{"id":38829,"date":"2022-03-01T13:58:18","date_gmt":"2022-03-01T18:58:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=38829"},"modified":"2025-09-25T15:38:06","modified_gmt":"2025-09-25T19:38:06","slug":"rose-my-love-romancing-the-ponderosa-book-4-by-millieshepherd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=38829","title":{"rendered":"Rose, My Love &#8211; Romancing the Ponderosa Book 4 (by millieshepherd)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Summary: Ben runs into a lady friend from his past and the sparks fly again.<\/p>\n<p>Rating:\u00a0 T<\/p>\n<p>Word Count: 15,453<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Romancing the Ponderosa series:<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=38722\">Mrs. Little Joe (Book 1)<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=38817\">The Redhead (Book 2)<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=38825\">Leo (Book 3)<\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Note: This is the fourth book in the series and it should be read in chronological order. Ty \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\"><strong>Rose, My Love<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 1\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Walking down the sidewalk, I make my way towards the telegraph office. I figure I might as well send off this wire since I\u2019m finished at the bank and Candy hasn\u2019t come to get me yet. He\u2019s busy over at the general store loading the supplies we came into town to get.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Candy has turned into a very good ranch hand since we hired him two months ago. But I can\u2019t exactly say that we found him because he found us. The militia I used to be captain of quite a few years ago was reinstated because an Indian captive needed to be transported to another town. Not many men volunteered to help me so Hoss joined me. Joe didn\u2019t want to volunteer since just about a month before Hannah had had baby Lilia Marie, but under Hannah\u2019s insistence, he ended up coming with me. I feel like part of Adam wanted to come along but I could tell he was more than relieved when I told him that I didn\u2019t want him to come along. Misty had been having some mild complications with her pregnancy, so I knew neither of them would be comfortable with him being away from home and I couldn\u2019t put them through that kind of stress. Plus then he would be around the ranch just in case either Hannah or Leo needed help while Joe and Hoss were with me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It was on that wild trip that Candy found us. One night during camp he appeared out of nowhere. He joined up with us since he said he didn&#8217;t have anywhere to be. Once our mission was complete, I asked him if he wanted a job. I liked him and the attitude he had. I now feel very fortunate that he accepted the job because I\u2019ve never once regretted it and I don\u2019t know how we\u2019ve gone this long without him. On top of his good work ethic, he\u2019s become a very good friend to us all, especially Little Joe.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHello, Ben. What can I do for you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019d like you to send this telegram for me.\u201d I hand Frank Jones the slip of paper with my message written on it.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSure thing.\u201d He scans it over, calculating the price in his head. \u201cThat\u2019ll be a dollar and twenty cents. Where do you want it sent?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSan Francisco, please.\u201d Counting out the coins, I lay them on the counter. Hearing shouts and horses\u2019 gallops mixed with the sound of wagon wheels, I look over my shoulder to see the stage coming in.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt\u2019s an hour late again.\u201d Frank comments as he taps my message through to San Francisco.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhere\u2019s it coming from this time?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSt. Louis.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHaven\u2019t had one come in from there in a few weeks.\u201d Looking over at the general store, I see Candy flop what looks like the last sack onto the buckboard. \u201cWell, thanks again, Frank.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnytime, Ben.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I turn to walk down the street when the stagecoach comes to a halt and the door swings open. An elegant looking lady steps down with the help of the driver. She looks to be about my age if the gray streaking her hair is any tell tale. As she steps up onto the sidewalk, she turns slightly and I get a look at her face. It\u2019s a beautiful face and somehow vaguely familiar. She smiles brightly as someone else steps down from the stagecoach. Ignoring the other passengers, I search the crevices of my mind for a name and place that is connected to that very familiar smile.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">As I continue to think, she takes a few steps to the side as the driver places the luggage on the sidewalk. She smiles again and this time it\u2019s accompanied by a laugh. That tinkling laugh brings back everything in a flash.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rose Chumley. I never expected to see her again, let alone out here in Virginia City. We were childhood friends and even had a very bad case of puppy love during our teens. I knew her before I went to sea and had met Adam\u2019s mother, Elizabeth. She was the very first girl I ever asked to a dance and she also was my very first kiss. And to think she\u2019s standing right here in front of me! But, of course, I\u2019m sure she\u2019s no longer a Chumley and a happily married woman.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">After a quick debate with myself, I decide to go reintroduce myself. It can\u2019t hurt anything and I doubt she\u2019ll remember me anyhow. It\u2019s been so many years that I\u2019m quite shocked with myself for even recognizing her. But those years appear to have been very considerate to her because her face only has a few creases and her jet black hair is only slightly faded with gray. All in all, she still looks very youthful.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cExcuse me, ma\u2019am.\u201d I remove my hat and hold it in my left hand as she turns towards me. She looks up at me with a smile, those same dark brown eyes sparkling at me just like I remember. \u201cI\u2019d like to welcome you to Virginia City. I\u2019m Ben Cartwright.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen?\u201d Her smile vanishes as her eyes take in every inch of my face. I can practically see the dots connecting as her smile comes back even wider and she lets out a laugh. \u201cBen! You\u2019re the last person I expected to see. In fact I never thought I\u2019d see you again!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI never thought I\u2019d see you again either!\u201d I offer my hand for her to shake but she moves in for a hug instead. After she steps away, I notice that she still fits right under my chin. \u201cWhat are you doing in Virginia City?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI came here because there\u2019s always different opportunities in a new place and because my daughter got the open teaching position for the Virginia City school.\u201d She takes a step away from me and waves her finger in a circle at me. \u201cTurn around, I want to get a good look at you. Ah, yes, still the same old Ben from those long years ago. Well, that is except for a few extra pounds and all that gray hair that\u2019s taken the place of the black it used to be.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnd it sounds like you\u2019re still the same girl I used to know!\u201d I laugh. \u201cWhere are you staying?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThe hotel.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, you\u2019ve had a change in plans because you and your daughter are going to stay out on my ranch, the Ponderosa.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou definitely are the same young man I used to know, you still think you can order people around with hospitality!\u201d She laughs. \u201cBut, Ben, you\u2019ve got one thing wrong. It\u2019s daughters, not daughter.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, I\u2019m sorry, I guess I did come across as rather bossy.\u201d I laugh as she waves to three pretty young ladies. They all come and stand beside her so it\u2019s safe to assume that they\u2019re her daughters yet they all look very different.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, these are my daughters.\u201d She gestures to them and then points to the one with black hair and light brown eyes. She\u2019s the same height as Rose but she\u2019s stocky, not overweight, just stocky. \u201cMy oldest, Madeline.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNice to meet you, Madeline.\u201d I shake her hand as Rose points to the young lady on her right, who has very light blonde hair and her mother\u2019s dark chocolate eyes. She looks to be barely over five feet tall and she has her mother\u2019s build, thin yet sturdy. \u201cThis is my youngest,\u00a0 Juliet.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJuliet, it\u2019s a pleasure.\u201d I bow slightly as she curtsies with a big grin. Rose turns to motion to the tall and thin beauty standing slightly behind her. And a beauty is what she is with auburn hair and eyes that I can only think to describe as caramel in color. \u201cAnd last, but not least, my middle child, Gabriella.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGabriella.\u201d We nod at each other with a smile. Looking back at Rose, I put my hands on my hips. \u201cSo what\u2019s it going to be, Rose, the hotel or my ranch? My house is empty except for myself and my cook, Hop Sing, so I have plenty of room.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rose crosses her arms over her chest and puts her chin in her right hand, the gesture one I remember her doing when she had to think and make a decision. She looks at each of her daughters before turning back to me. \u201cBen, I think we\u2019ll take you up on your offer.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGood!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 2<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, Ben, your house is magnificent!\u201d Rose glances around the room, eyes wide with amazement and admiration. She caresses the table behind the sofa as she walks around, looking all over the room, trying to take it all in. \u201cI never knew you became such a well to do man. You\u2019ve definitely done very well for yourself with this big ranch and fine house.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt wasn&#8217;t easy but it was my dream.\u201d We both turn towards the door as it swings open and Candy and the three girls rush in breathless with laughter. The three girls hit it off with Candy immediately, especially Gabriella. As soon as Candy caught sight of Gabriella he looked awestruck and so did she. \u201cWell, it seems like you all are having a good time!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, yes, Mr. Cartwright! It was a wonderful ride from town. The scenery was beautiful the whole way!\u201d Madeline tells me with a wide, pretty smile. Since Candy and I had gone into town on the buckboard, there wasn\u2019t enough room to transport six people back to the ranch with all the supplies we\u2019d purchased for Adam and Misty. I had gone down to the livery stable to rent five horses since Rose and her girls said they\u2019d rather ride than have me rent a buggy like I had intended on doing. But then the livery only had four horses available so a slight argument over who was going to ride with Candy in the buckboard broke out among the three girls. They ended up having Gabriella ride with him and I don\u2019t think she was the least bit angry about it. \u201cEverything looks so different from St. Louis. Don\u2019t get me wrong, Missouri is a beautiful place but the Ponderosa makes it look dull.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMr. Cartwright?\u201d Candy asks as he gently sits the carpetbags he was carrying on the floor. \u201cDo you want me to take those supplies out to Adam\u2019s place now?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes. I don\u2019t want them to be waiting on them.\u201d He turns to walk to the door but I stop him. \u201cOh and tell Adam and Misty to come out to supper tonight. Swing by Joe\u2019s and Hoss\u2019s, too. Tell them we have a very old friend staying with us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSure thing, Mr. Cartwright!