{"id":2322,"date":"2008-04-06T08:42:23","date_gmt":"2008-04-06T12:42:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2322"},"modified":"2026-02-11T10:44:36","modified_gmt":"2026-02-11T15:44:36","slug":"soul-mates","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=2322","title":{"rendered":"Soul Mates (by Dodo)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Summary: <\/span>A chance remark leads Joe to remember his first love<\/p>\n

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Chapter 1:<\/p>\n

Prologue<\/em><\/span><\/span><\/div>\n
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It was another fine summer\u2019s day; bright, warm and the sky brilliant china blue with massive fluffy clouds floating effortlessly high above the horizon. Far below on the sun baked ground, the San Francisco to Virginia City Overland Express stage coach swayed from side to side as each of the six horses pulling it strained in their harnesses, climbing the trail where tall Ponderosa pines grew on either side of the well worn and rutted road.The driver cracked his whip, skilfully weaving his team onward as the three passengers inside dozed fitfully under the glare of a hot mid day sun, when suddenly the bouncing coach, creaking and groaning on its leather straps lurched precariously around a sharp bend, causing one of its occupants to tilt forward and awake with a confused start.Steadying himself on the wooden door frame at his side, Joseph Cartwright pushed himself back in his seat, wiping his hand across a sweated forehead then easing out the crick in his neck as he glanced outside through the small stage window. He\u2019d been away on business for a few weeks and unused to the stresses and strains of long meetings and dealings that had nearly worn him down to the point of mental exhaustion, the rhythmic swaying of the coach had quickly lulled him to sleep shortly after departing at sunrise from the final relay station on the return journey.As he\u2019d slept many miles were covered by the galloping horses, and now noticing the familiar landscape where the snow crested peaks of the Sierra Nevada loomed on the distant horizon, Joe heaved a grateful sigh of relief. After four days travelling he\u2019d soon be able to leave the cramped confines of the dusty and uncomfortable stage, and once again return to the Ponderosa and the comforts of home.<\/p>\n

With the sun at its zenith the penetrating heat of day filled the interior of the coach and in the claustrophobic atmosphere Joe could feel globules of sweat running down his back, making his shirt cling to his body uncomfortably. He loosened his string tie and undid the top button of his shirt in an attempt to gain a degree of comfort then sank back onto his seat, stretching out his legs but careful not to disturb his fellow passengers.<\/p>\n

Having just turned eighteen years old, this had been Joe\u2019s first solo trip away from the ranch without the watchful eye of an elder Cartwright continually on him; the young man entrusted with securing a contract for the ranch to sell the large herd of Texas Long-Horns that were driven over to the rail yards of Sacramento on the yearly cattle drive.<\/p>\n

Too young to be considered in the past, during family discussions on who would be the one to visit San Francisco that year Joe decided it was time he was given the opportunity to go, and so put his name forward as a prime candidate. Over a period of several evenings he argued his case eloquently in an attempt to convince his father he was now old enough and more than capable of negotiating a good deal with the many buyers of prime quality beef, throwing over silent pleading stares as Ben gazed thoughtfully at him.<\/p>\n

Finally, after much deliberation and a few sleepless nights, Ben agreed to his youngest son\u2019s request, though Joe couldn\u2019t fail to notice a fleeting look of doubt and unease pass over his father\u2019s face. Adam and Hoss also exchanged sceptical glances with each other but remained silent, leaving Joe more than aware his family inwardly questioned the wisdom of allowing him loose and un-chaperoned in such a big city. However, choosing to ignore the looks Joe beamed over a broad smile of gratitude, promising he would not fail them though the trust and faith placed in him constantly weighed heavy on his young shoulders during his time away.<\/p>\n

Picking up his jacket that lay by his side on the bench seat, Joe pulled out a cheque nestling safely next to a contract within an inside pocket and read again the amount written in clear black ink. Much to his surprise and delight all had gone better than he could have ever dreamed possible; his quick wit, pleasant nature yet keen negotiating skills, making him a natural when securing top dollar for the Ponderosa\u2019s cattle. A smile curved the side of his mouth and his eyes flashed happily.<\/p>\n

The legally binding agreement with the largest buyer from the Eastern States had been signed and sealed with one day to spare before he was due to return home, and he\u2019d even managed to obtain five dollars more per head than Adam had the year before. He gave a silent chuckle, eager to see the look of astonishment on his eldest brother\u2019s face and the pride in his father\u2019s eyes when told of his success, and giving it a final satisfied glance, Joe returned the cheque once more to his jacket then studied his two fellow travellers who\u2019d joined the stage en route for St. Louis.<\/p>\n

They were only around Joe\u2019s age but obviously very much in love and he smiled softly as he gazed upon the tender sight of Molly and Jack Hunter, clinging together and continuing to doze with Molly\u2019s head lying on her husband\u2019s shoulder and his arm enfolding her protectively.<\/p>\n

Joe viewed them enviously for a few moments then turned his gaze away, his face darkening slightly as he recalled the previous evening when they\u2019d all sat by a blazing log fire at the relay station, joking together, eating from a large pot of rabbit stew and drinking mugs of dark, strong coffee.<\/p>\n

During a lull in the conversation Molly had turned to a smiling and relaxed Joe, asking if he believed it possible to find a true soul mate during ones life time. It was then the happy expression on Joe\u2019s face suddenly froze and his eyes glazed over with sadness, leaving him barely aware of the penetrating stare of the young woman on him as he\u2019d nodded then turned to gaze soberly into the fire.<\/p>\n

However Molly was oblivious to the change in Joe\u2019s demeanour as she continued to explain how she and Jack had realised they were soul mates from the day they met and after becoming engaged on her seventeenth birthday, had married a few weeks ago and were now embarking on a new life together in the mid-west.<\/p>\n

Neither noticed how Joe\u2019s face had visibly paled as he\u2019d listened to their tale, for though he\u2019d successfully suppressed it over the past few months, Molly and Jack had awakened a deep rooted and unhappy memory which rose once again to the surface as tears welled in his eyes. He\u2019d made his excuses and retired to bed early, leaving the young couple to gaze contentedly together into the fire, Jack holding his wife\u2019s hand and fingering her wedding band absently and both blissfully unaware of the misery they\u2019d unintentionally caused their fellow passenger.<\/p>\n

As the stage continued to trundle along at a speedy pace a wheel suddenly dropped into a rut in the road and the coach swayed drunkenly, shaking Joe from his recollections of the previous evening. Tilting his hat down over his face he folded his arms across his chest and closed his eyes with a resigned sigh.<\/p>\n

He\u2019d hoped to be spared the heartache but found himself thinking back, unable to stop his mind from wandering as once again he recalled the events that caused so much sadness during a fateful and tragic summer two years before\u2026.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

The early morning sun peeping over the horizon shone through the windows onto the dining table as Ben Cartwright walked down the stairs and looked over at his two eldest sons who were already eating their breakfast.<\/p>\n

\u201cMornin\u2019 Pa,\u201d greeted Hoss, throwing his father a welcoming smile before returning to tuck into his large portion of ham and eggs. Adam poured out a fresh cup of coffee as Ben settled into his chair at the head of the table, and then handed it over to his father.<\/p>\n

\u201cThat was the best night\u2019s sleep I\u2019ve had in weeks and for once I never heard a sound when you all got up!\u201d Ben admitted, eyeing his eldest son warmly with a grateful nod and enjoying a long swallow of the strong flavoured drink.<\/p>\n

\u201cWe thought you deserved a lie-in Pa, seeing as you were late getting back last night.\u201d<\/p>\n

Smiling his thanks Ben took a few sips then replaced the near empty cup in its saucer, sighing contentedly, his expression softening as he glanced between the two men. \u201cSure feels good to be home. Much as I enjoy visiting Matt and Lydia in New Mexico, four weeks away from you boys and my own bed is four weeks too long!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou sure you\u2019ve got your priorities right Pa?\u201d teased Adam with a grin. \u201cBet you missed your mattress more than us three!\u201d<\/p>\n

With a chuckle Ben shook his head. \u201cNow Adam\u2026surely you don\u2019t expect me to answer that? Guess I\u2019ll just have to plead the Fifth Amendment!\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam and Hoss threw each other a smile as Ben helped himself to a portion of the breakfast fare displayed on the table and was about to start eating when he sniffed the air and frowned in puzzlement, looking over at his eldest son.<\/p>\n

\u201cIs that your Bay Rum I can smell? Rather early in the day isn\u2019t it?\u201d<\/p>\n

Swallowing down his last mouthful of bacon, Adam nodded his head, indicating up the stairs with his fork. \u201cLittle Joe asked if he could use some this morning.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou mean that smell is coming from Joseph?\u201d asked Ben in astonishment. \u201cHe isn\u2019t even shaving yet\u2026is he?\u201d<\/p>\n

Pushing back his empty plate Adam shook his head then heaved a heavy sigh. \u201cI shall have to tell him he should be a little more liberal with its use though,\u201d he grumbled as he too smelt the distinctive odour permeate around the room. \u201cHe doesn\u2019t seem to realise he only needs to use a small amount\u2026.not a hand full!\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss smiled and sat back on his chair, noting the bewildered expression on his father\u2019s face and reached over. \u201cSeems Little Joe is more than keen to make a good impression these days Pa!\u201d he explained, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. .<\/p>\n

Pouring out another cup of coffee Ben threw a questioning glance between his two sons. \u201cWhat\u2019s going on with your brother?\u201d he asked finally. \u201cI left strict instructions he had to behave himself while I was gone or he would suffer the consequences. What\u2019s he been up to this time?\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam shook his head and smiled. \u201cJoe\u2019s been as good as gold. He\u2019s done every chore we\u2019ve asked him to do without question.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cPlus we ain\u2019t had to drag him out of bed every mornin\u2019 to get him to school,\u201d added Hoss as he chewed on a bread roll. \u201cHe\u2019s been up an\u2019 dressed and keen to get goin\u2019 as early as possible and even told us he\u2019s been revising hard for end of year exams!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben widened his eyes in surprise and pondered thoughtfully for a moment. \u201cThis is our Little Joe you\u2019re talking about?\u201d he asked as his eyes flashed in confused amusement. \u201cThe Little Joe who\u2019s hated school his entire life and been given failing grades every year without exception!\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam and Hoss smiled and nodded emphatically in unison.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, to say I\u2019m amazed is an understatement! Such a change in attitude is certainly a transformation for the better as far as your brother is concerned, though I wish it had happened years ago,\u201d acknowledged Ben happily as he began to cut up his food into small pieces. \u201cIt would seem the threat of my slipper on his backside when I returned has finally shown him the error of his ways!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSorry Pa, but we have a sneaking suspicion that\u2019s not the main reason why he\u2019s behaving out of character these days,\u201d replied Adam mysteriously as he looked over at Hoss who nodded in agreement.<\/p>\n

Ben swallowed a mouthful of egg and gave him a puzzled stare. \u201cWhat else can it be?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNot what but who Pa!\u201d answered Hoss beaming a broad smile. \u201cIt seems little brother is eyein\u2019 a certain filly in Virginia City!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben frowned as he put down his fork and picked up his coffee cup. \u201cSon, it\u2019s too early in the morning for riddles. What on earth are you talking about? We\u2019ve already told him he can choose a yearling for his birthday from the Paiute herd. Why is he looking at more horses in town?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo! You don\u2019t understand!\u201d laughed Hoss as he wiped his plate clean with the last of his bread roll. \u201cThis \u2018ere filly is the two legged variety! Little Joe\u2019s finally discovered girls\u2026or at least one in particular!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben spluttered out a mouthful of his drink. \u201cGirls? When I left a month ago the only female love of his life was his old pony!\u201d he cried, wiping his mouth with his napkin. \u201cAt fifteen years old he\u2019s still far too young to be thinking seriously along those lines!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cReally?\u201d asked Adam with a grin, winking over towards his brother. \u201cI seem to remember you telling us many tales of when you left home and soon discovered the fairer sex while sailing on the clipper ships all over the world!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course\u2026but that was different! I was sixteen\u2026..\u201d<\/p>\n

As Adam raised his eyebrow questioningly, Ben visibly paled at the memory.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhen you put it like that Adam, I guess Joe is certainly not too young. Oh well, if girls have now come into the equation maybe I should remind him of the \u2018necessary\u2019 talk I gave him a while ago.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cShucks Pa\u2026he don\u2019t need no remindin\u2019!\u201d protested Hoss with a chuckle. \u201cLittle Joe\u2019s been listenin\u2019 in at the bunk house for years, and as far as those birds and bees are concerned, I reckon he knows as much as is healthy for any teenager to know!\u201d<\/p>\n

Slightly relieved Ben heaved a grateful sigh at his middle son. \u201cWell, he better continue to remember and behave himself. Just who is this particular filly\u2026.erm\u2026young lady your brother has his eye on?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cMiss Angelina Morgan no less!\u201d<\/p>\n

Sitting back in his chair Ben shook his head and frowned questioningly. \u201cMorgan? Is she the daughter of the new lawyer who arrived in town a few weeks ago?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s right, and from what I\u2019ve heard she\u2019s a pretty little thing and I reckon Joe is really smitten with her!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAre you sure Hoss?\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded confidently and helped himself to another couple of slices of ham. \u201cI\u2019m positive, and it sure seems to have made him grow up quick\u2026and I for one am truly grateful. Draggin\u2019 a reluctant, screamin\u2019 and bad tempered baby brother out of bed each morning is not somethin\u2019 I\u2019ve enjoyed over the past few years!\u201d<\/p>\n

Suddenly the front door could be heard closing and as Ben and his two sons turned their heads Joe came into view, the fifteen year old walking around the corner with a huge grin on his face. \u201cMorning Pa\u2026brother one\u2026brother two,\u201d he quipped cheekily as he slipped into his chair. \u201cGood to have you back Pa. Sure have missed you.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cMissed you too son,\u201d Ben replied with a smile and watched Joe help himself to a plate full of scrambled eggs and take a sip from his glass of milk that had always been provided for him at every breakfast meal by their ever faithful cook and housekeeper, Hop Sing, since he was a small child.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ve finished all my chores,\u201d he confirmed, glancing up at his elder brother and as Adam gave a nod of thanks Joe looked back towards Ben and his green eyes flashed happily. \u201cI didn\u2019t hear you get back last night. Did you manage to buy the prize bull from Mr Tate?\u201d he asked through a mouthful of food.<\/p>\n

\u201cYes son. Matt sold him for a very fair price and though I looked in you were fast asleep so I decided not to disturb the sleeping beauty!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe grinned then continued to tuck into his breakfast. \u201cIt\u2019s a pity you slept in late this morning Pa. You sure missed a beautiful sunrise.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben raised his eyebrows in mock surprise. \u201cIs that right son? I shall just have to make sure I get up earlier in future!\u201d he declared with a chuckle. \u201cErm\u2026you seem in a very good mood young man. You do realise you\u2019re going to school this morning?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course I do! That\u2019s why I\u2019m up early and I\u2019m always in a good mood these days,\u201d replied Joe, smiling and glancing between his two brothers as if for confirmation of his statement. \u201cIt\u2019s the new me!\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded and placed his arm fondly around his brother\u2019s shoulder, noticeably sniffing the air. \u201cThis is the new you Joe? Well, I hope he stays around a while. Sure had my belly full of the old grumpy one!\u201d<\/p>\n

Laughing good-heartedly Joe continued to demolish his breakfast with gusto.<\/p>\n

\u201cI hear you have a new class mate son,\u201d stated Ben finally as Joe pushed back his empty plate and gave a contented sigh. \u201cIs Miss Angelina Morgan the reason for you using your brother\u2019s most expensive cologne?\u201d<\/p>\n

The sound of her name brought an immediate change in Joe\u2019s happy manner as he suddenly grew serious and nodded, reddening slightly. \u201cCan you smell it?\u201d he asked cautiously as he wiped his hand over his face and put his fingers to his nose.<\/p>\n

\u201cSmell it? The amount you\u2019ve used they\u2019re probably able to sniff it over in Carson City!\u201d murmured Adam sarcastically. Joe narrowed his eyes and immediately reverted back to a child hood habit of sticking out his tongue at his brother, then noticed Ben\u2019s stern look on him.<\/p>\n

\u201cSorry Pa\u2026Adam,\u201d he muttered apologetically, looking sheepishly between them. \u201cOnly it\u2019s real important I try to impress Angelina today.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cImpress her Joseph? Why?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe didn\u2019t answer straight away, keeping his gaze fixed on the table as he coughed nervously. Something was obviously troubling him and he returned to look at his father with a slightly forlorn expression.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI want to ask\u2026\u201d he began again, his voice in a tone so low it was barely audible.<\/p>\n

\u201cI just want to ask her if she\u2019ll come to the Founder\u2019s Day picnic with me,\u201d he said in almost a whisper, and bowing down his head sensed his brother\u2019s eyes boring into him. He tensed, waiting for any sign of ridicule from them, but for once there was no hidden laughter in their eyes as Adam and Hoss studied their teenage brother thoughtfully.<\/p>\n

\u201cI see,\u201d acknowledged Ben finally, raising an eyebrow. \u201cThe social is only a couple of weeks away so you\u2019re leaving it a bit late son. Hasn\u2019t anyone else asked her before now?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe quickly looked up at his father and without taking a breath the words tumbled out from him at break neck speed.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, every boy in the school has offered to take her, but she\u2019s not agreed to go with any one of them\u2026and I didn\u2019t think I\u2019d have a chance so I\u2019ve held back till now\u2026but then when she even turned down Mitch he said I should try as I\u2019ve nothin\u2019 to lose and I\u2019d regret it if I didn\u2019t\u2026.but no one really thinks I stand a chance and reckon she must be real stuck up\u2026but I know she isn\u2019t though…she\u2019s just shy and nervous being new and all\u2026and when we\u2019ve sat next to each other in class she\u2019s smiled really sweet at me and\u2026and\u2026!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe took a deep gulp of air then glanced at the faces with mouths agape that stared over at him.<\/p>\n

\u201cI really like her\u2026like her a lot. I just hope she likes me enough to let me take her,\u201d he concluded quietly but without much conviction.<\/p>\n

Three pairs of sympathetic eyes viewed the youngest Cartwright and then a voice broke through the silence.<\/p>\n

\u201cSeems like this young lady may be playing hard to get Joe,\u201d advised Adam, a kindly smile on his face as he drained the last of his coffee. \u201cBut good luck anyway\u2026.just hope you won\u2019t be too disappointed.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe glanced at his elder brother, appreciating the note of genuine concern in his voice as Adam wiped his mouth on a crisp white napkin then stood up and made his way to the front door.<\/p>\n

Nodding in agreement Hoss pushed back his chair to follow. \u201cJust give her that heart meltin\u2019 smile of yours,\u201d he offered by way of advice, lovingly slapping Joe\u2019s back as he passed behind him. \u201cShe won\u2019t be able to resist you then.\u201d<\/p>\n

Buckling on their gun belts the two brothers reached for their hats and threw over a farewell before disappearing through the door to begin their daily chores, leaving Ben to settle back in his chair and study his youngest as Joe continued to drink down the glass of milk in front of him in one long swallow.<\/p>\n

