{"id":40868,"date":"2000-03-27T12:52:55","date_gmt":"2000-03-27T17:52:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=40868"},"modified":"2025-02-27T12:04:07","modified_gmt":"2025-02-27T17:04:07","slug":"family-again-by-lisa-orcutt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=40868","title":{"rendered":"Family Again? (by Lisa Orcutt)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Summary:\u00a0 A father&#8217;s &#8216;blindness&#8217; to the past tore the family apart.<br \/>\nRating:\u00a0 Teen\u00a0 Word Count:\u00a0 12,240<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>The Brandsters have included this story by this author in our project: <a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?page_id=40837\">Preserving Their Legacy<\/a>. To preserve the legacy of the author, we have decided to give their work a home in the Bonanza Brand Fanfiction Library.\u00a0 The author will always be the owner of this work of fanfiction, and should they wish us to remove their story, we will.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>FAMILY AGAIN?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Hoss Cartwright walked up to the bar and ordered a beer, as he waited for the beer to come he scanned the bar. He was in a small town on the outskirts of Texas. He was on his way home from escorting a Mexican family back to their home. He has been on the trail for days, when he came across this town so he stopped and got a room at the hotel. He thought he owed it to himself.<\/p>\n<p>He noticed a poker game going on and watched it for minute as he did a man with brown wavy hair and a green jacket joined the poker game. He had his back to Hoss, but Hoss knew that was his brother. That was Joe, he knew it was. But what was he doing here? Hoss\u2019 heart was beating fast and he was sweating. He didn\u2019t move toward his baby brother, just watched him. His hands were shaking as he tried to drink his beer. He wanted to go over to him, but his feet seemed to be glued to the floor. He didn\u2019t know what to do. Should he leave and not let Joe know he saw him, or should he go and grab him. He wanted to do the latter. He frowned; he didn\u2019t know what Joe would want him to do.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Uh, Joe.&#8221; The man sitting across from Joe said. He could see the big man staring at his friend\u2019s back. He didn\u2019t know who this man was, but he was big and looked like he wanted to go after Joe.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked up, &#8220;What is it Paul?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don\u2019t want to alert you or anything, but there is a big man staring at you. He looks like he could break you in half.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned, &#8220;Where?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, he\u2019s coming toward you now. He\u2019s behind you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe turned around, as he did Hoss was standing directly behind him.<\/p>\n<p>Joe stood up slowly as he faced his brother for the first time in almost a year.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Dagburnit, little Joe.&#8221; Hoss said as he grabbed him in a bear hug and squeezed him tight.<\/p>\n<p>Joe hugged his brother back, &#8220;Stop Hoss, I can\u2019t breathe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss released his brother and looked at him. &#8220;You look good little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Paul looked up, &#8220;Little brother?&#8221; He questioned.<\/p>\n<p>Joe shot him a look, &#8220;Paul, guys this is my brother Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>They all nodded at him.<\/p>\n<p>Paul looked at Joe and started to ask a questioned but Joe shook his head. Joe looked back at Hoss, &#8220;Well let\u2019s go talk Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded and the two of them left. They went to a diner and sat in the corner so they wouldn\u2019t be disturbed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well Hoss what are you doing here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned, &#8220;I could ask you the same questioned Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I live here Hoss, I run the livery stables and break horses. I own my home; it\u2019s about a half-hours ride from here. Now what are you doing here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I ain\u2019t looking for you Joe, if that what you were thinking. I wanted to, but Pa and Adam told me not to. I was coming back from escorting a family to Mexico. I was on the trail for days and need to rest.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded, &#8220;it\u2019s good to see you Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;You too Joe. I\u2019ve really missed you. Life ain\u2019t the same without you. Can\u2019t you come home now?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe shook his head; &#8220;I can\u2019t Hoss you know that. I ain\u2019t welcomed there anymore. Um, how is Pa, and Adam?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned, &#8220;Okay I guess.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded and looked down, he missed them a great deal and the betrayal he felt still hurt. He could hear their words in his head now and it hurt just like it did when it happened and that was a year ago. &#8220;That\u2019s good Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Are you still with Renee?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe\u2019s eyes filled with anger, &#8220;Yes Hoss.&#8221; He snapped roughly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hey, Joe easy. I was just askin\u2019.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sure, you were hoping I wasn\u2019t so you can run back and tell them two that they were right and I was wrong. Well you can tell them that they are wrong, I was right. Tell \u2018em we\u2019re married and we\u2019re happy. You tell them that Hoss and while you\u2019re at it tell your father that he is missing seeing his first grandchild.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stared at him in shock; &#8220;You have a child? What is it a boy or a girl?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe smiled for the first time since Hoss had come across him. &#8220;A boy Hoss, he\u2019s only a couple days old but he\u2019s healthy and as cute as can be.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How big is he?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oh he\u2019s little Hoss, like I was. He\u2019s a tough little cuss though. He eats like a horse. He is wonderful and I am the luckiest person in the world. He\u2019s perfect.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss grinned at his baby brother, &#8220;I\u2019m happy for ya\u2019 brother. Do you think I can see him?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned as he thought over his brother\u2019s request. He wasn\u2019t really mad a Hoss, even though Hoss didn\u2019t get his back when he need him to. But it was Hoss after all, he looked at him and nodded, &#8220;Sure ya\u2019 can Hoss. We can go right now if ya\u2019 like. I\u2019m sure Renee would love to see you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stood up, &#8220;Then let\u2019s go, I have a nephew I gotta see.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded and the two brothers left.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stared at Joe\u2019s small home; it had a beautiful front lawn with flowers growing in the garden. There was a white picket fence going around the yard. The house itself was small and white in color. There was paint chipping in several places and two windows with boards over them. The porch looked old and like it would fall threw.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him and noticed the look on his face; &#8220;Hey, I know it ain\u2019t much yet, but jus\u2019 wait until I fix it up.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked at him and blushed, &#8220;Ah Joe it\u2019s perfect.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Just then a lady with long dark brown hair came out of the house. She smiled as she saw her husband.<\/p>\n<p>Joe went over to her and too her in his arms and kissed, &#8220;Renee, baby, Hoss is here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at him with questions in her eyes, but he only smiled and nodded toward his brother.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss came up to his sister in law, he took his hat off as he smiled at the woman that broke up his family by no faults of her own. &#8220;Hey there Renee, you look good.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She reached up and hugged him, then kissed him on the cheek. &#8220;It is good to see you Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled and kissed her back, &#8220;Now let me go see that young&#8217;un.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>They went in and Joe showed off his son. He was indeed small, but he was feisty little thing. Hoss loved him as soon as he saw him. He looked at the child and could see Joe when he was that age and his heart broke at the thought of Joe being so far away from them.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked at Joe; &#8220;Can I hold him?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded and gave him the baby.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stayed for dinner that night and then Joe set him up a place to stay.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe,&#8221; Hoss said as Joe gave him a blanket.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Are you happy little brother?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned and sat down; he took a deep breath and looked at Hoss. &#8220;Kind of Hoss, I love my family and couldn\u2019t be happier than I am with them. I have a great job and great friends, but there is something missing. I guess I would be happier if you were in my life Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just me Joe?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded as he stood up, &#8220;Yeah, just you Hoss. I couldn\u2019t be happy with them two in my life.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But they\u2019re your brother and your father.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him with angry and hurt eyes, &#8220;No they\u2019re not Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe, please forgive them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Have they changed their mind Hoss?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked down, &#8220;Uh no, Joe they haven\u2019t.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I ain\u2019t welcomed in his house any more Hoss. He told me that. Do you remember that night?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned; he remembered it all to well. It was the night that changed his life forever. &#8220;I remember Joe, but it\u2019s been a year and dagburnit Short shanks, I jus\u2019 miss ya.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at Hoss as tears came to his eyes, &#8220;I missed you too, you big lug.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss reached over and hugged his brother.<\/p>\n<p>The brothers held each other for a long minute. Then Joe pulled away; he looked at his brother. &#8221; How long can you stay?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;A couple days.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You sure?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;I\u2019m sure.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe grinned; it felt great to have family around again. &#8220;Well I\u2019ll let you sleep.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;I am awful tired little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe walked away; he turned and looked at his brother. &#8220;Bring your appetite to breakfast, my wife loves to cook a big breakfast.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss grinned, &#8220;I think I can do that with no problem.