{"id":2278,"date":"2008-09-04T04:56:31","date_gmt":"2008-09-04T08:56:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2278"},"modified":"2026-07-30T14:06:44","modified_gmt":"2026-07-30T18:06:44","slug":"at-her-mercy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2278","title":{"rendered":"At Her Mercy (by JoanS)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Summary: \u00a0<\/span>Joe finds himself helpless and at the mercy of an older woman<\/p>\n

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Joe Cartwright pulled on his reins to stop his horse and glanced up at the sky in a worried fashion. Perhaps it hadn\u2019t been such a sensible idea to come this way after all?\u00a0 He turned up the collar of his jacket as another gust of wind blew up the mountainside and he watched as a flurry of snowflakes swept across the trail in front of him.\u00a0 He patted his horse\u2019s neck absently. \u2018Maybe we should have stayed in Placerville overnight after all Cooch,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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He looked upwards at the trail in front of him and urged his horse forward.\u00a0 The way he figured it he had no choice now, as he had come too far to turn and go back again. He rode slowly, trying not to allow his horse to step on any ice patches as they progressed.\u00a0 After a few minutes he stopped again and looked back down the trail the way they had come. \u2018Sure is a great view Cooch,\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t think I\u2019ve ever been this high round here before.\u2019<\/p>\n

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He turned again in the saddle and continued to ride.\u00a0 The snow was falling harder now and he turned his collar up even higher and looked up at the dark clouds scuttling across the sky. \u2018I think we\u2019re going to have to find some shelter boy,\u2019 he said uneasily. \u2018We don\u2019t want to be stuck out here in this.\u2019\u00a0 He urged the horse forward even harder and squinted his eyes against the snowflakes that were falling harder with each passing minute.<\/p>\n

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Just as he began to get really worried, he spied a trail of smoke above the treetops over to the left. \u2018Is that what I think it is Cooch?\u2019 he said happily. \u2018Looks like someone has come this way ahead of us.\u00a0 Wonder if they\u2019ll mind if we join their campfire?\u2019\u00a0 He urged the horse forward again until he rode into a small clearing.\u00a0 To his surprise he didn\u2019t see a campfire, but instead a small cabin nestled amongst the trees. \u2018This is sure our lucky day Cooch,\u2019 he said happily as he swung down from the saddle.<\/p>\n

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He knocked on the front door and waited until it was opened by a woman. He figured she was in her mid thirties, a few years older than his brother Adam. \u2018Excuse me ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said, trying to stop his teeth from chattering. \u2018I\u2019m kinda in a fix with this storm about to break.\u2019\u00a0 She gave him a wary look. \u2018I was wondering \u2026 that is \u2026 do you think my horse and I could shelter in your barn until it blows over?\u2019 he finished.<\/p>\n

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The woman hesitated as she looked him up and down. \u2018You must be frozen out there,\u2019 she said after a moment. \u2018Put your horse in the barn and come inside.\u00a0 I\u2019ll get you a hot drink.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe tipped his hat to her. \u2018Thank you ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said gratefully. \u2018I\u2019ll just be a few minutes. \u2018Yes sir Cooch,\u2019 he said as he led the horse over to the small barn. \u2018This is sure our lucky day!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018My name is Margaret Simmons,\u2019 said the woman. \u2018Here this will warm you up,\u2019 she said as she handed Joe a steaming cup. \u2018Drink it up.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe smiled at her gratefully. \u2018Thanks,\u2019 he said and put the hot cup to his lips. \u2018Mmm that\u2019s good.\u2019\u00a0 He looked around the small cabin. \u2018You live here by yourself?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 Margaret said shortly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Then who owns that?\u2019 asked Joe, pointing to a pipe that sat on the small mantelpiece.<\/p>\n

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\u2018That belonged to Josh \u2026 my husband,\u2019 replied Margaret. She hesitated for a few moments. \u2018He \u2026 he doesn\u2019t live here any more.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Oh.\u2019\u00a0 Joe wasn\u2019t quite sure what she meant by that and wasn\u2019t about to push the point.\u00a0 He took a few more sips of his coffee. \u2018I\u2019m mighty grateful to you ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said. \u2018I sure don\u2019t know what I would have done if you hadn\u2019t taken me in like this.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret gave a short nod as she studied the young man in front of her. \u2018Don\u2019t mention it,\u2019 she said. \u2018I couldn\u2019t possibly have left you out there in that.\u2019\u00a0 They both looked at the window as the wind howled again and a flurry of snow beat against the pane of glass. \u2018Looks like you might have to stay for a while until this blows over,\u2019 she added.<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018I think you might be right,\u2019 he said. \u2018Sorry about that.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret stood up and stoked up the fire again. \u2018I don\u2019t mind,\u2019 she said tersely and then added. \u2018To be honest I\u2019d like the company.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018How long have you lived up here?\u2019 asked Joe. \u2018I didn\u2019t think there\u2019d be anyone this far up in the mountains.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Josh and I settled here about fifteen years ago,\u2019 she replied as she sat down again. \u2018When we were first married.\u2019\u00a0 Her face became hard. \u2018He\u2019s been gone for about five years now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019ve been up here for five years by yourself?\u2019 asked Joe in surprise.<\/p>\n

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Margaret glared at him. \u2018Yes I have,\u2019 she said. \u2018Is there something wrong with that?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe pulled a face and shrugged his shoulders. \u2018No ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said. \u2018Its just that \u2026 well it\u2019s a bit unusual for a woman you must admit.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked at him intently. \u2018Sometimes a woman has no choice,\u2019 she said in a low voice.<\/p>\n

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\u2018How come?\u2019 asked Joe. \u2018Couldn\u2019t you have gone down towards the town?\u00a0 It would have been easier for you if you had.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018This is my home,\u2019 said Margaret. \u2018This is where I belong.\u00a0 Besides I couldn\u2019t go off and leave Josh behind.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked confused. \u2018But you said \u2026. I mean \u2026 I thought he didn\u2019t live here any more.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s buried out back,\u2019 said Margaret in a tight voice. \u2018He\u2019s here to stay forever and I intend to stay with him.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe blushed slightly. \u2018I see,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m sorry ma\u2019am.\u00a0 I didn\u2019t realise.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret gave him a small smile. \u2018I wish you\u2019d stop calling me ma\u2019am,\u2019 she said. \u2018If we\u2019re going to be here for a while I\u2019d rather you called me Margaret.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe returned the smile. \u2018Okay,\u2019 he said. \u2018Margaret.\u00a0 And my name\u2019s Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s smile became wider. \u2018Joe,\u2019 she said softly. \u2018That\u2019s a nice name \u2026 sounds a bit like Josh doesn\u2019t it? Is it Joseph?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes ma\u2019am \u2026 I mean Margaret,\u2019 replied Joe. \u2018Um \u2026.\u2019 He looked around. \u2018I\u2019m sorry to worry you ma\u2019am \u2026. Margaret \u2026. But do you have something left of your husband\u2019s that I could maybe change into? If I don\u2019t get out of these wet things I\u2019m likely to be the worse for it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked at him with a startled expression. \u2018Oh yes,\u2019 she said. \u2018I should have thought of that.\u00a0 I\u2019m so sorry Joe, I\u2019d hate you to get sick!\u2019\u00a0 She went over to the corner of the cabin and opened a drawer of the dresser that was next to the bed. \u2018I\u2019ve got some of Josh\u2019s things here somewhere.\u00a0 Don\u2019t know why I kept them really\u2026. only sometimes I can still smell him on them and it\u2019s kind of comforting you know.\u2019\u00a0 She handed him a shirt and some pants, looking somewhat embarrassed. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Joe,\u2019 she said. \u2018I shouldn\u2019t carry on like this. It\u2019s just a woman\u2019s fancy.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s okay,\u2019 said Joe as he took the clothing. \u2018You\u2019re just saying what you feel.\u00a0 There\u2019s nothing wrong with that.\u2019\u00a0 He hesitated. \u2018Um \u2026. Do you think that I could \u2026.\u2019 He gestured towards the corner of the room where he had noticed a curtain at the side of the bed.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Oh yes,\u2019 said Margaret. \u2018You go behind there and get changed \u2026 sorry.\u00a0 Hand me your wet things when you\u2019ve finished and I\u2019ll hang them in front of the fire.<\/p>\n

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Joe walked over to the bed and pulled the curtain across.\u00a0 He removed all his clothing and put on the shirt and pants that Margaret had handed him, wishing that she had also thought of giving him some underwear.\u00a0 He looked at his own things in his hand, somewhat embarrassed.<\/p>\n

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Joe stepped out, holding up the pants with one hand. \u2018They\u2019re a bit big,\u2019 he said. \u2018Do you have a belt or something?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret gave him an appraising look up and down. \u2018Yes they are,\u2019 she said and searched in the drawer again. \u2018Don\u2019t you have a belt of your own?\u2019 she asked as she rummaged.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 replied Joe. \u2018I just let my gun belt hold up my \u2026 I mean\u2026\u2019 he blushed.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Here,\u2019 said Margaret, trying to hide a smile at his obvious discomfort. \u2018This should do the job. Now give me those wet things.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe blushed even further as he held on to them. \u2018It\u2019s alright,\u2019 he said as he twisted them in his hands. \u2018They\u2019ll dry okay. You don\u2019t have to worry.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Nonsense,\u2019 replied Margaret.\u00a0 \u2018Give them to me and I\u2019ll hang them here in front of the fire.\u2019\u00a0 She took them from him and laid them out, ignoring his embarrassment. \u2018I\u2019ve done washing for men before Joe,\u2019 she said as she worked. \u2018There\u2019s no need to be embarrassed.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe sat down. \u2018Yeah,\u2019 he said with a half smile. \u2018It\u2019s just that \u2026 well I guess I\u2019m not used to it.\u00a0 I mean a woman doing my laundry and all.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret sat down next to him. \u2018You\u2019re not married then,\u2019 she said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Who me?\u2019 Heck no!\u2019 declared Joe. \u2018I\u2019m too young to get married.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head. \u2018My mother died when I was a little kid,\u2019 he said. \u2018We\u2019ve got a housekeeper who looks after all that kinda stuff, but he ain\u2019t no woman for sure!\u2019 He grinned. \u2018I live with my Pa and my brothers, so I guess its just that I\u2019m used to being with all men.\u00a0 No women in my life so to speak.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret gave him a soft smile. \u2018No girlfriends Joe?\u2019 she asked. \u2018No one special?\u2019<\/p>\n

