{"id":63248,"date":"2005-08-13T16:09:37","date_gmt":"2005-08-13T20:09:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63248"},"modified":"2026-03-18T07:44:44","modified_gmt":"2026-03-18T11:44:44","slug":"cartwright-saga-17-thieves-and-murderers-by-lyn-robinson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63248","title":{"rendered":"Cartwright Saga #17 &#8211; Thieves and Murderers (by Lyn Robinson)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Summary:<\/b>\u00a0 The brothers help Roy to track down the gang stealing payrolls but pay a very heavy price.<br \/>\nRating:\u00a0 R\/Mature (30,930 words)<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p>The Brandsters acknowledge that the authors are the owners of their stories.\u00a0 Should an author included in this project reach out to us and indicate they do not wish their work to be archived in the Bonanza Brand Fanfiction Library, we will remove their stories.\u00a0 We would also be happy to change contact information for any authors who wish to continue to have their stories archived in the Library<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><strong>The Cartwright Saga Series:<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63171\">The Lawyer <\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63173\">The Homecoming<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63175\">Home to Stay<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63177\">Honeymoon and Arguments<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63179\">Joe and Marie<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63181\">Adam and Carole<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63209\">A European Trip<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63212\">The Aftermath<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63214\">A Busy Summer<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63225\">A Tree Falls<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63227\">San Fracisco Trip<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63230\">A Stranger from the Past<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63232\">A Sense of Blame<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63236\">The Medicine Man<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63238\">Courtship and Cattle Drives<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63240\">Angels with Red Hair?<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63240\">Thieves and Murderers<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63250\">Pipeline Problems<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63252\">Guests for Christmas<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63254\">A Turbulent Preacher<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63256\">Joe and Nita<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63258\">Ben and Beth<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63261\">Banks, Pipelines, and Railroads<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63263\">Lost<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63265\">A New Operation<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63269\">A Slow Recovery<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63271\">Celebrations<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63273\">Forest Fire<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63278\">A Premature Birth<\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63275\">The Bank of California<\/a><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63281\">Trail Drive<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63283\">Robbery and Assault<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63285\">Virginia City on Fire<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63287\">Rebuilding Virginia City<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63289\">Catching Up<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63291\">Christenings, Commissions, and Christmas<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63308\">Winter Ills<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63319\">The Lawyer #2 \u2013 Advance Warning<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63325\">The Lawyer #3 &#8211; Family Row #1<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63328\">The Lawyer #4 \u2013 Family Row #2<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63331\">The Lawyer #5 \u2013 Family Row #3<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63293\">The Lawyer #6 \u2013 The Spanish Land Grant #1<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63298\">The Lawyer #7 \u2013 The Spanish Land Grant #2 &#8211; Court Hearing<\/a><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63311\">The Lawyer #8 \u2013 The Spanish Land Grant #3 &#8211; Knight Errant<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63722\">The Lawyer #9 &#8211; The Spanish Land Grant #4 &#8211; The Long Journey Home<\/a><br \/>\n<a href=\"https:\/\/bonanzabrand.info\/library\/?p=63724\">The Lawyer #10 &#8211; The Spanish Land Grant #5 &#8211; Troy&#8217;s Last Stand<\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-weight: 400; text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><b>Thieves and Murderers<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">When Joe got back from Virginia City. It was already dark and instead of heading straight home went over to his brother\u2019s house first. Adam and Carole were sitting in the study reading and Carole had been about to head up to bed, when the door went, Adam went out and reappeared with his brother, who looked cold tired and hungry. Joe obviously had trouble to report and Carole quickly elicited the fact that he hadn\u2019t eaten all day. Despite Joe\u2019s protests she headed out to get him a meal while Adam poured his brother a coffee, lacing it well with brandy. As he passed it to Joe he asked, \u201cWhat\u2019s happened?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI got to town to find uproar. Another attempted robbery, the California payroll. They didn\u2019t get it, Roy has his deputies guarding all the main payrolls, but Chet Morris was killed and one of the California guards, another injured. Roy was furious, one of his best men, and a good friend, killed. I joined the posse but we lost the track right here on the Ponderosa, just like before. We split up and checked all the likely spots but found precisely nothing. I still hadn\u2019t posted that derned letter so I went back to town with everyone. By the time I\u2019d posted it word was out that Roy had found a dead body up near where they tried the ambush. Guess Chet made a fight of it, I went along to find out if it helped at all and recognised him. He worked on the Ponderosa for a while a few years back, Pa fired him and another man for setting traps.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAre you sure Joe we have had a lot of hands passing through over the years?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m sure. He congratulated me for breaking Pa\u2019s leg before I joined you back east. I\u2019m not likely to forget him or muddle him up.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam sighed \u201cMay not mean anything, we\u2019ve had a lot of hands.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey keep losing themselves on the Ponderosa.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know, maybe you and I could do a quiet check on our own, see if someone has been around where we wouldn\u2019t expect. Not a large party, messing up any trail, just quietly see if there is any sign where they might hole up. Even if they have long gone we might be able to set a trap for next time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cPa won\u2019t like it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll come by tomorrow. Pick you up and see Pa. Tell him what happened, no need to mention what we are proposing.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe nodded and slowly relaxed, making a good meal before heading home, not wanting his father to get worried. He outlined what had happened and their failure to find anything, briefly mentioning that the dead man was an ex-hand but Ben didn\u2019t seem to see much significance in that and Joe, worn out, headed for bed.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben wasn\u2019t particularly surprised when Adam arrived before breakfast and outlined what he wanted to do. Ben didn\u2019t answer for several minutes, just sipping his coffee. He knew that his sons were grown men and that he couldn\u2019t stop them and he was sadly hampered by his belief that it was a job that needed doing. He was just worried that his sons might meet more than they bargained for. Eventually he asked, \u201cJust you and Joe?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe\u2019ll be careful Pa.\u201d Adam promised, answering the concern behind the question, written clearly on his father\u2019s face.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019d be happier if you\u2019d take Jess and a couple of hands.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNot this time Pa, just us. We know the area, who should have been where. Less likely to cause trouble anyway with just the two of us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss spoke up &#8220;Make that three. I\u2019m coming.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam bit his lip, unsure that his big brother was fit enough but to his surprise his father nodded, \u201cAlright if all three of you go. Be very careful.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As Hoss went upstairs to collect his coat, Adam looked quizzically at his father and Ben smiled ruefully. \u201cHe\u2019s gaining strength every day and he\u2019ll only fret if he doesn\u2019t come. He might be able to help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe\u2019s the best tracker we have and I\u2019m sure he can help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou won\u2019t be going far afield, if you think he\u2019s tired bring him on home.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam grinned, \u201cI\u2019ll look after the big moose. Don\u2019t worry Pa, I shall be very surprised if we find anyone. I hope we might find sign where they hole up. Then next time we can be waiting for them. It\u2019s a long shot but we have to try Roy is at his wits end.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cToo many times they have ended up on the Ponderosa and that ex-hand just makes it more likely. Could be he found some hidey-hole while he was working here and if anyone else knows it, it will be one of you three. It\u2019s partly our responsibility.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam saw how seriously his father was taking it, \u201cWe\u2019ll do all we can Pa.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know but be very careful.\u201d Ben watched his three sons ride out together, knowing whatever they found they would be better able to cope between them than any other trio, Adam had already decided to start where the posse had lost the tracks the previous day and he told Joe to lead the way there. Adam was trying to remember where Roy had lost the tracks before, Roy hadn\u2019t been too precise but as far as he could tell, it was always in about the same area. Joe led the way to an area of shale and hard rock.\u201d No tracks on this of course, we looked around but couldn\u2019t find where they left it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBy now the posse will have trampled over any traces.\u201d commented Hoss.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded \u201cThat\u2019s why we have come alone, Always a problem, nine out of ten of any posse don\u2019t know what they are looking at but they always think that they do,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cConsidering how they quartered the area, how we gonna tell what signs were left by them?\u201d Hoss asked.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know. I hope Joe can give us some idea, which were the posse. We\u2019re looking for five men together. The posse will either have been a lot more or pairs once they\u2019d split up. I hope we can find sing of a hideout used over a period of time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cLong shot, we\u2019ve already looked.\u201d Joe protested<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shrugged \u201cI know Joe but we didn\u2019t look everywhere personally, some places the hands or Will checked and none of them know the Ponderosa the way we know it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe acknowledged that \u201cOkay, what do we do, split up? There\u2019s a lot of ground to cover.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his head \u201cNo, we stick together. Don\u2019t take any chances. I expect them to be long gone but it\u2019s just possible they\u2019re still around and these men are killers, cold-blooded murderers many times over.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss agreed with his older brother and added \u201cAnyways Joe there may be things I remember and you don\u2019t or t&#8217;other way round. We don\u2019t get out to this part of the ranch too much these days.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The area towards town was chiefly used for winter grazing and of recent years the brothers had been too involved with timber contracts and breaking horses to get involved with the spring roundup. All had on occasion hunted through the canyons for strays but not for some time. Adam probably knew them best as it was almost the oldest part of the ranch and at one time he had helped his father run the ranch with not more than ten hands. As a teenage boy he had organised hunts through the canyons for strays and gone out alone to shoot coyote and wolves even on occasion cougar.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam dismounted and began sketching a map of the area in the dust. His brothers squatted down next to him and helped Adam mark in where the men had disappeared. The most likely area to search was soon very evident.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mounting up the brothers began their search. They couldn\u2019t rush it looking for sign, which would have been hidden, and already more than twenty-four hours old. After three hours fruitless searching, Adam called a halt and set some coffee to brew. Hoss was leaning back against a tree, his eyes half closed, and his brothers met each other\u2019s eyes. Joe shrugged he could see that Hoss was tired but not seriously so and he doubted their ability to persuade him to go home. Adam went over and hunkered down by his brother, \u201cThere\u2019s really no need to push yourself Hoss. Long odds against us finding anything. Why don\u2019t you go on home? Joe and I can finish up,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss sat up straighter, \u201cNothing wrong with me, jest need some coffee. The reasons fer coming along ain\u2019t changed since this morning, You\u2019re the one who said they were killers.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe could leave it until tomorrow.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhen the sign\u2019ll be forty eight hours old. You go on home if\u2019n you\u2019re tired, I\u2019ll keep looking.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam sighed, \u201cObstinate fool, there\u2019s no need.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe giggled \u201cThat\u2019s rich coming from you Adam!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had the grace to look sheepish and them over coffee and food they mapped out the rest of the area to be searched.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was about three when Joe, riding slightly ahead of his brothers, pulled Cochise up and dismounted. Adam and Hoss waited but Joe said, \u201cHave a look, see what you think?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The brothers examined the sign which seemed to show two horses joining together another two or three and as far as they could tell going on together. The sign was old and it was impossible to be sure of the timing. Adam sat back on his heels \u201cDid the posse come down here?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cA couple checked the canyon, didn\u2019t know them.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam considered that, \u201cHow about before? I didn\u2019t come down this way, how about you two?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His brothers both shook their heads although Joe added, \u201cI think Will came over this way.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam grinned \u201cHe doesn\u2019t know the area well enough. Can\u2019t be sure from the sign but it could well be what we are looking for, especially as it\u2019s here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss nodded in agreement but Joe looked puzzled \u201cWhat\u2019s so special about here?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss said, \u201cYou may not know it Little Joe. There\u2019s a small side box canyon, about two thirds of the way along. Real easy to miss if you don\u2019t know it\u2019s there. Entrance sorta slants back behind a rock jutting out, pretty overgrown, I haven\u2019t been there in years.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded, it was what he was thinking of \u201cMe neither. There used to be a pool and I vaguely remember a way out at the far end, I chased a wolf in there once. Steep I had to lead my horse but possible.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe whistled \u201cLet\u2019s go have a look, I\u2019ve never seen it. I didn\u2019t know there was anywhere left on this ranch that I haven\u2019t seen.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam grinned, \u201cBut you have! Still as you were only about six at the time, maybe you can be forgiven for forgetting it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They both swung up but Hoss was thoughtful. \u201cJust hold on a minute. If they\u2019re in there, chances are they keep a lookout. Easy to defend that entrance we might just ride into trouble.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had been so convinced the men would only use a hideout temporarily, until the posse gave up. that he hadn\u2019t thought of trouble. He still believed that was the most likely scenario but Hoss was right, even one man could cause disaster and it was possible. He hesitated. \u201cOkay we don\u2019t barge in, but there\u2019s nothing to stop us going along the main canyon, should be able to see if anyone has been using the side canyon recently. We know what we are looking for.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss conceded that the men, if there, would rely on the secrecy of the box canyon, at least until they were sure that it had been breached. The brothers rode slowly along the canyon and even though he\u2019d been told exactly where the entrance was; Joe found it difficult to believe. \u201cNo wonder noone checked.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss could only agree \u201cIt\u2019s a mite more overgrown than when we first found it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam as examining the ground with care and as they pulled up at the end of the canyon he asked his brothers \u201cWhat do you think?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss said positively, \u201cSomeone\u2019s been in there. Few broken branches, some quite old some real recent.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His brothers had to agree and Adam had seen signs of horses but he pointed out that it didn\u2019t prove anything. They might have been doing the posse or Will an injustice and it had just been search parties going into the canyon. Joe shook his head \u201cI really doubt that. I\u2019m sure I wouldn\u2019t have seen it if you hadn\u2019t told me. Anyway let\u2019s go and have a look.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam hesitated, \u201cMaybe we ought to go and get some help first.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCome on Adam, there\u2019s three of us, anyway if that entrance is as narrow as you and Hoss say only a couple are gonna get through at a time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJoe\u2019s right Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAlright.\u201d Adam made up his mind. \u201cOkay let\u2019s make a fire get some coffee. Then we\u2019ll leave the horses here, move in on foot. I think I can remember the back trail, I\u2019ll cut up that way. Give me three quarters of an hour, unless you hear shooting, and then come in real careful through the main entrance. Try not to leave any sign, if noone is there we don\u2019t want to leave any trace that the place has been found.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Neither of his brothers relished the idea of Adam going in alone first but as he was the only one who knew the back way, he had to go and Joe wouldn\u2019t leave Hoss alone. Despite his protestations both brothers knew that Hoss wasn\u2019t anywhere near fully fit. Joe would have liked to go in the back instead of Adam, he didn\u2019t have so many responsibilities but not knowing the way it wasn\u2019t possible and they had to accept Adam\u2019s plan. Adam could see the concern and grinned, \u201cCheer up you two we should all reach the valley at about the same time, least that\u2019s the aim. I saw sign of someone leaving it, good chance it\u2019s empty.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJest you be real careful.\u201d Hoss commented \u201cDon\u2019t feel like carrying you out and Joe ain\u2019t strong enough.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam smiled, \u201cRelax, have some coffee. I\u2019ll see you in an hour.