Summary: Another story about Adam, Ella, and Eric.\u00a0 This time, Adam is introduced to the world of rating a young son.
\nRating:\u00a0 PG\u00a0 (12,350 words)<\/p>\n
Fatherhood Series:<\/strong><\/p>\n Home is Never Too Far<\/a> <\/p>\n The Brandsters have included this author in our project:\u00a0Preserving Their Legacy<\/a>. To preserve the legacy of the author, we have decided to give their work a home in the Bonanza Brand Fanfiction Library.\u00a0 The author will always be the owner of this work of fanfiction, and should they wish us to remove their story, we will.<\/p>\n Fatherhood: Getting Started<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Chapter 1<\/p>\n \u201cIt\u2019s your turn.\u201d Adam grumbled hearing his son wake up again in the night. Loud screams permeated the air, causing Elizabeth to stir beside him.<\/p>\n \u201cNo it isn\u2019t, I got him last time.\u201d She said, covering her head with the blankets.<\/p>\n \u201cI got him last time and it took him an hour to get back to sleep, then another half hour for myself. It\u2019s your turn.\u201d He said a little more sharply than he meant.<\/p>\n \u201cI went through his birth Adam, I think my turn is over, you deal with it.\u201d She replied sleepily rolling over.<\/p>\n \u201cYa know\u2026\u2026\u2026aah forget it!\u201d Adam said throwing the covers off both he and his wife and getting out of bed.<\/p>\n He walked down the short hallway to his son\u2019s room. The upstairs was built with a loft overlooking the great room, his son\u2019s room sat at the farthest end. Looking down he saw the large fireplace that stood against the far wall. Building it had reminded him of home with his father and brother\u2019s, it had always made him feel secure. Now, his own family could sit in front of the hearth and create their own special memories. A bear skin rug sat in it\u2019s front, he smiled remembering how he and his wife had made memories of their own on that very rug.<\/p>\n His smile faded as the cries grew louder, they were now shrill and high pitched. The first time he had heard this cry he panicked, racing into the room fearing his son was in pain. Now, though he quickened his pace, the fear he had once felt faded. This cry he had learned was one of annoyance, they would cease as soon as he was picked up. Peering through the crack of the slightly open door he saw the crib. He and Hoss had built this crib together, Hoss took his time carving in the rails more intricate details. He saw his son, squirming and screaming lying on his back.<\/p>\n \u201cEric, it\u2019s okay baby, Papa\u2019s here.\u201d Adam said creeping towards the crib and scooping up his screaming son. He cradled him in his arms, bringing the child to his chest as he approached the rocking chair. The cries weakened as the child was snuggled close, he settled in to his father\u2019s warmth.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019re momma said it was my turn again. What do you think about that?\u201d He whispered, rocking slowly in the chair. Their eye\u2019s met, his son\u2019s crying now soft hiccups. \u201cWhen are you gonna start sleeping through the night son, you know it\u2019s harder to work a full day on three hours sleep.\u201d Eric smiled up at him, his father\u2019s voice had always calmed him. \u201cTomorrow I may just go sleep at Pa\u2019s house, then you\u2019re mother would have to settle you all night. That\u2019ll teach her to make me get up all the time.\u201d Adam smiled, knowing this was an empty threat, but just the thought of his wife\u2019s face when he told her he would be sleeping at his father\u2019s house made him laugh. \u201cThen momma would be pretty upset with Papa wouldn\u2019t she.\u201d<\/p>\n Eric gurgled up at his father, his mouth forming spit bubbles as he cooed. Night time was always tough for him, he missed the comfort of his mother and father always being near. He raised a small fist towards his father\u2019s dimpled smile, hoping to let him know how much he needed the comfort of that smile, the warmth of his arms, and the beating of his heart next to his.<\/p>\n \u201cAlright little buddy, how about you let Papa get some sleep now.\u201d Adam said standing and walking back towards the crib.<\/p>\n Eric felt himself being lowered onto the mattress, the bars surrounding him. He whimpered once to let his father know of his displeasure, waiting to be held again. When he saw his father\u2019s back he let out a shrill cry. He wasn\u2019t ready to be left alone again.<\/p>\n Adam turned back, the crying started. This time the cry was different, deeper and more meaningful. He went back to the crib and drew his son into his arms once again.<\/p>\n \u201cNow Eric, we talked about this. Papa\u2019s gotta sleep.\u201d Adam said as he watched the tears stream down his son\u2019s face. \u201cAlright, you\u2019ll come with me, but no more tears once we reach Momma\u2019s room, we don\u2019t want to wake her too.\u201d<\/p>\n They went down the hall, Eric peering over the ledge as they went. He could see everything more clearly now, his six month old eye sight allowed the blur in his vision to cease. He saw the giant stone fireplace on which many nights he lay in his mother\u2019s arms. Not wanting to be held as often, he enjoyed the softness of the rug on his skin as he rolled or scooted to reach his toys. The quickest way to get where he wanted to go was to lie on his back and kick his feet, scooting across the room on his back. But, more often than not his mother or father would turn him onto his stomach, forcing him to army crawl using his legs and feet. Lately his mother had put her hand under his stomach, this raised him up onto all fours. She then encouraged him to remain in this position as she helped him alternate his legs. If he remained in this position long, his parents would clap and smile.<\/p>\n His thoughts turned as he entered his parent\u2019s room. He was not allowed in here often, and to come with his father to bed was a treat. He had never been allowed to sleep in the bed before, only to sit on the mattress while his parents dressed. He felt himself lowered to the mattress, his father sliding in beside him. Between his parents he felt safe and secure, he was no longer lonely.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam.\u201d Elizabeth said waking as the sun cast a warm glow across the room. Her husband sighed and turned over, her young son stirred in the bed beside him. \u201cAdam.\u201d She said again, this time a little more loudly, rubbing a hand up and down his arm.<\/p>\n \u201cHmm?\u201d Came a grunted reply.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat is our son doing in our bed?\u201d She asked, watching her child roll over onto his back.<\/p>\n \u201cCouldn\u2019t sleep.\u201d He murmur, his voice lost in a sigh.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat?\u201d She said poking him awake.<\/p>\n \u201cHe couldn\u2019t sleep. Would you quit poking me!\u201d The roughness in his voice caused her to smile, he was always grumpy in the morning.<\/p>\n She poked him again, first in the arm, then the back, then reaching around to his stomach. He ignored her poke at first, but as she poked her way down his side he grabbed her hand.<\/p>\n \u201cAre you awake now?\u201d She laughed as he held tight to her fingers.<\/p>\n \u201cGo away.\u201d He said, still holding tight to her hand.<\/p>\n \u201cI can\u2019t, you have my hand.\u201d She tugged slightly as his grip tightened.<\/p>\n \u201cThen come here.\u201d He smiled, pulling her towards him for a good morning kiss.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam, be careful, we\u2019re going to squish our son.\u201d She said, her voice in a whisper with just a hint of wanting, she knew it drove him crazy.<\/p>\n \u201cThen take him to his crib and come back to me.\u201d He said, his golden eyes staring into hers.<\/p>\n Silently she scooped her son into her arms and made her way to the crib. Placing him gently down, he stirred a little, turning onto his side. She crept out of the room and back down the hall. Walking into the room she allowed her robe to fall around her, her body shimmering in the sunlight. Adam smiled and lifted the covers, allowing her to slide in beside him. Without saying a word he kissed her gently, his hands exploring her body under the covers. His kissing intensified, causing her body to react towards him, she rolled on top of him, looking deep into his eyes. The two bodies became one, their breathing increased.<\/p>\n A shrill cry pierced the air, both stopped their love making and looked towards the door. They stayed this way, hoping the cries would stop and they could finish what they started. After a few minutes, both knew it was not to be, Elizabeth rolled off him, reaching for the robe on the floor.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019re not leaving!\u201d Adam said, his voice sounding more of a whine than of a question.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam, I have to get our son.\u201d She said, tying her robe tightly and going to the door.<\/p>\n \u201cBut\u2026\u2026..What about\u2026\u2026\u2026..Aaaah!\u201d Her husband groaned, then rolled on to his stomach.<\/p>\n \u201cSorry dear, we\u2019ll make it up later. You better get up soon or your brother\u2019s will be here knocking down the door.\u201d She couldn\u2019t help but smile, his frustration also her own.