\u201d Tipping his hat at the ladies he pulls the door closed behind him. A second later it opens back up a crack and his head pops back into the room. \u201cI\u2019m invited, too, right?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOf course you are! You should know better than to ask that.\u201d He grins as his head disappears back out the door and it clicks shut.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cCandy was telling me about your son Adam and his wife on the way out here.\u201d Gabriela says as she moves to look around the room. \u201cThey sound like wonderful people. I can\u2019t wait to meet them.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI rode a little bit ahead of the wagon so I didn\u2019t hear what Candy told Madeline and Brie.\u201d Juliet says as she timidly hovers near a chair. Seeing that she\u2019s not sure if she should sit or remain standing, I tell her to sit down if she wants to. \u201cWho\u2019s Adam? And if you don\u2019t mind me asking, how come Candy has to take supplies to him?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAdam is the oldest of my three sons.\u201d I begin to explain. \u201cHis wife, Misty, who\u2019s currently expecting, has been having some mild complications so he hasn\u2019t wanted to leave her for large amounts of time, especially now since she only has about a month left to go. So Candy, one of my younger sons, or I pick up whatever they need when we\u2019re in town. All of us go to town often so it doesn\u2019t take us out of our way.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m guessing\u00a0 Joe and Hoss are your younger sons?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes. Hoss, or I should say, Eric, is my middle son, while Little Joe is my youngest.\u201d She grins at me when I say \u201cLittle\u201d Joe. Being the youngest herself, I\u2019m sure she knows why he\u2019s called \u201clittle\u201d. \u201cAll three of my sons have families of their own so you ladies are going to meet quite a crowd tonight!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow many are there in total, Ben?\u201d I look up to see Rose wandering over by the table. \u201cBecause if it\u2019s more than nine we aren\u2019t all going to fit around your table.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, there\u2019s definitely more than nine!\u201d I laugh, walking up beside her. \u201cLet\u2019s see, there\u2019s Adam and Misty, Hoss and Leo with their two little ones, and then Joe, Hannah, and baby Lilia Marie.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat\u2019s fifteen people when you add in Candy and all of us! How are we all going to sit for supper?\u201d Juliet gasps.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, since it\u2019s such a nice day and there\u2019s so many of us, I figured we could set up some tables outside to make one big table. We could have a big picnic out in the front yard!\u201d The three girls let out a cheer.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Shaking her head at them, Rose laughs. \u201cBen, I swear those daughters of mine act more like giddy little school girls than the grown women they are!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnd that\u2019s perfectly fine!\u201d My deep laugh joins everyone else\u2019s. \u201cI\u2019d rather someone have a youthful joy than be overly mature and not know how to have fun.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNow, Ben, if you\u2019d just show me the kitchen, us four ladies will start fixing supper.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHold on a minute, Rose!\u201d I put one hand on my hip and point a finger at her with the other. \u201cI have a cook who is very capable of cooking all the food we\u2019ll need. In fact, he\u2019d be very offended if I let someone else in his kitchen and he\u2019d probably threaten to quit on me.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, if you put it that way\u2026\u201d She smiles at me. \u201cThen we\u2019ll help you set up the tables.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNope, you aren\u2019t going to do that either.\u201d I hold up my hand as she tries to interrupt me. \u201cWhat I want you ladies to do is relax after your very long trip. I\u2019ll take care of everything all by myself. As soon as I get all of you settled in your rooms, I\u2019m going to tell Hop Sing about supper tonight and then I\u2019ll go find a ranch hand to help me set up the tables.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, alright.\u201d Rose sighs but it turns into a laugh as one by one the girls try to cover yawns. \u201cWe are quite tired.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThen let\u2019s get you four settled!\u201d I grab their bags and head towards the stairs, all of them following me. <\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 3<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019d like to propose a toast.\u201d I stand up as everyone looks my way. I raise my glass of wine as glasses filled with an assortment of different drinks get lifted into the air around the table. \u201cTo an old friend who I haven\u2019t seen in a very long time and Virginia City\u2019s new school teacher!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHear, hear!\u201d The cheer goes around the table as everyone takes a drink of either their wine, water, or milk.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSpeaking of our new school teacher.\u201d Adam says, turning to look at Madeline. \u201cPa and I are actually on the school board, so if I can remember correctly, your last name is Bartholomew?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, that\u2019s correct.\u201d Madeline nods with a smile.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut, wait a minute.\u201d Candy interjects. \u201cBrie, you told me your last name was Barton.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt is Barton. Gabriella Anna Barton to be exact.\u201d Candy seems confused but I see a look of suspicion come over Adam\u2019s face. \u201cIn fact, all three of us girls have different last names. Madeline Bartholomew, Gabriella Barton, and Juliet Greyson.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow come?\u201d Adam asks. He clearly finds the situation slightly fishy. I don\u2019t quite know what to make of it myself but then Rose and I really haven\u2019t had a chance to talk and catch up. Most of our ride home was spent discussing the scenery and the Ponderosa.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThe girls have different fathers.\u201d Rose calmly states. I see Adam stiffen slightly while Hoss and Joe give each other a look. I know what they\u2019re thinking but I don\u2019t want to automatically assume the worst. The girl I knew all those years ago wouldn\u2019t be like that. \u201cI realize that sounds very strange and suspicious but I was married three times and I had a daughter with each of my husbands.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou\u2019ve got to be joking!\u201d Joe laughs, a look of surprise on his face.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNo, I\u2019m serious.\u201d She looks over at me with a confused expression.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cApparently Pa hasn\u2019t had the chance to tell you our story yet, but I\u2019m sure you\u2019ve noticed how different the three of us look and act.\u201d Adam explains as Rose nods her head in agreement. \u201cWell, it turns out our family situation is very similar to yours because Pa was married three times and each of us have a different mother. Joe\u2019s mother passed away when he was little so Pa\u2019s been widowed for quite some time now.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, wow! I never realized there was a family out there so similar to ours.\u201d Juliet exclaims with surprise. \u201cMy Pa died when I was three and that was fifteen years ago.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSo you\u2019re eighteen?\u201d Leo asks her with a smile.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes.\u201d She glances at her sisters. \u201cJust a baby, something I get reminded of very often.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, boy!\u201d Joe laughs. \u201cJuliet, it sounds like you\u2019ve got yourself older sisters like my brothers here!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIf they\u2019re protective and bossy, then we\u2019re both in the same boat.\u201d She laughs. \u201cOh, and please don\u2019t call me Juliet, practically the only time I\u2019m called that is when I\u2019m in some sort of trouble. Just call me Jewels.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAlright. Just call me Little Joe.\u201d With that charming grin of his, he tosses her a wink. Her cheeks pink up as she smiles back with a nod.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">A small cry comes out of the little cradle sitting about ten feet away on the porch. Scooting her chair back, Hannah walks over to it and scoops up the crying babe. Lilia Marie doesn\u2019t hush but instead begins to wail louder. Looking back at us apologetically, Hannah says, \u201cShe must be hungry. I\u2019ll be back in a few minutes.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat little girl definitely inherited her hearty lungs from her Pa.\u201d Adam jokes after the front door clicks shut. \u201cJoe used to keep everyone awake at night when he was her age. I can still remember how I would lie in bed with the pillow over my head to try and block out the endless wails.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAdam, just you wait.\u201d Little Joe points across the table at him. \u201cPretty soon you\u2019re going to be doing that again, only it\u2019s going to be your own offspring this time!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Laughing, everyone begins to push away from the table. Misty, Leo, and the two little ones followed by Madeline and Jewels go into the house to keep Hannah company. I see Candy and Brie slip off to go for a walk in the dusk while Adam, Hoss, and Joe go into the barn to hook up their wagons. Pretty soon it&#8217;s just Rose and I standing in the front yard. She begins to stack dirty plates, so leaning down the table I help her.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, I\u2019m sorry I didn\u2019t take the time to tell you everything earlier.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt\u2019s alright.\u201d I smile at her. \u201cThere wasn\u2019t time earlier.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut I want you to know, we were such good friends back in the day and it doesn\u2019t feel right to keep it from you.\u201d She pulls her chair out and sits down again as I follow suit. \u201cI guess it\u2019s best to start at the very beginning.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAfter you left for sea I was heartbroken. I guess I thought the little bit of courting we did was going to turn into something more, but then you signed onto that ship. It felt like my world was shattered but the town boys saw it as a blessing. Practically all the boys my age came calling to ask to be my suitor. I guess since you were out of the way they thought they finally had a chance!\u201d She laughs, apparently now finding the whole situation funny. \u201cI didn\u2019t want to go out with any of them but Papa insisted that I at least step out with a few, so I did.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThings got serious with Keith Williams. Do you remember him?\u201d I nod. \u201cHe asked for my hand, but I declined. I didn\u2019t truly love him and he didn\u2019t make me feel alive like I did when I was with you. After that I had a few other suitors who asked for my hand, but I turned them down as well.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou sure were quite the heartbreaker!\u201d I laugh.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat I was!\u201d She giggles. \u201cAll was well until I was in my middle twenties. That\u2019s when Papa\u2019s health began to fail and he struggled to keep up with the mercantile. There had been this man named Issac Bartholomew, who kept trying to court me. And not only court me, he was also trying to buy the mercantile from Papa. Issac was uppity and snobbish with a nasty streak. I didn\u2019t like him and Papa knew it. But when Papa collapsed one day and the doctor told him he didn\u2019t have much time left, he had to make a decision. I knew it was the last thing he wanted to do because his decision involved both the mercantile and me. Issac had agreed to purchase the mercantile, for a hefty price mind you, but he\u2019d only buy it if part of the agreement was that I\u2019d marry him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSo you did just that to ensure your father\u2019s peace.\u201d Reaching over, I take her hand in mine. \u201cI remember how much you and your father loved each other. And I know that he wanted what was best for you.