\u201d Then he cut up into the hills, trying to remember back over fifteen years to think where the back trail had brought him out. It was rough going and he was reduced to scrambling on all fours at times but his sense of direction was working well and he came out on the rim of the canyon just about where he wanted to be. He couldn\u2019t see much in the thickly wooded overgrown canyon, but there was no sign of movement. Keeping low he made his way along to the fractionally less steep corner where he\u2019d got out before. He couldn\u2019t help wonder if they were building up too much on very little foundation, whether the canyon was as deserted as it appeared. Almost at once he got confirmation that someone had been using the canyon, the trail down from the rim had been made up in places, dug into the side of the canyon and there was plenty of sign of horses, some recent, some older. Sure now that he had found what he was looking for Adam slipped down into the canyon very carefully his gun at the ready.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As he did so his brothers were coming in from the front, also taking great care. Even as they walked up to the rock, Joe found it difficult to believe that there was a way through, it looked no different from the rest of the canyon wall, with trees and scrub growing thickly wherever they could get a hold. Hoss led the way and Joe followed him and as they rounded the buttress of rock a narrow passage faced them and then passing though that the side canyon opened up in front of them. Close up there was plenty of sign that this trail had been used and without speaking both brothers had drawn their guns, keeping close into the canyon wall to cover their backs. Hoss murmured softly \u201cWe\u2019ll head over to the pool, real careful now.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Very quietly keeping under cover they did so but nothing disturbed the peace of the canyon apart from the birdsong. Once there was a rustle and they froze but it was only a deer, having caught their scent he was off. There was no sign of any other human beings, not even Adam, and slowly the brothers relaxed. Hoss remembered a small cave near the pool and led the way over to investigate it but it too was empty. As they emerged Adam came out of the undergrowth and rejoined them \u201cLooks as though we have it to ourselves.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe had squatted down by the remains of a fire \u201cMaybe now but someone has been here recently. Probably this morning, these are still just warm.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Round the pool there was plenty of sign of consistent use over a period and Adam and Joe picked out at least five distinct sets of hoof prints. As they rejoined Hoss he sat down on a rock\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBeds been made up in that cave at some stage. Six.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSeems pretty certain we\u2019ve found what we were looking for, Whoever they are, they hide up here for a day or so until the heat is off and then drift back, probably separately, into town or wherever.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat\u2019s the back trail like?\u201d Joe asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cUsed, it\u2019s even been dug out in places.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSo what next?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOne of us goes into town to tell Roy. Arrange it so that next time something\u2019s pulled we can be here waiting for them. Both trails are very easily defended, it could prove very costly to get them out otherwise.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll go if you like \u201c Joe offered \u201cYou get Hoss home, the big moose looks whacked.\u201d He added softly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Even so Hoss heard and looked up, \u201cI\u2019m okay, jest you stop fussing little brother.\u201d Then he turned his attention to Adam \u201cWill there be time for us to get here first?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had been thinking about that \u201cIt\u2019ll be tight.\u201d He admitted \u201cBut if Roy can get word to us quickly we should make it, They will have to slow down and hide sign.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCouldn\u2019t the posse come straight here?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJoe can draw Roy a map, show him where but if the posse did that there\u2019d be plenty of sign and the thieves wouldn\u2019t walk into the trap, We\u2019d be coming in a different way and we\u2019d know what we were doing. We have to trap them, there\u2019s still not a clue as to who they are, At the worst we pin them down here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Noone had any better idea so the brothers headed back to their horses, taking care not to leave any sign, Then they rode back towards the road where they separated, Adam had ensured that Joe knew exactly what arrangements to suggest to Roy. Joe headed on into town while Adam got their big brother home. Hoss was very tired but pleased with the success of their efforts and Adam wasn\u2019t really worried about his brother. Adam stayed for half an hour, filling his father in on what they had found and what he was proposing to do, before heading home to his own family. Over the evening meal he told Carole and had barely finished when Joe rode in. Joe had decided to stop off at his brother\u2019s before going home but he refused a meal, he\u2019d get something when he got home. He told Adam about Roy\u2019s reaction, the sheriff was very grateful for their help and he had promised to have someone on his way to the ranch the minute the alarm was raised, As he talked Joe was unconsciously rubbing his sore leg. He had done more riding and walking that day than he had since the injury. Adam noticed and immediately felt guilty. He had been concerned about Hoss and totally forgotten that Joe wasn\u2019t fully fit either, he should have gone to town himself, not left it to Joe, who\u2019d had a long day the previous day too. \u201cIs your leg alright Joe? I should have gone to town.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe smiled at the concern he could see in his brother\u2019s eyes \u201cIts okay Adam just slightly sore. No need to worry about me any longer I promise. But I am hungry so I\u2019ll get on home, see you tomorrow.\u201d Adam nodded and watched his brother go out to Cochise, at least Joe wasn\u2019t limping.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">For the next three days they were able to forget about the robberies and concentrate on ranch-work, clearing up the odds and ends of the season\u2019s work, checking which hands intended to stay through the winter and then arranging work rotas for the next few months. Jos\u00e9 was up and around although his leg was still in plaster and he was restless wanting to get out on the range.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben had to go down to Carson City to complete some business and was proposing to stay over night and then check the final yield of alfalfa on the experimental fields down there. Adam was tempted to go with his father but with the possibility of Roy sending word decided that it would be safer to stay at the ranch. Ben knew the mine payrolls would start to be collected that day so there might be more trouble and he told his sons to be very careful. This time Adam was proposing to take half a dozen of the best shots amongst the hands along, so Ben wasn\u2019t too worried.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It was early afternoon when word came from Roy; there had been another attempted snatch. Two guards had been killed but the gang had only got away with a small part of the payroll. The deputy that Roy had sent had almost ridden his horse into the ground in order to reach them quickly. Adam was with his brothers at the main house and he had already briefed the men who would be going with them and made clear exactly what he wanted done. It only took a couple of minutes for the ten men to get mounted and ride out. Adam was taking Jess and three other men down the back trail while Hoss and Joe with three more came in the front. All of them were going to leave their horses and slip into the canyon on foot but for now they concentrated on making the best possible time over to it, hoping to arrive first.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The one flaw in Adam\u2019s plan was a third trail down into the canyon. It cut down alongside a landslide partway along the south side of the canyon. By chance Adam had followed the north wall to join his brothers and knew nothing about it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The contingent from the Ponderosa reached the canyon first but not by very much. The five gang members had split up as they normally did, the two leaders riding onto the canyon with the money from the robbery, such as it was, while the other three hid sign before joining them, with nothing incriminating if they were caught. It had always worked before and despite the extra guards which made it more difficult to grab the money, they had got away with some and were almost blas\u00e9 about slipping the posse, sure that hunt as it liked their hidey-hole was perfectly safe.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The back trail into the canyon was quite exposed the trees didn\u2019t grow that far back and the scrub was fairly low. They were hidden from the main entrance and Adam took care that they weren\u2019t ambushed from behind but he didn\u2019t even consider trouble from further round the rim.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The two men Hawkes and Valdez were about to go down the side trail when a movement caught Valdez\u2019 eye and he pulled Hawkes down into the bushes and pointed. Once they knew where to look it was easy to see five men moving down into the canyon and both men recognised the leader as Adam Cartwright. Hawkes had worked with the dead man on the Ponderosa and had been fired with him; he still held a grudge against Ben Cartwright and the whole family, although in the months he had worked on the Ponderosa he had found the perfect hideout. Now the same bloody Cartwrights had discovered that. There was no way they could warn the other three and tying their horses up back from the rim, the two men moved forward with their rifles to watch events. They had no intention of leaving anyone alive to talk about them, even if it was their own partners.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam moved his men down into cover near the pool and then all they could do was wait. Hoss and Joe had their men inside the canyon too and Joe moved out once to signal his eldest brother and then he slipped back into cover, three each side of the canyon leaving the way in clear for the quarry to enter the trap.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The three men arrived about twenty minutes later. As they turned into the canyon they relaxed so sure it was a safe refuge as it had been so often before. For a moment none of them made a move they had been expecting five men and so far only three had entered the trap, Joe and Hoss waited for their brother to signal a move in and for five minutes Adam waited. The three had untacked their horses letting them graze and were making coffee. With no sign of anyone else and assuming that they could take the men very easily Adam decided to move in. It was possible the gang was smaller than usual and anyway almost certainly one of them could be persuaded to talk. He moved forward stealthily, whistling the signal to Joe to move in too. Before the three could react they were surrounded and Adam was hopeful that they would be taken without a shot being fired. He moved forward and then to his horror a rifle shot rang out and the man in front of him fell, the side of his head disintegrated. The blood sprayed over Adam and almost simultaneously a bullet took him in the upper arm. He yelled, \u201cTake cover\u201d and threw himself down into some bushes. The remaining two outlaws took advantage of the disruption to go for their guns but Hoss and Joe were ready for them along with several of the hands. All the shots were fired so close together it was impossible to know how many shots had been fired. Adam saw Hoss go down but whether his brother was hit or just taking cover he didn\u2019t know. For now there was no time to worry, he had finally spotted where the firing was coming from, up on the rim, and he was returning fire. Jess managed to edge through the brush and join him, \u201cHow bad is it Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust a scratch.\u201d Adam insisted ignoring it but Jess took off his neckerchief and tied it round\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam\u2019s arm trying to at least slow the flow of blood. As he did so he saw two more bullets hit one of the three bodies lying out in the open. Jess whistled softly, \u201cThey sure don\u2019t intend anyone being left to talk about them.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe need to get back on the rim.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou\u2019re hurt Adam\u201d Jess protested<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m alright.\u201d Adam realised that no more shots were coming from the rim and began edging over towards it, not surprised to find Joe and Jess with him. It didn\u2019t take long to find the third trail and Adam cursed his own stupidity in not checking the canyon more thoroughly. Joe gripped his uninjured arm, \u201cHoss and I didn\u2019t think of it either. Come on back. Let me have a look at that arm. Jess will you go and fetch the horses.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jess nodded and Adam returned to the pool where Hoss was over by the three robbers. He looked up at his brothers \u201cAll dead now. I got two names out of this one, Hawkes and Valdez, but it ain\u2019t no proof. I couldn\u2019t swear I heard right and noone else heard.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam and Joe were more concerned about Hoss himself, his leg was covered in blood. Joe knelt down by him \u201cHow bad is it Hoss?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust a nick.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Unconvinced Joe cut his brother\u2019s pants away but to his relief Hoss was right. There was a long furrow across his thigh but it was only shallow and Joe hastily got a bandage on it to stop Hoss losing anymore blood, knowing his brother wasn\u2019t fit enough to take the loss. Then he turned to Adam, \u201cLets have a look at that arm.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe ought to get after them.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNot going anywhere until Jess and Red bring the horses.\u201d Adam had to acknowledge the sense of that and sitting down let Joe help him out of his coat. Joe cut his shirtsleeve and examined the wound. The bullet was still in but as Joe wiped away the blood he could just see it. Joe heated his knife in the fire the dead men had set. Then while Hoss held Adam\u2019s arm Joe was able to get the tip of the knife under the bullet and edge it out. The bone appeared untouched and Adam\u2019s hand still worked but it was an ugly painful gash. By the time he\u2019d finished the horses were back and Jess brought a first aid kit over. Joe used some alcohol to clean the wound and then put on a thick dressing and bandaged it up tightly. He insisted Adam had a brandy and Adam gratefully took a swig but then he got to his feet, \u201cThanks Joe that feels better, now stop fussing.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy had just arrived and Hoss had filled him in as Joe doctored their elder brother. Roy was disappointed that two had escaped but he pushed off Adam\u2019s apologies. The Cartwrights had already achieved far more than he had managed over many months; it was just unfortunate that two had escaped. He suggested that they headed on home, two of them were hurt, albeit not seriously; but Adam insisted that they were fine and still knew the countryside far better than anyone else. Roy wasn\u2019t sure as both Adam and Hoss looked quite drawn but Joe just helped Hoss into the saddle and said, \u201cLead on Adam.\u201d Then he went over to Roy \u201cDon\u2019t worry. They aren\u2019t badly hurt and too damned obstinate to give up.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy accepted the help, the Cartwrights not only knew the land, they were better trackers than anyone else in his posse. Even so after half an hour they had lost the trail and casting around couldn\u2019t pick it up. Hoss had passed on the names he had heard but neither of them meant anything to Roy or the others. They spilt up and searched for signs but without success and eventually Adam rejoined his brothers and Roy. He shook his head \u201cIt\u2019ll be dark soon, I think we have to give up for tonight.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy had already come to the same conclusion. Adam was still blaming himself, if only he\u2019d checked and known about the third trail he would have handled things differently and he should have checked. Roy told him not to be stupid, they had four of the six-man gang dead and the hideout was now known. That was one heck of a way further forward than they had been a few days earlier.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded and relaxed slightly, tucking his aching left arm into his coat for support. \u201cMight as well get on home. We\u2019ll take another sweep around tomorrow.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy accepted that gratefully but asked if he should ask Doc to head on out to the Ponderosa<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his head, \u201cNo need Roy. Nothing serious and Joe does a pretty good job of first aid.\u201d Most of the Ponderosa hands, who had ridden with the posse, were eager to go on into town for a drink and Adam willingly agreed. Only Jess rode home with the three brothers, chatting easily with his friend as Hoss and Joe followed on behind. Carole had told Adam to bring his brothers back for dinner as Ben was away, give Hop Sing an evening off and Adam invited Jess to join them, sure that Kam Su would have plenty of food. Tired and sore, annoyed with himself for letting two killers slip through his fingers, Adam rode home fairly quiet, ill at ease, but not really expecting trouble.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy wasn\u2019t the only one to decide that with the canyon no longer secret, the gang was broken. The two men who had escaped Hawkes and Valdez knew that it was over too. It had been getting increasingly difficult to carry out the robberies and now with their hideout known there was nothing to hold them in this part of the country. They had little money left, only that taken earlier that day and not much of that. They both had a new grudge against the Cartwrights and Valdez came up with an idea to both pay back the Cartwrights and get them some money. Hawkes went along eagerly. The set up at the ranch was well known to them, the fact that Adam had a house some way away from the main house and the hands. With any luck his wife and kids should be alone and if they could lay their hands on Carole, then the sky was the limit for the ransom they could demand. Killing her and whichever Cartwright delivered the money would go a long way to paying them back for ruining a perfect plan and they would have their stake.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As soon as they had hidden their trail the two headed straight for Adam\u2019s house, while the three brothers were still involved with the posse. If old man Cartwright was there they\u2019d have great delight in gunning him down and they didn\u2019t expect trouble.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole was busy with the children when she heard a knock on the door, Kam Su was in the kitchen preparing food. Carole wasn\u2019t expecting anyone but she knew that Adam and his brothers had gone out after the killers and scared that this meant trouble she put Marie down and hurried over to the door. As soon as she opened it two men, that she had never seen before, pushed their way in. Scared, as much for the children as for herself, Carole demanded \u201cWho are you? What do you want?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cShut up Mrs Cartwright.\u201d Valdez grabbed her arm.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cLet me go.\u201d Carole screamed and Kam Su ran in from the kitchen, \u201cMrs Cartwright, Miss Carole, what&#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hs only answer was a vicious blow to the side of the head from Hawke\u2019s gun. The Chinaman had told them what they wanted to know; this was Adam\u2019s wife. Hawkes hit him once more and then kicked him to make sure that he was out and wouldn\u2019t raise the alarm prematurely. Carole could only watch horrified, unable to move with Valdez\u2019 cruel grip on her arm. He grabbed her cloak and ordered, \u201cHere put this on, you\u2019re coming with us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He looked over at Hawk\u2019s \u201cGo get her a horse.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole tried to pull free only succeeding in nearly dislocating her shoulder and she couldn\u2019t help the cry of pain. The twins had been watching bemused, not understanding but now Mark ran forward to pound at the man with his tiny fists, \u201cLet my Mummy go, you\u2019re hurting her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">With his free hand Valdez landed one sweeping blow and threw the small boy away from him. Mark fell against the stair, catching his left arm on the post with an ominous crack. Carole sobbed and tried to go to her son but Valdez pulled her outside and she was no match for his physical strength. Valdez had no intention of putting up with a snivelling woman and he landed her a tremendous buffet, open handed, across the face, which sent her to the ground. She could taste the saltiness of blood and knowing any protest would earn more ill treatment, she mounted up as she was told. She could hear all her children crying and prayed that Adam would be home soon to look after them She rode out between the two men snatching a last look at the house, where she\u2019d been so happy, knowing that she might never see it again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Inside David had gone over to his brother, who was crying but the little boy didn\u2019t know what to do. He pulled at Kam Su but couldn\u2019t make him wake up and so he went back to sit by his brother, trying to comfort him and stop Mark crying, telling him that everything would be alright. David was upset himself and Marie was lying wailing on the rug near the fire upset by the whole atmosphere. David went out once to get a drink for Mark and gave his sister a toy but he couldn\u2019t get Mark to sit up and just stayed by his brother, patting his back gently and telling him that Mummy or Daddy would be back soon and make everything alright. It was more than two hours later when Adam, Hoss, Joe and Jess finally rode in, but Kam Su was still out cold and noone knew about the trouble.