<\/p>\n Adam waited a few minutes, giving himself time to cool down. Then, sitting up he swung his legs to the side of the bed. He sat for a moment, head in hands, a warm bath sounded very appealing. But, he was already late, so instead he went to the dresser to find his clothes. Pulling out a black shirt and pants he quickly dressed and shaved. He headed out of the room, boots in hand and made his way downstairs. He could smell the eggs cooking, and heard his wife humming in the kitchen. Walking into the room and sitting at the table he saw his son playing happily by his mother\u2019s feet.<\/p>\n \u201cGlad somebody\u2019s happy.\u201d Adam teased at his son as Eric pounded a fist on the pan his mother had given him to play with. \u201cNo interruptions tonight young man.\u201d He laughed as Eric grabbed at his mother\u2019s robe, seeking her attention to watch him perform.<\/p>\n \u201cOh Adam, I forgot I had to go to town today and pick up that material for Mrs. Winters. She\u2019s too sick to go and I told her I would help out. You know how Eric hates to ride in the wagon, I\u2019m worried now that he\u2019s able to get around so well, he may get hurt.\u201d Elizabeth sighed, stirring the eggs. \u201cCan you ride him out to your father\u2019s, see if he\u2019ll stay with him a few hours. I could swing by and pick him up.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI guess so. I told you I could fix him up a seat so he could ride safely beside you.\u201d Adam answered, putting his boots on and sitting on the floor next to his son.<\/p>\n \u201cYes, but that won\u2019t help me today. Maybe we could work on that for next week.\u201d She smiled, seeing Adam pick up the disregarded wooden spoon and smacking it hard on the over turned pan.<\/p>\n \u201cOkay, I\u2019ll start it this weekend. Let\u2019s show Momma how well we play together.\u201d Adam said, handing his spoon to his son, and pulling two more pots in front of him. They banged together on the pots, Eric with the spoon and Adam drumming his fingers until the eggs were finished.<\/p>\n Ella dished out her meal while Adam seated Eric in his high chair. She sat across from her husband and watched as her son ate with his fingers, missing his mouth here and there, but mostly getting the food in. He had showed much improvement in the last month, asserting his independence. Feeding himself had seemed to become his top priority.<\/p>\n \u201cHello!\u201d Came a shout from the Great Room as the front door slammed closed.<\/p>\n \u201cDidn\u2019t realize I was that late.\u201d Adam said swallowing the last of his coffee and watching as his brother\u2019s walked into the room.<\/p>\n \u201cYou planning on working today older brother?\u201d Joe asked, a smug smile across his face. It wasn\u2019t often he was able to give his brother a hard time for shirking duties.<\/p>\n \u201cCan\u2019t handle things on your own for a few minutes little brother?\u201d Adam emphasized the word little, knowing it was the quickest way to get his brother\u2019s goat.<\/p>\n \u201cSure I can, just thought I ought to make sure you remembered what day it was, you being so old and all, your memory starts to fade.\u201d Joe smiled, knowing referring to his brother as old was the quickest way to get back at him.<\/p>\n Hoss ambled over to his nephew who was covered in scrambled eggs and toast. Eric smiled up at him and held out a few bits of egg towards his uncle. Hoss took the eggs in an exaggerated bite, causing his nephew to squeal with delight. Hearing his brother\u2019s banter, he looked to Elizabeth, seeing a smile in her eyes he winked.<\/p>\n \u201cAlright, I\u2019m ready. Let me just get Eric cleaned up and we\u2019ll be on our way.\u201d Adam said standing, and putting his cup in the sink.<\/p>\n \u201cAwe Adam, let me do it. I don\u2019t mind giving the little guy a bath, and he likes his Uncle Hoss don\u2019t he.\u201d Hoss cooed, laughing at the wide grin his nephew held.<\/p>\n \u201cFine, but don\u2019t be too long. Pa\u2019ll be out here soon if we take too much time.\u201d Adam half joked, wondering if that is exactly what his father would do.<\/p>\n Eric grabbed his uncle\u2019s strong arms as he was lifted from the chair. Grease from the eggs now stained the sleeves of Hoss\u2019s shirt, though he seemed to pay no attention. The water sat cooling next to the stove as Hoss grabbed the wash bucket he had created just for his nephew. Making sure the water was the correct temperature he lowered Eric into the warm water. Eric dropped his hands instantly, splashing the water out of the basin and onto the floor. When he received no stern glances, he continued his good time while he felt himself scrubbed with the warm wet towel. The bath seemed to end to soon, and soon he was shivering in the cool morning air, a fluffy towel working to dry him.<\/p>\n \u201cThere you go punkin, all dried off. Let\u2019s get you dressed.\u201d Hoss said, heading for the babies room.<\/p>\n \u201cCOME ON HOSS!\u201d He heard Joe yell as he put the shirt over the child\u2019s head. \u201cI\u2019M COMIN\u2019!\u201d He returned, Eric wincing at the loud noise.<\/p>\n \u201cYa know, Pa said it\u2019ll take a few years before the railroad expands that stretch near the Mexican border, probably still debating which direction to go.\u201d Joe finished as he watched his brother and nephew come down the stairs. \u201cIt\u2019s about time Hoss, you didn\u2019t have to take all day about it.\u201d He said, smiling at the ruffled curls of his nephew.<\/p>\n \u201cYeah, yeah, yeah.\u201d Hoss mumbled knowing he was being teased. \u201cHere ya go Adam, squeaky clean.\u201d<\/p>\n Adam took his son and held him high in the air for inspection. Eric gurgled as his father held him with one hand, and tickled him with the other.<\/p>\n \u201cGive him here older brother, you\u2019re gonna drop him.\u201d Joe said reaching up for his nephew.<\/p>\n Adam made sputtering noises as he swooped his son down into Joe\u2019s arms.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019ve become a softy older brother.\u201d Joe laughed at his brother\u2019s playful nature.<\/p>\n \u201cHe used to do that with you Joe, don\u2019t you remember?\u201d Hoss laughed, pushing carefully on his brother\u2019s arm. \u201cRemember when he dropped you that one time, fell right on his head didn\u2019t he Adam?\u201d Hoss joked, giving Adam the eye to go along with him.<\/p>\n \u201cOh right. That explains why you are the way you are Joe. I\u2019m real sorry about that, the doctor said you\u2019d never have a chance for proper learning.\u201d Adam moved towards the desk, gathering his hat and gun belt.<\/p>\n \u201cSure fella\u2019s, laugh it up. You\u2019re just jealous I got all the good looks in the family.\u201d Joe said, kissing his nephew on the head. This little fella looks almost just like me, lucky kid.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cAre you three planning on spending the day here, if so I\u2019ll start getting lunch ready.\u201d Elizabeth said walking into the room, a wooden spoon in her hand.<\/p>\n \u201cNo ma\u2019am, we\u2019re on our way.\u201d Adam replied, scooting towards the door.<\/p>\n \u201cI hope so, I don\u2019t need Pa coming out here and lecturing me on how to get you men to work.\u201d She said, approaching the three men quickly.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat are you doing?\u201d Hoss asked, backing towards the door, bumping Adam out of the way.<\/p>\n \u201cI thought you might need some help along.\u201d Elizabeth smiled at her husband, causing him to smile and turn towards the door.<\/p>\n \u201cGo, go, go!\u201d Adam laughed, trying to reach for the door handle. He opened the door just as the spoon cracked against his back side. There was just enough force for a little sting, he heard two more whacks as he made his hasty retreat.<\/p>\n The three men ran into the yard, Joe rubbing his rear after handing his nephew back to Adam. They hid their laughter as they mounted their horses.<\/p>\n \u201cSure is some gal you got there Adam.\u201d Hoss said as they turned towards the land.<\/p>\n \u201cYeah, got a mean swing on her too.\u201d Joe said, kicking Cochise into a trot. \u201cHey, don\u2019t you need to take Eric back inside?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNope, taking him to Pa. Ella\u2019s got some thing\u2019s to do in town, and you know how Eric hates to ride in the wagon.\u201d Adam said, holding his son close, protecting him with a strong arm. \u201cBesides, Eric loves to ride a horse, look at him.\u201d<\/p>\n No one could deny it, the child\u2019s face was lit up. The three men made conversation as they headed back towards the ranch house. They knew Pa would be thrilled to see his Grandson, the lecture concerning their lateness to work would be forgotten. Eric gurgled his pleasure, babbling when they past the animals on their way. The hours ride had felt good, sitting against his father\u2019s belly. He felt the in and out of his breath, and listened as the three men spoke. His mood was happy, as he watched the scenery go by.<\/p>\n Slowly cantering into the yard, Adam watched as the front door opened. His father stood on the porch, hands on hips, and a cross look creasing his features.<\/p>\n \u201cWould you like to tell me just what in the world is\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u201d He stopped mid-sentence, his notion to lecture his sons on their lack of getting started this morning disappearing from his lips. \u201cWell good morning Eric, how are you today?\u201d He smiled, taking his grandson from his eldest\u2019s arms.<\/p>\n Eric smiled and reached for his grandfather\u2019s nose. It was his custom to pull on it first thing.<\/p>\n \u201cLooks like you had a good ride today.\u201d Ben cooed, walking towards the porch, forgetting his son\u2019s presence.<\/p>\n \u201cUh, thanks Pa.