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI know, Ben.\u201d She smiles, her eyes free of tears and sorrow. \u201cI wouldn\u2019t have married Issac if I didn\u2019t. But it turned out to be a stormy, short marriage. We had only been married for seven months when one night in the mercantile one of the big shelves on the wall that was stocked full of tools fell on him. He died the next morning. I was expecting Madeline and to be completely honest, I didn\u2019t know whether to be happy or sad.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat\u2019s understandable.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI ran the mercantile by myself for two months. That is until one day this tall, strapping auburn haired man sauntered into the store. He told me his name was Atley Barton and that he was headed west to St. Louis. We talked for a while and the dreams he told me about made my adventurous side spark to life. Two weeks later we married and sold the store. I gave birth to Madeline on the trail west three months later. I expected Atley to treat her like his own but he didn\u2019t. He was a distant and quiet sort of man, some even called him odd, and I guess he couldn\u2019t bring himself to love another man\u2019s child.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m so sorry, Rose.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, please don\u2019t be!\u201d She seems to just take her life for what it is and not want any pity or sympathy for her hard times. \u201cAnyways, I\u2019m not finished yet, but I\u2019ll hurry.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWe got to St. Louis and made a small homestead there. After living there for about two and a half years, at least that\u2019s how long I think it was because Madeline was three at the time, I gave birth to Gabriella. I never got a chance to see what type of father Atley would be to her because he died four days later. He was killed in a saloon brawl. He wasn\u2019t part of it, a wild bullet hit him in the back and he was dead before even had time to hit the floor.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow did you get by with two little ones all by yourself after that?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAn elderly widowed midwife, actually the same midwife who delivered Brie, needed an assistant. It felt like the right thing to do so I became that assistant. I\u2019ve supported the girls and myself by delivering babies ever since.\u201d As she smiles at me and I can practically feel the joy radiating out of her. \u201cIt\u2019s the only thing that I love more than my girls!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut wait a minute, you left something out. How did you meet Jewels\u2019 father?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI met Trent Greyson one day five years later. I was walking down the street in the rain on my way home from a birth and I guess you can say we literally ran into each other. I liked him and he liked my girls, so when he asked to court me a few weeks later, I agreed. We courted for about three months before getting married and then I found out I was expecting again a little over a month after our wedding. Trent was thrilled but he wanted a son. You know what he got: Juliet. He became distant and wanted nothing to do with any of the three girls after Juliet\u2019s birth. And then two weeks after her third birthday the sheriff came knocking on my door. He told me that someone had found Trent\u2019s body floating in the river. They weren\u2019t sure if it was suicide or if he\u2019d just accidently fallen in and couldn\u2019t get out.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRose, you\u2019ve been through so much it makes me even more fortunate for all the happy ones I had mixed in with my own hard times.\u201d She gives me a small smile. \u201cUnfortunately I\u2019ll have to tell you my story some other time because it\u2019s getting late and I see the boys coming out of the barn and that looks like Candy and Brie coming back.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 4<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cCome in.\u201d I call out as someone knocks on my bedroom door. Sighing, I undo my tie again since I still can\u2019t seem to get it tied straight.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMr. Cartwight?\u201d Looking in the mirror, I see Madeline slip into the room, shutting the door behind her.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, Madeline?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019d like to thank you for throwing this party so I could meet all the parents of my new students.\u201d She steps up beside me. \u201cYou\u2019ve been very generous to my mother, sisters, and I in the two weeks we\u2019ve been here. In fact, so generous that I don\u2019t know how to properly thank you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou can thank me by calling me Ben instead of Mr. Cartwright.\u201d I try to tie my string tie again as she nods. I glance over at her when I feel her hand gently touch my arm.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cLet me help you.\u201d\u00a0 I take a step back so she can squeeze herself in between the dresser and me. After a few quick twists and pulls she has the tie straight. \u201cThere.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnd now I have to thank you!\u201d I laugh. Hearing hurrying footfall out in the hall coming towards the door, both of us turn just in time to see it slowly begin to open.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGrandpa, are you ready?\u201d Jeff asks after opening the door wide enough to stick his head in.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYep, I\u2019m all ready. I\u2019ll be down in a few minutes, alright?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAlright. But you better hurry, people are startin\u2019 to show up!\u201d With a bang the door is shut again and we can hear him race back down the hall towards the staircase. Madeline and I\u00a0 laugh as we move across the room to the door. As I reach out to grab the doorknob Madeline touches my arm again. Looking down at her, I find her gazing up at me with slightly tear filled eyes and a small smile.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, you\u2019re a very lucky man. You have a wonderful loving family, something my sisters and I have always craved but weren\u2019t fortunate enough to have. Don\u2019t get me wrong now, we all love each other but there was always something missing.\u201d A tear slowly rolls down her right cheek. \u201cMama was almost never home and we didn\u2019t have a father. More often than not an elderly lady took care of us while Mama worked. We never told her, but Mrs. Pierson was a grouch and often mean to us. We didn\u2019t want to worry her so we just were very cautious with what we did around Mrs. Pierson. Which was sometimes very difficult to do because Brie and Jewels were constantly fighting with each other.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMadeline, I\u2019m so sorry that you and the girls had to go through so many hard times growing up.\u201d I wipe the tears off her cheeks. \u201cI wish I could somehow make it all up to you and your sisters.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI know it\u2019s rather silly of me and that it\u2019s probably the little girl inside of me, but I can\u2019t help wishing that things would go back to the way they were between you and Mama before you left for sea.\u201d She smiles shyly up at me, her tears all gone. \u201cWhen she found the time, Mama used to tell us stories of when she was a little girl. More often than not there was this wonderful, handsome young man named Ben in her stories.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, I wasn\u2019t that handsome or wonderful! I\u2019m sure she exaggerated quite a bit.\u201d I say with a small laugh.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMaybe she did or maybe she didn\u2019t, but I do know that my sisters and I would be more than pleased if the two of you were to court again.\u201d Reaching out she turns the doorknob and opens the door. She pauses in the doorway, looking over her shoulder at me. \u201cI also know that there\u2019s not another family that I\u2019d rather be a part of than yours.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Thinking about what she just told me, I follow her down the hall towards the stairs. I had actually thought about asking Rose to court me again yet I was slightly hesitant because of what the girls would think. But with what Madeline just told me, I\u2018ve made my decision, especially since it\u2019s felt like Rose and I have just picked up where we left off all those years ago. Yes, I\u2019m going to ask her to court me again and I think I\u2019ll even ask her tonight if I can slip off with her for a moment alone.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Madeline and I step into a throng of people in the living room as I see Rose making her way towards us. Looking down at Madeline, she tosses me a quick wink. I smile at her but then glancing back up, a man in the crowd catches my eye. He\u2019s a widowed rancher whose son will be attending the school again this year. He\u2019s across the room talking to Adam, so meeting Rose halfway, I lead Madeline over to them. I had intended on introducing Madeline to as many parents as I possibly could and he seems like a good place to start.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cKevin, I\u2019d like you to meet our new school teacher, Madeline Bartholomew.\u201d He politely nods to her while shaking the hand she holds out to him.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNice to meet you, Miss Bartholomew. I\u2019m Kevin Butler.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt\u2019s a pleasure, Mr. Butler\u2026\u201d Rose and I slip away towards the punch bowl as their conversation continues. Pouring Rose a glass of punch, I watch Little Joe jump up on the fireplace so he can be seen by everyone.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cFellas grab you gals, the first dance is about to begin!\u201d He hops down and hurries across the room to where Hannah is bent over Lilia Marie in her crable next to Misty. Since Misty can\u2019t dance she offered to watch the baby so Hannah could enjoy herself on the dancefloor.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, Rose, you heard Joe!\u201d Taking her hand in mine I bow slightly over it with the biggest gentlemanly attitude I can possess. \u201cMay I have this dance?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019d be offended if you didn\u2019t ask!\u201d Laughing, we both hurry to the center of the living room as the music begins. I see all the boys and Rose\u2019s girls paired off around the room. Hoss twirls Leo around while I see Candy has Brie in his arms. Since Misty isn\u2019t dancing, Adam offered to dance with Jewels and I can see Madeline being spun gracefully around by Kevin Butler.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">After about four or five more dances with different partners, I\u2019m dancing with Rose once again when all of a sudden I hear a man and woman loudly arguing. Scanning the room, my eyes stop when I find the couple, which is Madeline and Kevin.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh dear!\u201d Rose exclaims when she also sees them. \u201cMadeline has a temper but she doesn\u2019t often lose it.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell Kevin Butler is slightly known for his hotheaded ways. He typically keeps a hold of himself but when he lets loose\u2026\u201d We both quickly head in their direction and are halfway there when suddenly Madeline takes off up the stairs and Kevin pushes his way to the front door, practically slamming it shut behind him. Rose moves to follow Madeline up the stairs but quickly reaching out, I grab her arm. Turning to look at all the couples who\u2019ve stopped dancing, I shout, \u201cWhy\u2019d everyone stop dancing? Slim, get that fiddle going again!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Within seconds they\u2019re all back to dancing. Rose tries to go up the stairs again but I gently tug her towards the punch bowl instead. After handing her a glass, I pour myself one. \u201cLet the girl cool herself off, I\u2019m sure it was nothing serious. You can check on her later.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, alright.\u201d She takes the last drink of her punch. \u201cIt\u2019s awfully warm in here.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWould you like to step outside for some air?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI was hoping you\u2019d ask!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 5<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt\u2019s such a wonderful night!