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded, &#8220;Good night brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Night Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After Joe left, Hoss stretched out; he had wanted to come up with a way to get his family back together. It wasn\u2019t the same at home with out Joe.<\/p>\n<p>Joe sat out on his porch after he left his brother. It sure did feel good to see Hoss again; he didn\u2019t realize just how much he missed him until he saw him. Hoss was so much more then a brother, he was Joe\u2019s best friend. Joe felt like such a big chuck out of his life was missing. If Joe wanted to be completely honest he would admit that he missed Adam and his father as well. But he quickly shook his head to get rid of the sad memories of his father and brother. He knew he should forgive them, but he was still so mad and hurt. Why did they do what they did? How could they turn their back to him?<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe,&#8221; Renee said quietly as she came out on the porch.<\/p>\n<p>He looked at her and smiled, &#8220;The baby asleep?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded, &#8220;Yeah, he just went down.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He nodded and turned away from her.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe, honey are you okay?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at her and pulled her down on his lap. &#8220;I\u2019m okay sweetie, jus\u2019 thinkin\u2019 is all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You miss your father and Adam don\u2019t ya\u2019?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe stiffened, but didn\u2019t answer.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It\u2019s okay to miss them Joe, they\u2019re family.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Not anymore.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Maybe they\u2019ve changed their minds.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe shook his head, &#8220;No, Hoss says they haven\u2019t.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe, I\u2019m so sorry about it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Renee, stop it. It\u2019s not your fault.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She stood up and then kissed him. &#8220;I love you Joe Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled, &#8220;I love you too, Renee Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I\u2019ll leave you to your thoughts.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Renee went inside.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at the moon as he went back to his thoughts. He remembered, shortly after he met Renee and he went home in a real good mood.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p><em>His father was sitting at his desk doing some paper work when Joe came in. &#8220;Hey Pa,&#8221; he called as he took his gun belt off.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben Cartwright looked up and smiled at his youngest son. &#8220;Hello son, you seem to be in a good mood.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I am Pa.&#8221; Joe stated as he went over to his father. &#8220;I met a girl and she\u2019s wonderful Pa.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben smiled; his son fell in and out of love a lot. At nineteen Joe had broken more hearts then most men do in a lifetime.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Oh and who\u2019s the lucky lady?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe plopped down, &#8220;Her name is Renee Anderson Pa. She just moved here a month ago. She has long dark hair and dark blue eyes and the most beautiful face you have ever seen. When she talked it was like music. Ah Pa, she\u2019s the best girl I\u2019ve ever met.&#8221; Joe sang happily. He was so absorbed in what he was saying that he didn\u2019t notice his father\u2019s face cloud over when he mentioned her name.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;That sounds nice Joe.&#8221; Ben said without emotion.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe looked at his father, &#8220;What\u2019s wrong Pa?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben looked at him, &#8220;Anderson? Is that what you said her name was?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;Yeah, why?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I useto know an Anderson. I was just wondering if it\u2019s the same.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe shrugged, &#8220;Don\u2019t know. It might. She did say her family was from the area.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben frowned as he turned back to his paper work. &#8220;Go finish your chores Joe. I have to finish this paper work.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stood up and frowned. &#8220;Pa what\u2019s wrong?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Nothing Joe, now do as I say.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;But Pa\u2026&#8221; Joe started.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Would you please just do as I say young man.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Pa listen to me\u2026.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben looked at him, &#8220;Joseph,&#8221; he snapped roughly. &#8220;Go out and do your chores and leave me to mine! I do not have time to listen to you babble about another girl.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stared at his father in disbelief. He didn\u2019t deserve this outburst. Besides he had already finished his chores before he came in. He was in such a good mood over meeting Renee that he did his chores without really thinking about it.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;What are you waiting for boy? Get!&#8221; Ben yelled at his confused youngest son.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe shook his head and stormed out.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben shook his head after Joe left. He didn\u2019t want Joe anywhere nears an Anderson, they were a bad bunch of people that couldn\u2019t be trusted. No, Ben thought Joe will not get involved with the likes of an Anderson. He would talk to Adam about the best way to approach the subject with Joe. He just knew that Joe could not be aloud to date this girl. No matter what he had to do Ben would stop the relationship before it got carried away. Adam had dated an Anderson years ago. She was no good and broke his heart. She had family that gambled and took high risks. The Anderson family almost killed Ben\u2019s family and there is no way Ben can forgive and let Joe\u2019s relationship go on. He knew all of the Andersons were a bad bunch of people and he was sure that would include Joe\u2019s new girl friend. Ben frowned, he didn\u2019t like to put his nose into his sons personal business, but this time he would have to. Joe just can\u2019t be aloud to get involved with her. Ben would use all of his parental rights to stop him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe went out to the barn; he went over to Cochise and started to rub her down. He didn\u2019t understand his father\u2019s outburst at all. He was in such a good mood over meeting Renee. He was sure his father would have been happy for him. He shook his head as he remembered how his father yelled at him. It just doesn\u2019t make any sense. Joe signed and his thoughts went to Renee again. She was so perfect; her hair was so silky and pretty. Joe wanted to run his hands threw it. He could stare into her eyes all day if possible.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Hey Joe, &#8221; Adam came in and said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe looked at him, &#8220;Hey Adam.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Are you okay?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;Yeah, I was just thinking is all.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;What about?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe grinned, &#8220;I met a new girl Adam.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam grinned back at him, &#8220;And who is it today little brother?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Her name is Renee, Renee Anderson.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam frowned at the mention of the last name.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;What Adam? Now you look like Pa. What is wrong with you and him?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam frowned, &#8220;Sorry little Joe. I dated an Anderson once. She really hurt me. I know it ain\u2019t the same Anderson, but the name just struck a nerve.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe frowned, &#8220;Oh I\u2019m sorry Adam.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Don\u2019t be Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe grinned, &#8220;I can\u2019t wait for you to meet her Adam. She is so great.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam nodded, &#8220;Well come on little brother let\u2019s go in.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe frowned, &#8220;Pa is in a bad mood. He yelled at me for no reason.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I\u2019m sure he\u2019s over it now. Come on now.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The two brothers walked in together.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben looked up as they came in, &#8220;Hi Adam, little Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Hi Pa,&#8221; Adam said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Pa, &#8221; Joe said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben frowned; he could see the hurt in his youngest son\u2019s eyes. &#8220;Joe, I\u2019m sorry about snapping at you. I was just real tied up in this paper work. I shouldn\u2019t have snapped at you.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;That\u2019s okay Pa, I didn\u2019t take no offence to it.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Okay, Hoss should be here soon. We\u2019ll have dinner then.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam nodded as Joe went to the kitchen to help Hop Sing.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben walked over to Adam, &#8220;Did Joe tell you about his new girl?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam nodded.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Do you think it\u2019s the same Andersons?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam frowned, &#8220;I don\u2019t know Pa. I don\u2019t remember a Renee. But she could be related to them. If she is it won\u2019t be good for Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded, &#8220;I know. I can\u2019t allow him to date one. The Andersons are bad bad people and she\u2019ll hurt Joe I know it.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Well Pa now you know you can\u2019t tell Joe who can date. He\u2019s not boy any more.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben shook his head; &#8220;I will stop this Adam.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam frowned and turned away from his father as he looked toward the kitchen to insure Joe was not coming out. He looked at his father again. &#8220;Pa think about it okay? He\u2019s nineteen and stubborn. If you tried to force your opinion on him you could push him away. He\u2019d choice her just to prove you wrong.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Do you really think he would out right disobey me?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I think if you try to forbid him from seeing her, he might.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben signed, &#8220;Maybe I should see if she is one of the Andersons we knew. She may not be.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam nodded, &#8220;That\u2019s true. Let\u2019s just wait and see what happens okay?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss walked in the front door as Joe came out of the kitchen with some food and announced that it was time to eat.