its none of your business. If I want to go out with your brother then I will and you can\u2019t stop me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe grabbed her on the arm and pulled her towards him. \u2018I\u2019m just trying to make you understand,\u2019 he said. \u2018Hoss isn\u2019t \u2026.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Suddenly there was a movement behind them and Hoss emerged from the shadows. He looked from Jane to Joe and was silent for a moment before speaking. \u2018I was just wondering where ya were,\u2019 he said finally. \u2018I couldn\u2019t find ya inside Miss Jane.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shook herself away from Joe. \u2018I\u2019ve been right here,\u2019 she said. She gave Joe a smile and patted him on the arm. \u2018I\u2019ll be inside when you\u2019re ready for a dance Romeo.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned as the girl brushed past him and went back into the hall. \u2018Why\u2019d she call ya that?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe brushed his brother aside. \u2018Oh, she always does,\u2019 he said impatiently. \u2018No reason.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 eyes narrowed. \u2018What were ya doing out here with her anyway little brother? You making out with my girl?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave his brother a frustrated look. \u2018Hoss don\u2019t be stupid,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m not interested in her. Why don\u2019t you go inside and dance with her if you want to?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss pointed his finger at his brother. \u2018You just leave her alone,\u2019 he said. \u2018She\u2019s my girl Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe put up his hands in a gesture of defeat. \u2018Sure!\u2019 he said. \u2018Anything you say Hoss. Now I\u2019m going to find someone to dance with.\u2019<\/span>
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Hoss whistled softly under his breath as he brushed his horse down carefully. \u2018Reckon things are looking good eh Chubb?\u2019 he said with a happy smile on his face. \u2018Church picnic tomorrow and I got me a date! Yes siree, old Hoss is doing well.\u2019 He patted the horse affectionately as he put down his brush.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well you\u2019re sounding happy,\u2019 said Adam as he led his own horse into the barn. \u2018What\u2019s the occasion?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I got me a date fer the church picnic tomorrow,\u2019 said Hoss proudly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah?\u2019 replied Adam with a smile. \u2018Good on you Hoss. Who\u2019s the lucky girl?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Miss Jane of course,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018I asked her after the dance the other night and she said yes.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam looked thoughtful. \u2018I see,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss put his hand up. \u2018Now I know what you\u2019re gonna say brother,\u2019 he said. \u2018Ya done told me before that she just ain\u2019t the church picnic type, but I reckon you\u2019re wrong. She\u2019s a real nice girl and I reckon we\u2019ll do just fine.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam pulled a face. \u2018That wasn\u2019t what I was thinking at all,\u2019 he said. \u2018As a matter of fact I was thinking about something that Joe said the other night at the dance.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 face darkened. \u2018Don\u2019t talk to me bout that green-eyed little brother of ours,\u2019 he said. \u2018I reckon he was fixing ta court her himself afore I stopped him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam stroked his chin. \u2018Hmm,\u2019 he said. \u2018I don\u2019t know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked indignant. \u2018You didn\u2019t see em Adam. \u2018They was on the porch together when I interrupted em. Just because he\u2019s got all that charm with women he thinks he can steal my girl. Well its me she\u2019s going to the picnic with, not him!\u2019 Hoss drew himself up to his full height and puffed out his chest. \u2018And I\u2019ll be proud ta be her escort!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam stared at his brother. \u2018So that\u2019s what has been going on between the two of you these past couple of days,\u2019 he said. \u2018I wondered what was the matter.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss sat down on a bale of hay as Adam began to rub down his horse. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said. \u2018Although I guess little brother can\u2019t help himself around women that\u2019s all.\u2019 He sighed. \u2018Spose I shouldn\u2019t hold it against him. After all I won the girl, didn\u2019t I?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam gave a short chuckle. \u2018It would seem so,\u2019 he said. \u2018Do him good.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah,\u2019 said Hoss with a grin. \u2018I reckon he needs ta be taken down a peg or two at times when it comes ta women. He\u2019s too cocky fer his own good sometimes.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Would you be talking about that younger brother of yours?\u2019 asked their father as he came up behind them. \u2018Have you seen Joseph this morning?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Not since breakfast,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Isn\u2019t he down at the corral helping with the branding?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s where he\u2019s supposed to be,\u2019 said Ben with a shake of his head. \u2018But you know your brother. He\u2019s nowhere to be found.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Try the corral,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018He was aiming ta get a look at them new horses.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019ll be missing out on that picnic tomorrow if he doesn\u2019t watch himself,\u2019 said Ben grimly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He won\u2019t like that,\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No sir,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018That picnic is gonna be a great one I can tell.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben lifted his eyebrows. \u2018Really?\u2019 he said. \u2018And why is it going to be so special this time?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam cocked his head in Hoss\u2019 direction. \u2018He\u2019s got a date,\u2019 he said with a grin.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled. \u2018Really?\u2019 he said. \u2018The same young lady that you were out with the other night at the dance?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yep,\u2019 said Hoss proudly. \u2018You wait till ya meet her Pa. She\u2019s something special.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well that\u2019s fine son,\u2019 said Ben, slapping Hoss on the back. \u2018I\u2019m pleased to hear it.\u2019 He looked around the barn. \u2018Well seeing as Joe isn\u2019t in here I\u2019ll keep looking I guess.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss stood up. \u2018I\u2019ll go find him fer ya Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018I wanna apologize ta him fer something anyways.\u2019 He walked over to the door.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Tell him I\u2019m looking for him when you find him!\u2019 called Ben and then sat down on the bale of hay. \u2018What is he apologizing to Joseph for?\u2019 he asked Adam. \u2018I could tell there\u2019s something been going on between the two of them for the past few days, but neither of them has let on what it is.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shrugged as he continued to work. \u2018It\u2019s about that girl Hoss is seeing,\u2019 he said. \u2018He thinks that Joe might be courting him herself.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben\u2019s eyebrows lifted. \u2018Really?\u2019 he said. \u2018But Joseph gave the distinct impression that they were just friends the other night.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shrugged again. \u2018I know. It could be just in Hoss\u2019 mind. You know how he gets around women.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben nodded. \u2018Yes. I also know how your youngest brother gets around women too,\u2019 he said. \u2018That boy worries me. He\u2019s too charming for his own good.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well I think they\u2019ve worked it out,\u2019 said Adam as he finished up and stood back to inspect his horse.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I hope so,\u2019 said Ben as he stood up. \u2018Those two make each other miserable when they carry on like this.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018They\u2019ll be fine Pa,\u2019 said Adam as he put the brush down. \u2018You know they can never stay mad at each other for long.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled. \u2018True,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane gave Hoss a frustrated look as they sat next to the lake together. She\u2019d really only accepted his invitation because she was angry with Joe and was now regretting it. At the dance it had been easy to leave him and dance with everyone else, but here at the picnic Hoss kept following her around and she couldn\u2019t shake him off. Not that she minded him \u2026 in fact he was a real gentleman and couldn\u2019t do enough for her \u2026 it was just that he wasn\u2019t her type.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane liked a man who was amusing and kept her entertained with jokes and stories and Hoss was definitely not that type of person. In fact their conversation was quite stilted, as Hoss seemed to be quite content to let her do the talking and just listened. After a while Jane couldn\u2019t think of anything else to talk to him about and wanted desperately to leave him and find a more interesting partner. A couple of times she\u2019d been about to do just that, but had noticed Joe\u2019s eyes on them each time. That had been just the excuse she needed to pretend that everything was fine, for there was no way Joe Cartwright was going to tell her who she could and couldn\u2019t go out with! So she tossed her curls and laughed as Hoss sat beside her in wonderment at everything she said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So,\u2019 said Jane after a while. \u2018I\u2019ve been doing all of the talking. \u2018How about you Hoss? What would you like to talk about?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss smiled at her shyly. \u2018I dunno,\u2019 he said. \u2018Whatever you wanna talk about.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane gave a small sigh of frustration. \u2018Well how about we go for a walk then?\u2019 she suggested.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss got up and helped her to her feet. \u2018All right,\u2019 he said. \u2018Where do ya wanna go?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018How about that way?\u2019 suggested Jane, not really caring.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure,\u2019 said Hoss and clumsily took her by the arm.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe watched the two of them from where he was sitting under a tree with Sarah Wilkinson. \u2018Look at that!\u2019 he said pointing to them as they passed.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What?\u2019 asked Sarah, gazing at Joe and not the others. She gave him what she thought was a lovely smile, but he didn\u2019t seem to notice.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss and Jane,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What about them?\u2019 asked Sarah. She leant closer to Joe and looked into his eyes, but eh tilted his head and looked over her shoulder.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018They ain\u2019t right together,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018She\u2019s just leading him on.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What\u2019s that got to do with you?\u2019 asked Sarah, tilting her head so that she was in his line of vision again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s my brother,\u2019 said Joe, looking at her at last. \u2018Of course its my business.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Forget about them\u2019 said Sarah as she cupped his chin in her hand and tried to bring his face down to her level. \u2018Why don\u2019t you concentrate on us for a change?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe looked into her blue eyes and smiled. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said. \u2018Why don\u2019t I?\u2019 He allowed her to bring his face closer to hers and kissed her lightly on the lips. Sarah smiled at him and he put his arms around her as he kissed her again. \u2018Seems like the best idea I\u2019ve heard all afternoon,\u2019 he said softly as they kissed again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane straightened the jars on the counter in front of her and sighed. It was so boring working in the store every morning and she longed to just take off her apron and walk outside without a care in the world. Unfortunately she needed a way to pay for her board and keep at the boarding house and couldn\u2019t afford to give up a job just because she felt like it. So she did as she always did every day and tried to ignore the mind-numbing boredom of the job.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Suddenly she was aware of someone standing in front of her and she straightened up to see Hoss Cartwright standing there with a bunch of flowers in his hand. Her heart sank. She\u2019d vowed that the next time she saw him she\u2019d make sure he understood that there was nothing between them, but now that the time had come she felt nervous about doing it. The problem was that he was just such a nice person and she didn\u2019t want to hurt him.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hello Miss Jane,\u2019 said Hoss, tipping his hat. He thrust the flowers towards her. \u2018These are for you ma\u2019am.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked at the flowers. \u2018Hoss I\u2019m working,\u2019 she said. \u2018I really shouldn\u2019t be socialising at the moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss continued to grin at her. \u2018But there ain\u2019t no one else here,\u2019 he said. \u2018I reckon it ain\u2019t hurting any.\u2019 He thrust the flowers even further forward. \u2018I was just in town and thought I\u2019d stop by ta see ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You shouldn\u2019t have.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018As shucks tweren\u2019t nothing,\u2019 he assured her, looking slightly embarrassed. \u2018Ain\u2019t ya gonna take the flowers?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane didn\u2019t move. \u2018No \u2026 I mean you really shouldn\u2019t have,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Hoss but I think it\u2019s best if we don\u2019t see each other again.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 face fell and his arm dropped back to his side with the flowers still grasped firmly in his big fist. \u2018What do ya mean?\u2019 he said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I mean that I don\u2019t want you to bring me things anymore,\u2019 explained Jane, trying to avoid looking at the hurt expression on his face.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Oh.\u2019 There was silence for a moment while Jane straightened some things on the counter. \u2018Then ya don\u2019t wanna go out with me no more?\u2019 asked Hoss finally.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss swallowed. \u2018Why not? I thought we was getting on real well. I think you\u2019re a mighty fine woman Miss Jane.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane finally looked into his eyes and cringed at the hurt she saw there. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Hoss,\u2019 she said. \u2018I don\u2019t mean to hurt you. It\u2019s just that I don\u2019t think we\u2019re right for each other.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You sound like a certain brother of mine,\u2019 said Hoss sadly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I presume you mean Joe,\u2019 said Jane. \u2018Well he was right Hoss \u2026 we\u2019re not suited. I shouldn\u2019t have ever gone out with you in the first place.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned. \u2018Well I\u2019m glad ya did,\u2019 he said. \u2018I had a mighty fine time.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Jane sighed. \u2018Hoss \u2026 I\u2019m sorry \u2026 but its like Joe said \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss put up his hand to stop her speaking. \u2018Joe!\u2019 he said angrily. \u2018So that little green-eyed weasel has something ta do with it. I knew it! Why don\u2019t he just mind his own business?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked at him sadly. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Hoss,\u2019 she said feebly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked down at the floor for a moment and then turned away from her. \u2018I gotta get back to the ranch now,\u2019 he said miserably as he tipped his hat to her. \u2018Maybe I\u2019ll see ya around some time Miss Jane.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane smiled at him sadly. \u2018I\u2019m sure we will see each other around Hoss,\u2019 she said. \u2018And thank you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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He looked at her, puzzled. \u2018Fer what?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shrugged. \u2018For being so nice,\u2019 she said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss gave her a half-hearted smile as he left the store. He stood by his horse for a moment before mounting up and turning away. As he rode slowly down the street he threw the small bunch of flowers into the gutter.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Adam told me that you\u2019ve broken up with Jane,\u2019 said Joe, sitting down next to his brother on the bale of hay. \u2018I\u2019m sorry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Are ya?\u2019 said Hoss in a low voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah,\u2019 said Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hmph!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe frowned. \u2018What\u2019s that supposed to mean?\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t you believe me?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss glared at his younger brother. \u2018Why would I?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Seems ta me you done nothing but warn me away from her right from the beginning.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018I just felt she wasn\u2019t right for you Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018But she\u2019s right fer you ain\u2019t she?\u2019 snarled Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked genuinely surprised at his brother\u2019s words. \u2018Huh?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You know exactly what I\u2019m talking about Joe,\u2019 continued Hoss. \u2018You didn\u2019t want me ta go out with her so that you could have her for yourself! You made sure I didn\u2019t have a chance with her.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That ain\u2019t true!\u2019 said Joe indignantly. \u2018You know very well that I\u2019ve been going out with Kate and Sarah lately.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I know you!\u2019 said Hoss, pointing his finger under Joe\u2019s nose. \u2018Kate and Sarah and Jane and anyone else who\u2019ll take ya fancy little brother! You don\u2019t care how many girls ya got hanging around ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I told ya Hoss, I don\u2019t care about Jane \u2026 except as a friend. How many times do I have ta say it?\u2019 shouted Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joseph! Hoss! What\u2019s all the yelling about?\u2019 Both of them turned to see their father standing in the doorway of the barn with his hands on his hips glaring at them. \u2018What is going on here?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018Ask him!\u2019 said Joe as he stood up. \u2018He\u2019s the one started it all!\u2019 He strode out of the barn without another word.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well?\u2019 asked Ben, glaring at Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss clenched his jaw. \u2018That little brother of mine is just carrying on again that\u2019s all Pa,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben sat down next to him. \u2018What do you mean carrying on?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked at the floor. \u2018He just can\u2019t help himself Pa,\u2019 he said miserably. \u2018He\u2019s too charming with the ladies for his own good.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Has this got something to do with that girl you\u2019ve been seeing?\u2019 asked his father.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss nodded. \u2018She don\u2019t wanna see me no more,\u2019 he said miserably. \u2018I reckon little brother had something ta do with it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss you don\u2019t know that for sure,\u2019 said his father, putting his arm around the big man.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah Pa I do,\u2019 replied Hoss. \u2018She told me that Joe said I wasn\u2019t right for her.\u2019 He looked up at his father. \u2018Joe gets on with her real fine though.\u2019 He kicked the tip of his boot in the dust. \u2018Wish I could be like him around women,\u2019 he muttered softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben hugged his son\u2019s shoulders. \u2018Hoss you do fine,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019re a sensitive caring man and one day you\u2019re going to find a woman who\u2019ll appreciate you for what you are son. You just have to learn to be patient that\u2019s all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked at his father sorrowfully. \u2018Ya think so Pa?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded. \u2018Yes I do,\u2019 he said. \u2018Just be yourself and the right girl will appreciate you when she comes along.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018But that\u2019s just it!\u2019 he said. \u2018When I\u2019m myself I don\u2019t know what ta say to girls. I watch Joe and Adam and they do it so easily. I just can\u2019t Pa.\u2019 He hung his head again. \u2018I\u2019m just a dumb old Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Son I \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss held up his hand. \u2018Its OK Pa. I\u2019m guess I\u2019d better get used ta it. Its just hard watching that little brother of mine sometimes ya know?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss\u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss stood up and turned away from his father. \u2018Just leave me be Pa,\u2019 he said as he walked towards the doorway. \u2018I\u2019m going for a ride.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben watched his son leave with sorrow in his heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam glanced at his brother as he sat silently beside him in the Silver Dollar Saloon. Hoss was staring at the drink in his hand as he swished the liquid around and around in the glass. \u2018You\u2019re going to spill that if you\u2019re not careful,\u2019 said Adam quietly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked up. \u2018Huh?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018The drink,\u2019 said Adam pointing to it. \u2018You\u2019re going to spill it if you\u2019re not careful and that\u2019d be a bit of a waste of good beer, don\u2019t you think?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss put the glass on the table and stared at it. \u2018Reckon so,\u2019 he said in a flat tone.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam sat forward in his chair. \u2018Hoss you\u2019ve got to snap out of this,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019ve been down in the dumps for over a week now. Surely a girl isn\u2019t worth all this?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked at his brother sorrowfully. \u2018It ain\u2019t just Jane,\u2019 he said. \u2018It\u2019s lots of things.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah? Like what?\u2019 asked his brother.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Like him.\u2019 Hoss pointed to their younger brother who was standing against the bar while talking to one of the saloon girls. \u2018Just look at him Adam. He\u2019s got every woman in here just hankering ta be with him and he don\u2019t even have ta try.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam grinned. \u2018He\u2019s got too much charm for his own good,\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t worry about it Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018But don\u2019t ya see Adam? I do worry about it,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018No one has a chance with him around.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That isn\u2019t true and you know it. Anyway, he doesn\u2019t mean to be like that you know,\u2019 said Adam gently. \u2018He\u2019s just young and doesn\u2019t think about half of what he does.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss sighed. \u2018I know. But lately I\u2019m just getting so angry with him all the time and I don\u2019t mean ta be. Joe and me is good friends Adam and I\u2019ve never felt like this before.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Why don\u2019t you talk to him about it?\u2019 suggested Adam. \u2018I\u2019m sure he\u2019s wondering why you\u2019re being a bit distant from him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss nodded. \u2018I know he is,\u2019 he said. \u2018But I just can\u2019t help it. I feel like if I go near him I\u2019ll say or do something I\u2019ll regret and I don\u2019t wanna hurt him. He can\u2019t help being the way he is.\u2019 Adam said nothing as Hoss continued. \u2018I guess I\u2019m just jealous is all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam put his empty glass on the table. \u2018Everyone feels like that at some time,\u2019 he said. \u2018The important thing is not to let it affect your relationships with people.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked startled. \u2018You\u2019re sounding like Pa now,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam gave a short laugh. \u2018You think so?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Well I\u2019ve heard his wisdom a time or two so its bound to sink in a bit I suppose.\u2019 He stood up and slapped Hoss on the back. \u2018Now let\u2019s get that young charmer and get out of here. Its getting late and we\u2019ve got a bit of work to do before we get home.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss gave his brother a half-hearted grin. \u2018OK,\u2019 he said. \u2018If we can pry him away from that girl.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