Ben suddenly wondered where the years had gone as he studied his youngest son closely. The baby of the family was certainly maturing into a handsome young man; shoulders broadening and his brown curly hair usually tousled and unruly was slicked and combed down tidily. How his dear Marie would have been so proud of him.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa?\u201d Joe asked finally, putting down the glass and wiping his hand across his mouth, unaware of his father\u2019s thoughtful gaze upon him. \u201cCan I ask you a question\u2026man to man?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded, shaken from his private musings and forcing back a grin as he viewed the serious expression on his son\u2019s face. \u201cOf course you can Joseph. What do you want to know?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe took a nervous swallow. \u201cI\u2019ve never asked a girl out before,\u201d he stated with a slight tremble in his voice. \u201cWhat do I do?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben regarded him for a moment. \u201cYou really like this young lady, don\u2019t you son.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s innocent green eyes flashed wildly. \u201cOh yes! Since the first time I saw her I knew she was special and I\u2019ve never known anyone so beautiful,\u201d he insisted enthusiastically and then suddenly drew a breath and stared at his father apologetically. \u201cExcepting Ma of course!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben gave a soft smile and pushed his chair back easing himself over to sit by Joe\u2019s side, and placing a finger under his chin raised his head so father and son stared directly into each other\u2019s eyes.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell Joe, all I can say is be yourself and she will be bound to see the kind, caring and loving young man that I am proud to call my son. If that isn\u2019t enough for her to accept your invitation, then she doesn\u2019t deserve you,\u201d he stated wisely.<\/p>\n

Joe frowned, slightly embarrassed and chewed at his lip. \u201cThanks Pa. I\u2019ll do my best to show her the real me.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sure you will Joseph,\u201d answered Ben encouragingly, giving him a reassuring smile.<\/p>\n

Suddenly the clock by the front door began to strike the hour.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019d better go. Angelina is always at school early and I want to ask her before everyone else turns up,\u201d Joe explained placing his arms around his father\u2019s neck in a loving embrace. \u201cLove you Pa,\u201d he whispered as Ben reciprocated, holding his son tight and appreciating the closeness between them before Joe released himself and pushed his chair back, the scent of Adam\u2019s expensive after shave still noticeably lingering at the breakfast table.<\/p>\n

Hurriedly he walked over to the credenza and picked up his hat and Ben noticed a momentary hesitation as his son stood by the door then taking a deep breath planted his hat firmly on his head in a determined fashion. \u201cBye Pa,\u201d he cried, giving his father a farewell wave before walking over to the barn to saddle up his pony.<\/p>\n

Ben followed, standing by the open door and staring at the disappearing back of his youngest. \u201cGood luck Joseph,\u201d he murmured tenderly as his eyes suddenly watered, and then wiping his eyes he looked over at a photograph of a smiling Marie that stared at him from his desk.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh to be young and in love my darling,\u201d he chuckled quietly as he turned back into the room and closed the door firmly behind him.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

The journey to school seemed to flash bye in a blur for Joe as he cantered along the road, nervous, deep in thought and his mind in a spin. He tried to think what he should say and how to ask her, but the more he thought the more his brain seemed to become befuddled until it came to a point where he could hardly string two words together coherently, never mind a sentence!<\/p>\n

He chided himself. \u201cCome on Joe! After all\u2026she\u2019s only a girl!\u201d<\/p>\n

Only a girl! What an understatement he mused as he remembered the first time he\u2019d set eyes on Angelina.<\/p>\n

He\u2019d been half asleep, annoyed and fed up at being forced out of his warm bed yet again by Hoss just to attend school. After all, Joe had reasoned, in a matter of a few weeks he would be leaving to begin working full time on the Ponderosa along side his father and brothers, so what use was it to study hard for the final exams coming up? He had no intention of going to college like Adam, so there didn\u2019t seem much point trying to gain higher grades, he\u2019d decided.<\/p>\n

Bored and disinterested he\u2019d doodled absently on his slate with a piece of chalk, then looked up through half closed eyes as his teacher entered the room and introduced a new pupil to the class, Miss Angelina Morgan. She was indeed a beautiful girl and a sight to behold with her slim figure, clear pearly white skin, grey eyes that flashed warm and friendly and corn-coloured hair that cascaded over her shoulders.<\/p>\n

Her father had worked for a law firm in Tucson Arizona, and continued to bring her up single handed rather than send her to live with her grandparents in New York after the death of her mother at the age of five. Father and daughter had been happy and content for the past ten years but when the opportunity came for him to open up his own law practice in Virginia City, Angelina\u2019s father had decided to uproot them both and start a new life in Nevada.<\/p>\n

Angelina had looked around nervously at her new classmates and as her eyes fell on Joe he\u2019d sat up, instinctively smiling over a welcome and unable to tear his gaze from the vision of loveliness as she\u2019d been shown to the spare seat by his side. Easing herself down, Angelina accidentally knocked her bare arm against him and placing her hand on his in apologetic fashion, her warm touch sent a tingle against Joe\u2019s skin, the like of which he\u2019d never known before.<\/p>\n

For Joe it was love at first sight as his heart beat faster and faster within his chest and his face blushed with embarrassment. Then for days afterwards the usually vivacious and talkative young man, never known to be shy or flustered became very nervous, clumsy and awkward in her presence, not knowing what to say, stuttering and feeling a complete and utter fool. Other pupils in their class subsequently drew Angelina away from the tongue-tied Joe and he\u2019d kept his distance; his self confidence at an all time low and thinking he was no competition for the other boys who flocked around the pretty teenage girl like flies to a honey pot.<\/p>\n

However he still felt himself continually drawn towards her by an unknown force and when she\u2019d confided in him a few days later that she enjoyed arriving at school well before lessons began, Joe made a point of leaving home early so he could be alone with her for a short while before the other students made an appearance. Within a couple of days he\u2019d relaxed and lost his gawkiness, regaining his easy charm and self-esteem as they sat together, chatting and laughing and comfortable in each other\u2019s company.<\/p>\n

During one of their first early morning conversations they discovered that coincidentally both their birthdays fell on the same day. It caused much amusement when Angelina worked out Joe was actually six hours younger than her and he\u2019d joked she certainly looked a good deal older. Scolding with feigned anger Angelina swatted him hard on his backside, sending Joe sprawling into a puddle on the ground and he\u2019d sat up, face and hands covered in mud, setting the two of them off giggling uncontrollably.<\/p>\n

After that their friendship blossomed even more. Angelina, who was also a clever and eager student, encouraged Joe in his lessons, helping him and pushing him to such a degree his grades soon turned from the lowest to the highest within a few short weeks; much to her delight and his amazement.<\/p>\n

Joe knew he had fallen in love with the slim, golden haired girl, whose lively smile and gentle musical laugh was contagious to all who heard it. But he kept his feelings to himself, and even when Angelina declined the many offers to escort her to the up and coming picnic, he couldn\u2019t bear to face her rejection so remained silent and content with the friendly relationship that had developed between them.<\/p>\n

Until now!<\/p>\n

Joe eventually arrived at school and quickly led his pony to the sheltered lean-to, watering and making her comfortable before making his way over to the open play yard. In a far corner, under the branches of a full leaved oak tree, a figure sat almost motionless, reading intently and occasionally swatting away a fly from her face. Angelina looked up and smiled a welcome as Joe walked over, returning her greeting with a nervous grin.<\/p>\n

\u201cMorning Little Joe,\u201d she smiled, marking the page in her book before closing and placing it down on the floor. Feeling a nervous sweat building up within him, Joe took off his hat and eased down as Angelina looked at him directly, her eyes boring into him questioningly.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou look very serious. Is something the matter?\u201d she asked with a concerned voice. Joe swallowed hard then shook his head, gazing into her grey eyes. \u201cNo. I just want to ask you something.\u201d There was a moment\u2019s pause.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell?\u201d Angelina prompted; her voice light and friendly. Gulping, Joe tore his gaze away and looked down at his boots, momentarily distracted as he wished for all his worth he had remembered to clean them as he noticed the scuff marks on the leather toes.<\/p>\n

\u201cCan\u2026will\u2026may I escort you to the Founder\u2019s Day Picnic?\u201d he stuttered finally, looking up at her as he awaited the inevitable rejection. Angelina however gave an excited cry and smiled happily.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh yes Little Joe. I\u2019d love you to!\u201d<\/p>\n

With his green eyes widening in utter surprise Joe took a deep gulp of air. \u201cYou do?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBut\u2026but you\u2019ve turned down all the other boys who\u2019ve wanted to take you!\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave a gentle smile. \u201cThat\u2019s because I\u2019ve been waiting for the right boy to ask me\u2026and you certainly took your time!\u201d she laughed, her eyes sparkling with joy. A slow grin appeared on Joe\u2019s face.<\/p>\n

\u201cI didn\u2019t think I\u2019d stand a chance\u2026that\u2019s why I\u2019ve taken so long.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh Little Joe,\u201d Angelina murmured softly through lowered eyelashes. \u201cSurely you must know how much I really like you by now?\u201d<\/p>\n

Shaking his head Joe sighed and gave a nervous smile. \u201cGuess I haven\u2019t had much experience\u2026with girls,\u201d he stated hesitatingly, then stared at her incredulously. \u201cYou\u2026really like me?\u201d he blurted out, grinning like an idiot as he suddenly realised what she\u2019d said.<\/p>\n

Angelina gazed at him shyly. \u201cPlease don\u2019t laugh Joe, but the truth is, when I first saw you I knew you were someone special. I\u2019ve always hoped you thought\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe gave a serious nod, his smile now gone. \u201cYes, it was the same for me,\u201d he interrupted quickly. \u201cI think you\u2019re wonderful.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina\u2019s eyes flashed happily. \u201cAnd I think you are too,\u201d she whispered in his ear and then quickly standing picked up her book and put out her arm. Joe gave a bashful smile then tentatively took hold of Angelina\u2019s outstretched hand and allowed her to pull him onto his feet.<\/p>\n

As they faced each other Joe squeezed her fingers gently then leant forward, and with the audacity of a nervous adolescent planted an impromptu kiss on her lips causing Angelina to flinch back, surprise showing on her face as she blushed profusely.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sorry,\u201d Joe apologised quickly, noticing the colour on Angelina\u2019s cheeks and mistaking it for displeasure. \u201cI didn\u2019t mean to act improper. I just thought\u2026well, after what you said\u2026guess I was wrong.\u201d<\/p>\n

A slow smile lighted her grey eyes. \u201cJoe?\u201d<\/p>\n

Kicking himself for making such a blunder Joe took a nervous swallow. \u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou weren\u2019t wrong.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe felt a warmth flood over him and he beamed a smile, a mutual attraction now established between them as they stood happily hand in hand while a familiar sounding bell rang out calling the students to lessons. Reluctantly releasing his grip Joe scooped up his hat from the ground and pushed it down on his head as Angelina slipped her arm through his and together they turned and walked towards the school, unembarrassed and oblivious to the many surprised stares and whispered comments offered by fellow pupils.<\/p>\n

However, being two of the most likable and popular students there were no childish taunts thrown their way, and from that day on their lives glowed in continuous sunshine as Joe and Angelina became the centre of each other\u2019s world.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

Two weeks later the social occasion of the year for the citizens of Virginia City arrived; everyone who was anyone attending the Virginia City Founder\u2019s Day Picnic without fail. The day dawned warm and sunny and Joe rushed through the front door, his chores completed and looking anxiously at the clock by the front door as he took his seat and sipped at his glass of cool milk.<\/p>\n

Footsteps could be heard making their way down the stairs and Ben looked over in surprise as he noticed his youngest son already sat at the table and eating his breakfast. \u201cMy\u2026you are an early bird,\u201d he commented with a laugh as he pulled out his chair and sat down. \u201cHave you done your chores already?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe nodded emphatically. \u201cI didn\u2019t want to be late Pa,\u201d he stated as he emptied his plate in quick fashion.<\/p>\n

\u201cBut you have plenty of time yet Joe,\u201d said Ben kindly. \u201cIt doesn\u2019t start until after midday!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe looked over, his voice choked with unease and his face serious. \u201cI know\u2026but\u2026I kind of said I\u2019d go over to Angelina\u2019s early\u2026you know\u2026to introduce myself to her father. She thought he\u2019d appreciate the gesture.\u201d<\/p>\n

The importance of the day for Joe was not lost on Ben as he heard the quiver in his voice and sensed the nervousness he felt. He studied his son tenderly, well aware of his desire to do everything correctly; for Little Joe the child had seemingly disappeared over the past few weeks to be replaced by a conscientious and caring young man.<\/p>\n

\u201cMr Morgan is going to be very impressed by your good manners and thoughtfulness,\u201d Ben smiled, placing his hand affectionately on his son\u2019s arm. \u201cI\u2019m sure everything\u2019s going to be fine.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe nodded, his father\u2019s words giving him confidence as Adam and Hoss suddenly appeared, yawning loudly as they made their way slowly down the stairs and each squinting and narrowing their eyes from the bright morning light.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou two look like you could do with an extra hour in bed,\u201d commented Ben, eyeing them with a questioning look. \u201cLate night in Virginia City?\u201d<\/p>\n

Both nodded, their pale faces a sure indication of the vast amount of beer they had consumed during their evening at the Founders Day Eve Celebrations at the Silver Dollar saloon. As they sat down Ben poured out two mugs of black coffee and passed them over, looking between his two eldest sons as they drank it gratefully.<\/p>\n

\u201cI hope you\u2019re taking note Joseph,\u201d instructed Ben as he shook his head in feigned dismay. \u201cThis is what happens when you partake of too much liquor!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe peered at his brothers then sat back and folded his arms, well aware they were suffering from a hangover. \u201cDon\u2019t worry Pa. I ain\u2019t ever gonna get drunk\u2026not if I end up looking as ugly as those two!\u201d he declared as Adam and Hoss glared over bleary eyed. However, as a thought suddenly came to him he turned in his seat and tugged at his big brother\u2019s sleeve.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou will be coming to the social won\u2019t you?\u201d he asked Hoss anxiously. \u201cI told Angelina I\u2019d introduce you all and she\u2019s really looking forward to it.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t you go frettin\u2019 yourself Little Joe, I\u2019ll be there!\u201d confirmed Hoss as he gulped down his coffee then placed a couple of slices of ham on his plate. \u201cJust need somethin\u2019 in my stomach then I\u2019ll be as good as new.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe gave a grateful smile then looked across the table. \u201cWhat about you Adam?\u201d<\/p>\n

Toying with the small portion of scrambled egg he\u2019d just placed on his plate and wondering whether it was wise or not to actually eat anything, Adam put down his fork and stared over at his brother. \u201cOh, I\u2019ll be there buddy\u2026but don\u2019t expect me to stay around for long. I have a feeling Abigail may be on the prowl so I need to keep myself on the move!\u201d<\/p>\n

As he sank back in his chair with a sigh Adam awaited the inevitable laughter and he was not to be disappointed. His father and brothers chortled gleefully, for they all knew the local school mistress, Miss Abigail Jones, had a soft spot for the eldest Cartwright son and took every opportunity to corner him and try to gain his attention, and this fact causing much hilarity within the family.<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t worry Adam,\u201d Joe reassured him as calmness once more settled between them. \u201cAngelina told me last week Miss Jones has agreed to be escorted by her father. Looks like you\u2019re not the flavour of the month this time!\u201d<\/p>\n

A bright spark of relief flashed through Adam\u2019s blood shot eyes and then his face darkened. \u201cAnd you\u2019ve left it till now to tell me?\u201d he demanded, having dreaded the thought of being chased all afternoon by Abigail.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh\u2026guess I forgot all about it,\u201d teased Joe mischievously, feigning a serious expression on his face, though the twinkle in his eyes was unmistakable.<\/p>\n

\u201cLittle brother\u2026if I thought for one minute you\u2019d \u2018forgotten\u2019 on purpose, I\u2019d be round this table and putting you over my knee!\u201d cried Adam sulkily as he once again rubbed his throbbing forehead. \u201cAs it is, I\u2019ll give you the benefit of the doubt\u2026plus I haven\u2019t got the strength to move fast at the moment!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe stifled a laugh at his elder brother\u2019s delicate state then looked back at his father. \u201cAngelina can\u2019t wait to meet you as well Pa.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben smiled politely and nodded. \u201cI\u2019m looking forward to it son. After hearing you talk about her so much, it\u2019s about time I met the young lady who seems to have put you in a permanent good mood!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe blushed slightly then gave his father a pleading stare. \u201cPlease may I take the buggy to pick up Angelina? I\u2019ll drive it real careful. I promise!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben studied him thoughtfully for it was a well known fact Joe had a streak of wild recklessness that threatened at times to keep him in constant trouble of one kind or another. However as he noticed the earnest look on his face Ben smiled softly and gave a slight nod. \u201cVery well Joseph but just make sure you take it easy young man! No showing off!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThanks Pa,\u201d replied Joe excitedly, his voice noticeably rising in volume. \u201cCan I use some of your cologne again Adam?\u201d<\/p>\n

His elder brother cringed slightly, closing his eyes as Joe\u2019s voice reverberated around his ears. \u201cSuppose so,\u201d he murmured hoarsely. \u201cBut not quite so much this time otherwise you might just attract every wasp and fly in the vicinity!\u201d<\/p>\n

Amused at his brother\u2019s continuing fragile state a smiling Joe threw him a whispered thank you before deliberately calling out in a loud voice towards his father. \u201cMay I be excused? I need to get changed into my Sunday best.\u201d<\/p>\n

As Adam visibly shuddered at the loud decibels thrown towards him, Ben chuckled and nodded and Joe noisily pushed back his chair and made his way towards the stairs.<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t you worry about the buggy Little Joe,\u201d shouted Hoss through a mouthful of bread, now feeling much better and smiling gleefully as he watched his elder brother continue to suffer. \u201cI\u2019ll hitch it up for you. Wouldn\u2019t want you gettin\u2019 dirty before you\u2019ve even set off!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cGee\u2026thanks Hoss, that\u2019d be great. At least I\u2019ll be able to create a good first impression with Mr Morgan if I turn up looking neat and tidy,\u201d he called out before disappearing around the corner onto the landing.<\/p>\n

Adam slowly opened his eyes and exchanged glances with his father and brother as the sound of Joe\u2019s bedroom door closing echoed from above. \u201cHe\u2019s certainly making a big effort for his first date,\u201d he acknowledged, pushing away his untouched breakfast as his stomach continued to churn nauseously from the previous night\u2019s excess, and then poured out another cup of black coffee.<\/p>\n

Ben nodded in agreement. \u201cDid you know he even offered to get a haircut?\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss\u2019 jaw dropped and he stared at his father incredulously. \u201cHe offered? Ain\u2019t ever thought I\u2019d see the day. Looks like Little Joe\u2019s growing up fast!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben gave a chuckle. \u201cI said he offered Hoss but he hasn\u2019t actually made it through the door of the barber\u2019s shop on his own yet!\u201d<\/p>\n

Blue eyes flashed with amusement as Hoss exchanged a smile with his father.
\n\u201cWell it\u2019s a start Pa!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s obviously in the throes of his first love\u2026I recognise the signs!\u201d interrupted Adam as he took a sip of his drink. \u201cMaybe I should give him some brotherly advice? After all he\u2019s still only a kid and hasn\u2019t had to go through the trauma of a broken heart yet and won\u2019t know what to expect when it hits him!\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded in agreement as Ben stroked his chin thoughtfully.<\/p>\n