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The four Cartwrights sat down and ate supper. The conversation was kept light, Ben and Adam wanting to avoid talking about Joe\u2019s new girlfriend. Hoss didn\u2019t know anything about it, and he didn\u2019t notice the slight tension that was in the room. &#8220;So Joe, what did you do today?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe smiled at his brother, &#8220;Ah Hoss while I was in town today I met the most beautiful girl you have ever seen. I asked her to the dance and she said yes. Her name is Renee and Hoss she is just amazing.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Well little brother I\u2019m real happy for ya\u2019.&#8221; Hoss said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;You didn\u2019t tell me that you invited her to the dance,&#8221; Ben said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe looked at him, &#8220;I guess I forgot Pa. It ain\u2019t no big deal though.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Joe, you have to ask permission to go to a dance.&#8221; Ben tried.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe just grinned at his father. &#8220;Oh, but Pa you already told me I could go.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss nodded, &#8220;He got ya\u2019 there Pa, you told us all we could go.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded, &#8220;I guess I did huh?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe bobbed his head up and down. &#8220;Then y\u2019all will be able to meet her. You guys are jus\u2019 gonna love her she is so perfect.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Will her family be there?&#8221; Adam asked.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe shrugged, &#8220;I suppose so, but I ain\u2019t real sure.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I am looking forward to meeting her,&#8221; Ben said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe grinned and went back to eating.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The next several days passed quite quietly for the four Cartwrights. Saturday finally came and the boys all dressed for their dates.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe left first; he arrived at Renee\u2019s in a half-hour.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Renee came out to greet him as soon as she saw him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stopped in his tracks as he looked at her. She was a beautiful sight to behold. She had her hair down with it softly hanging around her face. She wore pretty blue color dress that seemed to fit her just completely right.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>She looked at him with her dark blue eyes; &#8220;Do I look alright?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Oh, my dear you are just about the most beautiful creature I have ever seen.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>She smiled, &#8220;Oh Mr. Cartwright, you flatter me.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe grinned as he took her hand and kissed it.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Renee introduced Joe to her family. She had a sister and three brothers, and then he met her father and her uncle.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sandra, Renee\u2019s sister looked at Joe, &#8220;Are you related to an Adam Cartwright?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;Yeah, he\u2019s my brother.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>She raised her eyebrows when he said that; &#8220;You must be little Joe?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;Yes ma\u2019am. Did you know Adam?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sandra nodded, &#8220;Yes I knew your brother.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;We really must be going.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;We\u2019ll be there shortly.&#8221; Her father called. &#8220;And Mr. Cartwright, I hope you will behave yourself.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Oh yes sir I will.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Will your family be there?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Yes sir, they will.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Good, I look forward to talking to them.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded and took Renee\u2019s hand and they left.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I am nervous about our families meeting.&#8221; Renee admitted.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe signed in relief, &#8220;So am I. I don\u2019t know why either.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Renee looked at Joe she was really attracted to him; she wouldn\u2019t let their families come in between them. This was the man she was meant to be with. &#8220;Joe, let\u2019s not worry about it. We\u2019ll have a good time anyway.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;Yeah we will.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>They soon arrived at the dance; Joe saw his family as soon as they walked in. Joe took Renee over to the punch and got two drinks. He handed one to Renee. Hoss came over and Joe introduced the two of them.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>After that the young couple spent most of the dance on the dance floor. Renee loved being in his arms, but she could feel the eyes of the other young ladies at the dance.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Why are they looking at me like that?&#8221; She asked Joe.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;They\u2019re in shock.&#8221; He told her simply, &#8220;They\u2019ve never seen such a beautiful creature before.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam looked at his father as he watched his young brother and Renee. &#8220;She looks like Sandra,&#8221; he said quietly.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded, &#8220;She does doesn\u2019t she?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam signed; he looked at the door as Renee\u2019s family walked in. He paled suddenly.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben followed his son\u2019s gaze and frowned, &#8220;Ah damn.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe didn\u2019t notice the dirty looks that were going between his family and Renee\u2019s family. They were just to absorb in each other to notice anything at all.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Mr. Anderson came over to Ben and Adam, &#8220;Mr. Cartwright.&#8221; He said coldly.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded, &#8220;When did you get back?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;A month ago. I see my baby girl and your baby son are really hitting it off.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben frowned, &#8220;Don\u2019t you worry, I plan to put an end to it as soon as I can.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Do what you must, but I think they\u2019re happy.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I don\u2019t want my son involved with an Anderson.&#8221; Ben snapped roughly.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;That is your choice, but I think you should just let it go. They make a good-looking couple. What was in the past is over with.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben shook his head and walked away from him, Adam followed him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe took Renee home after the dance then headed home himself. He stopped at the lake half-way home and just sat by the lake and stared at the still water. He couldn\u2019t get Renee out of his mind. He knew without a doubt that she was the woman for him. He would spend the rest of his life with her. He already loved her and hated to be away from her. He could see her having his children, he knew that their life together would be perfect and so happy.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>He laid back so he could look at the stars and soon spotted the star he considered being his mother. Joe\u2019s mother died when he was only five years old. His father told him that his Mom was up in the sky looking out for him and had pointed at the very star Joe was now looking at and told the young boy that that was his Mama. So whenever Joe felt like he needed to talk to his mother all he had to do was find that star and talk to her. He did that now, he told her all about Renee and hoped she would approve of his new love.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe sat up several hours later; he frowned as he realized that he must have fallen asleep. He stood up and stretched, he hopped up on the wagon and headed home.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>After he put the horse up and unhitched the wagon, he went in. He was surprised to see his father sitting by the fire with a glass of brandy in his hand. Joe frowned, he could tell that his father has had too much to drink. He wondered why sense his father didn\u2019t drink unless something was bothering him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Where have you been Joseph?&#8221; Ben demanded. &#8220;Do you realize it is almost four in the morning? May I inquire what type of company you must be keeping to have such late hours?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stared at his father, &#8220;Pa if you must know, I feel asleep at the lake.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;What about your date?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;What about her Pa? I dropped her off at home. She is a proper lady, and I don\u2019t like what you\u2019re applying.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;How do you know she is so proper? You barely know her.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe shook his head, &#8220;Do you have a problem with her Pa?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I don\u2019t know Joe, I do know it is not a proper thing to dress like she did. She was flaunting her body all over the dance. Now you come home at four o\u2019clock in the morning.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Come on Pa. Her dress was beautiful, and she was scared at the dance. All of the women were staring at her. Besides she has the right to flaunt her body, she has a perfect one. AND I already told you that I fell asleep at the lake.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I don\u2019t know Joe, I don\u2019t think she is good for you.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe took a deep breath as he tried not to get mad at his father. &#8220;Pa, with all due respect, you have no right to tell me she is no good for me. Besides I think she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I laid at the lake thinking she could be the one for me Pa. I won\u2019t have you or anyone else coming between us.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben frowned, as his heart skipped. Joe really liked this girl. It wouldn\u2019t be as easy as Ben thought it would be. &#8220;Joseph, her sister dated Adam once.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe shrugged as he walked toward the steps. &#8220;I\u2019m not dating her sister. Good night Pa.&#8221; He then climbed the stairs without waiting for a reply from his father.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The next couple of weeks, Joe spent all of his free time with Renee.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>After a month, he was in the barn with Hoss. &#8220;Why don\u2019t Pa and Adam like Renee Hoss?&#8221; He asked.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss frowned, &#8220;Adam dated Sandra. She was a mean woman Joe. She used Adam and hurt him bad. Her brother shot Adam when he went to tell Sandra how he felt. Then their father tried to steal some of the Ponderosa, but Pa caught him. He planted traps all over the land and I fell in one and almost lost my leg. You were real young that\u2019s why you don\u2019t remember. But they got you too, they treated you real good and were trying to get you to turn away from Pa, but you wouldn\u2019t. Renee\u2019s father sent a note to Pa saying that there was no way he could protect all three of his sons all the time. Pa worried himself sick every time one of left the house. Then the Andersons up and left.