The two brothers walked over to the bar and each took Joe under an arm as they hauled him towards the door. \u2018Say goodnight,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Its time to go home little brother.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe started to struggle in his brothers\u2019 grasp. \u2018But I ain\u2019t finished yet!\u2019 he protested.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Oh yes you are Joseph,\u2019 said Hoss firmly. \u2018Well and truly finished. Pa will be wondering where those supplies are and you\u2019ve got a lot of loading up to do before we leave here.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tipped his hat to the girl as his brothers dragged him through the doorway. \u2018See ya Sadie,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll be back in town before \u2026.\u2019 His words were lost as the swinging doors of the saloon shut behind them. The saloon girl gave a giggle and turned to get another drink.<\/span><\/p>\n

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It wasn\u2019t until they were safely across the street that Adam and Hoss let go of their younger brother. \u2018Well thank you very much!\u2019 said Joe as he rubbed his arms ruefully. \u2018I really wasn\u2019t finished in there ya know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam pointed to the load of supplies on the sidewalk next to their buckboard. \u2018Start working,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Why me?\u2019 said Joe indignantly. \u2018What\u2019s wrong with the two of you doing it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ve got business at the Bank for Pa,\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Come on Joe,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018You and me will get it finished in no time.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave his brother a sideways glance as Adam walked away from them. It was the first time they\u2019d been alone together all week and he still felt a bit uncomfortable about the fight they\u2019d had. \u2018OK,\u2019 he said as he picked up a sack.<\/span><\/p>\n

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The two brothers worked steadily for the next ten minutes in silence and as soon as they had finished Joe sat down on the edge of the buckboard and wiped his brow. \u2018I\u2019m sure glad that\u2019s done,\u2019 he said. \u2018I wonder where older brother is?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll go get him,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018You wait here.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe watched as Hoss walked down the street. He hoped that everything was over and done with now and that they could go on as before. Neither of them had mentioned Jane since the day of the fight, but Joe knew that Hoss must still have been hurting about it all. He just hoped that he\u2019d get over it quickly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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As if on cue, there was a sound beside him and he turned to see Jane standing on the sidewalk smiling at him. \u2018Well hello there Romeo,\u2019 she said. \u2018I haven\u2019t seen you around town for a while.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Nah,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018I\u2019ve been busy on the ranch.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I see,\u2019 she said. There was a moment\u2019s silence. \u2018How\u2019s Hoss?\u2019 she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe shrugged. \u2018He\u2019ll be OK I guess. He\u2019s still a bit hurt at the moment.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane nodded. \u2018You were right,\u2019 she said. \u2018We weren\u2019t suited.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged again. \u2018Yeah. Well \u2026 as long as he gets over it, that\u2019s the main thing.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018And how about you?\u2019 asked Jane coming closer to him. \u2018We still friends?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a wide smile. \u2018Of course we are,\u2019 he said. \u2018Haven\u2019t I told you before you\u2019re my best girl?\u2019 he teased.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane giggled. \u2018Stop it!\u2019 she said and hit him lightly on the arm. She settled herself down on the edge of the buckboard beside him. \u2018You\u2019ll never guess what I heard Sarah Wilkinson saying about you the other day. You want to know?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyes lit up. \u2018She was talking about me?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Well go on\u2026 tell me!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane leant close to him and whispered something into his ear and Joe laughed. \u2018She didn\u2019t!\u2019 he said. \u2018Really?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Really,\u2019 said Jane. \u2018I told you before she really likes you. If you play your cards right you just \u2026\u2019 She stopped in mid-sentence, her eyes fixated over Joe\u2019s shoulder. Joe turned around and saw Adam and Hoss standing there and Hoss was staring at them both.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hello Hoss,\u2019 said Jane, standing up. \u2018How are you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Fine thanks,\u2019 said Hoss, not taking his eyes off his younger brother. He tipped his hat. \u2018Ma\u2019am.\u2019 He got up into the buckboard without another word.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe cleared his throat. \u2018Well I guess we\u2019d better be going,\u2019 he said to fill the awkward silence that had formed. \u2018See you Jane.\u2019 He got up onto the buckboard beside his brother and waved to Jane who waved back.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Bye,\u2019 she said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam mounted up onto his horse and fell into line beside the buckboard. \u2018Let\u2019s get on home,\u2019 he said. He leant back behind Hoss and frowned at Joe and motioned for him to be quiet as they started up the street together.<\/span><\/p>\n

The ride home was a quiet one.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hold it tighter will you?\u2019 said Adam in a frustrated tone. \u2018I can\u2019t cut it if you don\u2019t pull.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe pulled tighter on the piece of wire and watched as his brother pulled the ends together and cut them off deftly. \u2018Sorry,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam waited for a moment. \u2018Well?\u2019 he said. \u2018Are you going to pick that one up or not?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sorry,\u2019 said Joe again. He picked up the next piece of wire and held it while Adam worked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Honestly Joe I don\u2019t know where your mind is today,\u2019 said his older brother. \u2018What\u2019s gotten into you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018I dunno,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shook his head as he continued to work. \u2018What with Hoss so grumpy and you not paying attention \u2026 I wish you two would straighten things out so we could get some work done around here.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s face darkened. \u2018It ain\u2019t my fault!\u2019 he declared. \u2018He\u2019s the one carrying on all the time.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Maybe so,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018But you\u2019re a bit to blame as well you know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked indignant. \u2018What have I done?\u2019 he said. \u2018I can\u2019t help it if girls like me and not him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam put down his pliers and looked at his brother while wiping his face. \u2018No one said that you can,\u2019 he replied. \u2018But you could be a bit more sensitive about his feelings you know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I said I was sorry bout him and Jane,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018What more can I do?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam looked closely at his brother. \u2018Just give Hoss time that\u2019s all,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s down in the dumps at the moment and watching you flirting all the time doesn\u2019t help him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t flirt!\u2019 said Joe in a huff.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam rolled his eyes. \u2018Yeah right!\u2019 he said. \u2018What would you call what you were doing with Jane the other day? And with all those girls at the dance last Friday night?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe frowned. \u2018Just having a good time,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam sighed. \u2018Well you should stop and think about how it looks to other people buddy. You\u2019ll end up with a reputation if you don\u2019t watch out.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s frown deepened. \u2018Can\u2019t a fellar have a good time without everyone jumping on him?\u2019 he said. \u2018Anyway I wasn\u2019t the only one. Them girls seemed to be happy to be with me as well.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam picked up the pliers again. \u2018Just be careful \u2026 that\u2019s all I\u2019m saying,\u2019 he said. \u2018You don\u2019t want to get yourself into any trouble.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe grinned at his brother as he picked up the next piece of wire. \u2018Me?\u2019 he said cheekily. \u2018You know me and trouble don\u2019t mix older brother.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam gave him a knowing look. \u2018Yeah right!\u2019 he said. \u2018Hold it tighter will you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes sir!\u2019 said Joe cheekily as he gave his brother another grin.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe? Can I talk to you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked up startled to see Jane standing in front of him. Hi,\u2019 he said with a smile. \u2018How are you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane held a handkerchief up to her face. \u2018Actually I\u2019m not too good,\u2019 she said. \u2018I really need to talk to you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure,\u2019 replied Joe. \u2018I\u2019ll be about half and hour here and then I can come on over to the store to see you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Please Joe,\u2019 said Jane with more than a tinge of anxiety in her voice. \u2018I need to talk to you now.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked at her anxiously and noted the redness of her eyes and the way in which she was shaking. \u2018OK,\u2019 he said. \u2018I guess I can come with you now.\u2019 He looked over to where Harry Wilson was shoeing a couple of their horses. \u2018I\u2019ll be back in a few minutes Harry,\u2019 he shouted. \u2018Tell my brother Hoss if gets back before me OK?\u2019 Harry waved at him and then continued to work on the horse in front of him. \u2018Hoss is just over at the Mercantile,\u2019 explained Joe as he took Jane\u2019s arm and steered her away. \u2018I\u2019ve got a few minutes before he comes back.\u2019 He stopped outside the Livery Stable. \u2018What\u2019s the matter?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked around and then pointed into an alleyway. \u2018Can we go in here?\u2019 she asked. \u2018I don\u2019t want anyone to hear.\u2019 She led Joe around the corner and wiped her face again with the handkerchief.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What\u2019s the matter?\u2019 asked Joe again. \u2018Are you sick?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane shook her head. \u2018No \u2026 that is not really,\u2019 she said. \u2018She took a deep breath. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Joe \u2026 I shouldn\u2019t be talking to you like this, but \u2026 but you\u2019re just about the best friend I\u2019ve got around here and I don\u2019t know who else to talk to about this.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018About what?\u2019 asked Joe, getting really worried now. The girl didn\u2019t look too good to him at all and he was worried that she might faint dead away on him. \u2018Do you wanna sit down?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane shook her head. \u2018No,\u2019 she said. \u2018It\u2019s just that \u2026\u2019 She looked up into his eyes. \u2018Oh Joe I\u2019m in trouble! Big trouble!\u2019 Joe looked at her silently. \u2018Don\u2019t you understand?\u2019 she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Oh,\u2019 said Joe, the light dawning suddenly. His eyes bulged. \u2018You sure?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yes,\u2019 she said. \u2018I was hoping it wasn\u2019t true, but I\u2019ve been to see Doc Martin and he says that it is.\u2019 She began to cry. \u2018Oh Joe! I don\u2019t know what to do!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe put his arms around her and patted her on the back. \u2018It\u2019ll be all right,\u2019 he said, not knowing what else to say. \u2018I\u2019m sure that it will be.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018How?\u2019 she sniffled into his shoulder.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe drew her away from him. \u2018What about the \u2026 well whoever it is?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane shook her head \u2018I don\u2019t think he\u2019d be interested,\u2019 she said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Don\u2019t you think you should tell him though?\u2019 asked Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane shook her head again. \u2018I can\u2019t,\u2019 she said. \u2018He isn\u2019t in town any more.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Oh.\u2019 There was silence for a moment. \u2018Well do you know where he went?\u2019 asked Joe after a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane wiped her eyes and hiccuped. \u2018He went to Sacramento,\u2019 she said softly. \u2018It\u2019s Bill Higgins.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018The guy who was working for Mr Henderson a while back?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane nodded. \u2018Yes,\u2019 she said shortly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well why don\u2019t you go to Sacramento and talk to him at least?\u2019 said Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane began to cry again. \u2018How?\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ve got my job. And besides I don\u2019t have nearly enough money for a stage ticket.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe held her close to him again and hugged her. \u2018I\u2019ll lend you the money,\u2019 he said. \u2018And I\u2019m sure that Mr Winters would let you have some time off your job. Why don\u2019t you go and ask him?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane shook her head. \u2018I can\u2019t,\u2019 she said. \u2018Bill probably wouldn\u2019t want to know about it anyway.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Well you don\u2019t know unless you try,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018What have you got to lose?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane flung her arms around him and hugged him tightly. \u2018Oh Joe! You\u2019re just about the best friend a girl ever had! What would I do without you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe smiled over her shoulder as he patted her again on the back. \u2018What are friends for?\u2019 he said. \u2018Now you go and see if you can get time off work and I\u2019ll go and withdraw some money from the Bank. \u2018I\u2019ll meet you at the stage office and we\u2019ll get you a ticket for tomorrow\u2019s stage.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane hugged him even tighter. \u2018Thank you so much!\u2019 she said. \u2018You\u2019re a true friend Joe!\u2019 She turned away and Joe watched her run down the street towards the store. He adjusted his hat and turned towards the Bank.<\/span><\/p>\n