\u201d Adam said, turning his horse back towards pasture as his father entered the house, door closing behind him. Shaking his head Adam turned back to his brother\u2019s. \u201cWell boys, let\u2019s get to work.\u201d He sighed, wondering when his father would remember that he was his first born, and could use a little attention as well.<\/p>\n Chapter 2<\/p>\n \u201cWell Eric, what shall we do first?\u201d Ben spoke softly, his grandson surveyed the room around him.<\/p>\n The stair case had always appealed to him, that Indian blanket seemed to call to him. The colors swirled through it, though it was a simple design. Not like momma\u2019s, momma\u2019s was intricate in detail, colors weaving in and out making different shapes and pictures. Looking to the fireplace, he wondered how it got there. It seemed to travel from his house to his grandpa\u2019s house.<\/p>\n \u201cHow about a pony ride then.\u201d Ben said holding his grandson steady and bouncing him on his knee. He said the rhyme that Adam and he had said for many years when he was a young boy on his knee. Eric smiled and laughed at the tune as he rode.<\/p>\n This is the way the ladies ride, the ladies ride, the ladies ride<\/p>\n This is the way the ladies ride, all the way to town<\/p>\n Ben increased the pace of his knee as he went into the next verse.<\/p>\n This is the way the gentlemen ride, the gentlemen ride, the gentlemen ride<\/p>\n This is the way the gentlemen ride, all the way to town<\/p>\n Eric bounced wildly as his grandpa increased in both speed and volume as he took his ride.<\/p>\n This is the way the cowboy\u2019s ride, the cowboy\u2019s ride, the cowboy\u2019s ride<\/p>\n This is the way the cowboy\u2019s ride, all the way to town!<\/p>\n The rhyme ended and Eric clapped his hands, hoping for more. His hopes were dashed as his grandfather rose to his feet.<\/p>\n \u201cWhy don\u2019t we go check on the horses in the barn. I\u2019m sure they wouldn\u2019t mind you giving them an apple.\u201d Ben said, heading towards the door, his young grandson on his hip.<\/p>\n \u201cAlright Joe, that\u2019s enough. One more half assed job done like that and I\u2019m gonna take it out of your hide!\u201d Adam said, re-digging the post hole again, making sure it was deeper.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam, now there ain\u2019t no reason for you to go yelling at him, he wasn\u2019t finished with it, he was getting a drink. You two have been at it all morning. How about the both of you give it a rest.\u201d Hoss intervened, stepping in between the two.<\/p>\n \u201cYeah older brother, I was getting a drink. If you didn\u2019t stand over my shoulder all the time and worried about your own work, we would be done a whole lot quicker.\u201d Joe said heatedly, pointing a finger at his older brother.<\/p>\n They had been at each other\u2019s throats all day, digging post holes put everyone in a bad mood, including Hoss.<\/p>\n \u201cIf you\u2019d both cut it out we\u2019d be headed for home by now. I can smell Hop Sing\u2019s biscuits cookin. Now lets get back to diggin these holes.\u201d Hoss finished gruffly, scowling at his brother\u2019s.<\/p>\n He felt a mound of dirt clatter around his shoulders, both his brother\u2019s standing behind him, scowls on both faces.<\/p>\n \u201cNow dadburnit, who done it!\u201d Hoss said, stepping towards each of them. Neither face registered guilt, he felt his own frustration building. \u201cI want to know who done it and I want to know now!\u201d<\/p>\n Joe and Adam bent down collecting more dirt on their shovels. With only a glance at one another, both raised their shovel and sent the dirt traveling in their brother\u2019s direction, hitting him square in the stomach.<\/p>\n \u201cThat does it! Come here!\u201d Hoss said, charging forth at the two of them. They side stepped, each taking a different direction as they ran off towards the open field. Joe\u2019s laughter echoed around them as Hoss gave chase. Adam peered back, seeing Joe being chased, he turned back towards his brother. Running up behind Hoss, he took off his hat and whacked him hard across his backside. He laughed as Hoss shouted, then turned on him. Adam ran towards Joe, catching up to his brother with his long strides. Reaching Joe\u2019s back, he repeated the gesture, then ran on towards his horse. Joe and Hoss in hot pursuit, he reached Sport and jumped on. Kicking Sport into a gallop he headed back towards the ranch.<\/p>\n He heard his brother\u2019s hoof beats not far behind him as he jumped from his horse, leading him into the barn. He removed Sports saddle and hurriedly brushed him down, then headed for the house. Not quickly enough; he saw his brother\u2019s enter the yard. Running for the door he barely made it inside as Hoss reached for the door knob. Pulling the door closed hard, Adam held it with all his might.<\/p>\n \u201cOpen this door boy, you\u2019re in for a world of hurt!\u201d Hoss shouted, laughter in his voice.<\/p>\n Adam struggled against his brother\u2019s strength, using his foot against the wall for added protection.<\/p>\n \u201cYeah Adam, come on and take what\u2019s comin to ya! You can\u2019t hide in there forever.\u201d Came his youngest brother\u2019s voice.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam!\u201d Ben said sternly, seeing the door open, then close slightly as the tug-of-war continued.<\/p>\n \u201cYeah Pa?\u201d Adam laughed as the door opened a bit more.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat in the name of Zeus is going on here!\u201d Ben commanded, his voice sharp with fatherly zeal.<\/p>\n \u201cNothin Pa.\u201d Adam said, slamming the door closed once again, grunting as his strength faltered.<\/p>\n \u201cIt doesn\u2019t look like nothing. Quite down, your son is sleeping.\u201d He reprimanded as the door was yanked open again. This time however Adam lost his hold, and tumbled backwards. Hoss and Joe tumbled in, landing hard on Adam who lay on the hard wood floor.<\/p>\n \u201cNow you\u2019re gonna get it!\u201d Joe yelled, trying to untangle himself from the heap. He jumped onto the pile, landing on top of Hoss who was on top of Adam, crushing them as best he could.<\/p>\n \u201cJOSEPH!\u201d Ben yelled, watching his son\u2019s wrestle against one another.<\/p>\n Adam was able to squirm out of the pile, then jumped onto Joe who lie next to Hoss. Joe let out a sharp breath of air against the weight, then his eye\u2019s opened wide as he saw Hoss headed their way.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam, move!\u201d Joe breathed out, the two rolling quickly to the left. Hoss missed the pile, landing on his hands and stomach on the floor. He grunted as a weight came upon his back and started to fight back.<\/p>\n \u201cHoss!\u201d He heard Adam say with concern, stopping him mid roll. Slowly Hoss turned his head, seeing his father laying across him. He froze, watching his father struggle to stand, then straightening his vest as he stood to face them.<\/p>\n Adam and Little Joe stood stock still as Hoss stood next to them. They were breathing hard, and sweating with exertion, and now with worry.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat I would like to know is why my three so called grown son\u2019s are rolling around the floor like heathens!\u201d Ben boomed, his face red.<\/p>\n \u201cWe didn\u2019t mean to knock ya down Pa, me and Adam was just trying to get away from Hoss.\u201d Joe tried, then swallowed hard when his father stood in front of him, just inches from his face.<\/p>\n \u201cWell you did knock me down now didn\u2019t you! What if I had been holding Eric, what then!\u201d He yelled again, his question coming out as a statement. \u201cNow your speechless huh, nobody says a word! Well I\u2019ve gotta something to say and you\u2019re gonna hear it!\u201d He yelled.<\/p>\n A cry broke through ceiling, loud wails coming from upstairs. Ben turned his attention toward the tears and walked quickly up the staircase towards his oldest son\u2019s room where his grandson now slept.<\/p>\n The boys had a hard time keeping a straight face as their father fled towards stairs.<\/p>\n \u201cSaved again.\u201d Hoss said quietly, bringing his arm up to Adam\u2019s shoulder.<\/p>\n \u201cYeah, I thought we were in for it good. Next time maybe you two ought to act a little more grown up.\u201d Adam said, hiding his smile behind his hand.<\/p>\n \u201cWE\u2026\u2026.Why I oughtta\u2026\u2026\u2026.\u201d Joe said taking a mock swing at his brother.<\/p>\n \u201cNow stop it you two, you\u2019re the one\u2019s that got us in trouble in the first place.\u201d Hoss said, stepping out of line and walking towards the kitchen. He stopped mid stride as cold water splashed across his neck and down his back. Turning with a scowl he faced his brother\u2019s, each face registering innocence. \u201cDon\u2019t you two never learn.\u201d He said, wiping the water from his neck.<\/p>\n Chapter 3<\/p>\n \u201cIs he asleep?\u201d Adam whispered as his wife climbed into bed beside him. He pulled her body close to his and kissed softly across her neck line.<\/p>\n \u201cIt took forever, every time I would walk away from the crib he would cry. I don\u2019t know whats gotten into him.\u201d Her arms wrapped around him as the kissing continued.<\/p>\n \u201cI love you Ella Bell.\u201d Adam whispered, finding her mouth. She returned the gesture and soon the two were once again entangled in each other\u2019s arms.<\/p>\n The minutes passes, each lost in each other\u2019s warmth when the loud piercing cry once again entered the room. They ignored the sound, each trying to quickly please the other when the cries turned into piercing screams.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam.\u201d Elizabeth said, pulling slightly away from her husband.<\/p>\n \u201cNot yet Ella, just need a little more time, he\u2019ll be okay.\u201d Adam answered, trying to pull her back towards him.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam, your son is calling you, he could be scared.\u201d She said, pushing away again, this time rolling over.<\/p>\n \u201cElla! I\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026damn!\u201d Adam finished, turning his back to her as he stood up. Frustration swam deep within him as he pulled on his robe and headed towards his son\u2019s room. Pushing the door open, he winced when it hit the wall. Eric startled, then screamed loudly as the sound echoed in his small room.<\/p>\n Eric felt himself being lifted from the crib, the light from the doorway casting shadows in his room. He was held close to his father\u2019s chest, and waited for the soothing sound of his father\u2019s voice. When no words came, he tried to lift his head to search his fathers face. This wasn\u2019t the way he was usually held. His father\u2019s arms were rigid, his body stiff, the silence let him know that something was definitely wrong. They sat in the rocking chair, silently rocking. There would be no soft singing to him tonight Eric thought as he worked to gain his father\u2019s attention. He placed one small hand on his father\u2019s cheek, causing their eyes to meet. Eric grunted, then smiled hoping his father would respond to him in some way. Instead he was lifted and placed back in the crib. The door closed quickly and he was once again alone.<\/p>\n Eric watched the shadows play on the wall, the loneliness he felt making him feel desperate for attention. He whimpered quietly to himself as the loneliness turned to fear, the shadows dancing around him. He wanted his father, why did he leave him like that. He cried louder this time, in hopes of his father or mother\u2019s return. The door once again flung open and he was lifted from bed without a word. It was his father again. He snuggled his face into his father\u2019s neck as they left the bedroom. He was lain once again, only this time the bed was soft rather than firm. He felt his mother beside him as his father lay with him, the covers pulled around them. His father\u2019s eyes were already closed and his mother snored softly beside him. Eric lay his hand on his father\u2019s arm as he slept and scooted his bottom closer to his mother. He felt the love surround him as he once again drifted into a peaceful sleep.<\/p>\n Chapter 4<\/p>\n Adam woke to the sun light, today was Saturday, a day off. His wife and son lay beside him, both with a contented smile playing upon their lips. He sat up quietly, then edged his way out of the bed. Now standing he reached down to touch his son\u2019s soft curls. Remembering the events from the night before he knew he had not reacted as he should to his son. He was frustrated and angry, these interruptions were hard on both he and his wife, but he had blamed the child. Now looking at the sleeping angel, guilt streamed through him. He had not even spoken a word to his son. He continued to play with his curls until his son stirred. Carefully he lifted him from the bed and cradled him in his arms. He made his way to the Great Room, his sleeping bundle in his arms as he sat next to the hearth. He kissed the babies soft cheek, then his forehead. Eric remained sleeping as he and his father sat together in their favorite spot.<\/p>\n Elizabeth found the two sleeping soundly in front of the hearth. Adam held his son close in his arms, his breathing steady but not heavy letting her know that he was not completely asleep.<\/p>\n \u201cSweetheart?\u201d Ella whispered in his ear, causing him to smile. \u201cAre we going to your father\u2019s house for breakfast?\u201d They had planned that a week ago, Ben, Joe, and Hoss complaining about not seeing enough of her son.<\/p>\n \u201cMmhhmm.\u201d Came his reply as she kissed his cheek.<\/p>\n \u201cWould you like me to take the baby?\u201d She asked, already in the process of doing so.<\/p>\n \u201cOkay.\u201d He replied, eyes still closed, breathing still steady.<\/p>\n \u201cI love you sweetheart.\u201d She said as she stood to get herself and her son dressed.<\/p>\n \u201cLove you.\u201d Came his soft reply as his eyes slowly opened.<\/p>\n \u201cYOU LATE!\u201d Hop Sing chastised as the family came in to the kitchen to greet him. Eric gurgled his soft reply and batted his eye lashes at his friend. \u201cHop Sing work in kitchen all day and family come late. Biscuits burned, eggs dry up!\u201d His tirade turned to his native language as Ella wrapped him in a hug.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m sorry Hop Sing. We did our best, but getting these two ready to go can be a real challenge.\u201d Ella said, rubbing a hand up and down the cooks back.<\/p>\n \u201cHop Sing no happy. Should come when say come, now have to start breakfast over!\u201d His temper still shone, though his eyes shone love for the rest of his family.<\/p>\n \u201cHop Sing, Eric has been so excited to see you all morning, and you are ignoring him. I think you better say hello.\u201d Adam said, his sly smile hidden as he tried hard to change the subject.<\/p>\n \u201cBaby Eric need good example like Hop Sing to show him how to work with time. Eric stay with Hop Sing, help with breakfast. You two out!\u201d Eric giggled as Hop Sing took him into his arms and swung him towards the stove, preparing to make breakfast for the late comers.<\/p>\n Adam scooted Ella out of the kitchen, then walked through the house. His father sat in the red leather chair, reading yesterday\u2019s paper. Joe was still upstairs, and Hoss was in the barn with the animals.<\/p>\n \u201cMorning Pa, sorry were late.\u201d Adam said, sitting with his wife on the settee.<\/p>\n \u201cI heard. Hop Sing has been ranting for hours this morning.\u201d Ben smiled, giving his daughter-in-law a wink.<\/p>\n \u201cEric\u2019s been keeping us up all night. I don\u2019t know what the deal is, but I haven\u2019t gotten more than three hours sleep in three days.\u201d Adam sighed, rubbing his hands over his face, fighting the floating feeling in his head.<\/p>\n \u201cJoe went through that stage. Marie made the mistake of bringing him to our bed. After that, it took months for him to sleep on his own. You remember that don\u2019t you son?\u201d Ben raised his eyebrows as Adam\u2019s eyes gave away his mistake.<\/p>\n \u201cI remember. Marie was so frustrated that even walking past her wrong could land you in hot water. I think I was in more trouble those few weeks than I was my whole life. She sure knew how to yell.\u201d Adam said shaking his head as memories danced in his head.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam Stoddard Cartwright!\u201d<\/p>\n Adam winced as he heard his name screamed from inside the house. He was in the barn reading one of his favorite stories and had just gotten to the best part when he was interrupted by his Step Mother\u2019s sharp voice. He closed the book with a huff and looked towards the house. He heard his name hollered again, joined by the shrill screams of his baby brother. He rose, setting his book on the haystack beside him and moved towards the house.<\/p>\n Entering through the back door, Hop Sing gave him a sympathetic glance, then slipped out the back door. He walked into the living room where Marie stood over a mess of papers that strewn the floor.<\/p>\n \u201cYou called ma\u2019am?\u201d He asked, trying his best to be polite and keep any tone from entering his voice.<\/p>\n \u201cJust look at this mess young man! I can\u2019t even walk through my own house without knocking into messes left everywhere. How many times do I have to be after you boys to pick up after yourselves!\u201d She yelled, her face a mess of red blotches.<\/p>\n \u201cThese are Pa\u2019s papers ma\u2019am, he was sorting receipts last night.\u201d Adam said calmly, trying to ignore the comment about this being her house. He still wasn\u2019t keen on the idea of her being here, but he was starting to accept it as being a fact that would not change.<\/p>\n \u201cDid I ask whose papers they were! Pick them up right now and put them away.\u201d She stormed, switching from English to French.<\/p>\n Adam ignored her tirade as he collected the papers she had obviously knocked to the floor. She was still ranting in French as he set the papers in order back on the desk. Interrupting her, he turned back towards the door.<\/p>\n \u201cWhere are you going?\u201d She yelled, grabbing the sleeve of his shirt.<\/p>\n \u201cI cleaned it up. I was going back outside.\u201d Adam said, looking at her hand which was holding tight to his sleeve.<\/p>\n \u201cNo you\u2019re not. I need you to watch your little brother. I have chores to finish, and I can\u2019t get anything done entertaining him all day!\u201d She said hotly, thrusting Little Joe towards his brother.<\/p>\n \u201cBut\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNO BUTS!\u201d She yelled, storming off towards her bedroom.<\/p>\n Adam stared at his little brother. His nose was running and his eyes still watering.<\/p>\n \u201cIt\u2019s okay little buddy. Big brother\u2019s got you. How about a trip outside?\u201d He walked outside with his brother, and set down on the porch. Rocking Joe back and forth, he smiled at the small curls, and pouty lips. \u201cLove you Joe.\u201d Adam whispered, kissing his brothers hair. Together the two closed their eyes as sleep overtook them.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam.\u201d He heard his name being called again, jarring him from his sleep. His eyes shot open as he felt his small bundle being taken from his arms. His eyes met Marie\u2019s as she held the squirming child to her chest.<\/p>\n \u201cSorry, must a fallen asleep. I\u2019m up.\u201d Adam said, pushing himself out of the chair.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam, I wanted to apologize. I was completely out of hand in there, and you didn\u2019t deserve that. I\u2019m sorry I took my frustrations out on you.\u201d Marie said looking into his eyes, hoping for forgiveness.<\/p>\n \u201cDoesn\u2019t matter. I\u2019m okay.\u201d Adam said trying to move around her.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam please. Just talk to me.\u201d She said reaching out to him again.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat do you want me to say?\u201d He asked, pausing as her hand touched his shoulder.<\/p>\n \u201cYou know I love you boys right? I just was tired. I know it\u2019s no excuse\u2026\u2026..\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYeah okay. May I go now?\u201d He whispered, just wanting to get away.<\/p>\n The look in her eyes made him wince with guilt. She looked so fragile.<\/p>\n \u201cIt\u2019s okay really.\u201d He said softly.<\/p>\n She released her grip on his shoulder and he slid away. She watched him enter the barn, just as Hoss came up behind her, pulling her dress.<\/p>\n \u201cI remember it being pretty hard on the both of us.\u201d Adam said shaking his head clear of those memories.<\/p>\n \u201cWhy don\u2019t you go check on your brother in the barn. Ella and I have some catching up to do.\u201d Ben said smiling, his eye\u2019s shining in the morning light.<\/p>\n \u201cSure, your oldest son comes home and all you want to do is talk to his wife. I know where I\u2019m not wanted. Be good you, don\u2019t tell him anything he doesn\u2019t already know.\u201d Adam said with a grin as he winked at his wife and patted his father on the shoulder on the way out.<\/p>\n Ella giggled as her husband made a grand exit out of the house, turning to them and tipping his hat. She liked these morning\u2019s when he was playful. She turned to Ben who was handing her a cup of coffee as he sat next to her on the settee. She took his hand in hers and smiled. Her parents had been dead a long time now, this man she now regarded as her father.<\/p>\n \u201cSo, what is it you needed to speak to me about?\u201d Elizabeth asked, her eye\u2019s twinkling knowing what was coming.<\/p>\n \u201cWell, I was thinking of throwing a party, someone\u2019s birthday is coming soon.\u201d Ben took a sip of his coffee, watching for her reaction.<\/p>\n \u201cThat\u2019s not for two months yet Ben. What kind of party were you thinking?\u201d Elizabeth laughed, parties were definitely her cup of tea.<\/p>\n \u201cNothing elaborate, just a few friends coming to celebrate. I don\u2019t want him to know what we are up to so I decided we better get the plans rolling now before he becomes suspicious.\u201d His eyebrows raised he watched the wheels begin to spin in her head. He could already see over 100 guests, streamers and decorations everywhere.<\/p>\n \u201cWhy are you looking at me that way?\u201d Ella laughed, slapping her hand on his knee.<\/p>\n \u201cBecause I can already see you planning. Remember, nothing elaborate okay.\u201d Knowing his words were useless, he leaned back against the settee and settled in for her explanation of how this party would run.<\/p>\n \u201cHey brother.\u201d Adam said entering the barn.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam. Kinda late this morning aren\u2019t ya. I\u2019m so hungry I could eat this here horse. You\u2019re the cause of that!\u201d Hoss said stepping menacingly towards his brother.<\/p>\n \u201cOh yeah, what about your little brother upstairs still sleeping?\u201d Adam said holding his position.<\/p>\n \u201cYou gotta point. Maybe we oughtta wake him up a bit.\u201d Hoss said stopping his advance, watching a smile spread across his oldest brother\u2019s face.<\/p>\n \u201cYou take the left?\u201d Adam asked, turning to exit the barn.<\/p>\n \u201cAlways do older brother.\u201d Came the reply as the two started towards the ranch house.<\/p>\n Adam climbed up the pile of logs, placing his hands on the edge of the roof and pulling himself up. Hoss climbed the tree nearby, inching his way out on the limb, keeping his balance until he could step on the roof. The two men met in the center, creeping quietly towards the slightly open window. Adam held his finger to his lips as he slowly pushed the window upwards. He slid in feet first, bracing himself on the window frame. His feet landed quietly on the floor inside. He motioned Hoss to follow, his finger still on his lips, though they now shone a sly smile. Hoss squeezed through the window, wincing when his boots hit the floor a little loudly. Little Joe stirred, and both older brothers dove to the floor next to the mattress. Adam crawled to the edge of the bed, then took his position. The brothers crouched next to the bed, gripping the side of the mattress, Adam whispered the count as they readied for action. One\u2026\u2026..two\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026three was carefully said, then both pushed upward with all their might, flipping their sleeping brother as well as the mattress upside in the center of the bed. Both scrambled back to the window, Hoss squeezing through first, followed by a laughing Adam as they heard Joe struggling to get himself out from under the mattress. Soft curses could be heard as both men scrambled for their ways down. They met once again at the barn, laying on the hay, laughter echoing off the walls around them. It had been years since they were able to pull that one off. Pulling themselves together, they made their way back towards the house, arms around each other\u2019s shoulders. Working to keep a straight face, they both fought the urge to laugh as they entered the house. Joe ran down the stairs just as the front door closed.<\/p>\n \u201cJOSEPH! SLOW DOWN!\u201d Ben yelled as his youngest barreled down the stairway.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m gonna pound you good!\u201d Joe hollered as he approached his two brother\u2019s whose faces shown innocence.<\/p>\n \u201cJOESPH! STOP NOW! WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?\u201d Ben grabbed Joe\u2019s arm just as he ran by.<\/p>\n \u201cTHOSE TWO\u2026\u2026\u2026.THEY\u2026\u2026\u2026.JUST WAIT TILL I GET MY HANDS ON YOU!\u201d Joe yelled, stopping his struggle against his father\u2019s hold.<\/p>\n A loud wail was heard in the kitchen, Hop Sing\u2019s ranting grew louder. The kitchen door slammed closed as Hop Sing came into the great room, screaming child in hand.<\/p>\n \u201cYou make baby cry! Too much Tom Foolery, you take!\u201d Joe felt the young screaming child pushed into his arms.<\/p>\n Joe loved his nephew dearly, but crying babies always made him nervous. He turned to Ella who shook her head at him, though a smile played in her eyes. He turned towards Adam who put his hands up shaking his hands. \u201cHop Sing said.\u201d Was his oldest brother\u2019s reply. He turned towards Hoss and his father, both gave him a shrug. Joe eyed the screaming child in his arms and turned towards the stairs.<\/p>\n \u201cFine! But next time, I\u2019ll just let him cry.\u201d Joe said half-heartedly as he headed to his room, a small bundle in his arms. \u201cI\u2019ll try reading him a story.\u201d<\/p>\n Ben sat on the settee, watching his family interact. He loved these mornings when they\u2019re all together, bantering back and forth. He thought of Adam\u2019s reaction to Hop Sing\u2019s demands, and laughed out loud. Conversation stopped as they all turned towards the Patriarch, waiting for an explanation for this unexplained laughter.<\/p>\n \u201cHop Sing said!\u201d Was all he could get out before laughter once again over took him. Hoss and Ella looked confused, but both noticed the reddening in Adam\u2019s cheeks. \u201cPa.\u201d Was all Adam said as he shook his head.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m sorry Adam, I have to tell them.\u201d Ben continued to laugh, Adam stood nervously beside the settee.<\/p>\n \u201cPa. I\u2026\u2026..\u201d Adam began but was interrupted by a unanimous \u201cTELL US!\u201d<\/p>\n Ben wiped the tears from his eyes and patted his oldest shoulders as he settled in to tell the story of long ago.<\/p>\n Ben arrived home late, he had meant to be home before dark, but the debate had lasted for hours. He opened the front door of the house, expecting all to be quiet, but was surprised to find his wife and oldest son waiting up for him.<\/p>\n \u201cMarie?\u201d Ben said as he entered the house. The look on his son\u2019s face told him instantly there would be trouble, but he knew he would listen to both sides of the story.<\/p>\n \u201cI would like to speak to you outside Benjamin.\u201d Marie said, her temper barely in check. Adam hung his head as his father turned towards the door.<\/p>\n They headed outside, Marie stomping in front of him. It was then that he noticed she was covered from head to toe in some slimy substance.<\/p>\n \u201cBen! Do you have any idea what your son\u2019s have been up to today?\u201d She nearly hollered as the door closed.<\/p>\n \u201cNo, I can\u2019t say as I do. What is all over you?\u201d Ben tried not to laugh as drops of gooey liquid stood out on her forehead.<\/p>\n \u201cI have been working on that house all day, cleaning it from top to bottom. Living in a house full of men is no party for me you know! Your son was supposed to be watching his brother while I finished the polishing. Next thing I know I\u2019m covered in this\u2026.this\u2026\u2026this glop!