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He gave her a sweet smile. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018No one special.\u2019\u00a0 His smile became a grin. \u2018Lots of girlfriends though.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She gave him a long look.\u2019 I\u2019m sure there are,\u2019 she said.\u00a0 \u2018You\u2019re a very handsome young man Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe cleared his throat and averted his eyes to look into the fire. \u2018Oh \u2026 I don\u2019t know,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Margaret smiled. \u2018Well I do,\u2019 she said. \u2018And you are.\u2019\u00a0 There was silence for a few moments. \u2018How old are you Joe?\u2019 she asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Twenty,\u2019 he said. \u2018Well \u2026. nearly.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Twenty,\u2019 she said dreamily. \u2018That\u2019s just about the age my Josh was when we first came here. He was a fine looking young man as well.\u2019 She stared into the fire for a moment and then turned to Joe again. \u2018You know you remind me of him in a way.\u00a0 He had curly hair like you and green eyes as well.\u2019\u00a0 She narrowed her eyes as she stared at Joe. \u2018You know \u2026 if I half close my eyes I could swear that you were my Josh as a young man Joe.\u2019\u00a0 She shook her head. \u2018Silly isn\u2019t it?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018No, it\u2019s not silly,\u2019 he said. \u2018You must miss him a lot.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes I do,\u2019 she said in a low voice and then stood up and straightened herself. \u2018Now, how about something to eat?\u2019 she asked in a bright tone. \u2018You must be hungry and I make a wonderful stew.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Sounds great!\u2019 said Joe enthusiastically. \u2018Anything I can do to help?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018No.\u00a0 Just sit there and talk to me as I work,\u2019 she said brightly. \u2018I\u2019m enjoying your company Joe.\u00a0 I think it\u2019ll be nice having you here for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked at the window again and noticed the snow piling up outside it. \u2018I sure hope this storm doesn\u2019t last too long though,\u2019 he said. \u2018My family will worry about me if I don\u2019t get home soon.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret shook her head as she chopped up some vegetables. \u2018I\u2019m afraid you won\u2019t get home on time,\u2019 she said. \u2018Once the snows start up here that pass down to the valley can be closed for days.\u00a0 I\u2019m afraid you\u2019d better resign yourself to my company for a bit.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked worried. \u2018But \u2026.\u2019 He raked his fingers through his hair in a frustrated gesture. \u2018But I can\u2019t stay here for days!\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018You don\u2019t really have a choice,\u2019 replied Margaret with a bright smile. \u2018Unless you want to brave the elements out there again.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe shuddered. \u2018No thanks!\u2019 he said.\u00a0 He stared into the fire gloomily. \u2018I hope they\u2019re not too worried,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Ben looked out at the snow piling up on the windowsill for the tenth time that hour. \u2018Quit worrying Pa,\u2019 said Adam from his position in front of the fire. \u2018You know that Joe has enough sense to look for shelter in weather like this.\u00a0 I\u2019m sure that he\u2019s fine.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben nodded as he let go of the curtain. \u2018Yes of course,\u2019 he said. \u2018I hope he made it to Virginia City before it turned really bad though.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Bound to have,\u2019 said Hoss as he stoked up the fire. \u2018He\u2019s probably sitting there right now with a drink in one hand and cards in the other. You know Joe \u2026 he\u2019ll be happy holed up in the Saloon until this thing blows over.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben sat down. \u2018Yes you\u2019re right of course,\u2019 he said. \u2018I just can\u2019t help thinking that he mightn\u2019t have made it that far though before the storm broke.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t see why he wouldn\u2019t have,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018He had plenty of time to get there. Unless something delayed him of course and then he\u2019d never even set out from Placerville knowing the weather was going to turn bad.\u00a0 You know Joe Pa.\u00a0 He\u2019s young, but he\u2019s not stupid.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben smiled at them both. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he agreed. \u2018Joseph knows this country well and I\u2019m sure that he\u2019ll have found shelter one way or the other. He\u2019ll probably come walking in here tomorrow wondering what I was fussing about as usual.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Probably,\u2019 agreed Adam. \u2018Now are we going to eat supper or not?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Hoss!\u00a0 Do you mind?\u2019 said his father with a twinkle in his eye. \u2018Come on then boys.\u00a0 There\u2019s no use me worrying anyway \u2026 there\u2019s nothing that can be done in weather like this.\u2019 He followed his two sons over to the table with a smile on his face, but his eyes travelled once again to the window and he shivered as he looked at the snow piling up on the sill.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Here are some blankets,\u2019 said Margaret, handing them to Joe.\u00a0 \u2018At least the floor shouldn\u2019t be too hard if you use all of these.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Thanks,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018Don\u2019t worry about it though.\u00a0\u00a0 I\u2019m used to sleeping out at night.\u00a0 The floor doesn\u2019t worry me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 said Joe, trying not to blush. \u2018I\u2019ll be fine.\u00a0 Honestly.\u00a0 You\u2019ve done enough.\u2019\u00a0 He stood awkwardly and waited. \u2018Well goodnight,\u2019 he said finally.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Goodnight Joe,\u2019 said Margaret, giving him a gentle smile. \u2018Sleep well.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You too,\u2019 said Joe as he watched her close the curtain that surrounded the bed. He sighed, glad to have some time to himself at last.\u00a0 He was very grateful to Margaret for taking him in this way, but even after a few hours he felt the small cabin very confining \u2026 especially with a stranger.\u00a0 As he got between the blankets and pulled them up around him to stop the chills, he thought about his family and wondered what they might be doing right about now.\u00a0 Probably worrying about him, he decided as he began to drift off to sleep.\u00a0 He sincerely hoped that the storm would let up the next day so that he could try and get back down the mountain again. His last conscious thoughts were of Hop Sing\u2019s fried chicken.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Fried chicken eh?\u2019 said Hoss, rubbing his hands with glee. \u2018Oh boy!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Okay Hop Sing,\u2019 said Hoss with a chuckle. \u2018Keep ya shirt on.\u2019\u00a0 He walked into the living room again and plonked himself down in an easy chair in front of the fireplace. \u2018I wish I liked to read,\u2019 he said as he stared at Adam absorbed in his book. \u2018Sure is boring round here without Joe to play checkers with.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well I sure hope so!\u2019 declared Hoss. \u2018Two days stuck inside is enough for anyone. Sure wish I was the one that Pa had sent to Placerville with that horse.\u00a0 Joe is probably having a great time in town.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018What was that about Joe?\u2019 asked their father as he came down the stairs. \u2018Did I hear you mention his name? Is he home?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018No Pa,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018I was just wishing I was him in town instead of here.\u2019 He put his toes out closer to the fire and gave a big yawn. \u2018I could do with a beer right about now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben frowned and headed over to the window again. \u2018Well at least the snow has stopped,\u2019 he said. \u2018We\u2019ll get out in the morning and be able to look for Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019ll likely be home before we can go looking fer him,\u2019 said Hoss, closing his eyes. \u2018You know Joe Pa.\u00a0 He\u2019ll be bouncing in here first thing.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t see why not,\u2019 said Joe stubbornly as he put on his jacket. \u2018The snow has stopped and there\u2019s nothing to stop me now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret put her hands on her hips and glared at him. \u2018You\u2019re a fool to go out in that Joe Cartwright,\u2019 she said angrily. \u2018I\u2019ve told you before that you\u2019ll never get through that pass with this much snow around.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018Well if I can\u2019t get through then I\u2019ll just turn around and come back again,\u2019 he said. \u2018There\u2019s no harm done trying is there?\u2019\u00a0 He put on his hat. \u2018I want to thank you for looking after me so well these two days,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m mighty grateful.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret hesitated. \u2018Well if you\u2019re so determined to try, the least I can do is make sure you\u2019re prepared,\u2019 she said. \u2018Here.\u2019\u00a0 She reached down and poured a cup of coffee for him. \u2018I\u2019ll just get some milk and then you need to get this into you before you go.\u2019\u00a0 She walked over to the table and turned her back on Joe as she fiddled with some canisters against the wall. \u2018I\u2019ll put some cinnamon in it as well,\u2019 she said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Thanks,\u2019 said Joe as he took the steaming cup from her and took a few sips. He made a face. \u2018It\u2019s \u2026. unusual,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018It\u2019s the cinnamon,\u2019 she said. \u2018Drink it up quickly \u2026. It\u2019ll do you good.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe drained the cup and replaced it on the table. \u2018Thanks,\u2019 he said again. \u2018Maybe I\u2019ll make it back up this way again some time.\u00a0 Bye!\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret watched as he opened the door and walked out side.\u00a0 She drew her shawl closer around her as she walked towards the door and leant against the doorframe as she observed him saddling his horse. So like Josh!<\/em> she murmured softly. \u2018Bye!\u2019 she called as Joe swung up into the saddle and waved to her. She watched him ride slowly down the trail and sighed before turning back inside and gathering up her hat and jacket and putting them on.<\/p>\n

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Joe rode for a good ten minutes, careful not to go too quickly on the slippery trail. \u2018That\u2019s a good boy Cooch,\u2019 he said, patting the horse on the neck. \u2018We\u2019ll just take it easy and we\u2019ll be home by tonight.\u00a0 No need to hurry.\u2019\u00a0 He looked down at the patches of ice around him and was surprised to find that they hurt his eyes. He looked up. \u2018Must be more sun than I thought,\u2019 he murmured and gave them a rub. \u2018Come on boy, we\u2019re nearly at that pass and then we\u2019ll know if we can get through.\u2019<\/p>\n

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The sun was reflecting a great deal off the ice patches by the time Joe had reached the pass and he had to stop several times to rub his eyes. He felt a weariness take hold of him and he longed to get down and rest for a while. \u2018I\u2019m going soft Cooch,\u2019 he said with a chuckle. \u2018Let\u2019s get going boy.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe was delighted to see that although the snow was across the pass it wasn\u2019t high enough that it was totally blocked. \u2018Seems we\u2019ll be home today after all,\u2019 he said as he gave the horse\u2019s neck another pat before spurring him on. Suddenly he found himself looking up at the sky and realised that he must have slid down from the saddle. \u2018How on earth did that happen?\u2019 he said and got up slowly.<\/p>\n

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As he stood up, Joe realised that his legs felt rubbery and he felt compelled to lean against Cochise to steady himself. His head began to spin and he clutched at it anxiously. \u2018Just give me a minute Cooch,\u2019 he murmured. \u2018I\u2019ll be okay in a minute.\u2019\u00a0 But as the minutes passed Joe realised that he wasn\u2019t okay.\u00a0 He clutched at his stomach as he felt a gripping pain wash over him and his head began to throb. Without meaning to, he slid back down again and found himself sitting in the snow.<\/p>\n

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Suddenly he leant forward and retched, spewing vomit all over the snow in front of him. He clutched his stomach and retched again before miserably closing his eyes and heaving for a third time.\u00a0 Beside him Cochise looked down in amazement as Joe struggled to keep conscious.\u00a0 Within minutes he had lost the battle and fell in a dead faint on top of the pile of snow on which he\u2019d been sitting.<\/p>\n

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\u2018How does that feel?\u2019 Joe heard the woman\u2019s voice as if from a distance and opened his eyes to see Margaret hovering over him with an anxious expression on her face. He stared at her without speaking. \u2018Better?\u2019 she asked kindly as she adjusted the cloth on his forehead.<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded slowly and looked around.\u00a0 He was lying on her bed back in the cabin. \u2018How \u2026 how did I get here?\u2019 he asked feebly, clutching at his head.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I followed you to make sure that you got through,\u2019 said Margaret as she sat down on the edge of the bed.\u00a0 \u2018I found you unconscious on the side of the trail. You don\u2019t look well Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018But \u2026 how did \u2026 you move me back \u2026 here by yourself?\u2019 he asked feebly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I had the buckboard and team,\u2019 she explained. \u2018I dragged you onto the back of it.\u2019 she smiled at him and patted him on the head. \u2018You\u2019re not very big you know.\u00a0 It wasn\u2019t that difficult.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave a slight moan. \u2018I felt terrible,\u2019 he said. \u2018I don\u2019t know \u2026 what happened.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret shook her head. \u2018You look terrible,\u2019 she said. \u2018You\u2019re obviously not well enough to try going down this mountain yet young man, so I suggest you just lay there for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a feeble grin. \u2018My Pa calls me that,\u2019 he said as he closed his eyes again.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Calls you what?\u2019 she asked softly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Young man,\u2019 murmured Joe as he drifted back into sleep again. \u2018Cept he \u2026 says it \u2026 when he\u2019s \u2026.. mad at me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret smiled softly as she watched Joe close his eyes with a sigh. She patted his curls again and stroked them gently off his face. \u2018Nice,\u2019 murmured Joe in a soft voice. Margaret continued to smile at him as he slept.<\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyes fluttered open and he looked around the cabin.\u00a0 Sunlight filtered in through the window and he noticed with relief that there was no sign of any more snow.\u00a0 He tentatively sat up and felt his head and then turned as he heard a soft movement beside him. \u2018Lay down again,\u2019 said Margaret as she sat down on the edge of the bed. \u2018You\u2019re not well.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I fell much better now,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018My head doesn\u2019t hurt at all \u2026\u2019 he hesitated. \u2018Neither does my stomach.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Nevertheless you still don\u2019t look well,\u2019 said Margaret firmly. \u2018Now you lay down while I get you something to eat.\u00a0 Do you think you could manage it?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded his head. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m hungry.\u2019\u00a0 He watched as the woman went over to the stove and began to bustle around. \u2018I\u2019ve made you some broth,\u2019 she said. \u2018I thought you\u2019d need something when you woke up.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You shouldn\u2019t be going to all this trouble,\u2019 said Joe as he swung his feet over the side of the bed and sat up straighter. \u2018I\u2019m sorry to be a bother to you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019re no bother at all,\u2019 said Margaret as she carried the steaming bowl over to him. \u2018Now you get this inside you and you\u2019ll feel a lot better.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Thanks,\u2019 said Joe as he took it and tasted it. \u2018Smells great.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Eat slowly,\u2019 she said. \u2018You don\u2019t want to overdo it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I really don\u2019t know what happened,\u2019 he said as he ate. \u2018I felt fine until I got to the pass.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well let\u2019s hope it\u2019s over now,\u2019 she said. \u2018Still, you\u2019ll have to wait until tomorrow now to try again.\u00a0 It\u2019ll be dark soon.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Have I slept that long?\u2019 he said in surprise.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 she said with a smile and patted him on the shoulder. \u2018It\u2019s late afternoon now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018What about my horse?\u2019 he asked as he continued to sip the broth.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t you worry about him.\u00a0 I\u2019ve put him back into the barn,\u2019 she said. \u2018You\u2019ve got nothing to worry about Joe.\u00a0 I\u2019ll take care of everything for you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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He smiled at her again. \u2018What would I do without you?\u2019 he said. \u2018How can I ever thank you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018There\u2019s no need for thanks,\u2019 she replied. \u2018I\u2019m not doing anything that you wouldn\u2019t do for someone else in need, I\u2019m sure. Finished?\u2019 she took the bowl from him. \u2018Now you lay down again and get some more rest,\u2019 she said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No I\u2019m fine,\u2019 said Joe standing up and stretching. \u2018I\u2019m as rested as I\u2019m going to be. I might just sit here at the table for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018All right Joe,\u2019 she said. \u2018We\u2019ll have a good talk while I\u2019m getting supper ready.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe watched as she chopped up vegetables. He couldn\u2019t work out what had come over him before and was pleased that at least whatever it was that had made him feel that bad seemed to be over. \u2018My family will be worried about me by now,\u2019 he mused. \u2018I wish I could send them a message that I\u2019m all right.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m sure they won\u2019t be too worried,\u2019 she said with a frown. \u2018You\u2019ve only been gone a few days.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes but I was due back yesterday,\u2019 explained Joe.\u00a0 He put his hand to his head which was beginning to hurt again. \u2018You don\u2019t know my Pa.\u00a0 He\u2019s a real worrier.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well you\u2019ll be going home tomorrow,\u2019 replied Margaret as she continued to chop. \u2018He\u2019ll realise then how silly he was to worry.\u2019\u00a0 She gave Joe an intense look. \u2018Are you all right?\u2019 she asked.<\/p>\n

