{"id":2314,"date":"2010-10-22T08:25:00","date_gmt":"2010-10-22T12:25:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2314"},"modified":"2025-02-27T12:23:39","modified_gmt":"2025-02-27T17:23:39","slug":"the-journey","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2314","title":{"rendered":"The Journey (by Dodo)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span class=\"label\">Summary:\u00a0 <\/span>2010 Halloween Challenge: Injured and alone Ben prepares to take a journey.<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"label\">Rated:<\/span> K+\u00a0 Word Count:\u00a0 5050<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 The Journey<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>From the sprawling meadows of the low country to the upper reaches of the Sierras there\u2019d been a chilly briskness in the late autumn air for days which gave a true indication the onset of winter was not far off.<\/p>\n<p>However against his better judgement and his sons\u2019 advice Ben Cartwright ignored the signs, leaving the house soon after first light to check countless gullies for any strays from his herd of prime beef which may have wandered up the rocky slopes of the mountains and into the forest of Ponderosa pines from which his ranch took its name.<\/p>\n<p>So far Ben hadn\u2019t found a single steer and after eight hours in the saddle he\u2019d just about had enough.\u00a0 He was seriously considering heading back home when suddenly the familiar sound of several bawling cattle could be heard in the far end of a deep sloping ravine.\u00a0 Knowing the animals had probably found themselves trapped at a dead end but hadn\u2019t the sense to turn around and walk back out, Ben veered off the main trail and headed towards the echoing noise, walking his mount carefully along a little used mud-caked path which followed the rim of the gully.<\/p>\n<p>The plaintive cries grew louder and Ben was only a couple of hundred yards away when without warning the narrow track suddenly shifted and began crumbling under Buck\u2019s feet. \u00a0The usually placid horse reared in fear as he scrambled to regain his footing and jump to safety; in the process throwing his unprepared rider off his back.<\/p>\n<p>The momentum from his fall carried Ben over the edge and down a steep slope, his body pitched and tossed on rocks until the sound of a dull thud indicated he\u2019d reached the bottom.\u00a0 He lay unmoving on the hard ground, dazed, badly bruised and with blood oozing from a deeply cut forehead. Then after several seconds he attempted to sit up but fell back with a loud cry of anguish.<\/p>\n<p>Holding a hand tight against his chest Ben let out an involuntary curse as he realised in an instant his leg was broken and a number of ribs were cracked.\u00a0 He was going nowhere fast, and as a fresh wave of pain hit and caused him to black out, to add to Ben\u2019s woes storm clouds gathered above, the wind began to howl and it started to snow.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Hours later after the first blizzard of the season passed over Ben regained consciousness and opened pain filled eyes.\u00a0 It was dark and though the temperature had plummeted way below freezing for a moment Ben\u2019s befuddled brain was unable to work out why he couldn\u2019t stop shivering and felt so cold, so very cold; the kind of cold that reaches down deep into a man\u2019s soul. \u00a0But then his blue tinted fingers felt the icy white blanket which covered him from head to foot and he realised why.<\/p>\n<p>With teeth chattering Ben acknowledged the fact in his present state he could well be frozen to death by morning. \u00a0For he was well aware though in normal circumstances his injuries might well have been survivable, this fact did not apply this time.\u00a0 Not without a horse to carry him to warmth and safety.\u00a0 Not when it meant spending a night alone on the mountain in sub-zero conditions.<\/p>\n<p>So in a fresh burst of panic Ben attempted to gather all his remaining strength and pull himself up in a vain effort to make his way to some sort of shelter.\u00a0 But all his efforts were to no avail as once again Ben cried out with a tortured mix of anguish and pain and groaning pitifully fell back onto the floor in a crumpled heap.<\/p>\n<p>Numbed by the cold and with a sense of apathy settling on him, Ben\u2019s thoughts grew fuzzy and in the last dim corner of awareness he resigned himself to his fate. \u00a0Then unable to fight an overwhelming need to close his eyes he fell into the comforting blackness of a delirious slumber and lay still and silent in the snow.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>As the first flush of dawn appeared in the sky the weakened early morning sun did nothing to relieve the bitter cold on the mountain side.<\/p>\n<p>Ben stirred, immediately recalling all that had happened hours before and unable to comprehend why he felt such peace and well being as warmth flooded throughout his body. \u00a0Hardly believing he\u2019d managed to survive the freezing night he cautiously raised his hand and felt for congealed blood on his forehead.\u00a0 But there was no sign of injury.\u00a0 He took a deep breath.\u00a0 There was no sharp pain from his ribs.\u00a0 He moved his leg.