\u201d<\/p>\n Ben nodded as his wife changed from English to French, and he could no longer follow the conversation.<\/p>\n \u201cTAKE CARE OF IT!\u201d Was the last thing he heard as once again the front door slammed.<\/p>\n He stood silently shaking his head. Marie was quick to temper and quick to forgive. He knew she would be okay by morning, but the situation at hand needed dealt with. He opened the door carefully and entered the kitchen where his oldest son sat, nervously fidgeting.<\/p>\n \u201cHi Pa.\u201d Came the eleven year olds reply as his father sat across from him.<\/p>\n \u201cWould you care to tell me what happened son?\u201d Ben asked, trying to keep his tone light.<\/p>\n \u201cWell, it\u2019s a long sad story Pa.\u201d Adam said, stalling as best he could.<\/p>\n \u201cWe have all night.\u201d Ben smiled as his son pulled on his left ear lobe, and ran a hand through his hair.<\/p>\n \u201cWell, ya see. I was watching Hoss play in the living room, but then he fell asleep. So I came into the kitchen to see what Hop Sing was doing. He was peeling potato\u2019s, so I decided to ask him some questions about his country. He told me about how his ancestors have certain traditions.\u201d<\/p>\n Adam paused now, his mind turning in thought reflected in his golden brown eyes. \u201cAdam.\u201d Ben reminded, knowing if left alone, he could be stuck for an hour while his son was lost in thought.<\/p>\n \u201cOh, sorry Pa.\u201d Adam said, his eyes flashing back to the present.<\/p>\n \u201cOkay son.\u201d Ben smiled, waiting for the rest of the story.<\/p>\n \u201cWell, he told me about his parents, and how they died. And I asked him what they did with them. Did you know we are one of few countries that bury their dead Pa?\u201d Adam asked, his eyes brightening with new knowledge.<\/p>\n \u201cYes son, please continue.\u201d Ben tried to stifle his laugh at his son\u2019s innocent expression.<\/p>\n \u201cAnyway, we started talking about spirits and things, and Hop Sing said that in his country, it was custom to sometimes place pigs blood over the door to ward off evil spirits from entering.\u201d<\/p>\n Recognition crossed Ben\u2019s face as he realized what that sticky substance covering his wife may be.<\/p>\n \u201cSo, Hop Sing went to the garden, and I thought maybe we could use a little protection, you know, cause we\u2019re all the way out here in the middle of nowhere.\u201d<\/p>\n Ben nodded for him to continue.<\/p>\n \u201cSo, I got a bucket of water. We don\u2019t have any pigs Pa. And I put some of Hop Sings red dye in it to make it look like blood. Then I needed something from a pig, so I put some of our Bacon grease in there from Hop Sings stash. I mixed it all up and set it above the door. I wanted to be sure the spirits would be tricked, since it wasn\u2019t real pigs blood.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cAnd Marie came through that door.\u201d Ben said, putting his head in his hands.<\/p>\n \u201cUh huh. I meant to warn everyone that I was warding off bad spirits, but she came through before I could tell her.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYou put water, dye, and bacon grease above the door to ward off evil spirits.\u201d Ben said, now rubbing his temples.<\/p>\n \u201cYes sir.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cWhy did you think we had evil spirits?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cThen why did you put that above the door?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cJust in case Pa.\u201d Adam said with all seriousness of an eleven year old.<\/p>\n \u201cBut\u2026\u2026\u2026\u201d He was interrupted by his son pulling on his sleeve.<\/p>\n \u201cPa. Hop Sing said!\u201d Was Adam\u2019s reply, defending his position all the way.<\/p>\n \u201cGo to bed Adam, we\u2019ll finish this discussion in the morning.\u201d Ben said, again fighting laughter at the seriousness in his sons expression.<\/p>\n \u201cYou gonna spank me Pa?\u201d Adam asked, his hands already covering his bottom.<\/p>\n \u201cNo son, I just want to make sure you understand never to do this again.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cOh I won\u2019t Pa. Too many people come in and out of these doors. I figure the spirits will just follow one of us in. No way to protect us Pa, we\u2019ll just have to pay attention.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cGo to bed Adam.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYes sir.\u201d<\/p>\n Ben watched his son walk away. He smiled as he went along. It was not often that Adam got lost in the wonderment of a child\u2019s world. In a way, he was glad to know the child was still gullible. He stood slowly, pushing his chair back and looking around the area of the encounter. Hop Sing had cleaned the mess well, but the bucket sat next to the door, remnants of a child\u2019s attempts to protect his family washed away. He picked up the bucket and took it to the barn, out of the sight of his wife. This would be one long night, his wife trying hard to rid her hair and clothes of bacon grease and dye.<\/p>\n Little Joe\u2019s contagious giggle rang out as Ben finished his story.<\/p>\n \u201cShut up Joe.\u201d Adam said, his eyes turning dark.<\/p>\n \u201cHop Sing Said!\u201d Joe howled.<\/p>\n \u201cJoe, I\u2019m warning you. Drop it.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo way older brother. I can just picture your face\u2026\u2026..\u201d Joe stopped talking as Adam came forward towards him.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam! I have your baby, now don\u2019t do anything stupid.\u201d Joe stepped backwards, recognizing that look in his brother\u2019s eyes. \u201cAdam, I mean it now. You wouldn\u2019t fight me with your son in my arms now would you!\u201d Joe said holding a smiling Eric out in front of him.<\/p>\n Adam took the baby from his arms, and gave him a kiss on the forehead. \u201cYou wouldn\u2019t laugh at your daddy now would ya kiddo.\u201d Adam said, looking into his son\u2019s dark eyes. Eric giggled at his father\u2019s expression and babbled his reply just as Hop Sing called the family in for breakfast.<\/p>\n Chapter 5<\/p>\n Breakfast was finished, the rest of the family had gone outside. Eric lain down for his nap, now producing soft snores from his crib. Adam sat next to the crib, he watched his baby sleeping soundly, his heart filled with overwhelming love, wonderment and worry. He stood up placing a hand on the sleeping child\u2019s back, filling the rise and fall of his breathing.<\/p>\n Ben watched from the door as his son sat stroking his grandchild. When had he gotten this old he thought. To have a son with a son was quite foreign in his mind, he still felt twenty-five himself. He saw a picture of himself, much younger than Adam was when Eric was born, standing over Adam\u2019s crib, feelings swirling through him. Adam sat back down, not noticing his father\u2019s entrance, and stared hard at his child.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat you doing son?\u201d Ben asked, placing a hand on his oldest son\u2019s shoulder.<\/p>\n \u201cPa?\u201d Adam said, his face showing all the emotions of a loving father.<\/p>\n \u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cHow\u2019d you do it? How\u2019d you get through raising all three of us basically on your own?\u201d Adam asked, looking his father in the eye as he sat down next to him, scooting his chair to face him.<\/p>\n \u201cI was never alone Adam.\u201d<\/p>\n The statement spoke volumes, as father and son connected in understanding. Adam had a nurse the first few years of his life, then he became a companion to his father. Inger came along after that, then they were helped by the people on the wagon train after her loss. Adam helped raise his siblings as best he could, acting many times as a second father to them. After the death of Marie, Adam had left for college, and Hoss became his father\u2019s right hand man. He was right, he was never alone.<\/p>\n \u201cDid you ever feel alone though?\u201d Adam asked, sitting back in his chair and glancing at his son.<\/p>\n \u201cSure, there were times I struggled with you boys, wondering if my punishment was adequate enough, or too harsh. I made my share of mistakes, but I never gave up trying my best to learn from you boys as we went along. By the time Joe came along, I thought I\u2019d known what I was doing. Well, Joseph defiantly proved me wrong on occasion, he was his own person as each of you are in your own way. The hardest part of raising you boys was developing the ability to live and let learn.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat if something happens to him Pa? I can\u2019t live without him, what if I\u2019m not the father he wished I was?\u201d Adam stood, pacing the room.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat brought this on son?\u201d Ben asked, going to his son and putting a hand on his shoulder.<\/p>\n \u201cI don\u2019t know Pa, sometimes I look at him and I don\u2019t feel like I can ever do enough for him. Sometimes I\u2019m afraid I\u2019ll mess everything up. I love him so much, I want to protect him from the world, I just feel so helpless.\u201d He fought the tears he felt stinging his eyes. He wiped them away, wondering what caused this eruption in the first place.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019re tired son, that\u2019s all. Your stressed out, and tired. Why don\u2019t you go lay down, and I\u2019ll tell Ella where you are. We\u2019ll go for a picnic, give you some time alone.\u201d Ben pulled his son into a tight embrace, patting and rubbing his back until the tears stilled.