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Joe stood up. \u2018I think I\u2019d better lay down after all,\u2019 he said. \u2018My head … it\u2019s beginning to \u2026\u2019 he lurched forward and Margaret reached out to steady him.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe?\u2019 she said in a worried voice. \u2018What is it?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe put his arms around his waist and hugged himself tightly. \u2018I \u2026 don\u2019t feel \u2026.\u2019\u00a0 He staggered and leant against Margaret heavily.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Here let me get you to the bed,\u2019 she said anxiously. \u2018You need to lay down.\u2019\u00a0 She walked him over to the bed and helped him to lie down gently before pulling the covers up around him. \u2018I thought you were overdoing it,\u2019 she admonished him. \u2018Now you\u2019re not to get up again.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked up at her with stricken eyes.\u00a0 The stomach cramps were washing over him again and he felt like he was about to throw up. \u2018I\u2019m sorry \u2026.\u2019 he said feebly.<\/p>\n

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Margaret bent down and stroked the hair off his forehead again. \u2018There\u2019s nothing to be sorry about,\u2019 she murmured. \u2018You can\u2019t help it if you\u2019re sick.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes but\u2026.\u2019\u00a0 Joe retched suddenly and put his hand up to his mouth.<\/p>\n

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Margaret reached for a bowl and held it under his chin as he began to vomit up the contents of his stomach. \u2018There there,\u2019 she murmured. \u2018You\u2019ll feel better after this.\u2019\u00a0 She wiped his chin and sat down next to him as he closed his eyes again. \u2018Sleep now Joe,\u2019 she said in a soft voice. \u2018Sleep now and you\u2019ll feel better.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Thank you,\u2019 he murmured softly. \u2018I\u2019m \u2026. sorry.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret watched as the youngster drifted back into sleep again.\u00a0 She bent forward and stroked his curls and patted them softly. \u2018So like my Josh,\u2019 she murmured in a low voice. \u2018So like my darling Josh.\u2019\u00a0 Joe smiled as he felt her light touch.<\/p>\n

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\u2018The horses are ready Pa,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Have you got the food from Hop Sing?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 said Ben as he strode across the yard and shoved the paper-wrapped parcel into his saddlebag. \u2018Where\u2019s Hoss?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Here Pa,\u2019 said Hoss as he led his horse out of the barn. \u2018You both ready?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018We certainly are,\u2019 said Ben as he swung himself up into the saddle. \u2018First stop town boys and then \u2026\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018And then home again,\u2019 interrupted Adam. \u2018I\u2019m sure he\u2019s there.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben gave him a dark look. \u2018If he\u2019s there, then why hasn\u2019t he come home?\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018If he is, then he\u2019s in trouble,\u2019 said Ben as he turned his horse. In his heart he was praying for the chance to be angry with his youngest son, for if he wasn\u2019t angry with him then there would be cause to be worried about him and \u2026. He preferred not to think of the reasons why he might need to be. \u2018Let\u2019s ride boys,\u2019 he said over his shoulder.<\/p>\n

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\u2018How about trying to sit in the sun outside for a while?\u2019 suggested Margaret. \u2018The fresh air would do you good.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded and tried to sit up, but he immediately felt shaky. \u2018I don\u2019t know that I can make it,\u2019 he said feebly. \u2018I feel \u2026. all light headed.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Lean on me,\u2019 suggested Margaret and hoisted him to his feet.\u00a0 Joe leant on her heavily as they walked slowly towards the door.\u00a0 He caught a glimpse of himself in her small mirror that hung on the wall as they passed it and he gasped. \u2018I look terrible,\u2019 he said, noting the dark rings around his eyes and the paleness of his skin.<\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s just temporary,\u2019 Margaret assured him as she opened the door and he felt the chilly wind on his face. \u2018You\u2019ll be fine in no time. You\u2019ll see.\u2019 She eased him down gently on a stool by the front door and then went back inside for a blanket which she tucked around his knees.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m a real bother to you,\u2019 said Joe.\u00a0 He didn\u2019t like the blanket around his knees at all, but didn\u2019t want to offend the woman when she was being so kind to him.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Now we\u2019ve been through all this before haven\u2019t we?\u2019 Margaret assured him. \u2018That\u2019s just plain nonsense.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe drew in a deep breath. \u2018You know you\u2019re right,\u2019 he said. \u2018I feel better already just being out here.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018See?\u2019 I told you that you would,\u2019 she replied as she sat down next to him. \u2018Can you see why I love it up here?\u2019\u00a0 She gestured with her hand to the surrounding countryside.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 said Joe softly as he looked around at the spectacular view. \u2018I can.\u2019\u00a0 He looked sideways at her. \u2018Did you and your husband Josh come up here to farm or do ranching?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret settled herself comfortably on her chair. \u2018Farming,\u2019 she said. \u2018My Josh was a real farmer at heart. We did well at it too until he was taken from me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018How did he die?\u00a0 I mean \u2026 if you don\u2019t mind talking about it,\u2019 ventured Joe.<\/p>\n

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Margaret shook her head. \u2018No I don\u2019t mind talking about it,\u2019 she said as she stared into the distance. \u2018He got sick. I\u2019m not really sure what it was \u2026. I just know that one day he was fine and a week later he was gone from me.\u2019\u00a0 She motioned with her hand. \u2018I buried him over there.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked over towards the small creek that bubbled along a little way from the house and noticed a wooden cross on the bank. \u2018Couldn\u2019t the doctor from Placerville help him?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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Margaret shook her head. \u2018There was no doctor,\u2019 she said sadly. \u2018It was in the middle of winter and \u2026 well you\u2019ve seen how the storms come up so quickly here \u2026 I couldn\u2019t get him to a doctor in time.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018I\u2019m sorry,\u2019 he said sincerely.<\/p>\n

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Margaret put her hand on his arm and looked deep into his eyes. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 she said. \u2018You\u2019re a lovely young man Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe smiled at her and moved his arm away from her touch.\u00a0 There was something about this woman that made him feel uneasy at times, but he couldn\u2019t quite put his finger on why he felt that way.\u00a0 She had been nothing but kind to him and yet \u2026 he shook his head and admonished himself for being so stupid. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he murmured.\u00a0 He put his head back and leant against the wall of the cabin and took a few deep breaths. \u2018The air up here sure feels good,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m not feeling too bad now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret withdrew her hand and looked at him with narrowed eyes. \u2018Well don\u2019t you go overdoing it,\u2019 she said firmly. \u2018You know what happened last time when you did that.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded.\u00a0 But I just have to get better,\u2019 he said. \u2018My family\u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret sighed. \u2018Your family will understand,\u2019 she said. \u2018Stop going on about them.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a hurt look. \u2018I only meant that they\u2019d be worried,\u2019 he said shortly. \u2018They care about me you know.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret patted his arm again. \u2018Yes of course,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019m sorry Joe.\u00a0 It\u2019s just that you aren\u2019t ready to leave yet and I don\u2019t want you to become agitated about something you can\u2019t help.\u2019\u00a0 She smiled at him kindly. \u2018I\u2019m only thinking of you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe returned the smile. \u2018I know,\u2019 he said. \u2018And I\u2019m very grateful to you for all you\u2019ve done for me.\u00a0 It\u2019s just that \u2026 I won\u2019t rest until they know that I\u2019m safe. I just can\u2019t.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well you can\u2019t sit on that horse again,\u2019 she said. \u2018How about I go down to Placerville and send a wire to them for you? I could see if the doctor is there as well.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe sat forward on his chair. \u2018Would you?\u2019 he asked eagerly. \u2018I mean \u2026 are you able to?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I think so,\u2019 she said slowly. \u2018It would still be difficult of course.\u00a0 There\u2019s still a lot of ice around \u2026 but I\u2019m sure that I could do it.\u00a0 I could leave in the morning and be back by nightfall.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018But\u2026\u2019 Joe stopped and tried to think it through.\u00a0 He put his hand up to his still-throbbing head. \u2018But \u2026 how can you let them know exactly where I am?\u2019\u00a0 They\u2019ll come and get me when they get the wire, but you couldn\u2019t possibly give them exact directions in a wire.\u2019 He looked around. \u2018They could wander up here for months looking for me if they didn\u2019t know exactly where to come.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s not a problem,\u2019 Margaret assured him. \u2018I\u2019ll tell them to contact the Sheriff in Placerville when they get there.\u00a0 He knows exactly where I live and I\u2019ll let him know what\u2019s been going on. He\u2019s sure to give them exact directions.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded, satisfied with her plan. \u2018I don\u2019t know how to thank you,\u2019 he said as he laid his head back on the wall again.<\/p>\n

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Margaret patted him on the arm again and then brushed back his curls in a gesture that startled him. \u2018Don\u2019t mention it,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019d do anything for you Joe.\u00a0 I\u2019m very fond of you, don\u2019t you know that by now?\u2019 Joe gave her a half smile as the feeling of uneasiness came back and he pushed her hand away from his forehead abruptly. \u2018I\u2019m sorry,\u2019 said Margaret. \u2018I didn\u2019t mean to upset you Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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He looked away from her, feeling embarrassed. \u2018You didn\u2019t,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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She put her head on one side as she stared at him. \u2018Didn\u2019t your mother ever do that to you?\u2019 she asked.<\/p>\n

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Joe shrugged. \u2018I don\u2019t really know,\u2019 he said. \u2018I don\u2019t remember much about her.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I thought so,\u2019 replied Margaret.<\/p>\n

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\u2018What do you mean?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well its just the way you react at times,\u2019 she said. \u2018You seem to draw away whenever I touch you.\u00a0 I can tell that you haven\u2019t really had experience with a woman\u2019s touch in that motherly kind of way.\u2019\u00a0 Joe blushed and didn\u2019t answer. \u2018There!\u2019 she said. \u2018Now I\u2019ve gone and embarrassed you again. I really didn\u2019t mean to.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe continued to stare into the distance. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018No \u2026 you didn\u2019t really.\u00a0 I guess its like you said. I\u2019m really not used to things like that from a woman.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Poor boy,\u2019 said Margaret. \u2018Still, I\u2019m sure your Pa is very loving towards you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe smiled for real this time. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018He\u2019s a great Pa.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret stood up abruptly. \u2018Good,\u2019 she said shortly. \u2018Now I\u2019ve got to get some broth for you to settle that stomach.\u00a0 You sit here and get some more of that fresh air into your lungs.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe bit his lip as she went inside.\u00a0 She certainly was a strange woman, he thought.\u00a0 One minute she was so kind and the next \u2026 well, it was almost as if she resented him at times \u2026 especially when he mentioned his family for some reason.\u00a0 He really didn\u2019t know what to make of her. He smiled as he thought about the fact that his family would get that wire by tomorrow afternoon.\u00a0 If they started straight up here in the next morning they could be here in two days.\u00a0 With a contented sigh he closed his eyes again and felt the warmth of the sun on his face.<\/p>\n