\u201d Rose sighs as we walk across the yard, her arm tucked into mine. We stop at the corral and lean our elbows on it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat it is.\u201d I reply after a moment of peaceful quiet. \u201cA wonderful night spent with a wonderful lady.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m not wonderful.\u201d She huffs playfully at me.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI think you are.\u201d Taking her hand in mine, I turn towards her. \u201cIn fact, I think you\u2019re even more wonderful than the last time I saw you all those years ago.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen Cartwright, you\u2019re still the same flatterer that you were back then!\u201d She laughs and in the moonlight I see her cheeks pink up in a blush.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut I\u2019m not trying to flatter you, I meant everything I just said.\u201d Lifting her hand to my lips, I kiss the top of it. \u201cI meant it from the bottom of my heart because I\u2019d be honored if you\u2019d agree to court me again.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou want to court me again?\u201d She asks, surprised.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, I\u2019d like to court you again, Rose. Will you?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, yes, I\u2019ll court you!\u201d Standing up on tiptoe, she kisses my cheek.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">We stand by the corral talking for about an hour or so before hearing the front door open. We both turn around to see the guests beginning to leave. Pushing off the fence, I offer my arm to Rose, who takes it with a smile. \u201cIt looks like my guests are leaving, I better be a good host and tell them goodbye. Will you join me?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019d be honored.\u201d Walking back to the porch, we tell each couple good night as they pass us on their way to find their parked buggies. As Rose and I watch the very last buggy drive out of the front yard the front door slams open behind us.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cPa! Mrs. Greyson! Come Quick!\u201d We both hurry towards the door, knowing something must be wrong if the panic in Little Joe\u2019s face and voice is any tell tale.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJoe, what\u2019s wrong?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt\u2019s Misty, something\u2019s wrong with her.\u201d Rose pushes past him and hurries over to where Misty still sits by my study. Only now she\u2019s no longer sitting up in her chair but bent over her swollen stomach. Adam\u2019s bent down in front of her trying to get an answer from her as a deep moan comes from her throat. Rose scoots him over and bends down in his place and puts her hands comfortingly on Misty\u2019s shoulders.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow long have you been having these pains?\u201d She asks when Misty finally stops moaning in pain.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAll day.\u201d Misty sheepishly admits.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAll day!\u201d Adam\u2019s shout practically makes the roof shake. \u201cWhy didn\u2019t you say something!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBecause I wasn\u2019t going to miss this party for anything.\u201d She snaps back nearly as loud. The mixture of Adam\u2019s lost temper and the furious pain that she looks to be in is making her fiery temper flare up. \u201cAnyways I don\u2019t exactly have anything to worry about with a midwife in the house!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat\u2019s not the point!\u201d He yells back. Hearing movement behind me, I see Joe and Hoss getting their families ready to go. They quietly wave as they slip out the front door. I quickly turn back to Adam and Misty when I hear Adam take a deep sharp breath in preparation to shout again. \u201cYou told me that if anything was wrong, you\u2019d tell me so I could go get Doc Martin!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThere\u2019s nothing wrong!\u201d But the words are barely out of her mouth before she bends over her stomach again with a slightly louder moan that sounds more like a muffled scream. Instead of yelling back with the obvious, Adam\u2019s knees hit the ground beside her chair. He runs his hand up and down her back as he murmurs words of comfort in her ear.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRose, what\u2019s wrong?\u201d I ask, since she hasn\u2019t said anything since asking Misty how long she had been having these pains. She seemed to be in a different place the whole time they were arguing right beside her as she intently watched the little pocket watch she pulled from somewhere out of her dress.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, there\u2019s nothing wrong. Yes, there\u2019s pain but that\u2019s just how nature has these things work.\u201d Standing up, she looks over at me with a smile. \u201cThis young lady here is going to have a baby, and soon, too. She\u2019s been having pains all day and now they\u2019re less than a minute apart and lasting nearly triple that amount of time. Plus her temper\u2019s beginning to show itself, which is another sign the baby\u2019s almost here.\u201d She turns to the girls behind us. \u201cBrie, go upstairs and get Madeline.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, Mama!\u201d She takes off up the stairs, skipping every other step like Joe does when he\u2019s in a hurry.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cDon\u2019t forget the marbles, Brie!\u201d Jewels calls after her from where she stands next to Candy, who sits on the sofa armrest. I thought he slipped out with the others but apparently he didn\u2019t.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMarbles?\u201d Candy asks, his brow scrunched in confusion.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAll three of us like to assist Mama with births but after we had multiple arguments and nearly made her late more than once, she came up with the idea for the marbles. She put three marbles, two dark and one light, into a little black bag and we each have to pull one out. Whoever gets the light one gets to help Mama. It\u2019s kinda like drawing straws except with a bag and marbles instead.\u201d She explains. Madeline and Brie appear at the top of the stairs seconds later.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMisty, Adam, and I are going to help you upstairs to my bedroom, but we&#8217;re going to have to go as fast as we can so we can get you there in between pains, alright?\u201d Misty gives her a weak nod as Adam helps her to her feet. He looks at her where the only thing that\u2019s keeping her standing is his strong hold of her shoulders and then over at the staircase. Without a moment of hesitation, he scoops her up in his arms and heads for the stairs. Rose hurries right behind them. \u201cCareful, Adam, we don\u2019t want any accidents.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m being careful.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGirls, hurry up with those marbles, will you?\u201d She calls back down the stairs as Adam disappears down the hall. \u201cBen, we\u2019ll need lots of hot water and some clean towels.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRight away. Candy, will you get the towels while Hop Sing and I put some water on to heat?\u201d Standing up, he gives me a fast nod as he hurries to do what I asked. Walking towards the kitchen, I quickly glance back over my shoulder when I hear someone run up the stairs. I see blonde hair fly around the corner at the top of the stairs, so it must have been Jewels.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHop Sing heat water, Mr. Cartwright sit down an\u2019 rest.\u201d With a shove to the front of my vest he pushes me back into the dining room. As I scoot over to sit down as Hop Sing demanded, I see Adam reluctantly walk back down the stairs. Madeline, who had slipped into the kitchen as I was getting shoved out, comes back out carrying a bowl of water. It must\u00a0 be the water from the pot he already had on the stove. Candy tosses her the towels, which she smoothly catches without spilling any of the water. She slips past Adam where he paces nervously and anxiously in front of the staircase to carry the wanted items to her mother.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSon, why don\u2019t you sit down.\u201d I say after I step up to him and squeeze his shoulder. He looks up at me with eyes that are struggling to hold back tears. He doesn\u2019t often show emotion like the other boys so I know he\u2019s worried and scared. I\u2019m sure his own mother is in the back of his mind since we lost her after his birth. I know he\u2019s worried the same thing will happen to Misty but Misty\u2019s a hardy girl and quite a lot stronger than Liz was. \u201cPlease?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAlright.\u201d With a sigh he flops down into the blue chair by the stairs. Hearing Madeline\u2019s shoes on the stairs, he turns quickly. \u201cHow is she?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cShe\u2019s just fine.\u201d Stopping beside him, she gives him an encouraging pat on the back. \u201cIt should be really soon now. Probably within the next half an hour, if not sooner.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Everyone sits down and begins to fidget as we wait. After a few minutes of very tense and painful silence, Brie gets up and grabs the checkerboard. Within minutes the snap of Candy and Brie\u2019s checkers as they move across the board joins the sound of Adam\u2019s tapping foot. Looking over at Madeline, I suddenly remember her argument with Kevin Butler.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMadeline?\u201d Since I don\u2019t have anything else to do except wait, I might as well strike up a conversation with the only other person in the room whose hands or feet aren\u2019t occupied.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, Ben?\u201d She looks up at me from where she was watching the fast game of checkers in front of her.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat happened between you and Kevin Butler this evening?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHe didn\u2019t agree with me about how a certain subject ought to be taught. We had a few words, it was nothing serious.\u201d She says with a slight shrug and wave of her hand.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat subject was it?\u201d She opens her mouth to answer me but doesn\u2019t get a chance to get the words out as a slap and then a baby\u2019s wail drifts down from upstairs. Adam jumps out of his chair so fast it nearly flips backwards. He stands at the bottom of the staircase and it looks as if the only thing keeping him from hitting the floor is the banister he\u2019s leaning on.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">After an extremely tense moment that feels like an hour, Jewels appears at the top of the stairs, a huge grin on her face. \u201cIt\u2019s a boy!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIs Misty alright?\u201d Jewels\u2019s mouth opens but just like Madeline she doesn\u2019t get a chance to let the words out.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJuliet!\u201d Rose\u2019s voice sounds excited and slightly panicked. Jewels runs back down the hall as Madeline leaps off the sofa and flies up the stairs. Adam moves to follow her, but jumping from my seat I grab his arm before he has a chance to get any farther than the first two steps. \u201cWait.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut, Pa.\u201d When he finally turns and looks at me, I see the tears streaming down his face and how he\u2019s trying not to start sobbing. \u201cPa, she needs me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Suddenly we hear another slap and a baby\u2019s wail followed by Rose, Jewels, Madeline, and Misty\u2019s distinctly different laughs. Adam doesn\u2019t smile or even try to, he\u2019s too busy staring at me blankly. The meaning of the second slap and wail apparently hasn\u2019t registered, he must have thought the worst was about to happen and now he\u2019s almost in a stupor. But Brie knows why there was a second wail and she walks over to me with a big grin splitting her cheeks, checker game completely forgotten. I wrap my arm around her shoulders as Jewels appears at the top of the stairs again. When Adam turns to look at her, his face still blank, she waves for him to come up the stairs. \u201cCome on, Adam! Come meet your sons.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSons!?\u201d His voice is only a croak as he turns back to me eyes wide.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYeah, silly.\u201d She laughs as he sprints up the stairs. \u201cTwin sons!