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jess offered to take care of the horses and Joe helped his big brother down not sure how Hoss\u2019 leg would take his weight, now that it had had a chance to stiffen up. Adam opened the door and went in, for a moment he stopped dead, unable to take in what he was seeing. His brain refused to admit to what his eyes were telling him. Kam Su lay on the floor in front of Adam, congealed blood on his head, his sons were at the bottom of the stairs, Mark crying quietly. Marie was wailing on the floor and Carole nowhere to be seen, broken glass lying around. Joe and Hoss took in the scene too and Joe turned to yell to Jess, &#8220;Don\u2019t unsaddle, get in here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Then Joe hurried into the kitchen and then the study, looking for his sister-in-law. Adam had moved and gone over to the stairs where David threw himself into his daddy\u2019s arms crying, \u201cThey hurt Mark, hurt Kam Su and made Mummy go away.\u201d Adam could hardly find his voice as he tried brokenly to reassure David that everything would be alright now, he was home. Hoss moved to take the little boy and Adam knelt down by Mark, who was wide-eyed but drying, in obvious pain. It didn\u2019t take long to see why and the little boy cried out as Adam gently felt the broken bone in his arm. Joe had taken the stairs three at a time and searched upstairs but Carole was gone. Hoss held David close to him talking quietly to the little boy while he checked Kam Su. Kam Su was breathing evenly and his pulse was strong, so seeing Jess standing in the doorway Hoss asked him to fetch some water. Joe hurried back down and he picked Marie up.\u00a0 She was sopping wet and hungry but with familiar hands on her she quietened. Joe was only vaguely aware of his niece as he went over to his eldest brother. He had never seen Adam so shocked and drawn, Adam looked almost old and on the verge of collapse. Joe gripped his right arm but Adam was seemingly unaware of him as he tried to make his son more comfortable.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe went back into the study and got the brandy, he poured out a large one, \u201cHere Adam drink this.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nearly gagged on the neat liquor but he seemed to realise for the first time that he wasn\u2019t on his own. \u201cJoe, Jess, look around outside.\u201d He couldn\u2019t bring himself to say what they were looking for but neither needed telling. Then as Kam Su stirred Adam went to him and asked urgently, \u201cWhat happened? What?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss pulled his brother back, \u201cGive him a minute Adam, he\u2019s had a hell of a bang on the head.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam was quivering with the sheer tension but Hoss made sense and he held David close as the little boy clambered onto his lap, knowing just how hard it had been for his sons. Hoss went over to change Marie\u2019s diaper and then he found her a bottle, feeling so very useless and scared for his brother and Carole, not knowing how to help.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kam Su did his best to pull himself together but he couldn\u2019t tell Adam much, just that two men had grabbed Carole and when she cried out and he came in, they\u2019d knocked him down. Adam knew that it had to be the two killers who had escaped, anything else would be too big a coincidence, but the mere thought of Carole in the hands of two cold-blooded killers made him feel sick and ill and he couldn\u2019t seem to think.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe had found Carole\u2019s mare missing and signs of three horses leaving the ranch, Jess had searched rapidly but there was no sign of a body or any disturbance in the undergrowth. As they headed back for the house Jess asked, \u201cWhat now?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe opened the door and looked over at his eldest brother, so used to Adam taking the lead, but his brother was obviously in shock and Joe doubted his ability to think clearly. Joe found it took a real effort himself, but someone had to. \u201cWe need Doc here, Mark is hurt and Kam Su. Get to town, tell Roy get Doc. Send a telegram to Pa. He\u2019s in Carson City, he\u2019ll be at the Central hotel. Tell him to get back fast that there is trouble, but don\u2019t say what. Warn Roy to keep it quiet, if they want a ransom, we don\u2019t want the law interfering,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jess asked, \u201cShall I get the rest of the men over?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam looked up at that, \u201cNo. Noone else is to know. I\u2019ll pay anything. Oh God Carole.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss put the baby down and went into the study and wrote a quick note, \u201cTake this Jess. Find Nurse Riley, either at the hospital or they\u2019ll tell you where. Give it to her. Otherwise don\u2019t tell noone apart from Doc and Roy, they\u2019ll keep their mouths shut.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had gone over to his gun cabinet and was reloading his ammunition belt. Joe went over to his brother and forced Adam to face him as Jess rode out on his errands, \u201cYou\u2019re going after them.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI have to David said it, they\u2019ve taken Carole. You two will have to look after the children. Any ransom demand I don\u2019t care, pay it, the main account has plenty and pray for her.\u201d His voice broke and Joe felt the shudder go right through Adam. Joe looked over at Hoss and read the agreement in his brother\u2019s eyes, words weren\u2019t needed. \u201cYou\u2019re not going alone Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI have to. They see anyone following and they\u2019ll kill her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cTwo of us can keep hidden as well as one. Hoss will look after the children.\u201d Joe began collecting food, filling a brandy flask and getting a first aid kit, Adam watched him, uncertain, he couldn\u2019t seem to think, fear was a very real pain in his chest and it was difficult to breathe. He was so cold and he couldn\u2019t even help Mark, Hoss could see the state he was in and for a moment he ignored the needs of the children and going to Adam, he pulled his brother close. He could feel the icy cold emanating from his brother\u2019s body and the almost unbearable tension which left Adam quivering. Hoss rubbed his brother\u2019s back in circles, as Adam had done so often for him when he was a kid, and said, \u201cEasy Adam. God\u2019s never deserted us yet. I\u2019ll deal with any ransom and look after your kids you and Joe will find her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam couldn\u2019t relax but he was grateful for the warmth of his brother\u2019s body and for a moment lent against Hoss. Then as Joe came back in he straightened up \u201cAlright you come too but don\u2019t try and stop me. They are killers and they\u2019ve got Carole, I\u2019ll do anything to get her back.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His brothers barely recognised him for a moment an implacable fury showed which neither of them had ever seen before as he looked down at his youngest son, whimpering with pain. Adam shut his eyes for a moment but he couldn\u2019t block out the sight of David trying to help his injured brother and telling him so earnestly that they had taken Mummy. Adam shivered but grabbing his rifle he went out to Blackie.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe followed, just murmuring, \u201cTell Pa, I\u2019ll do all I can to help him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss couldn\u2019t find words knowing there would be precious little that Joe could do to help. He watched his brothers ride out, praying for their success, seeing the despair in the very way Adam sat in the saddle. Already hurt, albeit not seriously, the shock had hit Adam very hard and he couldn\u2019t think, closer to despair than he\u2019d ever been, scared not only for Carole\u2019s life but for what the sadistic murderers might do to her first. He wasn\u2019t even aware that he was shivering continuously, only conscious of the tracks they were following, the one thing that tied him to Carole. He blamed himself bitterly, it was all his fault, he\u2019d botched the job and let them escape<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">and he should have made sure that Carole had someone on guard. He\u2019d done so before but now with half the crew sitting around doing nothing, he hadn&#8217;t bothered.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Twice Joe tried to speak to him but it was clear that his voice wasn\u2019t penetrating to Adam. His brother wasn\u2019t aware of his presence and Joe was seriously worried that Adam was going to collapse. There was nothing he could do about it except stay close and be ready to grab hold if Adam should lose control. The light was virtually gone and the brothers could only move slowly by lantern light, not daring to risk losing the trail however slow their progress. Eventually Adam dismounted and walked, leaning over to follow the trail was making him feel dizzy. Walking didn\u2019t seem to help much and he was leaning heavily on Blackie for support, as the world tended to sway around him; just the tracks of Carole\u2019s horse leading straight ahead, the only real thing in his world, the one connection to his beloved wife. He tried to convince himself they wouldn\u2019t have bothered to take her if she was dead, knowing that it wasn\u2019t necessarily true. Adam didn\u2019t know that he was swaying as he walked and when Joe moved in front of him, Adam raised his hand angrily, just wanting to push Joe out of the way.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe took hold of his brother\u2019s hand \u201cRest up Adam just for a few minutes.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo, we keep going.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI might but you won\u2019t make another hundred yards.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam felt his knees seem to go weak and as though to prove Joe\u2019s point he had to lean on Blackie to stay on his feet. Joe pulled out the brandy flask and he offered it to his brother but Adam already felt light-headed and pushed it away. \u201cAlright five minutes heat up some coffee.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe was glad to get that much and he busied himself getting coffee to brew while Adam sank down to the ground and buried his face in his hands. He couldn\u2019t force away the images of his sons and the too clearly imagined image of Carole and what might be happening. Joe left the coffee to brew and came over to his brother, seeing the tension in him and wanting to help but not knowing how. He put his arm round Adam feeling the cold of shock, knowing that it was dangerous in itself. \u201cTry and take it easy Adam, for Carole\u2019s sake, It won\u2019t help anything if you make yourself ill.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam heard Joe\u2019s voice as though from a long way off but the words were blurred; indistinct and made no sense. The only real things were Carole and the tracks leading to her and those two terrified little boys, one hurt, the other trying to help. It was a scene that Adam knew would live with him for the rest of his life and he didn\u2019t know what damage it would have done to his sons. He hadn\u2019t realised he was trembling violently and wasn\u2019t even aware of Joe forcing his head down between his knees. Joe poured out coffee and brought it over and holding his brother against him, fed Adam some, but after a minute Adam pulled away and was violently sick. He wiped his face, slightly more in control of himself. \u201cSorry Joe.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou\u2019re in shock Adam, you must have something warm, you really belong in bed.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll be alright little brother,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cLook I know what you\u2019re going through Adam but for Carole\u2019s sake try and relax. You couldn\u2019t hit a barn door at the moment the way you\u2019re shaking.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam knew the truth of that and forced himself to drink the coffee and brandy Joe gave him but he wouldn\u2019t rest and within five minutes he was back on his feet, following the trail again. Joe knew his brother too well to waste time arguing and just followed closely. He loved Carole and the children too and had been hit hard by what they had found, so scared for Carole and indirectly for his brother. Joe felt helpless, unable to do anything for Adam, and knowing that they were falling further and further behind Carole, inevitably moving slowly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At the house Hoss had done what he could for Kam Su and Mark, fed the baby and David and calmed his nephew down. Only half his attention was on the children, the rest of his thoughts were with his brothers, praying for their success. He\u2019d lived through Joe\u2019s anguish when Marie died and he dreaded the thought of Adam going through it; knowing his brother would blame himself, he feared for his brother\u2019s sanity. Adam\u2019s life was so inextricably bound up with Carole now. It seemed a very long time before Jess rode in with three companions, although he\u2019d been less than three hours. Sue had been helping Doc and Jess had been able to give her Hoss\u2019 letter and she\u2019d immediately arranged to leave everything. She hadn\u2019t even spared time to pack anything and had joined Doc in his buggy. Roy had come out too, badly shaken by Jess\u2019 story and knowing just how hard it would hit his old friends.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc went straight to Mark and Sue went to help him set the little boy\u2019s arm. Marie was asleep and Hoss was holding David, who cried when he was put down, thoroughly terrified. Roy could see the shock etched on the big man\u2019s face and poured out three drinks, \u201cHere Hoss you look as though you need it. Any news?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNope. Joe went with Adam after them. I\u2019m waiting here, maybe a ransom demand. We\u2019ll pay anything only Carole matters.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow is Adam taking it?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust about on the verge of collapse, shock. Only sheer fury keeping him on his feet, I\u2019ve never seen him so scared Roy.\u201d The impotent fury and fear was mirrored in his own eyes, although Hoss didn\u2019t realise. \u201cThere\u2019s nothing you can do Roy, not while they\u2019ve got Carole.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy bit his lip, \u201cThey\u2019re killers Hoss.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDon\u2019t you think we know that? Clear demonstration this afternoon, they ain\u2019t about to leave anyone alive who can identify them That\u2019s why Adam and Joe followed, Just pray they\u2019ll keep her alive in case we want proof before we pay. Must be a ransom demand, not just revenge or they\u2019d have killed her here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy went to speak but then thought better of it but Hoss knew the sheriff very well. He had known Roy most of his life and he could read his face. A bitter smile showed for a moment. \u201cI know Roy, they may have taken her off to rape at their leisure. Don\u2019t you think that\u2019s eating at all of us? Even if they want ransom, Carole\u2019s a beautiful woman, or she was until now.\u201d Hoss turned away, not even able to face such good friends close to breaking down himself, only the need to try and keep calm for David\u2019s sake prevented it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Roy knew his way around Adam\u2019s house and went out to make Hoss a meal before he too collapsed. Jess went over and assured Hoss that Ben was on his way home and then asked if there was anything else he could do. Hoss asked him to go and fetch Hop Sing and leave word for Ben to come to Adam\u2019s house. Then it was really a case of hanging around, in case a messenger was needed later.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss was aching with the need to go and join his brothers, try to help Adam, dispel the agony he\u2019d seen in his brother\u2019s eyes, but a least until his father returned he had to stay. He was the only one who could sign cheques and get the ransom money if a demand came. Roy brought a tray of food and forced Hoss to sit down. Hoss protested \u201cI ain\u2019t hungry Roy.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou\u2019ve been ill Hoss, still not strong. You start missing food and you won\u2019t be in any state to help Adam when he needs it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss had to accept the sense of that and picked up his fork \u201cAlright Roy, in return will you do something for me?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou know I will, anything.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGo see Mr Harris at the bank, explain what\u2019s going on, he\u2019ll keep his mouth shut. Warn him that there\u2019s likely to be a large cheque to be cashed and that Jess might well bring it in.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOf course Hoss. Do you want me to come back?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNothing you can do Roy. Soon as we know anything I\u2019ll let you know.\u201d Just then Doc came down. \u201cMark is almost asleep, a simple break, he\u2019ll be fine. Heal fast at that age so don\u2019t worry.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss frowned and almost to himself said, \u201cHeal physically but what about their minds?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc came over, \u201cThey\u2019ll soon forget about it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIf their mother comes back.\u201d Hoss shut his eyes and bit his lip \u201cSorry Doc. Nothing you can do unless you can give David something to make him sleep, that at least would help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc nodded and rummaged through his bag. \u201cThis should help, poor little mite. You need some rest yourself.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo, I couldn\u2019t.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWell at least let me have a look at that leg.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss looked at the bandage almost in surprise \u201cI\u2019d forgotten all about it. I think Joe did a pretty good job.\u201d Still he made no fuss and let Doc rebandage it. By the time Doc had finished David was almost asleep on his Uncle\u2019s shoulder and Hoss limped upstairs to put him to bed next to his brother. Marie was already asleep and Sue promised to stay with the children.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss nodded, pulling her close for a moment and kissing her. \u201cThank you for coming, I had no right to ask but I\u2019m sure glad you\u2019re here.\u201d Then he went back down to see how Kam Su was. Sue watched him limp out and despite the disaster, which had brought her there, she felt a warmth inside that Hoss had thought to turn to her for help. Sue felt so sorry for Adam and his wife and the scared children. She had been able to see just how close the pair were and she prayed for them, knowing that the kidnappers were killers. All she could do was to look after the children, as Hoss had asked in his quick note.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Half an hour later Doc had finished, Kam Su would be alright but he needed to stay in bed for a couple of days. Hop Sing was there to look after him and Doc had to get back to town. He promised to be ready to come out at a moment\u2019s notice and said that he\u2019d pray he wouldn\u2019t be needed. Hoss thanked him for coming so fast and then with Roy and Doc gone, he could only wait. He left Jess downstairs to call him if anything happened and went up to see the children.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sue smiled \u201cAll sleeping peacefully, even young Mark.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThank God for that much.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMaybe your brothers will find her, may even have done so by now.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cLong odds. Its dark, they won\u2019t be able to make any sorta progress following a trail. I ain\u2019t never seen Adam so badly hit. Not even when Joe had to tell him about her miscarriage. I don\u2019t reckon I will ever forget the expression on his face when David said they made Mummy go away. He\u2019d been trying to look after his brother, poor little kids.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sue went to him and put her arms round him, forgetting everything but the need to comfort him, seeing the agony in his eyes.\u00a0 Hoss rested his aching head on her shoulder for a moment and then looked up. \u201c Thanks for coming Sue, I had no right to ask but the children need a woman, maybe their gonna need one for a long time. Even if Adam pulls off a miracle and brings her back alive.