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;But Renee wasn\u2019t even here. She lived with her Grandparents.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss nodded, &#8220;But it just brings up that old fear to Pa.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe frowned, &#8220;I love her Hoss. She is my soul mate. I want to ask her to marry me, but I don\u2019t want to lose Adam and Pa either. I need all of them Hoss.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss nodded as he put his arm around his brother, &#8220;It\u2019ll work out little brother.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>That night Joe picked up Renee and took her to dinner. After they ordered he told her what Hoss had told him. She paled as he told her the story of their families past.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>She nodded after he finished, &#8220;I\u2019m sorry Joe, really I am. I know they\u2019re my family but I would never hurt you like that. My Grandmother use to tell me about some of the mean things they did, but I never believed them. Now I know they\u2019re true. I will say this, my Pa says nothing bad about you. I won\u2019t make you choose Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>He took her hand, &#8220;I love you Renee. I can\u2019t live without you.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;But your family will never approve of us.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>He smiled, &#8220;Oh yeah they will. They\u2019re stubborn, but not cruel. They\u2019d want me to be happy. Once they realize that you make me happy, they\u2019re support us. I ain\u2019t really worried about that.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Renee looked at him, &#8220;Are you sure baby?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;Yeah I\u2019m sure. The Cartwrights are a close family, they\u2018ll accept us.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Renee smiled as she relaxed; now she wouldn\u2019t have to choose between living with Joe or letting him have his family. Renee didn\u2019t want to think of life without Joe. He was all he ever thought about. She would gladly give up her family for Joe, but she couldn\u2019t ask him to do that.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Renee, I want you to be my wife.&#8221; He said suddenly as he pulled out a ring. &#8220;Will you marry me?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>She grinned, as she looked at him, then the ring. &#8220;Oh yes my darling oh yes.&#8221; She exclaimed as she jumped up and hugged him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>He had stood up when she said yes and caught her when she ran to him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>They received many stares from people as they celebrated their engagement.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>The next day, Joe decided to tell his family. He woke up that morning in a good mood, not realizing that it would be a day that would change his life forever.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>It wasn\u2019t until after dinner that he had all of his family together and decided to tell him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I\u2019d like to talk to all of ya.&#8221; He said as they sipped their coffee.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded, his son and him have been at odds a lot lately and he was hoping it would now come to an end. Hoss had told him and Adam that he had revolved the truth about the Andersons to Joe. He was thinking that Joe was now about to tell them that it was over between him and Renee.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe smiled at his family. &#8220;I um, I asked Renee to marry me.&#8221; He said quickly. &#8220;I asked her yesterday and she said yes.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Nobody said anything for a long minute.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe\u2019s face fell as he searched his family\u2019s reaction. He looked at Hoss, &#8220;Hey Hoss ain\u2019t ya\u2019 gonna congratulate me?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss grinned, &#8220;Heck yeah little brother.&#8221; He said as he got up and pulled Joe up to hug him.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben stood up and looked at his son. He felt like his world was crashing around him. They had won; they are taking one of his sons away from him. &#8220;Joe, didn\u2019t Hoss tell you what they did?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe nodded, &#8220;He did. But Renee wasn\u2019t a part of that. She was living with her Grandparents. She\u2019s not like them.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Ah, all Andersons are the same!&#8221; Adam snapped as he stood up. &#8220;How can you choose them over your family?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I didn\u2019t, I love her. She\u2019s done nothing to you. Why are you taking it out on her?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;She\u2019s using you Joe. Her family put her up to it. She doesn\u2019t love you, that family doesn\u2019t know how to love.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;She loves me Adam and I love her. I am going to marry her.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I won\u2019t allow it!&#8221; Ben yelled.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;You can\u2019t stop me Pa. Don\u2019t you two understand she loves me and I love her? It is that simple. Just be happy for me.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I don\u2019t approve Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I don\u2019t need your approval anymore Pa. I already asked her.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;You can\u2019t marry her Joe.&#8221; Ben said as he lowered his voice. &#8220;She is no good. She\u2019ll only hurt you. She doesn\u2019t love you. She\u2019s only using you.\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;No she\u2019s not!&#8221; Joe yelled as he was losing control of his temper. He was so sure that once his family saw how happy she was making him they would come around to his way of thinking. They would be happy for him and Renee. He didn\u2019t think they\u2019d get mad.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Do not raise your voice to me young man.&#8221; Ben ordered.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Fine Pa, I won\u2019t. Give her a chance, she\u2019s really a great girl and she will be my wife.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;No she won\u2019t be Joe.&#8221; Adam said, &#8220;Her family won\u2019t let it happen. They are using her to get to you. There is no love there Joe. It\u2019s all a lie.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;No it ain\u2019t, Adam. She loves me.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;No she don\u2019t. She\u2019s as evil as the rest of her family. Break it off Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe glared at his brother. &#8220;No I won\u2019t Adam!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Break it off you stupid kid, she ain\u2019t no good for you.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Take it back Adam!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;No! You are being stupid. She doesn\u2019t love you. &#8220;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Yes she does Adam! Now stay out of it.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Damn Joe, you are going to choose her over us aren\u2019t you?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Well hell Adam she ain\u2019t making me choose, you are.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;So they win.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe rolled his eyes, &#8220;No, you idiot, I win.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam shook his head, &#8220;No kid you lose.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe turned away from him and looked at his at his father. &#8220;Pa, please just give her a chance.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;A chance to hurt you and to walk all over you.&#8221; Adam said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe turned to him and punched him in the face, &#8220;Just shut up Adam!&#8221; He shouted as he hit his brother again.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Adam punched him back, then grabbed him by the shirt. &#8220;Listen to me, you little runt. She is no good, she\u2019s useless and you are being stupid to fall for it. You are turning your back to your family!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe shook his head, &#8220;No I ain\u2019t, she is to be my wife.\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Joe, if you marry her, I will no longer consider you my brother.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stared at him in shock. &#8220;You mean I have to pick either you or her? You ain\u2019t being fair. Don\u2019t you care that I\u2019m happy?\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;You heard me,&#8221; Adam said as he shoved Joe down. &#8220;I can\u2019t stop you from marrying her. But I will not ever approve or be happy for you. Like I said it is her or me. It\u2019s up to you little brother.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stood up; he was at a lost. He looked at his father. &#8220;Pa?&#8221; he said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Joseph, how can you attack your brother like that?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe frowned, &#8220;Pa he was out of line. He wants me to choose and that ain\u2019t fair.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;You don\u2019t punch your brother, you know I don\u2019t approve of that! I raised you better than that! I will not allow you to attack your brother. Now tell him you\u2019re sorry.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;You must be joking Pa! He needs to tell me he\u2019s sorry. He is wrong, not me!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Boy, you better not raise your voice to me again.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Pa he\u2019s making me choose and that ain\u2019t right. I love my family and I love Renee. It ain\u2019t fair that I have to choose.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I do not approve of your engagement either Joseph. &#8220;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Why not Pa?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Because she will only use you. That family is bad, and I can\u2019t have you marrying one of them.\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Well I am Pa, I am marrying her. Adam can\u2019t stop me. I don\u2019t want to live without her. Why can\u2019t you people just be happy for me?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Because she is so wrong for you Joe. She is a loser, just like her sister.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Pa how dare you!&#8221; Joe yelled, &#8220;She is the best thing that has ever happened to me!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Don\u2019t yell at me boy!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Then be fair! This sucks!&#8221; Joe screamed.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Don\u2019t yell Joseph!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Then listen to me!&#8221; Joe yelled at his father.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben backhanded him before he could stop himself. &#8220;Lower your voice.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe frowned, &#8220;Pa please I love her. Please give me your blessing.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben shook his head; &#8220;I can\u2019t son. I can never approve of the marriage.