\u201cA kid he may still be, but I have the feeling he wouldn\u2019t appreciate us interfering at the moment,\u201d he commented with fatherly concern. \u201cNo, he\u2019s just going to have to find out the hard way when the time comes, but I hope for all our sakes it doesn\u2019t end in too many tears.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Blissfully unaware he\u2019d been the main topic of his family\u2019s conversation at breakfast Joe arrived later that morning on the outskirts of Virginia City, pulling to a halt by the front gate of a pretty whitewashed house surrounded by a picket fence, feeling light headed and his heart fluttering wildly. Was this what it\u2019s like to be in love, he mused excitedly before he stepped down; brushing away a covering of dust from his jacket with his sweated hands then removing his hat and finger-combing his unruly curls into place before checking his boots were still polished and without scuff marks.<\/span><\/span>Taking a deep breath he then walked up to the front door but just as he was about to knock it opened and Angelina stepped through, wearing a dress of pretty pink and her golden hair falling over her shoulders and shining in the sunlight. They exchanged smiles and as the sweet fragrance of lavender toilet water filled the air she reached out and took hold of his hand.\u201cMorning Joe. I was hoping you\u2019d get here early,\u201d she admitted, hardly believing the ungainly boy who\u2019d smiled a welcome on her first day at school was now standing in front of her, a straight-backed and handsome young man in a dark blue suit and black string tie, his face twisted into a grin of pure happiness.Joe squeezed her fingers and gave her a peck on the cheek before taking a deep breath and swallowing nervously. \u201cWell, I\u2019d better get it over with and meet your Pa.\u201dAngelina gave a soft chuckle. \u201cDon\u2019t look so worried. He isn\u2019t an ogre and won\u2019t eat you!\u201d<\/p>\n

Feeling slightly relieved at this revelation Joe followed Angelina into the house then placing his hat by his side he sat down on the settee and looked around while Angelina ran upstairs, calling for her father.<\/p>\n

Although a frequent visitor to the Morgan home, this was the first time he\u2019d actually been inside and he sat in awe as he stared round at the three sides of the room that were filled with shelves, all heaving under the weight of hundreds of books. He stood up and began to study the varied array of reading material. No wonder Angelina loved to read with so much to choose from, he mused, thinking how his elder brother would be in seventh heaven given the opportunity to look through the vast number of titles.<\/p>\n

A comfortable armchair was on one side of the fireplace and above the mantelpiece hung a portrait of a beautiful young woman who seemed to look directly into his eyes as Joe stared at it intently. He guessed it must be Angelina\u2019s mother because the similarities between her and her daughter were unmistakable; the same grey eyes, golden coloured hair, piled high on her head, and a smile that conveyed warmth and tenderness.<\/p>\n

Suddenly muffled footsteps could be heard on the carpet and Joe looked around as Lucas Morgan walked down the stairs and entered the room. He was a tall man in his early forties, slightly portly in build but with a handsome clean shaven face. His short brown hair, greying at the temples, was neatly combed and he carried a dark coloured jacket over his arm. Sweating nervously Joe stood up then pushed out a hand and gave a hesitating greeting.<\/p>\n

\u201cGood day sir\u2026I\u2019m Joseph Cartwright\u2026It\u2019s a pleasure to meet you.\u201d<\/p>\n

Looking over horn rimmed spectacles Lucas grunted a mumbled welcome and shook Joe\u2019s hand, seemingly reluctantly, his severe gaze constantly on Joe as he eyed him up and down. \u201cSo you\u2019re the young man who\u2019s been trifling with my little girl\u2019s affections,\u201d he growled menacingly. \u201cI wondered whether you\u2019d be brave enough to show up!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe noticeably paled as Angelina walked behind her father and gave him a playful punch on the arm. \u201cReally Pa! Stop teasing Joe and trying to frighten him to death!\u201d<\/p>\n

Her father gave a quirky grin and looked over at his daughter as she stood by Joe\u2019s side. \u201cDon\u2019t worry,\u201d she reassured him as she took hold of his hand. \u201cPa always likes to pretend to be real fierce\u2026but he\u2019s just putting on an act.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe is?\u201d squeaked Joe, totally taken in by the performance. With a laugh Lucas stared over with twinkling eyes at the young couple.<\/p>\n

\u201cSorry young fella\u2026but you looked so scared when I came in here, I couldn\u2019t resist it!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe gave a sigh of relief. \u201cThat\u2019s all right sir. But you sure had me convinced,\u201d he answered, noticing how father and daughter smiled in the same kind and friendly way. Angelina disappeared into the kitchen as her father eased himself into his chair and indicated for Joe to sit down on the settee.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ve heard The Ponderosa is the largest spread in the territory,\u201d he queried with a friendly smile as he removed his glasses and placed them in his pocket.<\/p>\n

Joe settled back onto his seat and nodded. \u201cYes, it sure is sir,\u201d he admitted, the pride in his voice impossible to miss. \u201cAnd my Pa and brothers are really lookin\u2019 forward to meeting you at last.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas nodded appreciatively. \u201cSince arriving in Virginia City I\u2019ve found myself so busy it\u2019s been difficult finding the time to ride out and introduce myself to all the ranch owners.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI could escort you around during the picnic,\u201d Joe offered gallantly. \u201cI know just about all the folk around here who\u2019ll be turning up.\u201d Lucas found himself genuinely warming to the young man and gave him a look of thanks.<\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s very kind of you to offer Joseph but Miss Jones has already volunteered, plus I have a feeling my daughter wouldn\u2019t want me taking up all your time on such a task!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe nodded as Angelina reappeared and placed a tray containing three glasses of lemonade onto a small table, handing over one each then sitting down by Joe\u2019s side. Lucas Morgan took a sip then wiped a hot and sweaty brow and winced slightly with pain and she gave him a worried glance.<\/p>\n

\u201cAre you feeling all right Pa? You look a little flushed.\u201d<\/p>\n

Her father continued to wipe his face with a handkerchief and nodded over as he rubbed his chest. \u201cI\u2019m fine Angel. Just slight indigestion and feeling the heat I guess.\u201d<\/p>\n

Swallowing a mouthful of lemonade Joe put down his glass and gave a smile. \u201cAngel?\u201d he echoed curiously.<\/p>\n

\u201cThat was my mother\u2019s nickname for me Joe,\u201d Angelina admitted, exchanging a brief glance with her father. \u201cIt\u2019s sort of a private family one\u2026I only like my Pa to use it now.\u201d<\/p>\n

Suddenly feeling slightly intrusive as he caught the intimate look thrown between them, Joe took a sip of his drink then diplomatically changed the subject.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou have a fine variety of books Mr Morgan. Ever since my brother Adam returned from college in Boston he\u2019s just been collecting one after the other till his bedroom is crammed with them. He\u2019d sure love looking through all these and that\u2019s a fact!\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas looked around the walls, smiling contentedly. \u201cI\u2019ve always loved the written word, no matter what the subject,\u201d he admitted as he cast his eyes on the various shelves. \u201cIf your brother ever wants to come and borrow any, he is more than welcome.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe gave a grateful smile and nodded as Lucas took a deep swallow of his drink then regarded his guest once again with interest. \u201cBoth you and Angelina will be graduating in a few weeks. What are you aiming to do then Joseph? Do you want to go to college like your brother?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe shook his head emphatically. \u201cOh no sir! I haven\u2019t the brains to follow in Adam\u2019s footsteps, that\u2019s for sure!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t under sell yourself young man! My daughter tells me you have a very quick mind and that you\u2019ve been working extremely hard over the past weeks with your school work.\u201d<\/p>\n

Looking slightly embarrassed Joe gave a nod. \u201cI have Angelina to thank for that. She\u2019s given me a lot of help and encouragement lately. But I still intend to remain around here and work on the Ponderosa, helping Pa and my brothers run the ranch. It\u2019s all I\u2019ve ever wanted to do. Besides\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe shifted uncomfortably on his seat as he glanced at Angelina. \u201cI wouldn\u2019t want to leave\u2026everyone,\u201d he continued and suddenly felt an arm slip through his as Angelina\u2019s fingers tightened and she gave him a tender smile.<\/p>\n

Lucas regarded the young couple thoughtfully for a moment, noting the caring relationship that had seemingly developed between them. He gave an inward sigh, knowing he could never confront his daughter with the fact that at nearly sixteen she was still far too young to have intense emotional feelings for someone. After all, his own wife had been only seventeen years old when she\u2019d married him, ten years her senior, the two of them feeling a deep and natural affinity with each other from the day they met.<\/p>\n

As Joe exchanged a knowing look with Angelina he then cast a nervous eye towards her father. \u201cI was meaning to ask you sir,\u201d he said as Lucas shook himself from his reverie.<\/p>\n

\u201cYes Joseph?\u201d<\/p>\n

Aware of what he was about to request Angelina sat up and took hold of Joe\u2019s hand to give him moral support. \u201cAngelina and I will both be sixteen on the same day next month. Would you allow us to have a joint party\u2026on the Ponderosa? Pa says he\u2019ll be happy to organise it.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas raised his eyebrows. \u201cWhat a coincidence to share your birthdays,\u201d he acknowledged with surprise and then gave his daughter a questioning look. \u201cIs this what you want Angel? Don\u2019t you want a party of your own for your 16th Birthday?\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina\u2019s eyes searched her father\u2019s face as she shook her head gently. \u201cNo Pa. I\u2019d really like to share it with Joe, more than anything.\u201d<\/p>\n

With her chin set and lips tight Lucas could see his daughter\u2019s mind was made up and he\u2019d have no chance of changing it. \u201cWell, if it\u2019s what you want, so be it,\u201d he agreed with a smile. \u201cI\u2019ll accept your offer Joseph, but I insist on contributing to some of the cost.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina jumped up and rushed over, affectionately placing her arms around her father\u2019s neck and kissing his cheek with gratitude. Then as she straightened Lucas pulled out a small fob watch from his shirt pocket and gave it a cursory glance.<\/p>\n

\u201cWell I\u2019m afraid I shall have to leave you two now,\u201d he declared before downing the last of his drink. \u201cI\u2019ve arranged to pick up Miss Jones just after noon, and I don\u2019t want to keep her waiting.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave Joe a smile then picked up the empty glasses and as she walked through to the kitchen Lucas gave him another thoughtful look. \u201cI can see my daughter thinks a lot of you Joseph; I\u2019ve never seen her looking so happy. But take care of her; otherwise you will have me to contend with. You understand what I\u2019m saying?\u201d<\/p>\n

The hidden innuendo was not lost on Joe as he looked him straight in the eye, his face sober. \u201cI would never do anything to hurt her Mr Morgan. She means far too much to me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas nodded, touched by the genuine sincerity and seriousness of Joe\u2019s manner. \u201cThat\u2019s good to hear young man. I can see we\u2019re going to get along just fine.\u201d<\/p>\n

Pushing himself out of his chair, Lucas put on his jacket then stretched out his arm again towards Joe. \u201cIt\u2019s been a pleasure meeting you. I can understand now why my daughter holds you in such high regard.\u201d<\/p>\n

Feeling slightly embarrassed Joe stood up and shook the outstretched hand, glancing at Angelina who\u2019d been standing in the doorway and who hurriedly picked up a clothes brush and began to wipe stray hairs from her father\u2019s shoulders. \u201cWe\u2019ll see you at the picnic then Pa. I\u2019ve packed the food already\u2026plenty of your favourites.\u201d<\/p>\n

Her father smiled with gratitude and once she\u2019d finished brushing his coat leaned over, gently pressing his lips against her forehead. \u201cThank you my dear,\u201d he whispered before picking up his hat from a peg on the wall and once more wiping his perspiring face as he opened the front door. \u201cI\u2019ll see you both in a short while,\u201d he cried over, throwing his daughter a broad wink which conveyed a silent message that he both welcomed and approved of her beau, before disappearing from view.<\/p>\n

Angelina sighed happily as the door closed and she turned to stand behind Joe, holding him around the waist and appreciating the fragrance of manly cologne as he stared up at the portrait above the mantle. She followed his gaze.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa painted that and gave it to my mother for her 21st Birthday present,\u201d she told him, resting her chin on Joe\u2019s shoulder and giving a soft smile. \u201cApparently he\u2019d always wanted to be an artist but my grandparents insisted he went to Law School instead.\u201d Joe raised his eyebrows and nodded.<\/p>\n

\u201cYour Pa sure has a wonderful talent.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe tells me I look more like Mama every day,\u201d Angelina whispered wistfully as Joe took hold of her hands and squeezed them gently.<\/p>\n

\u201cShe was very beautiful\u2026just like her daughter,\u201d he acknowledged, turning his head to give her a sidelong glance. Angelina smiled shyly then moved over to stand by his side, placing her head on his shoulder as Joe wrapped his arm around her and the couple continued to gaze up at the face that looked down on them.<\/p>\n

\u201cMama was just turned sixteen when she met Pa, but as soon as they set eyes on each other they both knew they were destined to be together,\u201d she told Joe as he tightened his grip around her shoulder.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa used to say that about when he first met my Ma in New Orleans,\u201d Joe admitted, thinking back to the many times he\u2019d asked his father to tell him the story over the years. \u201cShe was riding her horse and nearly ran him over on the street, but as soon as he saw her he sensed she was someone special. Then he met her again and after a week they both knew they loved each other. Pa even asked her to marry him within a fortnight! It was a whirlwind romance but they both knew they were meant for each other.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina sighed softly, appreciating the romantic tale. \u201cTruly soul mates,\u201d she murmured dreamily. \u201cPa used to tell me how Mama always thought they were soul mates as well.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s brow furrowed slightly. \u201cSoul mates? I don\u2019t understand?\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina pulled away from Joe\u2019s embrace and reached over, picking up a book that lay on a small table and handed it over. \u201cI didn\u2019t understand what he meant either until I read this.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cGreek Mythology? You found what it means in here?\u201d asked Joe quizzically as he opened the book and flicked through the pages. Angelina nodded.<\/p>\n

\u201cAccording to legend all people on earth were originally given four arms and legs, one head yet two faces.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe was about to make a frivolous remark that he was sure he\u2019d seen such creatures coming out of his brother\u2019s bedrooms occasionally, but noticed the serious look on Angelina\u2019s face so remained silent as she continued.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnyhow, a God by the name of Zeus feared they\u2019d become too powerful, so he decided to split everybody in two at birth and condemn them to spend their lives searching for their other half.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBut what\u2019s it got to do with soul mates?\u201d asked Joe, suddenly finding himself riveted by the story as he returned the book to the table.<\/p>\n

\u201cSoul mates are those lucky enough to find their other half and make themselves complete and whole again within a lifetime.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh, I see. Just like our parents,\u201d acknowledged Joe, now understanding its meaning and a thoughtful silence settling between them as Joe gazed at her questioningly. \u201cWhat about us? Do you think it\u2019s possible we could be soul mates?\u201d<\/p>\n

Without hesitation Angelina nodded emphatically. \u201cWe were destined to find each other\u2026to fall in love. I just know it!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe stared at her as hope warred with uncertainty within his eyes, hardly daring to believe she could love him as much as he loved her. \u201cDoes this mean you\u2026you love me?\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina returned the stare and her mouth curled into a gentle curve, etching an image on Joe\u2019s mind that he knew he would never forget. \u201cYes I love you,\u201d she answered softly then her expression changed slightly to one of wary unease as the smile faded from her face. \u201cDon\u2019t you feel the same about me?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course I do! What\u2019s there not to love?\u201d he returned happily, and in an instant Angelina flung herself into his arms, holding him tight as if her life depended on it. Joe stumbled back, looking down at her face as she exchanged a broad smile with him. \u201cMay\u2026may I kiss you?\u201d he finally asked a little nervously.<\/p>\n

With a similarly nervous expression Angelina nodded and as he slowly pressed his lips on hers momentarily their lack of experience showed as their first real kiss was initially fumbled and hesitant. However within a few heartbeats they gained confidence as it became gentle, soft and lingering, the world outside the room seeming to disappear until eventually and reluctantly they drew apart, surprised yet delighted at the intensity of their feelings for each other.<\/p>\n

\u201cWow!\u201d Joe mumbled in a whispered tone at the first experience of sensual pleasure they\u2019d shared as they took deep breaths and their eyes remained locked; no other words were needed as they both realised the friendship between them had now changed and their relationship had moved on to a more mature, loving and committed level.<\/p>\n

Angelina stepped forward again, confidently placing her head on Joe\u2019s chest as he buried his face in her hair. They stood together in an eerie world of their own for several minutes, content to hold each other tight and neither willing to move or speak and so break the magic spell that seemed to weave its way around them. Suddenly a small clock on the mantelpiece chimed the half hour and Joe heaved a deep sigh, reluctantly pulling away from her loving grasp.<\/p>\n

\u201cWe\u2019d better go. I promised Pa I\u2019d meet up with him as soon as possible.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave a silent nod, wiping away tears of happiness and straightening her hair as she walked into the kitchen and took hold of the picnic basket then returned to stand by Joe\u2019s side. As he retrieved his hat from the settee she took hold of his hand, looking momentarily at the portrait of her mother.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe\u2026you can call me Angel\u2026if you want,\u201d she stated softly, the implication of her statement clear to them both as Joe gave a knowing nod and they traded a private loving smile before making their way outside.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

By the time they arrived at the venue to the south of Virginia City, seemingly half the population were already enjoying the festivities; taking the opportunity to swap tales and gossip with their friends and neighbours in the warm summer sunshine.<\/p>\n

At the edge in a small clearing the highly competitive game of horseshoes was taking place, men and boys alike forming in queues to take part; while down by the narrow creek, races for the younger children were all ready in full swing, the squealing and cheering of young and old filling the air.<\/p>\n

Music could be heard from a small brass band, and a delicious smell from the communal roast beef spit wafted over the meadow. There were long trestle tables laid out in rows, all groaning under the weight of home made pies, cakes, biscuits and preserves; the Ladies of the Townswomen\u2019s Guild congregating en-mass as they watched a flustered and uncomfortable Sheriff Coffee as he judged the various produce with some trepidation.<\/p>\n

The blue ribbons for first prize were always fiercely fought and contested for by the genteel women of the town and feeling the competitive tension between all the ladies of the Guild growing by the minute, the poor man inwardly prayed for the Bank to be robbed just so he could have a good excuse to be hauled away and leave the judging to some other poor official!<\/p>\n

There was a small stall selling candy, already surrounded by wide eyed excited children, each tightly clutching a precious penny. Another table had been cleared for the pie eating contest where two men, the only contestants and both equally as large as each other were sat, staring with watered mouths at the many delicious fruit pies awaiting their consumption. A small crowd encircled them, some taking bets as to who could eat the most at one sitting, and a few yards away more were gathered around a table designated for the arm-wrestling competition.<\/p>\n

Joe carefully assisted Angelina down from the buggy and taking hold of the wicker basket looked about the thronging crowd as he held her hand tightly. \u201cIt\u2019s going to be hard to see Pa amongst all these folk,\u201d he commented then suddenly grinned. \u201cOver there! I can spot Hoss\u2019 hat a mile away!\u201d<\/p>\n

Slowly weaving their way through the mass of people they passed close by to the young men and boys who were engrossed watching the arm-wrestling. Joe yelled over to his friend, Mitch Devlin, who was already proving to be a formidable contestant as he successfully forced another opponent\u2019s hand onto the table to the delight of the cheering crowd.<\/p>\n

\u201cHey Mitch! You the champion yet?\u201d Joe yelled over with a laugh. The smile on Mitch\u2019s face was testament to his success as he nodded and waved a hand in acknowledgement.<\/p>\n

\u201cAren\u2019t you going to try to beat him?\u201d asked Angelina as she saw Joe looking over keenly towards his oldest friend. Joe shook his head.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo way! I don\u2019t see the need to bust up our friendship just for the sake of winning a contest of arm strength!\u201d<\/p>\n

For a minute they stood and shouted encouragement as Mitch once more was triumphant, then they gave him a farewell wave and continued through the throng until finally arriving where the three Cartwrights were ensconced.<\/p>\n

A large blanket covered the ground in the shade of a small copse and Adam was laying on it with hands behind his head and his eyes closed; the morning\u2019s hangover now reduced to a slight headache. Hoss and Ben were stood chatting amiably together, their backs resting on a tree, and placing the basket of food down on the ground Joe introduced a slightly nervous Angelina to his father.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s such a delight to meet you at last my dear,\u201d said Ben, gently shaking Angelina\u2019s hand and immediately captivated by the beautiful young lady at his son\u2019s side. \u201cI\u2019m just sorry it\u2019s taken so long.\u201d<\/p>\n