<\/p>\n \u201cPa.\u201d Came Adam\u2019s muffled reply, talking into his father\u2019s vest.<\/p>\n \u201cSon?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI love you.\u201d He said, then pushed away, walking out of the room and down the hall to his old room. \u201cNight Pa.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cGood night Adam, have a good rest. Oh, and I love you too.\u201d<\/p>\n Sleep overtook him quickly. He had a dreamless sleep, waking up feeling reenergized after just a few hours. He heard a soft cry, and headed towards his sleeping son\u2019s room.<\/p>\n Eric lay in his crib, unsure of exactly where he was. This wasn\u2019t his room at home, he must be at Pa\u2019s house. He liked the way the old man spoke, the smile that was always in his eyes when he looked at him, the way his hair was that odd color. He looked sort of like his daddy, and sometimes he yelled like him too. Eric let out another whimper, hoping for some attention when he heard the door open. He glanced over to the door way and saw his daddy standing there, his hair was standing up in places, and Eric guessed he had needed a nap too. He cooed his pleasure at seeing his father\u2019s face and reached out his arms.<\/p>\n \u201cHey little buddy, you just wake up too?\u201d Adam asked, scooping the child into his arms.<\/p>\n Eric grabbed his father\u2019s nose, then patted his cheeks. He told him about a dream he had, his soft bear had snuck up on one of Hoss\u2019s kitties, the kitties told them to follow, and soon they were in a giant room with a fireplace. It was quite warm in that room.<\/p>\n Adam smiled as his son babbled away, his story sounding interesting. Adam wondered what he was saying, knowing Eric thought his father understood. He carried him down to the great room, and Eric leaned as far as he could towards the floor to let his father know he wanted down.<\/p>\n \u201cYou want down?\u201d Adam asked, laughing at his son\u2019s insistence.<\/p>\n \u201cDa!\u201d Eric replied, leaning forward again, a whine on his lips.<\/p>\n Adam set him on the floor, the child instantly flipped over, laying on his back he pushed with his feet trying to reach the large fireplace that matched the one in his dream.<\/p>\n Adam scooped him back up and laid him on his stomach, propping him up on his knees. Eric held his position, and rocked back and forth, watching the fire dance in front of him.<\/p>\n \u201cC\u2019mon baby, move those knee\u2019s, like this remember.\u201d Adam helps Eric alternate his legs, Eric laughing as he moves forward. Not realizing his father had let go, his adventure continued, legs moving him forward.<\/p>\n Making it to the hearth, he pulled himself upward to peak over the side.<\/p>\n \u201cCareful buddy, hot.\u201d Adam warned, enjoying his son\u2019s adventure.<\/p>\n Eric watched the flames dance a little longer, beginning to reach his small hands toward the fire. He felt them get warm, and looked at his fingers in surprise. Reaching forward again, his fingers became warm once again. Turning towards his father he babbled his predicament.<\/p>\n \u201cI know it\u2019s hot. Gotta keep your hands away from the flame though.\u201d Adam said kneeling next to his son.<\/p>\n Eric continued to reach for the fire, Adam knowing he would never be able to reach the flames from this distance. Looking back at his father, Eric babbled his question.<\/p>\n \u201cIf its so hot, why is it so pretty?\u201d The baby questioned, everyone liked to touch pretty things.<\/p>\n \u201cI know it looks nice, but it is really dangerous.\u201d Adam said, trying to figure out what his son was saying.<\/p>\n Eric backed away now, getting back on his hands and knees without thought. He crawled towards the kitchen in search of his friend Hop Sing.<\/p>\n Chapter 6<\/p>\n \u201cSo how\u2019s the planning coming?\u201d Ben asked Elizabeth as he sat down to dinner.<\/p>\n \u201cSshh, he may hear you.\u201d She whispered, leaning towards him. \u201cIt\u2019s coming along nicely. I ordered him a new guitar from New York, it even has his name engraved into it.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cFrom New York huh. He had a guitar from New York once, but it was broken shortly after he received it.\u201d Ben laughed recalling the way the guitar was broken over Hoss\u2019s head by the \u2018woman of fire\u2019.<\/p>\n \u201cWell this one better not be broken, or I\u2019ll break him. It took me a lot of time to get that order through.\u201d She said with a look of annoyance. \u201cHow\u2019d he break it anyway?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019ll have to ask him that one my dear.\u201d Ben smiled, that story was one that was reminisced about often.<\/p>\n \u201cDinner looks excellent sweetie.\u201d Adam said, sitting Eric in his high chair that his uncle Hoss had made for him.<\/p>\n Eric smiled and gurgled his pleasure at the meal in front of him. He waited to be served before grabbing the potato\u2019s in his fist.<\/p>\n \u201cHey, hey! Slow down.\u201d Hoss said laughing. \u201cYou forget to feed that boy today brother?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYeah right. He may be small, but he can probably out eat all of us.\u201d Adam laughed, watching his son scoop handful after handful of potato\u2019s into his mouth.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam?\u201d Ella said looking to her husband, waiting for his attention.<\/p>\n \u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cWould you mind taking Eric into town with you tomorrow? I have a few things I need to get done, and it would be really helpful.\u201d She blinked her eyes at him, her long lashes fanning her cheeks.<\/p>\n \u201cSure. I don\u2019t mind. He can help me out with that railroad contract. Right buddy, you\u2019re good with people aren\u2019t you.\u201d Adam smiled, leaning towards his son who returned the smile with a mouth full of potato\u2019s.<\/p>\n Ella leaned back, her mind whirling with ideas of how she\u2019d decorate for the party. She thought of the streamers and lanterns, the tables covered with cloth. She caught Ben\u2019s eyes as he winked at her, knowing her plans. Joe caught the wink, cocking his head sideways between his sister-in-law and father.<\/p>\n Chapter 7<\/p>\n \u201cC\u201dMON HOPSING!\u201d Ella hollered as she rushed around trying to make sure her house looked immaculate.<\/p>\n \u201cHop sing come. No yell! You Cartwright\u2019s always yell.\u201d Hop sings rants turned to his native language as he followed Elizabeth around, lighting the candles that stood on the tables.<\/p>\n \u201cIt\u2019s looking very nice Elizabeth. The guests are arriving on time. This party is turning out very well.\u201d Ben said, walking over to her after mingling with the arriving guests.<\/p>\n \u201cBut where is Adam? He should have been back by now.\u201d She said, pushing her stray hairs back out of her face. He loved it when she wore her hair down. She however spent most of her time fighting with it.<\/p>\n \u201cHe\u2019ll be here. He probably had to stop to tend Eric. You know how he hates riding in the wagon.\u201d Joe said coming up behind them. \u201cI can\u2019t believe you were able to keep this party a secret for so long!\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYeah! How\u2019s come me and Joe couldn\u2019t be in on it?\u201d Hoss asked, giving Joe a slight nudge.<\/p>\n \u201cWe sure were disappointed to know you didn\u2019t trust us enough to help.\u201d Joe said, eye\u2019s wide and his head nodding up and down.<\/p>\n \u201cOh shut up you two! Ella whispered, pointing her finger.<\/p>\n \u201cShut up\u2026\u2026\u2026\u2026\u201c Joe tried to interrupt.<\/p>\n \u201cYou know very well why I didn\u2019t tell you. Your father and I remember what happened last time you were trusted with a secret.\u201d Joe and Hoss\u2019s face reflected innocence as she waved her finger at them.<\/p>\n \u201cThat\u2019s right boys. The whole town new that Adam was getting that new breed of horse before I even knew!\u201d Ben said patting Joe and Hoss on the back, leading them towards the guests.<\/p>\n \u201cEric. I don\u2019t know what else to do little buddy. The wheel broke, no one has come down this road, and there is no way I can fix it. I knew I should have fixed this stupid wheel before we chanced it.\u201d Adam said, watching his son crawl in the dirt.<\/p>\n \u201cSomebody has to come by soon. This is a pretty busy road usually. Till then, I guess we could start walking.\u201d<\/p>\n Eric babbled his reply, stopping for a moment to pick up the ant in front of him.<\/p>\n \u201cNo\u2026\u2026.no.\u201d Adam said, stooping down, but just missing grabbing the ant before it entered his son\u2019s mouth. \u201cEric, that\u2019s a no. We don\u2019t eat things off the ground. Yuck!\u201d Adam said as the ant appeared on his son\u2019s tongue. He reached for it, but not before Eric pulled his tongue back in and swallowed.<\/p>\n \u201cLet\u2019s go.\u201d Adam said gruffly, lifting his son to his shoulders and starting down the road.<\/p>\n \u201cMaybe he got held up in town. I\u2019m sure he\u2019s on his way.\u201d Ben tried to soothe as Elizabeth paced back and forth in front of the cake.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat could those two be doing! The guests are getting restless.\u201d She said, her face flush as she paced.<\/p>\n Ben looked to the guests who were all engaged in one area or another. Know one seemed to notice that the man of honor was not present. \u201cListen, why don\u2019t I send Hoss to see if he doesn\u2019t meet them half way.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cThen he\u2019ll know something is up!