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 6<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Four days later I help Rose out of the buggy in front of the nicest restaurant in Virginia City. She agreed to let me take her to dinner tonight since Misty has been resting and adjusting well after birthing the twins. I\u2019ll never forget the look of pure love and joy on Adam\u2019s face when I went into Misty\u2019s room to see the babies for the first time. I don\u2019t think I\u2019ve ever seen him prouder of anything than he is of those two little identical boys!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">I open the door for Rose and as we walk in the waiter leads us to a table near the center of the room. Pulling out Rose\u2019s chair for her, I wait for her to sit before sitting down myself. We both look at the menu for a moment in silence before I signal to the waiter. After we order, I notice a good friend walking our way from the right side of the dining room.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen!\u201d Robert Steel, the banker, shakes my hand and then nods to Rose who returns it with a smile.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRobert, I don\u2019t think you\u2019ve had the pleasure of meeting my lady friend, Mrs. Rose Greyson.\u201d He shakes the hand she extends to him. \u201cRose, this is Mr. Robert Steel, my banker.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMrs. Greyson, it\u2019s a pleasure to meet you.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThe same, Mr. Steel.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, I wanted to congratulate you on the birth of your twin grandsons!\u201d He slaps me on the back. \u201cYou must be mighty proud of that son of yours.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat I am, but how did you know Misty had twin boys?\u201d None of us have been in town, that is unless either Hoss or Joe have, so I\u2019m confused at how Robert even knows. \u201cShe only had them four days ago.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHoss told me yesterday when he came into town. He must have told some others, too, because it\u2019s been the talk of town all day!\u201d He laughs. \u201cWhat did they name them?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBenjamin Tyler and Gavin Jeremiah.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSo they named one after you, huh?\u201d He slaps me on the back again, a big grin on his face. With as excited as he is you\u2019d think they were his grandsons and not the grandsons of one his largest customers and old friend. \u201cWhere did the other one\u2019s name come from? I don\u2019t think I\u2019ve ever heard it before.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt was Misty\u2019s father\u2019s name.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat\u2019s nice, both of them named after their grandfathers. But do they look alike?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYep, you can\u2019t tell them apart.\u201d I smile. \u201cThey\u2019re beautiful boys that Mrs. Greyson and two of her daughters helped into this world.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou\u2019re a midwife, Mrs. Greyson?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes.\u201d She nods with the same joyful smile that always appears when she talks about her trade. \u201cI\u2019ve actually been one for nearly twenty-four years now.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cDo you enjoy it?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cEnjoy it! It\u2019s one of my favorite things.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, why don\u2019t you go ask Doc Martin if you could help him with that part of his profession? I was talking to him just the other day and he said that he has more expectant mothers right now than he knows what to do with.\u201d He\u2019s interrupted by the waiter who walks up behind him with our plates of food in hand. \u201cIt looks like it\u2019s time for me to leave you two alone so you can eat your supper. It was nice meeting you, Mrs. Greyson. And Ben, tell Adam congratulations for me.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt was nice to meet you, too, Mr. Steel.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cDon\u2019t worry, I\u2019ll tell him.\u201d With a final wave he walks back to his table as we begin to eat.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, so do you think that the town doctor really could use my help?\u201d She asks after we\u2019ve eaten about half of our meal in silence.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI don\u2019t know but I\u2019m sure he probably could.\u201d I can feel the excitement begin to seep out of her. \u201cHow about after we finish here, we go down to Doc Martin\u2019s and see for ourselves?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, thank you, Ben!\u201d Reaching across the table, she gently squeezes my hand. \u201cThat would make me so happy.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">We finish the rest of our meal in a happy, excited silence and before I know it we\u2019re walking down to Doc Martin\u2019s office. Opening the door, we walk in as he looks up from where he\u2019s sorting and putting away his medical instruments. He waves and he hurries over to us, extending his hand for me to shake. \u201cHello, Ben. How\u2019s Misty doing?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cShe\u2019s just fine thanks to Mrs. Greyson here.\u201d Shaking hands, they exchange hellos. \u201cMrs. Greyson would like to offer you her assistance if it\u2019s needed.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMrs. Greyson, are you experienced or do you just occasionally deliver babies when the need arises?\u201d He asks politely.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m experienced, Doc Martin.\u201d She replies back in the same polite tone. \u201cI was the apprentice of St. Louis\u2019s oldest midwife for four years and I\u2019ve been delivering babies by myself for twenty.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI sure could use your help but you\u2019re staying on the Ponderosa, which is quite a long distance from most of my expectant mothers. In fact it\u2019s such a distance from town, Little Joe nearly ended up delivering Lilia Marie because I almost didn\u2019t get there in time.\u201d Turning to his desk, he pulls out a pad of paper and writes a couple of things on the top sheet with a short stubby pencil. Tearing it off of the pad, he lays it in Rose\u2019s hand. \u201cBut it just happens that three of my expectant mothers are closer to you than they are to me. I wrote down their names and where they live on this paper. All three are due within the next month and a half.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, Doc Martin, thank you so much!\u201d With a big grin, she shakes his hand.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 7<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Sitting in my red chair by the fireplace three days later, I watch my family all spread out across the room around me. Joe and Hoss brought their families over after supper for a visit and since Adam and Misty haven\u2019t gone home yet, everyone\u2019s here. I lay the book I was reading on my chest and folding my hands over it, I rest my chin on my fingertips.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Cheerful laughter comes from the table near my study, where Candy and Brie are having a very competitive game of checkers. Joe and Hoss stand behind their chairs, rooting for whoever they think will win. Adam sits beside me on the fireplace quietly strumming his guitar and keeping an eye on sleeping Benjamin in the cradle at his feet. Misty lays reclining on the sofa with Gavin snuggled against her chest while quiet animal noises come from behind the sofa. I can see Jewels\u2019s hair spread out around her as she lays on the floor playing with Cherry with the wooden animals Hoss whittled for her. Leo and Jeff sit side by side on the bottom step, winding up a ball of yarn for Rose, who sits in the blue chair beside them knitting what looks to be a sock. Across the room Madeline sits at my desk flipping through a big book, studying for her first day of school in about a month. Hearing a soft sigh, I look over at Hannah where she sits in the red chair by the clock, reading a Jane Austen novel. It must have been Lilia Marie who sighed because she rubs her hand up the sleeping baby\u2019s back, where she lays curled up against her chest.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">As I watch my now large family, I feel extremely blessed. A year and a half ago it was just the boys and me, now I have three daughter-in-laws and five grandchildren. Looking up, Rose catches my eye and we smile at each other. And pretty soon our family might grow even more if everything goes the way I hope with Rose. Who knows, before the end of the year I might have a wife and three new daughters.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Picking up my book again, I look down at the page but don\u2019t see any of the words as my thoughts wander again. Listening to the tune coming from Adam\u2019s guitar, I can\u2019t help but wonder whether Liz would be proud of the man who her son has become. I\u2019m sure she would be. I know I am. He glances up at me and smiles when he sees me peering at him from over the top of my book. I smile and he looks back down at Benjamin with a proud, loving gaze. I know he\u2019ll be an excellent father to his two little boys, who seem to have inherited their mama\u2019s red hair if the slight red fuzz on their heads is any way of telling. They\u2019re still too young to tell what color their eyes are going to be but if the darkness of them is any indicator, they\u2019re going to be brown like their pa\u2019s.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Hearing Hoss\u2019s familiar chuckle, I look over to see him laughing at Candy and Joe, who are both giving him nasty looks. It never ceases to amaze me how much Hoss is like his mother, especially since she died when he was just a baby. The way he took to Jeff and Cherry, not only taking them in but loving them like his own children reminds me of the way Inger took in and loved Adam. She would be so proud of her big, loving son!\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhy\u2019d you go and move there for! That was the stupidest move you could\u2019ve made.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJoe, I\u2019m trying! She isn\u2019t easy to beat.\u201d Smiling slightly, I watch Joe and Candy argue over Candy\u2019s wrong move. Joe was born hot tempered but thankfully he\u2019s mellowed out quite a bit since becoming a husband and father. It only seemed fitting that his first born was a girl with the way he was such a ladies man because once she gets to the courting age, Joe\u2019s going to get a taste of what he put many fathers through. Lilia Marie is bound to be a beautiful young lady, in fact there\u2019s no way she can be otherwise with both of her parents having such good looks.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Glancing around the room once more, I pause for a moment to study each of Rose\u2019s girls. In the three weeks that they\u2019ve been here I\u2019ve noticed the differences between them. Madeline is the typical oldest sibling with her protective nature and slightly bossy ways, but she\u2019s extremely intelligent and I can only imagine what type of teacher she\u2019ll be.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Brie is by far the prettiest of the three yet she\u2019s also the most athletic. On top of those two things, she possesses a very rare artistic talent like I\u2019ve never seen before. She showed me a portrait that she drew of Jewels and it was so realistic it seemed like I was actually looking at Jewels and not just a drawing.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Jewels, on the other hand, has a very wild and quick imagination. She\u2019s definitely what I would think of as a romantic daydreamer. I\u2019ve found her more than once staring off in the distance, chin in hand, a small smile on her face, seeming to be a million miles away. She\u2019s always jumped a little like I startled her when I asked her if she was alright. She also loves to read romance novels of all sorts, dime store trash and the classics, especially Romeo and Juliet which I\u2019ve seen her reading multiple times. If the state of her copy has anything to say, she\u2019s probably read it more than ten times.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But despite their differences, they have many similarities. All three are dependable, strong, stable girls. They\u2019ve gone through their fair share of hard times, but unlike some people, who break under tribulation, they came out of it stronger. In fact they\u2019re such lovely girls that I\u2019d be proud to be their father and I know the boys would feel the same way about being their brothers.