Giving a heartfelt smile Angelina immediately found herself warming to the grey haired man, whose weathered features shone with kindness. \u201cThank you Mr Cartwright and I\u2019ve been looking forward to meeting you so much as well.\u201d<\/p>\n

Raising himself slowly to his feet, Adam stood behind Joe as he and Hoss gave Angelina a complimentary stare then he tapped his youngest sibling gently on the shoulder. \u201cCome on little brother. Time you introduced us to your young lady.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe could feel Angelina tremble slightly for she had heard all about the stern and serious natured elder brother from Joe and had been noticeably anxious at the thought of meeting him. He gave her a reassuring smile, the loving looks exchanged between them not missed by Ben or his two eldest sons.<\/p>\n

\u201cAdam, Hoss. May I introduce Miss Angelina Morgan, the most beautiful girl in Virginia City,\u201d stated Joe finally as Angelina blushed bright red.<\/p>\n

\u201cReally Joe, you\u2019re embarrassing the poor thing,\u201d admonished Adam sternly in a low, deep voice as he took her hand, raising it to his lips. \u201cMy pleasure Miss Morgan. Though what a beautiful and intelligent young lady like yourself sees in my little brother I can\u2019t imagine,\u201d he admitted, regarding her gravely.<\/p>\n

Angelina took a nervous swallow, uncertain how to take Adam\u2019s greeting, but then a hint of devil humour flitted across his dark brown eyes as they flashed a mischievous yet warm and welcoming greeting at her.<\/p>\n

\u201cNice to meet you Mr Cartwright. Joe has told me so much about you but I didn\u2019t believe it all\u2026.honest!\u201d she teased, smiling and now visibly relaxed in the presence of the tall, handsome faced man.<\/p>\n

Joe ducked the half-swing his elder brother threw towards him as Adam laughed, appreciating Angelina\u2019s sense of humour. \u201cI\u2019m sure my little brother could spin quite a few tales about me\u2026but please, call me Adam. There\u2019s only one Mr Cartwright,\u201d he acknowledged, still grinning as he indicated towards Ben before stepping back as Hoss put out his hand in a more conventional manner.<\/p>\n

\u201cSure is nice to meet you Miss Morgan and just call me Hoss\u2026 too many Cartwrights can be sure confusin\u2019 otherwise.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina felt his large powerful fingers cover her own as she stared into the gentle blue eyes that shone with honesty and sensitivity. Instantly taking to the towering giant of a man Angelina nodded. \u201cPlease, Angelina,\u201d she begged, looking between the two brothers, smiling happily and now at ease in their company.<\/p>\n

As they all sat down on the blanket, Angelina turned towards Ben.<\/p>\n

\u201cMy father is looking forward to meeting you Mr Cartwright. He should be around any time now.\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam looked over a little nervously. \u201cHe is still escorting Miss Jones for the whole afternoon, isn\u2019t he?\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave a nod and as he closed his eyes and sighed deeply with relief, Ben and Hoss gave loud chortles and Joe collapsed into a fit of giggles as a confused Angelina looked questioningly at them all.<\/p>\n

\u201cMiss Jones has had her eye on Adam for ages,\u201d explained Joe, trying hard to keep a straight face as he leant over towards her. \u201cFact is\u2026she scares him half to death!\u201d<\/p>\n

Widening her eyes in surprise a grin also appeared on Angelina\u2019s face as she could hardly believe Adam capable of being scared of anything, least of all the local school mistress! Suddenly as if on cue a voice suddenly cried out as Lucas Morgan sounding breathless appeared through the crowd, Miss Abigail hanging grimly onto his arm.<\/p>\n

\u201cAngelina\u2026at last! I wondered if we would ever find you!\u201d<\/p>\n

Jumping up, daughter and father exchanged a hug of welcome.<\/p>\n

\u201cMr Cartwright, this is my father, Lucas Morgan,\u201d smiled Angelina as she turned towards Ben. \u201cPa\u2026Mr Ben Cartwright.\u201d<\/p>\n

As the Cartwright family rose as one to their feet, Ben removed his hat and acknowledged Miss Jones, then shook hands with Lucas before introducing him to Adam and Hoss.<\/p>\n

\u201cI do apologise for taking so long to finally meet you all,\u201d stated Lucas apologetically, taking deep breaths as he threw his gaze between the three men. \u201cI just can\u2019t believe how busy I\u2019ve been since arriving in Virginia City. But it\u2019s terribly remiss on my part, especially not introducing myself to you Mr Cartwright.\u201d<\/p>\n

Accepting his apology Ben nodded in response. \u201cI quite understand\u2026but call me Ben. No need to be formal, especially on a day like today.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThank you Ben. In that case, please call me Lucas.\u201d<\/p>\n

Although still a little apprehensive Adam greeted the school mistress with a warm smile and shook her hand. \u201cHow are you Miss Jones? I hope my little brother isn\u2019t causing too much trouble in school these days?\u201d<\/p>\n

Holding tightly onto his hand Abigail stared at Adam\u2019s smiling face, utterly mesmerised, then sensing many eyes on her, reluctantly dropped both her hand and gaze. \u201cJoseph is my most model student at the moment Adam,\u201d she confirmed, throwing Joe a smile. \u201cYou should be very proud of his achievements.\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam frowned quizzically and was about to pursue the conversation with her when Miss Jones suddenly turned towards her escort. \u201cI shall have to leave you for a short while Mr Morgan. I\u2019ve been asked to start and then adjudicate at the pie eating contest this afternoon but I don\u2019t suppose I shall be gone long! Unfortunately there are only two competitors\u2026such a poor turnout this year.\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss looked over quickly, his eyes widening as he licked his lips with anticipation. \u201cYou want another volunteer Miss Jones? I\u2019ve always fancied a try at that there competition.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh Hoss\u2026would you?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo problem Ma\u2019am. Lead the way,\u201d he said, looking hopefully over towards his brothers. \u201cYou two gonna come and support me?\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam and Joe smiled and nodded. \u201cSure will big brother,\u201d confirmed Adam, picking up his hat from the floor and gently slapping it against his thigh before putting it on. \u201cBut first I\u2019m going to watch the Sweepstake. It\u2019s due to start in a few minutes and I\u2019ve got a few dollars riding on an old friend who bought himself a genuine Kentucky racehorse to ride this year. As soon as it\u2019s finished I\u2019ll come over and cheer you on.\u201d<\/p>\n

Hoss nodded then excusing himself followed Abigail to the table where a large crowd were already assembled, eagerly awaiting the start. Angelina looked between her father and Joe excitedly. \u201cOh\u2026may I go and watch the Sweepstake too? I\u2019ve never seen a real horserace before.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI don\u2019t see why not,\u201d agreed Lucas as Joe looked with a slightly woeful expression at his father. \u201cI wanted to take part but Pa wouldn\u2019t let me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben raised his eyebrow. \u201cWe\u2019ve talked about this before Joseph. You\u2019re far too young and will have to wait a few years at least before I let you loose on such a dangerous race.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBut Pa\u2026you know I\u2019m the best rider in our family, even better than Adam!\u201d he mocked with feigned superiority, giving his elder brother a cautious sideways glance as Adam raised a cynical eyebrow in response before exchanging a smile with his youngest sibling.<\/p>\n

\u201cMaybe so Joseph, but you also seem to forget there\u2019s something else missing\u2026.like a fast horse!\u201d said Ben with a laugh. \u201cAnd I can assure you I have no intention of buying a thoroughbred just so it can take on the challenge of the Sweepstake. The Ponderosa has no use for a hay burner and that\u2019s final!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe sighed deeply in disappointment, but accepted his father\u2019s decree in silence.<\/p>\n

\u201cSo should you ever enter, do you reckon you\u2019d manage to win the race Joseph?\u201d asked Lucas as Joe beamed over a confident smile.<\/p>\n

\u201cWithout a doubt Mr Morgan\u2026wouldn\u2019t enter if I didn\u2019t think I could.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas chuckled. \u201cNothing like a dead certainty!\u201d he acknowledged and Joe reddened slightly but when he caught Angelina\u2019s smiling eyes gazing over he instinctively grinned before a thought came to him and his face grew serious.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa? Mr Morgan?\u201d he started, looking between both men. \u201cWould you allow me to take Angelina for a ride next Sunday? I\u2019d like to show her around the Ponderosa, especially up towards the north meadow.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina\u2019s eyes widened in surprise and she looked over expectantly at her father.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat do you think Ben?\u201d asked Lucas, casting him a worried glance. \u201cAfter all the Ponderosa is such a vast size! Would they be safe?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe stared with a desperate expression though hope burned in his eyes as he waited for his father\u2019s reply. Adam could see how much it meant to his brother and placed a hand on Ben\u2019s shoulder. \u201cCome on Pa\u2026Little Joe knows his way around the ranch like the back of his hand. He can be trusted to stay out of trouble and look after Angelina.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe threw his elder brother a look of gratitude as Ben\u2019s thoughtful expression softened. \u201cI also have the utmost faith in Little Joe,\u201d he stated, throwing over a look of confidence towards his youngest and nodding. \u201cI have no objections!\u201d<\/p>\n

The look of thanks conveyed by Joe was unmistakable as Angelina turned to her father. \u201cOh please say I can go Pa. I haven\u2019t been out of Virginia City since we arrived and I\u2019d love to see more of this beautiful country!\u201d<\/p>\n

Shaking his head Lucas smiled in defeat. \u201cLooks like I\u2019m outnumbered,\u201d he replied well naturedly. \u201cVery well\u2026you can go.\u201d<\/p>\n

Finding himself nearly knocked over as Angelina threw her arms around his neck, Lucas then steadied himself and took out a handkerchief from his inside pocket.<\/p>\n

\u201cGood, if that\u2019s settled, maybe we should make a move and get to the starting line for the race,\u201d said Adam hurriedly, noting Lucas\u2019 flushed face as the lawyer took off his hat and wiped away beads of sweat from his forehead.
\nFailing to see her father\u2019s momentary discomfort Angelina squealed with glee and took Joe\u2019s hand as they followed Adam who began to move away, all three chatting and laughing together as the two fathers stood and watched them disappear from view into the crowd.
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\n\u201cSure make a handsome pair,\u201d acknowledged Lucas, returning his handkerchief and noting how Joe tenderly held his daughter\u2019s hand. \u201cAngelina and Joseph obviously care a great deal about each other.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYes they do,\u201d replied Ben thoughtfully though a slightly worried expression covered his face. \u201cI thought it was just a simple boy and girl infatuation between them both, but they seem to be taking their relationship quite seriously. Doesn\u2019t it worry you at all that they are so close? After all, they\u2019re still so young.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas heaved a heartfelt sigh. \u201cI can assure you Ben that thought has crossed my mind many times. But Angelina has always acted older than her years,\u201d he acknowledged as he recalled his own wife\u2019s love and commitment to him when she was only sixteen. The recollection caused a momentary pause before he shook himself from his reverie and gave Ben a convincing smile.<\/p>\n

\u201cAngelina and Joseph seem truly devoted to each other Ben, and I for one have no compulsion to make an issue of it for the sake of causing an argument. After all, there is nothing stronger or more wonderful than love\u2026regardless of age.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou say that as if you have experienced similar Lucas?\u201d<\/p>\n

With a nod Lucas\u2019 eyes glazed over for a moment. \u201cYes. My late wife was not much older than Angelina when we first met. Within a few days we knew we were meant to be together\u2026and if she hadn\u2019t died in the influenza epidemic of \u201946 she\u2019d still be with me now.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded with sympathy, conscious of the fact it was that year his own dear wife Marie, had died.<\/p>\n

\u201cI trust my daughter\u2019s judgement and behaviour implicitly,\u201d Lucas went on as the two fathers eyed each other. \u201cAnd after meeting Joseph today, I know I can rely on him to behave both responsibly and honourably. You have a fine son there Ben\u2026a mighty fine son.\u201d<\/p>\n

Deeply moved by his words Ben nodded. \u201cI know Lucas\u2026I have three fine sons. I\u2019m a very lucky man,\u201d he stated quietly as he poured out two glasses of lemonade and passed one over.<\/p>\n

Lucas gave a grateful smile as he accepted the welcomed drink. \u201cBen I\u2019d like to take this opportunity to thank you for allowing Angelina to share her birthday celebrations with Joseph. It\u2019s a very generous offer.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh think nothing of it Lucas,\u201d responded Ben as he took a refreshing swallow. \u201cAnd judging by the food supplies Hop Sing has already listed for the party I have a feeling it\u2019s going to be one none of us will ever forget!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell, seeing as it\u2019s the Graduation Ceremony the next day, I\u2019d like to invite you and all your sons over for a celebration tea afterwards.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben gave a grateful smile. \u201cThank you very much Lucas and I accept on behalf of us all.\u201d<\/p>\n

Suddenly Miss Jones made her way towards them through the crowd. \u201cIt looks like the contest is going to be going on for quite a while,\u201d she cried. \u201cHoss, Jed and Walter are keeping up with each other\u2026pie for pie! Did you realise just how much your son can eat at one sitting Mr Cartwright?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben chuckled and nodded. \u201cHe certainly has a good appetite.\u201d<\/p>\n

Lucas peered into the distance then looked at Ben and Miss Jones apologetically. \u201cWould you mind if I took my leave for a few minutes? There is someone I need to have a quick word with and I\u2019ve just seen him playing horseshoes. I shouldn\u2019t be too long.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course\u2026I\u2019ll entertain Miss Jones,\u201d agreed Ben as Lucas gave a nod of thanks then hurriedly walked away through the milling crowd to eventually stop and shake Doctor Paul Martin\u2019s hand before the two men disappeared from sight, deep in conversation.<\/p>\n

Abigail gave a deep sigh. \u201cWhen Mr Morgan first brought Angelina into school I thought she was going to be quite a distraction for Joseph, especially as in the first few days he seemed to spend most of his time staring at her or into space,\u201d she stated, accepting a glass of cool lemonade from Ben. \u201cI must admit though she proved me wrong and seems to have had a beneficial effect on him after all with regard to his studies. You must be very proud Mr Cartwright.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cProud? I don\u2019t understand?\u201d queried Ben with a puzzled frown. \u201cAfter last years report card when you tried to shed a glimmer of positive light on his academic achievements by telling me \u2018he\u2019s quite good at running\u2019, I didn\u2019t hold out much hope of him improving in any of his other subjects at all!\u201d<\/p>\n

Abigail raised her eyebrows and gave Ben a look of surprise. \u201cBut surely he\u2019s told you?\u201d<\/p>\n

Still noting the perplexed look on Ben\u2019s face as he shook his head Abigail gave a broad smile. \u201cI always thought Joseph had a brain\u2026it was just trying to get him to use it,\u201d she said, looking distractedly at the spot where Adam had been standing, sighing deeply and hoping and wishing her \u2018knight in shining armour\u2019 would one day reciprocate the feelings she felt for him.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd?\u201d prompted Ben, noticing the far away look in the woman\u2019s eyes. Miss Jones shook herself from her private thoughts and continued. \u201cAs time went on I noticed Angelina helping and encouraging Joseph with his school work\u2026and for once he seems to have listened and it\u2019s paid off!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cIt has?\u201d asked Ben, still eyeing the school mistress with a confused gaze.<\/p>\n

Miss Jones nodded emphatically. \u201cIt was a very close thing between them, but after last week\u2019s examinations, Joseph and Angelina have both received the highest grades Mr Cartwright. When he graduates he\u2019ll be the joint top student in his class!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben widened his eyes in surprise. \u201cI had no idea! He hasn\u2019t mentioned it to me at all!\u201d<\/p>\n

Abigail shook her head in amazement. \u201cMaybe he wanted to surprise you at the Graduation Ceremony? After all, his rise to top honours has been quite a shock to everyone, including Joseph!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben smiled. \u201cWell, I won\u2019t spoil it for him and let on I know,\u201d he said as he shook his head and chuckled. \u201cI can hardly believe he\u2019s only one more week to go in school and then he\u2019ll be working with his brothers full time on the ranch. I don\u2019t know where the time has gone!\u201d<\/p>\n

Abigail also gave a soft laugh and nodded, recalling the many failed papers Joe had presented to her over the years, seemingly never bothered or concerned at his lack of achievement. \u201cI hinted he would be well entitled to attend college with the grades he\u2019s now attained, but he doesn\u2019t seem to be in the least interested. Maybe you should encourage him Mr Cartwright? It seems such a pity to waste all his hard work now.\u201d<\/p>\n

With a deep sigh Ben shook his head. \u201cOh! I have a feeling Joseph\u2019s heart is well and truly on the Ponderosa, Miss Jones. He\u2019s never expressed any desire to leave and pursue more qualifications \u2026unlike Adam who always hankered to continue his studies.\u201d<\/p>\n

Abigail\u2019s eyes glazed over slightly, her thoughts once more returning to the man whose presence continually made her heart flip a beat. \u201cSuch a shame as I\u2019m sure Joseph would have done very well. Still, if all he wants to do is stay on the Ponderosa and be a cowboy\u2026well, so be it.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cRunning the Ponderosa is more than just being a cowboy Miss Jones,\u201d asserted Ben with a touch of annoyance. However, Abigail missed the sound of irritation in his voice as she looked over towards her escort who seemed slightly worried and deep in thought as he walked towards them.<\/p>\n

\u201cSorry Miss Jones\u2026I\u2019ve been very rude leaving you like that,\u201d Lucas apologised, shaking off his dark expression and forcing out a smile.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh that\u2019s all right Mr Morgan. I\u2019ve been well taken care of by Mr Cartwright,\u201d she admitted, giving Ben a look of thanks before putting down her empty glass and wiping her mouth delicately with an embroidered handkerchief. She looked back at Lucas. \u201cMaybe we should take a walk? I need to check on the contest to see if there\u2019s a winner yet, and I can introduce you to more of our citizens.\u201d<\/p>\n

Saying their polite farewells, Lucas and Miss Jones left Ben alone as the familiar smell of fried chicken wafted towards him from the picnic basket supplied by Hop Sing. He had been tempted to stroll over and support his middle son, but feeling his stomach suddenly rumble loudly for nourishment settled down on the blanket instead, unable to stop from smiling with pride at Joe\u2019s unexpected rise to academic success.<\/p>\n

Then as Ben\u2019s mind wandered, thoughts of the closeness that had evidently developed over a few short weeks between his son and Angelina sent a shiver of unease flooding over the concerned father. Whatever Lucas thought about his daughter and Joe, Ben considered he was far too young to be in such a serious relationship; he would need persuading it was in his best interests to concentrate on other matters for another year at least and then start thinking about romance and love.<\/p>\n

He had faith and confidence Joe would understand and see the sense of his father\u2019s argument, for although strong willed at times, his youngest son always obeyed his instructions and orders, though sometimes a little begrudgingly!<\/p>\n

However, as he helped himself to a chicken leg Ben mused thoughtfully that the trials and tribulations of being a widowed father was a lonely and difficult hardship at times and with a slight sense of unease began to eat.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

To say the Founder\u2019s Day celebrations of 1857 were unforgettable for each of the Cartwright boys would be an understatement.<\/p>\n

Adam, Joe and Angelina watched with excitement as the Sweepstake took place, then after cheering and urging his old friend Ross Marquette on to win Adam gleefully rubbed his hands together as he collected his $50 winnings.
\nCompletely out of character and on the spur of the moment, he took Angelina by the hand and danced around the street, whirling at a fast tempo, much to the surprise of the young woman and amusement of Joe who was unused to such uncharacteristic and frivolous behaviour from his elder brother.<\/p>\n