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe slumped his shoulders, he couldn\u2019t believe this was happening. How could he choose? Renee was his soul mate, but this was his family. He couldn\u2019t picture life without either one of them. At least Renee wasn\u2019t making him choose, but his family was. &#8220;Pa please. Don\u2019t make me choose. I love her and I love you.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Well you have to choose who you love more.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I can\u2019t Pa, I just can\u2019t.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Well you better!&#8221; Ben yelled.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Then I will!&#8221; Joe yelled.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben nodded, thinking he had won.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I\u2019m going to marry Renee, she ain\u2019t making me choose.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ben got so mad, that he saw red. He was so angry at the situation that he spoke before he could think. What he was about to say he would regret for the rest of his life. It was one of the few times that his temper got the better of him. Where he spoke before he thought of what could happen. &#8220;Then fine Joseph, marry her. But you remember you are picking her over us, which means you are no longer part of this family. You are done as far as being a Cartwright. That means the Ponderosa is not your home anymore, these are not your brothers any more. I am no longer your father. I disown you; I no longer have a son name Joseph. You are dead in my eyes.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe stared at him he could barely breathe. He nodded and turned and went upstairs.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss followed him up, &#8220;Joe he didn\u2019t mean it.&#8221; Hoss said.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe looked at him as tears ran down his face, &#8220;Yes he did Hoss.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Please don\u2019t leave Joe.\u2019<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I have to leave Hoss.&#8221; He said as he threw somethings in a saddlebag. He grabbed the picture of his mother off the table. He looked at Hoss. &#8220;I love you Hoss.&#8221; He said softly and hugged him quickly.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss though held him tight as he cried.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;Let me go Hoss.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&#8220;I don\u2019t want to Joe.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe pushed away from his brother. &#8220;Bye Hoss.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hoss nodded and looked away.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Joe walked downstairs; he didn\u2019t look at his father or brother as he walked out of the house. He mounted Cochise and rode away without ever looking back.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>Joe stood up and looked up at the stars, he soon spotted his Mama\u2019s star. He just stared at it as tears ran down his face.<\/p>\n<p>The next morning, Hoss was sitting a the table when Joe came in from the barn, &#8220;Good morning Hoss.&#8221; Joe said as he kissed his wife.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss smiled at him, &#8220;Morning little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe sat next to him, &#8220;Are you enjoying breakfast?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sure am Joe. It\u2019s great.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded as he sipped his coffee; &#8220;Well I must go to work.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After Joe left Hoss asked Renee what happened after Joe left home.<\/p>\n<p>Renee frowned and looked away. &#8220;He came to my house, he was very sad. He told me what happened. My father over heard, and laughed. He told Joe that a family that turns their back to their own isn\u2019t worth owning up to anyway. We got married in Carson City the next day, then my Pa gave us some money and we left.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked down, &#8220;I should\u2019ve said something, but I just kept my mouth shut. I\u2019m so sorry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She put her arms around him, &#8220;Hoss you have nothing to be sorry for. You did nothing wrong. Joe loves you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded. &#8220;I know and I love him. I miss him so much.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I\u2019m sorry Hoss that this has happened to your family.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked at her and took her hand, &#8220;It\u2019s not your fault.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stayed for two days, and then he had to leave to head home. The brothers hugged each other for a long time. &#8220;I love you little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded, &#8221; I love you too, now be careful okay?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;As always little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>Hoss left, it took him six more days to get home. He stared at the house for a minute, so grateful to be home. Adam came out and broke into a grin when he saw his brother. He ran over to him and the two of them hugged. &#8220;It\u2019s good to see you Hoss, go say hi to Pa. I\u2019ll take care of your horse.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;Thanks Adam.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam went to the barn as Hoss went inside, &#8220;I\u2019m home Pa.&#8221; He called.<\/p>\n<p>Ben came over to his son and hugged him. &#8220;I so happy to see you. I was beginning to get worried.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ah Pa, you ain\u2019t got no reason to be worried.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben nodded, &#8220;I know, but whenever one of you are away I worry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded as he thought of Joe. Did his father worry about him or did he just cut it off? He wanted to ask his father if he worried about Joe, but he was scared to talk to him about Joe. Pa always got so mad when someone brought Joe up.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Are you okay son?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;I\u2019m fine Pa, jus\u2019 tired is all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I\u2019ll get Hop Sing to get you a bath ready.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss grinned, &#8220;That sounds great Pa.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hop Sing came out, &#8220;Already draw bath for number two son. Come Mr. Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded and followed the cook. Once they were behind closed doors Hoss looked at him. &#8220;I saw Joe, Hop Sing.&#8221; He said quietly.<\/p>\n<p>Hop Sing looked at him as his eyes got big with surprise, &#8220;You saw my little Joe?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded. &#8220;He lives in a small town in Texas. He has his own home and a good job. He married Renee and they have a son. He\u2019s about the cutest dang thing I\u2019ve ever seen.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hop Sing smiled, &#8220;Good to know Joe is good. He deserves happy. Family was wrong.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned and looked down, &#8220;I sure do miss him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So does honorable father and Mr. Adam, but they not admit it. Hop Sing miss boy a great lot. He was a good boy, house too quiet. Mr. Cartlight miss son too, he stays up at night.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked at him; &#8220;Maybe I should tell them that I saw him. Maybe they\u2019ll change their mind.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You tell family, only good come from truth.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss signed and nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Hop Sing left so Hoss could take a bath.<\/p>\n<p>After dinner that night Hoss decided to tell his father and brother about Joe.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was coming back from Mexico, &#8220;He began. &#8220;I was tired so I stopped in a small town in Texas. I went to the saloon and guess who I ran into?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben smiled, &#8220;who?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Hoss took a deep breath, &#8220;Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben sat back in his seat and took a deep breath. He felt like he was just punched in the stomach.<\/p>\n<p>Adam frowned and looked away so he wouldn\u2019t make eye contact with Hoss.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Anyway,&#8221; Hoss continued. &#8220;He did marry her. He has a good job, and a nice home. He seems to be doing really good. He um, he also has a son. Joe jr. He\u2019s a cute little boy, looks like Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam stood up and walked out of the house.<\/p>\n<p>Ben put his head in his hands.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can send word to him Pa. I\u2019ll tell him it\u2019s okay to come home now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben shook his head; &#8220;He made his choice son. I made mine.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But Pa\u2026&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No buts Hoss. He ain\u2019t my son no more.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Come on Pa, how can you just turn it off?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He forced it Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You forced it Pa.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben looked at Hoss; &#8220;He would rather be with her. He turned his back to us.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stared at him, &#8220;Pa you forced him too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned and stood up, &#8220;I don\u2019t want to discuss it anymore son. Joe is out of my life and that he will stay. As will his family.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>Hoss stood up and walked out. He looked at Adam who was sitting on the porch. &#8220;Are you still mad at him?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam shrugged, &#8220;I don\u2019t know what to think.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss walked away and went to the barn. He wanted his family back together again. There was just something missing.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>Three days later Hoss sent a telegram to Joe. He thought if Joe came home and his father and brother saw him they would make up and be a family again. So he lied to Joe and told him that Pa has taken ill, that he is not expected to live. He added that their father had asked to see him before he dies. He knew it was wrong to trick Joe like this but he felt he had no choice. He sent the telegram then waited for a response. One came rather quickly.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hoss Cartwright\u2026stop\u2026..We will come back\u2026\u2026.stop\u2026..I will tell Joe\u2026.stop\u2026\u2026.tell your father to stay with us until Joe arrives\u2026.stop\u2026\u2026be there in a week\u2026..stop\u2026..Renee Cartwright.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned as he read the telegram. He hoped it would turn out good.<\/p>\n<p>Renee paled as she read the telegram from Hoss, she sent a reply then ran to Joe. &#8220;Joe honey I have to talk to you.&#8221; She said.<\/p>\n<p>He looked at her a frowned; he saw the despair on her face. &#8220;Is it the baby?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, he\u2019s fine. Mrs. Wilkins is watching him. Here read this.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe took the telegram.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Joe Cartwright\u2026.stop\u2026.Pa is ill\u2026..stop\u2026..may die soon requested to see you\u2026\u2026stop\u2026.please come home before he dies\u2026stop\u2026..Eric Cartwright<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Joe paled as he read it. He looked at Renee; &#8220;I gotta go home Renee.