Standing in the shadows of the Mercantile across the street Hoss frowned. He had seen the interchange between the two in the alleyway and watched as they both went in their opposite directions. \u2018Little green-eyed weasel,\u2019 he said softly to himself as he shook his head. \u2018Just can\u2019t help yaself can ya Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked up and down the street anxiously while she waited for Joe to appear. She took a step back and trod on something. \u2018Oh!\u2019 she said. \u2018Sorry!\u2019 She turned to see Hoss standing behind her. \u2018Oh Hoss,\u2019 she said. \u2018I didn\u2019t see you there \u2026 I\u2019m sorry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss gave her a half-hearted smile and tipped his hat to her. \u2018That\u2019s OK Miss Jane,\u2019 he said. \u2018Can\u2019t blame ya for tripping over my big clumsy feet.\u2019 He looked at her red eyes. \u2018Um \u2026 are ya OK?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane twisted the handkerchief on her hand nervously. \u2018Yes,\u2019 she said as she swallowed. \u2018I\u2019m just waiting for Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss\u2019 face darkened. \u2018Oh,\u2019 he said. He tipped his hat again. \u2018Well I guess that I\u2019ll see ya around.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss turned.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m \u2026\u2019 Jane\u2019s eyes filled with tears. \u2018I\u2019m so sorry about \u2026 well you know \u2026 everything that\u2019s happened.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss shrugged. \u2018Its OK,\u2019 he said. \u2018Like ya said before, we weren\u2019t real suited ta one another.\u2019 He hesitated. \u2018I hope \u2026 Well I hope you\u2019re real happy.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane\u2019s tears overflowed. \u2018Oh Hoss!\u2019 she said and put her handkerchief up to her face as she began to cry.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked confused. \u2018What\u2019s the matter ma\u2019am?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Ain\u2019t ya feeling well?\u2019 He looked at Jane helplessly as she continued to cry. \u2018Has that brother of mine upset ya?\u2019 he asked. \u2018I\u2019ll kill him iffen he has!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane hiccupped slightly as she tried to stem her tears. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Hoss,\u2019 she said. \u2018It\u2019s just \u2026 I\u2019m sorry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss took a step closer to her, his protective instincts overcoming his shyness for once. \u2018Can I help?\u2019 he asked softly. \u2018You only have ta ask and I\u2019ll do anything for ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane looked up at him. \u2018You\u2019re so sweet,\u2019 she said. \u2018But I\u2019m afraid that you really can\u2019t help me Hoss. It\u2019s all \u2026 so complicated.\u2019 Her sobs came faster now and Hoss grabbed her by the arm and pulled her over towards the building away from the main thoroughfare of traffic. She clung onto his arm. \u2018I\u2019m sorry,\u2019 she said. \u2018I don\u2019t mean to \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018It\u2019s OK,\u2019 he said. \u2018Tell me what that brother of mine did ta make ya so unhappy.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Your brother?\u2019 said Jane. \u2018You mean Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah. I kinda saw ya with him a while ago,\u2019 said Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Oh.\u2019 Jane wiped her eyes with her handkerchief. \u2018He\u2019s gone to get some money for me,\u2019 she said, looking up the street for him. \u2018He said that he\u2019d buy me a stage ticket so that I could get to Sacramento.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss frowned. \u2018Why?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane began to sob again. \u2018Oh Hoss!\u2019 she said. \u2018I don\u2019t know what to do!\u2019 She clung onto his arm and he put his other arm around her.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Now you just tell old Hoss what the problem is,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019ll feel better iffen ya do. Maybe I\u2019ll be able ta help ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane swallowed. \u2018I\u2019m in trouble Hoss,\u2019 she whispered. \u2018Doc Martin confirmed it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss\u2019 eyes widened and he felt the pounding of his heart within his chest quicken. He looked down at the girl beside him and his heart broke for her. \u2018Oh Miss Jane!\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane pulled away from him. \u2018I know what you\u2019re thinking!\u2019 she said. \u2018Please don\u2019t think badly of me Hoss!\u2019 she said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018I could never think badly of you Miss Jane,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m sure it tweren\u2019t your fault.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane smiled at him through her tears. \u2018You are so sweet Hoss,\u2019 she said. \u2018Such a gentleman.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 face darkened as he thought about his little brother. \u2018Pity not everyone is,\u2019 he muttered. \u2018Why is Joe wanting you ta go ta Sacramento?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane wiped her eyes. \u2018He thinks it\u2019s for the best,\u2019 she said. \u2018I think he\u2019s right too. He\u2019s so good to pay for my ticket.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss clenched his fists. \u2018You stay here Miss Jane,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m gonna find that weasel and have it out with him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked confused for a moment. \u2018Have what out with him?\u2019 she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss waved his arm around. \u2018All this,\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry Miss Jane \u2026 I\u2019ll take care of it for you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Thank you Hoss,\u2019 she said gratefully. \u2018If you can find him that would be good. I\u2019m afraid the stage office will close before I can get my ticket.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss pointed his finger at her. \u2018You just stay here,\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t you move, ya hear? I\u2019ll bring that brother of mine back here iffen it\u2019s the last thing I do.\u2019 He turned and strode down the street. \u2018That little weasel ain\u2019t getting away with this!\u2019 he muttered to himself.<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane waited for a full ten minutes before Joe appeared. \u2018Have you seen Hoss?\u2019 she said instantly. \u2018He was here and now he\u2019s looking for you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head. \u2018No,\u2019 he said as he held out a wad of money. \u2018Here we\u2019ll get your ticket before the office closes.\u2019 He walked her over to the window. \u2018Why\u2019s he looking for me?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Jane swallowed. \u2018He found me upset. I told him what had happened,\u2019 she said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018Hoss can keep a secret,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s no need to worry about him.\u2019 He handed the money over to the man behind the window. \u2018One ticket to Sacramento for the lady here on tomorrow\u2019s stage,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018He seemed upset when I told him,\u2019 said Jane.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s Hoss,\u2019 replied Joe as he took the ticket and handed it to her. \u2018He\u2019s got a real kind heart.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane looked at the ticket in her hand and then at Joe. \u2018How can I ever thank you?\u2019 she asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe smiled at her and gave her a quick hug. \u2018No need,\u2019 he said. \u2018You just get on that stage early in the morning and convince Bill to do the right thing OK?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane nodded. \u2018Yes,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ll write to you from Sacramento as soon as I\u2019ve seen him and let you know how it went.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018Good enough,\u2019 he said. He gave her a quick peck on the cheek. \u2018Now you get a good night\u2019s sleep. You\u2019ll have to be away early in the morning.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Jane gave him a last hug before turning away. \u2018 Thank you Joe,\u2019 she said. \u2018Goodbye.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tipped his hat to her. \u2018Bye,\u2019 he said. \u2018Good luck.\u2019 He watched as she disappeared down the street and then turned and walked back towards the Livery Stable to find Hoss. His brother must have been wondering where he\u2019d got to.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked up and down the street before crossing it. So far he\u2019d had no luck in finding Joe and so he decided the best thing to do was go back t the stage office and wait there for him. However the only person he saw as he approached was the man who worked in the office, sweeping the sidewalk outside. \u2018Howdy Bert,\u2019 he said. \u2018You seen my little brother around?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure did,\u2019 he said. \u2018He bought a ticket for a young lady here a while ago.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked around. \u2018She gone too?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yep,\u2019 the man said as he continued to sweep. He shook his head. \u2018That young brother of yours is sure a charmer with the ladies ain\u2019t he?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss frowned. \u2018What do ya mean Bert?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Seems that every time he\u2019s in town he\u2019s got one of em hanging off him,\u2019 said the man with a grin. \u2018That young one here today sure seemed keen on him. They was having a good cuddle before they left.\u2019 He shook his head as he walked away. \u2018Wish I was young again.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 face darkened and he clenched his fists. \u2018That \u2026 that weasel!\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m gonna pound him when I find him fer sure!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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He looked up and down the street for Joe, but saw nothing. \u2018Hey Bert!\u2019 he called. \u2018Which direction did he go in? Did ya see?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Down that way towards the Livery Stable,\u2019 said Bert as he pointed down the street.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Thanks,\u2019 muttered Hoss. He strode towards the Livery Stable and saw Harry and Joe talking out the front as he approached.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hi Hoss,\u2019 said Joe with a wave. \u2018You ready ta go now?\u2019 Hoss said nothing, but simply looked at his brother. \u2018Sorry I took so long,\u2019 continued Joe. He looked over at Harry who\u2019d moved away from them and lowered his voice. \u2018Jane said she\u2019d told you what had happened.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss continued to glare at his brother. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said tersely.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe looked at him strangely. \u2018You OK?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m OK.\u2019 said Hoss, trying to keep his temper. \u2018But she ain\u2019t.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded his head. \u2018I know,\u2019 he said. \u2018She\u2019s real upset about it all. Understandable though don\u2019t ya think?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked at his brother incredulously. \u2018Of course she is,\u2019 he said angrily. \u2018And you ain\u2019t helping.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked indignant. \u2018What do you mean?\u2019 he said. \u2018I bought her a ticket so that she could leave town and get to Sacramento.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 mouth dropped open. \u2018You are incredible Joe!\u2019 he shouted. \u2018So you think that\u2019s gonna solve the problem?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked confused. \u2018Well no \u2026but I thought it might help,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss put his finger under his brother\u2019s nose. \u2018You think that you can get her ta leave town and that\u2019s that!\u2019 he yelled. \u2018I\u2019m ashamed of ya Joe!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe stared at his brother. \u2018But Hoss\u2026.\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t you but Hoss<\/em> me!\u2019 shouted Hoss. \u2018You make me ashamed ta be your brother Joe!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe clutched hold of his brother\u2019s arm. \u2018Hoss!\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t say that! Look I know we\u2019ve had our differences lately, but surely you can understand \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shrugged his brother\u2019s hand off. \u2018I understand well enough,\u2019 he said bitterly. He shook his head as he took a step backwards. \u2018You just stay away from me Joe. I\u2019m likely ta hit ya iffen ya don\u2019t and I don\u2019t want to!\u2019 He turned and got on his horse and rode off down towards the end of town.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe stood for a moment stunned as he watched his brother disappear. Surely Hoss wasn\u2019t serious? He knew that he\u2019d been fond of Jane, but surely he wasn\u2019t that upset that she had been involved with another man? He turned and mounted up himself. \u2018Thanks Harry,\u2019 he shouted as he turned his horse towards home and rode after his brother.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss?\u2019 said Joe as he dismounted outside the barn. \u2018We need to talk.\u2019 Hoss glared at his younger brother and marched into the barn with his horse without saying a word. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 repeated Joe as he followed him. \u2018We need to talk. You rode so fast on the way home that I couldn\u2019t catch you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss turned on his brother. \u2018I told ya to stay away from me,\u2019 he said. \u2018I meant it Joe. Stay away from me fer ya own good!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe clutched hold of Hoss arm. \u2018But Hoss\u2026\u2019 he said. \u2018Please listen to me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss swung his arm up and hit Joe\u2019s hand away. \u2018I\u2019m through listening to you!\u2019 he said. \u2018Get out of here.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe stood for a moment in silence. \u2018I don\u2019t know why you\u2019re so angry with me,\u2019 he said finally.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss swung around and faced his brother. \u2018You don\u2019t know?\u2019 he shouted. \u2018You\u2019ve got ta be kidding!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head. \u2018No I\u2019m not,\u2019 he said. \u2018I know that you\u2019re upset about Jane, but I don\u2019t know why you\u2019re taking it out on me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss began to breathe deeply as he stared at his younger brother. \u2018I\u2019m ashamed of you Joe,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Why? I helped her didn\u2019t I?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018Are ya gonna marry her?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe gave a short laugh. \u2018Marry her?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Heck no Hoss, why would I marry her for Pete\u2019s sake? She\u2019s my friend, but its not really my problem \u2026. Its hers.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss grabbed his younger brother by the shoulders and spun him around. \u2018You shut up!\u2019 he said. \u2018Get out of here!\u2019 He pushed Joe away from him and watched as his younger brother fell against the wall heavily. He stood over him, feeling his anger mounting with every breath that he took.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe looked up at his brother in confusion. \u2018Hoss \u2026\u2019 he began.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss reached down and hauled his brother up by the collar. \u2018Just as well Pa don\u2019t know about this!\u2019 he shouted. \u2018How could ya Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tried to shake off his brother\u2019s grip but Hoss had hold of him firmly. He thought about what his brother had just said and realised that the last thing he wanted was for his father to find out that he\u2019d taken money out of his account. If he did, then there\u2019d be questions which Joe would rather not have answered. He looked up at Hoss. \u2018You won\u2019t tell him will ya Hoss?\u2019 he pleaded. \u2018He won\u2019t understand.\u2019 Hoss tightened his grip on his brother\u2019s collar. \u2018Look \u2026.\u2019 said Joe. \u2018Jane has gone and that\u2019s all there is to it. You\u2019ll forget about her soon and everything will be back to normal. Let\u2019s forget about all this. Huh?\u2019 he looked at his brother hopefully, but all he saw in Hoss\u2019 eyes was anger and \u2026 and something else which he couldn\u2019t quite place. He flinched as his brother shook him wildly. \u2018Let go!\u2019 he shouted. \u2018Let go of me Hoss! Stop making such a fuss bout all this will ya?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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At his brother\u2019s words, Hoss completely lost his temper. He drew back his fist and punched Joe straight on the jaw, knocking him off his feet again. Joe lay on the floor, startled for a moment and then sprang to his feet. He charged at his brother, fists flying in all directions. At first Hoss merely defended himself from his younger brother\u2019s flying fists, but after a moment he drew back his fist and hit him again, sending Joe sprawling once more to the ground. Hoss bent over him and closed his eyes in anger as he hit his brother over and over again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben rubbed his eyes as he looked up from his paperwork. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 he said as he heard the front door open. \u2018Is that you?\u201d<\/span>
\n \u2018No Pa it\u2019s me,\u2019 said Adam as he approached his father\u2019s desk.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Oh Adam,\u2019 replied Ben. \u2018I thought it might have been one of your brothers.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Aren\u2019t they back from town yet?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shook his head \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018And they\u2019ll be getting a piece of my mind when they do,\u2019 he said. \u2018I sent them in there four hours ago and they haven\u2019t had the decency to get back here yet.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shrugged. \u2018Well knowing those two they probably stopped to get a drink before they left,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hmph!\u2019 said Ben as he turned towards his bookwork again. \u2018I\u2019ve had just about enough of those two lately.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam smiled at the top of his father\u2019s head. \u2018I\u2019m sure they\u2019re working it out,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll just go and put my horse away and get to my chores before supper.\u2019 He walked outside again and grabbed his horses\u2019 reins before leading him into the barn. \u2018Come on fellar,\u2019 he said as he patted the animal on the nose. \u2018Let\u2019s get you settled eh?\u2019 He picked up a brush and began to clean the animal with long sure strokes, humming softly to himself.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Suddenly, Adam heard a soft sound and he stopped to listen. As he heard it again, he put down his brush and walked to the end of the stall. The noise came again and he walked to the other side of the barn, certain that he would see a cat or perhaps one of Hop Sing\u2019s chickens there. But the sight that met his eyes instead made him catch his breath in amazement.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe was lying huddled in the corner of a stall, hugging his stomach tightly with his knees drawn up towards his chest. His eyes were closed and he was breathing shallowly as he tried to contain the pain that was washing over him. His lip was split and there were numerous bruises beginning to darken his face where he\u2019d obviously been hit.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam dropped the brush in his hand as he ran towards his brother and knelt next to him in the hay. \u2018Joe!\u2019 he said. \u2018What happened boy?\u2019 He stroked the hair off his brother\u2019s forehead and looked at him intently. He was very pale, except for where the bruises were beginning to show and sweat covered his face.<\/span><\/p>\n