Onlookers in the vicinity began to clap in rhythm and a dozen or more couples joined in, until a breathless Adam, puffing and panting, handed over his dancing partner to an awaiting Joe who then held Angelina tightly as they too joined in and danced the impromptu hoedown. Eventually, laughing breathlessly together they reluctantly stopped as Adam, who had by then recovered his breath, indicated for them to follow him so they could support and encourage their middle sibling.<\/p>\n

Hoss, consuming more fruit desserts that afternoon than most ate in a life time, finally won the contest to the delight of his cheering brothers who watched with pride as he was presented with his first prize by Miss Jones\u2026.half a dozen home made apple pies, supplied by Widow Hawkins!<\/p>\n

Taking a long look at them as they were placed directly in front of him Hoss suddenly turned pale and swallowed hard, feeling a nauseous sensation churning in his stomach. Quickly excusing himself he held his hand against his mouth and made his way with haste to one of the communal out-houses dotted on the edge of Virginia City where he disappeared for the next half hour; the sound of Adam and Joe\u2019s laughter ringing in his ears as his over-indulgent discomfort became evident to all!<\/p>\n

Still laughing uproariously at Hoss\u2019 plight they returned to the copse where Ben had been rejoined by Lucas and Miss Jones and as they all tucked into the picnic hampers with enthusiastic abandon Hoss eventually emerged to join the happy crowd. Still looking pale his appetite for once deserted him; much to the continued amusement of his unsympathetic brothers as he vowed he would never again enter such a competition.<\/p>\n

For Joe the success of the day had been more than he could have ever envisaged or hoped. He and Angelina had declared their love for each other and as the fragrance of sweet lavender still lingered on his jacket the memory of her soft lips on his in the Morgan\u2019s living room brought a smile to his face as he drove back to the ranch in a state of euphoria.<\/p>\n

He wondered whether he should confide in his father as most adults would laugh and throw scorn on any fifteen year olds who claimed they\u2019d fallen in love and professed complete devotion at such a tender young age. But Joe was sure he could rely on him not to ridicule or make fun and had faith he\u2019d understand and believe his feelings were true and deeply felt.<\/p>\n

However, when he arrived home Joe noticed a pensive expression on his father\u2019s tired face so decided to hold back and not mention it for a while; giving a cheery wave and retiring to bed instead.<\/p>\n

Ben also wondered whether he should confront his son about his relationship with Angelina when he returned home. Seeing how happy yet tired he looked, he decided to wait for another more appropriate opportunity and just smiled a good night, looking at Joe thoughtfully as he disappeared up the stairs.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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The last week of his schooldays passed quickly and though he\u2019d looked forward to it for a very long time, Joe still felt a pang of sadness as he said his farewells on that final Friday afternoon, his usually cheery face sombre and sad. Then as he and Angelina walked hand in hand back to her house, his old pony following behind on a long rein, he soon cheered up as he realised he\u2019d never again need to sit for hours at a desk on a hard wooden bench\u2026or do homework!<\/span><\/span>Lucas Morgan was already home when the young couple arrived, and though he was feeling a little unwell, was eager to hear the plans for the buggy ride in two days time. Excitedly Angelina offered to make up a picnic lunch, while Joe drew an impromptu map on a piece of paper, showing exactly where he would be taking Angelina on the Ponderosa and promising he\u2019d have her home well before dusk.The protective father had nodded, hiding a slight feeling of unease but trusting the young man would be true to his word. Then when Joe made ready to leave, Lucas discretely turned his eyes away while Joe gave his daughter a fleeting peck on the cheek before mounting his old pony. As he gave a final wave of his hand and disappeared back towards the ranch, Lucas couldn\u2019t help but notice how Angelina stared after Joe with such a look of happiness on her face, he could feel his own eyes begin to water at the wonder of it.*Sunday finally dawned; the night sky hardly changing to the crimson of first light before Joe was up, the excited young man completing his chores then feeding and harnessing the old mare that pulled the two seated rig. He looked up anxiously towards the mountains at the cloudless sky above the Sierras and smiled with relief. It was a sure indication it would be another fine sunny day as he placed a clean blanket and cushion over the wooden bench for the comfort of himself and Angelina as they travelled around the Ponderosa.<\/p>\n

With the buggy prepared Joe walked back to the house and made his way upstairs, washing then changing quickly into a clean shirt and pants before returning to sit in his chair at the dining table where Hop Sing had already placed a platter of scrambled eggs and his glass of milk. He could hear footsteps on the floorboards above his head and moments later his father made an appearance.<\/p>\n

\u201cMorning Pa,\u201d greeted Joe as his father walked down the stairs. \u201cHope I didn\u2019t wake you when I got up but I tried to be as quiet as possible. I just wanted to get the buggy ready before breakfast.\u201d<\/p>\n

Shaking his head Ben pulled his chair towards the table. \u201cI never heard you at all son. There was more noise coming from Hoss\u2019 room though! How that brother of yours can sleep when he\u2019s snoring so loud is beyond me!\u201d<\/p>\n

As they ate their breakfast in companionable silence Joe daydreamed happily about the thought of having Angelina sitting by his side for most of the day, and it was only when he\u2019d finished and pushed his empty plate to one side he noticed his father staring at him and gave a hesitant smile, thinking the worst.<\/p>\n

\u201cHave I done something wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben shook his head slowly. He\u2019d been tempted to confront his son there and then about Angelina, but decided at the last minute to hold back till later, keen not to spoil his day. \u201cNo Joe, you\u2019ve done nothing wrong. I just want you to be aware of the importance of acting sensibly while you\u2019re driving around the Ponderosa.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh don\u2019t you worry about that Pa. I\u2019ll take it real slow and stick to the main trails all the way,\u201d Joe answered before taking a long swallow and finishing his drink.<\/p>\n

Ben gave a nod. \u201cThat\u2019s good to hear,\u201d he replied softly, though his voice was still edged a little with concern. \u201cBut you\u2019ve never been allowed to go up to the high country on your own before and I just want you to be aware it can be a dangerous place at times.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh, I know that for sure,\u201d Joe confirmed seriously then a sudden thought came to him. \u201cMaybe you should let me take my gun for protection?\u201d he asked with a sweet smile, conscious of the fact his specially made left handed holster and pearl handled Colt.45 had been secreted away until his father thought it prudent to allow him to wear it.<\/p>\n

Ben narrowed his eyes and frowned solemnly then noticed a mischievous twinkle in Joe\u2019s eyes and realised he was only teasing with his request. He gave a soft chuckle. \u201cNice try son\u2026but I\u2019m still not ready to let you loose with a firearm. You\u2019re going to have to wait a while longer before I allow that to happen!\u201d<\/p>\n

Knowing it would be a waste of time arguing the point Joe gave a resigned sigh then looked over at the clock. \u201cIs it okay if I make an early start?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded and as Joe pushed back his chair and walked towards the credenza his father followed, picking up his son\u2019s hat and handing it over. \u201cI hope you have a wonderful day Joseph. But you will be\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cCareful! Yes, I promise.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd you\u2019ll make sure you\u2019re\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHome before nightfall\u2026yes, I know Pa,\u201d Joe interrupted with a laugh as he planted his Stetson firmly on his head. \u201cI\u2019ve already promised Mr Morgan to have Angelina back well before sunset.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe opened the door and made his way to the horse and buggy, placing his foot on the iron step pad and swinging himself onto the cushioned seat, and as he looked over towards his father who watched from the doorway, exchanged a wave of farewell.<\/p>\n

Flashing him one of his most winning smiles Joe then flicked the reins to urge the horse forward, leaving Ben to heave a slight sigh of unease as he continued to stand and stare as his son disappeared behind the barn in a cloud of dust.<\/p>\n

Finally arriving at Angelina\u2019s house Joe found Lucas Morgan seated on the veranda and he exchanged a friendly greeting before Lucas stood up and opened the front door, calling for his daughter who within a minute was rushing out holding a small basket in her hands. After giving her father a farewell peck on the cheek she was assisted onto the rig, and as the young couple departed another father waved a fond, though slightly anxious goodbye.<\/p>\n

Angelina held tightly onto Joe\u2019s arm as he guided the buggy slowly along the main Virginia City road and then turned off on to a well used trail in the direction of the highest point on the Ponderosa ranch. It would be a full two hour drive and Joe glanced continually at Angelina who was dressed in blue, the slight breeze colouring her cheeks and whipping up her long blond hair under the matching lace trimmed bonnet that framed her pretty face.<\/p>\n

At first the young couple chatted happily, but after a while both settled into a comfortable silence as Angelina appreciated the beauty of Lake Tahoe shimmering far in the distance and looked wonderingly at the myriad of trees covering the mountain side, all the while laying her head contentedly on Joe\u2019s shoulder.<\/p>\n

As the sun continued to shine down they rested at midday, eating their picnic before continuing; the young woman totally over awed by the vastness of the Ponderosa as they climbed higher up into the mountains. Then eventually they arrived at their destination; the top north meadow of the Ponderosa ranch nestling under the shadow of the Sierra Nevada.<\/p>\n

As he reined to a stop Joe stood up on the seat and slowly looked across the vast plain of luscious grass as if searching for something. Suddenly he jumped down, helping Angelina from the buggy and pointing over to a herd of horses that were gathered in the distance under the protective shade of a large grove of trees. Taking her hand they walked towards them, careful not to disturb the group of about 40 yearlings that eyed with equine curiosity but remained still as they perceived no threat from the approaching humans.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe\u2026they\u2019re so beautiful,\u201d Angelina finally conceded in a whisper as they stopped and studied the various horses that continued to view the visitors with interest. \u201cDo they belong to the Ponderosa?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe shook his head. \u201cNo\u2026these belong to the Paiutes but Pa\u2019s let the tribe graze their horses here for years. He\u2019s arranged to exchange one for supplies as a birthday gift for me, but I haven\u2019t been able to make up my mind which to have. That\u2019s why I wanted to bring you here, so you can help me choose.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina widened her eyes. \u201cOh Joe\u2026I would love to help but it\u2019s going to be so difficult to pick one out of all these. Are you sure you can\u2019t decide for yourself?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe pondered for a moment then shook his head. \u201cNope! They\u2019re all prime stock and though Adam brought me up here a few times to check them out, I still can\u2019t make up my mind so I\u2019m gonna leave the decision to you.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave him a tender smile, pleased and honoured to be given such an important task, then seriously studied each horse in turn, her brow furrowed in deep concentration until eventually, after giving them all a second and third look, gave a triumphant sigh and squeezed Joe\u2019s hand.<\/p>\n

\u201cOver there,\u201d she indicated, pointing her finger towards one yearling that stood on his own away from the herd, its head thrown up in an arrogant way as he looked through half closed eyes at the couple who stared at him. \u201cThat\u2019s the one Joe. I just know he\u2019s going to be right for you.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe followed her gaze and stared over at a pinto that threw back its head and shook itself in front of them; horse and teenager staring at each other as Joe took in every marking on the glistening black and white coat. He gave Angelina a quick nod and whispered for her to stay still, handing her his hat before moving towards the lone horse.<\/p>\n

Although the herd had been broken in by the Indians, they still needed to be gentled and shown the ways of the white man with saddle and bridle, so as Joe walked slowly forwards, he talked softly and kindly, not wishing to alarm the skittish animal but only stopping when the distance between them was about six feet. The horse kept his eyes fixed on Joe and never moved; listening to the gentle tone of the human voice as Joe slowly bent down and picked up a handful of grass then outstretched his arm.<\/p>\n

As he continued to murmur quietly to the slightly nervous creature, the pinto hesitatingly stepped forward and snatched a mouthful, its ears flicking back and forward as if listening to every word as it chewed on the tasty morsel. Then suddenly remembering an old horse-breaking trick told to him by his brother Hoss, with characteristic impulsiveness Joe slowly raised his hand and stroked the soft warm muzzle before bending his head forward and gently blowing into its nostrils for a few moments; immediately creating a deep affinity and connection with the Indian paint that would bind horse and master together for all time.<\/p>\n

Reluctant to leave, but now smiling happily Joe returned to Angelina\u2019s side. \u201cI knew I could rely on you,\u201d he acknowledged as he retrieved his hat from her hand and they made their way back to the buggy. The herd stared after them but the pinto followed for a minute, his ears flicking and neighing loudly as if trying to gain attention. Glancing back Joe shook his head and grinned.<\/p>\n

\u201cLooks like he wants to come back with me already,\u201d he laughed, watching the horse that would soon be his as it reared on his hind legs then snickered a farewell before galloping back towards the trees. \u201cHe\u2019s definitely the one for me. He\u2019s got spirit and character, just what I want in a horse.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat are you going to call him?\u201d Angelina asked, noting the deep look of pure contentment that Joe threw towards the yearling as he dropped his hat on the floor. Shrugging his shoulders Joe shook his head. \u201cI haven\u2019t even thought,\u201d he admitted with a slight frown. \u201cSeeing as you chose him, maybe you should name him.\u201d<\/p>\n

There was a moment\u2019s pause. \u201cHe needs a proud Indian name to go with his breeding,\u201d Angelina answered, chewing thoughtfully on her bottom lip as they settled down on the grass and rested their backs on the wheel of the buggy. She straightened her skirt before tilting her head on to Joe\u2019s shoulder as her mind wandered back in time.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhen Pa and I travelled up here from Arizona we stayed for a couple of days at a stage station,\u201d she reminisced. \u201cI\u2019ll never forget the kindness of an Apache brave who worked around the station after he was told I\u2019d lost my mother years before. He carved out a little wooden doll and gave it to me as a present. I\u2019d like to name your horse after him.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe nodded. \u201cSure. Though what the Paiute\u2019s will think of me naming one of their horses after an Apache, I shudder to think!\u201d he laughed. \u201cWhat was his name?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cCochise,\u201d Angelina answered as the two of them stared over towards the herd of horses that had now emerged from the cover of the trees and were cropping at the luscious grass and drinking from a stream that ran the full length of the meadow.<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s eyes focused on the proud head of the black and white horse in the distance. \u201cCochise. Yes\u2026I like that. Cochise it is.\u201d<\/p>\n

As the warmth of the afternoon sun made them both drowsy they continued to sit closely together, chatting about their hopes, their dreams and content to just hold hands; the moments of silence between them comfortable and peaceful as they watched the horses gorging themselves on the sweet meadow grass. Eventually Joe looked up at the sky and noting the position of the sun heaved a reluctant sigh.<\/p>\n

\u201cTime\u2019s getting on\u2026we\u2019d better go.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina nodded in acceptance as Joe stood up and gently pulled her onto her feet. \u201cI\u2019ve had a real good time today; just the two of us,\u201d he smiled softly, his loving gaze once more meeting hers.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd me Joe. I kept thinking it\u2019s bound to be a dream and I\u2019m going to wake up.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe pressed his lips on her cheek. \u201cIt\u2019s definitely not a dream,\u201d he whispered as Angelina shuddered happily at the feel of his touch.<\/p>\n

Her Joe; so handsome, her soul mate. \u201cI do love you so. I\u2019m very, very lucky,\u201d she smiled, tenderly brushing away a wayward curl from his forehead.<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd I love you back\u2026but I\u2019m the lucky one.\u201d<\/p>\n

Giving her a warm, loving smile, Joe helped Angelina onto the buggy seat. Picking up his hat and pulling himself up by her side Joe then slapped the reins and urged the old mare to walk on at a leisurely pace; the buggy and its occupants soon leaving the tranquillity of the meadow and as they made their way down the mountain side both returned home in a state of contented happiness.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

The sun was barely thirty minutes from sinking into the darkening sky as Joe drew up into the yard and dismounted from the buckboard, leading the mare into the barn to unhitch the rig and tend to the tired animal.<\/p>\n

Inside the house Ben had just poured himself another cup of coffee and carried it over to his desk. As he sat down again to resume his monthly chore of doing the ranch accounts he heard the sound of hoof beats and looked through a small window behind his chair. He could see his son had returned safely and sighed with relief as he took up his pen and for the third time tried to count a long column of figures that refused to add up correctly. Fifteen minutes later Joe entered the house beaming a huge smile.<\/p>\n

\u201cHi Pa,\u201d he cried over as he threw his hat on the credenza and joined his father, sitting on the edge of the desk and swinging his legs in a carefree fashion. Ben gave a welcoming smile, delighted to see him.<\/p>\n

\u201cBy the look of it you\u2019ve had an enjoyable day out,\u201d he greeted, putting down his pen then sitting back in his chair and gazing warmly at his son. Joe rolled his eyes happily and nodded.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt was just perfect, and Angelina helped me pick out the yearling you said I could have from the Paiute herd. He\u2019s a beauty and I couldn\u2019t have made a better choice. Can I fetch him before my birthday?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben closed his ledger, the accounts now successfully completed and nodded. \u201cSeeing as you\u2019re working full time now you and Adam can pick up the supplies during the week then go and show Chief Winnemucca which one you\u2019ve chosen.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThanks Pa\u2026I can hardly wait,\u201d Joe answered excitedly as his father stood up and made his way to the armchair by the fire, the young man following and yawning loudly before sinking with a tired yet contented sigh on the settee.<\/p>\n

Stretching out his arm Ben took down his pipe from the mantelpiece and struck a match on the brickwork of the hearth. \u201cSo what\u2019s your horse like?\u201d he asked as he carefully lit the bowl and tobacco smoke wafted upwards to the ceiling.<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s a beautifully marked pinto,\u201d replied Joe, rubbing his eyes and leaning his head back. \u201cI\u2019m gonna call him Cochise.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben raised an eyebrow. \u201cCochise? Where did that name come from?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s face visibly glowed with pride. \u201cIt was Angelina\u2019s choice! He was an Apache she met in Arizona and it really suits my horse too!\u201d He then looked over questioningly as he noticed only two place settings on the dining table. \u201cWhere\u2019s Adam and Hoss?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh\u2026they went into town this afternoon and it\u2019s my guess the lure of a cool beer or two is going to keep them there until late,\u201d replied Ben, sucking at his pipe as a loud clatter of pans could be heard and the delicious aroma of roast beef floated in from the kitchen; a sure sign Hop Sing\u2019s meal was imminent. \u201cSo it\u2019s just the two of us for dinner.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNow you mention it, I\u2019m starved Pa,\u201d admitted Joe as he stood up and looked down at his hands. \u201cI\u2019d better go and wash up to get rid of this trail dust.\u201d<\/p>\n

As he ran up the stairs and disappearing into his bedroom, Ben was left pondering thoughtfully that it was maybe a good thing his two eldest sons were not around when minutes later Joe returned, sitting down on the settee and feeling marginally refreshed. Ben gave him a wary smile as his eyes narrowed and he sat back, tapping his pipe on the arm of his chair and looking as if he was about to say something, but then seemingly changing his mind. Joe noted his father\u2019s hesitation and gave him a concerned glance.<\/p>\n

\u201cSomethin\u2019on your mind Pa?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben placed his pipe down as he regarded his son keenly for a few moments in silence. \u201cJoseph\u2026Seeing as we\u2019re by ourselves I think we ought to have a chat about Angelina.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s eyes expressed puzzlement. \u201cPa?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cJust how special is she to you son?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe then gave a soft smile, reliving the tender moments when he\u2019d held her in his arms and kissed her. \u201cOh…she\u2019s very special,\u201d he admitted, reddening slightly as he finally confided in his father. \u201cWe\u2019ve fallen in love\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou both think you\u2019re in love?\u201d Ben interrupted; an expression of surprised scepticism not lost on his son.<\/p>\n

\u201cWe don\u2019t think\u2026we know!\u201d Joe reiterated, though there was now a slight edge of irritation to his voice.<\/p>\n

Ben digested the revelation in thoughtful silence for a few moments then sighed deeply. \u201cI\u2019m not sure this relationship is really for the best son.\u201d<\/p>\n