\u00a0 It flexed without any sign of discomfort.<\/p>\n<p>Ben just gave a small smile of acceptance as the reason for his miraculous recovery became clear in his mind as he concluded he must be either dreaming\u2026.or dead.<\/p>\n<p>Serenely calm he stood up and studied the snowy white landscape when suddenly he sensed another\u2019s presence close at hand. He looked about him to left and right but there was no one to be seen and then on a whim he cast his gaze upward.<\/p>\n<p>Ben couldn\u2019t help but widen his eyes with wonder as he watched a tall figure gracefully descending until it reached a few feet above the ground then effortlessly hovered in the air.\u00a0 Open mouthed he took in the flowing robes and a pair of huge wings fixed to each shoulder, both covered in the whitest and softest of feathers and each feather tip glinting as though speckled with gold.<\/p>\n<p>Strangely unafraid or shocked at the sight Ben shot over a questioning look.\u00a0 \u201cAm I dreaming or are you an Angel come to escort me to my Maker?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The ethereal being smiled a little.\u00a0 \u201cI can assure you this is no reverie of yours Benjamin but your final journey is not for a while yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned, considering the essence of the comment and its implication.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t understand.\u00a0 If this is not a dream then am I dead or not?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The entity shook its head.\u00a0 \u201cYou are still alive though your time on this earth is close to ending Benjamin.\u00a0 However as there is no chance of anyone finding and saving you in the time you have left, and as I know you never wanted to die alone I\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou thought you\u2019d keep me company,\u201d Ben interrupted intuitively.\u00a0 \u201cGuess I should be thankful for that, though I\u2019ve always hoped when the time came I\u2019d go from the comfort of my own bed.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>The entity chucked.\u00a0 \u201cI realise that Benjamin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben raised a surprised eyebrow.\u00a0 \u201cYou do?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes.\u00a0 I know everything.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben acknowledged and accepted this statement without argument, having no reason to disbelieve.\u00a0 \u201cSo what now Angel?\u00a0 We just sit and wait for me to take my last breath?\u201d he asked sardonically.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThat is the usual course of action,\u201d the entity revealed before falling silent for a few moments and casting a brief glance to the heavens as if in a serious soundless discussion with an unseen figure.\u00a0 Then with a smile on its face the entity turned and gave a gentle nod as if a decision had been made.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s been noted you\u2019ve lead a remarkably honest and hardworking life during your time on earth Benjamin.\u00a0 So I\u2019ve been charged with taking you on a special journey before you leave this world.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Humbled, Ben shook his head.\u00a0 \u201cBut I\u2019ve done nothing exceptional to deserve such treatment.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere are some who beg to differ Benjamin,\u201d the entity countered and moved to float towards him.\u00a0 As the being closed in within an arm\u2019s reach, for the first time Ben suddenly felt uneasy.\u00a0 He stepped back.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThere\u2019s no need to be afraid Benjamin,\u201d a calming voice instructed as the huge wings suddenly opened out then wrapped themselves around, embracing him securely in feathered confinement.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The sensation of warmth and softness combined to still the anxious Ben, and before he knew what was happening he felt himself being lifted into the air, rising higher and higher into the blue ethereal sky.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He\u2019d hardly had time to take a breath when Ben felt his feet settle on terra firma.\u00a0 The wings drew back and cautiously Ben looked around and could see he was standing within the stone walls of a small but well cared for church yard.\u00a0 Headstones of different sizes and shapes were spread out in an orderly fashion and a large elm tree stood as if on guard in a corner.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben immediately knew his location &#8211; New England &#8211; for it was as if he\u2019d only visited yesterday.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity pointed to a grave covered in a mass of delicately fragrant pink and white flowers a few yards away, and Ben obediently and eagerly moved closer and bent down to read the finely carved inscription he\u2019d remembered so well.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Elizabeth Cartwright<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Beloved wife of Benjamin Cartwright<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Treasured mother of Adam Cartwright<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Tragically taken but never forgotten<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben gave a sad sigh.