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As Adam bent to move him to a sitting position, the boy screamed aloud. \u2018Don\u2019t! It hurts!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam let him fall back onto the floor gently. \u2018What happened?\u2019 he asked again. Joe was silent as he closed his eyes again. Adam put one arm under the boy\u2019s shoulders and the other under his knees as he lifted him off the ground and cradled him in his arms. Ignoring his brother\u2019s groans he headed out of the barn with him. \u2018It\u2019s OK buddy,\u2019 he said as he walked across the front yard. \u2018We\u2019ll have you fixed up in no time.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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As Adam got to the front door he called out to his father. \u2018Pa!\u2019 he shouted \u2018Pa!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Suddenly the front door opened and Ben looked out. \u2018Adam?\u2019 he said. What is all that shouting about? What is \u2026.\u2019 He stopped as he saw Joe in his older brother\u2019s arms. \u2018Oh my God!\u2019 he said. \u2018What happened?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shook his head \u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 he said as he carried his brother inside. \u2018I found him like this in the barn.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben reached out to touch his son\u2019s face momentarily. \u2018Get him upstairs to his room,\u2019 he said. \u2018Hop Sing!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam carried Joe towards the staircase quickly as Hop Sing entered the room, his eyes wide as he noticed what was going on. \u2018Hop Sing!\u2019 shouted Ben. \u2018Get one of the hands to ride into town for Doc Martin. Quickly!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hop Sing nodded and left the room without a word. Ben followed Adam upstairs and into Joe\u2019s bedroom, sitting on the edge of the bed as Adam gently lay his brother down on it. \u2018Careful,\u2019 said Ben as he helped ease the boy onto the bed. They both looked at him closely. \u2018He\u2019s been badly beaten,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Who could have done something like this?\u2019<\/span>
\n Adam shook his head. \u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Did you see Hoss out there?\u2019 asked Ben as he wet a cloth and applied it to his son\u2019s face. Little Joe groaned at the touch of his father\u2019s hand and stirred. \u2018Easy son,\u2019 said Ben as he stroked the boy\u2019s face with the cloth.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No I didn\u2019t,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018He wasn\u2019t anywhere around.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 said Ben as he continued to wipe Joe\u2019s face. \u2018He\u2019d go off half-cocked if he saw what someone has done to his little brother. You know how he is about him.\u2019 Adam nodded as he sat on the other side of the bed. \u2018Joe?\u2019 said Ben softly as he wet the cloth again. \u2018Joe? Can you hear me son?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyelids fluttered open and he looked up at his father. \u2018Pa?\u2019 he said weakly. He blinked a couple of times. \u2018Where am I?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018You\u2019re in your room,\u2019 said Ben gently. \u2018How are you feeling?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe moved slightly on the bed. \u2018It hurts,\u2019 he said as best he could through his swollen lip. He closed his eyes again and sighed. \u2018Hurts,\u2019 he murmured softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben patted him on the head. \u2018I know,\u2019 he said. \u2018Try and just keep still son,\u2019 he said. \u2018Shh now.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam leaned over the bed. \u2018Ask him who did it,\u2019 he said grimly.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben shook his head. \u2018Leave him to rest,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s time enough for questions later.\u2019 He stroked the boy\u2019s forehead gently as he watched him closely.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019re going to have to keep him quiet for a while Ben,\u2019 said Paul Martin as he straightened up and put his instruments away. \u2018He can\u2019t move around with those two broken ribs or he might do further damage to himself.\u2019<\/span>
\n Ben sighed. \u2018I will,\u2019 he said. \u2018Even if I have to tie him to the mattress.\u2019 He looked down at the pale boy lying in the bed. \u2018He looked so terrible when Adam first brought him in \u2026. I was so worried.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul patted his friend\u2019s arm. \u2018I can understand that,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s been badly beaten. The bruising alone on his face tells me that and he\u2019ll be very sore for a while yet. I\u2019ll come out in a couple of days to check him over.\u2019 He put a couple of small packets on the dresser beside the bed. \u2018Give him one of these tonight if he needs it for the pain and then another tomorrow. It\u2019ll help him to sleep.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Thank you,\u2019 said Ben, not taking his eyes off his son.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll see you out Paul,\u2019 said Adam, getting up. He led the doctor down the stairs and over to the front door. \u2018Are you sure you won\u2019t have something to eat?\u2019 he asked as he opened it.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No thank you,\u2019 replied Paul. \u2018I\u2019ll get something back in town.\u2019 He walked out towards his buggy with Adam. \u2018Do you know how it happened?\u2019 he asked as he got up.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam shook his head \u2018Joe hasn\u2019t told us yet,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well whoever it was, he was a mighty powerful man,\u2019 said Paul. \u2018Joe is lucky it wasn\u2019t a lot worse.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam nodded as he waved to the doctor. As he turned towards the house again he suddenly stopped as he saw a large figure emerge from the shadow near the barn. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 he said. \u2018Is that you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss walked towards his brother, but stopped a few feet away from him. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said. \u2018How\u2019s Joe?\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018Sore,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018A couple of broken ribs, but he should be allright as long as he keeps still for a while. Pa says that ..\u2019 he stopped and frowned. \u2018How did you know about Joe?\u2019 he asked. Hoss said nothing, but turned away again. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018Tell Pa I won\u2019t be home tonight,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss?\u2019 called Adam. \u2018Where are you going?\u2019 There was no reply to his question as his brother walked away. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 Adam called again, but his brother didn\u2019t answer. Adam turned towards the house again and thoughtfully walked towards it. As he opened the front door he saw his father coming down the stairs.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m going to get Joe some broth,\u2019 said Ben as he headed towards the kitchen. \u2018Who was that you were talking to outside?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss,\u2019 replied Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Well tell him to get inside and get something to eat,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Did you tell him about Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes \u2026 well actually I didn\u2019t need to,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018He already knew.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded. \u2018I suppose one of the hands told him,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I suppose so,\u2019 said Adam thoughtfully.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018How did he take it?\u2019 asked Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m not sure Pa. He said that he wouldn\u2019t be home tonight and he left again.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stopped. \u2018What?\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s not gone off after whoever did this has he?\u2019<\/span>
\n Adam looked thoughtful. \u2018I don\u2019t think so. He didn\u2019t seem to be angry \u2026 just \u2026 well just kind of sad I think.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben frowned. \u2018Sad? Where\u2019s he going then?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shook his head \u2018I\u2019m not sure,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well see if you can find him will you?\u2019 asked his father. \u2018One son in trouble is enough. Honestly! I don\u2019t know what\u2019s going on around here lately!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam stroked his chin as his father left the room. He couldn\u2019t quite put his finger on it, but there was something about the way Hoss had been that made him wonder. He frowned as he headed towards the front door again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled as Joe\u2019s eye fluttered open again. \u2018Hello there young man,\u2019 he said. \u2018How are you feeling?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe moved hesitantly under the bedclothes and frowned as a sharp pain grabbed him in the side. He tried to put his hand up to the sore spot, but Ben held it down. \u2018Easy,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019ve got a couple of broken ribs there Joe. Don\u2019t go poking them.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe bent his head to look at the bandages around his chest and then lay back on the pillow and stared at the ceiling without speaking.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben picked up the bowl of broth sitting on the dresser. \u2018I want you to drink some of this,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll help you.\u2019 He filled a spoon and held it to Joe\u2019s mouth, but the boy kept staring at the ceiling and didn\u2019t acknowledge it. \u2018Joe?\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Open your mouth and have some broth. It\u2019ll do you good.\u2019 When Joe didn\u2019t respond he put the bowl and spoon down again. \u2018Do you want to talk about it?\u2019 he asked gently as he stroked the hair from his son\u2019s forehead. Joe shook his head as he continued to stare at the ceiling. \u2018Who was it?\u2019 asked his father. Again there was nothing from the boy. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Who did this to you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s eyes began to fill with tears as he stared at the ceiling. Ben patted him on the head. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he said again. \u2018Who did this to you son?\u2019 He frowned as he realised that Joe wasn\u2019t about to answer him and then patted him on the head. \u2018All right son,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018You just take it easy. There\u2019s plenty of time later for us to talk about it. \u2018Can you eat some of that broth now for me?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked at his father, the tears falling freely down his cheeks as he shook his head. Ben stood up and patted him on the head again, \u2018Try and get some sleep now,\u2019 he said gently. \u2018I\u2019ll be up to see you in a bit, all right?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe watched his father leave the room and then turned his head to stare out of the window into the darkness beyond. He listened to the sound of a branch outside as it scraped against the house and wondered just what he was going to say to his father when the time came for them to talk about it. He knew that he couldn\u2019t avoid it forever. If only his father realised that he couldn\u2019t sleep \u2026 if only he could tell him that every time he closed his eyes he saw Hoss\u2019 face in front of him again \u2026 he saw the look of anger and disgust in the blue eyes that had so often looked at him with love and affection. He couldn\u2019t close his eyes and see that again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe thought back over their confrontation. He knew that Hoss had been upset, but he hadn\u2019t realised the depth of his feelings about the matter. He frowned as he tried to remember his brother\u2019s words. Hoss had said that he was ashamed of him! How could that be? Hoss had never been ashamed of him \u2026 not once \u2026 not ever! Hoss had always been the one to defend him against their father\u2019s anger when he was in trouble. Hoss had always been the one to protect him from Adam when he\u2019d gone too far in playing the fool with him. Hoss had always been the one that he could depend on when other kids picked on him. He\u2019d been patient and kind and everything that a big brother should be. He\u2019d been his best friend. Hoss had always been there no matter what. And now \u2026<\/span>
\n Joe began to sob quietly to himself as he stared out into the blackness. He felt as if a part of his heart had been snatched out of his body. He had lost Hoss\u2019 respect and he didn\u2019t even fully understand why. He\u2019d thought he was helping Jane \u2026 so what had gone so wrong? How on earth had it got to the stage when Hoss could have looked at him like that \u2026 when he could have hit him like that? Joe\u2019s body shook as the sobs overcame him and he gave in to his misery.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss slumped down in the saddle as he rode slowly along the trail. The sun was just tipping over the top of one of the majestic peaks in front of him, spreading its magic light onto the lake and creating a thousand sparkles of light that shimmered in the early morning. Normally Hoss would have stopped to look at the sight and marvel at its beauty, but this morning he didn\u2019t even notice it. His eyes were turned inwardly and his thoughts were a jumble of emotions as he tried to come to terms with everything that had happened.<\/span><\/p>\n

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When he\u2019d left the house the night before he had been assured by Adam that Joe was going to be all right and for that he was grateful. While the anger remained in his heart for his younger brother\u2019s attitude, he didn\u2019t want to even contemplate the thought that he had hurt him. Yet hurt him he had and for that Hoss was dying inside.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss had always been a big man and the one thing his father had tried to impress upon him for as long as he could remember was that he should be careful of his physical power and not abuse it where others were concerned. Normally a mild-mannered person, he hadn\u2019t found it difficult to live up to those expectations and in spite of having to stop himself from lashing out at an adversary occasionally had never needed to worry about it. Yet now the one person he found himself hurting was the one person he had always felt closest to. Hoss just couldn\u2019t come to grips with it and so he did the only thing he could in the circumstances. He pushed it to the back of his mind instead.<\/span><\/p>\n

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After spending the best part of last night riding and thinking he had decided that he needed to get back to help Jane, but unfortunately he had missed her by the time he\u2019d arrived in town again. The early morning stage to Sacramento had left with her on board and there was nothing left for him to do now except come back home and face up to the situation there.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss cringed at the thought of what was before him. By now he was sure that Joe had told their father and Adam what had happened and he was sure that they would hate him for it. He breathed deeply as he thought about the look on Joe\u2019s face as his older brother had driven his fist into it and he knew that he would deserve their hate when they hurled it at him.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Yet try as he would, he just couldn\u2019t stop being angry with Joe. He wondered if Joe had told them the whole truth about Jane and the baby and he wondered what the others would think about that. Hoss shook his head again. It was all so complicated and he just wanted it all to disappear, yet he knew that it was only wishful thinking on his part. Whatever was before him would have to be faced and the sooner he dealt with it the sooner they could all move ahead. Hoss wasn\u2019t a particularly bright man, yet he was a man of true and deep feelings and he knew that his family was in danger of being fractured by all these events. He just hoped that they could hold together as they always had done.<\/span><\/p>\n

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He rode on towards home as the day began to break around him and the world woke up. He wondered what the day would bring.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Feel like some breakfast?\u2019 asked Adam as he brought in a tray and set it down on the dresser beside the bed. He glanced at Joe as he lay staring at the ceiling and thought about how bad he looked. If anything, he looked worse than when he\u2019d found him in the barn last night. The bruising was beginning to blacken and his split lip seemed to have swollen in size even more. There were dark rings around his eyes and his eyes looked dull as if he were half asleep.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Did you get much sleep?\u2019 asked Adam as he sat down on the edge of the bed. Joe shook his head as he continued to stare at the ceiling. \u2018Feel like some breakfast?\u2019 asked Adam for a second time. Joe shook his head again and said nothing. Adam studied his face and thought about how sad he looked. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he said softly as he touched his brother on the arm.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyes darted across to his brother. \u2018What?\u2019 he said as best he could through the swollen lip.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Do you want to talk about it?\u2019 asked Adam. Joe shook his head again. \u2018Pa is wondering what happened,\u2019 prompted his brother. \u2018So am I for that matter.\u2019 Joe merely stared at him. \u2018Did you see who did it?\u2019 Adam prompted again. Joe nodded slowly as if he were reluctant to do so. \u2018Who?\u2019 Adam watched as his brother\u2019s eyes filled with tears and his face crumpled.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It doesn\u2019t matter who did it,\u2019 Joe said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes it does,\u2019 said Adam, leaning close. \u2018It matters a great deal buddy. This has to be dealt with you know.\u2019 Joe shook his head and was silent. \u2018Joe?\u2019 continued Adam. \u2018You have to tell. Nothing can be sorted out until you do.\u2019 He stared at his brother intently, the boy\u2019s reaction only confirming his worst fears. There had been something about the way Hoss had acted last night that had made him wonder. Not for one minute did he want to believe that this could have been the result of a brotherly fight, but he had to know.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe swallowed and looked at his older brother again. \u2018I don\u2019t want to talk about it,\u2019 he said. \u2018It doesn\u2019t matter any more.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes it does,\u2019 said Adam. After a moment\u2019s silence he leant close and whispered. \u2018It was Hoss wasn\u2019t it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s body jerked on the bed and he turned his head sharply to face Adam\u2019s. \u2018Why would you think that?\u2019 he said, startled.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam looked at him sadly. \u2018Tell me the truth,\u2019 he said. \u2018It was, wasn\u2019t it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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The tears began to fall from Joe\u2019s face. \u2018You won\u2019t tell Pa will you Adam?\u2019 He clutched at his brother\u2019s sleeve. \u2018Please? You can\u2019t tell Pa \u2026 he won\u2019t understand.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam put his hand on top of his brother\u2019s. \u2018He has to know Joe,\u2019 he said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No!\u2019 Joe\u2019s eyes looked beseechingly at his older brother. \u2018Please Adam?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I won\u2019t tell him,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018But either you or Hoss will have to.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe closed his eyes and sighed. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I mean it Joe. One of you will have to come clean about this. It has to be told and you know it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he whispered. \u2018Just not yet. Let Hoss and me \u2026.\u2019 He opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling again. \u2018Let Hoss and me work it out will ya?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam stood up. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018Only don\u2019t take too long about it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe watched his brother leave the room with a heavy heart. He didn\u2019t know how they would work it out \u2026 the look in Hoss\u2019 eyes last night had told him that they might never be able to do that \u2026 but for their father\u2019s sake and the sake of their family they would just have to. He closed his eyes again and tried to ignore the pain in his ribcage and the pounding of his head. He knew that his physical wounds would heal \u2026 the feeling in his heart might be a different matter.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben looked up from the breakfast table as the front door opened. \u2018Hoss!\u2019 he said. \u2018Come over here and sit down son. I\u2019ve been so worried about you!\u2019 Hoss came over slowly to the table and sat down next to his father. \u2018Where on earth have you been all night?\u2019 asked Ben. \u2018Adam went out looking for you and couldn\u2019t find you anywhere?\u2019 At the mention of his name, Adam reached the bottom of the staircase and approached the table. \u2018Did he eat anything?\u2019 asked Ben anxiously.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam shook his head as he stared at Hoss who was sitting slumped on his chair. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. Nothing.\u2019<\/span>
\n Ben reached over and handed Hoss a plate. \u2018Here,\u2019 he said. \u2018First things first. Help yourself to some breakfast son while we talk.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head as he stared at the plate his father held out to him. \u2018No thanks Pa,\u2019 he said softly.\u2019 I ain\u2019t hungry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben looked astounded and he glanced over at Adam who shrugged his shoulders. \u2018You\u2019re not hungry?\u2019 asked Ben. \u2018Did you eat already?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss shook his head. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018I just ain\u2019t hungry Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben put down the plate and stared intently at his son. \u2018Hoss?\u2019 he said. \u2018Joe will be allright if that\u2019s what is bothering you. Doc Martin said he\u2019s got a couple of broken ribs and some bruising, but he\u2019ll be OK as long as he keeps still for a while.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam watched as Hoss flinched at his father\u2019s words. \u2018Good,\u2019 he said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben tried again. \u2018I know you\u2019re angry about this son,\u2019 he said. \u2018I know you\u2019d like to go out and get whoever did this to your little brother \u2026 but you\u2019ve just got to \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss put his hand up to silence his father. \u2018Pa please don\u2019t,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben looked confused. \u2018Don\u2019t what?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked at him beseechingly. \u2018Don\u2019t talk like that,\u2019 he said. \u2018I can\u2019t stand it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben sighed. \u2018Hoss we all feel like that,\u2019 he said. \u2018Adam and I want to go out and find this man and make sure that he pays for what he did to your younger brother. But at the moment we have to think of \u2026\u2019<\/span>
\n Hoss swallowed and put his head up to stare into his father\u2019s eyes. \u2018I done it,\u2019 he said in a low voice.\u2019 Adam breathed a sigh of relief at his brother\u2019s words.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben looked even more confused. \u2018I don\u2019t understand,\u2019 he said. \u2018You did what?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss swallowed again. \u2018I done it,\u2019 he repeated. \u2018I was the one beat Joe up Pa. It was me.\u2019 He stared at his father resolutely, determined to face whatever the man\u2019s reaction might be.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

There was silence for a full minute before Ben replied. \u2018Don\u2019t be stupid Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018You couldn\u2019t have. Why are you saying a thing like this?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded his head. \u2018I ain\u2019t lying Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018I did do it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben\u2019s face registered his shock at his son\u2019s words. \u2018What?\u2019 he said finally. He rubbed his temples with his fingers as if to force the words into his head. \u2018What?\u2019 There was silence for another minute. \u2018Why?\u2019 he said finally.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss swallowed again. \u2018He made me angry,\u2019 he said. \u2018I know what you\u2019re always telling me Pa. I didn\u2019t stop ta consider my own strength like I shoulda. I know I was wrong ta do it and I didn\u2019t mean ta hurt him bad Pa \u2026 honest I didn\u2019t.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018But you did,\u2019 said Ben, his face blank.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded miserably. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018I did.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben stood up and walked over to the fireplace and stared into it for a full two minutes. The only sound that could be heard in the large room was the ticking of the clock. Adam stared at Hoss and his brother looked back at him not moving. Finally Ben began to pace up and down in an agitated fashion. \u2018Let me see if I have this right,\u2019 he said. \u2018You walk in here and calmly tell me that you\u2019ve just beaten your younger brother so badly that you broke two of his ribs!\u2019 he said. \u2018And you justify that by saying that you got mad<\/em> at him.\u2019 He stopped pacing and stared over at Hoss. \u2018Is that right?\u2019 Hoss nodded as he stared at the tablecloth in front of him.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018There must be more to this,\u2019 prompted Adam. \u2018Hoss?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he agreed.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Well then for the love of God tell me what it is?!\u2019 thundered Ben. \u2018I think I have the right to know, don\u2019t you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked at him beseechingly. \u2018I didn\u2019t want ta be the one ta tell ya Pa,\u2019 he said. Ben merely stared at him until he continued. \u2018Joe \u2026 well he \u2026\u2019 his voice trailed away and he took another breath. \u2018You remember that girl that he and I was arguing over?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded. \u2018Don\u2019t tell me this was caused by a fight over a girl!?\u2019 he said incredulously.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked up at him. \u2018Well sorta,\u2019 he said. \u2018I saw her in town yesterday and she was real upset. She was on her way ta Sacramento and Joe \u2026 well he\u2019d bought her the ticket.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Joseph bought this girl a ticket?\u2019 asked Ben. \u2018Why?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018To get her outta town,\u2019 continued Hoss. \u2018He wanted her gone because \u2026 well because she\u2019s in the family way if ya know what I mean Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben was silent as his son\u2019s words sunk in. \u2018And what has this to do with Joseph?\u2019 he asked in a hard voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked over at Adam who gave him a small nod before he continued. \u2018Well it seems that Joe\u2019s responsible for it,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben stared at him. \u2018Joseph admitted this to you?\u2019 he said in a low voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss took another deep breath. \u2018He laughed about it Pa,\u2019 he said grimly \u2018That\u2019s when I belted him one. He said that it weren\u2019t his problem and that he weren\u2019t gonna marry her. I asked him straight out and that\u2019s what he said.\u2019 His voice rose higher. \u2018He\u2019s been sneaking round behind my back all this time!\u2019 he said. \u2018He played me fer a fool and then he weren\u2019t gonna face up ta his responsibilities nohow!\u2019 His face began to reveal his anger that was still lurking close beneath the surface of his emotions.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben stared into the fire again. \u2018And that\u2019s why you beat him?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018I know I shouldn\u2019t have done it \u2026 truly I do \u2026 he just made me so angry when he stood there and laughed like that. Miss Jane\u2019s a fine lady and he\u2019s been flirting and carrying on with her for weeks now. She was real upset when she told me bout it all, but she don\u2019t blame him none. She even said it was good of him to give her the ticket so she could get away. He ain\u2019t got no right ta treat her like that!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben turned on him. \u2018And you have the right to be judge and jury on your brother?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Who gave you the right to be that Hoss? Who gave you the authority to punish him in this way?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss bit his lip and tried to still the tears that were threatening to spill over. \u2018No one,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018No one Pa. I done told ya I was wrong.\u2019 He stared at his big hands. \u2018I knew one day I\u2019d use these things ta hurt someone,\u2019 he said miserably. \u2018But why did God make it someone I love so much?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