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\u2018So now you can both understand if I begin to worry?\u2019 asked Ben in a terse voice. \u2018Something told me he wouldn\u2019t be here in town.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam looked at Hoss. \u2018Well he probably stayed in Placerville until the storm was over,\u2019 he said. \u2018We\u2019ll most likely meet him on the way there. I take it that\u2019s where we\u2019re off to now?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018We most certainly are!\u2019 said Ben as he got up into the saddle again. \u2018Let\u2019s ride!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I really don\u2019t like to leave you when you\u2019re like this,\u2019 said Margaret, leaning over Joe as he retched again. \u2018I think I\u2019d better leave it until tomorrow.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 gasped Joe in between retches. \u2018Please\u2026.\u2019 He grasped hold of her sleeve and looked into her eyes earnestly. \u2018Please \u2026 I need you to do this.\u2019\u00a0 He retched again.\u2019 If you don\u2019t go then \u2026. then \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret patted him on the head and smoothed back his curls. \u2018All right,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ll go.\u00a0 But you must promise me that you won\u2019t get out of this bed until I get back tonight.\u00a0 Promise?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I \u2026. \u2018 Joe retched. \u2018I\u2026 promise.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret smoothed his curls again. \u2018Good,\u2019 she said. \u2018Now everything you\u2019ll need is right here by the bed. I\u2019ll be as quick as I can.\u2019\u00a0 She gave him an anxious look as she left the room.\u00a0 Joe leant back in the bed again and tried to contain the nausea that was taking over his body yet again. He put his hand up over his face and sobbed quietly as soon as he knew that he was alone. \u2018Oh God,\u2019 he said. \u2018Please make it stop.\u00a0 God please make my Pa get here quickly!\u2019\u00a0 He closed his eyes again and drifted into a deep sleep.<\/p>\n

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Night was closing in before he heard the sounds of Margaret returning again. He tried to sit up in the bed as the door opened and she rushed across to him in a flurry of skirts. \u2018Joe!\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ve been so anxious about you all day. How are you feeling?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m a bit better,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019ve slept most of the day. Did you bring the doctor?\u2019<\/p>\n

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She took off her shawl and avoided looking him straight in the eye. \u2018No,\u2019 she said. \u2018He wasn\u2019t there.\u00a0 It seems that he\u2019s gone to San Francisco for a while.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe slumped down in the bed. \u2018Wasn\u2019t there anyone else?\u2019 he asked. \u2018When Doc Martin leaves Virginia City he always arranges for a replacement if he can.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe, doctors are scarce around here,\u2019 she said. \u2018They aren\u2019t always available when we want them to be.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I suppose so,\u2019 he said. \u2018Did you get the wire off to my family?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 she said shortly. \u2018Now I\u2019m going to get us something to eat.\u00a0 Do you feel up to anything?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes I do,\u2019 he answered. \u2018Actually I\u2019m feeling a bit hungry.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ll grill some meat for us then and see how you go with it.\u2019\u00a0 She busied herself around the kitchen area as he looked at her.<\/p>\n

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\u2018You must be awfully tired after riding all that way,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No not really,\u2019 she said in a bright voice. \u2018I\u2019m used to it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018But I thought you said you didn\u2019t go down there very often?\u2019 he asked in a puzzled tone.<\/p>\n

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She hesitated. \u2018I don\u2019t,\u2019 she said. \u2018I just meant that I\u2019m used to hard outdoor work that\u2019s all.\u00a0 A woman has to be to survive up here by herself.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I guess so,\u2019 said Joe. \u2018Still \u2026 I\u2019m sorry that you had to make that long trip.\u2019\u00a0 He looked around. \u2018I thought you would have taken the chance to get some supplies in town,\u2019 he mused. \u2018Didn\u2019t you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 she said shortly. \u2018There was nothing I needed.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018But you don\u2019t get down there often,\u2019 persisted Joe. \u2018I thought that you would have \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I was too worried about you to stop and think about supplies,\u2019 she interrupted. \u2018You\u2019re very important to me Joe and I wasn\u2019t thinking of anything else while I was there.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe averted his eyes from her steady gaze, wishing that she wouldn\u2019t talk like that.\u00a0 After all, how could he be so important to her when they hardly knew each other?<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m feeling so much better tonight,\u2019 he said. \u2018I think I\u2019ll be okay to sleep on the floor now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret turned on him and pointed her spoon at him. \u2018You\u2019ll do nothing of the kind!\u2019 she said sharply. \u2018You\u2019ll sleep in that bed as you did the past couple of nights and I\u2019ll hear no more about it!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018But you\u2019ve been sleeping on the floor and that ain\u2019t right,\u2019 he objected. He had been embarrassed when he\u2019d realised that it had been so each morning, but at night was usually too sick to object. \u2018You must be uncomfortable there.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s eyes narrowed. \u2018Well yes,\u2019 she said. \u2018I must admit that it\u2019s not as comfortable as the bed of course, but I\u2019ll make do.\u00a0 The important thing is that you get well first.\u2019\u00a0 She strode over to the dresser. \u2018That reminds me,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ve been meaning to offer you this.\u2019\u00a0 She held out a nightshirt to him and smiled. \u2018It belonged to Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head. \u2018No \u2026 I\u2019m fine in these clothes thanks.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret put her hands on her hips. \u2018You are not!\u2019 she said firmly. \u2018Now I\u2019m going to have to insist on this Joe.\u00a0 You\u2019ve been in those things for a few days now and \u2026 well believe me, you need to change.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked embarrassed.\u00a0 He had felt dirty and smelly in his clothes as well, but didn\u2019t like to think that she\u2019d noticed. \u2018No \u2026 I really\u2026\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019ll need to wash as well,\u2019 she said. \u2018Now while I\u2019m cooking supper and you\u2019re not feeling too bad you may as well do it now.\u2019\u00a0 She put the nightshirt on the bed and pulled the curtain across.\u00a0 You get undressed while I heat up some water for you. Hurry up now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe sat and looked at the curtain as she pulled it across.\u00a0 He definitely didn\u2019t feel comfortable undressing with a woman so close, even if there was a curtain between them. \u2018No really,\u2019 he began. \u2018I think \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You let me do the thinking,\u2019 she interrupted from the other side of the curtain. \u2018Get out of those things and I\u2019ll get this water ready for you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe unbuttoned his shirt slowly, feeling less than comfortable with the whole exercise.\u00a0 When he had stripped off his clothing he draped the blanket around as much of himself as he could manage and held the clothes out through a gap in the curtain. \u2018Here,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Margaret took them from him and grinned. \u2018That\u2019s better,\u2019 she said. \u2018Now I\u2019ll bring this water in for you.\u2019\u00a0 She opened the curtain and her eyes widened at the sight of the youngster draped in the blanket before she set the tub on the bed. \u2018Here you are,\u2019 she said with a smile. \u2018Do you have enough energy to manage or do you need some help?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her an appalled look. \u2018I\u2019ll be fine,\u2019 he said gruffly and closed the curtain again.\u00a0 Margaret settled herself in a chair facing the curtain and tried not to laugh. Her eyes widened as she heard the gentle splashing of the water and she began to breathe deeply as the smile on her face broadened. \u2018How\u2019s it going?\u2019 she asked after a moment.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Fine!\u2019 said Joe shortly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019ll feel better after having a wash,\u2019 she said in a husky voice.\u00a0 There was no response. \u2018I\u2019ll wash your clothes tomorrow,\u2019 she continued. \u2018Then you\u2019ll be all back to normal again.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Thanks,\u2019 he grunted from the other side of the curtain.<\/p>\n

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\u2018There\u2019s no need for you to worry about anything,\u2019 she said happily. \u2018I\u2019m taking care of everything for you Joe.\u2019\u00a0 She began to rock backwards and forwards on her chair happily. \u2018Just like I used to do for my Josh,\u2019 she murmured to herself.<\/p>\n

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\u2018There you go,\u2019 she said as she tucked the blankets in around him. \u2018Try and get some rest and you\u2019ll feel better.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe clutched at his stomach. \u2018But I was feeling just fine before super,\u2019 he said miserably. \u2018It comes on so suddenly all the time.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I know,\u2019 she said soothingly. \u2018That\u2019s why you\u2019ve got to listen to me and do as you\u2019re told. I know best how to look after you young man.\u2019\u00a0 She smiled down at him. \u2018There, there now.\u00a0 Close your eyes and get some sleep.\u2019\u00a0 She watched happily as Joe closed his eyes with a sigh.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Feels nice,\u2019 he whispered as she continued to stroke his forehead. \u2018Mmm \u2026\u2019<\/p>\n

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As the youngster slipped into a deep sleep Margaret bent forward and laid her head for a moment on his shoulder, breathing deeply. \u2018Smells just like my Josh,\u2019 she murmured as she caught a whiff of the nightshirt. \u2018My darling Josh.\u2019 She sat up again and looked intently at Joe\u2019s face. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry my darling,\u2019 she said as she stroked it. \u2018I\u2019ll look after you.\u00a0 Nothing will hurt you darling boy. My darling Josh.\u2019 She bent her head again and rubbed her face against that of the unconscious young man\u2019s.<\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s nowhere Pa,\u2019 said Adam as he joined his father outside the Livery stable where they\u2019d arranged to meet. \u2018Hoss?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Hoss shook his head. \u2018Couldn\u2019t find a trace of him,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Ben\u2019s face hardened. \u2018I\u2019ve checked with Robert Ogilvie,\u2019 he said. \u2018He brought the horse to him as arranged and according to him he left straight away.\u00a0 He was going to try and beat the storm.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam glanced at Hoss, his face mirroring his father\u2019s. \u2018But we saw no sign of him between here and Virginia City,\u2019 he said. \u2018I don\u2019t understand.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben looked up at the mountains. \u2018If he was trying to beat the storm he could have headed up via the pass,\u2019 he said. \u2018Maybe we should backtrack up there.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe wouldn\u2019t have gone up that way Pa,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018He\u2019d know better.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You know your brother,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018He thinks he\u2019s just about invincible on that horse of his. If he thought he could beat the weather by going that way then he\u2019d do it.\u2019\u00a0 He rubbed his chin thoughtfully. \u2018No \u2026. I think we need to check up there boys.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Okay Pa,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Whatever you say. But if he\u2019s not up there then I think we should get some men together when we get back to Virginia City and start this search in earnest.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t you worry son,\u2019 replied his father. \u2018We won\u2019t leave a single stone unturned until we find that boy I can assure you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018It certainly is,\u2019 said Margaret. \u2018And it\u2019s a beautiful day.\u00a0 Cold, but very sunny. Maybe we\u2019ll try and get you outside a bit later on.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Feel like something to eat?\u2019 asked Margaret. \u2018I could fix you some eggs if you like. You really should try and eat something.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll try,\u2019 said Joe.\u00a0 He looked around the room. \u2018Have you got my clothes?\u00a0 I want to get changed.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018They\u2019re hanging outside,\u2019 replied Margaret. \u2018Still wet.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well could I borrow your husband\u2019s things then?\u2019 asked Joe. \u2018I don\u2019t want to stay in this nightshirt all day.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I think you should,\u2019 she replied. \u2018It\u2019s more comfortable for you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019d feel better in proper clothes,\u2019 he persisted.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 she said shortly. \u2018You\u2019ll stay in that.\u2019\u00a0 Her expression quickly changed from a frown to a sweet smile. \u2018Besides \u2026 I washed all of Josh\u2019s things too.\u00a0 Everything is wet.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Why?\u2019 Joe looked startled.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Because \u2026.\u2019 She hesitated. \u2018You\u2019ve worn them before too, remember?\u00a0 They all needed washing.\u00a0 I\u2019m afraid there\u2019s nothing for you to wear apart from his nightshirts at the moment.\u2019 She smiled again, more widely this time. \u2018Anyway you don\u2019t really need to wear anything else do you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe frowned. \u2018I\u2019d just feel better if I could put \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I said there\u2019s nothing else and that\u2019s an end to it!\u2019 she interrupted. \u2018Now be quiet about it!\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked up at her, startled. \u2018I\u2019m sorry,\u2019 he said. \u2018I just meant that \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Do you want eggs or don\u2019t you?\u2019 she said sharply.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes.\u00a0 Thank you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret smiled again and patted his cheek. \u2018Good boy,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ll go and gather some eggs then. \u2018Now you lie down and rest.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She picked up a basket and went outside, leaving a very puzzled Joe behind her.\u00a0 He scratched his head and stared after her, then lay down again and stared at the ceiling.<\/p>\n