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ve dreamt many times of this place since leaving with Adam all those years ago.\u00a0 How did you know I\u2019ve always regretted not returning?\u201d he asked the entity, though not waiting for an answer. \u201cI just hope Elizabeth can forgive me for never coming back with our son.\u00a0 I loved her so much\u2026 in my heart I\u2019ve never stopped loving her.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The heavenly being gave a perceptive smile.\u00a0 \u201cElizabeth understands the reasons why Benjamin.\u00a0 And she knows of your constant love.\u00a0 She\u2019s always known.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut how could you know that?\u201d Ben asked incredulously then gave a nod of understanding.\u00a0 \u201cOf course.\u00a0 You know everything,\u201d he continued, answering his own question and finding some degree of comfort from the entity\u2019s revelation.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>There was then several minutes of reverential quiet as Ben knelt down and ran a finger carefully over the ornate lettering, silently mouthing the name of his first wife as thoughts of their time together filled his mind and tears blurred his vision.\u00a0 Eventually he looked up. \u201cThank you Angel,\u201d he said simply as he wiped a sleeve across his moistened eyes.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019m ready to die a much happier man now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI appreciate your words of gratitude Benjamin,\u201d the entity breathed.\u00a0 \u201cBut our journey is not finished yet.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>And as Ben pushed himself up once again the huge wings enfolded around them both.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Not far from the Overland Stage post of Ash Hollow, the prairie wind blew through a small copse of trees.\u00a0 Beneath its leafy ceiling a mass of blue and purple grew in abundance, the colourful carpet of wild flowers covering the floor of the wooded area.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>At its secluded centre a pair of crudely made wooden crosses stood as markers at the head of two raised mounds of earth, both heaped with stones to keep the poor souls lying beneath protected from any scavenging creatures which roamed the land.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Unlike Elizabeth\u2019s final resting place there were no fancy words to indicate who lay there. \u00a0Not even a simple dedication.\u00a0 But Ben knew.\u00a0 And though it was nearly twenty five years since he\u2019d last stood on this spot a lump formed in his throat as he stared down where his much-loved second wife lay buried\u2026his beloved Inger.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Their short time together had been hard as they\u2019d travelled in the wagon train heading West \u2013 Ben\u2019s dream of finding them a new home where they could live and prosper driving them on.\u00a0 But Inger had never survived to see that day arrive. How bravely she\u2019d fought as the Indians attacked.\u00a0 How quickly she\u2019d died in her husband\u2019s arms.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben gave a sad sigh as he recalled digging her grave while six year old Adam held his sleeping baby brother in his arms.\u00a0 \u201cWe were so happy during our short time together. I just wish she\u2019d had a chance to watch her son grow into the fine man he\u2019s become.\u00a0 Hoss takes after his mother in so many ways.\u00a0 Strong yet gentle, fiercely loyal to those he loves.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Long fingers curved on Ben\u2019s arm and gave a gentle squeeze.\u00a0 \u201cInger knows and she is very proud.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>With his eyes watering with understanding Ben fell to his knees in silent contemplation as the entity regarded him with a look of compassion.\u00a0 After a short while it edged closer and laid a hand gently on Ben\u2019s shoulder.\u00a0 \u201cThe time had come for us to move on Benjamin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben\u2019s eyes travelled back to the heavenly being and he reluctantly nodded then returned his gaze to the mound.\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ve never forgotten you my darling,\u201d he murmured in a loving farewell just as the wings opened out like before and he suddenly felt himself surrounded in darkness and rising up.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben looked over towards Lake Tahoe as it shimmered in the bright sunlight. \u00a0Marie\u2019s burial plot lay a short distance away from the shore line and Ben had lost count of the number of times he\u2019d visited both alone and with his youngest son by his side since the day his third wife had been laid to rest.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWe had six wonderful years and she gave me such treasured memories during that time,\u201d Ben said with a smile as he looked over to the hovering figure behind him.