This was not the reaction Joe expected from his father and he suddenly felt his stomach tighten with unease and foreboding. \u201cWhat do you mean? You do like her, don\u2019t you?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course I do. She\u2019s enchanting, a delightful young lady,\u201d Ben admitted as a cautious expression covered Joe\u2019s teenage face.<\/p>\n

\u201cSo? What\u2019s the problem?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cJoseph\u2026.I just feel at your age you shouldn\u2019t be thinking about falling in love. You\u2019ve got your whole life ahead of you and will have plenty of time when you\u2019re a little older to be romantically involved with any number of young ladies!\u201d<\/p>\n

There was a stony silence for a moment and as father stared at son it was as if an invisible wall of tension suddenly seemed to build between them. A look of deep disappointment covered Joe\u2019s face as he shook his head in disbelief. \u201cI thought I could rely on you of all people to understand how I feel.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOf course I understand,\u201d Ben replied, patting his son\u2019s knee in a comforting gesture as he stared deep into the green eyes that locked upon his own. \u201cBut Joe\u2026you\u2019re barely sixteen,\u201d he chided finally. \u201cThat\u2019s far too young to be totally committed to one individual, albeit one as lovely as Angelina! Maybe you should start thinking of just being friends and nothing more for another year at least.\u201d<\/p>\n

It was then something seemed to finally snap inside the young man as Joe violently shrugged off his father\u2019s hand and his eyes flashed with fury.<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t talk down to me like I\u2019m still a little kid Pa!\u201d he cried, his father\u2019s condescending tone forcing his temper to erupt with a vengeance never before seen or heard. \u201cI\u2019m old enough to leave school and start work on the Ponderosa; accepted as a man, expected to do my fair share of a man\u2019s work! So don\u2019t try and tell me just \u2018cause I\u2019m not yet sixteen I ain\u2019t capable or allowed to fall in love for real!\u201d<\/p>\n

Fuming, Joe jumped up from the settee, never before having directed such a verbal outburst at anyone least of all his father. For a moment Ben was stunned into silence, visibly shocked and surprised at the intensity of raw emotion thrown at him. Then as his own face suddenly grew dark he grabbed hold of his son\u2019s arm, pulling Joe back down onto his seat.<\/p>\n

\u201cDon\u2019t raise your voice at me boy!\u201d he ordered quietly yet commanding respect as Joe glared back, and for the first time in his life out-staring his father as he clenched his fists tightly at his sides.<\/p>\n

\u201cI just want to try and convince you it would make sense to step back for a while before things turn too complicated,\u201d Ben continued, inwardly shaking at the unexpected and unprecedented verbal confrontation with his youngest son. \u201cIt won\u2019t be the end of the world. After all, you\u2019ve barely known each other for but a few weeks\u2026that\u2019s hardly long enough for anyone to develop such deep feelings of love!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSometimes that\u2019s all it takes!\u201d Joe yelled back angrily, the defiance in his eyes refusing to diminish. \u201cIt was long enough for you to know you loved my Ma! Or was that just a made up story for my benefit?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben winced, stung by his son\u2019s accusation and swallowed back an angry response as Joe continued, still irate, his eyes flashing with a passion never before shown.<\/p>\n

\u201cAngelina and I love each other and know we\u2019re meant to be together, so you\u2019d better get used to the fact \u2018cause I don\u2019t aim to give her up\u2026not now or ever\u2026and nothing you do or say will make me!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben was left speechless; Joe sounding so much older than his fifteen years as his jaw remained stubbornly set and his green eyes refused to waver, looking the image of his mother while a brief taut silence ensued.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh Joseph,\u201d Ben sighed eventually, placing his hand on his son\u2019s knee again though this time Joe made no effort to remove it while he continued to hold his father\u2019s gaze without flinching. \u201cI\u2019m sorry son. I can now see your feelings for Angelina evidently go far deeper than I ever realised or thought possible.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe slowly dropped his challenging stare though still looked over cautiously. \u201cYou do?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded and sank back into his chair, heaving a heavy sigh. His son\u2019s look of intense devotion and the unshakeable firmness of belief and determined conviction in his voice identical to the strong willed and passionate Marie.<\/p>\n

\u201cI never realised you were so much like your mother until now. That expression of commitment and love in your eyes that she used to flash at me, even though it\u2019s been such a long time since…\u201d Ben\u2019s voice faltered, hesitating as the memory rushed through his mind.<\/p>\n

For a few moments Joe didn\u2019t say a word, not wishing to intrude as he noticed the thoughtful and reflective expression on his father\u2019s face. \u201cDoes this mean you believe we really love each other and you\u2019re happy for me to keep seeing Angelina?\u201d he asked eventually, his tone now growing more conciliatory.<\/p>\n

Ben gave him a warm smile and nodded. \u201cYes, I believe you son, and judging by what you\u2019ve just declared I don\u2019t think I\u2019d be able to stop you if I wanted to,\u201d he admitted with genuine sincerity. \u201cJust as I could never stop your mother when she was determined and set her mind to do something.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben sat forward, gently placing his hand around Joe\u2019s neck and squeezing it affectionately. \u201cAll I want from life is for my sons to be happy, and if Angelina means so much to you, I won\u2019t come between you both. You have my word Joseph.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe nodded then swallowed hard, biting his lip.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m real sorry for losing my temper and shouting at you,\u201d he admitted nervously as the adrenaline rush of the past few minutes slowly ebbed away. \u201cIt won\u2019t happen again Pa. I promise.\u201d<\/p>\n

Shaking his head Ben gave a slight chuckle. \u201cJoseph, much as I would like to think that was possible, knowing now just how similar you are in temperament and character to your mother, I have the distinct feeling that\u2019s one promise you\u2019re never going to be able to keep!\u201d<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

With Ben and his son once more at peace with each other the next few days passed without incident or further altercation as Joe was introduced to the tiring world of working full time on the Ponderosa.<\/p>\n

His birthday finally arrived and as he woke up that morning the realisation he was sixteen at last created a wide smile on his face; for like his brothers before him he was now on the first rung of manhood and the thought filled him with pleasurable anticipation and excitement.<\/p>\n

He jumped out of bed and looked through the half opened window, taking in a deep breath of fresh air as he anxiously scanned the heavens for any sign of rain clouds. Sighing with relief that here were none he washed and dressed quickly, keen to complete his early morning chores before the rest of the family awoke. But as he walked down the stairs in high spirits and humming happily to himself stopped short when he noticed his father and brothers were already eating their breakfast.<\/p>\n

\u201cHappy Birthday,\u201d three voices cried in unison, while a surprised Joe pulled out his chair then sat down, his face reddening as he threw over a wide smile of thanks. He looked nervously over towards his father.<\/p>\n

\u201cGuess I must have slept in Pa. Sorry.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben slipped an arm affectionately round his son\u2019s shoulders. \u201cDon\u2019t worry Joseph,\u201d he said, smiling tenderly. \u201cWe decided to let you have a lie-in, seeing as it\u2019s your special day.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd I\u2019ve done your chores as well, little brother,\u201d added Hoss, gently ruffling Joe\u2019s hair. \u201cSo you can have yourself a real relaxing start to your birthday.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe sighed happily then Hop Sing hovered momentarily in the kitchen doorway and moments later and much to Joe\u2019s amazement, handed over a parcel covered in brown paper. \u201cMe not forget special present for Little Joe,\u201d he said, smiling fondly while Joe threw him a surprised glance as he sat back in his chair with the parcel on his lap.<\/p>\n

Joe quickly removed the wrapping then his eyes widened with delight. Neatly folded was a brand new waist length jacket made of the finest thick grey corduroy material; the latest fashion for a young man in Virginia City and the exact one he\u2019d stared longingly at through the window of the Men\u2019s Fashion Emporium weeks before while helping to collect the supplies with their cook.<\/p>\n

Joe smiled broadly at Hop Sing, standing up and bowing in true Chinese fashion before rushing over and hugging him tight and thanking him without thinking in immaculate Cantonese, much to his father and brother\u2019s surprised amusement.<\/p>\n

Under everyone\u2019s watchful gaze Joe then put the jacket on. It fitted perfectly and Ben nodded with admiration at his grown up appearance; reflecting it would seem his youngest had truly shaken off the mantle of childhood and the jacket now signified a new and distinctive era of dress for his son.<\/p>\n

Joe returned to sit at the table, hanging the jacket around the back of his chair as Hop Sing reappeared with a plate of freshly made scrambled eggs. Placing them in front of him, he exchanged an affectionate gaze with the youngest Cartwright as he proceeded to pour out a fresh cup of coffee and handed it over to the young man.<\/p>\n

\u201cCoffee?\u201d queried a puzzled Joe, never before having been served the hot drink at breakfast. Hop Sing nodded, his inscrutable expression giving nothing away.<\/p>\n

\u201cMilk only for children,\u201d he answered, winking over and the inference of his statement clear to all at the table as Joe smiled at him and proceeded to eat his breakfast; grateful that the connection with his childhood was now abandoned forever.<\/p>\n

The birthday breakfast continued in a light hearted and jovial fashion; the main discussion being the preparations for the up and coming party that night as duties were delegated and agreed between each of them.<\/p>\n

\u201cPa?\u201d Joe mumbled finally after the last piece of egg soaked bread was consumed and he sat back in his chair. \u201cSeeing as Hoss has done my chores, may I take Cochise out for a run? I haven\u2019t had chance since he was broke in.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded with an indulgent smile and Joe finished the last dregs of coffee then took hold of his new jacket and put it back on. Moving towards the front door he\u2019d just picked up his black Stetson and pushed it down on his head when Adam gave a loud cough.<\/p>\n

\u201cErm\u2026Joe? Would these be helpful?\u201d he asked, smiling over as Hoss suddenly emerged from the kitchen, a gleaming brand new saddle and bridle carried in his hands.<\/p>\n

\u201cHappy Birthday little brother,\u201d Hoss cried gleefully as he walked towards him and handed them over. Genuine tears of joy and gratitude filled Joe\u2019s eyes as he gently stroked the smooth and shining leather reverently. \u201cThanks\u2026these are just perfect!\u201d he smiled as Ben rose from the table and inspected the new tack.<\/p>\n

\u201cSure is finest quality,\u201d he agreed with an impressed nod, looking over at his youngest. \u201cI have a feeling you\u2019re now going to have yourself the smartest looking horse on the Ponderosa Joseph!\u201d<\/p>\n

Shaking his head emphatically Joe returned the look. \u201cNo Pa! I\u2019m gonna have the smartest looking horse in Nevada!\u201d<\/p>\n

Half an hour later a proud and excited Joe led Cochise out of the barn, tentatively placing his foot in the stirrup and easing himself onto his back for the first time. He could feel the horse shudder, sense the power ready to spring at his command; such a far cry from the slow old pony he\u2019d ridden over the past few years.<\/p>\n

Pushing his hat down firmly again before gathering up the reins, he slowly walked around the yard under the watchful and keen gaze of his father and brothers. Then, conveniently failing to hear his father\u2019s instructions to take it easy, waved his hand and disappeared out of sight behind the barn, and with an air of excited anticipation let out a yell of pure joy before urging the paint on to a gallop.<\/p>\n

Within seconds he was a speck in the distance as the grey jacketed rider raced across the flat grass and meadowlands of the Ponderosa with the reckless abandon that from that day on would be synonymous with the name Joe Cartwright. The combined feeling of delight and elation continued as both horse and rider moved as one in perfect harmony until eventually he reigned up a lathered and sweating Cochise, both man and beast blowing hard from the thrilling exertion.<\/p>\n

Never before had Joe felt so alive\u2026so happy\u2026so lucky\u2026or so loved and with a sigh of utter contentment reflected life just couldn\u2019t get much better than this as he reached down, lovingly patting the pinto\u2019s neck before turning his horse around and making his way back home to prepare for the birthday celebrations.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

It was early evening and Joe looked at himself in the mirror, straightening his black string tie around the collar of his pristine white shirt then pulling a hairbrush through his thick locks.<\/p>\n

He whistled softly as he readied himself for the party and picking up a bottle from his dresser undid the top before sniffing the contents and smiling happily. The scent of Bay Rum filled his bedroom as he carefully splashed a small amount onto his hands and wiped it over his chin; the cologne a welcomed extra birthday present from his brother Adam.<\/p>\n

Joe exhaled deeply, trembling slightly with excitement as he looked out of his bedroom window down onto the yard where a large banner was strung across and its message clear to all.<\/p>\n

\u2018HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINA AND JOSEPH\u2019<\/p>\n

He smiled to himself as he envisioned Angelina\u2019s reaction when she arrived to see the trouble his family had taken to make this a wonderful evening for them both and their many guests.<\/p>\n

The furniture had been cleared from the large living room so that everyone could dance to the music of a small band and there was a vast array of food; one large birthday cake and the most appetising and tempting buffet ever seen on the Ponderosa and all prepared happily by Hop Sing. Paper streamers were draped from every corner of the room and there were large glass bowls containing home made punch, lemonade and numerous bottles of wine and spirits.<\/p>\n

As Joe continued to look down he suddenly heard a clatter of hooves and a steady flow of guests appeared in the yard; all laughing and looking forward to the evening\u2019s festivities. He immediately recognised Doc Martin and Sheriff Coffee who were greeted warmly by Ben and escorted towards the front door, closely followed by Mitch Devlin and his family and various other old school friends and neighbours.<\/p>\n

Minutes later Joe was downstairs, acknowledging the birthday greetings thrown at him, shaking hands with all who\u2019d arrived and standing close to the open front door as he chatted but kept one eye continually on the corner of the barn, awaiting Angelina and her father. Eventually they came into view, the last to arrive, and Joe ran towards the buggy as it stopped and smiled a polite welcome at Lucas who then dismounted and made his way into the house, leaving the young birthday couple alone for a few minutes.<\/p>\n

Taking hold of Angelina by the waist Joe gently lifted her down and basked at the sight of her as she stood before him; no longer a mere school girl but a very attractive young woman in a low-cut, close fitting dress of shining grey silk, the colour reflected in her bright eyes that shone with excitement and her golden hair pinned back in such a way to emphasise her loveliness.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou look so beautiful,\u201d he acknowledged, hardly able to tear his gaze away and squeezing her hand tightly. \u201cHappy Birthday Angel.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHappy Birthday Joe,\u201d she replied, exchanging loving looks as her face glowed and then she noticed the banner above their heads and the many coloured lanterns hanging throughout the yard. \u201cI never thought it would be as wonderful as this!\u201d she gasped in delighted awe as they walked hand in hand towards the mass of family, friends and neighbours who were patiently awaiting their arrival and as they entered together all heads turned and a loud cheer greeted the young birthday couple as they stood in the doorway.<\/p>\n

The joint birthday party was a resounding success.<\/p>\n

Never before had everyone danced so much or so long, young and old alike joining in on the makeshift dance floor to the accompaniment of the small band of musicians and then everyone eventually stopped for breath to take refreshing swigs from the home made punch and sample Hop Sing\u2019s scrumptious cuisine.<\/p>\n

Angelina and Joe happily blew out the candles on their shared birthday cake together and then the band played Happy Birthday and a chorus of male and female voices joined in, much to the combined embarrassment and amusement of the sixteen year olds and with Joe\u2019s arm thrown affectionately around Angelina\u2019s shoulder, to all the gathering they truly looked like they were made for each other.<\/p>\n

Miss Jones then coerced a reluctant Adam into accompanying her on the guitar while she gave a loud and very flat rendition of one of the popular songs of the day. Much to her delight the impromptu performance received a standing ovation from the smiling crowd and though she heard stifled titters of laugher was blissfully unaware they were directed at her dire and terrible singing voice.<\/p>\n

It was only when she offered to continue her recital Ben quickly stepped forward and diplomatically called Roy Coffee over, asking him to recite one of his hilarious monologues which he did without a second prompting, well aware of their fate if he\u2019d declined! Once he\u2019d completed his long speech on the escapades over the years of a certain Little Joe Cartwright, which brought tears of laughter to everyone in the room, Joe included, the band suitably refreshed took up their instruments and resumed their playing and the dancing continued.<\/p>\n

Eventually the merrymaking had to come to an end, and as the grandfather clock struck 11pm everybody reluctantly made their way outside into the yard. Joe and Angelina thanked and waved goodbye to the long line of guests, and as the last buggy disappeared behind the barn they stood together by the corral as a distant rumble of thunder echoed across the sky.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh Joe, that was the most wonderful birthday party ever,\u201d Angelina conceded happily as they stood hand in hand and watched flashes of lightning far on the horizon.<\/p>\n

Joe nodded in agreement as the sound of laughter could be heard from inside the house where Ben, Adam, Hoss and Lucas were drinking from a newly opened bottle of whiskey.<\/p>\n

\u201cSounds like my Pa\u2019s still having a real good time,\u201d Angelina concluded happily as she recognised her father\u2019s laugh. \u201cHe hasn\u2019t been feeling well lately.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe raised his eyebrow. \u201cReally? What\u2019s wrong?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m not sure,\u201d Angelina answered, shaking her head. \u201cI know he\u2019s been seeing the doctor over the past few weeks but when I ask he just says he\u2019s going to be fine and I\u2019m not to worry.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cWell whatever\u2019s wrong it doesn\u2019t seem to have stopped him from enjoying himself tonight,\u201d Joe acknowledged with a grin. \u201cI never would have thought he could dance so well or for so long! And he told me he\u2019s really lookin\u2019 forward to seeing us graduate together tomorrow.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina nodded and smiled excitedly. \u201cJust think Joe\u2026both of us delivering the Valedictorian! I bet your father can hardly believe it!\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe shook his head. \u201cI\u2019ve not told Pa or my brothers yet. They\u2019ve no idea I\u2019ve done so well.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh Joe\u2026you\u2019re terrible,\u201d Angelina chuckled with delight. \u201cIt\u2019s going to be such a wonderful surprise. Your Pa will be so proud of you\u2026I just know it.\u201d<\/p>\n

Suddenly she put her hand to her mouth. \u201cOh\u2026I forgot to give you your present,\u201d she cried apologetically, rushing over to the lone buggy that stood in the yard and from behind the seat she pulled out a large parcel and handed it over. \u201cHappy Birthday,\u201d she smiled as Joe quickly pulled off the wrapping then stared at the portrait that faced him within a thick wooden frame. He looked over quizzically.<\/p>\n

\u201cWho is it?\u201d he asked as he looked down at the proud face of an Indian brave who looked sternly back at him.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s Cochise Joe,\u201d Angelina answered. \u201cI asked my Pa to paint it from memory and it\u2019s a real good likeness. You do like it don\u2019t you?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe smiled over with gratitude and nodded. \u201cI know just the spot to hang this in my bedroom,\u201d he said brightly before suddenly looking down with a crestfallen expression. \u201cAngelina\u2026I\u2019m so sorry. I\u2019ve been so busy working over the past week, I forgot all about your gift.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina grinned happily. \u201cIt doesn\u2019t matter Joe\u2026just having our joint party is enough for me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Still continuing to look unhappily between the portrait and the beautiful face that stared at him, Joe shook his head sorrowfully. \u201cI\u2019ll never forgive myself. But seeing as you\u2019re here, do you want to come and see my Cochise?\u201d he asked, indicating towards the barn. \u201cI went with Adam to collect him a couple of days ago from the Paiutes.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina nodded enthusiastically as Joe propped his present against the corral rail, and taking her hand walked into the barn where a black and white head suddenly looked over, neighing a welcome to his master in the shadows of the single lamp that hung from a wooden beam above their heads. \u201cI didn\u2019t realise he was such a beautiful horse!\u201d Angelina cried, stroking the soft muzzle with her outstretched hand and giving a laugh as the animal nuzzled into her neck.<\/p>\n