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Outside, Margaret was busy gathering eggs when she spied three riders coming up the trail towards the house.\u00a0 She looked quickly over her shoulder at the cabin and then strode over to the approaching men purposely. \u2018Hello,\u2019 she said with a smile. \u2018It\u2019s not often I see riders up here.\u00a0 Anything I can do for you gentlemen?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben Cartwright looked down at her and tipped his hat. \u2018Morning ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said. \u2018We\u2019re looking for a young man goes by the name of Joe Cartwright \u2026 riding a pinto horse.\u00a0 We thought perhaps he might have come up this way?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret shook her head firmly. \u2018No,\u2019 she said. \u2018I haven\u2019t seen anyone in weeks.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben drew his hand over his face wearily. \u2018You\u2019re sure?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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Margaret frowned. \u2018Well of course I\u2019m sure,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019d know if I had, don\u2019t you think?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Sorry ma\u2019am,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018It\u2019s just that we\u2019re worried about him.\u00a0 He\u2019s long overdue home.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s looks softened a bit. \u2018Well I haven\u2019t seen him,\u2019 she said. \u2018And I\u2019d know if anyone had been up this way. Sorry.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben tipped his hat again. \u2018Thank you anyway ma\u2019am.\u2019 He turned his horse to go. \u2018I wonder if I could ask you a favour?\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked wary. \u2018What?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well if you do happen to find out anything could you please get down to Placerville and send me a wire? I\u2019d sure appreciate it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Certainly,\u2019 said Margaret sweetly. \u2018I\u2019ll do that.\u2019\u00a0 She turned to walk back towards the cabin.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Don\u2019t you want to know who to send the wire to?\u2019 called out Adam with a frown.<\/p>\n

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Margaret turned back to face them. \u2018Of course,\u2019 she said. \u2018How silly of me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018The name\u2019s Ben Cartwright,\u2019 said Ben. \u2018Send it to Virginia City and it\u2019ll find its way to me.\u2019 Margaret nodded. \u2018Thank you ma\u2019am,\u2019 said Ben.<\/p>\n

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Margaret watched the three riders turn their horses and waited until they had disappeared down the trail again before turning back towards the cabin. As she entered the room she gave Joe a bright smile. \u2018I got five eggs,\u2019 she said happily. \u2018That\u2019s a good sign. I think it\u2019s going to be a lovely day Joe!\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked down at the sleeping young man in the bed and sighed.\u00a0 She traced a line down his cheek with her finger and smiled as he moved slightly at her touch and murmured something. She bent down closer to hear what he was saying and caught a few words. \u2018Pa \u2026. no \u2026. I feel \u2026. Pa.\u2019\u00a0 She frowned at the mention of the name and her eyes narrowed.<\/p>\n

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\u2018You don\u2019t need your Pa Joe,\u2019 she whispered. \u2018I\u2019m here to look after you now.\u2019\u00a0 She caressed his cheek again and blew softly onto his face, watching his curls lift up from his forehead. \u2018Such a sweet boy,\u2019 she said. \u2018Just like my Josh.\u2019 She ran her fingers lightly through his curly hair. \u2018My daring Josh,\u2019 she murmured. \u2018You don\u2019t need anyone but me do you darling?\u00a0 I\u2019ll look after you Josh.\u00a0 Haven\u2019t I always looked after you?\u2019\u00a0 She laid her head on his chest and listened to the regular beating of his heart while she closed her eyes.<\/p>\n

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Suddenly she sat up and looked down at him. She put her head to one side and smiled as she traced a line across his chest and began to undo the buttons of his nightshirt. Joe gave a slight groan and moved slightly and she placed her hands on his chest to still him. \u2018There there my darling,\u2019 she murmured. \u2018You just lie still now.\u00a0 I\u2019ll look after you.\u2019\u00a0 She got up and walked over to the kitchen area, coming back with a basin and washcloth. \u2018This will make you feel better,\u2019 she murmured as she put them on a chair next to the bed. \u2018I\u2019ll have you all cleaned up in no time.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She undid the rest of his buttons and pulled the nightshirt over his head with a deft movement.\u00a0 Joe groaned softly again and shifted his position on the bed, frowning in his sleep as he did so.\u00a0 Margaret smiled down at him as she wet the cloth and then began to run it over his arms and chest. Joe took a deep breath in his sleep and a slight smile appeared on his face. \u2018That feels good doesn\u2019t it Josh?\u2019 she whispered. \u2018I told you that it would.\u2019\u00a0 She worked slowly and carefully across his entire upper body, careful not to disturb him any more than was necessary for fear that even in his heavily sleep-induced state he might awaken and spoil this moment.<\/p>\n

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As she ran the washcloth over his face she bent down to kiss him softly, first on the forehead and then lightly on the lips. Joe moved again and murmured in his sleep. \u2018No,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018No \u2026 I feel \u2026 no.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret patted him on the cheek and soothed him again. \u2018Just you sleep now Josh,\u2019 she murmured. \u2018I\u2019m looking after you my darling. Everything is fine.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She took a deep breath and then gently pulled back the blankets. She sat there for a few long minutes doing nothing but taking in the lean and muscular body lying in front of her.\u00a0 Her eyes traced a line from the hardness of the muscles of his chest down across the taut stomach to the lean legs and then back up again. \u2018Well you certainly are one lovely young man,\u2019 she breathed softly. She began to trace a line with the washcloth down towards his stomach, working in circular motions. Joe began to murmur in his sleep again and tried to move out from under her touch, but she stilled him with her other hand.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Just relax,\u2019 she breathed into his ear. \u2018Just relax and let me look after you darling.\u2019\u00a0 She began to work on his lower legs and his feet, working her way up towards his thighs with soft movements.\u00a0 Joe struggled again, and groaned in his sleep.\u00a0 Suddenly his eyes opened slightly and he looked directly at her with a glazed and unfocused stare. \u2018What \u2026.\u2019 he murmured. \u2018Don\u2019t\u2026. I don\u2019t \u2026.\u2019\u00a0 His hands fluttered down towards her and tried to push them away with feeble movements, but she held onto to them easily with one hand while she continued to work her way upwards with the other.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Just relax,\u2019 she breathed into his ear.<\/p>\n

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Joe looked up at the ceiling, seeing nothing through his unfocused eyes.\u00a0 He tried to struggle, but his movements were feeble at best and she giggled into his ear. \u2018That\u2019s it,\u2019 she said. \u2018Just let me finish and you\u2019ll feel so much better Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyes fluttered closed again and his head rolled limply to one side. Margaret continued to wipe with the cloth, watching in fascination as his body responded to her movements. \u2018That\u2019s it,\u2019 she said, her eyes becoming wider. \u2018That\u2019s it my darling.\u00a0 You\u2019re my lovely darling aren\u2019t you Josh?\u00a0 You\u2019re my lovely young Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She sat up abruptly and put the cloth back into the basin again and pulled up the blankets around him. \u2018Now,\u2019 she said in a matter-of-fact tone. \u2018That will make you feel much better.\u2019\u00a0 She stroked his curls again. \u2018You sleep now my darling,\u2019 she said softly. \u2018You sleep.\u2019\u00a0 She bent down and kissed him on the mouth again, more insistently this time.\u00a0 Joe murmured in his sleep again as she stood up and left him.<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked over from the bench and smiled. \u2018So you\u2019re awake?\u2019 she said. \u2018How are you feeling?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked over at her wearily.\u00a0 Every joint in his body ached and his head was pounding. \u2018Fine,\u2019 he said. \u2018Sorta.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She came over and sat down next to him, taking in the pale skin and the dark rings under his eyes. \u2018You look a lot better,\u2019 she lied. \u2018Almost like your old self again.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe tried to sit up, but the movement made his head ache even more and he fell back onto the pillow again. \u2018Is it morning?\u2019 he asked feebly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 she said. \u2018It\u2019s another lovely day.\u2019<\/p>\n

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He looked around the room. \u2018My \u2026. my family \u2026 they might come \u2026 today,\u2019 he whispered. \u2018They\u2026 should have \u2026 got that \u2026 wire yesterday.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s eyes narrowed. \u2018Maybe,\u2019 she said briskly. \u2018We\u2019ll see.\u2019\u00a0 She brought him over a hot cup of coffee. \u2018Here,\u2019 she said as she helped him to lift his head. \u2018This will help you feel a bit better.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe allowed her to help him drink a few sips. \u2018Tastes bitter,\u2019 he said with a grimace.<\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s the cinnamon,\u2019 she said. \u2018I thought you liked it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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He tried to shake his head, but it hurt too much so he stopped. \u2018Its all \u2026 right,\u2019 he said feebly. \u2018Thanks.\u2019\u00a0 He moved slightly and then frowned. \u2018Where\u2019s \u2026.\u2019 He frowned even more. \u2018I\u2019m not wearing the\u00a0 \u2026 nightshirt,\u2019 he said. \u2018Where \u2026.\u2019\u00a0 His voice trailed away, as a great weariness took hold of him.<\/p>\n

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Margaret patted him on the arm. \u2018Now don\u2019t you worry about that,\u2019 she said. \u2018Don\u2019t you remember being sick all over it last night?\u2019\u00a0 Joe shook his head at her feebly. \u2018Well you couldn\u2019t help it,\u2019 she said brightly. \u2018I had to take it off you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe blushed furiously and tried to pull the blanket up higher around himself. \u2018I\u2019m \u2026 sorry,\u2019 he said. \u2018I didn\u2019t \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s quite all right dear,\u2019 said Margaret, stroking his curls. \u2018I told you I\u2019d look after you, didn\u2019t I?\u00a0 I gave you a wash as well to make you feel better.\u2019\u00a0 Joe\u2019s blush deepened even more and he averted his eyes from her.\u00a0 Margaret laughed and tapped her finger on his cheek. \u2018Now don\u2019t you go being a silly boy!\u2019 she said playfully. \u2018Sometimes these things happen.\u00a0 There\u2019s nothing for you to worry about.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe said nothing, but looked at the wall, going redder by the minute.\u00a0 Margaret leant down towards him and stroked his face tenderly. \u2018I enjoy looking after you Josh.\u00a0 There\u2019s no need to be embarrassed about it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe turned to face her. \u2018What did \u2026 you call me?\u2019 he asked. \u2018Did you say \u2026 Josh?\u2019<\/p>\n

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She sat up again. \u2018Did I?\u2019 she asked in a casual voice. \u2018Well if I did it\u2019s just because you remind me so much of him.\u2019\u00a0 She patted him on the head. \u2018Now have a bit more of this coffee and you\u2019ll feel better.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe turned his head away. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018I don\u2019t \u2026 want it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Her eyes narrowed. \u2018Drink it!\u2019 she said sharply. \u2018It\u2019s good for you.\u2019\u00a0 She turned his face towards her and held him by the chin. \u2018Now be a good young man and drink it up,\u2019 she said with a sweet smile on her face. \u2018You want to get better don\u2019t you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded as he stared at her and opened his mouth, allowing her to help him drink the rest of the coffee. \u2018Can I have \u2026 a new \u2026 nightshirt?\u2019 he asked when he\u2019d finished.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 she said as she stood up. \u2018You might be sick again.\u00a0 You\u2019re causing me a lot of washing you know.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked stricken. \u2018I\u2019m \u2026 sorry,\u2019 he said as another stomach cramp gripped him. \u2018I don\u2019t \u2026 mean to be \u2026 a nuisance.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018That\u2019s all right,\u2019 she said in a matter of fact tone. \u2018I don\u2019t mind too much.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe clutched at his stomach. \u2018I \u2026 still think \u2026 I mean \u2026 can I please \u2026 have a nightshirt?\u2019 he pleaded. \u2018I\u2019ll try not \u2026 to \u2026.\u2019\u00a0 The pain in his stomach got worse and he groaned slightly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018See?\u2019 said Margaret as she brought a basin over to him. \u2018You\u2019re going to be sick again aren\u2019t you?\u00a0 Now you understand why I\u2019m not going to give myself all that washing to do.\u2019\u00a0 She held the bowl for him as he retched into it and then wiped his face for him.<\/p>\n