\u201d He fell quiet, so scared at what might be done to Carole.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sue understood his fear but couldn\u2019t put it into words, \u201cI\u2019ll stay as long as I can help. I\u2019m glad that you asked.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss frowned but realised she meant it and relaxed slightly. Sue said, \u201cIf you\u2019re paying the ransom, they\u2019ll let her go, won\u2019t they?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss shook his head, \u201cMight buy a little time that\u2019s all. Sometimes yeah, kidnap victims are released. We\u2019ve faced it before, obvious target round here, Adam, Pa and Joe have all been snatched before, guess I\u2019m jest too derned big to hide. We found Joe, but Pa and Adam were released. For a long time we doubted it with Adam, they\u2019d promised to let him go, after 48 hours. They did in a way, but up in the mountains, bound and on foot. Fore he could get free he was bitten by a snake, out of his mind fer a while and weak. He\u2019d have died if a Mormon wagon train hadn\u2019t found him. Greenhorns lost in the mountains. They saved his life and he had to help them. For weeks we had no news and everyone gave him up for dead except us. Logic said he was, even the money had been returned, the two kidnappers fell out and killed each other. Roy had insisted on marking the money and it was sent back to him. We had to face the idea of never knowing. Couldn\u2019t accept it. Joe was in town and came back with an expensive book that Adam had ordered. Not at all Joe\u2019s taste and one Doc wanted and had offered to take. Joe couldn\u2019t let him; it would have meant admitting Adam was gone. Pa admitted he couldn\u2019t believe it either and nor did I. The next day we all went to church, don\u2019t go too often, It\u2019s not that I\u2019m not religious, jest easier to talk to God outside. I reckon he hears just as well as in church. It was hell that day everyone was so sympathetic. Then we came home, Joe came in first and I think I knew the truth as soon as he called us. There was almost a reverence in his voice. Adam was asleep on the sofa, a mite thin, dirty and unshaved, but suffering nothing worse than a sprained ankle. One of the most beautiful sights I\u2019ve ever seen.\u201d Hoss fell quiet and Sue took his hand, \u201cGod was with him then, why shouldn\u2019t he be with Carole.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss sighed \u201cEven God\u2019s gonna have his work cut out. Those men are pure evil, right through. They won\u2019t leave anyone alive to testify, we had a clear demonstration this afternoon. The other three were ours, we\u2019d taken them without a shot fired until those two let loose from the rim. Their first targets were their own mates, each of them took at least four or five bullets. They won\u2019t hesitate to shoot Carole once they\u2019ve finished with her, I just pray she won\u2019t welcome it by then.\u201d he shut his eyes but he couldn\u2019t block out the pictures in his imagination. For a while they sat in silence until Hoss heard the door go and his father\u2019s voice calling for Adam and Carole. Sue forced a smile \u201cI\u2019ll stay with the children.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss walked slowly downstairs, dreading the idea of telling his father and yet glad that Ben was back. Ben had headed home just as soon as he had the news scared that one of his sons was hurt and yet puzzled that the telegram hadn\u2019t been more explicit if that was the case. Worried it had seemed to take forever to get home and his imagination had bothered him with various disastrous scenarios. As he saw the agony in his big son\u2019s eyes as Hoss came down the stairs almost moving like an old man, Ben realised that the truth was worse than anything he had imagined.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss went over to his father and gently forced him into a chair. There was no easy way to tell it. \u201cWe went after that gang Pa. Two escaped, must have come straight here. They\u2019ve taken Carole. Knocked Kam Su about, even broke Mark\u2019s arm. Adam and Joe are trying to follow then I\u2019m waiting for the ransom demand when they figure out how to send it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben stared at him, almost in disbelief, trying to take in what he\u2019d said and Hoss went and poured two large brandies, passing one to his father.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe children?\u201d Ben asked<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSleeping peaceful, Sue-Ellen is upstairs with them, she\u2019ll call if they need us.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben accepted that without even a flicker of surprise, one problem he didn\u2019t have to worry about. \u201cAdam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI ain\u2019t never seen him so hard hit Pa. Those two killed their own partners under our noses. They\u2019ll kill Carole too. Joe said to tell you he\u2019d do all he could to help, but I don\u2019t reckon it\u2019ll be much.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben rested his head on his hand \u201cDear God why?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss could see how hard it had hit his father, it was no more than he expected, it would have been a miracle if it hadn&#8217;t and there was no way he could help. He&#8217;d had hours to adjust to the situation, get over the initial shock but he still felt a very real pain in his chest as he thought about his brother and Carole.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">For fully ten minutes Ben sat staring into the fire in silence, scared for the daughter he loved and almost equally for his eldest son. Then he roused himself and got coffee and asked for full details of the day\u2019s events. Hoss told him everything, although he couldn\u2019t look at his father as he described the scene they had found on arriving home. It didn\u2019t help Ben to learn that Adam was already wounded, albeit not seriously. Anything that sapped his strength was a problem, now when Adam needed it perhaps more than he ever had before. Hoss couldn\u2019t put his fears into words but he could see them mirrored in his father\u2019s eyes. There was so pitiably little that either of them could do, be ready to pay the ransom, try to force proof that Carole was alive, wait and pray.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben went up to see his grandchildren and stood for a long time, looking at Mark who was whimpering slightly in his sleep. He seemed to take Sue-Ellen\u2019s presence for granted but, as he turned away from Mark, he went over to her and gripped both her hands. \u201cBless you for coming out to help.\u201d He kissed her forehead and then turned and left the room, close to breaking down himself, all too aware how Adam was feeling.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam and Joe followed the trail until close to midnight, more than ten miles from the house. Then on hard rock all trace vanished. Despite all the traces petering out Adam couldn\u2019t give up, that trail was the one thing that connected him to Carole, the only reality in his world and for more than an hour he hunted on foot. Joe stayed with him but with just the light from the lanterns it was a hopeless task. Eventually Joe moved over in front of Adam and forced his brother to look at him, \u201cIt\u2019s no good. We have to wait until daylight.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam pulled away, barely realising that Joe had spoken, moving almost like an automaton. Joe hesitated but his brother couldn\u2019t carry on, he had to be forced to rest. They weren\u2019t doing any good anyway so he gripped Adam\u2019s arm. \u201cHold up Adam. We may just be moving away from the trail. We must go back to where we lost it and wait for daylight.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam just pulled away again and Joe was unconvinced that one word had penetrated. He put his lantern down and to Adam\u2019s surprise took his lantern away from him. For the first time in hours Adam seemed to acknowledge Joe\u2019s presence. He had taken it for granted that Joe was there and trusted his little brother not to miss anything but otherwise his whole mind had been concentrated on Carole and his children. Part hunting for them and too large a part scared for them, seeing too clearly what had happened and what could. Now he had someone to vent his fury on and he raised his hands to Joe quite prepared to hit him \u201cGive me that.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe made no attempt to parry a blow, if it would help his brother to land out he would be happy to take it. \u201cIt\u2019s no good Adam we have to wait for daylight.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo!\u201d Adam almost sobbed, \u201cI have to find her, what they might be &#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe moved closer to his brother and put his arm round him. \u201cWe can\u2019t Adam. You have to rest or you won\u2019t be able to help her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI can\u2019t.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou can! You must. I know how much you love her and tomorrow you have got to have your wits about you if we\u2019re to help. We\u2019ll go back and pick up the trail at daybreak.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam tried to accept what Joe said, knowing that his brother made sense, but it was so hard to just wait. He couldn\u2019t answer but he did swing up on Blackie and follow Joe back just over half a mile to a small stream. Joe got down and began to collect wood for a fire but Adam stopped him.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo fire. We don\u2019t know how far away they are, they might see it or smell it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe hesitated but he did drop the sticks. \u201cYou need a fire Adam, you\u2019re still in shock, need something warm.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m not cold.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe moved over and felt Adam\u2019s forehead and realised in sudden alarm that his brother was running a fever, although his hands were cold, his forehead was burning. Adam pulled away and went to sit down, leaning back against a rock, glad of a drink and a chance to shut his aching eyes but unable to shut out the images which tormented him. Joe took over a lantern and for the first time realised that Adam\u2019s coat sleeve was soaked in blood. He had almost forgotten that his brother had been injured. \u201cYou\u2019d better let me have a look at that arm.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had tucked the throbbing arm into his jacket foe support but it didn\u2019t really seem to belong to him. He didn\u2019t care about himself; the only thing that mattered to him was his beloved wife and those scared children. He vaguely remembered stumbling and banging his injured arm, the sudden sharp pain, but it had quickly faded and he had forgotten, Now he looked at it almost in surprise to find that it had been bleeding. He nodded, \u201cOkay Joe.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe eased his brother\u2019s coat off and untied the bandage, sodden in fresh blood. The dressing had been knocked off the wound but Joe didn\u2019t waste time commenting, just redressing the wound and tying it up before his brother lost any more blood. It was hardly surprising that his brother was feverish but it certainly didn\u2019t help. Adam was hardly aware of what Joe was doing, just once at a sudden stab of pain he flinched away. The rest of the time he sat impassively not seeing his brother, just his terrified sons or his beloved wife. Joe could feel the tension in his brother as he worked and he knew it had nothing to do with the pain of his wound. He would have been happier if Adam had broken down, even if only for a moment but he knew his brother well enough to know that was unlikely, at least until things were settled one way or another. When he had finished Joe helped Adam back into his coat and then sat close to him, trying to warm Adam with his own body heat. There weren\u2019t any words to say how he felt and he kept close expressing his sympathy and understanding in the only way he knew how.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam sat staring into space, seeing his own private hell, unable to even find the words to pray, blaming himself bitterly. His fear for Carole gave him a very real pain in his chest far more than the pain of his wound. Adam lent his head back against the rock but not once did he shut his eyes, seeing scenes of hell he could never put into words, the only slight comfort coming from the warmth of his brother\u2019s arm round his shoulders. Joe knew what he was going through, his own vivid imagination left him feeling cold, scared for the sister he loved, but there was no way to help and the time went past so very slowly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hawkes and Valdez had acted on impulse in grabbing Carole and it wasn\u2019t until they were well away from the house that they slowed down and tried to think. They needed somewhere to hide their hostage and a way to get their demands across to the Cartwrights. Well aware that their demands would probably meet a counter demand for proof of her well being, they couldn\u2019t take her too far away. Valdez told Hawkes to start thinking; he knew the area, worked on the ranch, where could they hide. For a few minutes Hawkes mind was blank and then he remembered Frenchman\u2019s cave, some twelve miles form the house, quite easily defendable and a fire inside wouldn\u2019t show. There was a marshy area nearby, identical to many such on the ranch and they could show Carole there, bring whoever was checking there blindfolded and there would be nothing to identify the place. He outlined its advantages and Valdez grunted, \u201cIt\u2019ll do.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">They headed there at speed and Carole tied to her mount had no chance to do anything, leave any sign. She could only pray that her husband would find her. At least on horseback she didn\u2019t have to worry about what the men would do to her but she dreaded reaching the cave, she\u2019d seen the lust in their eyes, particularly the Mexican. Worried about her children and scared for her life, knowing that these men were killers many times over, Carole kept panic at bay by trusting in her husband. Adam had pulled Hoss out of an even worse trap already that year and she knew from stories that he\u2019d told over the years that this wasn\u2019t the first time they had faced kidnapping. Before everything had turned out all right, maybe this time too.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The kidnappers had decided that one of them would have to go into Virginia City and find someone to take a message out to the ranch. When they reached the cave they made Carole write the message; just able to read enough to make sure she only wrote what they said. They argued for a bit about how much to ask for and then settled on $250 000, as the most cash they thought the Cartwrights could come up with fast. They\u2019d decided to forestall requests to see her alive by dictating the arrangements. The quicker it was over and they were safely away the better they would like it. The Cartwrights had a reputation of being bad people to tangle with and they wanted to get away while the family was still off balance. Carole didn\u2019t dare take any chances and wrote what she was told, not that she could have helped much even if she had wanted to. She had no idea where she was, the cave was totally unknown to her, although it had obviously been used over the years. To her relief Valdez opted to go into town and warned Hawkes not to mark her any more, at least until she\u2019d been shown. Both of them frightened her but it was the Mexican who drove her close to hysterics. She was tied tightly to a rock in the corner and left alone in the dark as Hawkes snored by the fire. Carole tried not to think about the children, sure that the brothers would be home and taking care of them. She concentrated on Adam as though by sheer will power she could let him know where she was.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam was less than three miles away but for all the good he could do, he might as well have been on the other side of the world. After one of the longest nights he had ever known, he and Joe began quartering the area looking for tracks. Joe didn\u2019t argue when his brother insisted that they split up, Adam might look on the verge of collapse but Joe knew his brother too well to believe he would, not until they found Carole. It wasn\u2019t the first time in his life that Joe had had to search for traces of a loved one, knowing that the chances of survival were slim, but with Carole being a woman and remembering the three young children there was an added poignancy. Joe sighed heavily, knowing how he felt he could imagine all too clearly his brother\u2019s agony of mind, he knew that Carole was more precious to Adam than anyone else in the world.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The brothers searched for hours but the rocky hard dry ground wasn\u2019t conducive to tracks and even the trees grew so sparsely that they bore no trace of the men\u2019s passage. Joe was sure that it was a hopeless task but with nothing better to suggest he carried on. Eventually it was Adam who called a halt. The rest had helped him physically, if not emotionally, and he was more in control as the initial shock faded. He was able to think a little more clearly and he knew his younger brother was right, they were Carole\u2019s only hope. Now more than ever he needed to use his brain and at the moment he was wasting his strength on an aimless search. For the first time Adam admitted to himself that with the shock and the weakening wound in his arm, his strength was a long way from inexhaustible. He joined his brother and said, \u201cJoe, lets take a break. Did you bring any brandy?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe handed it over wordlessly as Adam sank onto a rock. Joe considered his brother, who was pale but his eyes were burning and there was an expression of utter despair on his face. Joe had seen it fleetingly before, but this time it had been on his brother\u2019s face since before dawn. Joe sat next to him, \u201cWhat do you want to do?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t know Joe. I just don\u2019t know. We could hunt here for days, cross their trail a dozen times and still not know it. It\u2019s all my fault and now I can\u2019t even track her.\u201d His voice had fallen to almost nothing but Joe heard and he put his arm round his brother\u2019s shoulders \u201cIt\u2019s not your fault Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI should have made sure she was protected. I did before. Or if I\u2019d checked the canyon more carefully, planned properly&#8230;..\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDon\u2019t Adam that doesn\u2019t help anything. We none of us thought to check the canyon. A mistake, okay one we all made. We\u2019re human, noone is perfect. Before there were Indians all over, noone could have foreseen this.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhy not, we\u2019ve been kidnap victims before, Maybe it was inevitable, I should have built closer to the main house, now it\u2019s too late.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe was scared for a moment that Adam was giving up and he had a stab of fear for his brother\u2019s sanity, if not his life, but Adam pulled away and strood up. He was pacing up and down, thinking aloud, wondering how the men would act, knowing that they would have to hide Carole somewhere and then get word to the ranch. . His brain seemed to need forcing to work but slowly he began to think more logically. Adam made a real effort, that cost him more than even Joe would ever know, and he won control, got back on balance. He moved over to his brother after five minutes and gripped Joe\u2019s hand, \u201cThank you for being here all night Joe, you don\u2019t know just how much it\u2019s meant.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe relaxed slightly his brother was much more in control and Adam even forced down a few mouthfuls of food; as he went over and over what little he knew, trying to think himself into the minds of the two killers.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The messenger from Virginia City reached Adam\u2019s house well before dawn. Ben and Hoss were waiting for him, but the man disclaimed all knowledge. A bartender had offered him five dollars to bring out a letter, which, if any, of the men in the saloon had used the bartender as a go between he couldn\u2019t say. He didn\u2019t have to collect an answer and, although Hoss persisted with questions for a few minutes, it was obvious the man knew no more than he was saying. Hoss checked he had the name of the saloon right and then let him go. Hoss quickly wrote out the little that they had learnt for Roy to investigate further and asked Jess to get someone to take the note in to Virginia City. Then Hoss joined Ben in Adam\u2019s study where his father was studying the note the man had brought. Ben passed the note to Hoss \u201cCarole\u2019s writing at least she was alive when she wrote this.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss nodded and read it again slowly. The note told them to get $250 000 in unmarked small bills. At eleven a.m. one man alone was to ride on the back trail towards town, he would be contacted and taken to see Carole to prove that she was alright. On his return, the money was to be ready and an unarmed man was to take the same ride, carrying the money. Once it was handed over Carole would be released unhurt.\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss read it twice and then having poured himself a brandy, went over to stare out of the window. \u201cYou can see a good long stretch of that trail from up on Eagle\u2019s Nest.