\u201cCooch likes you,\u201d acknowledged Joe with a chuckle as he leaned against the wooden wall of the stall and watched as Angelina giggled at the feel of tickling whiskers on her bare skin.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhat\u2019s this?\u201d she suddenly asked, noticing a small velvet bag tied tightly on the black and white mane. Joe peered over and after fingering the soft material undid the tight knot.<\/p>\n

\u201cWe\u2019d better look at what\u2019s inside,\u201d he instructed and emptied the pouch onto her palm. Angelina gave a short gasp as a golden locket and chain fell out, the precious metal glinting brightly in the lamp light. Furrowing her brow in puzzlement she looked up then enlightenment dawned as she noticed Joe was smiling mischievously at her.<\/p>\n

\u201cBut you just said you didn\u2019t have time to buy me anything?\u201d she chided with a tender smile.<\/p>\n

\u201cI know\u2026but this is from Cochise,\u201d Joe teased before his face grew serious. \u201cHappy Birthday Angel,\u201d he whispered as Angelina opened up the hinged case and noticed an exquisitely engraved inscription inside.<\/p>\n

\u2018A & J Soul Mates\u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n

She gasped, the sentimental dedication causing tears to well up in her eyes.<\/p>\n

\u201cWould you mind?\u201d she asked in a trembling voice as she handed over the locket and left Joe to open the delicate clasp and fasten the chain around her neck. Once done she turned and nestled herself within Joe\u2019s outstretched arms. \u201cOh thank you so much. It\u2019s the most wonderful present I\u2019ve ever had. I love it!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNot as much as you love me I hope,\u201d answered Joe as they continued to cling together and his hand gently stroked her hair. Slowly she raised her face.<\/p>\n

\u201cOh, I could never love anything as much as I love you,\u201d Angelina declared softly and as their eyes met a powerful surge of unstoppable emotion flooded over them both and as one they stepped back into the shadows of an empty stall. Slowly and deliberately they kissed, tentatively at first but then suddenly it wasn\u2019t just kissing but touching as their bodies ached for each other with a passion that threatened to overwhelm them as hesitatingly hands began to explore.<\/p>\n

Fully aware of what they were doing, it scared them both for they knew it was wrong; not there, not now, but the desire was far too strong to call a halt and incapable of rational thought they pressed closer together, becoming more intimate and unable to stop and think or care about the consequences.<\/p>\n

It was only when the sound of laughter could be heard in the yard they came to their senses, pulling apart, straightening their clothing and their heightened feelings for each other in turmoil; both aware of what so easily could have just taken place had they not been disturbed.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m sorry\u2026I shouldn\u2019t have\u2026I didn\u2019t mean\u2026\u201d Joe trembled, well aware of the moral code of respectability instilled and expected of him, and feeling ashamed at his lack of restraint he reddened with embarrassment and regret.<\/p>\n

Angelina\u2019s heart melted at the sorrowful expression on his face. \u201cOh Joe\u2026you don\u2019t need to apologise,\u201d she smiled as she placed her hand on his face and tenderly stroked his flushed cheek. \u201cBelieve me, I wanted to as well.\u201d The words were simple and honest, her soft smile and loving eyes locking on his own in the flickering shadows of the oil lamp.<\/p>\n

For a long moment there was silence then Joe took hold of her hand. \u201cOne day I\u2019m gonna ask you to marry me,\u201d he promised solemnly and as her mouth gently curved Angelina nodded and her eyes shone with contentment. \u201cAnd one day I\u2019ll say yes.\u201d<\/p>\n

Wrapping their arms around each other, both had never felt happier as they enjoyed the private intimacy between them, until suddenly the magic moment was lost as two darkened figures appeared in the barn doorway and Ben and Lucas looked towards them in the dimmed light.<\/p>\n

\u201cTime to go home Angelina,\u201d called her father as they turned their heads in his direction. \u201cLooks like there\u2019s a storm brewing and we need to get home before the rains start.\u201d<\/p>\n

As the two men walked away a soft smile touched Joe\u2019s mouth and he looked down, his expression of continued desire reflected in Angelina\u2019s pale grey eyes. \u201cI love you so much.\u201d<\/p>\n

A rush of pure joy flooded over her and Angelina returned the loving gaze. \u201cI know,\u201d she replied and fleetingly their lips touched before they finally drew apart, Joe placing his arm around her shoulder and the couple making their way slowly outside.<\/p>\n

When drawing level with Ben, Angelina threw her arms around his neck and kissed him on the cheek. \u201cMr Cartwright, it\u2019s been such a wonderful party. Thank you so much.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo thanks are needed my dear,\u201d Ben replied happily and as Angelina moved towards the buggy Joe took her by the arm and helped her onto the seat next to her father.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ll see you tomorrow at the Graduation,\u201d he said quietly as Angelina nodded with a soft smile on her face.<\/p>\n

\u201cTomorrow,\u201d she whispered back, fingering her locket as Lucas took up the reins and waved a farewell, leaving father and son to stand in silence as Angelina turned in her seat, staring back at Joe and silently mouthing \u2018I love you\u2019 as the buggy disappeared behind the barn into the darkness.<\/p>\n

Ben gazed over in the gloom, instinctively sensing something was different about his youngest but not quite able to put his finger on it. Was it his stance? He certainly seemed to stand taller than Ben ever remembered. Was it the look he\u2019d traded with Angelina as they\u2019d parted? Whatever it was, Joe now seemed to emit an air of inner confidence and maturity, totally belying his sixteen years.<\/p>\n

Moving over to stand by his side Ben placed his arm around his shoulder, squeezing it affectionately.<\/p>\n

\u201cHappy son?\u201d<\/p>\n

Loosening his black tie and running his fingers through his hair Joe sighed deeply and nodded. \u201cYou\u2019ll never know how much Pa,\u201d he murmured, throwing him a smile as he picked up the canvas backed portrait and headed into the house.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Chapter 4:<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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The next day blue skies were sadly missing to be replaced by grey clouds stretching across the horizon and a cold wind blowing over the Ponderosa landscape; rain having come and gone in the night. It was now late morning, and smartly dressed for the occasion Ben and his sons mounted their horses and made their way towards Virginia City for the Class of \u201857\u2019s Graduation.<\/span><\/span>Cantering alongside his father and wearing his new jacket with the collar turned up to take away some of the chill, Joe certainly didn\u2019t show the nervousness he inwardly felt at having to deliver a joint farewell address and speech at school that day. But just having Angelina at his side would give him the strength needed he mused confidently as he glanced over his shoulder towards Adam and Hoss who were following behind.What a surprise it was going to be for them\u2026thinking their under achieving little brother was just graduating by the skin of his teeth! He couldn\u2019t wait to see their reaction when they found out the truth, and he fought hard to keep himself from laughing out loud at the look of astonishment they\u2019d no doubt have on their faces.Eventually they arrived on the outskirts of town and turning towards the schoolhouse expected to see the area filled to capacity with horses, carriages and excited townsfolk, eager to watch the yearly ceremony. Surprisingly however the place was deserted except for a single buggy and two figures by the front door, and as they drew closer they noticed Abigail Jones was standing next to Roy Coffee and dabbing her eyes with a handkerchief.\u201cRoy? What\u2019s going on?\u201d Ben asked as he dismounted and the distressed face of the school teacher looked towards him. Before the sheriff could answer Abigail rushed over, practically falling into Ben\u2019s arms. \u201cOh\u2026Mr Cartwright,\u201d she wailed, tears streaming down over her cheeks. \u201cThere\u2019ll be no graduation today. It\u2019s just too awful\u2026such a tragedy.\u201d<\/p>\n

As Ben attempted to comfort the distraught woman by allowing her to cry into his shoulder Roy shook his head woefully. \u201cIt\u2019s a mighty sad day Ben,\u201d he admitted, then looked over at the three Cartwright brothers and walked towards them.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ve got some bad news,\u201d he said as he stood by Joe\u2019s side and looked up at him. \u201cThere\u2019s been an accident.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAccident?\u201d Joe queried, gazing down in puzzlement.<\/p>\n

Abigail gave another loud sob and blew her nose noisily into her handkerchief, still enjoying Ben\u2019s comforting hold as suddenly Joe understood what the Sheriff was trying to tell him. \u201cAngelina? Something\u2019s happened to her?\u201d<\/p>\n

Roy nodded slowly. \u201cMaybe you\u2019d better get yourself over to Doc Martin\u2019s office. He\u2019ll explain\u2026\u201d His sentence unfinished, Roy rapidly stepped back out of the way as Joe pulled his reins in sharply and kicked Cochise into a standing gallop, leaving his father and brothers staring after him in confused bewilderment.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

As he rushed into the office Joe immediately noticed the inner door was open and as he moved forward Paul Martin appeared, looking over towards him. \u201cJoseph\u2026I\u2019m so sorry,\u201d the doctor said, quietly closing the door behind him then taking Joe by the arm and moving over towards his desk.<\/p>\n

\u201cAngelina? She\u2019s not\u2026?\u201d Joe asked; his face twisted in misery as he removed his hat and threw it down onto a chair. Paul shook his head, pity and compassion for the young man showing on his weary face.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo\u2026but I\u2019ll be honest with you son\u2026she\u2019s in a bad way.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe felt himself visibly shake and he gripped the side of the desk tightly. \u201cWhat happened?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cLucas and Angelina were found laying in a ditch a couple of miles out of town at first light,\u201d Paul offered by way of an explanation. \u201cAngelina was unconscious and trapped underneath the buggy.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAnd her father? What about him?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s dead Joe.\u201d<\/p>\n

Swallowing hard the young man\u2019s face visibly paled, hardly able to comprehend the tragic event as Paul sighed deeply before continuing. \u201cFrom what she\u2019s managed to tell me they were rushing back home when her father seemed to suddenly collapse then lost control of the rig. I suspect he\u2019d suffered a heart attack.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s eyes widened in confusion. \u201cBut he was fine last night. There seemed to be nothing wrong with him!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI know. I was talking to him myself and he seemed in good spirits,\u201d Paul sighed sadly. \u201cBut I\u2019d been treating Lucas for a heart condition ever since he arrived in town and it seems the most logical reason.\u201d<\/p>\n

Offering a sorrowful sigh and visibly shaken at the news Joe\u2019s thoughts then returned to Angelina. \u201cHow bad is she hurt?\u201d he asked in barely a whisper, looking towards the connecting door as the Doctor followed the direction of his eyes. Placing a sympathetic hand on Joe\u2019s shoulder Paul just shook his head.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ve given her something for the pain but there\u2019s nothing more I can do,\u201d he admitted soberly. \u201cBelieve me if there was anything\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe bit at his lip, his eyes filling with tears.<\/p>\n

\u201cShe\u2019s been asking for you,\u201d Paul said gently as he gazed at the distraught expression on the young man\u2019s face. \u201cI\u2019ve haven\u2019t told her about Lucas. If she asks, I think it would be better coming from you.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo!\u201d Joe cried with a strangled sob, distress and fear more than evident on the sixteen year old face. \u201cI can\u2019t\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Paul\u2019s voice tightened. \u201cShe has no one else Joe\u2026you\u2019re the closest thing to family she\u2019s got now.\u201d Looking over wildly, a cold sweat formed on Joe\u2019s face and he wiped his sleeve across his eyes. Paul paused, well aware of the young man\u2019s distress.<\/p>\n

\u201cYou okay?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe stared over mutely as his whole body began to shake uncontrollably, and with thirty years worth of experience Paul gave a knowing nod and reaching down to a bottom drawer in his desk, pulling out a glass and bottle then pouring out a large measure of brandy.<\/p>\n

\u201cHere, drink this,\u201d he ordered, placing the glass in Joe\u2019s trembling hand. Noticing the young man\u2019s hesitation Paul gave him a reassuring smile. \u201cPurely medicinal. Don\u2019t worry about your Pa\u2026he\u2019d understand.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe steeled himself and gulped down the unfamiliar tasting liquid in one long swallow; grimacing and giving a cough as a warm, burning sensation trickled down his throat. \u201cThanks Doc,\u201d he said, appreciating the warming and soothing effect on him as he handed back the empty glass and blinked back his tears.<\/p>\n

\u201cJust be strong for her son,\u201d Paul asked as Joe regained his composure. \u201cDo your best.\u201d<\/p>\n

Pursing his lips tightly Joe gave a slight nod, now knowing what he had to do but dreading it all the same as he turned and walked slowly towards the door, giving the doctor a final glance before disappearing into the inner office.<\/p>\n

Paul sat down disconsolately at his desk, placing his head in his hands until minutes later Ben entered, quickly followed by Adam and Hoss. He looked up and gave a tired nod of acknowledgement to his old friends. \u201cJoe\u2019s in there,\u201d he indicated with his hand towards a back room as Ben took a tentative step towards it. \u201cBetter leave them\u2026she doesn\u2019t have long.\u201d<\/p>\n

Torn between his fatherly desire to be by his son\u2019s side yet allow him some privacy Ben hesitated momentarily then picked up a familiar Stetson, sinking down in a chair and absently stroking the black material.<\/p>\n

\u201cRoy told us what happened Paul,\u201d Ben said in a low voice, feeling his voice croak with emotion. \u201cIs there\u2019s really no hope for Angelina?\u201d<\/p>\n

The doctor shook his head sadly. \u201cI keep thinking how happy she was last night\u2026how happy Joe was\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Adam and Hoss nodded in agreement and Ben sighed deeply then leaned his head back, thinking of his youngest son as his anguished eyes stared over towards the closed connecting door.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

When Joe entered the room he stood still for a moment, waiting for his eyes to adjust to the dull light flooding in from a small window through which snow capped mountains were visible on the far horizon.<\/p>\n

Angelina was lying with eyes closed on a narrow bed; her body covered with a blanket and her pale face looking strangely at peace though her breathing was shallow and laboured. Golden coloured hair was splayed across the pillow, mud splattered and with streaks of red, and as Joe moved closer her eyes flickered and slowly opened, looking dazed and confused until she recognised the figure before her and they flashed with relief.<\/p>\n

\u201cJoe,\u201d she whispered, slowly raising her arm and in an instant he rushed over, pulling over a chair and sitting by her side as he took hold of her hand. A small trickle of blood ran down her face from a deep cut on the side of her head and Joe reached over for a damp cloth that lay on a table and wiped it clean.<\/p>\n

Angelina gave a grateful sigh then looked into his eyes with a desperate urgency. \u201cTell me Joe\u2026what\u2019s happened to me?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYou had a bad accident\u2026the buggy overturned. Don\u2019t you remember?\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina shook her head slightly, still unable to think clearly. \u201cEverything\u2019s jumbled up in my head\u2026can\u2019t seem to think straight,\u201d she answered slowly then she gave a gasp as a memory flashed up within her brain. \u201cMy Pa! He fell\u2026.where is he?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s sad expression became even sadder as he took a deep gulp of air.
\n\u201cHe\u2019s with your Mama now Angel,\u201d he told her simply and as Angelina\u2019s dulled eyes suddenly widened with understanding tears began to roll down her cheeks and she turned her head and sobbed into the pillow. Joe stroked her hair lovingly for a minute or more; the rhythmic gesture soothing and comforting the distraught girl until eventually she became quiet and turned her head back to gaze at him.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ll\u2026I\u2019ll take care of you now,\u201d he said as he wiped her wet cheeks dry.<\/p>\n

Despite her misery Angelina gave a soft smile then tried to ease herself up but fell back, the laudanum now having no effect as she sucked in a painful breath and an acute spasm sent a wave of pain flooding throughout her body. She clenched her teeth, closing her eyes momentarily.<\/p>\n

\u201cPlease\u2026I\u2019d like to sit up,\u201d she finally pleaded, and as Joe\u2019s hand supported her back he raised her to a sitting position until she could lean against a padded pillow. Once settled she gave a soft sigh and turned her head to look out of the window and gaze over towards the mountains, dark with Ponderosa Pines. \u201cPoor Pa. He called it our Utopia when we arrived here,\u201d she murmured quietly. \u201cHe was right\u2026it\u2019s so beautiful.\u201d<\/p>\n

There was a moments silence as she stared out with her private thoughts then returned to gaze on Joe\u2019s face; his only desire to comfort and tell her everything was going to be all right but his anxious and fearful expression speaking silent volumes.<\/p>\n

\u201cIs something else wrong?\u201d she suddenly asked as beads of sweat glistened on her face. Without answering Joe continued to stroke her delicate fingers and unable to make eye contact stared down at the floor; fighting hard to disguise his misery.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo, nothing\u2019s wrong,\u201d he lied quickly\u2026too quickly\u2026and in an attempt to hide his deception he gave a feeble laugh. \u201cMiss Jones is already reorganising the graduation for her two star pupils.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave a slight shake of the head, intuitively knowing Joe was not being completely honest with her. \u201cPlease, tell me true,\u201d she begged, her voice now stronger and more intense, intuitively sensing her fate as her grey eyes stared at him intently. \u201cAm I going to die?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe visibly tensed then forced himself to meet her gaze, heaving a deep sigh and unable to keep up the pretence. \u201cYes,\u201d he said; the word choking in his throat. \u201cThere\u2019s nothin\u2019 else the Doc can do for you.\u201d<\/p>\n

A sharp intake of breath then a stifled cry came from the bed as another flicker of pain shot across Angelina\u2019s face and she gave a loud moan. \u201cOh Joe\u2026I\u2019m scared,\u201d she gasped, her voice faltering again and her long lashed eyes fearful and wide open. \u201cYou will stay with me\u2026till the end?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019ll never leave you Angel,\u201d he assured her, his words loaded with emotion as he gently stroked her sweated face with the cool, damp cloth then leaned over and pressed his lips on her cheek.<\/p>\n

The briefest of smiles touched Angelina\u2019s mouth then she hesitatingly took hold of the locket that still hung around her neck and tightened her fingers around it, giving Joe a thoughtful look. \u201cPromise me…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAnything.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina continued to stare at him, her eyes boring into his as her voice grew weaker. \u201cI don\u2019t want you mourning for too long. Be happy and live your life…for my sake\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe fought hard to keep his tears hidden, not sure what to say as a dull throbbing ache formed in his heart, then with a slight nod of the head he answered, his voice hesitating and whispered as he stared back up at her.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2026I understand.\u201d<\/p>\n

Angelina gave a gentle nod then suddenly cried out again in pain as the last vestige of strength ebbed away within her.<\/p>\n

\u201cMy Joe,\u201d she murmured softly, the words said slowly and almost inaudible as Joe continued to stare at the beautiful young woman, and as she gave him a final loving smile closed her eyes for the last time.<\/p>\n

At first she looked as though she\u2019d just fallen asleep but as the realisation slowly hit him Joe shivered with shock and slumped down in his chair, for even though he\u2019d seen his fair share of violence and death in his sixteen years the distressing effect on his emotions of seeing Angelina\u2019s lifeless body created a sort of detached, numb feeling throughout his body. He remained frozen, unable to tear his gaze away, knowing he\u2019d never again see those loving grey eyes, hear that infectious laugh, feel her soft and tender touch.
\nHe\u2019d expected his tears to flow now, but there was nothing as he bent forward and stroked her hair as if soothing a sleeping baby, remaining expressionless though inwardly an inner pain twisted at his heart.<\/p>\n

Minutes passed then muffled familiar voices could be heard in the adjacent room and Joe gave a deep sigh, knowing the time had come to take his leave and he eased up, releasing his grip on Angelina\u2019s hand before stooping over and gently kissing her forehead.<\/p>\n