\u201d She cried, frustration reaching its peak.<\/p>\n \u201cNo he won\u2019t. He\u2019ll just think we\u2019re checking on him because he is running late.\u201d Ben said, rubbing her back, hoping to stop the pending tantrum. His daughter in law sure could throw a dusey.<\/p>\n \u201cFine.\u201d She whispered, trying to keep her temper in check.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019re getting heavy young man.\u201d Adam said, removing his squirming son from his shoulders and sitting down. \u201cWe need a rest.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cRea!\u201d Eric shouted, happy to be back on the ground.<\/p>\n \u201cStay right here with me now.\u201d Adam warned as his son crept behind the tree they rested against.<\/p>\n \u201cDa.\u201d Eric said, creeping a little further. He could see something in the distance he was sure was a type of treasure his uncle Joe and he would always find.<\/p>\n \u201cEric.\u201d Adam warned again, waiting for his son to obey.<\/p>\n Eric continued his journey, getting closer and closer to that shiny object off in the distance.<\/p>\n \u201cI said stay with me.\u201d Adam grumped, picking up his son, holding him in his arms.<\/p>\n Eric screamed his protest, kicking his legs and squirming to get out of his father\u2019s arms.<\/p>\n \u201cDa! Da!\u201d He screamed.<\/p>\n \u201cNo down. I told you to stay put and you didn\u2019t listen. You can just sit with me young man.\u201d Adam scolded, holding onto his squirming son.<\/p>\n \u201cNO!\u201d Eric yelled back.<\/p>\n Adam stared at his son. Had he just spoken his first clear word. Ella was going to be so disappointed she missed it, he smiled.<\/p>\n \u201cLet\u2019s go.\u201d He returned his face to one of no argument as he stood, once again headed towards home.<\/p>\n \u201cI found the wagon Pa, but Adam and Eric were not there. I searched up and down that darn road.\u201d Hoss nearly yelled, worry overtaking him for his brother and nephew. \u201cWe need to send out a search party Pa.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cRoy!\u201d Ben yelled. \u201cGuests, we need your help.\u201d<\/p>\n Everyone turned to look as Ben began to speak.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam and Eric are missing. They were running late, Hoss found the wagon, but the two of them were no where in sight. We need to form a search party.\u201d<\/p>\n The crowed murmured as people began to speculate. The men began to split into groups.<\/p>\n \u201cMeet back here.\u201d Ben yelled as the crowed dispersed.<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m going with you.\u201d Elizabeth yelled running up behind Ben. \u201cYou have to let me go!\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cElla, I want you to stay here. It\u2019s dark, I don\u2019t want you out there. Adam wouldn\u2019t stand for it, you know that.\u201d He spoke calmly, brushing the tears from her cheek. \u201cWe\u2019ll find him.\u201d<\/p>\n She watched him ride off in search of her husband and son. Hop Sing grabbed her arm leading her back towards the house. Her tears flowed freely as she moved along with him, praying her son and husband were alright.<\/p>\n \u201cAlright kiddo, I hear you.\u201d Adam said, frustration starting to get the best of him. They had been walking for hours now. The Ponderosa loomed to the left of them, only about another hours walk. His home was to the right of them, another three hour walk.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019re right. Let\u2019s go to Grandpa\u2019s house, we can take the wagon from there.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cWhat do you mean there\u2019s no sign of them.\u201d Elizabeth screamed. She had been up all night waiting. The party returning as the sun came up.<\/p>\n \u201cWe looked all over. We came back for fresh horses.\u201d Hoss said, leading his worn out Chubb into the barn. \u201cWe\u2019re going back out in a minute. I have to stop by the house for supplies.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m going with you Hoss. I can\u2019t just sit here any longer, I\u2019m going crazy!\u201d She practically screamed, grabbing tightly onto his arm.<\/p>\n \u201cOkay, Alright. I\u2019ll saddle Daisy for ya.\u201d He said, prying her fingers from his arm.<\/p>\n She turned her back and ran, wanting to change into her riding clothes before he changed his mind.<\/p>\n \u201cYou coming in, or staying out here? I\u2019m just gonna grab a few things before we head back out.\u201d Hoss said, his eye\u2019s tired, but his conviction strong. \u201cWe won\u2019t stop again until we find them.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cI\u2019m coming in.\u201d Ella said, surprised at the fierce determination she heard in his voice.<\/p>\n The two walked wordlessly towards the ranch house. Hoss\u2019s memories of he and his brother running in the yard, looking after Joe, growing into men loomed all around him. Tears touched his eyes as he worried for the two.<\/p>\n Hoss made for the stairs quickly, wanting to get out again as soon as he could.<\/p>\n \u201cHOSS!\u201d Ella yelled, causing him to trip on the stairs.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat! What is it?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cHere! They\u2019re here!\u201d She cried, running over to the settee which held her husband and son who jumped to attention when she yelled. \u201cADAM! ERIC!\u201d She yelled, kissing both.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat time is it?\u201d Adam asked sleepily, wondering what all the fuss was about.<\/p>\n She covered their faces with kisses, hugging each one tightly. Hearing Adam\u2019s voice, she realized they were both okay.<\/p>\n \u201cElla\u2026\u2026\u2026\u201d He was stopped abruptly as he felt a sharp sting across his face.<\/p>\n \u201cDon\u2019t you ever do that to us again!\u201d She shouted, tears pouring from her eyes as she grabbed them both again in a bear hug.<\/p>\n \u201cYou hit me.\u201d Adam said quietly as she held him tight.<\/p>\n Hoss joined the huddle, hugging his nephew first and then his brother before running out to find the search party.<\/p>\n \u201cWhat in the world are you doing here?\u201d Ella asked after finally regaining her composure.<\/p>\n \u201cWe must have dosed off.\u201d Adam said, still trying to figure out what happened himself.<\/p>\n \u201cBut why are you here? What happened?\u201d She asked, running her hands through his hair.<\/p>\n \u201cThe wheel on the wagon broke. I didn\u2019t have the right tools to fix it so we had to walk. After a few hours, Eric had enough and wouldn\u2019t quit crying, so the Ponderosa was closer. I sat down to rest for just a minute before we took the wagon, but we must have dosed off.\u201d He explained, reaching up and touching his hot cheek. \u201cYou hit me.\u201d He said again, still in shock.<\/p>\n Seeing the red mark on his cheek, she realized what she had done. In her worry and swirled emotions she had lost her temper.<\/p>\n \u201cOh honey, I am so sorry.\u201d She said, rubbing a finger over the mark. \u201cI didn\u2019t mean it, I\u2019m so glad you\u2019re okay.\u201d Tears fell from her eyes as she leaned forward into a hug.<\/p>\n \u201cYou\u2019ve got a hard hand.\u201d He said, laughter in his voice, though he was still surprised she would strike him.<\/p>\n \u201cDo you forgive me?\u201d She cried, her voice breaking as she sobbed against him.<\/p>\n \u201cOf course love. I\u2019m sorry you were so worried.\u201d He said, breathing in the scent of her hair.<\/p>\n Chapter 8<\/p>\n \u201cWow sweetie! Everything looks so nice, you really out did yourself.\u201d Adam said, seeing the remnants of the decorations from the night before.<\/p>\n \u201cYes, it would have been a lovely party.\u201d She said wistfully. \u201cThere\u2019s always next year.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo, no.\u201d Eric said, pointing at the candles that had fallen over.<\/p>\n Ella looked from son to father as she heard her baby speak his first clear word.<\/p>\n \u201cAdam?\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYep, he said it alright.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cHis first word!\u201d She squealed, grabbing him up and swinging him in the air.<\/p>\n Adam laughed as he watched his wife and son spin around the yard, decorations swirling past them.<\/p>\n \u201cEric, time for bed.\u201d Adam said picking his son up that evening after dinner.<\/p>\n \u201cNo!\u201d Eric said, looking into his father\u2019s eyes.<\/p>\n \u201cYes.\u201d Adam returned, heading for the stairs.<\/p>\n \u201cNo, no.\u201d<\/p>\n Ignoring his son\u2019s words, he headed for the crib. \u201cGood night baby.\u201d Adam whispered, laying his son down.<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d Eric replied, rolling onto his belly, pushing up on all fours and staring at his father.<\/p>\n \u201cEric lay down.\u201d Adam said calmly, placing a hand on his son\u2019s back.<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cEric!\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNow.\u201d<\/p>\n \u201cNo, no, no, no, no, no.\u201d Eric continued to repeat his new phrase even as his father closed his bedroom door.<\/p>\n \u201cDid he go down okay?\u201d Ella asked as her husband entered their bedroom.<\/p>\n \u201cHe told me no.\u201d Adam answered, a scowl crossing his features.<\/p>\n Elizabeth\u2019s laughter could be heard even in her son\u2019s room as he continued to babble his newly learned phrase.<\/p>\n \u201cWelcome to fatherhood Adam. 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