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat are you suggesting?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIf\u2019n I went up there, I might be able to see at least which direction they took you. I guess you\u2019ll go?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded \u201cLong shot Hoss and anyway you\u2019ll have to get the money.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss shook his head, \u201cNo I don\u2019t. I asked Roy to warn Mr Harris, said Jess would probably pick it up.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben frowned, \u201cThey might ambush whoever collect it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJess is might fond of Adam, I don\u2019t reckon he\u2019d care. Anyway he can take a couple of the hands and Roy can have him slip in the back way, noone will know how much he\u2019s carrying.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben hesitated it seemed a lot to ask of a hand but then he thought just how friendly Jess and his eldest son had become and he gave way. \u201cI suppose you\u2019re right.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIf I leave now I can find Adam and Joe, let Adam see the note and the three of us can try to follow you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey\u2019ll be watching for just that. If I try anything it may rebound on Carole.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOr you Pa.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben glared at his son, \u201cDo you think I care about myself? It\u2019s only Carole and Adam who matter.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss reached out and gripped his father\u2019s shoulder \u201cPa you matter to us and that sure includes Adam. What do you think it\u2019ll do to him if he gets his wife back at the expense of his Pa\u2019s life?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben hadn\u2019t thought of it that way but Hoss made sense \u201cAlright I\u2019ll be very careful for all our sakes.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIf they ain\u2019t found anything at least it will be something else to try.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYes. Sue-Ellen will look after the children?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust as long as we need her.\u201d Hoss said, a tinge of pride in his voice.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben managed a half smile \u201cShe\u2019s a fine woman. You go to Adam, tell him I\u2019ll do anything I can and that I\u2019ll tell Carole what he would if he was there.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow you gonna explain you going?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe children I think.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMite hard on Carole.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cShe knows what she means to him, she may well guess what he\u2019s trying to do and anyway it\u2019s all I can do. Tell him I\u2019m praying for her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss finished the two copies he\u2019d made, one for Ben and one for Roy, and then turned to his father frowning, \u201cShould I take the original to Adam or one of the copies? It will be mighty hard on him to see her writing.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben gripped his big son\u2019s shoulder \u201cTake it, it at least proves that she was alive when she left here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss nodded slowly and then went out and gave one of the copies and a detailed report that his father had prepared to Hank. Jess had arranged with Hank to go and see Roy, while he went along himself to collect the money. Then Hoss spared a minute to go and tell Sue where he was going. She was cuddling Mark, trying to comfort the hurt little boy and just wished him luck. Hoss kissed her gently and then rode out to find his brothers.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He had a pretty good idea which way to go and made much better time in the early morning light. He picked up Cochise\u2019s prints, which he knew so well and soon got close to his brothers. Then like his brothers he found the prints fade away on the hard ground. For twenty minutes he rode hopefully, checking the likely streams where they might have rested.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam and Joe heard the horse approaching and drawing their guns took their horses out of sight but as soon as they recognised their brother they moved out. Adam couldn\u2019t find his voice so scared, wondering what news Hoss might be bringing and it was left to Joe to ask.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The hellish night had taken its toll on Adam, and he looked drawn and ill to Hoss, even compared with the state of shock he\u2019d been in when he\u2019d left the house. It was a real effort for Hoss to pull himself together and he handed Adam the note. \u201cThis came from town. We thought you ought to see it, We sent a copy to Roy and he&#8217;ll ask a few questions very quietly to see what he can find out. Jess will collect the money and Pa will go as they demand, both times.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">For a moment Adam\u2019s eyesight blurred as he recognized his wife\u2019s handwriting and feeling suddenly weak at the knees, he lent back against a rock for support as he read it. Having read it twice he passed it over to Joe and Hoss, sure he had his brother\u2019s attention, outlined his idea of using Eagle\u2019s Nest. From the high butte they should be able to see which way Ben was taken and if the luck was with them, exactly where.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam weighed the risks, he didn\u2019t dare trail too directly, that could just get both his father and his wife killed, but it might give them another chance to pick up the trail. At the moment he knew that they were at a dead end, despite his and Joe\u2019s best efforts. Eventually he made up his mind and managed a half smile to try and reassure his brothers who were both studying him anxiously. There was another butte not far from Eagle\u2019s nest which would give a good but different view and he suggested that Joe watch from there, while Hoss did as he\u2019d suggested, gambling that they wouldn\u2019t have taken Carole that far away. Any tracking on the ground he would do himself, if anyone was to make a mistake he knew it had to be him, he didn\u2019t think he would be able to forgive his brothers. The chances of reaching his beloved wife quickly after their father saw her were remote, maybe given time the chances were slightly better but in that time she could be&#8230; Adam\u2019s mind shied away from the thought of what might happen to her and somehow he stayed in control. All the brothers knew the risk but none of them could put it into words and in the back of their minds was the additional factor they\u2019d never had to face before, Carole was a very beautiful woman and there were other reasons for keeping her alive.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">As the brothers laid their plans as best they could, Carole was having her first real taste of hell. Even though they had to show her alive, the two men could no longer keep their hands off her. She was beautiful and there was the added incentive of possessing something belonging to the hated Cartwrights. Neither man was gentle and Carole\u2019s initial reaction to struggle had just get her savage blows, although they both avoided her face, hitting her where it wouldn&#8217;t show. Carole tried to black out what they were doing to her and when they turned her over and Valdez penetrated her rear she did pass out much to his disgust. He needed the woman to fight to be hurt and to see the terror, without that it was no fun, but he promised himself enjoyment to come. He hoped that her old man would bring the money himself, then they would bring him here too and let him watch their sport before killing first her and then him. Eventually the men left Carole alone and she pulled herself back into a corner curling up in a foetal ball, feeling dirty and defiled, sore and bruised, desperately scared at what more the animals would do to her. She desperately wanted to see Adam and yet she didn\u2019t want him to see her like this, she would have liked to cry but she would not give them men that much satisfaction. For the moment at least they were ignoring her and sitting eating. When they had finished Valdez came towards her again and Carole couldn\u2019t stop herself cringing away but for now he\u2019d had enough and just threw a cloth at her, telling her to wash up and put her clothes back on. The merchandise must look unharmed. Hawkes rode out to fetch whoever was on the back trail and Valdez warned Carole that they would kill whoever came if she uttered one word of complaint about her treatment.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam was slightly more in control of himself with a plan of action, however vague, and leaving Joe to climb the high butte nearby he went with Hoss to Eagle\u2019s nest. Adam positioned himself at the bottom ready to cut over towards the trail if Ben should be taken off in some other direction. Ben had arranged with Hoss to ride a very noticeable grey, to try and make it easier for his sons to see him amongst the trees. Adam watched Hoss climb slowly up Eagle\u2019s nest and his big brother was near the top and slowing down before Adam even remembered his injuries. With a stab of guilt Adam watched Hoss, he hadn\u2019t given a thought to either the crease Hoss had received the previous day or the older wound. Adam wasn\u2019t sure that Hoss was up to such a climb, but it was too late to do anything about it now and Adam pushed the thought away. There would be time to apologise later and somehow Hoss would cope, he loved Carole too.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss could see the trail and he didn\u2019t have long to wait before the grey came into view. He called down to tell Adam and then watched carefully waiting for something to happen. Hawkes had been watching Ben\u2019s back-trail to ensure he wasn\u2019t being followed. Once he was satisfied Hawkes shot once, missing Ben but not by much. Ben pulled up and waited. He was ordered to take his neckerchief off and blindfold himself, warned that the consequences would not be nice if he tried to cheat, Ben did exactly as he was ordered and then Hawkes emerged. He checked the blindfold and then tied Ben\u2019s hands behind him. As ordered Ben was unarmed and so Hawkes led the grey off into the trees towards the marsh where Valdez would bring Carole. He was sure that they weren\u2019t being followed and didn\u2019t even consider the chances of being overlooked from the high buttes to the west.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss saw his father leave the trail and even in the relatively thickly wooden area he could catch glimpses of the grey, enough to confirm the direction they were taking. It should take them close to Little Joe and he called down to tell his brother. Adam said, \u201cAre you okay Hoss? Can you get down on your own?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m fine Adam, no need to worry about me.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWatch then until you lose sight of them, then come and join us at the other butte. I\u2019m going to see what Joe\u2019s got.\u201d Hoss accepted that and Adam rode off. To his surprise Joe hadn\u2019t seen anything and despite climbing up to join his brother and watching very closely Adam had to admit defeat too, there was no sign of movement. Joe did spot a sort of haze at one point but dismissed it as irrelevant, in the wrong direction and no real help, so he didn\u2019t bother Adam with it. He could only watch his brother sink even deeper into despair as this also seemed to be leading nowhere. Hoss called up to them and the brothers slowly climbed down to join him. Adam, with his left arm useless, was glad of Joe\u2019s help but he wasn\u2019t even thinking about the climb or the pain in his arm, all his mind set on trying to work out where his father could have been taken so that they didn\u2019t see him. He was building a three-dimensional map of the area in his mind as he worked out where the blind spots from the buttes had to be.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">With this not working out as they had hoped and knowing that they were fast running out of time, both Hoss and Joe were beginning to lose any last hope of saving Carole. They both loved her and were scared for her, but they were also very scared for their brother expecting him to lose the last shreds of control as they faced yet another blank wall. Joe reached the ground first and met Hoss\u2019 eye, seeing the same fear there, would this drive Adam into collapse. There was no need of words between them and nothing that could help so Joe swallowed hard and turned back to help Adam down the last part determined to help all he could.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam straightened up and turned to face his brothers, his mind made up on what their next move had to be.\u00a0 Hoss and Joe were both surprised, Adam was drawn and looked very tired, almost ill, desperately worried, but the utter despair they had expected was missing replaced by a determination they couldn\u2019t understand. Adam looked from one to the other, whatever else happened, he was so very lucky in his brothers and for the first time since he\u2019d arrived home, his expression softened slightly. Hoss moved closer gripping Adam\u2019s arm \u201cWhat do you want to do now? Try and pick up their trail? I saw them come this way I reckon I could take you to it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his head, \u201cI don\u2019t think we have time. Anyway we might meet them coming back and that could just get Pa killed.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His brothers knew he was right but they didn\u2019t know what else to suggest and they couldn\u2019t just give up. Adam could read their faces more easily than any book and he smiled, very faintly, but it was there. He squatted down and with a stick he began tracing out a map. His brothers looked at each other puzzled but glad to see him in control. Adam looked up at them, \u201cWe know one of the men used to work here, probably two, I\u2019m guessing Hawkes did too. Joe you said Pa fired two men for setting traps?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYeah but I don\u2019t remember their names,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAssume for a minute that Hawkes was the other one. He has to hide Carole somewhere, not too far afield. This wasn\u2019t planned, I think we can be sure of that. Hoss you saw them leave the trail, head in this direction but we didn\u2019t see them. The only way that makes sense is if they took this sort of route.\u201d Adam traced it in on his map \u201cLast night Joe and I lost them here.\u201d He marked the other spot. \u201cBoth these routes end up into the hills around about Frenchman\u2019s cave. There are several other caves up there too and any hand who worked here for more than a few weeks would probably know them. Needing a hideout in a hurry Hawkes might well think of them.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">It made sense to his brothers but it was shot in the dark and too much for them, a massive gamble. Adam read their doubts but he couldn\u2019t let himself believe them. Then Joe looked up\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAdam I saw a haze over the hills, from up on the butte. Not a fire but maybe the heat from one inside a cave. About over Frenchman\u2019s cave.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam frowned, Joe hadn\u2019t mentioned it before but he knew that Joe wouldn\u2019t make anything up, not now. \u201cThere\u2019s not much time. I think it\u2019s our only chance, a gamble I know, but my decision. Joe will you come with me scout around the caves and if we pick up sign, then whatever&#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnything you want Adam, you know that.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat do you want me to do?\u201d Hoss asked.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam stood up and went over to his big brother and gripped his shoulders. \u201cGo home and when Pa makes the delivery, cover him. They broke my things, even hurt Mark, they hate us. I\u2019m sure its not just money. I\u2019d lay odds they recognized us at the canyon. Pa\u2019s taking my job, I pray I can do more here but it should be me. I\u2019m scared that they\u2019ll kill him and take the money, just for the sake of it. We know they are born killers. Look after Pa for us Hoss, no matter what you have to do, don\u2019t let us lose him too, Carole wouldn\u2019t want that.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd if that means killing the courier?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou do it and pray my gamble pays off, Joe go and get the horses.\u201d As Joe went to do as he was asked Adam turned back to Hoss wanting to tell him just a little of what he felt but for once lost for words. \u201cHoss somehow there\u2019s never the right time. I\u2019ll do anything to try and get Carole back but I\u2019ll try and make sure Little Joe&#8230;. If Carole and I don\u2019t come back, you\u2019ll look after my children? When they\u2019re old enough try to explain how much we loved them.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss swallowed hard, \u201cYou know they won\u2019t go short of nothing, not as long as I live.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam bit his lip, \u201cI know that Hoss and I hope you know how much it means to me, I can\u2019t say thank you, not for that and everything else you\u2019ve given me. Noone in the world ever had better brothers.\u201d Adam pulled his brother close for a moment until Hoss pulled back and with tears in his eyes he looked straight at Adam \u201cJust you remember those three kids. An Uncle\u2019s love ain\u2019t no substitute for a father, much as I love them. Don\u2019t you go throwing your life away, we all love you and need you too Adam, whatever happens.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou have my word Hoss but whatever the risks I have to try.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know that brother. I\u2019ll be praying for you both and I\u2019ll take care of Pa and the children.\u201d Hoss studied his brother\u2019s face and then hugged him very close for a moment, before turning away almost blindly to swing up on his horse and ride home, not trusting himself to look back. Joe looked from one to the other, seeing the open emotions but he made no comment just swinging up onto Cochise and waiting for Adam to lead out. Meanwhile Ben had been led to a marshy clearing hemmed in on all sides by thick trees so that he couldn\u2019t see anything beyond them. In fact he didn\u2019t need to, he knew exactly where he was, the Ponderosa was a part of him in a way the two men facing him would never understand. He was tied to a tree and from behind his blindfold was removed. Carole was standing on the far side of the clearing and Ben could see that her clothes were torn and the bruises on her arms but from somewhere, fear for him, her own pride, she found the strength to smile. \u201cI\u2019m alright Pa, the children?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMark has a broken arm but he\u2019ll be fine. Adam is looking after them. He said to tell that he loves you more than anything else in the world and he\u2019ll do anything to get you back.\u201d Carole stared at her father, reading between the lines, sure that Adam was out there somewhere, looking for her, knowing that he would entrust the children to someone else as long as there was the faintest chance to help her. Ben raised his voice \u201cWe\u2019ll pay your ransom. The money is being collected now. Let her go, don\u2019t hurt her anymore and you have my word that we\u2019ll make no attempt to find you. Harm her and I promise we won\u2019t rest, my sons and I, until you are dead.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben meant every word but Hawkes and Valdez didn\u2019t care, he wouldn\u2019t be alive to carry out his threat and noone knew them except Carole, she had to die. Whatever the Cartwrights did or didn\u2019t do the law was still after them for numerous killings and she could put the rope round their necks. Carole saw them put the blindfold back on Ben and desperate to get a message to her beloved husband she ignored the two men, \u201cPa tell Adam I love him so very much and you Joe and Hoss. Thank you for everything these last years, all of you, and love my children.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole watched Ben pushed back up on the grey gelding and led out knowing the chances of seeing any of her family again were very remote. She was scared that Valdez would kill her now and almost as scared about what he might do if he didn\u2019t kill her. Valdez leered at her \u201cWe\u2019ve got some time to kill little lady, time to teach you a few tricks your big fancy rich man ain\u2019t never heard of.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole bit back the sob knowing that it would only bring a blow and she was dragged back to the cave. Once there Valdez began tearing the clothes from her body, no longer caring what marks he left, enjoying the prospect and imagining in equal delight the pain it would cost the Cartwrights when they finally found her body. He had every intention of telling them where to look once he was well clear with the money.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hawkes took Ben back to the trail and left him bound and blindfolded. Then he hurried back to the cave wanting his share of the fun. Time had no meaning for Carole; she could only try to separate herself from her body as she was savagely raped again and again. She tried to pray but instead of God\u2019s name it was her husband\u2019s name which came to her lips and somehow she couldn\u2019t even win peace by passing out, as the will to survive remained so strong.