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded, &#8220;I know. In already sent a telegram to Hoss. I told him we would be there in a week.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled, &#8220;Well let\u2019s go so I can pack.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>The next day, Joe and his family left for the Ponderosa. Joe was quiet for a long time. He was nervous about-facing his family. He knew he couldn\u2019t let his father die without making up with him. He really loved his father and brother and he hated being away from them. He hoped that maybe he will make up with them and that his father will live and they would be a family again.<\/p>\n<p>In a week they arrived at the house. Hoss saw them coming he ran out to them. The brothers quickly embraced, as a ranch hand took the wagon.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How is he Hoss?&#8221; Joe asked as his wife and their baby came and stood beside him. &#8220;Am I too late? Is he still with us?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned, &#8220;Uh Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe paled, &#8220;Oh God I\u2019m too late ain\u2019t I? He\u2019s gone.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, no little brother. Come on inside.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe and his family followed Hoss in.<\/p>\n<p>Hop Sing ran to Joe and hugged him, &#8220;Oh my little Joe come home. Family is whole now.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe smiled at him. &#8220;Hop Sing this is my son and my wife.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hop Sing smiled, &#8220;Come with me, we get you freshened up. Brothers must talk.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Renee left with him.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked around the house, &#8220;Looks the same.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;How was your trip?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded as he walked to his father\u2019s desk. &#8220;Where\u2019s Adam? Is he still mad at me?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam\u2019s out. He should be back soon.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Where\u2019s the Doc.? Shouldn\u2019t he be here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No, he don\u2019t need to be here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe took a deep breath as he looked up the steps; &#8220;Well I\u2019m ready to go see him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned, &#8220;Wait a minute Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at his brother. &#8220;Does he know I\u2019m coming?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss shook his head.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is it okay to surprise him? What\u2019s wrong with him? Was he shot?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No Joe he wasn\u2019t shot. I need to tell you something okay?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Uh, don\u2019t get mad Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Okay, what?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe I lied to you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe paled, &#8220;Ah he\u2019s dead ain\u2019t he? I didn\u2019t make it. My own father died still mad at me. Damn I had wanted to make it right now it\u2019s too late.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss shook his head, &#8220;No it ain\u2019t too late Joe. He ain\u2019t dead.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe signed in relief. &#8220;Oh thank the Lord above. So what did you lie about?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss took a deep breath, &#8220;Uh, Joe there ain\u2019t nothin\u2019 wrong with Pa. I lied, he\u2019s fine.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe stared at him, &#8220;What?!&#8221; He exclaimed.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, I jus\u2019 wanted to get you home. I know it was wrong, but I had to. I figured if the three of you saw each other you would make up.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How dare you Hoss!&#8221; Joe yelled. &#8220;Do you realize what I have been through?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I\u2019m sorry Joe. I jus\u2019 wanted my family together again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So you trick me and made me think Pa was dying. That was cruel Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;I know it was and I am so sorry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sorry ain\u2019t enough Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked away, &#8220;Just stay Joe and see Pa, maybe if you two see each other he\u2019ll realize how much he missed you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Or maybe he\u2019ll turn away from me again. Hoss I can\u2019t take that again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please stay Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned as he sat down; he put his head in his hands.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss went over to him and placed his arms on his shoulder.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss, what if he still hates me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He doesn\u2019t hate you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him; &#8220;He sure doesn\u2019t love me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He was just mad.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe stood up; &#8220;Well I\u2019m here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss grinned.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>A short time later, Adam walked in. Joe was holding his son when the door opened. He stood up when the door opened and handed the baby to Hoss.<\/p>\n<p>Adam stopped at the door. &#8220;Joe?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded, &#8220;Hello Adam.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What are you doing here?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned, &#8220;I came back is all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam looked at Renee and then the baby, &#8220;I see you brought your family with you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded, &#8220;I did.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam shook his head; &#8220;You are something Joe. You have some serious guts to come back here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned, &#8220;Adam come on. We\u2019re brothers.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam shook his head, &#8220;Not anymore.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Adam!&#8221; Hoss yelled.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You stay out of it!&#8221; Adam shouted at him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don\u2019t yell at him Adam.&#8221; Joe told him.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why don\u2019t you just get out before Pa gets back and sees you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I want to see Pa.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well he don\u2019t want to see you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned.<\/p>\n<p>Renee also frowned; she hated to see Joe upset.<\/p>\n<p>Ben walked in at that point and an eerie silence fell over the room.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hello Pa.&#8221; Joe said.<\/p>\n<p>Ben stared at his youngest son. He couldn\u2019t speak. He shook his head as his eyes fell on Renee and then the baby. &#8220;Joe.&#8221; He said quietly.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa, hi how are you?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What are you doing here?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned, &#8220;I wanted to see you is all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Did you marry?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes sir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And you have a child?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes sir.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben looked at Adam, then Hoss. He took a deep breath and looked back at his youngest child. &#8220;I don\u2019t understand Joe, I thought you had turned your back to us.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe shook his head; &#8220;I never turned my back to you. You kicked me out, you disowned me I didn\u2019t disown you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You married her after I told you not too. You left us Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa please. Can\u2019t you see I am happy? I love her and she loves me. We have a son.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That is good for you Joe, then you have your family.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at Hoss, his eyes full of sadness.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa come on,&#8221; Hoss said. &#8220;He\u2019s your son.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No he is not Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at Renee; &#8220;Get everything ready. I don\u2019t think we\u2019ll be staying here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded as Hop Sing came over; &#8220;I help with baby. Come Mrs. Carlight.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>After Renee and his son were gone Joe looked back at his father. &#8220;You are a liar Pa.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben glared at his son, &#8220;What?!\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You told me all of my life not to judge people. Now here you are judging Renee on something she had nothing to do with. In doing that not only are you losing me, but you\u2019re losing you first grandchild.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You are the one that made the decision to leave Joseph.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You made me make it Pa, you and Adam.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;We were your family, she was not.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;She is now Pa, she\u2019s my wife. She\u2019s the mother of my child. Can\u2019t you admit that you were wrong?&#8221; He turned to Adam. &#8220;She did marry me Adam, with her family blessing. Hell, her father gave us money to get started. What happened in the past is just that, in the past.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam just turned away from him.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at Hoss, &#8220;Good try Hoss, but like I said they hate me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned and looked at his family.<\/p>\n<p>Ben looked at Joe, &#8220;It\u2019s not hate Joe, it\u2019s disappointment.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You have no reason to be disappointed Mr. Cartwright. I have values; I am doing just fine. You should be disappointed in yourself not in me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Get out of my house boy. You are not welcomed here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa please!&#8221; Hoss cried, &#8220;Please not again.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Stay out of it, Hoss.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe shook his head as he looked at Hoss, &#8220;Don\u2019t worry Hoss, I don\u2019t need them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned, &#8220;But Joe I need you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;And I will always be your brother.&#8221; Joe said, &#8220;You know where I live.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at Ben but didn\u2019t say anything. He was hoping that his father would change his mind and open his arms to him. How Joe wanted to go up to his father and just hug him. But his father just stood there, not opening his arms, not welcoming Joe back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Go boy, get out.&#8221; Ben said.