He stood up and shuffled over to the door. \u2018Hoss! Come back here!\u2019 called Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss stopped and looked back at his father. \u2018Its OK Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018I ain\u2019t going anywhere.\u2019 He glanced to the top of the stairs. \u2018I\u2019ll just be outside fer a while.\u2019 He opened the front door and shut it softly behind him.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam stood up and walked over to his father \u2018Pa?\u2019 he said. \u2018Are you all right?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben looked at him. \u2018All right?\u2019 he repeated. \u2018Do you really think I\u2019m all right Adam? I have one son lying up there badly beaten and another down here riddled with guilt because he did it to him. Both of them estranged \u2026. And now this news of the girl and Joseph on top of it all. All right?\u2019 He shook his head. \u2018No son. I\u2019m not all right.\u2019 He turned and walked up the stairs slowly with his head bowed. Adam stood and stared after him.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stood by the open window in his bedroom staring down at the yard below. Hoss was leaning against the corral fence, his head resting on his arms and his shoulders slumped. His very stance showed the misery that he must have been feeling. Misery that reflected Ben\u2019s own feelings. His mind was awhirl with everything that he was trying to come to terms with. He loved both his sons so dearly and yet at this moment he felt so let down by both of them.<\/span><\/p>\n

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He closed his eyes for a moment as he thought back to the conversation downstairs. Hoss had freely admitted his wrongdoing and for that he was grateful. The boy seemed genuinely upset at what he\u2019d done to his brother and Ben hoped that his remorse might be the first step in the healing process. Yet he knew that Hoss still had a long way to go before he fully came to terms with what had happened.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben knew his son well \u2026 probably better than he knew himself at times \u2026and he knew that Hoss could never harbour the feelings that he was experiencing at this moment for very long. Sooner or later he would come to terms with what his younger brother had done. Ben just hoped for his sake that he could come to terms with what he himself had done.<\/span><\/p>\n

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His thoughts turned to Joseph \u2026 Joseph lying next door in pain. Why hadn\u2019t the boy told him of Hoss\u2019 involvement in all of this? Ben felt that he knew why \u2026 his youngest son was ashamed of his own part in the situation and didn\u2019t want to open certain issues up to his father. Ben frowned. It was the way both his sons had reacted to this situation that had him so upset. At this moment he felt that he\u2019d failed in his duties as a parent. Why hadn\u2019t he been able to make them understand? Why were both his sons behaving in such a way as to make him feel \u2026. not ashamed \u2026 he could never feel that of them \u2026 but disappointed.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss hadn\u2019t controlled himself when he\u2019d needed to and Joseph \u2026 Ben flinched. If what Hoss had said was true, then Joseph had displayed a blatant disregard for another person\u2019s feelings and put his own selfish needs before his responsibilities. It was that which Ben was finding the hardest to come to terms with. He turned as he heard a soft noise behind him and turned to see Adam standing there.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I thought I\u2019d go outside and talk to Hoss,\u2019 his son said. \u2018I figured he might need someone right about now. But I just wanted to check on you first Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben tried to smile at him. It was typical of Adam that he had taken it upon himself to watch out for everyone. He had probably taken the time to check on Joe as well. \u2018I\u2019ve just checked on Joe,\u2019 he said, as if reading his father\u2019s thoughts. \u2018He\u2019s OK.\u2019 He turned to go, but stopped as Ben called to him.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Adam?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yes Pa?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Before you go son there\u2019s something I need to ask you.\u2019 Ben hesitated. \u2018This girl \u2026 what was her name?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Jane Coleman.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yes. Did you ever observe Joe with her? How did he behave?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam shrugged. \u2018Well you know Little Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018The same way he behaves around most girls. Flirting and carrying on.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded thoughtfully. \u2018Do you think that what Hoss says could be true?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam hesitated while Ben looked at him intensely. \u2018Adam?\u2019 he asked again. \u2018Do you think it could be true?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam nodded slowly. \u2018It could be,\u2019 he admitted reluctantly.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I see.\u2019 Ben turned towards the window again. \u2018Thank you son.\u2019 He listened to his son\u2019s footsteps on the stairs fade away before turning away from the window and sighing deeply. The sooner he got this over with the better, he thought and headed towards his youngest son\u2019s room.<\/span><\/p>\n

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As he entered, he saw that Little Joe was awake and staring at the ceiling. Ben sat on a chair next to the bed and studied his face for a moment until Joe turned towards him. \u2018Feeling any better?\u2019 asked Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Some,\u2019 admitted Joe. \u2018Was that Hoss who rode up before?\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018Yes.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tried to bite his lip, but frowned as he bit down on the swollen part. \u2018Pa \u2026 Could you ask him to come up and see me? I want to talk to him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shook his head. \u2018Not right now,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe frowned. \u2018But I really need to talk to him Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I said not right now Joseph,\u2019 repeated Ben, his voice raising a fraction in spite of his determination to keep calm. \u2018You and I have something to talk about first.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe didn\u2019t meet his father\u2019s eye, but continued to stare at the ceiling instead. \u2018I don\u2019t wanna talk about it Pa,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You don\u2019t have a choice Joseph,\u2019 said his father sternly. \u2018Hoss told Adam and I exactly what happened last night.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s eyes darted over to his father\u2019s. \u2018What?\u2019 he said. He wondered at Hoss\u2019 courage in telling them about his violence towards him. \u2018I \u2026 I didn\u2019t want you ta know Pa,\u2019 he said in a low voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I think I have a right to know,\u2019 said Ben shortly. He couldn\u2019t believe that the boy was even now trying to brush his behaviour aside. \u2018Of course I don\u2019t condone what your brother did to you by any means Joseph,\u2019 he continued. \u2018But you have a lot to answer for as well in all of this young man.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked puzzled. His one thought had been to shield Hoss from his father\u2019s displeasure and now it seemed that he was angry with him for something as well. Ben leaned forward. \u2018Hoss told us about your behaviour,\u2019 he said. \u2018It hasn\u2019t exactly been as it should have been, has it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe looked hurt. \u2018That\u2019s what Hoss said,\u2019 he replied. He couldn\u2019t for the life of him think why his father was so angry with him. Surely he didn\u2019t mind what he\u2019d done to try and help Jane? \u2018I didn\u2019t mean to upset anyone Pa,\u2019 he said feebly.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Upset anyone?\u2019 said his father. \u2018I think this more than a little upsetting, don\u2019t you think?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe shrugged. \u2018I guess so,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You guess so?\u2019 said Ben, his voice rising even further. \u2018You didn\u2019t stop to think how all of this would be affecting everyone. Your brothers \u2026 me \u2026 the girl herself?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe frowned. \u2018I didn\u2019t think about it I guess,\u2019 he said. He wondered why his father was carrying on so. \u2018I didn\u2019t think it would matter that much.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben\u2019s jaw dropped. Joseph you amaze me,\u2019 he said after a moment. \u2018I\u2019m beginning to think that you are an incredibly selfish boy.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked distressed. \u2018I didn\u2019t think I was being selfish,\u2019 he said. \u2018I was trying to help her by giving her that money.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shook his head. \u2018Don\u2019t you understand? You were only making the situation worse son,\u2019 he said. \u2018You should be facing up to this, not trying to hide it. It won\u2019t go away just because you want it to Joseph.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

A confused look came over Joe\u2019s face. \u2018What won\u2019t go away?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

The girl and her \u2026 well condition,\u2019 replied his father. \u2018You have to face up to your responsibilities son.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe frowned at his father. \u2018What do you mean Pa?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stood up and began to pace up and down the room. \u2018I\u2019ll wire her in Sacramento,\u2019 he said half to himself. \u2018Tell her to come back here so that we can work it through together.\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018I don\u2019t think she\u2019ll want anyone else to be involved,\u2019 Joe said as he shrugged.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben stopped and stared down at him. \u2018We are involved Joe. All of us are now. We are here to work through this with you and the girl and try to reach a sensible conclusion.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018If you want to,\u2019 he said. \u2018But I still don\u2019t see why you\u2019re so interested in getting involved in it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben glared at him. \u2018Stop that!\u2019 he said angrily. \u2018I\u2019m beginning to understand why Hoss lost his temper with you young man! Don\u2019t you care about what you\u2019ve done to this girl?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018What did I do that was so bad?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben walked to the doorway. \u2018Joseph, if you can\u2019t see how wrong your attitude is in all of this, then I think I\u2019ve failed you as a father,\u2019 he said. \u2018Whether you like it or not, I am sending a wire to this girl to get her back here. I will not have a son of mine ignore his responsibilities in this way. You caused this situation with the girl and you will wear the consequences.\u2019 He pointed his finger at his son. \u2018And I think you should stop being so flippant about the girl\u2019s condition. You are as much to blame as she is in all of this.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s mouth dropped open. \u2018But Pa!\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m not!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben put up his hand. \u2018Don\u2019t say another word Joseph,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m feeling very disappointed in you right now and if I were you I wouldn\u2019t make it any worse than it already is.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tried to sit up. \u2018But Pa!\u2019 he repeated. \u2018You\u2019ve got it wrong. Is that what Hoss told you? I would never hurt Jane like that.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well you have hurt her,\u2019 said Ben tersely. \u2018Whether you meant to or not, you have hurt her.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018But I didn\u2019t!\u2019 said Joe. \u2018Don\u2019t you believe me?\u2019 He struggled to sit up even more.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben walked over and pushed the boy down gently onto the bed again. \u2018Stop moving,\u2019 he said. \u2018The doctor said that you had to keep still or you might hurt yourself even more.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe looked up at his father beseechingly. \u2018Please listen to me Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018You don\u2019t understand.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben sighed. \u2018That\u2019s the trouble Joseph,\u2019 he said. \u2018I do understand \u2026 more than you could possibly imagine.\u2019 He sat down on the edge of the bed before he continued. \u2018I remember what it\u2019s like to be young and impulsive son,\u2019 he said. \u2018It\u2019s one thing to find yourself in a situation like this, but what you have done by your actions is to compound your transgressions. Moral fortitude is so important and you have let yourself down badly in all of this. For that reason I\u2019m very disappointed in you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe stared up at his father, not believing his ears. The man wasn\u2019t even prepared to listen to him. He was ready to think the worst of him and not even give him the chance to explain. His eyes filled with tears at his father\u2019s lack of trust became apparent to him. Obviously Hoss had also thought the worst of him. Now he could understand where his brother\u2019s anger had come from \u2026 and probably Adam thought the same. \u2018I thought you trusted me Pa,\u2019 he said sadly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shook his head, his pain reflected in his son\u2019s eyes as they stared at each other. \u2018I thought I did too,\u2019 he said. \u2018Perhaps I\u2019ll be able to again in the future Joseph, but right at this moment I have to be honest and say that I don\u2019t.\u2019 He patted the boy on the head absently. \u2018I\u2019m going to send that wire off now,\u2019 he said. \u2018You lay here and think about all I\u2019ve said and I\u2019m sure you\u2019ll realise that it\u2019s the right thing to do.<\/span><\/p>\n

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The tears began to fall down Joe\u2019s cheeks as he lay and watched his father leave the room. He had never felt so lonely or so unloved in his life and he didn\u2019t think that he\u2019d be able to bear it. The one person that he loved more than his own life had shown him clearly that he didn\u2019t trust him and it was enough to break his heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Feel like some company?\u2019 Adam put his head around the doorframe and addressed his younger brother in the bed. Joe glanced over at him and shrugged his shoulders in a half-hearted fashion without replying and then looked back up at the ceiling. Adam frowned before entering the room and sitting on a chair next to his brother\u2019s bed. \u2018I suppose Pa\u2019s already been up to talk to you,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam studied his fingernails as they sat in silence. \u2018Don\u2019t take it too hard Joe,\u2019 he said finally. \u2018He\u2019s mighty upset right about now, but you must understand why.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018No,\u2019 replied Joe, still looking at the ceiling. \u2018No, I really don\u2019t understand why at all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You must admit you\u2019ve been pretty stupid,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018You and Hoss both really.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s jaw clenched. \u2018You think so?\u2019 he said in a tight voice. It seemed that his fears were right \u2026 Adam was also quick to jump to the wrong conclusions and it cut him to the core to think that his family would have so little faith in him.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Come on Joe,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018You\u2019ve been flirting with that girl for weeks now and something like this was bound to happen the way you\u2019ve been carrying on.\u2019 Joe was silent. \u2018Not that Pa or I condone what Hoss has done by any means,\u2019 his brother continued. \u2018You\u2019ve both been downright stupid about it all, and Pa\u2019s feeling let down at the moment.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded slightly. \u2018Of course,\u2019 he said in the same tight voice. \u2018Pa\u2019s the one feeling let down.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam studied his brother\u2019s face. \u2018Yes he is,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s downstairs now organising a wire to send to Jane in Sacramento. You should be grateful that he\u2019s trying to help.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s jaw clenched even tighter. It seemed pointless to even argue with his brother, as no one was ready to listen to him anyway. The whole family had decided that he was responsible for this and they were all taking it out of his hands now. First Hoss and now Pa and Adam. They\u2019d all decided to judge him. It didn\u2019t seem to matter what he said, so he lay and stared at the ceiling and said nothing.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Joe?\u2019 said Adam after a moment. \u2018Did you hear what I said?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018Yes.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You\u2019ve got to understand Joe. Pa is trying to help you. He is \u2026.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Adam why don\u2019t you just go away?\u2019 said Joe in a low voice. \u2018I really don\u2019t wanna talk about it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well you\u2019re going to have to talk about it sooner or later buddy,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018You have to understand \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I said I don\u2019t wanna talk about it,\u2019 interrupted Joe. \u2018Leave me alone!\u2019 He tried to turn to face the window, but was forced to stop as his sore ribs reminded him that it was impossible.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Keep still for goodness sake,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018You heard what the doctor said about moving.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Go away,\u2019 whispered Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018All right,\u2019 said Adam as he stood up. \u2018You get some rest OK buddy?\u2019 there was no reply from the boy on the bed, so he finally walked away.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Potatoes?\u2019 asked Adam as he held out the platter to Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked up from the tablecloth that he\u2019d been studying for the past five minutes and took it from his brother. \u2018Thanks,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam smiled at him and the look was returned with a half-hearted smile from the big man. The tension around the table was very thick and Adam figured he was lucky to even get that much from him. Their father sat in stony silence as he ate.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss began to eat slowly, listening to the ticking of the clock as the only sound in the room. Finally he could stand it no more and he put down his fork and looked over at his father. \u2018How long will Joe haveta stay in bed?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Paul said at least a week,\u2019 replied Ben as he continued to eat. He looked at his son. \u2018Are you going up to see him at all?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018No,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I see.\u2019 Ben pursed his lips. \u2018Well \u2026 when you\u2019re ready to I think it would be a good idea Hoss. This needs to be cleared up between the two of you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I know. I just need a bit more time Pa, that\u2019s all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded. \u2018\u2019All right,\u2019 he replied. \u2018But don\u2019t leave it too long son. Joe has already been asking to speak to you.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Has he?\u2019 asked Hoss, surprised.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes. I think that he wants to settle this as well,\u2019 replied his father. He gave Hoss a meaningful look that made him look away and stare at the tablecloth again. \u2018We all do.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Did you send the wire to Sacramento Pa?\u2019 asked Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes. I had one of the hands take into town this morning,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018I hope she\u2019ll reply quickly.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Maybe she\u2019ll just come straight back without replying,\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shrugged. \u2018We\u2019ll see. In the meantime the four of us have to sort things out here.\u2019 He looked at both his sons. I won\u2019t have this thing destroying what we have here boys. We will all get through this \u2026 your brother included.\u2019 He stood up and walked away from the table. \u2018I\u2019m going upstairs to check on Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Both Adam and Hoss watched their father walk up the stairs. \u2018You really should go up and see Joe,\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded slightly. \u2018I will,\u2019 he said. \u2018I didn\u2019t mean ta hurt him ya know Adam. I\u2019m so sorry it happened. You gotta believe me.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam put his hand over his brother\u2019s. \u2018I do believe you,\u2019 he said. \u2018I know that you would never mean to hurt him Hoss \u2026 you love him too much for that. But I\u2019m not the one you have to say it to you know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I know.\u2019 Hoss stared at the staircase miserably. \u2018I know,\u2019 he repeated.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Joseph? How are you feeling son?\u2019 Ben sat down next to the bed and looked at his son\u2019s face intently.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Fine,\u2019 said Joe in a tight voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You haven\u2019t eaten your lunch.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m not hungry.\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018You have to keep your strength up. The doctor \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m not hungry.\u2019 Joe repeated in the same tight voice as he continued to stare at the ceiling. There was silence for a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I sent the wire to Sacramento,\u2019 said Ben. Silence.<\/em> \u2018I hope she replies quickly so that we can sort this out.\u2019 Again, silence.<\/em> \u2018Joe?\u2019 Ben received no reply from his son. \u2018The doctor will be coming out this afternoon to take a look at you. How are the ribs feeling?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Fine.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben frowned. \u2018Joseph please look at me,\u2019 he said. \u2018I know that things around here are tense at the moment, but the most important thing is for you to get well. Then we can sort all of this out.\u2019 Again there was silence as Joe continued to stare at the ceiling.<\/span><\/p>\n