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Joe looked up at her miserably. \u2018Please?\u2019 he said softly. \u2018I\u2019d feel better \u2026 if I could have \u2026 something to wear.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 she said firmly as she stood up. \u2018Now you stop carrying on about it. You\u2019re much better off like this.\u00a0 I can wash you easier if you\u2019re not wearing anything.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her another stricken look as another wave of nausea hit him. \u2018What?\u2019 he said feebly. \u2018I \u2026 don\u2019t need you\u00a0 \u2026 to \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You most certainly do!\u2019 she interrupted sharply. \u2018You can\u2019t do anything for yourself at the moment \u2026 you\u2019re a weak as a kitten. Besides I told you \u2026 That\u2019s what I\u2019m here for.\u2019\u00a0 She gave him a pat on the head. \u2018You just relax and let me look after you.<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her another miserable look. \u2018I\u2019d like to \u2026 sit up for a while,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Of course!\u2019 she said briskly and set about propping him up with a few pillows. \u2018There.\u00a0 How does that feel?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a small smile as he looked around the cabin. \u2018Where\u2019s my \u2026 gun belt?\u2019 he asked suddenly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I put it away with your other things,\u2019 she answered as she swept the floor.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Where?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret stopped sweeping and gave him a strange look. \u2018What does it matter?\u2019 she said. \u2018You don\u2019t need it at the moment.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe frowned at her. \u2018I \u2026 didn\u2019t say that \u2026 I needed it,\u2019 he said. \u2018I just wondered \u2026\u2019 he put his head back and looked at the ceiling as another stomach cramp overcame him.<\/p>\n

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\u2018You don\u2019t need it,\u2019 she repeated. \u2018So there\u2019s no need to worry about where I put it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018What about \u2026my horse?\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018What about him?\u2019 she said as she began to sweep again.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Is he \u2026 all right?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Of course he\u2019s all right,\u2019 she answered. \u2018I\u2019ve been taking good care of him.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe closed his eyes. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he whispered. He opened them again and noticed that she was easing her back and stretching. \u2018What\u2019s the \u2026 matter?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m just feeling sore,\u2019 she replied. \u2018Its all that sleeping on the floor. It\u2019s not good for me.\u00a0 I really do ache all over you know.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m \u2026 sorry.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes.\u00a0 Well you can\u2019t help it I suppose. It\u2019s just that with all the extra work I have to do around here I really need a good night\u2019s sleep,\u2019 she said somewhat crossly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll \u2026 sleep down there \u2026. tonight,\u2019 he said in a soft voice, trying to will the pain away.<\/p>\n

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She shook her head. \u2018No you won\u2019t,\u2019 she said. \u2018You can hardly move.\u2019\u00a0 He moved slightly on the bed as she spoke as if to prove her wrong. \u2018What\u2019s the matter?\u2019 she asked. \u2018Do you need to \u2026.\u2019 She pulled out the pot from under the bed. \u2018Do you want to use this?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe went red again. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018And if I need \u2026 to \u2026 then .. I can manage,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Now Joe,\u2019 she admonished. \u2018I\u2019ve told you before I\u2019m here for that sort of thing,\u2019 she said. \u2018You just let me know whatever you need.\u2019\u00a0 He stared at her as she put the pot back again, his heart sinking.\u00a0 He felt so weak that he really didn\u2019t know if he could have managed if he\u2019d tried.\u00a0 A tear began to escape from the corner of his eye which didn\u2019t go unnoticed by Margaret. \u2018What\u2019s the matter\u2019 she asked anxiously as she sat on the edge of the bed. \u2018Are you feeling sick again?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe shook his head and put his hand up to wipe the tear away, embarrassed that she had seen it. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018I just feel \u2026 so \u2026 useless is all.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret readjusted her position and then reached over to cradle his head in her lap. \u2018Poor boy,\u2019 she said soothingly. \u2018That\u2019s it now.\u00a0 You have a good cry and get it all out of your system. \u2018I\u2019m here and I\u2019ll take care of you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe struggled to get free of her. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m all right.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret kept a strong grip on his head as she began to rock backwards and forwards with him. \u2018That\u2019s it,\u2019 she said. \u2018That\u2019s it, my darling Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret laid the blankets out on the floor and looked down at them distastefully before turning towards the sleeping young man in the bed. Gently she sat down next to him and eased the covers back until she could see the side of his firm nude body. \u2018Josh,\u2019 she said softly, running her hand lightly up the side of his leg. \u2018I\u2019m so glad you\u2019re here with me again my darling.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe murmured softly in his sleep and turned slightly away from her.\u00a0 She ran her hand back down his leg and then reached around and began to rub his stomach gently. Joe groaned softly at her touch and frowned in his sleep. Margaret smiled as she lay down beside the young man and cuddled into him, her face pressed against his back.\u00a0 Softly she drew the covers up around them both and closed her eyes with a sigh as she wrapped her arms around his waist.<\/p>\n

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\u2018We\u2019ll split into three groups,\u2019 instructed Roy Coffee. \u2018That way we can cover more ground.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben Cartwright gave a short nod. \u2018That sounds fine Roy,\u2019 he said and then turned to the assembled group of men. \u2018I want to thank you all for helping in this way,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m very grateful to you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll take a group to cover the area back towards Placerville from here,\u2019 continued Roy. \u2018You can take a group from here Ben. Adam and Hoss your group will trace a line from here.\u2019\u00a0 He ran his finger along the map as he spoke. \u2018That way we can cover just about every bit of ground between here and Placerville.\u00a0 We should meet up there in about three days if we take it slowly and carefully.\u2019\u00a0 He faced the men. \u2018Remember,\u2019 he said. \u2018We leave no stone unturned.\u00a0 Good luck everyone.\u2019<\/p>\n

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As the men all left the room, Ben turned to his friend again. \u2018Roy I can\u2019t thank you enough for all this help,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Roy patted him on the shoulder. \u2018That\u2019s what I\u2019m here for Ben,\u2019 he said. \u2018Now don\u2019t you worry.\u00a0 We\u2019ll find your boy.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam studied the map on the table. \u2018Pa?\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019d like to try up in the mountains again.<\/p>\n

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Ben frowned at him. \u2018Roy\u2019s group with be skirting the trails along that area,\u2019 he said. \u2018Leave it to him.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam shook his head. \u2018No,\u2019 he said thoughtfully as he looked at the map again. \u2018I mean higher up.\u2019\u00a0 He pointed to it. \u2018Around here.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Ben bent over to study the area that his son was indicating. \u2018We already looked up there very thoroughly,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019d just be wasting your time.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t think so,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018At least \u2026 I\u2019d like to try.\u00a0 Remember that woman we saw up there?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes.\u00a0 But she said that she hadn\u2019t seen anyone,\u2019 replied his father.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I know,\u2019 said Adam thoughtfully as he rubbed his chin. \u2018But there was something about her \u2026..\u2019 his voice trailed away.<\/p>\n

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\u2018What?\u2019 asked Ben impatiently.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t know,\u2019 Adam replied. \u2018I can\u2019t put my finger on it.\u00a0 It was just something about the way she looked at us.\u00a0 And you must admit she didn\u2019t seem at all anxious about sending that wire.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well look up there if you want to,\u2019 said Ben as he picked up his hat. \u2018You can join Hoss\u2019 group when you\u2019re done.\u2019\u00a0 He looked at both his boys. \u2018Good luck boys.\u00a0 I\u2019ll see you in Placerville in a few days time.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Good luck to you too Pa,\u2019 said Hoss. \u2018And don\u2019t you worry, we\u2019ll find that younger brother of ours.\u00a0 He\u2019s probably sitting somewhere having a good laugh about something right this minute.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I sincerely hope so son,\u2019 replied Ben. \u2018I sincerely hope so.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joes\u2019 eyes fluttered open and he tried to focus on the wall in front of him. He felt a slight movement behind him and turned his head slightly.\u00a0 Aghast, he saw that Margaret was firmly tucked in behind him, her arms around his waist and her head resting on his shoulder.\u00a0 She was fast asleep with a slight smile on her face. Joe tried to move away from her, but he was wedged in between her and the wall and had nowhere to go. Frantically, he tried to unwrap her arms from around him and the movement caused her to wake and open her eyes.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Good morning,\u2019 she said with a lazy smile. \u2018How are you feeling today?\u2019 Joe didn\u2019t answer, but simply continued to try and dislodge himself from her grasp. After a moment she let go of him and rolled away to the other side of the bed. \u2018Well that was the best night\u2019s sleep I\u2019ve had in quite a while,\u2019 she said contentedly. When Joe didn\u2019t answer she smiled at him and propped herself up on her elbow to look at him more closely. \u2018Are you all right darling?\u2019 she asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018What \u2026.\u2019 He gave her a stricken look. \u2018What are you doing \u2026 in here?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I told you that my back was hurting,\u2019 she said, her smile getting bigger as she watched his discomfort. Her eyes widened. \u2018Does it worry you darling?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018Yes \u2026 it does worry \u2026 me.\u2019\u00a0 He eased himself to a more comfortable position further away from her. \u2018It \u2026 it ain\u2019t right.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She gave a high-pitched laugh. \u2018You really are a silly young thing, aren\u2019t you?\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ve told you not to worry about anything haven\u2019t I?\u2019\u00a0 She leant over and stroked his face. \u2018Feel like something to eat?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe pulled the covers further up around him. \u2018No,\u2019 he said. \u2018I \u2026 just want you \u2026 to get out.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Her eyes narrowed. \u2018Really?\u2019 she said in a brittle voice. \u2018Well for your information this is my bed young man!\u00a0 I\u2019ll sleep anywhere I want!\u2019\u00a0 She smiled again suddenly. \u2018Besides,\u2019 she said soothingly. \u2018I can take better care of you like this, can\u2019t I?\u00a0 \u2026 and you do need taking care of.\u2019 She swung her legs over the edge of the bed and reached for her clothes.\u00a0 As Joe watched, she flung her nightgown over her head and began to dress.\u00a0 Joe rolled over and faced the wall in his embarrassment, anxious not to look at her.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I think we\u2019ll see if you can manage something a bit more solid today,\u2019 she said briskly as she dressed. \u2018Do you feel like some bacon and eggs?\u2019 Joe felt like retching, and held onto his stomach. \u2018I asked if you felt like bacon and eggs?\u2019 she repeated. \u2018It\u2019s not polite to ignore me Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018My name \u2026 is Joe,\u2019 he said in a low voice.<\/p>\n

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She gave a giggle. \u2018Of course dear,\u2019 she said and patted him on the head. \u2018I\u2019ll get breakfast now, shall I?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe watched her work with a sinking feeling in his gut. Here he was trapped in a bed with no clothes and no energy to even get out of it if he tried to.\u00a0 He had no idea where his clothes were and he couldn\u2019t get to his gun or his horse quickly either. He realised with a start just how dependant on this woman he really was and the thought frightened him suddenly.\u00a0 The way she had begun to call him by her husband\u2019s name was frightening enough, but it was the look she kept giving him that had him more worried than anything.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m \u2026 going to try and \u2026. get dressed\u2026 today,\u2019 he said. \u2018My family \u2026 might come for me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You\u2019ll do nothing of the kind,\u2019 she said as she cooked. \u2018You\u2019re going nowhere.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a startled look. \u2018I\u2019m going when \u2026 my family gets here,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I said that you\u2019re going nowhere,\u2019 she repeated. \u2018There\u2019s no need for you to.\u00a0 Besides \u2026 you\u2019re too weak to even think about it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe knew that she was right.\u00a0 Even the effort of talking was beyond him at times.\u00a0 He knew that if he tried to get out of the bed then he\u2019d most likely collapse at her feet. \u2018Please \u2026 \u2018 he said softly. \u2018I need \u2026 to get out of\u00a0 \u2026. here.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Now that\u2019s just plain nonsense,\u2019 she said. \u2018You don\u2019t need to go anywhere and you know it Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018My name \u2026. is Joe,\u2019 he said desperately. \u2018I\u2019m not … Josh.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She gave him a hard look. \u2018Now don\u2019t you go teasing me!\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019ll have none of your nonsense!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Its not \u2026 nonsense,\u2019 he pleaded. \u2018Please \u2026 listen to me!\u2019<\/p>\n

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She brought a cup of coffee over to him and sat down next to him. \u2018Here\u2019s your coffee,\u2019 she said. \u2018Drink it up now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave her a dark look. \u2018I don\u2019t want it,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Nonsense,\u2019 she said and cupped his chin in her hand. \u2018Drink it!\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe tried to push it away, but he didn\u2019t have the strength.\u00a0 Margaret forced it to his mouth and he swallowed involuntarily. \u2018That\u2019s it,\u2019 she said happily. \u2018Drink it all up and you\u2019ll feel better.\u2019 Joe looked at her over the rim of the cup and noticed the glazed look in her eyes as she stared down at him fondly.\u00a0 He gulped several times and tried to turn his head away, but she had it in a tight grip. His heart sank as the feeing of nausea washed over him again and he closed his eyes.<\/p>\n