\u201cGood night my Angel,\u201d he whispered tenderly as he gave a final lingering stare before pulling the blanket over her serene and pain free face. Suddenly he felt bone weary and as his head began to spin he grabbed hold of the chair back to prevent from falling and closed his eyes, taking deep breaths then straightening up and slowly making his way to the outer office, his eyes glazed over from the emotional trauma.<\/p>\n

Four men rose to their feet as he entered but as Ben stepped forward he stopped in his tracks. It had been easy when his son was a child to cuddle and make it all better when he\u2019d scuffed his knees or scraped his elbows, but viewing the dazed expression on Joe\u2019s grief stricken face Ben gave a silent nod, for he immediately realised there was nothing he could say this time to ease his son\u2019s pain, no gesture to give him solace.<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019m so sorry son,\u201d he murmured quietly, willing him to move forwards and to take comfort in his arms.<\/p>\n

But Joe remained unblinking and still, as if rooted to the spot as he fleetingly glanced at the anxious faces of his two brothers before moving forward, saying nothing as he retrieved his hat from his father\u2019s hand. Then without a backward glance he opened the door and went outside, grabbing hold of Cochises\u2019 reins and agilely swing mounted onto his horse before quickly disappearing out of sight; leaving his father and brothers silently looking after him and each inwardly crying silent tears of sympathy and pity.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

There was a sombre atmosphere in the living room of the Ponderosa as the sun slowly sank under the western horizon and darkness covered the land.<\/p>\n

Ben looked through the front door for the umpteenth time then closed it and walked over to his chair where he sank down with a deep sigh. \u201cWhere on earth can Joe be after all this time?\u201d he asked in a low voice, the question directed to no one in particular, not really requiring an answer.<\/p>\n

Adam gave a quick glance to the clock by the front door then eased up from his chair and walked over to the sideboard. \u201cI keep thinking we shouldn\u2019t have let him go off on his own after all,\u201d he admitted as he proceeded to pour out three glasses of brandy from a decanter and handed one towards his father. \u201cBut judging by the look on his face when he left, I don\u2019t think we could have stopped him even if we\u2019d tried.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben accepted his drink with a grateful nod. \u201cThere are some times in a man\u2019s life when you just want to be alone for a while,\u201d he declared wistfully, remembering the heart ache he felt when each of his three wives died.<\/p>\n

\u201cBut Pa, Little Joe\u2019s only a boy still,\u201d cried Hoss as Adam handed him a glass. \u201cI hate the thought of him being on his own.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben\u2019s eyes narrowed. \u201cJoe\u2019s had to grow up fast today son,\u201d he replied slowly, looking absently into the fire as he sipped at his brandy. \u201cAnd after what he\u2019s been through I don\u2019t think he can ever be thought of as a boy again.\u201d<\/p>\n

Concerned for his little brother Hoss heaved a deep sigh, swallowed down his drink in one long gulp. \u201cDid you notice Adam? Seemed to look straight through us when he left the Doc\u2019s office,\u201d he remarked. \u201cAnd no tears! That just ain\u2019t natural\u2026not for Little Joe.\u201d<\/p>\n

His elder brother gave a nod. \u201cDoc said he could be suffering from shock.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben gave a worried shudder as Adam sank down in his chair and sipped at his drink, eying his father as Ben continued to finger his brandy glass with an anxious look on his face. Suddenly he looked old and frail as the stress of the day and the concern for his youngest son became evident on his gaunt face. \u201cDo you want us to go and look for him Pa?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben blinked hard as a vision of Joe standing so happily with his arm around Angelina suddenly disappeared from his mind. \u201cSorry Adam? What did you say?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI was asking\u2026do you want me and Hoss to go and look for Joe?\u201d<\/p>\n

Sighing deeply Ben reluctantly shook his head and shrugged his shoulders. \u201cWhere would you start son?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cThere\u2019s always his Mama\u2019s grave,\u201d interrupted Hoss. \u201cHe usually goes there when somethin\u2019 troubles him serious like.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben looked up and nodded as fleetingly hope flashed in his eyes. \u201cI suppose it wouldn\u2019t harm\u2026just to check there,\u201d he admitted but still looked doubtful as he downed his drink and placed his empty glass on the coffee table. Stretching out his arms he began to ease himself up in his chair.<\/p>\n

\u201cNo Pa,\u201d ordered Hoss, for once the son commanding his father as he too noticed Ben\u2019s weakened state. \u201cYou wait here in case Joe turns up.\u201d<\/p>\n

Momentarily about to argue the point Ben could see the determined expression on his son\u2019s face and acquiesced gratefully, nodding his head and sinking back down. The two brothers walked towards the credenza but as they picked up their hats hoof beats could be heard entering the yard, and Hoss rushed over to the small window behind his father\u2019s desk and looked out.<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u2019s back!\u201d he yelled with relief as he watched Joe slowly dismount and lead Cochise into the barn. Ben closed his eyes momentarily, silent words of thanks forming on his lips while Adam nodded over to Hoss. \u201cLet\u2019s go give him a hand with his horse.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cNo! I\u2019ll go,\u201d Ben quickly offered; his voice louder than he intended as he pushed himself up from his seat and threw his sons a grateful glance as they looked back at him. Hoss gave a silent nod and Adam smiled tenderly, both aware of their father\u2019s desire to seek a few minutes of privacy with his youngest son.<\/p>\n

An unsaddled Cochise gratefully munched at his feed as Ben entered the barn and under the glow of the single oil lamp he could plainly see a dejected grey jacketed figure sat on a large bale of hay, his hat by his side and his bare head lowered, hugging his knees close to his chest.<\/p>\n

Instinctively aware who was walking towards him Joe remained still and silent as Ben gently placed a hand on his shoulder.<\/p>\n

\u201cIt\u2019s late son. We\u2019ve been worried about you.\u201d<\/p>\n

Slowly raising himself Joe straightened out and leaned back onto the wall of the barn, looking up into the familiar, loving gaze of his father, his own eyes still dry and without tears. \u201cI rode down to the lake\u2026sat there a while thinking about\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s voice trailed to nothing as his body began to shake from a combination of the night chill and fatigue. Ben placed the black Stetson on the floor then eased down, throwing his arm around the quivering shoulder. \u201cYou\u2019re pretty cold son. Would you like to go inside?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s reply was quiet but insistent. \u201cNo Pa\u2026not yet\u2026not yet,\u201d he begged and as Ben willed his body heat to seep through and warm his son, Joe laid his head on the broad chest and listened to the deep thudding of his father\u2019s heart. .<\/p>\n

\u201cI loved her so much,\u201d Joe gasped eventually, the misery in his voice impossible to miss. \u201cI loved her\u2026as much as any man could love a woman. You do believe me, don\u2019t you?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cYes, I believe you son.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe trembled, a deep wrenching pain tugging at his heart and feeling a permanent wave of nausea pass over him. \u201cWas it like this for you\u2026when Ma died? Did you hurt real bad inside?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben sighed deeply and bent his head down, gently brushing his lips against Joe\u2019s curly hair. \u201cYes son\u2026it hurt after Elizabeth, Inger and your Ma\u2026hurt real bad.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe raised his eyes, searching his father\u2019s face. \u201cDidn\u2019t you just want to curl up and die?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben stared mutely in front of him for a moment and gave a sad sigh. \u201cYes son\u2026 I did,\u201d he confessed as he inwardly remembered back over the years.<\/p>\n

Joe returned his head to rest on Ben\u2019s chest. \u201cThat\u2019s how I feel Pa\u2026right now life without Angelina just doesn\u2019t seem worth living any more \u2018cause I\u2019m never gonna love again; Angelina was so special there\u2019ll never be anyone else for me.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben sighed sympathetically then gave a nervous smile. \u201cSon\u2026I\u2019m going to tell you something now that I\u2019ve never admitted to another living soul…even your brother Adam.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe looked up, perplexed, throwing his father a baffled stare as his eyes rested on the unfamiliar look of pained reflection covering his father\u2019s face.<\/p>\n

\u201cThis will be our secret\u2026just between us, man to man,\u201d Ben added and swallowing hard Joe nodded, his own misery momentarily forgotten.<\/p>\n

\u201cWhen Adam\u2019s mother passed away I was so overcome with grief I didn\u2019t feel like I could live out another day,\u201d reminisced Ben sadly. \u201cWe\u2019d had so little time together and I felt bitter\u2026angry that she\u2019d been taken from me in such a cruel way. I ended up walking over to the harbour front in Boston and looking down into the dark waters for hours, drinking whiskey, cursing the Lord for dealing me such a cruel hand. The more drunken I became, the more I was tempted to just throw myself in\u2026leave this world and join my darling Elizabeth in the next.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe stared in disbelief, unable to believe his father capable of such thoughts. \u201cYou did?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded. \u201cI didn\u2019t care about anything, anybody and it seemed so easy, the solution to all my misery. I remember teetering on the edge of the jetty, willing myself to make that final step into those cold, murky depths. But then I suddenly remembered my baby son. I\u2019d forgotten all about the most precious gift Elizabeth had given me who was now motherless and who would also be fatherless if I behaved in such a selfish way. I felt so guilty and that\u2019s when I knew I had to keep going for Adam\u2019s sake though I vowed on Elizabeth\u2019s grave I\u2019d never love again. I convinced myself there would never be another woman for me. She had been my first true love and could never be replaced.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s dulled eyes widened in surprise at his father\u2019s disclosure. \u201cSo you really know how I\u2019m feeling Pa?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben nodded slowly. \u201cOh yes son\u2026I know it all too well.\u201d He gave a half smile, his thoughts moving on to the fair haired woman who\u2019d captured his heart on the long trail west.<\/p>\n

\u201cBut then I met Inger. Finding love again with Hoss\u2019 mother was such an unexpected revelation I could hardly believe myself so lucky or blessed,\u201d Ben admitted. \u201cShe helped me\u2026gave me the will to open up my heart again. And even when she died, the thought that maybe I could find another love like her helped me to carry on.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cSo you didn\u2019t feel guilty about your vow to Elizabeth when you fell in love with Inger and then my Ma?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben shook his head. \u201cI came to realise I didn\u2019t love Elizabeth any the less just because I\u2019d fallen in love again. And thank heavens I did, otherwise there would have been no Hoss and definitely no you!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cBut what\u2019s kept you going after all the grief you\u2019ve had in your life?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben drew in a deep breath then exhaled heavily. \u201cOh\u2026I\u2019ve had three very good reasons,\u201d he replied softly, gently drawing his fingers through Joe\u2019s hair. \u201cI won\u2019t pretend son. It\u2019s going to be hard, and may take a while, but one day I promise you this, you\u2019ll get on with your life and be happy again.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe gave a sad, slow nod. \u201cThat\u2019s what Angelina told me\u2026just before\u2026.\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben\u2019s brown eyes stared over, glistening in the lamp light. \u201cThen she must have loved you very much Joseph,\u201d he stated softly, raising his arm and gently stroking the back of his son\u2019s neck. \u201cHer last thoughts were obviously with you.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cOh yes Pa\u2026she really loved me,\u201d Joe murmured as he closed his eyes and allowed himself to fall back within the strong yet gentle arms, appreciating the comforting feel of his father\u2019s hand as it gripped his shoulder.<\/p>\n

Joe felt himself shake again, though this time it was not the cold or exhaustion but a hollow feeling of desperate, aching loneliness as finally the realisation his dreams of a happy ever after life with Angelina had crumbled away.<\/p>\n

Ben could sense his distress and instinctively drew him closer. \u201cAre you ready to go in yet son?\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe gave a slight shake of the head. \u201cCan we stay here for a while longer?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben gave a reassuring squeeze as he felt Joe shudder and tremble. \u201cWe\u2019ll stay as long as you want,\u201d he agreed as Joe buried his face again into his father\u2019s chest and there was silence between them for a while.<\/p>\n

\u201cPaul told us you agreed to tell Angelina about her father,\u201d Ben said eventually. \u201cI\u2019m proud of you son.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cI had to do it Pa,\u201d Joe replied, giving a deep sigh. \u201cShe had no one else. But she was so brave even through all the pain\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe wiped his hand across his moistening eyes, clenching his fists tight and reluctant to show any emotional vulnerability. Ben noticed the movement and gave a slight frown as moments later Joe pulled himself up and hung his head down low.<\/p>\n

\u201cI don\u2019t want you to be ashamed of me Pa,\u201d he admitted in a low voice. \u201cBut right now I just want to bawl like a scared little kid.\u201d<\/p>\n

For a moment Ben couldn\u2019t answer, puzzled by the unexpected admission. \u201cJoseph! I\u2019d never feel shame at you showing your emotions!\u201d he eventually cried as Joe looked up in surprise.<\/p>\n

\u201cBut I\u2019m supposed to be a man now Pa!\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben placed his hand on Joe\u2019s arm and squeezed it affectionately. \u201cYou\u2019re no less of a man for weeping at a time like this son,\u201d he admitted as their eyes locked. \u201cCrying is the first step to recovery\u2026otherwise the grieving pain just festers inside us to return, again and again.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe regarded his father, swallowing deeply. \u201cSo it\u2019s alright\u2026you won\u2019t think any less of me?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben\u2019s eyes softened and he smiled gently, his voice now reassuring. \u201cOh Joseph! All it shows is the kind of man you are and will always be; warm, caring and sensitive. And I certainly would never think any less of you; in fact it would make you a bigger and wiser man in my eyes.\u201d<\/p>\n

Joe\u2019s eyes rested on his father\u2019s loving expression and it was suddenly as if a dam was breached as he broke through his self-imposed state of emotionless shock and the pent up grief finally burst through.<\/p>\n

\u201cThat\u2019s right Joseph\u2026cry it out,\u201d Ben whispered as the sound of a broken hearted sixteen year old echoed in the barn and he drew him close to his chest, his own eyes moistening and his arms remaining tight and protective around his son. He buried his face in Joe\u2019s hair and felt the warmth of the salty tears soaking into his shirt as Joe sobbed for what seemed an age until eventually there was silence as he fell into a deep and exhausted slumber.<\/p>\n

Minutes later two concerned faces peered around the barn door and viewed the tender scene of their father cradling his youngest son in his arms. \u201cPa?\u201d Adam whispered, keen not to awaken his little brother as they stood over them both. \u201cIs Joe okay?\u201d<\/p>\n

Ben gave a hesitant nod. \u201cHe will be son,\u201d he answered quietly, tenderly gazing down and reluctant to move and disturb the sleeping figure, though he now shivered with the cold and had pins and needles in his arms.<\/p>\n

\u201cLet me take him Pa,\u201d requested Hoss, noticing his father\u2019s discomfort, and as he gently lifted him from his father\u2019s arms with effortless ease Joe gave a child like whimper. \u201cIts okay little brother,\u201d murmured Hoss in a soothing tone. \u201cWe\u2019re gonna take care of you.\u201d<\/p>\n

The reassuring voice seemed to settle him and Joe snuggled his head, remaining sound asleep as he was carried into the house, and for a few hours his living nightmare faded away to be replaced by dreams of walking with a golden haired girl, holding hands and laughing in the sunshine.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

In the days that followed Joe\u2019s life passed in an unhappy blur, long and bleak as he forced one foot in front of the other; depressed and his grief unrelenting with Angelina the first thing on him mind when he awoke and the last thing he remembered at night.<\/p>\n

He was hardly ever seen with a smile on his face but whenever he felt at his lowest or when the tears began to flow, there always seemed to be a friendly and loving arm around his shoulder, a welcomed chest on which to cry his tears as his father and brothers constantly watched over him with anxious and concerned eyes.<\/p>\n

Then slowly and gradually as the weeks then months passed bye the young man\u2019s sorrow lessened, and though there was still a blank void in his life and within his heart, he finally managed to shake off the cloak of misery and pushed his despair at losing Angelina into the far corners of his mind, much to the combined relief of Ben, Adam and Hoss.<\/p>\n

However during the days leading up to the anniversary of Angelina\u2019s death Joe became noticeably quiet and reflective and his father and brothers watched closely for any signs of him falling back into his former state of depression and despair.<\/p>\n

He neither requested nor desired a party to celebrate his birthday, asking instead for a few days on his own while he camped out at the north meadow. Ben had queried the request with concern but agreed without argument, and as the first flush of dawn appeared in the sky on his seventeenth birthday Joe rode out on Cochise, the worried brown eyes of his father following him as he disappeared behind the barn.<\/p>\n

When he arrived at the meadow that brought back such poignant memories of Angelina he spent his waking hours over the next two days unashamedly crying, tears blurring his vision as the realisation of what he\u2019d lost once more flooded over him. Then eventually on the third day his tears dried. It was a good feeling to have let it all out again, but his anguish was now replaced by a feeling of profound loneliness which flooded over him and it was then he realised that all he wanted was nothing more than his families loving company again.<\/p>\n

He quickly saddled Cochise and made his way back down the trail, smiling softly to himself. He\u2019d arrived at the meadow with his heart feeling dark and empty, but now as he left and neared the Ponderosa he suddenly felt better, even happy. He\u2019d finally turned the corner, and when he returned home and was presented with his birthday gift of his very own Colt.45 and holster by his father, his family watched him keenly, looking for signs of continuing sorrow and despair.<\/p>\n

But when Joe beamed happily towards them as he fingered the fancy pearl handle and fastened the holster excitedly around his hips for the very first time they collectively sighed with relief. Their Joe was back and he\u2019d moved on at last.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Epilogue<\/em><\/p>\n

Joe eased up in his seat and as he tipped his hat on the back of his head he gazed over towards his travelling companions who were now awake, holding hands and exchanging affectionate, loving looks. However there was no envy or sadness within Joe\u2019s heart this time as he viewed the tender scene.<\/p>\n

Reliving the past two years in his mind seemed to have lifted Joe\u2019s spirits and Molly and Jack\u2019s undeniable love for each other reminded him of a love he had once had and how fortunate he\u2019d been. Not everyone was lucky enough to find their soul mate and Angelina\u2019s memory was now forever cherished and locked away within a special and privileged place in his heart. But just as his father had predicted, life does go on he mused as he straightened his tie and the jagged outline of Virginia City came into view.<\/p>\n

He fixed his gaze on a solitary white-washed house surrounded by a picket fence and gave a soft smile. Once the sight would have caused a deep melancholy within him, but now as he stared over there was no painful twisting of his heart as he gazed upon it; instead fondly recalling the happy hours spent sipping lemonade on the veranda, his first hesitant kiss in the living room, a grey eyed girl holding his hand.<\/p>\n

Turning his eyes away and with his mouth feeling dry and parched, Joe ran his tongue over his lips, yearning for the cooling effect of a cold beer to quench his thirst as he recalled a conversation with the stage driver during the trip home.<\/p>\n

He\u2019d told him of a brand new fancy saloon that had been opened in Virginia City during Joe\u2019s absence. In a very short period of time Julia\u2019s Palace, owned and run by a beautiful and infamous woman by the name of Julia Bulette, had become the most popular drinking and gambling saloon in the territory, and as he expected Adam and Hoss to greet him Joe decided to make it his first port of call with them before they hit the trail for home.<\/p>\n

Taking hold of his jacket as the coach eventually trundled down the main street Joe could see the familiar looking shape of Hoss\u2019 hat in the distance.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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He\u2019d been tempted to wave the contract and cheque upon his arrival as he was justifiably proud of his accomplishment, but as the coach came to a halt Joe decided against it. There\u2019d be plenty of time to rub it under their noses at a later date he mused with a silent laugh.<\/em><\/span><\/span>He didn\u2019t know whether he could or would be lucky enough to find love again, but with his soul mate\u2019s last words echoing in his head and knowing she\u2019d approve Joe just decided to get on with life in the best possible way he could, and as he stepped out of the coach took a deep breath, beamed a broad happy smile and fell into the loving arms of his brothers.<\/div>\n
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