\u00a0 \u201cHas Marie watched over our Joseph through the years?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>There was an emphatic nod.\u00a0 \u201cShe has and she thanks you Benjamin for everything you\u2019ve done for him.\u00a0 Just as Elizabeth and Inger also express their gratitude for the way you\u2019ve raised their sons so well on your own.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben sighed with contentment at their shared approval.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ve been truly blessed with my three boys.\u00a0 No man could be prouder of their sons as I am of mine.\u00a0 I\u2019m going to miss them so much.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Watching him closely the entity gave a questioning look.\u00a0 \u201cYou seem more at peace here than I\u2019d expected Benjamin. Is there a reason?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben bent down and laid a hand tenderly on the granite headstone.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ve never truly felt as though Marie left me after she was buried here on the Ponderosa.\u00a0 Being able to visit at anytime and just talk to her has always made me feel as though she\u2019s close and never far away.\u00a0 Does that make sense?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt makes perfect sense Benjamin,\u201d the entity answered.\u00a0 \u201cAnd in truth you\u2019ve never really been on your own.\u00a0 Their bodies may be back in Massachusetts and Nebraska, but Elizabeth and Inger\u2019s spirits have always remained by your side over the years.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Reassured by his words Ben heaved a thankful sigh and as he sensed the entity was ready to leave he willingly moved to greet it, welcoming and appreciating the softness of extended wings brushing across his skin as they enveloped them both.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Within the blink of an eye Ben found himself back in the snow covered ravine.\u00a0 Realising immediately where he was and why he\u2019d been returned he looked over towards the entity with a sad sigh of resignation.\u00a0 \u201cIs it my time to go with you now Angel?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes Benjamin.\u00a0 Your time has come.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben nodded without protestation, prepared and ready to take the ultimate Journey.\u00a0 But then a thought suddenly occurred and he let out a cry of dismay.\u00a0 \u201cNO!\u00a0 Not today.\u00a0 I can\u2019t die today! I mustn\u2019t die today!\u201d he exclaimed.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity shook its head sorrowfully.\u00a0 \u201cNo one wants to leave this world Benjamin but you have to accept the fact your time has come.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBut you don\u2019t understand Angel,\u201d Ben pleaded.\u00a0 \u201cToday is my youngest son\u2019s birthday. \u00a0I can\u2019t die today and have Joseph remember this date for the rest of his life as the day I passed away.\u00a0 It would break his heart. Let me die tomorrow instead.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity sighed.\u00a0 \u201cKnowing how much you love your sons I realise this fact grieves you.\u00a0 But I haven\u2019t the power to go into the future.\u00a0 I\u2019m sorry Benjamin but you have no choice in the matter and must come with me now.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben knew he was clutching at straws but he persevered regardless. \u00a0\u201dWell if you can\u2019t go into the future, then what about journeying into the past?\u00a0 Have you the authority to go back in time?\u201d he queried.\u00a0 \u201cIf so let me die yesterday, a week ago, a month!\u00a0 Just not today!\u00a0 Not on Joseph\u2019s seventeenth birthday!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Looking at him with surprise, the heavenly being was uncharacteristically thrown as it stared at the earnest face before it.\u00a0 \u00a0\u201cWhat\u2026.did I hear you correctly?\u201d it stammered.\u00a0 \u201cYou mean you\u2019d sacrifice time on this world for the sake of your son\u2019s peace of mind?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course,\u201d Ben replied emphatically.\u00a0 \u201cIf that\u2019s what it takes.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity blew out its cheeks with bemusement.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ve never had anyone offer to relinquish a minute, an hour, a day on this earth before for the sake of another. You are indeed a remarkable man Benjamin.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben felt his heart leap with hope.\u00a0 \u201cDoes that mean you have the power and you\u2019ll do it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity rubbed its chin thoughtfully for a few moments. \u00a0\u201cYes I have the power,\u201d it finally disclosed.\u00a0 \u201cAnd if you\u2019re really serious and want it to happen, it can be done.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Tears of gratitude filled Ben\u2019s eyes.\u00a0 \u201cThank you and yes, I want it to happen.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>All of a sudden the entity unexpectedly looked into the far distance beyond Ben\u2019s shoulder as if hearing or seeing something no human ear could hear or eye could see.