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After a moment Ben stood up again. \u2018Well I\u2019ll leave you to rest now,\u2019 he said. \u2018Try and eat something if you can.\u2019 He turned and left the room as he realised that his son was not going to respond to him.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe narrowed his eyes as he heard the door close slightly and then sighed softly to himself as he let out the breath that he\u2019d been holding. Let his father contact Jane if he wanted to \u2026 it didn\u2019t mean anything to him anymore. He\u2019d find out that he\u2019d been wrong about his son when he did, but it didn\u2019t really matter. As far as Joe was concerned nothing mattered at all any more. His family had shown that they didn\u2019t have any trust in him and that was all that counted. Nothing else was important.<\/span><\/p>\n

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He glanced over at the tray of food next to him dully. Pa had said to eat something, but Joe wondered why he\u2019d bothered. None of them obviously cared about him anymore, so why should they care if he looked after himself or not? He thought about the fact that Hoss hadn\u2019t even been to see him yet and he knew why. He probably couldn\u2019t bear to look at him, thinking as the others had that he was guilty of this thing. His eyes drifted slowly back up to the ceiling and he stared at it unblinking for a long time.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018So how is he?\u2019 asked Paul Martin as they climbed the staircase. \u2018I suppose you\u2019ve been having a hard time of it trying to keep him in bed.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben shook his head. \u2018Actually no,\u2019 he replied. \u2018For once he seems to be very co-operative.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well that\u2019s good,\u2019 said Paul. \u2018He needs to stay as still as possible.\u2019 He opened the door to Joe\u2019s bedroom. \u2018Well hello there young man,\u2019 he said jovially. \u2018How are you feeling today?\u2019 there was no response from the boy on the bed as the two men approached him.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe?\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Doctor Martin is here.\u2019 Again, there was no response as Joe stared at the ceiling.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul put down his bag and reached over to pull down the covers on the bed. \u2018I\u2019m just going to check these ribs of yours Joe,\u2019 he said as he began to probe with his fingers lightly over the boy\u2019s chest area. \u2018How\u2019s the pain been?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Fine.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s good. Just put your arm over there. That\u2019s right. Now the other one.\u2019 The doctor looked at the boy\u2019s face as he worked and was surprised to see no response in his eyes. Instead he simply stared dully at the ceiling as if he weren\u2019t even aware of the doctor\u2019s presence. He glanced over at the dresser and saw the full tray of food. \u2018Haven\u2019t eaten your breakfast I see,\u2019 he said. \u2018That won\u2019t do. How many times have I told you that you need to keep your strength up when you\u2019re sick?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He wouldn\u2019t eat yesterday either,\u2019 said Ben from his position on the other side of the bed.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul frowned. \u2018You have to eat something Joe,\u2019 he said sternly. \u2018How about something light? Some broth or soup?\u2019 The boy on the bed didn\u2019t answer him. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he said, touching him on the arm.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m not hungry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Paul\u2019s eyebrows lifted and he looked up at Ben. \u2018Could you get Hop Sing to prepare something?\u2019 he asked. Ben nodded and left the room while Paul sat on the edge of the bed. \u2018Now what\u2019s all this about?\u2019 he said. \u2018Why aren\u2019t you eating?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m not hungry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It doesn\u2019t really matter if you\u2019re hungry or not,\u2019 said Paul. \u2018I\u2019ve just told you that you have to keep your strength up. You don\u2019t want to complicate things and get even sicker do you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I don\u2019t care.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul frowned slightly. The boy he was observing wasn\u2019t the fiery Joe Cartwright he\u2019d come to know so well. This youngster was a very different person. \u2018Is there something the matter?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Are you in pain?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul leant closer. \u2018Come on now Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018You don\u2019t want your father and brothers to be worried about you, do you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t care.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul jerked at the boy\u2019s words. If there was one thing he knew about the Cartwrights they cared a great deal about each other. There was something going on here with his patient and he didn\u2019t like the thought of what it might be. He patted Joe on the arm. \u2018Well I\u2019m sure they do,\u2019 he said as he pulled the covers up again. \u2018They care about you a great deal.\u2019 He watched Joe for his reaction, but saw nothing.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Here\u2019s the soup,\u2019 said Ben as he came back into the room with another tray and put it down on the bed next to Joe. \u2018Now are you going to eat it young man or do I have to feed it to you like a baby?\u2019 He smiled at his son, but there was no response from the boy. \u2018Well I\u2019ll guess I\u2019ll have to feed you with it them eh?\u2019 he joked as he picked up the spoon and held it close to Joe\u2019s mouth. When his son didn\u2019t open his mouth he said, \u2018Joe? Eat some of this. It\u2019ll make you feel better.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head slightly and then turned it to face the wall. \u2018Joseph,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Open your mouth please.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018No.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben looked startled. \u2018I said to open your mouth Joseph,\u2019 he said. \u2018Hurry up please.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018No.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul took the spoon from Ben\u2019s hand. \u2018Let me try,\u2019 he whispered. \u2018Joe?\u2019 Have some soup.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe turned his head back towards the two men and opened his mouth obediently to swallow the soup. Ben looked even more startled as the doctor continued to put spoonful after spoonful of soup into his son\u2019s mouth with apparent ease. When the bowl was half empty, Joe shook his head. \u2018That\u2019s enough,\u2019 he said and turned back to face the wall.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul stood up. \u2018I want you to get some sleep now,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll be back to see you in a few days Joe. Remember not to move and \u2026\u2019 he patted the boy on the arm, \u2018\u2026 and keep eating. OK?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe didn\u2019t respond to him, but simply lay still. Paul signaled to Ben to follow him and both men left the room and stood in the hallway outside. Paul closed the door behind them. \u2018What was all that about?\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ve never seen him like that before.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben ran his fingers through his hair in frustration. \u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 he said. \u2018Things around here are very tense at the moment,\u2019 he said. \u2018I suppose that\u2019s it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Paul frowned. \u2018Well whatever is going on its not good for him,\u2019 he said sternly. \u2018Those ribs won\u2019t set properly if you don\u2019t get some good food into him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I know,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018He\u2019s become very withdrawn since yesterday.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s obvious,\u2019 replied Paul. \u2018To be perfectly frank Ben I can see signs of depression there and that\u2019s definitely not a good thing in his present state.\u2019 Ben nodded. \u2018I\u2019ll be back again tomorrow,\u2019 continued Paul. \u2018Keep trying to make him eat.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t you worry,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018He\u2019ll eat, even if I have to force it into him. Thank you Paul.\u2019 He followed the doctor down the stairs and into the main living area where Hoss and Adam were seated on the sofa.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018How\u2019s Little Joe Doc?\u2019 asked Hoss anxiously.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019ll be fine Hoss,\u2019 replied the doctor and wondered at the look that came into the man\u2019s eyes as the words were spoken. It was more than relief at hearing that his younger brother was going to be all right. There was something else there. Something that the doctor couldn\u2019t quite place.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 said Hoss simply and turned away again. As his father and the doctor left the room he glanced up the staircase. After a moment he stood up. \u2018Tell Pa I\u2019ve gone up ta see Joe will ya Adam?\u2019 he said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure,\u2019 replied his brother with a gentle smile. \u2018Good luck brother.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss returned the smile before turning to the stairs and walking away. As he got to Joe\u2019s bedroom door he hesitated for a moment before opening it. The sight of the injured boy in the bed made him draw in his breath sharply and he bit his lip before speaking. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he said softly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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At the sound of his brother\u2019s voice, Joe turned his head. His eyes widened.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hoss?\u2019 he said. \u2018Is that you?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said and sat down on the chair next to the bed. \u2018I\u2019ve come ta \u2026\u2019 His eyes filled with tears. \u2018I\u2019ve come ta apologize Joe.\u2019 His hand reached out to trace a line across his brother\u2019s face where a large bruise had formed and then he withdrew it again before placing his own face in his large hands. \u2018Oh God Joe,\u2019 he sobbed. \u2018I\u2019m so sorry! I should never have done it to ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe tried to smile at his brother through his split lip. \u2018It\u2019s OK Hoss,\u2019 he said, his heart lifting at his brother\u2019s words.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head \u2018No its not OK,\u2019 he said. \u2018It don\u2019t matter what you done Joe. I should never have done it to ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe frowned. \u2018What I done?\u2019 he whispered.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded as he took his face out of his hands to look at his brother. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said. \u2018It don\u2019t matter any more Joe. You and Miss Jane and all. It don\u2019t matter what you done with her. I shouldn\u2019t have hit ya like that. Can ya forgive me?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s heart plummeted down into the depths of despair again as he stared at his brother. Hoss was sorry for what he\u2019d done to him, but he still believed that Joe was guilty of this thing. He hadn\u2019t considered for a moment that he might not be.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Can ya forgive me for hitting ya Joe?\u2019 asked Hoss again.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe nodded slightly. \u2018I can forgive you for hitting me,\u2019 he said dully. \u2018If that\u2019s the thing you want me to forgive you for.\u2019 He waited, hoping that his brother would ask for forgiveness for not believing him as well.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss smiled through his tears. \u2018Thanks Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018I promise I\u2019ll never hurt you like that again. I\u2019ll never raise a hand to ya buddy for as long as I live.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Sure,\u2019 said Joe dully, staring at the ceiling again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss wiped his tears away. \u2018Pa\u2019s gonna fix it all up Joe,\u2019 he continued. \u2018You\u2019ll see buddy. Everything will turn out all right.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Sure,\u2019 said Joe again in the same dull tone. \u2018Whatever you say Hoss.\u2019<\/span>
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\u2018I\u2019m so glad they\u2019ve cleared the air between them,\u2019 said Ben to Adam. \u2018It\u2019s a great relief to know that they have.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam nodded in reply. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018Although Joe still seems to be acting strangely, don\u2019t you think Pa?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s not well,\u2019 replied his father. \u2018He\u2019s probably still in a great deal of pain. You know what your brother\u2019s like. He\u2019ll never admit to it when he\u2019s not well.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018True.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018At least he\u2019s eating a bit more now,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018I\u2019m sure that he\u2019ll be OK in time.\u2019 He stared into the fireplace for a few moments. \u2018I just wish that girl would reply to my wire. The sooner we get all this settled, the better for everyone concerned.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Mmm,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Do you really think she\u2019ll come back here to face Joe and all of us?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I hope so,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018I sincerely hope so son.\u2019 He looked up as Hop Sing came down the stairs with a tray.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Boy still not eat enough,\u2019 said the cook as he passed them.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stood up and looked at what was left on the tray. \u2018Well it\u2019s better than yesterday,\u2019 he said. \u2018At least that\u2019s something. I\u2019m going on up to bed now Adam,\u2019 he said I\u2019ll see to Joe on the way. \u2018Good night.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Night Pa,\u2019 said Adam. He smiled as Hop sing left the room muttering to himself in Chinese.<\/span><\/p>\n

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As Ben entered his son\u2019s bedroom he noticed the opened book on his lap and the fact that Joe wasn\u2019t even pretending to read it. Instead he was staring straight in front of him, not moving.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Good book?\u2019 asked Ben as he sat down.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded his head. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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His father smiled at him and ruffled his hair slightly. \u2018That\u2019s good,\u2019 he said. \u2018Time to go to sleep now.\u2019 He reached over to take the book from his son\u2019s hands, but Joe shut it and put it on the dresser himself before his father could do it for him. Ben frowned slightly. \u2018Lay down now,\u2019 he said. \u2018Can I get you anything before I go to bed myself?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No.\u2019 Joe didn\u2019t look at his father, but simply scrunched down in the bed and lay still.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben reached over to pull the covers up, but Joe pulled them out of his father\u2019s hands and did it himself instead. \u2018I\u2019m just trying to help you Joseph,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I can do it,\u2019 said Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben hesitated, sensing his son\u2019s hostility towards him. \u2018Do you need to use the pot?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Anything else?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben studied the boy\u2019s face intently. \u2018Joseph?\u2019 he said. \u2018I wish you wouldn\u2019t carry on like this son. We all need to put this behind us now and look to the future. We can\u2019t change the past you know.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I know,\u2019 said Joe in the same flat tone his father had become accustomed to hearing during the past few days. He knew very well. Nothing would ever erase the memory of what his father and brothers had said to him. They had believed things about him that weren\u2019t true and nothing would change that.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben patted him on the shoulder and sighed as the boy flinched away from him. \u2018Well good night son,\u2019 he said after a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Night.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben left the room and closed the door behind him with a heavy heart.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Pa?\u2019 said Adam as he came through the front doorway and over to his father\u2019s desk. \u2018There\u2019s a letter from Sacramento in the mail.\u2019 He held it out to his father and noticed that Hoss walked straight over and stood beside him at his words.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben took the letter and looked at it for a moment before ripping it open.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018She probably couldn\u2019t afford a wire,\u2019 he said. \u2018I hope she\u2019s coming back.\u2019 He began to read and then stopped and frowned.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Pa?\u2019 said Adam. \u2018What is it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben glanced up at his two sons and then began to read aloud.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Dear Mr Cartwright,<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