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">With a contented sigh, I look back down at my book. Finding where I had stopped, I begin to read again. As my eyes go back and forth across the page, the sounds all around me blend into a distant comforting murmur.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 8<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Driving back to the ranch with Rose after visiting the Franklins the next day, we happily chat about random things. We\u2019ve been using the rides we take when she visits her patients as courting dates. We both agreed that it was better this way because I have to find the time to take her since she doesn\u2019t know the area and she didn\u2019t want to take up even more of my time to go on buggy rides, dinner dates, or picnics in the name of courting. So sometimes we bring a picnic lunch, like we did today, but other times we just talk as we ride.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Last night before I went to sleep I made a decision but I haven\u2019t brought it up to Rose yet. I figured it would be a better topic to be discussed on a picnic blanket instead of a buckboard. As Rose points out a pretty spot for our picnic, I pull the buckboard to a stop. Hopping down, I help her safely to the ground as she grabs the basket full of food from behind the seat. We spread the blanket out together and collapse onto it, both of our stomachs growling. Rose quickly pulls out all the food and we dig in.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRose, I\u2019d like to talk to you about something.\u201d I break the peaceful quietness between us. \u201cI hope you don\u2019t mind.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOf course not.\u201d She sends me one of her lovely smiles. \u201cWhat is it?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, last night when everyone was spread all around the living room relaxing and doing different things, it made me start thinking about something.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI thought I could see the wheels turning in your head when you were peering over the top of that book, watching everyone.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou were watching me?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cEvery once in a while.\u201d She shrugs with a girlish grin. \u201cI couldn\u2019t help it, you\u2019re a very handsome gentleman.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHandsome is not the word I would use to describe myself.\u201d I laugh.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, I think you are and that\u2019s all that matters.\u201d Reaching over, she pats my hand. \u201cNow what was it you wanted to talk to me about?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat I was thinking about last night was how our families seem to fit so well together. In fact we fit so well together that if an outsider were to see us, they would probably think we\u2019re all one family and not actually two separate ones.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWe do go together quite well, don\u2019t we?\u201d She looks at me and I can practically see the thoughts rolling around in her head. \u201cYour boys have taken in the girls and they treat them like the sisters they\u2019ve never had.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m very proud of the boys and the way they\u2019ve been treating your girls.\u201d I begin to laugh. \u201cBut I know for a fact that if they weren\u2019t already married, they\u2019d be trying to court your girls instead of being brotherly to them. And I can\u2019t say that I\u2019d blame them, you have very beautiful girls, Rose.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThank you, Ben, but their beauty didn\u2019t come from me. All three of them look exactly like their fathers.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIf you don\u2019t mind me asking, how come none of them are married?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, Madeline was always so busy with her studies that she didn\u2019t have time for anything else. She wanted to become a teacher but she had a hard time at school when she was younger, so she had a lot of catching up to do.\u201d She explains. \u201cIt took her five years to catch up, and in those five years she applied herself so much to her studies that she didn\u2019t leave time for anything else. She actually ended up breaking things off with a boy she was seeing at the time because the courting was interfering with her studies too much. She had a little bit of a reputation because of that, so the boys never even tried after that.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt sounds like she\u2019s a very serious and devoted young lady when it comes to what she wants in her life.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, but I\u2019m afraid she\u2019s becoming a spinster. She hasn\u2019t stepped out with a boy since she was twenty which was right after she began her first teaching position and that was seven years ago.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cDon\u2019t worry about it, only time can tell.\u201d I say trying to push the worry out of her mind but I can see I wasn\u2019t successful. \u201cJewels is still a teenager so I understand why she isn\u2019t married, but what about Brie?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBrie was very seriously involved with a young man named Henry Kendal back in St. Louis. They were actually engaged and planning on getting married the Saturday before the other girls and I were going to leave. But three days before the wedding, she came home angry and upset. She told me that the wedding was called off and the engagement broken. I never pressed her for the reason why because I knew she\u2019d tell me in time. I was surprised how fast she took to Candy after only breaking her engagement a few weeks earlier, especially since she was with Henry for a year and a half. Don\u2019t get me wrong, I like Candy, in fact I like him more than I ever did Henry.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat was wrong with Henry?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, nothing.\u201d She sighs, laying down her empty plate. \u201cHe was a good, respected young man but something deep down in me didn\u2019t like him. I don\u2019t know why I felt that way, but now I don\u2019t have to worry about it anymore.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m sure it was for the best that the engagement was broken.\u201d Laying my empty plate beside hers, I grab her hand and hold it gently between mine. \u201cBut back to what we were talking about.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhich was about how our families fit so well together.\u201d She interrupts with a smile.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, and I was thinking that maybe we ought to be one family.\u201d Lifting her hand to my lips, I kiss the top of it. \u201cI know we\u2019ve only been courting for two weeks but I still feel the same way about you that I did all of those years ago.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnd I feel the same way about you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cLast night I was thinking about how much time we\u2019ve already wasted and why we shouldn\u2019t wait even longer, we\u2019re only getting older and not any younger. Plus we already courted, even if it was when we were younger.\u201d She nods at me in agreement so I continue. \u201cRose, I love you and would be thrilled and honored if you\u2019d be my wife. Will you accept my hand in marriage?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, Ben, I thought I loved you all those years ago but now the love I feel for you is ten times stronger and it just feels so right.\u201d Leaning up, she kisses my cheek. \u201cBen, I would\u2019ve been highly offended and disappointed if you didn\u2019t ask to marry me after making that long speech about how our families ought to be one! I was really beginning to worry you wouldn\u2019t ever get to it!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSo you\u2019ll marry me?\u201d I ask, grabbing her other hand, pulling her towards me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes!\u201d I don\u2019t have to pull her any closer because she comes the rest of the way herself and meets me for a slow kiss.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cPart of me really regrets going to sea now that I see what I let get away.\u201d I say after we break apart.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cPlease don\u2019t think like that.\u201d Laying her hand on my arm, she squeezes it gently. \u201cIf you never went to sea then you never would\u2019ve met Liz, Inger, or Marie, and if you never met them you wouldn\u2019t have your sons. Sons who are your pride and joy. And if you didn\u2019t go away, I would\u2019ve never met my husbands and in turn never had my daughters.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI know.\u201d I sigh. \u201cI loved Liz, Inger, and Marie more than anything and it hurt like hell when I lost them one by one, but I can\u2019t help thinking about what could\u2019ve been between us.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, then don\u2019t. Think about what lies ahead and not about what never happened.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBelieve it or not, but I\u2019m actually thinking about both. I\u2019ve made another decision that I hope will please your girls. I\u2019d like to change their last names to Cartwright and I want to try to be the father to them that they\u2019ve never had.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat would make them so happy, they\u2019ve always wanted to have the same last name and you\u2019ve already been more of a father to them than they\u2019ve ever had.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, why don\u2019t we get all this cleaned up so we can get back to the house and tell everyone!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 9<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rose and I drive into the front yard to see a very surprising sight. Right in the middle of the yard, Brie and Jewels are rolling around in the dust, fists flying, skirts flapping every which way as they scream at each other. I look at Rose but she just sighs, shaking her head. If the look on her face is any indicator, this isn\u2019t the first time these two have brawled like a bunch of boys. Pulling the buckboard to a stop about six feet away from them, Rose and I jump down as Adam and Madeline run out of the house and Candy rushes out of the barn.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Candy and I reach the girls first. He grabs Brie by the waist as I yank Jewels to her feet and away from Brie. Both of them struggle to get away but Candy and I hold on firmly. Realizing they can&#8217;t get away, they continue to scream at each other instead.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cTake it back, Juliet!\u201d Brie still struggles slightly but Candy has a good firm grip on her waist. \u201cI said take it back!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cNo!\u201d Jewels shakes her head so hard the pins left in her hair fly out. \u201cNo, I won\u2019t because it\u2019s true!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGirls!\u201d I never thought Rose\u2019s voice could get so loud or sound so stern. \u201cHow many times have I told you that young ladies aren\u2019t supposed to get in fist fights? More times than I care to admit! You can scream and yell at each other until you\u2019re blue in the face and hoarse for all I care but I won\u2019t have my daughters acting like brawling heathens! Now what is the meaning of all this?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI never realized my older sister was loose with the men folk and I just found out she doesn\u2019t like to be called out for it.\u201d Titling her chin up saucily at Brie, she continues. \u201cBrie, just how many other fellas have there been besides Henry and Candy?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJuliet Amanda Greyson, how dare you accuse your sisters of such things!\u201d Rose gasps, even angrier than she was a moment ago.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow dare I? We\u2019ve all seen how she\u2019s been making eyes at Candy and flirting with him ever since she first laid eyes on him. And after only breaking her engagement with Henry three weeks before, too. What\u2019s the matter Brie, already forget about the man you were with for over\u2026\u201d She stops mid sentence as Brie begins to sob. \u201cBrie?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWouldn\u2019t you want to forget the man who you caught with another woman just three days before you were supposed to marry him? Not just any woman but Amy Dalton, the girl who was your best friend!