\u00a0 \u201cI didn\u2019t take into account your sons being as stubborn or determined as their father.\u00a0 They have been out searching for many hours and refused to stop until they found you.\u00a0 They\u2019re very close now\u2026close enough to discover your dead body before the wolves do.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThen please take me quickly back into the past to die. I can\u2019t have Joseph discover me on his special day.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity nodded and slowly its huge wings began to unfurl.\u00a0 \u201cVery well, if you\u2019re really sure\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly without warning there was an unexpected loud rumble of thunder from up in the clear blue sky and the entity paused and quickly raised its gaze.\u00a0 Then after a few moments it stared back towards Ben.\u00a0 \u201cIt would seem there has been a change of plan.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben eyed the entity blankly.\u00a0 \u201cI don\u2019t understand.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIt\u2019s been decided because of the selflessness you\u2019ve shown for the sake of your son, you\u2019ve been granted an extension of life.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou mean I don\u2019t have to die today or return to the past?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>The entity smiled.\u00a0 \u201cThat\u2019s correct Benjamin,\u201d it said while gently flapping its wings.\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cBut one day the time will come when we\u2019ll meet again and take your final journey together.\u00a0 On that you have my word.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hardly able to comprehend what was happening Ben stared up as the Angel rose high into the sky, leaving as swiftly as it had appeared and quickly disappearing from sight into the ether.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Alone once more all of a sudden Ben felt the blood in his veins running very cold. \u00a0He shivered and as the agonising pain from his leg and chest rapidly returned he staggered a few paces then collapsed heavily onto his back; Ben\u2019s world once more growing dark then as black as a raven\u2019s wing as he lay motionless on the snow covered ground yet again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Waking with a start, Ben\u2019s world was no longer murky but bright from the glow of a pair of oil lamps fixed on the walls of his room.\u00a0 He looked about his surroundings with some degree of confusion then noticed a pair of corn-blue coloured eyes staring at him intently; his middle son\u2019s face at the end of the bed puckered with worry but suddenly breaking out into a beaming smile.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPa? Thank heavens you\u2019re awake at last.\u00a0 We was thinkin\u2019 you weren\u2019t ever goin\u2019 to come round.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Blinking hard as he accustomed himself to the light, Ben drew in a sharp breath of disbelief.\u00a0 \u201cHoss?\u00a0 What\u2019s going on?\u201d he asked in a whisper; his voice croaked and husky.\u00a0 \u201cHow\u2019d I get here?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Adam appeared from the shadows by the window, grinning affectionately and clearly relieved.\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019re been unconscious for a couple of days since we brought you down from the mountain Pa.\u00a0 But that gave Doc Martin plenty of time to check out your injuries then set your broken bones and bind your ribs without you feeling a thing.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly aware of a dull ache in his left leg and the tight bandage around his chest Ben gave a short nod of understanding.\u00a0 He shifted and tried to lever himself up to a more comfortably position but inhaled sharply, wincing from the effort.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>There was a sudden movement to Ben\u2019s right.\u00a0 \u201cHere let me help you Pa,\u201d a familiar young voice offered, Joe leaping forward from where he\u2019d been slumped dozing in a bedside chair and hooking his arm around Ben\u2019s back while he pumped up the pillows.\u00a0 Then he eased him carefully down again.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>With his face visibly ashen and obviously still in some degree of discomfort Ben managed a grateful smile.\u00a0 \u00a0\u201cThank you Joseph.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Noticing his pallor Adam sighed sympathetically. \u201cDoc Martin says your leg and ribs are going to take some time to mend so you\u2019ll be pretty sore for a while Pa,\u201d he said softly.\u00a0 \u201cYou\u2019ll have to take it easy but he\u2019s left several doses of laudanum if you need it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Comforted somewhat by this revelation Ben nodded his thanks.\u00a0 \u201cI\u2019ll bear that in mind son,\u201d he smiled weakly, and as his memory slowly returned to some sort of normality he began his questioning.\u00a0 \u201cI was a long way off the main trail when I got thrown so how\u2026how did you manage to find me?