I received your wire today and wanted to write to you straight way to clear things. I don\u2019t know where you got your information from, but you haven\u2019t understood the true situation. Joe and I are not involved in any way except as friends. He helped me when I was in a difficult situation by lending me some money to get to Sacramento. The father of my baby is here and he and I have managed to work things out between us. I won\u2019t be returning to Virginia City, as we are going to be married and try and make a go of it here. I will pay Joe back the money he lent me when I can. I am very grateful to him for helping me in this way. Please give him my regards and tell him that I will write when I\u2019m able to.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Jane Coleman<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben looked up at Adam and Hoss again and there was silence. \u2018Do ya mean he and Miss Jane \u2026.\u2019 Hoss began and then stopped. \u2018He weren\u2019t responsible fer it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018That would seem to be the case,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018It seems that we\u2019ve been wronging Joseph in all of this.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam frowned. \u2018But I don\u2019t understand,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s had days to tell us that we were wrong. Why hasn\u2019t he said anything?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stood up. \u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 he said. \u2018But I\u2019m about to find out. I think we all owe your brother an apology boys. Come on.\u2019 The three Cartwrights mounted the stairs and went straight down the hallway to Joe\u2019s bedroom where he was sitting in bed propped up on a mountain of pillows.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joseph,\u2019 said his father as they entered the room. \u2018We need to talk to you son.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe looked up at his father and brothers, wondering why they\u2019d all dome into his room together. He made no comment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben sat down on the chair next to the bed and Adam and Hoss stood at the foot of it. Ben handed Joe the letter to read. \u2018Read this,\u2019 he said. Joe took the letter and read it and then handed it back to his father without speaking. \u2018Joe?\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Why didn\u2019t you tell us that we were wrong about what had happened?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018What was the point?\u2019 he said. \u2018You wouldn\u2019t have believed me anyway.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018You know we would have Joe,\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe turned to look at his brother. \u2018Do I?\u2019 he said. \u2018What makes you think that?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Haven\u2019t I always listened to you in the past Joseph?\u2019 asked his father. \u2018You didn\u2019t give us a chance to believe you son.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head. \u2018No Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018That ain\u2019t true. You\u2019re the ones that didn\u2019t give me a chance to explain. You just believed what you wanted to without giving me the benefit of the doubt.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You must admit that you didn\u2019t give us much option Joe,\u2019 interrupted Adam. \u2018The way you\u2019ve been carrying on lately, what else were we to think?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018I don\u2019t really care what you think,\u2019 he lied. \u2018It don\u2019t matter any more.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It does matter Joseph,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018I\u2019m sorry I didn\u2019t believe you son.\u2019 He looked at Adam and Hoss meaningfully.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m sorry too Joe,\u2019 said Adam.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss stepped forwards. \u2018Me too Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m the one started all this and I\u2019m sorrier than you\u2019ll ever know. I\u2019m sorry I hit ya and I\u2019m sorry I didn\u2019t believe ya.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe slid down in the bed and pulled the covers up around him, wincing as he felt a tug on his sore ribcage. \u2018Sure,\u2019 he said. \u2018Whatever.\u2019 He turned his face to the wall.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe,\u2019 said his father, reaching out to touch him. \u2018Your brothers and I mean it son. \u2018We\u2019re very sorry about all this.\u2019<\/span>
\n Joe didn\u2019t answer his father, but simply shrugged his hand away. Ben motioned for Hoss and Adam to leave the room. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he said. \u2018This isn\u2019t like you. Please say something to me.\u2019 Joe closed his eyes and ignored his father. \u2018Joe \u2026 we\u2019ve always been able to work things out between us before. Ben tried again. \u2018Everyone makes mistakes in life and I\u2019ve made one now. Please forgive me and your brothers.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Leave me alone,\u2019 said Joe with his eyes still shut fast. \u2018I don\u2019t wanna talk about it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018All right son,\u2019 said Ben, getting up. \u2018You think about what I\u2019ve said. I\u2019ll come up again later and we\u2019ll talk about it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe waited until the door closed before opening his eyes. He glared at the closed door angrily. How could they just expect him to turn around and say everything was all right just because they decided it was? Didn\u2019t they realise how much they\u2019d hurt him with their unfounded accusations? Well he wasn\u2019t ready to forgive anyone and they\u2019d better just get used to it! He pounded his fists on the bed in frustration. It\u2019d just teach them a thing or two if he never forgave them! He\u2019d show them!<\/span><\/p>\n

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He flung back the covers and put his feet to the ground, wincing as he did so. He was determined that he wasn\u2019t about to lay up here and forgive them just because they now had no choice but to believe him! He gave a slight groan as he tried to stand up and found that he had to sit down again. His ribs were hurting more than he had thought at first, but the anger in his head drowned out all reason as he tried again to stand.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Slowly he got to his feet and stood still while trying to catch his breath. With one arm tightly wound around his waist he took a tentative step forward and then another. He closed his eyes against the pain as it gripped him tightly and breathed deeply for a moment. When it had eased he took another step forward and reached out his hand to open the dresser drawer. Gingerly he took out a shirt and shook it to unfold it before letting go of his waist and attempting to put his arm inside the sleeve. He was going to get out of this room before he was forced to listen to any more of their false apologies! They probably didn\u2019t mean them anyway, he reasoned. They had only said what they had because they had no choice.<\/span><\/p>\n

He groaned again as he moved his arm to put it inside the shirt and the pain washed over him once more. He swayed a little and reached out to steady himself on the dresser, but missed. His hand only reached for thin air and he staggered forward while trying to regain his balance. He struck himself sharply on the corner of the dresser and a sharp jolt of pain ripped through him with a vengeance. Joe stifled a scream as he bent forward. His chest felt like there was a sharp knife being plunged into it and he suddenly found it difficult to breathe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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He stood bent over for a moment, trying to regain his balance and his composure. After a while he stood up again, but the pain in his chest didn\u2019t abate and he found himself sinking to the floor as it overcame him. With one deep breath that ended on a sob, Joe passed out and lay still on the floor.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Do ya think he\u2019ll ever forgive us Pa?\u2019 asked Hoss miserably as he stared into the fireplace.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Of course he will,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018You know your brother. He\u2019s just young and impulsive. Once he thinks about what we\u2019ve said he\u2019ll come around.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I wouldn\u2019t blame him iffen he didn\u2019t,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018I was unfair ta him along and I had no right ta be. Poor little guy! Tain\u2019t his fault iffen every girl he meets falls all over him. I don\u2019t know why I was jealous in the first place. I\u2019m just a dumb old Hoss!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben put his arm around his son\u2019s shoulder. \u2018Hoss don\u2019t be like that,\u2019 he said. \u2018You are not dumb and your brother will forgive you in time. Hasn\u2019t he already said that he forgives you for hitting him?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah but he didn\u2019t really mean it,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018I don\u2019t blame him fer that none either.\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018Hoss what you \u2026.\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018What was that?\u2019 interrupted Adam as a noise came from upstairs.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It must be Joseph,\u2019 said Ben, with a set jaw. \u2018If that boy is moving around up there \u2026.\u2019 He strode over to the stairs, followed by Adam and Hoss. As they got to Joe\u2019s bedroom Ben flung open the door. \u2018Oh my God!\u2019 he said as he saw his youngest son\u2019s body on the floor in front of them. Joe was lying on the floor unconscious. There was blood on the floor around him and he was very pale. \u2018Get the doctor!\u2019 yelled Ben. \u2018One of you get into town and get the doctor! Hurry!\u2019 He rushed over to where Joe was lying and cradled his son\u2019s head in his arms. \u2018It\u2019s coming from his mouth,\u2019 he said, trying to sound calm and failing miserably. He looked up and saw Adam peering down anxiously. \u2018Help me get him to the bed,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam and his father lifted Joe up and placed him on the bed. Ben picked up a washcloth and wiped the blood away from his son\u2019s mouth and noticed that it was soon replaced with a fresh flow. \u2018He\u2019s bleeding internally,\u2019 he said. \u2018He must have ripped something with one of those busted ribs.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss has gone for the doctor,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018He\u2019ll be as quick as he can Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded silently as he stared down at the ashen face of his son.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul Martin straightened up and looked at Ben across the body of his son. \u2018How long ago?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stroked Joe\u2019s hand as he held it within his large one. \u2018About two hours,\u2019 he replied, not taking his eyes off his son\u2019s face. \u2018I couldn\u2019t stop the bleeding Paul. \u2018It just keeps seeping from his mouth and he won\u2019t wake up.\u2019 He looked up at the doctor pleadingly with tears in his eyes. \u2018Help him Paul,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018Please.\u2019<\/span>
\n Paul put his hand on his friend\u2019s shoulder. \u2018I\u2019ll try Ben,\u2019 he said. \u2018But it\u2019s clear that there\u2019s some internal damage. One of those ribs has punctured<\/span><\/p>\n

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something in there.\u2019 He bent over and placed his ear next to Joe\u2019s mouth and listened for a moment, before placing a stethoscope against the boy\u2019s chest and listening hard. \u2018It sounds like his breathing is labored,\u2019 he said. \u2018It could be one of his lungs.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben looked at the doctor anxiously. \u2018And if it is?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul shrugged as he put his stethoscope away. \u2018If it is then I\u2019ll have to open him and try and stitch it,\u2019 he said. \u2018At the very least I\u2019ll have to reset those ribs anyway.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018How will you know if it is his lung or not?\u2019 asked Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul was silent for a moment as he considered his options. \u2018I can\u2019t really know unless I open him up,\u2019 he said finally. \u2018We can take a chance and hope that the hemorrhaging will eventually stop by itself.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018But you don\u2019t think that it will,\u2019 said Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul shook his head. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018No I don\u2019t Ben. \u2018And if I try to reset those ribs I might cause him further damage. The best thing is to open him up and check it out.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stared down at the pale face on the pillow in front of him. He gently stroked the curls off the boy\u2019s forehead with one hand while continuing to hold his son\u2019s hand with the other. He stroked him gently with his thumb while he considered the doctor\u2019s words. \u2018To operate is risky though isn\u2019t it?\u2019 he asked finally.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 replied Paul. \u2018Any operation is risky Ben \u2026 particularly so in this case because I\u2019m not sure of what I\u2019ll find once I begin. There is a chance that I could cause more damage by probing around in his chest.\u2019 He hesitated. \u2018It\u2019s your choice Ben. I\u2019ll be guided by what you decide.\u2019<\/span>
\n Ben swallowed. \u2018What if it is his lung that is punctured and you don\u2019t do anything?\u2019 he asked. \u2018What then Paul?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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The doctor hesitated. \u2018Well eventually I suppose he could drown in his own blood,\u2019 he said reluctantly. He watched Ben flinch at his words. \u2018It might not happen though Ben,\u2019 he said quickly. \u2018He could be fine.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben continued to stroke his son\u2019s hand with his thumb. \u2018But you don\u2019t know for sure,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 admitted Paul. \u2018I don\u2019t know for sure.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I see.\u2019 There was silence as Ben continued to sit and stare at his son.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Suddenly Joe stirred on the bed and tried to open his eyes. \u2018Pa?\u2019 he said softly. \u2018Pa?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben leant close to the boy\u2019s face. \u2018Joe?\u2019 he said softly. \u2018It\u2019s all right son. I\u2019m here.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyes fluttered open and he stared up at his father\u2019s face. \u2018Pa?\u2019 he said again. \u2018I\u2019m sorry \u2026 I shouldn\u2019t have \u2026\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stroked his forehead and tried to quieten him. \u2018It\u2019s all right Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018Lie still and be quiet now son. Everything will be all right.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe took a breath and caught it with a half-sob.\u2019 Hurts,\u2019 he murmured.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I know son,\u2019 said Ben gently. \u2018Lie still now.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe sighed softly and his eyes fluttered closed again. \u2018Hurts,\u2019 he murmured again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben looked up at Paul with tears in his eyes. \u2018Do it,\u2019 he said. \u2018I give you permission Paul.\u2019<\/span>
\n \u2018Are you sure Ben?\u2019 asked Paul.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded as he stared back down at his son. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m sure. He bent down and kissed Joe gently on the forehead.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What time is it?\u2019 asked Hoss for the tenth time that hour.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam stopped pacing and turned to look at the clock. \u2018Ten past four,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss\u2019 shoulders slumped. \u2018It\u2019s been over two hours!\u2019 he said. \u2018How come it\u2019s taking this long?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Adam shook his head and he continued to pace again. \u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Do ya think it\u2019s a bad sign?\u2019 asked Hoss tentatively.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 said Adam again. \u2018I hope not.\u2019 He looked over at his father who was sitting in front of the fireplace staring at the flames. The man hadn\u2019t moved or said a word for over an hour. \u2018Pa?\u2019 said Adam as he approached him. \u2018Do you want some coffee or something?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben merely shook his head as he continued to stare into the fire.<\/span><\/p>\n