\u201d She takes a deep breath, tears streaming freely down her cheeks. \u201cI never told anyone because I was ashamed. Ashamed that I almost blindly married a man who had been cheating on me with my best friend. There, Juliet, are you satisfied now? I know you were dying to know the reason I broke my engagement with Henry. Well, now you know!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Brie breaks away from Candy and runs into the house. Rose starts to follow, but letting go of Jewels, I grab her arm. \u201cWait. Let me talk to her. You take care of this one.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Walking through the still open front door, I hear a bedroom door slam shut upstairs. Slowly going up the stairs, I roll around in my mind what just happened in the front yard. Jewels was unjust in her accusation but I know Rose will take care of her. Now I just have to figure out how to deal with Brie. I\u2019ve helped all three boys more than once but they aren\u2019t as emotional as Brie is.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Knocking slightly on the door, I open it. She\u2019s laying face down on the bed, sobbing so hard the whole bed is trembling slightly. Since she didn\u2019t hear my knock on the door, I ease myself onto the bed beside her. I gently rub her back, which causes her to look up at me. Even though I didn\u2019t think it was possible, she begins to sob harder. Gently pulling her off the bed, I hold her in my arms. She lays her head on my chest and stays like that for nearly ten minutes as she sobs all her misery out onto my shirt.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, you must find me very foolish.\u201d She says once her sobs have stopped.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhy would I find you foolish?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBecause of everything that just happened.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI don\u2019t find that foolish.\u201d I lean her back and wipe her cheeks dry. \u201cEveryone makes mistakes, it\u2019s just human nature, and not only human nature, it\u2019s how we learn.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI know. I just wish these types of mistakes didn\u2019t have to hurt this much.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, you know what, sometimes talking about things helps ease the pain. I\u2019d listen if you\u2019d like to do that and it would stay between the two of us.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019ve kept it all inside for this long, I think it would feel good to let it out.\u201d She sits up on the bed beside me and takes a long deep breath, which she slowly lets out. \u201cThree days before our wedding I went to the mercantile to get something for Mama. Amy\u2019s father owned the mercantile so she often ran the counter for him. Well, that day she apparently didn\u2019t hear the bell ring when I opened the door. I looked around the store but didn\u2019t find her until I heard her giggling in the storeroom. That\u2019s not the only thing I heard, I also heard Henry\u2019s voice so I tiptoed over to the open door. They were too busy kissing to see me standing there. It wasn\u2019t until I dropped the basket I was carrying that they noticed me. I got angry and when they tried to explain things, I told them that they didn\u2019t need to. Henry tried to apologize but I just threw my ring at him and told him that we were over. The next day I took my wedding dress to the dressmakers and sold it back so I\u2019d have the money to come out here with Mama and the girls.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI believe you did the right thing but why didn\u2019t you tell your mother the reason you broke the engagement?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cLike I said I was ashamed and I didn\u2019t want Mama hurting for me. It was hard enough as it was and since I knew she liked him, I didn\u2019t want to add to the pain.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, it just happens that when your mother and I were talking earlier, she told me about Henry.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cShe did?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYep, and she also told me that something deep down inside of her didn\u2019t like Henry.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI didn\u2019t know that, why didn\u2019t she tell me?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cShe didn\u2019t say but I&#8217;m guessing it\u2019s because she saw you were happy and that\u2019s all that mattered to her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBy any chance did she say anything about Candy?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAs a matter of fact, she did.\u201d Standing up, I walk over to the bureau and pour some water from the full pitcher sitting on it into the bowl. \u201cShe said that she liked him a lot better than she ever did Henry.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019m glad. But what do you think of him?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cEven though I\u2019ve only known him for three months, I believe I\u2019d trust him with my life.\u201d Walking over to her, I sit back down beside her and begin to wipe her face with the cloth I had dipped in the bowl. \u201cBut what I think is the most important thing right now is what you\u2019re going to do about Jewels.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAre you going to forgive her or stay angry with her?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI know I hurt her by breaking the engagement and then not telling her why. She was very fond of Henry, he was like a brother to her so I\u2019m not surprised that she thought that way about me.\u201d She sighs. \u201cI know I can\u2019t stay angry with her when this all comes back on me.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSo you\u2019ll forgive her?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes.\u201d A knock sounds on the door. Opening it, I find Rose standing in the doorway.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cCan I talk to Brie now?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOf course.\u201d I step out the door as she steps in. \u201cWe\u2019re all finished.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, Jewels wants to talk to you.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019ll talk to her.\u201d I pull the door closed behind me. Going back down the stairs I see Jewels sitting on the sofa, staring at her hands in her lap. Walking up to her I lay my hand on her shoulder and turning, she looks up at me. \u201cYour mother said you wanted to talk to me.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, I do.\u201d I sit down beside her and she turns sideways so that she\u2019s looking me straight on. \u201cDo you think you can forgive me for my very unladylike behavior today?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJuliet, you\u2019re already forgiven.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, thank you, Ben!\u201d She throws her arms around my neck and I hug her tight. Leaning back, the same worried look she had a moment ago comes back. \u201cI don\u2019t see how Brie will ever be able to forgive me for all those mean unnecessary things I said. Do you think she can?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI don\u2019t think she can, I know she will.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 10<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI know just two weeks ago we were all around this table and that I proposed a toast to the lovely ladies staying here with us.\u201d I stand up at my place at the table. \u201cTonight I don\u2019t have a toast but an announcement.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Everyone turns and looks expectantly at me. None of them know what I\u2019m going to say because Rose and I agreed to tell everyone altogether tonight at supper. We were too busy earlier with the whole ordeal that came from Brie and Jewels\u2019s fight and then getting supper ready while Candy went to tell Hoss and Joe to come tonight. Now that I finally have my whole family around me I feel like I\u2019m going to burst with excitement.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRoughly two years ago all my family consisted of was Adam, Hoss, Joe, and myself.\u201d I begin. \u201cNow in just the short amount of time that\u2019s passed, it has grown by eight people. I feel very blessed that my family has grown like this but I feel even more blessed because very soon this family is going to gain four new members. I\u2019m very proud to announce that Rose has agreed to become my wife!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">A chorus of cheers ring out from around the table as my boys jump out of their seats and rush to take turns shaking my hand. Before sitting down they also shake Rose\u2019s hand and gently kiss her cheek. I stay standing and clear my throat to get everyone\u2019s attention once again. As I watch they all quickly turn back to look at me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI\u2019d like to say something else.\u201d Everyone looks at me eagerly with happy faces split open by big grins. \u201cExcept this time it\u2019s mainly for three very lovely ladies, who I\u2019m proud to be able to soon call my daughters. Madeline, Gabreilla, Juliet, I\u2019d be honored if you\u2019d take my last name after your mother and I wed.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Shoving away from the table, all three run over to me and wrap me in a hug. Pulling all three close, I look up at Rose to see her smiling at us with tear filled eyes. Glancing around the table, I see the other girls have misty eyes while the boys, including Candy, all look pleased as pie. Cherry just continues to eat, oblivious to everything around her but Jeff watches with wide eyes.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBen, we\u2019ve always wanted to have the last name and I can\u2019t think of a better one than Cartwright.\u201d Madeline has tears streaming down her cheeks, but they\u2019re happy tears. Looking at the other two, I see they have the same type of tears running down their faces, too. \u201cThank you for allowing us to have it. We\u2019re the ones who are honored!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnd, Ben, I hope this isn\u2019t too much to ask, but can we call you Pa?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOf course, Jewels.\u201d I caress her cheek with my hand. \u201cI want to be the father that you three girls have never had. I just hope I can succeed!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIf what you did today was anything like how you are as a father, I think you\u2019re already a whopping success!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThank you, Brie.\u201d I kiss the top of her head where it lays on my shoulder. \u201cI\u2019m glad you think that way.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, now that all that announcin\u2019s done, don\u2019t you think everyone should continue eatin\u2019 their food before it gets cold? I know I ain\u2019t exactly fond of cold grub an\u2019 I doubt anyone here is either.\u201d Hoss asks, hungrily looking down at his still filled plate. Laughing, the girls and I sit back down so everyone can begin to eat again.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cMrs. Greyson?\u201d Joe asks after a few minutes of all of us eating, casual conversation floating around the table.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, Little Joe, please just call me Rose.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAlright, but, Rose, I was wondering if I could call you Ma? That is if it\u2019s not asking too much.\u201d He grins sheepishly at her. \u201cYou see, I\u2019m a sentimental fool and it doesn\u2019t seem right to call you by your first name when you\u2019re going to be my mother.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOf course it\u2019s not asking too much! I\u2019d love for you to call me Ma, that goes for all three of you.\u201d She looks at both Hoss and Adam. \u201cI\u2019ve always wanted a son and now I\u2019m going to get three. And not only three, but sons who are upstanding, honorable men.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The boys all look at each other with huge happy grins. Even though they\u2019re grown men, I know they all still crave a mother\u2019s love, which is something that I know Rose will give them freely and willingly. Not only is my family growing but my sons are getting a mother and Rose\u2019s daughters a father. Looking around the table with a happy heart, I watch the faces of the people who I love the most.