<\/p>\n<p>Joe took a deep breath as he looked at him, &#8220;Oh how Mama would be proud of you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben suddenly grabbed his son by the shirt and threw him out of the house. Joe landed hard on the porch. He stood up as tears came to his eyes. He turned and walked to the waiting wagon. He hugged Hop Sing, who was talking to him in Chinese. Joe answered him in the same way.<\/p>\n<p>After Joe was out of sight Hop Sing gone in shaking his head in disgust at the family.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;What is wrong with you two?&#8221; Hoss demanded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just drop it Hoss.&#8221; Adam said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No I have been quiet for a year now, I can\u2019t do it no more. He is family and you two are turning your back to him. Pa you raised us better then that.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He made his choice,&#8221; Ben said.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He had too, you made him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He made it none the less. Now he has to live with it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pa you are wrong.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss I don\u2019t want to discuss it no more.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But we need too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No we don\u2019t, it is over.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned and went up to his room.<\/p>\n<p>Adam left and went out to the barn. He sat down and stared at the horses. Was he wrong? They did look real happy, and they did get married. Maybe Renee wasn\u2019t like her sister; maybe she was a good person. Adam frowned it was too late now Joe was gone and he was partly to blame for that. He pushed Joe away. He closed his eyes as he remembered all of the fights and the laughter he had enjoyed with his young brother. Why didn\u2019t he look past his own pain and bitterness and see Joe\u2019s happiness? He would have to find a way to make it up to him. Adam opened his eyes and looked around the barn. He walked out and leaned on the outside of the barn. For the first time since Joe left Adam realized just how quiet it was without his baby brother. Adam roughly whipped his eyes as he felt tears roll down them. He suddenly felt such grief and guilt that he started to sob.<\/p>\n<p>Ben sat down at his desk; he was regretting his actions. He had really wanted to hug Joe and that baby of his. He was a cute little baby. He looked like Joe, so much like him. Renee looked like she really did love him. Maybe he was wrong, but it was too late now he had kicked Joe out again. Joe won\u2019t come back this time; he had lost his child for good this time. Ben looked at the picture of his wife and picked up the picture. &#8220;Oh Marie I\u2019ve really messed up this time.&#8221; He said softly, &#8220;I chased him away all because I was blind to his love.&#8221; Ben put his head in his hands, as he closed his eyes and saw Joe in front of him. He missed Joe so much, he wanted to hear that damn laugh of his so bad it hurt. He was right, Ben was a liar he had raised his boys better then that. He shouldn\u2019t have blamed Renee on what her family had done. It wasn\u2019t her fault. What her family did to him and his family was years ago and should be forgotten. But was it too late? Ben feared that it was. His son was so stubborn he didn\u2019t know if Joe would ever forgive him. Ben took a deep breath and decided that he would find a way to make Joe forgive him.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>Joe and Renee were heading to Virginia City. Joe was so quiet. &#8220;Honey, I\u2019m so sorry it didn\u2019t turn out like you wanted it too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Renee frowned and turned away. She didn\u2019t know what to say. She didn\u2019t know how to help her husband.<\/p>\n<p>Suddenly though, the horses sped up and Joe began to lose control of them. Joe was in a panic as he fought the horses and the runaway wagon. He soon lost the battle as the horses broke loose and the wagon went roll by itself. &#8220;Renee get the baby!&#8221; He shouted.<\/p>\n<p>Renee had already grabbed him.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at her, &#8220;Jump and protect Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Honey Go!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She obeyed him. She landed on soft grass. She stood up and checks the baby; he squirmed in her arms.<\/p>\n<p>She looked up as the wagon tipped and fell on its side. She screamed as she saw her husband fall out, then in horror she watched the wagon fall on him.<\/p>\n<p>She ran over to him and knelt down by him, &#8220;Oh Joe please honey.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He opened his eyes, &#8220;Oh baby. Are you okay?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;The baby?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;He\u2019s fine. I\u2019ll get you out of here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You can\u2019t. Go back to the ranch get help.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I can\u2019t leave you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You have to honey. I need help.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She was crying.<\/p>\n<p>He smiled at her, &#8220;I\u2019ll be here when you get back.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>She nodded and ran off cradling the baby in her arms as she ran all the way to the house. She ran the hour it took to get there. &#8220;Hoss!&#8221; She screamed as she ran into the yard. &#8220;Hoss! Hoss!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam ran out of the barn, &#8220;Renee what is it?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked past him to the house. &#8220;Hoss!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam grabbed her by the shoulder as Ben, Hoss and Hop Sing came out. Renee ran to Hoss. &#8220;Hoss please come with me.&#8221; She cried.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned as he saw the blood on her. &#8220;Hop Sing take the baby.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He did.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is it Joe, Renee? Where is he?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>She nodded as she grabbed his arm; &#8220;The wagon is on him. Please help him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Oh God.&#8221; Ben whispered as he grabbed her arms. &#8220;Can you show us where?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes please help him. I can\u2019t lose him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam came out with the horses. &#8220;Let\u2019s go.&#8221; He ordered.<\/p>\n<p>Ben got on his horse; then Hoss got on Chubb.<\/p>\n<p>Adam put his arm out to Renee.<\/p>\n<p>She nodded and got on the horse with him.<\/p>\n<p>Adam could hear her praying all the way back. He could feel her shaking. She must really love him. &#8220;Renee, little Joe is a fighter.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Just hurry please.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Soon they arrived, Renee jumped off of the horse before Adam stopped. She ran to him, but Ben and Hoss beat her to him.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss knelt down by him, &#8220;Hey short shanks.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe didn\u2019t react, he had his eyes close.<\/p>\n<p>Renee stared at him as tears fell down his face.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe please wake up.&#8221; Hoss begged.<\/p>\n<p>Joe opened his eyes and winced in pain. He looked around frantically then settled on Hoss. &#8220;Where\u2019s Renee Hoss? Where\u2019s my wife?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned as he realized how much Joe loved her. She was whom he was asking for now. She now held that place in his heart. Ben was no longer the one Joe would run to when he was hurt or scared. He was now a married man, who loved his wife as much, if not more then Ben had loved his wives. His youngest boy was now a man.<\/p>\n<p>Renee rushed to him and took his hand, &#8220;I\u2019m right here baby.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He looked at her and smiled, &#8220;The baby?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Is fine Joe, Hop Sing has him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded as he looked at Hoss, &#8220;:lease get this off of me Hoss, it hurts a great deal.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded and looked up at Adam and Ben. &#8220;You have to help me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben nodded as he stepped closer, &#8220;We\u2019ll get it off son, I promise.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at his father in surprise, but just nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Ben, Adam and Hoss managed to get the wagon off of the youngest member of their family.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked down at Joe, &#8220;We gotta get you home little brother.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss make sure someone takes care of Renee. She\u2019s hurt as well.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss nodded, &#8220;We will.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked over at Renee and mouthed the words &#8216;I love you&#8217;.<\/p>\n<p>She smiled and mouthed it back to him.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss scooped up Joe and stood up, &#8220;Adam here hold him while I get on my horse.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded and took his brother in his arms. He looked at Joe and smiled, &#8220;You\u2019ll be just fine little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him, &#8220;Ah Adam, don\u2019t hate me no more.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam frowned as his heart broke. &#8220;Joe I\u2019m so sorry.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked around for Renee again he spotted her and smiled at her.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss got up on his horse and told Adam to hand him Joe.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss cradled him in his arms and looked down at him, &#8220;You\u2019ll be just fine.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Adam walked over to Renee, &#8220;Come on Renee.&#8221; He said softly as he put his arm around her and led her to his horse.<\/p>\n<p>Renee cried most of the way back.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Don\u2019t worry now Renee, Joe is so tough.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Renee nodded, &#8220;He better be.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>When they arrive to the house, Hoss carried Joe in. Renee ran behind him. She sat down by the bed and took his hand. &#8220;Oh baby I love you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled, &#8220;I know honey.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She kissed his cheek, &#8220;Don\u2019t leave me Joseph Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He shook his head, &#8220;Never Renee Cartwright.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She smiled weakly at him, &#8220;I\u2019m scared Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled at her, and fought back the pain. &#8220;Renee listen to me, there is nothing to be afraid of. I\u2019ll be fine and we\u2019re go back home.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded.<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned, he has been listening to the whole conversation.<\/p>\n<p>Soon the Doctor came and kicked all but Hop Sing out. Renee shook her head and grabbed his hand. &#8220;No I can\u2019t leave him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The doctor looked at Hoss.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss went over to her and put his arm around her, &#8220;Come on sweetie. The Doc will take care of Little Joe. He always does.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;But I can\u2019t leave him, he\u2019s my husband.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please honey.