Adam sat down next to him. \u2018I\u2019m sure he\u2019ll be OK Pa,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben turned to look at his son and gave him a half-hearted smile as he put his hand over the top of Adam\u2019s. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said quietly, but his eyes didn\u2019t show any conviction at all before he went back to staring into the fire again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He hasta be,\u2019 said Hoss behind them. \u2018He can\u2019t die \u2026\u2019 his voice caught on a sob. \u2018He can\u2019t die without \u2026 well \u2026 us making up and all,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben looked up at him. \u2018Your brother is not going to die Hoss,\u2019 he said firmly. \u2018Get that thought out of your head. He is not going to die!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss nodded his head. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said. \u2018He ain\u2019t gonna. I know it.\u2019 He shut his eyes for a moment. \u2018Cause iffen he does Pa, then I\u2019ll never live with myself. I\u2019m the one did this to him and ..\u2019 His voice trailed away and he put his head in his hands. \u2018He just can\u2019t die!\u2019 he sobbed. \u2018Not shortshanks Pa! He just can\u2019t!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stood up and walked over to his son. He put his arms around him and held him close as the big man shook with the sobs that were overtaking his body. For several minutes they stood there together in a comforting embrace while Adam looked on with tears in his eyes. After a while Hoss\u2019 sobs lessened and Ben drew back from him. \u2018Come and sit down over here,\u2019 he said as he led his son to the sofa. Hoss sat down, his shoulders slumped as he stared at the floor.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Now you listen to me Hoss,\u2019 said his father. \u2018I\u2019ve just told you that Joseph is not going to die. But no matter what happens I want you to understand something very clearly. You are not to blame for this \u2026 do you understand me?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I blame myself Pa,\u2019 said Hoss in a low voice.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss look at me,\u2019 said Ben. He lifted his son\u2019s face until their eyes met. \u2018I\u2019m that boy\u2019s father. No one could ever love him more dearly than I do and my life would never be complete again if \u2026 if something happened to him. Yet even so, I do not blame you for what has happened. Do you hear me boy? I do not blame you and I know that Joseph would say the same thing if he could. I want you to believe that son.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss wiped the tears from his eyes before answering his father. \u2018Pa I know what you\u2019re saying, he said. \u2018I know ya don\u2019t want me ta blame myself, but I just can\u2019t help it. I \u2026\u2019 He stopped as Paul Martin appeared at the top of the stairs.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben turned to follow his son\u2019s gaze and stood up as the doctor walked down the stairs slowly. \u2018Paul?\u2019 he said in a faint voice. Adam came to stand beside his father and Hoss got to his feet as well and moved to a position behind them.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul sat down and sighed before addressing the three anxious men. \u2018It was his lung,\u2019 he said. \u2018One of the ribs had pierced it just as I thought.\u2019 He looked up at Ben. \u2018If you hadn\u2019t allowed me to operate he would have died Ben. You made the right choice.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben let out the breath he\u2019d been holding. \u2018And now?\u2019 he said after a moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I stitched his lung up and reset the ribs again,\u2019 said Paul. \u2018Unless he gets an infection from the internal stitches he should fine.\u2019 He smiled ruefully. \u2018Providing he doesn\u2019t get out of bed again.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018We\u2019ll tie him to the mattress,\u2019 said Adam firmly, his feeble joke making everyone laugh with the relief of the moment.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I haveta see him,\u2019 said Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul shook his head. \u2018He\u2019s still out to it Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018Best to just leave him to sleep for now and regain his strength.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018You don\u2019t understand,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018I haveta see him.\u2019 He looked at his father for confirmation.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben hesitated and then nodded. \u2018All right,\u2019 he said. \u2018But don\u2019t do anything Hoss. Just sit quietly up there and let him sleep.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss nodded as he looked gratefully at his father, knowing that the man understood his need to just be with his brother.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Paul?\u2019 said Ben as Hoss left the room. \u2018Are you sure he\u2019s going to be all right?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 admitted Paul. \u2018I can\u2019t be sure of anything to be honest Ben. But he\u2019s come through the operation and that\u2019s the main thing. We just have to take one step at a time .. that\u2019s all we can do now.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben nodded. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he said a she bent down and shook the man\u2019s hand. \u2018Thank you for giving me back my son Paul.\u2019 He looked with tear-filled eyes at the top of the stairs. \u2018I think I might just \u2026.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Paul stood up. \u2018You both go on up to him,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll go and see Hop Sing and get something to eat if that\u2019s OK.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Of course,\u2019 said Ben absently, already halfway up the stairs as the doctor finished speaking. Adam smiled at the doctor and then turned to follow his father.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss?\u2019 said Ben as he walked up behind his son and put his hand on his shoulder. \u2018There\u2019s no point all of us being here now son. It\u2019s late \u2026Adam\u2019s gone to bed. Why don\u2019t you get some sleep as well?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018I\u2019m OK Pa, I\u2019d rather stay here.\u2019 He stroked his brother\u2019s hand with his large one as he stared at his still and pale face on the pillow.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll sit with him Hoss,\u2019 said his father. \u2018You need your sleep.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss looked up at him. \u2018No Pa,\u2019 he said. \u2018I gotta be here \u2026 you know?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded as he sat down next to his son. \u2018Yes son,\u2019 he said gently. \u2018I know.\u2019 He too stared at Joe\u2019s face on the pillow. \u2018Lord knows that I know the feeling well,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018I\u2019ve felt it many times with all of you boys.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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There was silence for a few moments as the two men lost themselves in their own thoughts and then Hoss spoke in a low voice. \u2018He will get better Pa. I just know that he will.\u2019<\/span>
\nBen smiled and nodded his head. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he agreed. \u2018I know he will too.\u2019<\/span>
\n Hoss continued to rub his brother\u2019s hand. \u2018I just hope that when he wakes up he\u2019ll forgive me,\u2019 he said. \u2018I shoulda known he could never do anything like that Pa.\u2019 He shook his head. \u2018I shoulda known,\u2019 he repeated.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben put his arm around his son\u2019s shoulders. \u2018We all should have known Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018We were all too quick to think the worst.\u2019 He gave him a quick squeeze. \u2018When he wakes up we\u2019ll sort it all out with him, don\u2019t you worry.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss smiled at his father. \u2018Sure we will,\u2019 he said. \u2018Ya know what Pa? This little guy here is too important ta us all. It\u2019s at times like this that ya kinda realise it don\u2019t ya?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You sure do son,\u2019 said Ben with a sigh. \u2018Family is the most important thing in the world son. I know that my life wouldn\u2019t be complete with you boys in it.\u2019 They smiled at each other. At that moment Little Joe stirred on the bed and began to murmur something.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What\u2019s he saying?\u2019 asked Hoss as he bent closer to hear.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s just dreaming,\u2019 replied his father as he wet a cloth and wiped his son\u2019s face with it. \u2018Probably the medication, that\u2019s all.\u2019 Little Joe tossed his head from one side to the other and muttered in his sleep again.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss chuckled softly. \u2018He just can\u2019t keep still can he?\u2019 he said. \u2018Even when he\u2019s asleep.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben chuckled as well. \u2018No he can\u2019t,\u2019 he agreed. \u2018Always on the move this boy \u2026\u2019 He stroked Joe\u2019s forehead as he gazed at him fondly. \u2018Usually moves into trouble though given half the chance.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss grinned and nodded in agreement. \u2018He\u2019s led me there a time or two,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben lifted his eyebrows. \u2018Yes I seem to remember a few times when he\u2019s led you astray,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s also an expert at running away from it as well when he\u2019s caught.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Yeah,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018Many times he dumped me in it and then got away himself.\u2019 He sighed. \u2018I\u2019d give anything ta have the chance ta be in trouble with him now.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben tried no to laugh at his son\u2019s comment. \u2018Well knowing Joseph, he\u2019ll certainly give you the chance again,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss gazed fondly at his little brother \u2018He is kinda cute Pa, don\u2019t ya think?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben lifted his other eyebrow. \u2018That\u2019s his problem Hoss. He\u2019s too cute for his own good at times and that\u2019s why he tends to get into these situations.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss grinned at his father and Ben\u2019s face broke into a grin in return. He gave a short laugh. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he admitted. \u2018He is kinda cute though. He always has been.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Both men sat side by side next to the sleeping boy taking comfort in each other\u2019s company throughout the long night.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Any change?\u2019 asked Adam as he came into the room.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018No, he\u2019s still out to it,\u2019 replied his father as he rubbed his eyes. \u2018What time is it?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Five thirty,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Why don\u2019t you and Hoss get some sleep now? I\u2019ll sit with him.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben stood up and stretched. \u2018Thank you son,\u2019 he said. \u2018Hoss \u2026\u2019 he motioned to his other son to come away but just as he was doing it, Joe stirred again on the bed. Ben leant over the boy and whispered to him. \u2018Joseph?\u2019 he said. \u2018Joe son, can you hear me?\u2019<\/span>
\n Joe\u2019s eyelids fluttered open and he stared up at his father and gave him a slight smile. \u2018Hi Pa,\u2019 he said. Hoss and Adam smiled at each other behind Ben\u2019s back.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018How are you feeling?\u2019 asked Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe licked his lips. \u2018Sore,\u2019 he said and then sighed. \u2018How come?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019ve been through an operation,\u2019 said Ben, still whispering so as not to disturb the boy even more. \u2018You put one of your ribs through your lung.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe frowned slightly as he licked his lips again. \u2018Did I?\u2019 he murmured. He drew in a deep breath and grimaced. \u2018That\u2019s why it hurts,\u2019 he murmured, half to himself.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben patted him on the head. \u2018You rest now,\u2019 he said. \u2018Go back to sleep.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe closed his eyes. \u2018Stupid \u2026\u2019 he murmured. \u2018Stupid thing to do \u2026 sorry Pa.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben patted him on the head again and smiled. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry about it now Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s plenty of time for talk later. You rest and get well now.\u2019 He watched as the boy\u2019s eyelids stopped fluttering and he retreated into a deep sleep again. Ben stood up. \u2018Well that\u2019s a good sign,\u2019 he said to Adam and Hoss. \u2018As long as he doesn\u2019t develop a fever he seems to be coming along all right. Come on Hoss we\u2019re going to get some sleep.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss followed his father out of the room and down the hallway. \u2018I think I\u2019ll get something ta eat first Pa,\u2019 he said happily. \u2018Suddenly I feel much better.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled at him. \u2018So do I Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018So do I son.\u2019<\/span>
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\u2018Now hold that breath,\u2019 instructed Paul as he held the stethoscope over Joe\u2019s chest and listened intently to his breathing. \u2018Just a bit longer\u2026 that\u2019s it \u2026 good boy\u2026 now let it out.\u2019 He straightened up and smiled at Joe as he patted him on the head. \u2018Very good,\u2019 he said. \u2018It sounds fine.\u2019 He bent down closer to the boy\u2019s face and put his hand on his forehead. \u2018No fever either,\u2019 he said as he nodded.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled at Joe from the other side of the bed as the doctor put away his stethoscope. \u2018Well it seems like you\u2019re doing all right then,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018As long as he doesn\u2019t get it into his head to anything foolish like getting out of bed again,\u2019 said Paul firmly. He pointed his finger at Joe. \u2018You hear me?\u2019 he said.\u2019 If I hear of you trying anything like that again young man I\u2019ll let your brother Adam do as he threatened and tie you to the mattress!\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe swallowed before replying. \u2018I promise,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll be a good boy doc!\u2019 He gave the doctor a cheeky, if somewhat washed out, grin.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 said Paul. \u2018See that you are.\u2019 He picked up his bag. \u2018I think it\u2019s safe for me to get back to town now Ben,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ll leave a few painkillers here for him in case. If you notice any change in his breathing send for me immediately though.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I will,\u2019 said Ben as he followed the doctor out of the room. \u2018I\u2019ll be back in a few minutes Joseph.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe snuggled down under the covers as the two men left the room. He closed his eyes with a sigh and tried to ignore the dull pain that came with each breath. After a moment he heard a soft voice beside him. \u2018Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe opened his eyes again and saw Hoss standing there looking down at him anxiously. \u2018Hi,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss sat down with a smile. \u2018How ya feeling shortshanks?\u2019<\/span>
\n Joe wriggled slightly under the pillows. \u2018Hurts some,\u2019 he said. \u2018But I\u2019ll be OK.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t ya go doing anything stupid like that again ya hear?\u2019 said Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe smiled. \u2018Don\u2019t worry,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s no chance of it.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Hey Joe?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Yeah?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss reached out and took his younger brother\u2019s hand in his. \u2018I\u2019m real sorry ya know. Sorry bout what happened and all.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I know. You said that before,\u2019 answered Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I know I did,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018But I havta say it again. Ya didn\u2019t want ta believe me before.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe frowned slightly. \u2018I said that I did,\u2019 he answered.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I know,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018But \u2026 well \u2026 when ya got sick and all I was thinking bout things a lot ya know? I just wanted ta say some things to ya little buddy.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Like what?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Like how much ya mean to me,\u2019 said his brother. \u2018I thought ya was gonna die Joe and it got me thinking. Nothing is more important \u2026 I mean \u2026\u2019 Hoss searched for the words to tell his little brother just what he was thinking. He had never been good at expressing himself and he found that the words just weren\u2019t there for him now when he needed them most. He scratched his head as his brother looked up at him. \u2018I just wanna say that I love ya Joe,\u2019 he said finally. \u2018Ya mean more ta me than any old girl ever could and I should never have let all this happen.\u2019 He looked at Joe imploringly. \u2018Please believe me,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe smiled at him. \u2018Of course I believe you,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018I\u2019m sorry too Hoss.\u2019<\/span>
\n Hoss looked startled. \u2018What are you sorry for?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe reached out and took his brother\u2019s hand. \u2018For carrying on like I did,\u2019 he said. \u2018I reckon that Pa and Adam might have been a bit right. I do tend to flirt a bit and I spose it does get me into trouble sometimes.\u2019 He pulled a face. \u2018I reckon I can\u2019t blame everyone for thinking the worst of me. I kinda ask for it sometimes.\u2019 The two brothers smiled at each other.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well I think that fall has knocked some sense into that head of yours,\u2019 said a voice behind Hoss. Both of them looked over to see Adam standing there. \u2018It\u2019s about time too,\u2019 their older brother said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe pouted. \u2018Aw come on Adam,\u2019 he said. \u2018I can\u2019t help doing it,\u2019 he said and his eyes twinkled. \u2018Girls just naturally fall for me. I am kinda cute ya know!\u2019 He grinned at Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What makes ya say that?\u2019 asked Hoss, startled.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I dunno,\u2019 replied Joe, stretching a little under the bedcovers. \u2018I musta dreamt about it. Seems ta me that I had a dream bout people calling me cute and all.\u2019 He gave a little chuckle. \u2018Wonder who it was?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss pretended to be angry. \u2018You was listening to Pa and me!\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Heck no Hoss!\u2019 said Joe indignantly. \u2018I told ya \u2026 I dreamt it.\u2019 His eyes widened. \u2018Why? Do ya think I\u2019m cute or something?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss tried to look serious, but failed miserably. He smiled at his little brother who was looking up at him so much like the little Joe that he knew and loved. \u2018Nah!\u2019 he said affectionately. \u2018You ain\u2019t cute Joe \u2026 Just a troublemaker.\u2019<\/span>
\n The two brothers grinned at each other in mutual affection.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben smiled at his son as he carried the tray into his bedroom and set it down on the dresser. \u2018Now I expect you to give this food your utmost attention,\u2019 he said. \u2018Hop Sing will be very angry if you don\u2019t young man.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe craned his neck to look at the tray and wrinkled his nose. \u2018OK,\u2019 he said reluctantly. He waited for his father to hand him the plate of sandwiches and took a small bite reluctantly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben watched his son pretend to eat. \u2018Joe we have to talk,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe glanced up at his father as he pretended to chew. \u2018I guess so,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben sighed. \u2018Son I meant what I said to you before and so did your brothers. We are sorry for not having believed you. But Joe you must admit that you certainly gave all of us cause not to you know.\u2019 Joe shrugged his shoulders and avoided looking into his father\u2019s eyes. \u2018From what I hear you had been flirting with that girl for weeks,\u2019 continued Ben. \u2018As well as several others, so it would appear.\u2019 Joe seemed to suddenly find his sandwich fascinating as he stared at it intensely. \u2018Joseph?\u2019 said Ben firmly. \u2018Look at me please.\u2019 Joe finally looked up at his father. \u2018Is what I\u2019m saying true?\u2019 asked Ben.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged his shoulders again. \u2018I guess so,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded. \u2018I see,\u2019 he said. \u2018So do you think that your behaviour warranted your brothers and I not being willing to believe you at first glance?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018I guess so,\u2019 said Joe again. He gave his father a frustrated look. \u2018But Hoss shouldn\u2019t have hit me!\u2019 he declared.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded again. \u2018I agree,\u2019 he said. \u2018He had no right to do that to you and I\u2019ve told him how I feel about it. He tells me that you\u2019ve cleared the air about that now.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Yeah,\u2019 admitted Joe. \u2018I guess he\u2019s sorry for what he done.\u2019 He hesitated as he felt his father\u2019s eyes on him. \u2018I guess you and Adam are too,\u2019 he added. Ben continued to stare at his son silently and Joe began to squirm. \u2018I \u2026 I guess I shouldn\u2019t have done what I did.\u2019 He gave his father a baleful look. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Pa.\u2019<\/span>
\nBen put his hand on his son\u2019s shoulder. \u2018I think we\u2019re all sorry Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018For a lot of things son. The important thing is that we have the strength to recognise our mistakes and try not to repeat them. That\u2019s the only way we are going to survive as a family.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe nodded thoughtfully. \u2018I guess you\u2019re right,\u2019 he said and then smiled. \u2018You usually are ain\u2019t ya?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben patted his shoulder and grinned at him. \u2018And just you remember that young man!\u2019 he said teasingly.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Pa?\u2019 said Little Joe suddenly. \u2018I promise I won\u2019t carry on like that again,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Like what?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Well you know\u2026 flirting and stuff,\u2019 answered Little Joe. \u2018I\u2019ll be more sensible now, I promise.\u2019 Ben lifted his eyebrows. \u2018No really!\u2019 continued Joe. \u2018I\u2019m gonna be more respectful with girls now. I\u2019ve learnt my lesson.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018I hope so,\u2019 answered his father with a straight face. \u2018Now stop talking and eat more of that sandwich. We\u2019ll discuss it all later.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Joe smiled up at him. \u2018OK,\u2019 he said. \u2018Can I have some paper though when I\u2019ve finished?\u2019<\/span>
\n\u2018What for?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I wanna write to Jane in Sacramento,\u2019 his son replied as he chewed. \u2018See how she\u2019s doing.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben nodded. \u2018Later,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s plenty of time for you to do things Joseph.\u2019 After a moment he added. \u2018Thank God.\u2019<\/span>
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\u2018Here\u2019s the mail,\u2019 said Adam as he closed the front door behind him. \u2018There\u2019s a letter for you Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018For me?\u2019 said Joe from the sofa. \u2018Who\u2019d be writing ta me?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018It\u2019s from Sacramento,\u2019 replied Adam, studying the envelope before he handed it over.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Probably from Jane,\u2019 said Joe as he opened the envelope. \u2018Your move Hoss.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

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Hoss studied the chessboard in front of him. \u2018What\u2019s she say?\u2019 he asked as he moved a pawn.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018She\u2019s doing good,\u2019 said Joe as he read. \u2018Says they got married last Friday and they\u2019ve got a place in town.\u2019 He handed the letter to his father to read. \u2018She sounds happy,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 said Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ben frowned as he read the letter. \u2018What\u2019s this?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u2018What?\u2019 asked Joe.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018She says Dear Romeo<\/em>,\u2019 said his father with a stern look at his youngest son. \u2018Why is she calling you that may I ask?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe looked hurt. \u2018Aw Pa?\u2019 he said. \u2018She always calls me that. I told ya before, I can\u2019t help it if girls like me. After all I am kinda cute.\u2019 He grinned at his father who returned the look with a frown.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Hmm,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018I thought you were going to be more mature with girls from now on Joseph?\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Oh I am Pa,\u2019 said Little Joe earnestly. \u2018In fact I\u2019ve been doing a bit of thinking bout that.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Oh yes?\u2019 replied his father. \u2018And what have you been thinking may I ask?\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Well,\u2019 said Little Joe as he settled himself further down on the sofa and put his arm around his bandaged ribs. \u2018It\u2019s about Hoss actually.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss looked up from the chessboard, startled. \u2018What about me?\u2019 he asked.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Well I reckon you need lessons in how ta deal with girls brother,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018To help ya get to know em better.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018And you\u2019re just the one to teach him, aren\u2019t you?\u2019 said Adam sarcastically.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Sure am,\u2019 agreed Joe with a grin.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss frowned. \u2018I thought ya didn\u2019t want to set me up with no girls,\u2019 he said.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018No I never said that,\u2019 replied Joe earnestly. \u2018They just have to be the right kind of girls Hoss. You need me ta pick em out for ya that\u2019s all.\u2019 He leant forward and patted his brother on the arm. \u2018Trust me Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018Leave it all to me and I\u2019ll have you settled with the right girl in no time.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss smiled. \u2018Ya reckon?\u2019 he said. \u2018Gee thanks Joe.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Joe tried to look modest. \u2018Don\u2019t mention it Hoss,\u2019 he said. \u2018Maybe some of my charm might rub off on you along the way as well.\u2019<\/span>
\n Adam gave his father a knowing look behind his youngest brother\u2019s back and rolled his eyes.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018Joseph I think you should concentrate on getting well again before you get yourself involved in your brother\u2019s love life,\u2019 said Ben warningly.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u2018I\u2019m OK Pa,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018Now let\u2019s see \u2026 \u2018 he looked thoughtful. \u2018We really should start with someone nice. Not too old and not too young. Also, it has to be someone that I don\u2019t like \u2026 that\u2019s very important.\u2019<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hoss moved over to sit next to his brother. \u2018Who do ya reckon we should start with then Joe?\u2019 he asked, hanging on his brother\u2019s every word. The two brothers put their heads together and began to whisper, while Adam held his hands up and rolled his eyes again at his father. Ben chuckled to himself and sank down deeper in his chair as he held up his newspaper in front of him and began to read.<\/span><\/p>\n

The End<\/span><\/p>\n

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