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Margaret cuddled into Joe\u2019s back and snuggled her head against his shoulder as they lay together in the bed. With a contented sigh she rubbed her face against him and moved her legs so that they were intertwined with his. She hadn\u2019t felt so happy in a long time and now that Josh was back with her she was sure that things were going to be much better around here.\u00a0 She wouldn\u2019t so lonely any more and she would always have someone to talk to \u2026 to be with \u2026 and to love now.<\/p>\n

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Her hands travelled around his waist, massaging his muscles gently as they went. Joe groaned and moved slightly beside her and she smiled as she blew into his ear gently. \u2018My darling,\u2019 she said. \u2018My darling boy.\u2019\u00a0 Her fingers crept around his stomach and ventured lower, fluttering over his body in light movements.\u00a0 Joe groaned again and his hands crept over hers, trying to push them away in his sleep.<\/p>\n

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She frowned and pushed his hands away firmly, tucking them under his side before going back to explore his body.\u00a0 Joe began to mutter in his sleep. \u2018No,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018No \u2026 don\u2019t \u2026 I \u2026 no\u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret whispered in his ear. \u2018Relax my darling,\u2019 she said. \u2018Just relax and sleep now.\u2019\u00a0 She smiled as his body responded to her touch and with a contented sigh she snuggled in closer to the unconscious youngster.<\/p>\n

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Adam reined his horse in and narrowed his eyes as he stared over at the cabin.\u00a0 There was smoke coming from the chimney so that even at this late hour he knew that someone was up and around.\u00a0 He rode over towards it slowly, the feeling of foreboding that had previously settled upon him coming back with full force. As he dismounted, he looked around and noticed the small creek and the wooden cross beside it.<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked over to where Joe was sleeping and began to hum to herself as she cooked. Suddenly there was a loud bang on the door and she jumped. With a startled look at the boy in the bed she pulled the curtain shut and walked over to the door. \u2018Who is it?\u2019 she said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Evening ma\u2019am,\u2019 said Adam through the wooden barrier. \u2018Could you open the door please?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Who is it?\u2019 she repeated.<\/p>\n

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\u2018My name is Adam Cartwright,\u2019 he said. \u2018One of the riders from the other day.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s face darkened and she shot another look at the curtained area in the corner of the cabin. \u2018What do you want?\u2019 she said after a moment<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019d like to talk to you,\u2019 Adam said. \u2018Please open the door.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret opened the door slowly and then quickly walked outside and closed it behind her. \u2018Yes?\u2019 she said with a smile on her face. \u2018How can I help you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam gave her an intense look. \u2018I\u2019m still looking for my brother,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018So you said the other day,\u2019 she answered with the smile still plastered on her face. She stood against the door, effectively blocking it.<\/p>\n

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Adam stared at her. \u2018If you\u2019ll excuse me ma\u2019am,\u2019 he said, pushing her aside gently. \u2018I\u2019d like to check inside if I may.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret pushed him away from the door. \u2018You\u2019ll do nothing of the kind!\u2019 she said angrily. \u2018This is my house and I\u2019ll thank you to stay out of it!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Sorry ma\u2019am, but I can\u2019t do that,\u2019 he replied and opened the door. He looked around the small room and then strode over to the corner and pulled the curtain across, gasping as he saw the sick youngster in the bed. \u2018Joe!\u2019 he said and knelt down on the floor next to him. \u2018Joe!\u2019\u00a0 He took in at a glance the pale face and the dark rings around the eyes of his brother.<\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyelids fluttered open and he gazed up into the face of his older brother. \u2018Adam,\u2019 he said weakly. \u2018Adam is \u2026 that you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes its me Joe,\u2019 said Adam, placing a hand on his brother\u2019s forehead.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I feel \u2026 so sick \u2026 Adam,\u2019 said Joe in a feeble voice. \u2018Help \u2026 me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ll help you buddy,\u2019 replied his brother. \u2018It\u2019s going to be all right now,\u2019 he said. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry about anything Joe.\u00a0 I\u2019m going to look after you now.\u2019\u00a0 He looked up at the woman standing beside him. \u2018How long has he been like this?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018He wandered in like this yesterday,\u2019 she replied.<\/p>\n

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Adam gave her a hard look. \u2018You were going to send my father a wire,\u2019 he said accusingly.<\/p>\n

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Margaret returned the look. \u2018And just how would you suggest I do that?\u2019 she asked. \u2018I\u2019ve been busy trying to help the boy.\u00a0 I couldn\u2019t leave him.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated. \u2018I suppose you\u2019re right,\u2019 he admitted. \u2018I\u2019m sorry ma\u2019am.\u2019 He looked down at the boy on the bed again. \u2018It\u2019s just that we\u2019ve been so worried about him,\u00a0 that\u2019s all.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m sure you have been,\u2019 she replied. \u2018And you have me to thank for the fact that he\u2019s still alive.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018I\u2019m grateful,\u2019 he said in a tight voice. \u2018But I\u2019m here now so I\u2019ll be able to look after him.\u2019\u00a0 He turned back to the youngster again in the bed again as Joe clutched feebly at his sleeve. \u2018Adam,\u2019 he whispered. \u2018Don\u2019t \u2026 don\u2019t leave … me.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m not going to leave you Joe,\u2019 said Adam as he patted his brother on the head. \u2018I\u2019m here now and I\u2019m not leaving you buddy.\u2019\u00a0 He looked up at Margaret again. \u2018He needs a doctor,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019ve been looking after him just fine,\u2019 she said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m sure you have,\u2019 he replied. \u2018But it\u2019s obvious from the look of him that he needs more than anything you or I could do for him.\u2019 He hesitated. \u2018I\u2019ll need to get him down to town.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You put that boy on a horse and you\u2019ll kill him,\u2019 she said, trying to keep the satisfaction out of her voice.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated. \u2018Then could I borrow the buckboard I noticed outside?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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Adam gave her a startled look. \u2018I\u2019ll return it as soon as I\u2019m able to,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Margaret ran her fingers through her hair. \u2018You can\u2019t have it,\u2019 she said. \u2018I\u2019m sorry \u2026 but its my only means of transport … you understand.\u2019\u00a0 She searched her brain to come up with a plausible reason why he couldn\u2019t take it. \u2018Without it … well I\u2019d be stuck up here.\u00a0 It\u2019s not that I don\u2019t trust you to bring it back.\u00a0 It\u2019s just that \u2026 well I don\u2019t really know you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded \u2018I understand,\u2019 he said. \u2018But I\u2019d leave you Joe\u2019s horse in case you need it while I\u2019m away.\u00a0 You\u2019d still have transport in case something goes wrong.\u2019<\/p>\n

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She hesitated, not knowing what to say. \u2018All right,\u2019 she said. \u2018But even taking him in the buckboard isn\u2019t going to be easy.\u2019 She looked down at Joe fondly. \u2018He needs a bit more rest before you try. Besides you can\u2019t go at this time of night.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam looked down at the restless boy in the bed. \u2018Yes you\u2019re right,\u2019 he said. \u2018Well if you don\u2019t mind putting up with me for the night we could go first thing in the morning,\u2019 he suggested. \u2018Is that all right with you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret smiled at him broadly. \u2018That\u2019s fine with me!\u2019 she said brightly. \u2018I\u2019ll get you some coffee Mr Cartwright. You\u2019re going to need it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded at her and turned to face Joe again. \u2018It\u2019s all right now Joe,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019re going to be all right now boy.\u00a0 He pulled the blankets back from the youngster\u2019s body and looked at him. \u2018He\u2019s awfully thin,\u2019 he said. \u2018How long since he\u2019s eaten anything?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018He came in looking like that,\u2019 she said pleasantly. \u2018He hasn\u2019t been able to keep anything down since \u2026 apart from some coffee and broth.\u2019\u00a0 She gave Adam a sideways glance. \u2018I\u2019ve been making it special for him.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Thank you,\u2019 said Adam and took the cup of coffee she held out to him. He took a sip and made a face. \u2018Bitter,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I put cinnamon in it,\u2019 she said. \u2018Joe likes it like that.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Mmm.\u2019\u00a0 Adam put the cup down on the floor beside him and began to wipe Joe\u2019s face with a cloth.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Aren\u2019t you going to drink your coffee?\u2019 asked Margaret.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Soon,\u2019 he said. \u2018I wonder if I could trouble you for some cold water from the well ma\u2019am? I\u2019d like to wash him down.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret hesitated and then picked up a bucket. \u2018Of course,\u2019 she said shortly. \u2018I\u2019ll get it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam waited until she had left the room and then got up and poured his cup of coffee into the fire before kneeling back down next to Joe again. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry Joe,\u2019 he whispered. \u2018I\u2019ll look after you boy.\u00a0 You just relax and get better now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe murmured softly in his sleep. \u2018Pa \u2026\u2019 he said. \u2018Pa \u2026.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Pa\u2019s not here Joe,\u2019 replied his brother. \u2018It\u2019s Adam. I\u2019ll look after you now.\u00a0 Don\u2019t you worry.\u2019\u00a0 He turned as Margaret came back into the room with the bucket. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he said and took it from her.\u00a0\u00a0 With a firm look at her he closed the curtain and began to wipe his brother\u2019s body down.<\/p>\n

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Margaret stood on the other side of the curtain, her face a mask of anger. She clenched her fists several times and breathed deeply before turning towards the fire and stirring the pot of stew that was hanging over it. She reached up and opened a canister on the mantelpiece and poured its contents into the pot, stirring it once again with a look of pure joy on her face.\u00a0 She began to hum a tune as she worked.<\/p>\n

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Margaret looked at Adam closely as he sat on the edge of the bed and stroked his brother\u2019s forehead. Her eyes narrowed as she looked at the empty coffee cup beside him. \u2018More coffee?\u2019 she asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No thanks,\u2019 he replied. \u2018One was enough.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I don\u2019t think it was,\u2019 she murmured softly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Pardon?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Nothing.\u2019\u00a0 She stood up and walked over to the fireplace. \u2018I\u2019ll get some stew for you,\u2019 she said brightly. \u2018You must be hungry.\u2019\u00a0 Adam didn\u2019t answer as she ladled the stew onto the plate for him.<\/p>\n

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Joe groaned softly in the bed and opened his eyes again. \u2018Adam?\u2019 he said in a weak voice. \u2018Adam?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I\u2019m here Joe,\u2019 replied his brother.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Is Pa here?\u2019 asked Joe.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No. I\u2019m going to take you home in the morning though.\u00a0 You\u2019ll see him soon.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe clutched at his brother\u2019s sleeve. \u2018Feel \u2026 sick Adam. So \u2026. sick.\u2019\u00a0 He looked at his brother pleadingly.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I know,\u2019 said Adam soothingly. \u2018But you\u2019ll be better soon.\u00a0 I\u2019m going to get you to a doctor in the morning.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe visibly relaxed. \u2018Good,\u2019 he said. \u2018Feel \u2026 so sick.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Here\u2019s your stew,\u2019 said Margaret, handing him a plate.<\/p>\n

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Adam eyed it off and then looked up at her and smiled. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he said and took it before putting it down on a chair beside him.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Aren\u2019t you gong to eat it while it\u2019s hot?\u2019 she asked pleasantly.<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018In a minute,\u2019 he said as he wiped Joe\u2019s face again.<\/p>\n

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Margaret stood and looked down at them both. \u2018You don\u2019t need to do that,\u2019 she said. \u2018I can look after him while you eat.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated. \u2018Thank you,\u2019 he said. \u2018I appreciate it.\u2019<\/p>\n

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He stood up and took his plate over to the table near the fireplace and sat down.\u00a0 As he pushed the food around his plate he watched Margaret as she wiped Joe\u2019s forehead and murmured to him. \u2018It\u2019s all right now,\u2019 she said softly. \u2018I\u2019m looking after you.\u00a0 You\u2019ll feel better soon.\u2019\u00a0 Adam waited until she was engrossed in dipping the cloth into the water again and wringing it out before picking up his plate and tipping the contents back into the pot again. Margaret continued to wipe Joe\u2019s face. \u2018There there,\u2019 she said. \u2018You just relax now and I\u2019ll look after you darling.<\/p>\n

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Margaret lifted her head and peered into the darkness.\u00a0 She watched Adam\u2019s still form in the chair across the other side of the room and heard a soft snore emanating from him.\u00a0 She smiled broadly and got up softly from her bed of blankets on the floor and glanced over at Joe who was muttering in his sleep. She padded softly over to Adam and held a lantern up to his face.\u00a0 Gently she tapped him on the cheek and was pleased to see that he didn\u2019t stir. She leant over his face and tapped him again, harder this time.\u00a0 Adam\u2019s head rolled forward and his whole body slumped to one side. She gave a short chuckle.<\/p>\n