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss rode home as fast as he could, not even aware of the tears coursing down his cheeks, only aware of his brother\u2019s words, the way Adam had said goodbye, not expecting to be alive to see his brother again. Not fully fit and shocked by what had happened, Hoss had had a rare moment of open emotion and he was glad of it, glad that he\u2019d tried to tell Adam for once just how much he loved him. He arrived back home almost the same time as his father and saw at a glance just how shaken Ben was. Ben had been able to see that Carole had been beaten and from the disarray of her clothes and the look in her eyes, he was almost equally sure that she\u2019d been raped. If the two men would handle her so badly before showing her, what they might be doing now didn\u2019t bear thinking of and he was scared that she might end up welcoming death. Ben couldn\u2019t hide his fears and his big son\u2019s arrival home, tear-stained and alone, seemed plain evidence that they were no closer to finding her. Hoss came over as his father dismounted, the question clear in his eyes. Ben tried to be positive, \u201cShe was alive, a few bruises but no obvious injuries.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss hesitated, swallowing hard, \u201cHad they&#8230; you know what I mean.\u201d He was unable to put it into words but Ben didn\u2019t need him too, unable to meet his big son\u2019s gaze he said very sombrely\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI can\u2019t be sure Hoss but I\u2019m afraid so. Her clothes were torn, the expression in her eyes.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss rubbed his aching eyes; \u201cWe lost you soon after you left the trail where did they take you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben explained where the clearing was and for the first time Hoss looked up, a faint flicker of hope on his face. \u201cIt fits Pa. Adam\u2019s gambling that they\u2019re holed up in Frenchman\u2019s cave or one of the others along there. He and Joe were gonna check the sign around the caves.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded slowly, \u201cHe could well be right.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe has to be Pa, there\u2019s no time for anything else.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben frowned and gently touched his son\u2019s cheek, \u201cWhy the tears Hoss?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss turned away and lent his aching head against the big grey\u2019s neck and then he quietly told his father verbatim what Adam had said, why he had returned. He was barely audible as he finished \u201cIt was as though he was trying to say goodbye not just to me, to all of us. He didn\u2019t expect to see evening. He promised not to thrown his life away but&#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben gripped his shoulder \u201cEasy Hoss. He\u2019s overwrought, but Joe\u2019s with him too, don\u2019t underestimate your little brother. Adam won\u2019t look for death whatever happens, not with the children here.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYeah I know Pa.\u201d Hoss straightened up with a real effort \u201cGuess we\u2019re all a mite over emotional at the minute.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt does no harm once in awhile to show how much we love each other Son, even if we all know it. Come on let&#8217;s get washed up and then go and see how the children are before we have to move out again.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss nodded but he was glad of five minutes alone to wash his face and regain his composure before going into see Sue and the children. They had accepted her with a gratifying lack of fuss, even Mark, who was not surprisingly very fretful, but they all reacted with pleasure at seeing their grandfather and Uncle. Hop Sing brought them coffee and as they cuddled the children Ben and Hoss laid their plans, for their next move once Jess returned with the money. Ben had been ordered to leave the house again at two so there was over an hour before he could make a move but despite Hop Sing\u2019s attempts to persuade them neither man could face food.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Half an hour earlier Adam and Joe had ridden close to the caves and for the first time in hours Adam felt a surge of hope as he recognised the tracks of Carole\u2019s horse. Joe saw them too and he forced a grin \u201cLooks like you were right big brother.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded, very tense, \u201cWe\u2019ll leave the horses here, don\u2019t want to raise the alarm, it could still be one of several caves.\u201d The brothers dismounted and moving forward silently on foot making sure they stayed under cover wherever possible. Seeing the fresh tracks of one horse heading the same way, Joe commented, \u201cCould be the one who collected Pa. If he left Pa back on the trail he\u2019d just about have had time to get back here.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam bit his lip, \u201cLikely, so there are probably two of them with her. We\u2019re gonna have to be real careful or we\u2019ll just buy her a bullet.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll try anything Adam, you know that.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded but until he knew which cave there was no way to even try to make a plan. Five minutes later it seemed clear that the killers were indeed using Frenchman\u2019s cave and the brothers stopped by some rocks, from which they could see the entrance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Before they could make any plans at all Carole screamed as Valdez misused her body particularly brutally. The scream was abruptly cut off by a blow to the mouth and for a moment Adam lost all semblance of control, knowing what they must be doing to his beloved wife. He drew his gun and was about to run straight in, when Joe grabbed his right arm. Joe had never seen such insane fury on his brother\u2019s face and Adam tried to pull away from him, hitting out viciously. Only the weakened state of his left arm stopped him doing real damage, as his blows carried no weight. \u201cLet me go damn you.\u201d Adam just had sufficient control to keep his voice down but his whole will was on breaking free, getting to Carole and for the moment he just saw Joe as the enemy.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe realised that reason wasn\u2019t going to get him anywhere and letting go, he measured one punch and Adam not expecting it, took it right on the chin and crumpled where he stood. Joe caught his brother and pulled him back into cover. Joe was white and shaking as he heard the moans Carole could no longer prevent, but someone had to think, busting straight in would just get Carole killed and probably them as well. Joe had brought the canteen from Cochise\u2019s saddle and he gently held his brother and fed some to Adam needing to bring him round even though he knew the hell he was bringing Adam back to. He knelt by his brother and held Adam still with a firm grasp on his shoulders as he saw Adam stir. Adam heaved convulsively once trying to break away but weakened by his wound and the night of torment he was no match for his youngest brother. Hating Joe for a moment because he was keeping him from Carole. Adam begged, \u201cLet me go to her, you can hear what they\u2019re doing.\u201d His voice broke on a sob but Joe kept hold and shook his head. \u201cYou\u2019ll only get her killed and probably yourself too.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThey\u2019re killing her now.\u201d Adam sobbed in anguish \u201cYou can\u2019t expect me to sit here and listen.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI expect you to do what you have to, to try and save her life.\u201d Joe said, very gently wiping the first tears he\u2019d seen from his brother\u2019s cheeks. \u201cThink Adam, don\u2019t just walk in blind. The entrance is narrow; they\u2019ll be round the corner, bound to hear you. She\u2019ll be dead before you even get in sight and you\u2019ll be a sitting target.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam stared at his brother, knowing that Joe was right but he had to do something. The moans from the cave and his own imagination left him with just the almost uncontrollable urge to get to her, to stop it, and he couldn\u2019t think, not even aware that he was trembling uncontrollably. Joe realised that his brother was in no state to think or plan and tried to do it for him but each half \u2013formed plan seemed more likely than the last to end in disaster. Almost sure that they would kill Carole once they had finished with her. It was obvious that somehow the brothers had to get inside the cave. Joe tried to remember everything he knew about the cave, but apart from the previous autumn when he had been so ill, he hadn\u2019t been in it in years and his memories were distinctly blurred. Suddenly he remembered years earlier when Adam had pulled him out of an old mine after the main entrance had collapsed because he knew a back way in. He wondered if here, like that old mine, the Frenchman had dug a back way out, an escape passage in the event of trouble. He forced Adam to look at him but he had to repeat the question three times before it penetrated. For almost the first time since they\u2019d heard Carole scream, Joe saw a little sanity come back into his brother\u2019s eyes and when Adam sat up, he made no attempt to stop him. Adam tried to remember back over close on twenty years to the days when the Frenchman jabbering away had taught him the names of plants and animals in French and showed him his secret escape if anyone attacked. He frowned as he studied the hillside, much had changed bushes and trees grown up but the basic lie of the land was the same. \u201cYou\u2019re right Joe, There was, see that big pine, to the left there\u2019s a hanging rock. It came out just below that, but that was twenty years ago.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt has to be still open.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou try but they\u2019ll hear you. I\u2019ll give you time to get well in and then go in the front way. You pull Carole out.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cSuppose it doesn\u2019t go through or I\u2019m not in position?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThen I\u2019ll try to kill them both before they hurt her anymore. There\u2019s no time to check. Any minute they may leave to collect the money and kill her first. I\u2019ll give you ten minutes, it\u2019s as long as I dare.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe nodded, there was no time for words and with a swift hug he had to leave his brother, whispering \u201cGod be with you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Before Joe had even reached the rock they heard a horse coming out of the cave and both brothers froze, scared to be seen and scared that they were already too late.\u00a0 A moan was almost welcome as proof that she was still alive. Just one man left the cave, riding openly, seemingly unconcerned that he would be seen. As soon as he was out of sight Joe scrambled on up the hillside, with only one man inside maybe they had a chance. The entrance was just where Adam had told him and Joe slipped inside, glad that he was no bigger as it was a tight fit, the entrance overgrown and with rocks and soil fallen down over the years.\u00a0 As he edged further in the going was slightly easier and Joe made the best time that he could.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had stopped breathing on hearing the horse and his chest felt as though someone had tied a tight rope round it. He heard Carole and knew that she was still alive and he checked his gun to make sure that there was a bullet in the chamber, the urge to kill stronger than he\u2019d ever known. Whatever else happened he was going to kill the men, who had injured his son and misused his beloved wife. He was calm now, no longer trembling, trusting his little brother to be there to pull Carole out and not really caring what happened to him. The time he had promised Joe seemed to pass so very slowly and each of the ten minutes seemed to last an hour but eventually it was time to make a move. Adam drew his gun and walked slowly but very quietly towards the main entrance of the cave.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Valdez was still tormenting Carole, the more he could degrade her, in some way the more he could get his own back on the Cartwrights, who had everything he\u2019d always wanted. The first enjoyment had faded as she was barely conscious and no longer seemed to care and he knew that in a short while he would have to finish it and go meet Hawkes. Hawkes was to bring the money, once he had killed whoever delivered it and even with $250 000 at stake Valdez had no fears that Hawkes wouldn\u2019t meet him. Hawkes was much too scared of the retribution that would follow to attempt a double cross. Valdez hadn\u2019t spent years on the run without developing an excellent sense of danger and despite his present occupation, he heard the faint noises that Joe couldn\u2019t avoid as he edged through the tunnel. Not bothering even to cover himself up Valdez stood up from Carole and drew his gun. When the noise was repeated he put his gun away and pulling her to her feet held her close to him with a knife at her throat, but the next sound came from the main entrance and he moved slightly closer to it, holding Carole as a shield.\u00a0 To his delight Valdez saw Adam Cartwright standing there, his gun in his hand. It was a sight, which delighted him, of all the Cartwrights this was the one that he hated the most, the one with a coveted reputation as a fast gun, which he disdained. Valdez nicked Carole\u2019s skin just on her collarbone and grinned at the bright red trickle of blood, \u201cPut the gun away Cartwright or&#8230;.\u201d his grin broadened.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had no choice and put his gun back in his holster. Valdez, forgetting the noises, which had first alerted him, gloated glad now that his trousers were undone and Adam could see just what he\u2019d been doing. \u201cBeen teaching your wife some new tricks, pity she won\u2019t be able to show you.\u201d Seeing Adam tense Valdez shot him, with great care, just grazing his side along a rib. \u201cDon\u2019t try anything or she gets it.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam was aware of his wife\u2019s bruised and bloody naked body but for now he pushed it to one side, the important thing for now was to save her life and that depended on his little brother. He had to keep Valdez\u2019s attention until Joe could get through, even at the cost of his own life. Ice cold now there was something that he could do, Adam forced a slight smile, \u201cI presume force is the only way that you can get a woman?\u201d\u00a0 He had no difficulty in infusing an utter contempt into his voice and Valdez reacted with another bullet, this time hitting Adam\u2019s thigh, wanting somehow to cut this man down to size. With all that he had done to him Adam still barely seemed to recognise his existence. Adam staggered as the bullet hit him but otherwise showed no sign of pain, wanting to cover the noise that Joe was making, he raised his voice slightly. \u201cYou\u2019ve lost you know, we won\u2019t pay any ransom and a posse is on its way here right now. This whole area is surrounded, every hand we have. You can\u2019t take the boss\u2019 wife with impunity.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He made it sound convincing and scared Valdez shot again catching Adam just over the wound he\u2019d taken at the canyon. Carole stood stock-still, not having much choice with a knife at her neck, scared for Adam and so weak and ill she was barely holding onto her sense, just praying that her husband knew what he was doing.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe had heard the first shot while he was wrestling to dig his way round some fallen rocks in the tunnel. Fear for his brother and Carole gave him extra strength and he forced himself through the small gap. Then to his relief he heard Adam\u2019s voice, moving on as fast as he could he edged his way on listening carefully. He heard two further shots before he came to the entrance to the tunnel, half hidden behind a buttress of rock, which had once carried the old man\u2019s stores. Joe slipped out his gun at the ready and considered the situation. Valdez was to his right, holding Carole close to him and with his back to the wall and Joe hadn\u2019t got a clear shot. Adam was facing them, his gun in his holster and although he didn\u2019t show by as much as a flicker of an eye that he knew Joe was there, but Joe was sure that his brother knew. Valdez and Carole certainly didn\u2019t but although Valdez was playing with Adam, hurting him as much as he could, it obviously couldn\u2019t carry on. Joe could only see one thing to do and prayed that his brother was fast enough to take advantage of his move. In three strides he was on top of Valdez, pulling back the knife hand, hearing the wrist crack and pulling Carole down under him in almost the same movement, Adam had seen Joe and he spoke to cover his brother, praying that Joe would do exactly what he had. Adam wasn\u2019t even aware of what he was saying and as Joe reached out Adam went for his gun, throwing himself sideways as he did so. He knew he was fast but it was still close to suicide to try and draw against a gun already levelled at him. Praying that Joe\u2019s attack would distract Valdez for long enough Adam made his move, whatever happened to him, he had to get Valdez or both his wife and brother would die. Joe had had to put his gun away in order to make his move.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam had never been faster and as Carole\u2019s body was pulled away, no longer shielding Valdez, he fired twice, catching the Mexican in the chest close to the heart both times. He wasn\u2019t even sure if Valdez had fired, if he had the bullet had missed him. Adam was on his feet almost before Valdez hit the ground and he grabbed the Mexican\u2019s gun and then knelt down by Carole.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The suddenness of the action and the fall had completed the job of hours of pain and terror and she had finally passed out, but her pulse was strong as Joe quickly checked. The brothers knelt down by her, seeing the bruises, the teethmarks, and the blood all too clear evidence of the way the animals had misused her. Her clothes were in shreds and Adam very gently wiped away some of the foul evidence of rape from his wife\u2019s unconscious body and then wrapped her in a blanket, not daring to catch his brother\u2019s eye. Joe went over to Valdez and to his surprise found he was still alive. Hesitantly he told Adam, who sat back on his haunches. \u201cDo what you can Joe, we can\u2019t let him bleed to death but for God\u2019s sake cover him up.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe hastily did up Valdez trousers and put a bandage on; there was little else he could do. Adam had never wanted to kill anyone more than Valdez but now the immediate need to fight was over he couldn\u2019t reduce himself to the same level and leave the Mexican untended. Even though the temptation was strong, knowing that if he recovered he would gloat over what he had done to Carole. Joe finished doing what he could for the killer and turned to the much more important problem of dealing with his brother\u2019s injuries. Adam seemed to have forgotten his own wounds as he tried to feed a little water to his beloved wife, cradling her close, but after a few minutes Joe managed to persuade his brother to at least allow him to bandage them before he lost any more blood. Luckily none of them were serious but each had cost him some blood and already weakened by the ordeal, Joe couldn\u2019t help worrying about his eldest brother. Adam was far more concerned about Carole, physically she should recover but he could only dread the mental scars, which were bound to remain. He knew that he had a great deal to be thankful for that they had all survived, but he was too exhausted, completely drained, to do more than accept it. He was leaning very heavily on his youngest brother\u2019s strength, leaving it to Joe to plan how to get them home.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben had ridden out with the money, aware that Hoss and Jess were making their own ways separately paralleling the trail on either side. It was a risk he hadn\u2019t wanted to take; scared that it would backfire on Carole, but Hoss insisted it had been Adam\u2019s plan and they had to abide by his decision. Ben had to agree knowing that Hoss was right. If Adam lost his wife and survived himself to come back and find that he had lost his father too, on a job that he considered was really his own, it might well prove the last straw and cost him his sanity, at least temporarily. Hoss pushed hard to get his father\u2019s agreement, emphasising that they were sure that the killers had a personal grudge against them. He took the side of the trail, from which they expected contact to be made himself, leaving Jess the other. They kept well back but ensured that Ben remained in sight Hawkes had no intention of taking any risks. He knew that if the carrier was Adam Cartwright himself then Valdez wanted him brought back to the cave to humiliate him before they killed him, but otherwise he just wanted the courier dead. Hawkes was watching from the side of the trail and as soon as he identified Ben, still on the rangy grey, he levelled his rifle. He had a healthy respect for the Cartwright but it wasn\u2019t enough, Hoss caught sight of the rifle as the sun glinted on it and, moving forward quickly, he saw Hawkes waiting for a clear shot. He had given his brother his word and yelling a warning to his father he called to Hawkes to drop his gun.