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Fingers suddenly reached out and curled around Ben\u2019s callused hand where it lay against the blanket.\u00a0 \u201cWe\u2019d been out all night Pa then just as dawn was breaking we found old Buck not far off from the start of that ravine,\u201d Joe informed with a choked voice of emotion at the memory.\u00a0 \u201cHeard those cows bellowing so we followed their tracks and luckily came across you half frozen to death in the snow.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOf course\u2026the snow,\u201d Ben murmured.\u00a0 He gave an involuntary shudder at the recollection.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s the last thing I remember\u2026being so cold.\u00a0 So very cold.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Joe continued, waving his free hand towards his brother.\u00a0 \u201cHoss had you wrapped up in a blanket and cradled you all the way home like a babe in arms to keep you warm home Pa.\u00a0 It took hours \u2018cause we couldn\u2019t move fast, but Doc Martin said if we hadn\u2019t found you when we did you\u2019d have been a gonna for sure within the hour.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Realising by their dogged determination to find him they\u2019d undoubtedly saved his life Ben looked between them for several seconds, his eyes moist and his face radiating his appreciation.\u00a0 How lucky and privileged he felt to have such wonderful sons. \u00a0Then his expression suddenly turned sombre and he concentrated his gaze on his youngest, giving an apologetic sigh as he stared steadily at him.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou won\u2019t have had much of a birthday Joseph.\u00a0 I\u2019m sorry son.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Joe eased back into his chair and shook his head with the indifferent nonchalance of youth. \u00a0\u201cDon\u2019t matter Pa.\u00a0 Finding you alive was the best birthday present I could ever have had.\u00a0 Besides, there\u2019s always next year.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Next year?\u00a0 Ben swallowed hard.\u00a0 How good it felt to know there was going to be a next year.\u00a0 Then he frowned, his eyes glazing over as though a sudden thought had taken his mind miles away.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>He didn\u2019t move, continuing to stare straight ahead and after several seconds of silence his three boys exchanged concerned glances.\u00a0 Hoss looked back at his father once more with a worried gaze.\u00a0 \u201cSomething wrong Pa?\u00a0 You feelin\u2019 more pain?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Shaken out of his trance like state Ben pursed his lips hard then shook his head.\u00a0 \u201cNo son, I\u2019m fine.\u00a0 It\u2019s just I\u2019ve got this feeling deep down that I was talking to someone after I fell.\u00a0 Someone I need to remember.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss\u2019 worried gaze changed to one of puzzlement.\u00a0 \u201cBut there weren\u2019t no sign of any tracks on that mountain exceptin\u2019 those steers and old Buck Pa.\u00a0 If there had been we\u2019d have noticed for sure.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Still Ben persisted with a degree of agitation.\u00a0 \u201cBut I\u2019m almost positive I was talking to someone about a journey I needed to go on.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou\u2019ve probably been dreaming,\u201d Adam said with a kindly smile in an attempt to pacify.\u00a0 \u201cAfter all you have been unconscious for quite a while.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOr maybe you were hallucinatin\u2019 Pa,\u201d Hoss added.\u00a0 \u201cYou did bang your head pretty hard and the mind can sure play a whole load of tricks when that happens.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben nodded though still unconvinced.\u00a0 \u201cYes\u2026I suppose you could be right boys.\u00a0 But I was so sure\u2026.\u201d\u00a0 His voice trailed despondently.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Joe attempted to lighten the mood.\u00a0 \u201cReckon you might have had yourself a visit from one of those ghostly beings intent on escorting you to the after life Pa,\u201d he offered mischievously, letting out a cackling chuckle. \u00a0\u201cAfter all it was Halloween.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>However his comedic observation did not go down well as Hoss shot over a dark look.\u00a0 \u201cLittle brother I sure despair of your sense of humour sometimes,\u201d he scolded. \u201cThat weren\u2019t funny considerin\u2019 how close Pa came to dyin\u2019 on your birthday.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben couldn\u2019t help but smile.\u00a0 \u201cIt\u2019s all right Hoss.\u00a0 I\u2019m sure Joseph didn\u2019t mean any harm.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Pretending to look hurt Joe nodded.\u00a0 \u201cThat\u2019s right Pa. Some folk around here can never take a joke,\u201d he whined, making a face at his big brother but a moment later beaming a playful grin.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss chuckled at his expression; his sharp words already forgotten as he turned his gaze back to his father.