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\u2018So you thought you\u2019d take my Josh away from me did you?\u2019 she asked and then shook her head. \u2018I don\u2019t think so!\u2019\u00a0 She turned back towards the bed again and set down the lantern before climbing in beside the unconscious youngster.\u00a0 She encircled his waist with her arms and cuddled in beside him, kissing him lightly on the lips. She rested her head next to his neck and began to rub her face against his.<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s hands travelled down Joe\u2019s body, eager in their quest. Suddenly she was wrenched backwards and she stared up in surprise at Adam\u2019s face above hers. \u2018What the hell do you think you\u2019re doing?\u2019 he demanded angrily.<\/p>\n

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Margaret pulled the covers up around her and Joe. \u2018I beg your pardon!\u2019 she shouted angrily. \u2018How dare you come into my bedroom like this!\u2019 She glanced over towards Joe who was still sleeping peacefully. \u2018My husband and I do not appreciate being disturbed like this, I\u2019ll have you know!\u2019 she continued. \u2018Now get out!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Your husband!\u2019 shouted Adam. \u2018Get out of that bed!\u2019\u00a0 He pulled the woman off his brother as Joe\u2019s eyes fluttered open.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Adam?\u2019 he called weakly. \u2018Is that \u2026 you?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018How dare you!\u2019 demanded Margaret and slapped Adam across the face.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I dare because that is my brother you\u2019re \u2026. What the hell do you think you\u2019re doing?\u2019 he asked again.<\/p>\n

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Margaret pushed him backwards. \u2018Get out of here!\u2019 she yelled. \u2018This is my home … now you get out of here and leave Josh and I alone!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Josh!\u2019 said Adam. \u2018What are you talking about?\u00a0 Who is Josh?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018My husband,\u2019 she said, indicating Joe in the bed. \u2018Now get out of here!\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe tried to sit up. \u2018Adam!\u2019 he called feebly. \u2018Adam!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018It\u2019s all right Joe,\u2019 said Adam, glancing across at him. \u2018Everything\u2019s going to be all right.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret\u2019s face became dark and she looked confused. \u2018Why \u2026\u2019 she said and looked across at the fireplace where the pot still hung. \u2018Why aren\u2019t you dead?\u2019 Adam looked at her silently. \u2018You should be dead,\u2019 she said. \u2018I put enough in there.\u2019\u00a0 She put her hands up to her face. \u2018You have to go now,\u2019 she said in a soft voice. \u2018You have to go and leave Josh and I alone now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam shook his head. \u2018I\u2019m not going anywhere,\u2019 he said. \u2018But you are.\u2019\u00a0 He fingered his gun. \u2018You\u2019re coming down to town with us in the morning to see the Sheriff,\u2019 he continued. \u2018And we\u2019re going to take a sample of that stew with us.\u2019\u00a0 He glanced around the room. \u2018Probably some of that coffee as well \u2026 and who knows what else.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Margaret shook her head slowly. \u2018I\u2019m not coming anywhere with you,\u2019 she said. \u2018Josh and I are staying right here.\u00a0 This is our home and this is where we belong.\u2019 She took a step towards the door. \u2018You\u2019re not taking me anywhere,\u2019 she said.<\/p>\n

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Joe moved on the bed behind them. \u2018Adam,\u2019 he said, reaching out towards his brother. \u2018Adam \u2026 help me \u2026\u2019\u00a0 He began to retch and leant over the side of the bed, vomiting violently.<\/p>\n

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Adam looked at his brother and took a couple of steps towards him.\u00a0 Margaret stared at them both and then ran towards the door and opened it, running outside into the darkness of the night beyond. Adam turned and hesitated and then walked over to Joe as he continued to retch. \u2018Its okay Joe,\u2019 he said, grabbing a basin. \u2018I\u2019m here.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe\u2019s eyes fluttered open and he looked across at Adam who was sleeping in a chair next to his bed.\u00a0 He glanced around the room and noticed that it was morning, but could see no sign of Margaret.\u00a0 He moved slowly in the bed and felt the heavy feeling in his limbs that he\u2019d become so accustomed to feeling lately. The movement disturbed Adam who opened his eyes and yawned.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Morning,\u2019 he said as he leant forward and looked intently at his younger brother. \u2018How are you feeling?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018The same,\u2019 said Joe wearily. \u2018Not too good.\u2019 He tried to rub his hand over his face, but it fell to the bed again.<\/p>\n

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Adam smiled at him. \u2018I\u2019ll get you something to drink,\u2019 he said and came back moments later with a hot cup of coffee.\u00a0 He helped Joe lift his head to drink it.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No cinnamon,\u2019 Joe murmured after a few sips.<\/p>\n

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\u2018No,\u2019 said Adam in a tight voice. \u2018No cinnamon.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 his brother murmured. \u2018I don\u2019t \u2026. like it.\u2019\u00a0 He looked around. \u2018Where\u2019s Margaret?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated. \u2018She\u2019s not here at the moment,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m looking after you now.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe gave his brother a soft smile and closed his eyes again. \u2018We \u2026 going home?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018As soon as you\u2019re a bit stronger.\u00a0 I\u2019m going to get some food into you and get you dressed and then we\u2019re going down that mountain to Placerville.<\/p>\n

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Joe opened his eyes again. \u2018Adam\u2026\u2019 he said weakly. \u2018I don\u2019t \u2026 I don\u2019t think \u2026 I can\u2026. too tired.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018It\u2019s all right Joe,\u2019 said Adam, stroking his hair. \u2018I\u2019m going to put you in the back of the buckboard and get you down that way.\u00a0 You don\u2019t have to ride.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded and murmured something. \u2018Good,\u2019 he said. He looked confused for a moment. \u2018But \u2026.\u2019 He clutched at Adam\u2019s sleeve. \u2018Margaret,\u2019 he said. \u2018She\u2019ll need \u2026. the buckboard \u2026 we can\u2019t \u2026 take it Adam.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018She doesn\u2019t need it any more,\u2019 Adam assured his brother. \u2018It\u2019s all right Joe.\u2019\u00a0 He watched as the boy drifted off to sleep again. \u2018I\u2019m going outside for a little while to look after a few things,\u2019 he said softly. \u2018Will you be all right here?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Mmm,\u2019 Joe snuggled down into the pillows.<\/p>\n

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Adam gave his brother one last look before putting on his hat and coat and leaving the room.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Feeling better?\u2019 asked Adam as he took the empty cup and put it on the bench.<\/p>\n

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Joe smiled at him. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018That broth was good.\u2019 Adam sat down again. \u2018Adam?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Margaret \u2026 I mean \u2026\u00a0 \u2018 He put his head back and sighed before continuing. \u2018Its been hours \u2026 Adam .. where is she?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018She\u2019s gone,\u2019 replied Adam.<\/p>\n

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Joe looked up at his brother. \u2018Gone? Gone where?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Just gone,\u2019 said Adam. \u2018Don\u2019t you worry about it now Joe.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe frowned. \u2018But I \u2026 am worried,\u2019 he said. \u2018She was \u2026 well \u2026 good to me.\u00a0 Is she \u2026 all right?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated before sitting down next to the bed. \u2018Joe\u2026 she\u2019s dead,\u2019 he said gently.<\/p>\n

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Joe looked at him, an appalled expression on his face. \u2018Dead?\u2019 he whispered. \u2018Dead?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018She took off last night and I found her this morning down in the creek.\u00a0 She drowned.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe stared at this brother for a full minute while the impact of his words sunk in. \u2018Did she \u2026 did she \u2026 kill herself?\u2019 he asked finally.<\/p>\n

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Adam looked at him intently. \u2018What would make you say that?\u2019 he asked.<\/p>\n

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Joe sighed. \u2018Well \u2026 she was kinda \u2026 crazy you know?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018Yes, I do know,\u2019 he said simply.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Well?\u00a0 Did she?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Joe, I\u2019m not sure,\u2019 replied his brother honestly. \u2018All I know is that I found her body in the creek early this morning.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Is that \u2026 where you went before?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said. \u2018I buried her out by that other grave.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018I see,\u2019 he said. \u2018I\u2019m sorry for her.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam studied the boy in the bed. \u2018Are you?\u2019 he said. \u2018After all she did?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe looked confused. \u2018She .. was kind to me,\u2019 he said. \u2018She \u2026\u2019\u00a0 he stopped as he tried to remember. \u2018Well she did \u2026 well \u2026 make me feel uncomfortable sometimes \u2026 but \u2026\u2019 his voice trailed away.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Uncomfortable?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded. \u2018She looked after me, but she kept calling \u2026 me \u2026 Josh.\u00a0 It was her husband\u2019s name,\u2019 he explained.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I see.\u2019\u00a0 Adam hesitated as he wondered just how much his brother could handle hearing about what had really gone on between the two of them.\u00a0 He wasn\u2019t at all sure just how much Joe had been aware of.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I think \u2026.\u2019 Joe wiped his hand across his face. \u2018I think she \u2026 was lonely without \u2026 her husband,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Adam lifted his right eyebrow. \u2018I\u2019m sure of it,\u2019 he said in a sarcastic tone.<\/p>\n

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\u2018She kept talking \u2026 about him all the time,\u2019 continued Joe, his brother\u2019s tone going unnoticed by him. \u2018I think she \u2026 got confused and thought I was him \u2026 sometimes.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018I see,\u2019 he said.<\/p>\n

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Joe blushed. \u2018Adam?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Can you find my clothes for me? I really want to get dressed.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Sure buddy.\u00a0 They\u2019re over here in this drawer.\u00a0 I found them earlier.\u2019\u00a0 Adam brought Joe\u2019s things over to him.<\/p>\n

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\u2018Cochise?\u2019 asked Joe as his brother helped him put his shirt on. \u2018Is he okay?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018He\u2019s fine,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018He\u2019s out in the barn eating up a storm.\u2019\u00a0 He looked at his brother\u2019s thin face. \u2018Which is really what you should be doing.\u00a0 We need to get some more food into you.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe smiled. \u2018I really do feel better today,\u2019 he said. \u2018Not sick like before.\u00a0 I haven\u2019t thrown up once since last night.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018I know,\u2019 said Adam as he poured some more broth into a cup.\u00a0 \u2018Here, have some of this.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe sipped it slowly. \u2018Did you make it?\u2019 he asked. \u2018It\u2019s not some of Margaret\u2019s is it?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Definitely not,\u2019 replied Adam. \u2018All mine.\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Good,\u2019 said Joe, taking another sip. \u2018I didn\u2019t really like her cooking. It tasted funny.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam smiled at him sadly. \u2018Drink it up,\u2019 he said. \u2018You\u2019ll be amazed at how much better you\u2019ll feel.<\/p>\n

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\u2018There you go,\u2019 said Adam as he gently tucked the blankets around his younger brother in the back of the buckboard.<\/p>\n

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\u2018I really think I might be able to ride for a bit,\u2019 said Joe.<\/p>\n

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\u2018You are going to stay right where you are,\u2019 said Adam sternly. \u2018I\u2019m not taking any chances with you young man!\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You sound like Pa,\u2019 giggled Joe.<\/p>\n

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Adam smiled as he tied Cochise and Sport to the back of the buckboard. \u2018We\u2019ll get to Placerville by this afternoon,\u2019 he said. \u2018Pa and Hoss should be there with the rest of the search party and we\u2019ll meet up with them.<\/p>\n

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Joe looked over at the two wooden crosses by the side of the creek. \u2018She said that she wanted to stay here forever with Josh,\u2019 he said in a low voice. \u2018Seems like she got her wish.\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam nodded. \u2018Yes,\u2019 he said in a tight voice. \u2018Seems like she did.\u2019\u00a0 Not from me Joe, <\/em>he thought. You\u2019re never hearing the truth from me buddy \u2026 you\u2019ve been hurt enough.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u2018She was kinda nice you know,\u2019 continued Joe. \u2018Even if she was a bit crazy.\u2019 Adam said nothing, but looked over to the creek and pursed his lips. \u2018Hey Adam?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018Yes?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u2018You never did tell me \u2026 why did she run off like that?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Adam hesitated. \u2018Well \u2026 like you said Joe \u2026 she was a bit crazy.\u00a0 Who would know?\u2019<\/p>\n

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Joe nodded as Adam got up onto the front of the buckboard and hitched up the reins. As they drove slowly away from the cabin Joe watched sadly as the two crosses disappeared from sight.<\/p>\n

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