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 11<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Later that night after Hoss and Joe have gone home, Rose and I sit outside looking at the stars, talking about the future. We sit side by side on the porch floor, our legs stretched out in front of us in the yard so we can see the stars without the porch roof blocking our view. My left arm is wrapped around her shoulders while her head rests on my shoulder.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow long do you think we\u2019ll wait before getting married?\u201d She asks, breaking the peaceful quiet that we\u2019ve been sitting in for the past few minutes.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, I was thinking about two weeks. How does that sound?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt sounds just right.\u201d She leans back a little so she can look at my face. \u201cBut why so specific?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI thought a nice long honeymoon in San Francisco would be a nice start to our marriage.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSan Francisco?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, San Francisco. That is unless you\u2019d rather go to Sacramento instead.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, no!\u201d Laughing, she gently shoves my arm. \u201cI\u2019ve never been to California before and you know that! I\u2019ve always wanted to see San Francisco and I can\u2019t wait.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, it\u2019s settled then! I\u2019ll go into town tomorrow and start making the arrangements for the trip.\u201d I shift slightly, trying to get into a more comfortable position since my foot is beginning to go numb. \u201cHow long would you like to stay? I was thinking three weeks would be the perfect amount of time.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThree weeks?! But what about the ranch?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThe boys can take care of the ranch while we\u2019re gone, they\u2019ve done it before. Would you like to go to town with me tomorrow?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, I planned on helping Adam and Misty tomorrow since they\u2019re going home. But I guess I could have Madeline go instead.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHow long do you think it\u2019ll take for you to get the whole wedding planned?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSince we already agreed to a simple affair here at the ranch, probably a week, at the least.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat if you were to stay in town for a few days? Do you think you could get more accomplished that way than if you were to just go into town every couple of days?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat\u2019s actually a really good idea! I could go into town tomorrow with you and then stay until Friday. That\u2019d be three days and I could get a lot done, especially if I took one of the girls with me.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Hearing the front door creak open behind us, we both turn to see who it is. I can tell it\u2019s one of the girls but because of the light being behind her, I can\u2019t see her face. Yet by her height I have a feeling it\u2019s Jewels. As she walks up to us and scoots behind Rose and I, I see my assumption was right. She sits down on the porch on Rose\u2019s other side.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJewels, what\u2019s the matter?\u201d She asks, taking her hand.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh, nothing. I\u2019m just happy, is all.\u201d She leans her head on Rose\u2019s shoulder after I move my arm out of the way. \u201cI also wanted to talk to both of you.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAlright. We\u2019re both all ears.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI wanted to apologize again for what I did earlier.\u201d She sighs. \u201cI\u2019m really ashamed of myself for how foolish I acted and all those ridiculously mean things I said to Brie. Ben, I\u2019m really surprised you are still willing to call me your daughter.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJewels, come over here, please.\u201d Standing up, she walks over to me. I pat the empty spot on the porch beside me and she sits down. \u201cJust because you made a mistake doesn\u2019t mean I don\u2019t want you for a daughter anymore.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut what I did was more than a mistake. I intentionally wanted to hurt Brie and I did! Not only with words either but with my hands, too. That bruise on her cheek is proof of that!\u201d I can hear the tears in her voice before I see them shining on her cheeks. \u201cI was so angry at her for the way she was acting towards Candy because I thought she\u2019d broken the engagement for other reasons and not because of anything Henry did. I honestly couldn\u2019t believe my ears when she screamed that at me today. It felt like a slap to the face and a punch to the belly all at once.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThat\u2019s what happens sometimes when you go into an argument intending to hurt someone. It more often than not turns around and not only hurts the other person but you as well.\u201d Wrapping my arms around her shoulders, I pull her close as she continues to cry. \u201cBut I\u2019m sure you\u2019ve learned that now and that you\u2019ll never do it again.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYes, sir.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOk, well, dry your tears now young lady and get off to bed. I\u2019m sure it\u2019s late.\u201d I tell her when her sobs slow down.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIt was already ten thirty when I came out here so I\u2019m sure it\u2019s close to eleven by now.\u201d She wipes her eyes with the handkerchief I hand her and stands up. Going over to Rose, she bends, kissing her cheek. \u201cGoodnight, Mama.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGoodnight, sweetheart.\u201d Rose pats her hand as Jewels turns back to me. Leaning down, she kisses my cheek. \u201cGoodnight\u2026Pa.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGoodnight, Juliet.\u201d She walks back into the house and when I hear the door shut, I stretch out my legs with a small grunt. Standing up, I help Rose to her feet and pull her in close for a quick kiss. \u201cWell, Rose, my love, I figure we better get off to bed. We\u2019ve got a long day ahead of us tomorrow.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Chapter 12<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Two weeks later I stand in front of the mirror in my room, attempting to tie my string tie again for the fifth time now. I\u2019m all jittery from nerves that I didn&#8217;t expect to have plus I\u2019m being watched by an audience, which makes it even worse. Looking in the mirror, I see Joe, Hoss, Adam and Jeff all sitting on the bed, intently watching me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWill you all stop staring at me, it isn\u2019t helping!\u201d I grouch at them. Still keeping an eye on them in the mirror, I watch as they all look at each other with big grins plastered on their faces, clearly knowing that they\u2019re being a nuisance.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cSure thing, Pa!\u201d Little Joe laughs.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The bedroom door opens for what seems like the hundredth time this morning. I\u2019m about to complain again, but turning, I see that it\u2019s Madeline being led by Cherry. I can\u2019t complain to those two beautiful girls, who I\u2019m very lucky to have in my life.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Seeing my still untied tie, Madeline walks across the room shaking her head at me. Reaching up, she swiftly ties it for me and then gives me a peck on the cheek. \u201cPa, you look very handsome.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cThank you, Madeline.\u201d Looking down at her, I let my eyes take in the beauty that\u2019s about to become my oldest daughter. \u201cAnd you young lady, look very beautiful.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She blushes with a thank you as the boys add their own compliment to mine. Little Joe walks over to her and circles around her, admiring her from all angles. By the look on his face I can tell he\u2019s going to mix a bit of teasing into his compliment.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHmm\u2026something\u2019s different but I can\u2019t figure out what it is\u2026\u201d He rubs his chin and then snaps his fingers with a pretend surprised look. \u201cI\u2019ve got it! It\u2019s the dress.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cLittle Joe!\u201d Laughing, she attempts to swat at him but he dodges her and then grabs her in a quick hug. I\u2019m glad to see that everyone is still getting along, but then, of course I\u2019ve never had reason to think they wouldn\u2019t. You\u2019d think that they\u2019d all grown up together with the way they all interact and tease one another, but they\u2019ve really only known each other for a month and a half.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cGo ahead, give that dress a twirl. I know you want to.\u201d Adam says walking over next to me. \u201cNo matter how old they are, every lady loves to twirl in a new dress and you\u2019re no exception. Come on, go ahead and twirl.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Giggling with a blush, she twirls in a circle. Her lilac purple dress spins out around her as Cherry watches her with wide eyes. Seeing Madeline twirl around, Cherry looks down at her own new blue dress and begins to twirl, too. Only she\u2019s still not fully recovered from her accident nearly seven months ago, so she topples over after only three spins. We all laugh as she begins to giggle, obviously dizzy because her head is swaying slightly.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat\u2019s the matter, young lady?\u201d Hoss laughs, scooping her off the floor, gently tossing her into the air. She lets out a little squeal as she falls back towards him. \u201cAll your spinnin\u2019 make you dizzy?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The bedroom door opens yet again, and this time Brie slips into the room. She looks around at all of us standing around laughing. Crossing her arms over her chest, she leans against the doorframe. \u201cI didn\u2019t know you all were having a party in here. I\u2019d be awfully upset for not getting invited if it weren\u2019t for all the guests down in the living room.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cIs everyone here already?\u201d I ask, all my nerves coming back in full force.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYep, everyone. You better get down there because if you don\u2019t, Mama just might change her mind and not come out of her room.\u201d Brie laughs. \u201cShe\u2019s so nervous, you\u2019d think she was a young girl getting married for the first time and not a middle aged woman getting married for the fourth time!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell, we can\u2019t let that happen, let\u2019s get down there!\u201d I walk out the door and down the hall towards the stairs. It almost feels like I\u2019m leading a parade with everyone following behind me. As we pass Rose\u2019s door, Jewels slips out with a smile and joins the throng of Cartwrights behind me.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Stepping up next to the preacher, I watch as the rest of my family slips into their seats, the boys with their families, Brie with Candy, and Madeline with Jewels. I nervously shift on my feet as the next few minutes seem to take hours as we wait for Rose to appear.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Hearing all the guests rise to their feet, I look up at the stairs to see Rose slowly making her way down the top section. She\u2019s by my side with her hand in mine before I know it. Holding her hands in mine, I vow to protect, love, and cherish her till death shall part us. Deep in my heart, I not only vow these things to Rose but also to her girls because as long as they\u2019re under my roof and in my life, I\u2019ll love, cherish, and protect them.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">When the preacher says the word, I pull Rose in close, kissing her. The room erupts in applause and cheers as Rose and I break apart. Smiling at each other, we turn to look at the big family our marriage had created as they all swarm around us with words of congratulations.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Later that evening after many hours of eating, dancing, laughing, and a ride into town with Joe, Rose and I climb onto the stagecoach bound for San Francisco. Joe tosses our luggage up to the driver and then climbs back into the buggy ready to go back home. 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