\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cBy the way I didn\u2019t know you were takin\u2019 up plant collectin\u2019 these days Pa?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned questioningly.\u00a0 \u201cSorry Hoss?\u00a0 What do you mean?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Leaning over towards the bedside table Hoss picked up a water filled glass vase containing two bunches of wild flowers; one a mix of pink and white and the other purple and blue. \u201cFound these little beauties in your jacket pocket Pa.\u00a0 They were a mite crushed but have plenty of strong taproots so I\u2019m sure they\u2019ll have a good chance of survivin\u2019 if we plant them pretty soon.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben shook his head in bemusement.\u00a0 \u201cBut I\u2019ve no idea where they\u2019ve come from.\u00a0 In my jacket pocket you say?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYes Sir,\u201d Hoss replied as he buried his nose into the colourful blooms and inhaled.\u00a0 \u201cThey sure do smell nice.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Widened his eyes with interest Ben looked more closely at the flower heads for a few moments then shook his head slowly.\u00a0 \u201cCan\u2019t say I recall seeing any of them ever growing anywhere on the Ponderosa.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Adam also gave them quick scrutiny.\u00a0 \u201cNope, nor me.\u00a0 And I\u2019m almost certain they\u2019re not native to this area.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Joe just gave a slight shrug of disinterest.\u00a0 \u201cWell don\u2019t care where they\u2019ve come from but I reckon they\u2019d sure look real pretty growing up at the lake by Mama\u2019s grave.\u00a0 Give the place a whole load of colour in spring and summer.\u00a0 What do you reckon Pa?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben\u2019s face softened and he nodded at his suggestion.\u00a0 \u201cReckon you\u2019re right Joe.\u00a0 Maybe you could ride over and plant them in a nice sheltered spot there sometime?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSure Pa.\u00a0 I was figuring on visiting Ma once I knew you were going to be fine.\u00a0 You know\u2026just to talk, if that\u2019s all right with you?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben patted Joe\u2019s hand knowingly.\u00a0 \u201cOf course it is son,\u201d he smiled, then before he could stop himself let out a loud yawn.\u00a0 With the mystery of the flowers momentarily forgotten he shook his head in embarrassment.\u00a0 \u201cSorry boys\u2026guess I\u2019m more tired than I realised.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNot surprising after what you\u2019ve been through,\u201d Adam observed as he dimmed both oil lamps.\u00a0 \u201cWe\u2019ll leave you in peace for a while.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cGood thinkin\u2019 Adam,\u201d Hoss acknowledged as he placed the vase back down.\u00a0 \u201cAnd I\u2019ll make sure there\u2019s plenty of Hop Sing\u2019s chicken soup ready for when you\u2019ve woken up Pa.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben smiled his thanks but as though reluctant to leave him alone for even a minute Joe laid a hand gently on his father\u2019s arm.\u00a0 \u201cYou sure you don\u2019t want me to sit with you while you\u2019re sleeping?\u00a0 It won\u2019t be any bother.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Noting his weary face and feeling guilty to be the cause of it, Ben shook his head.\u00a0 \u201cNo son, there\u2019s no need.\u00a0 I\u2019m feeling a lot better so you go and try and get some rest yourself.\u201d\u00a0 He then stared over at the drained faces of Adam and Hoss.\u00a0 \u201cLooks like you all could do with a good night\u2019s sleep.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Happy in the knowledge he was on the road to recovery the three Cartwright brothers dutifully left the room, closing the door softly behind them.\u00a0 And after listening to their departing footsteps Ben carefully sank down under the warming covers when a draught of cold air sent him into an unexpected shudder. He looked over towards the window in case it had been left open, but it was shut tight.\u00a0 However something in the shadows suddenly caught his attention and Ben watched as it floated around the darkened room above his head.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>It was a feather, small, downy-soft and with its tip glinting gold in the diffused lamp light.\u00a0 And as it drifted down, lower and lower it eventually came to rest on Ben\u2019s chest and he picked it up and absently stroked it gently across his cheek.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Turning his head Ben stared towards the blossoming flowers, marvelling at their unseasonal colour and delicate fragrance and wishing with all his heart he knew where they\u2019d come from and why.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Still unable to shake off the thought he\u2019d had company on the mountain his eyes slowly grew heavy and closed and it was then the unseen 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