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hawkes turned and tried to line up on the big man who had appeared out of nowhere. The shots sounded as one and Hoss aimed for a shoulder, wanting to take him alive and able to talk but Hawkes fell from his horse. By the time Hoss reached him he was dead, he\u2019d caught a rock when he fell and broken his neck, Hoss stood up from the body as Ben and Jess rode up. \u201cHe was gonna ambush you Pa, take the money from your dead body. I tried to just wound him but he broke his neck\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben gripped his son\u2019s arm \u201cYou gave Adam your word and you\u2019ve kept it, Just pray that they have found her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWhat now? Backtrack him?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben thought for a minute, \u201cThere might be another ransom demand. One of us ought to be at the house. The other backtrack in case Adam and Joe need help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll go Pa, I\u2019m the best tracker.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAre you well enough?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll manage until this is settled.\u201d Hoss said resolutely.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded knowing that his own brain might be needed more at the house if there was a further demand and maybe Hoss was best placed to support his brothers. Jess said, \u201cI\u2019ll go with Hoss if that\u2019s alright?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou\u2019ve already done more than we could ask.\u201d Ben said considering the stern looking cowboy, knowing that Jess had become very close to his eldest son.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI couldn\u2019t settle anyway, I\u2019d much rather.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded and taking Hawke\u2019s horse with the body strapped over it, he hurried home to wait yet again. There was only one killer still at large but that was more than enough to take his sons and his daughter from him, if that hadn\u2019t already happened. His unspoken fear as Hoss and Jess rode out, was that they\u2019d find three dead bodies and all that would be left would be his big son and the three grandchildren.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss had the same fear and he pushed on hard, glad of the extra gun on his side but not talking to Jess. He was unwilling to even face such a good friend so he kept slightly ahead, scared that his face would reveal more than he wanted known. Jess could understand and respect the big man\u2019s reticence and made no attempt to come up level. The Cartwrights had all come to mean a great deal to him in the last couple of years and he was scared too.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">By the time Joe had done what he could for his brother it was obvious that despite anything they might do Valdez was dying and five minutes later, without ever regaining consciousness he was dead. Joe covered him and Adam stared bleakly at the body. \u201cI don\u2019t care if its wrong Joe, I\u2019m glad I killed him.\u201d He was shivering again, partly from the shock of his wound and partly reaction from the last hours.\u00a0 Joe handed him the brandy flask \u201cHave a drink Adam. You wouldn\u2019t be human if you weren\u2019t glad. He was an animal.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe busied himself tying the body over the saddle and then looked down at his brother and Carole, who was still lying unconscious. \u201cWhat do you want to do Adam?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBlackie carried us, he\u2019ll take Carole and I.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou\u2019re hurt, you can\u2019t carry her.\u201d Joe protested but his brother didn\u2019t even seem to hear and just told him to get the horses.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe knew when he was wasting his time in arguing and he went to get Blackie and Cochise. He tied the laden horse and Carole\u2019s mare on a long rope and then helped Adam into the saddle before passing Carole\u2019s inert body to him, warmly wrapped in all the blankets they had. Wordlessly the brothers set out on the twelve miles or so to home, at least able to travel rather faster than the previous autumn. Joe could see the pain, both physical and emotional, etched on his brother\u2019s face but he knew Adam would keep going at least until Carole was sleeping in her own bed and at least his wife was alive. Adam was almost beyond thought, just knowing that he had to get her home and somehow with love and care repair the damage, however long it took. He was in shock only he didn&#8217;t realise it, just forcing himself to do what had to be done. He talked softly to Carole the whole time even if she couldn\u2019t hear, just telling her that she was safe that he loved her and trying to say sorry for not keeping her safe, so very guilty. Every instruction to his body seemed to be a real effort and only took effect after a long delay. Adam just trusted his black stallion to take him home and Joe picked the quickest and easiest route.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe saw Hoss and Jess before he was seen, they were about a half a mile above them and with a quick word to Adam, which he was unsure had penetrated, he cut through to them. He\u2019d been hoping someone would appear to send for Doc and remove the body from Adam\u2019s sight. As he appeared out of the trees and on his own, Hoss\u2019 heart seemed to stand still and he grabbed onto his saddle for support but Joe seeing his fear was quick to say \u201cThey are both alive.\u201d As he pulled up by them \u201cPa?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cUnhurt. The other one is dead.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe jerked a thumb at the horse behind him \u201cAnd this one. They deserved it. Adam is bringing Carole, she\u2019s been pretty badly beaten.\u201d He looked over at Jess, \u201cWill you take this into town and get Doc out at once to Adam\u2019s\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Jess nodded \u201cOf course.\u201d He took the horse \u201cDoc will be there by the time you are. Then he headed straight for town, leaving Hoss looking at his brother \u201cWhat else Joe?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCarole has been savagely raped, not just once. She\u2019s unconscious, in a hell of a state. Physically I guess she\u2019ll recover in a few weeks but what it\u2019s done to her I can\u2019t begin to imagine.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss shut his eyes it was what he\u2019d feared and he could read in Joe\u2019s eyes just how bad it was. Eventually he asked \u201c Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI think he\u2019s in shock. He took three bullets before I could make a chance for him to get that&#8230; Only creases that monster was playing with Adam, tormenting him, hiding behind Carole\u2019s body. They sure as hell don\u2019t help but he won\u2019t hear of letting me carry her. We\u2019d better get back to him.\u201d Joe led the way back to Adam as he spoke and the brothers moved in one either side of him. For a while Adam didn\u2019t seem aware of then and even when he took it in, he showed no surprise at Hoss\u2019 arrival. Hoss didn\u2019t try to take Carole from his brother just assuring him that Doc would be waiting for them. Carole was unconscious and not aware of the discomfort of the journey so the brothers didn\u2019t stop and made reasonable time. With just over a mile to go Joe left Hoss to look after Adam and Carole and spurred on ahead. He wanted to warn Doc and Ben before Adam got back.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben was outside waiting, Doc had arrived some ten minutes earlier so he knew that all three were alive but as Joe dismounted he could see that the news wasn\u2019t good. SueEllen was upstairs with the children, they were unsettled by their parents\u2019 absence and fretful wouldn\u2019t settle for the night. Joe found it difficult to tell his father and Doc even though he knew that it was necessary and he went through to his brother\u2019s study and poured himself and his father very large brandies. He went to stare out of the window unable to face them but his voice was under control as he said \u201cDoc I\u2019m glad you\u2019re here but I don\u2019t know how much you can do. Carole is unconscious, reaction I guess.\u201d\u00a0 Joe stared out unseeingly as he described the bruises and bites on her body, the blood on her thighs, all signs of the savagery of the rape, Then he went onto explain how they\u2019d got her out and the injuries that Adam had received. Eventually he straightened his shoulders and turned to face them \u201cDoc for the moment I\u2019m more scared for my brother. I\u2019m sure that Carole will live though God knows what its done to her mind and I know Adam won\u2019t let you do anything for him until she\u2019s settled, but he\u2019s been in hell all night. He had to sit and listen to her screaming as they raped her and he\u2019s been hurt. He\u2019s in shock and I\u2019m not sure how he\u2019s kept going.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben went over to his youngest son and gently forced him down into a chair \u201cWe\u2019ll look after your brother Joseph, you don\u2019t look too far from shock yourself.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cPa I didn\u2019t know that men could do&#8230;\u201d Joe broke off and buried his face in his hands, but he slowly got a grip on himself. The important people just now were Adam and Carole.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">A few minutes later Hoss led the way into the yard and dismounted stiffly and painfully, more tired than he would admit, even to himself. Ben moved over to them and took Carole\u2019s blanket wrapped body from his eldest son \u201cI\u2019ll take her up to your room.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded, needing his brother\u2019s help to get down and leaning heavily on Hoss, as his thigh didn\u2019t want to support him, stiffened up during the ride. As he went in the house he pulled away from Hoss and slowly made his way upstairs to Carole, Doc and Ben had unwrapped her and despite Joe\u2019s warning they were shocked at what they saw. Ben helped his son into a chair by her bed, seeing the mixed love, compassion and anguish on his son\u2019s face as he looked at her. Just once Adam looked up as Doc bathed her body and put soothing ointment on. \u201cI killed one Pa. The other?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHoss shot him in the shoulder and he fell breaking his neck. They are both dead as they richly deserve.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded and then lent forward to help Doc ease Carole into a clean nightie and wrap the bedclothes round her. Doc stood back as Adam held his wife\u2019s hand, \u201cWhat can I say Adam? The physical injuries will heal in a few weeks nothing that serious. For the rest only time can help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam frowned, \u201cDoc what if she should&#8230; I mean if she\u2019s conceived?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc moved closer to him. He had known Adam most of his life and had never seen him so badly shaken. \u201cI can promise you that she won\u2019t carry any baby to term from this. At the first sign before any of us can even be sure I\u2019ll act.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIs it legal?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAdam I wouldn\u2019t sentence any woman to carry for nine months a continual reminder of this or any child to be born so hated.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam looked up at his father unsure if he was right to condemn an innocent unborn child. Ben gripped his shoulder \u201cIt probably won\u2019t happen, but if it should its the only way, for Carole\u2019s sake. If she has conceived it can only be a mistake of God\u2019s and we correct it, anything else would be inhuman.\u201d Adam relaxed fractionally but as Doc said \u201cCome through and let me have a look at you, he shook his head. \u201cNo I can\u2019t leave her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben took his hands and moved to block his view of Carole, \u201cAdam you\u2019re hurt. Almost out on your feet. I promise I\u2019ll stay with her, call you the minute she stirs. Let Doc help you and then get some rest. Then you\u2019ll be fit to help her when she wakes up and needs you more than ever before.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam couldn\u2019t seem to think and let himself be persuaded, little though he wanted it and at least agreed to let Doc see to his wounds. Doc helped him undress, cleaned and stitched his injuries and got them bandaged. None of them were serious as long as they didn\u2019t get infected but Adam had lost too much blood. For a while Adam just lay back, his eyes closed. The Doc\u2019s ministrations were painful but that was all happening far away, as though it was happening to someone else. After a while he asked, \u201cIs there anything I can do for her?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cGet some rest.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his head \u201cI shan\u2019t sleep, not yet, I have some thinking to do.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Paul studied him and sat down on the bed, gently holding Adam\u2019s arm and checking his pulse. \u201cI\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">don\u2019t think you are capable of it Adam. You\u2019re in shock, all the clinical signs, fast breathing, cold and clammy, fast pulse.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam ignored that \u201cI want to sit with her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cShe\u2019ll sleep until morning, I\u2019ve given her a sedative. Then you, probably only you, can help. Don\u2019t let her bottle it up. Get her to talk, even if it tears you apart, you\u2019re the only one she will talk to.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam nodded, \u201cI know that, but don\u2019t you see I have to come to terms with myself, before I can help her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc gripped his hand and turned his face, forcing Adam to look at him, \u201cAdam I\u2019ve known you since you were a child. I know what you\u2019ve been through these last hours, still are in many ways, but you have to know the truth. I\u2019ve never lied to you and I won\u2019t start now. Carole is a strong woman, she\u2019s proved that often enough, but she\u2019s going to need every ounce of that strength and all the love and care you, and your family, can give her. I\u2019ve never seen anything so savage and it may be days, even weeks before she can speak, maybe about anything. It could well be months or even years before she can be a true wife to you again, maybe never.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam sat up angrily, pulling away from the older man \u201cDo you think I care about that? I just want her to get better. If I have to stay celibate for the rest of my life it doesn\u2019t matter. Only Carole matters.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc patted his arm, \u201cI know Adam but it had to be said.\u201d He got out a sedative \u201cYou need this as much, maybe more than Carole did. Will you take it?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his head \u201cShe might need me.\u201d That settled things as far as he was concerned and he pulled his shirt and jacket back on before going back to join his wife. Ben was sitting by her bed, staring down at his daughter-in-law, tracing the signs of fear and exhaustion, the tension still so clear on her face even as she slept. For a moment he wasn\u2019t even aware of Adam until his son pulled up a chair opposite and sat down, gently taking his wife\u2019s hand in his. Even that slight touch upset her and she pulled away moaning softly. Ben saw the pain on his son\u2019s face and looked over questioningly at Doc.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Doc jerked his head towards the corridor and the two men went out leaving Adam alone with Carole. Doc said \u201cI can\u2019t persuade him to rest, he says he has to think but he couldn\u2019t even if he tried, he\u2019s in shock and really needs to break down but there\u2019s noway I can force that and I can\u2019t even force him to take a sedative.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow badly is he hurt?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCould be a lot worse. He\u2019s taken four bullets, one yesterday, three today. Two are in the upper left arm, one along the thigh and one along the right ribs. The earliest was the worse but even that\u2019s only a flesh wound. The rest are just creases and young Joe dealt with them fairly smartly. He\u2019s lost blood and with his general state of shock that doesn\u2019t help. Try and force him to rest Ben, he can\u2019t help Carole anyway, not yet.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded and went back in but Adam wasn\u2019t even aware of his father and Ben realised it and left him for a few minutes wanting a drink and a few minutes to decide how best to reach his son. Adam didn\u2019t even notice his father going out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Downstairs Hoss and Joe were sitting on the hearthrug in the study, close together as though for comfort, but they hadn\u2019t been speaking for a long time. Both were too tired and shaken to want food, although neither had eaten all day. They were glad of the warmth of coffee and brandy, Joe slowly told his brother how he\u2019d had to knock Adam down to stop him going headlong into the cave when they heard Carole scream. He stared into the fire \u201cI held him down forced him to sit there and listen while they&#8230;. Do you think he\u2019ll ever be able to forgive me?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHell Joe from what you said, if\u2019n he\u2019d barged in he\u2019d just have got himself and Carole killed. You had to stop him. Near enough got himself killed anyway.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know Hoss but I\u2019ve never seen an expression like it. Cost him more pain than the worst injury he\u2019s ever had. To listen and wait, knowing and now seeing what &#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe\u2019ll not blame you Joe.\u201d Hoss said with certainty \u201cBy my reckoning you did all anyone could. All we can do now is try and help, \u2018cause this ain\u2019t over yet, reckon the effects are gonna last a real long time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">On that thought the two brothers fell silent, staring into the fire, both seeing the future and for once dreading it. Eventually Ben came in and went over to pour himself a drink. His sons looked up and Joe asked, \u201cHow are they?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cDoc is going home. He\u2019s done all he can. They\u2019ll both live but just how bad Carole is, I guess we have to wait until she can talk.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIs Adam resting?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe\u2019s sitting with her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe came to his feet at that, \u201cPa he\u2019s ill, exhausted.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou don\u2019t need to tell me that Joseph, but so far I haven\u2019t been able to persuade him to rest, or even talk. I just wish he\u2019d break down but&#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss looked up, worry very clear on his face \u201cPa he\u2019s out on his feet, can\u2019t you force him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben looked at his sons, \u201cI\u2019m trying to think how Hoss, but he\u2019s not the only one, you two both look terrible.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHave you looked in a mirror lately Pa?\u201d Joe asked quietly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know Joe and we have to plan. Adam and Carole are going to need help with the children, maybe for a long time. Some of us must be rested by morning.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cEasy said Pa, we love her too.\u201d Hoss murmured despairingly<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben gripped his big son\u2019s shoulder, \u201cHoss, it won\u2019t help for you to be ill again. You\u2019re exhausted.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAdam\u2019s the important one.\u201d Hoss insisted.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe added, \u201cI don\u2019t think he\u2019ll rest until he breaks down.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben could only agree but as he said \u201cI can\u2019t force him to do that Joe but maybe I can force him to rest. Doc\u2019s left a strong sedative. Hoss I know how you feel, but get to bed. Maybe a dose of laudanum wouldn\u2019t do you any harm.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss accepted Joe\u2019s help to get back to his feet \u201cGuess maybe I will Pa. I keep seeing Adam\u2019s face and I\u2019m scared we\u2019re all gonna have all too much time to try and help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben sighed heavily knowing that his big son was right but for now he concentrated on practicalities. \u201cCome on Hoss I\u2019ll give you a hand upstairs. Joseph will you get some warm milk please.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben helped Hoss undress and get into a spare bed and then poured him a dose of laudanum; at least one of his sons would get some rest. Then he went into the children\u2019s room to find SueEllen had made herself up a bed with Hop Sing\u2019s help. All three children were sleeping peacefully but she was still awake. She sat up, pulling a blanket round her \u201cHow is she?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben sat down heavily \u201cThank you for staying SueEllen. For public consumption Carole has been badly beaten but she\u2019s also been savagely raped. Physically she\u2019ll recover but what effect it\u2019ll have on her, only time will tell. At least she\u2019s alive.