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss looked at Joe and he nodded.<\/p>\n<p>She left with Hoss, it wasn\u2019t until she got downstairs that Hoss noticed her ankle. It looked swollen and out of joint. He told her to sit down, &#8220;I think you broke your foot Renee.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at him in surprise, &#8220;What?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam came over and looked at it, &#8220;Oh it\u2019s broken. How did you run here?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She shrugged, &#8220;I jus\u2019 had to help Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded, &#8220;You did, but I think we should fix ya\u2019 up as well.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at her ankle, &#8220;Don\u2019t worry none about me. The doc needs to take care of Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam frowned, &#8220;He brought his nurse with him. She\u2019ll take care of you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Renee shook his head, &#8220;I\u2019m fine.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss took her hand, &#8220;Joe will be fine. He\u2019s tougher then you think. He would want us to take care of you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She frowned, &#8220;Hoss your family hates me. I should be with my husband.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;My family don\u2019t hate you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She just looked up at the room where Joe was. It was then that all the pain in her body seems to come to life. She paled and cried out suddenly.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss frowned, &#8220;Where does it hurt?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at him, &#8220;Hm my foot really hurts. I have a headache and my back is a little sore.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam frowned as well, &#8220;Lay down sweetie.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She obeyed him as Adam called to the nurse.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss and the nurse fixed her up.<\/p>\n<p>Adam came over to her when they were done, &#8220;Why aren\u2019t they done?&#8221; She whined.<\/p>\n<p>He smiled, &#8220;The doc is good. He likes to be sure he checks everything.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She frowned unconvinced.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Listen Renee, &#8220;Adam began. &#8220;I am so very sorry for all that I\u2019ve done to you and Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You didn\u2019t do anything to me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah I did, I miss judged you. I blamed you for something your family did. I was wrong. I should have seen the love and I didn&#8217;t. I pushed my brother and his wife away. I hope you can forgive me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u2018You have to tell Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He nodded, &#8220;Oh I will. I swear I will.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;As long as you do I forgive you. He really missed you. You hurt him, but he would never admit it. He wanted you to be proud of him. Your opinion means a lot to him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded as he hugged her.<\/p>\n<p>She smiled and hugged him back.<\/p>\n<p>After they parted Ben came over, &#8220;Adam can you go so I may speak with her?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded and walked away.<\/p>\n<p>Ben sat down next to her and reached to take her hand. &#8220;Renee, I don\u2019t know how to put right what I did wrong.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Talk to Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I will, but I need to talk to you first. I was so very wrong. I should have listened to Joe and saw his love. I was so mad at your family and so scared that they would take my baby from me. I didn\u2019t realize I was pushing him away. I lost him, he wasn\u2019t taken. I almost lost him for good and that would have been the biggest mistake I ever made. You are perfect for him, I can see the love you have for him I see it in your eyes right now. I saw how much he loved you. You also have a beautiful son and I almost lost him as well. You and Joe and your son are my family and I only pray you will let me be a part of your family.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Renee looked at him for a long minute. She saw the pain in his eyes, she thought of how happy Joe would be if his family loved him again. &#8220;Joe will be so happy you know.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben smiled, &#8220;I hope he will.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You really hurt him Mr. Cartwright, he cried a lot of nights.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben winced like he was hit. &#8220;Believe it or not, so did I.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She looked at him, &#8220;You&#8217;re serious aren\u2019t you?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I would never hurt Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know and I always thought I would never hurt him, and I hurt him bad.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She nodded.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Can you forgive me Renee?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She signed and looked up toward the room again, then looked at her father-in-law. &#8220;I can forgive you, but I will do what my husband wants to do, so if he still wants to leave, I won\u2019t fight him on it.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben nodded, &#8220;I understand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do you love Joe?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yeah, I do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That\u2019s all ya\u2019 have to tell him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don\u2019t think that\u2019ll be enough.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe will forgive you. He loves you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned, &#8220;But I really hurt him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know, but just talk to him. He will forgive you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben smiled, &#8220;You sure do sound like you know what you\u2019re talking about.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He smiled, &#8220;Yes you do.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>She reached over and hugged him, &#8220;But he wasn\u2019t the same without you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>He hugged her back.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>They spent the next hour waiting, the Doctor Martin came down and told them that he would be just fine. Hoss carried Renee up and took her to Joe.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked alarm when he saw his wife being carried.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I\u2019m fine baby,&#8221; she said. &#8220;I just broke my ankle is all.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss put her here next to me will ya\u2019.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Hoss did and the couple hugged and cried in each other arms as they realized what they could have lost.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss quietly left the room.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>Adam came into the room an hour later. Joe had his arm around his wife who was sleeping in his arms. &#8220;You look good little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him, but didn\u2019t respond.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Joe, I was so very wrong. I\u2019m sorry I really am, please forgive me.&#8221; Adam said simply as tears rolled down his face.<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him in surprise.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Please Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded as he started to cry, &#8220;Adam, I forgive you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam smiled, &#8220;I love you little brother.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe grinned, &#8220;I know and I love you too.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam smiled, &#8220;Thank you Joe.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe nodded, &#8220;Who has my baby?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hoss is playing with him, he\u2019s a cute little thing.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe grinned, &#8220;He is cute.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam nodded, &#8220;You did good little brother.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Thank you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Adam walked over and ruffled his hair, &#8220;I\u2019ve missed you kid.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Me too.\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Adam left, and Ben came in.<\/p>\n<p>Joe frowned as he looked away, &#8220;Pa.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned, &#8220;Uh Joe, how are ya\u2019 feeling?\u2019<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sore Pa, but okay. I\u2019ll leave as soon as I can.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben sucked in his breath at his son said that. &#8220;Joe stay as long as you want.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe looked at him. &#8220;But I ain\u2019t welcomed here.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben frowned, &#8220;May I sit down son?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe shrugged and then winced at the pain it caused.<\/p>\n<p>Ben sat down, he looked at Joe and then his eyes fell on Renee. She was sleeping peacefully in her husband arms. &#8220;She is a good woman Joe. She ran all the way here on a broken ankle. You\u2019re a good looking couple.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe signed, &#8220;Pa don\u2019t just say this because of the accident.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That isn\u2019t why I\u2019m saying it son. After you left today I did a lot of thinking. I realized I was so very wrong. I was going to try to find you and tell you. I am so sorry son. I can see how wrong I was, she really loves you and you love her. You were right when you called me a liar, I did become a liar. I shouldn\u2019t have judged her like that. I should have trusted you. I let my fear and anger get the better of me and that wasn\u2019t fair to you. Joe I really messed this up and I need you to forgive me. You are my son, and I love you so much. I am so very very proud of you.&#8221; Ben said as he started to cry. &#8220;You have a great family, you\u2019ve done good. You have honored the Cartwright name real well. Son I am begging you for your forgiveness, I love you boy.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Joe stared at his father with tears in his own eyes, &#8220;Ah Pa I love you too. I forgive you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ben grinned and hugged his son.<\/p>\n<p>Hoss brought the baby up and Ben held him as he and Joe caught up on Joe\u2019s last year. By the time Joe fell asleep, Ben had convinced Joe and his wife to move back to the Ponderosa and live.<\/p>\n<p>Ben held his grandson for a long time after the child fell asleep, he looked so much Joe did when he was born. Ben signed in relief as he looked at Joe sleeping with his wife snuggled up against him. He smiled at the sight.<\/p>\n<p>*****<\/p>\n<p>In a couple days, Joe and Renee were up and around.<\/p>\n<p>Renee\u2019s family came over and made sure that she was okay, and to meet the baby. They were polite to the Cartwrights but the wounds were far from healed. Renee and Joe doubted if their families would ever get along, but they didn\u2019t really care not as long as they accepted the two of them.<\/p>\n<p>Ben insisted on helping Joe build a home and Joe was to stay at the ranch house until the house was built. Joe agreed. 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