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnything I can do Mr Cartwright, please ask.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe will Sue and thank you. Hoss is sleeping, he\u2019s not well enough yet to miss sleep, especially with the tension and worry of the last two days.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m glad. How about Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019m just going to try and force him to rest now. You get some sleep too. Have you everything that you need?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYes thank you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded he knew he ought to try and say just how grateful they were for her help, but for now he couldn\u2019t find the words, badly shaken himself. Joe was waiting for him with a glass of milk and Ben poured the sedative into it. \u201cCome on Joe, you can stay with her while I get him to bed.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The two men went in to join Adam and Carole to find Adam sitting, staring down at her. He was not thinking at all clearly and he was swaying slightly as he sat and trembling uncontrollably. Joe looked horrified and moved swiftly behind his brother, gripping his shoulders. Adam lent back against his brother, so cold, he was glad of Joe\u2019s warmth. Ben knelt down by his son and took Adam\u2019s hand. \u201cYou\u2019re frozen at least drink this warm milk.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t want.\u201d\u00a0 Adam protested, scared that it would make him sick but Ben wouldn\u2019t accept it.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAdam you are making yourself ill, that doesn\u2019t help Carole. You must rest. You\u2019re not thinking straight so let us think for you.\u201d Ben held the milk to his son\u2019s mouth and Joe gently wiped his forehead, \u201cDrink it Adam.\u201d It was easier to give in and do as they asked and Adam slowly sipped the warm milk. The sedative didn\u2019t take long to effect him and he made no protest as his father and brother helped him into the next room. As settled down on the bed, Ben promised \u201cOne of us will stay with her, you just try and rest.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam focused on him with an effort \u201cYou drugged me Pa.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI had to Adam for both your sakes.\u201d Ben pulled the blankets tightly round his son. \u201cSomeone will be here if you want anything, try and sleep.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben went back in to find Joe tucking the blankets more tightly round Carole and he gripped Joe\u2019s shoulder \u201cJoseph I know how tired you are. Go and get some rest. If you take the other bed in with Adam, you\u2019ll be there if he needs anything.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHow about you Pa?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI promised that one of us would stay with Carole. I\u2019ll call you about two, change over.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe nodded, he was worn out, watching his brother\u2019s anguish unable to help and so scared for his sister. It had been one of the longest night he&#8217;d ever known. For nearly two hours Ben sat quietly by Carole. He had checked once and all three of his sons were resting. He cursed the two men who had done this and prayed for Carole\u2019s recovery, thanking God for her survival but still asking for more, her full recovery, keeping calm by trusting in God\u2019s infinite charity. She was sleeping very deeply and Ben dozed off by her bedside. He was awake instantly as his youngest son came in looking very worried. Ben joined him over at the door \u201cWhat\u2019s wrong?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIt\u2019s Adam, having a nightmare I guess, I can\u2019t wake him up but he\u2019s moaning and crying. In his sleep, great sobs.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben went in with Joe to find Adam\u2019s pillow wet with tears, sobs wracking his son\u2019s body, but even so Adam was apparently fast asleep. Ben sat down to hold Adam trying to calm him with the familiar touch. \u201cI wanted him to breakdown, even like this maybe it helps. Get a clean pillow Joe.\u201d Ben talked softly to his son rubbing his back in circles as he had with the young child so many years earlier, telling him that everything was under control, everyone safe.\u201d Joe wiped his brother\u2019s face and settled him onto a clean pillow, \u201cHe\u2019s running a temperature Pa.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNot surprising Joseph. Try not to worry Adam is strong, he\u2019ll put all this behind him in time, even if he never forgets.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI don\u2019t think I could get back to sleep Pa. I\u2019ll stay with Carole.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded \u201cAlright son, but don\u2019t underestimate her, she\u2019s a remarkable woman as we\u2019ve said before.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe was still sitting by Carole when his brother came in just before dawn. The enforced rest didn&#8217;t seem to have helped much, but at least Adam was no longer trembling over the shock of his wounds and events. Joe looked up \u201cShe hasn\u2019t stirred all night.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll stay now. Go and get some rest Joe.\u201d \u201cI had some earlier. Do you want coffee, something to eat?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust coffee, if you\u2019re getting.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou haven\u2019t eaten for two days.\u201d Joe pushed gently but he was totally ignored as all Adam\u2019s attention was on his wife. Adam sat down by her, not touching his wife, remembering how she\u2019d flinched away from him. He could think now and knew that he might have to face months of that before she could even bear his touch and that he would have to fight down the urge to take her in his arms and comfort her. He had to make it clear that he wanted to but only when she was ready. He thought of the men, who\u2019d done it, glad that they were dead and yet ashamed of his urge to kill. Never before had he felt it so strongly, except maybe for that instant when Addison had told him that Carole was dead. He thought of the possible unborn child whom he had already planned and arranged to kill for Carole\u2019s sake and maybe for his own. He hated himself, blaming himself for letting it happen and tormented by his memories, the screams he\u2019d had to listen to, the sight of his beloved wife\u2019s abused body; confused and in pain slightly feverish Adam tried to sort out his own thoughts and feelings. He needed to be in the best position to help Carole when she finally awoke.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe brought coffee and Adam sipped it grateful for the warmth. Then hearing a child cry he left Joe with Carole for a minute and went to his sons. Mark was crying and Sue was about to lift him from his bed when Adam appeared. Hardly even taking in who was there, Adam said, \u201cI\u2019ll take him.\u201d He picked up the little boy and held him close, ignoring the pain in his left arm as Mark\u2019s weight came on it. Mark stopped crying as his father held him and snuggling close asked for Mummy. Adam\u2019s voice was gentle but there was pain in his eyes as he explained that Mummy was still asleep, because she wasn\u2019t feeling very well.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cLike Uncle Hoss?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cJust like that, she\u2019ll be better soon, but for a day or two you\u2019ll have to put up with one of us, let Mummy rest.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cCan I see her, show her my arm?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam bit his lip trying to ensure his voice was under control. \u201cMaybe later if she feels better. I haven\u2019t seen your smart new plaster. Did Doc do it for you?\u201d Slowly Adam distracted the little boy and Mark began prattling away. Only then did Adam look over to Sue as she fed Marie, suddenly puzzled by her presence. Sue smiled \u201cHoss asked me to come out and help with the children, the day before yesterday. I am a nurse. They were very good all day, seem to accept me. Doc has notified the hospital and I can stay as long as you need help.\u201d Adam nodded, he&#8217;d take all the help he could get and almost to himself he said &#8220;Just like Hoss, a heart as big as you are Sue Riley.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She blushed but as David began climbing on his father she remembered that Adam had been hurt. \u201cGently David, your father is&#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his head, \u201cLet him come, it\u2019s been hard on them too.\u201d Adam buried his face against his sons\u2019 soft hair, at least some parts of his world were intact, and they were reassuringly normal. He stayed for ten minutes until Marie was fed and changed and then put the twins down.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll see you later but you do as Sue tells you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ll get them dressed and fed, don\u2019t worry.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI won\u2019t, bless you.\u201d Adam kissed her cheek and went back to his wife where he didn&#8217;t even dare do that. Joe had been about to call him, Carole was restless. \u201cDo you want me to stay Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo I\u2019d rather be on my own.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cWe\u2019ll be downstairs, just call if you need anything.\u201d Joe hesitated but there was noway he could help Adam and he left his brother alone as he\u2019d asked. Five minutes later Carole opened her eyes, sore and tired, at first she couldn\u2019t remember anything. Adam made no attempt to touch her just speaking quietly, \u201cYou\u2019re home safely my darling, in your own bed, everything is going to be alright,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She stared at him, puzzled by the pain and strain on his face and then slowly memory filtered in,\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMark?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe\u2019s fine darling, eager to come and show you his smart plaster arm. It\u2019s already getting dirty.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She flinched away from him, remembering the men, what had happened and terror flared in her eyes. Adam said \u201cEasy my love. They are both dead and you\u2019re safe. I love you Carole, I\u2019d give the world to have stopped what happened but its over, you\u2019re home safe and I love you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She didn\u2019t seem to hear him and as memory came back, she began to scream. Screams she\u2019d tried to control not to give them satisfaction but which would no longer be gainsaid. As she threw herself about the bed Adam moved instinctively to hold her still but as he touched her, she flinched away as though a red-hot poker had touched her and her screams redoubled. Adam knew that nothing he was saying was getting through and he didn\u2019t know what to do. Slowly he was aware of Ben, Hoss and Joe by him but it was Sue who took control. \u201cDid Doc leave any sedative, Mr Cartwright?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded and hurried over to the table for it and a glass. He poured it out and Sue held Carole still and forced it expertly down her throat. Slowly Carol\u2019s screams became more muted and Sue looked up, \u201cShe\u2019ll sleep for a while. Try not to worry too much, she\u2019ll probably be a lot better for getting it out of her system, next time she wakes up, she\u2019ll probably be more rational.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded but he was sure her words hadn\u2019t penetrated to Adam. At each scream Adam had flinched as though at intense physical pain and his son was white to his lips. He signalled Hoss over and told him to take his brother downstairs. Hoss picked Adam up and ignoring his protests carried his eldest brother down to his study. Sue tried to reassure them again and promised to stay with Carole, Marie was asleep and Hop Sing was looking after the twins. As Ben got to his feet looking twenty years older than normal, Sue gently gripped his arm, \u201cThis was inevitable Mr Cartwright, try not to worry and try to convince Adam that it doesn\u2019t mean anything, just a release of tension.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThank you Sue. Come on Joseph.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u00a0Hoss had put Adam down in his chair and then poured him a large brandy and forced his brother to drink a little. Then Adam had buried his face in his hands, tears streaming down his cheeks as his worst fears seemed to be realised. He was so scared that the ordeal had cost Carole her sanity and he knew that there were no facilities or help for the mentally ill and he was unable to help, his very touch making her worse.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">His family gathered by him and Ben pulled a chair close and took his son\u2019s hands, but Adam wouldn\u2019t look at him, not even wanting his family to see his utter despair. Ben gently rubbed his son\u2019s hands feeling the cold emanating from him. \u201cAdam listen to me, I have never lied to you and I am not now. It is too early to say how badly Carole is affected. That ordeal was bound to take its toll, her nerves have been stretched past breaking point and there had to be a reaction. Just like your\u2019s. We\u2019ll help her and she\u2019ll recover. I don\u2019t know how long but you can do it and we\u2019ll help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI&#8230;I can\u2019t even hold her hand.\u201d Adam fought for control but his youngest brother sat on the arm of the chair and put his arm round Adam\u2019s shoulders, \u201cDon\u2019t fight it brother. Let it go. Carole needed to break down and so do you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam pulled away from his father burying his face in his hands again and Ben put a hand gently on his hair \u201cJoe\u2019s right Son.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam shook his father off and went over to the window, staring out unseeingly trying to wipe the tears from his eyes, leaving Ben and Joe looking at each other, both wanting to help but not knowing how. Hoss couldn\u2019t take the tension he could see in his brother any longer and he went over to Adam and pulled him close, \u201cFor God\u2019s sake stop being so damned stubborn. You\u2019ve been living in hell and you\u2019re gonna stay there a while yet. Let go for once in your life.\u201d Adam tried to pull away but Hoss wasn\u2019t having it and feeling his brother\u2019s warm strength envelop him, Adam finally gave in and turning to Hoss he sobbed out some of his pain and fear on his brother\u2019s shoulder. Feeling his brother\u2019s weakness Hoss gently led him to a chair, but even then he stayed close his arm round Adam. Ben and Joe were relieved to see it; Hoss had finally managed what they had been trying to do and broken through Adam\u2019s shell. It was fully five minutes before Adam\u2019s sobs eased and Joe moved forward to hand his brother a clean handkerchief. Even then it was another ten minutes before Adam lifted his head and seeing the compassion on his family\u2019s faces he smiled faintly, \u201cI guess you were all right. I needed that and maybe Carole needed to scream. I could do with some coffee Joe.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe nodded and hurried out. Adam watched him go \u201cI owe Joe a great deal. He was thinking out there when I couldn&#8217;t.&#8221; He fingered the bruise on his jaw where Joe had hit him. \u201cI\u2019d have got all of us killed.\u201d Slowly as though a dam had burst Adam began to talk, disjointed, jumping about in time, just a little of his fears how he had tried to find her, how much he had lent on his brothers. Slowly he relaxed a little and found some measure of control as he talked and an hour later Ben was even able to persuade him to eat a light meal before he returned to Carole. Joe joined his brother but managed even less than Adam and Ben insisted that Joe go and get some sleep, he\u2019d had very little.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss had joined Sue while his brothers ate and told her that Adam was a bit better for talking. He asked her what she really though but Sue shook her head. \u201cI don\u2019t know her, can\u2019t tell how she\u2019ll react. She\u2019s got one thing going for her, a husband who worships her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe does that.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIts very obvious Hoss, if anything can help that will.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss put his arm round her and she relaxed against him. Hoss was more grateful than he could say, for the way she\u2019d tried to help his brother, and the efficient way she\u2019d taken control of Carole when her screaming threatened to drive Adam into collapse.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam came back up and tried to thank Sue but she pushed off the thanks, she was a nurse, it was what she was trained for. Adam accepted that but said \u201cEven nurses aren\u2019t on duty all the time. Pa has the children and I can manage now. Hoss why don\u2019t you take her out for a ride or something, you\u2019ve both earnt a break.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou\u2019ll be okay on your own?\u201d Hoss queried and Adam gripped his hand momentarily, \u201cI will now big brother, thanks to you. Feel much better.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hoss could see that ad he nodded and led Sue out, leaving Adam alone with his wife. Adam picked up his bible, which his father had been reading the previous night and forced himself to read it as he sat by Carole, praying for her and slowly thinking more clearly. It was an hour before she stirred again and he put the bible down and smiled at her. \u201cEasy my sweet, just try and relax. I love you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole bit her lip; memories all too vivid, Adam poured her out some coffee which Ben had brought in some ten minutes earlier. He only half filled the cup and very carefully lifted her head, his hand under her pillow so that he didn\u2019t actually touch her as he fed her the coffee.\u00a0 Carole didn\u2019t want to talk but listened as Adam tried to reassure her that everything would be alright, that he loved her so very much. Still very dopey from the sedative she was on the verge of dozing off again but she forced her eyes open for the one question she had to ask. \u201cAdam you were hit, are you alright?\u201d For the first time she touched his arm, very tentatively but of her own accord, Adam covered her hand and to his infinite relief she didn\u2019t flinch away. \u201cNothing serious my love. The important thing is you\u2019re safe and I love you so very much.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole felt unclean, as though she\u2019d shamed him. Somehow she should have fought harder and she couldn\u2019t talk, even to Adam and drew away from him again. Seeing the pity and compassion in his eyes, even the pain but somehow not aware of the love, despite his words. Feeling that he couldn\u2019t want those men\u2019s leavings, she misinterpreted Adam\u2019s hesitation in touching her and turned away not wanting to look at him, tried to lose herself in sleep again.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam was very relieved to see sanity back in her eyes and scared to push her, fought against the urge to take her in his arms, not realising how she was misunderstanding his failure to do so. He sat by her until she slept and then called his father to take over while he spent a little time with his children. Ben was pleased to see him, much calmer and Adam told him briefly how much more like herself she had been. He was confident now that he would find a way to help her put this behind them, even if it did take time<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">At least in front of his family Adam maintained the confident front; but by evening as Carole accepted the minimum ministrations from him, barely ate and wouldn\u2019t talk, not even wanting to see her children, he was scared it would take a very long time. Doc had said to get her to talk about it but Adam couldn\u2019t, not yet. He had enough trouble getting a simple yes or no out of her and the only time he had tried to take her hand he\u2019d been rebuffed. She had allowed him to feed her a little but then turned away. Adam found a little peace with his children who seemed singularly unmarked by their ordeal and it wasn\u2019t until they were in bed that he sank back into his own dark thoughts. Ben was sitting with Carole and Hoss was with Sue, so Joe was left with his brother. Joe asked quietly \u201cDo you want to talk?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam sighed heavily. \u201cI\u2019m alright Joe. Thanks to you I have a lot to be grateful for. She\u2019s alive and physically she\u2019ll recover and at least she\u2019s still sane.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIts bound to take time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know but its so hard not to be able to put my arms round her. I want to comfort her and all I have is words and what can I say?\u201d Adam near exhaustion again shivered.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe didn\u2019t know how to help and suggested \u201cWhy don\u2019t you get some rest?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMight as well. She prefers Sue to any of us. Rests much easier with Pa than when I\u2019m there.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Joe heard the note of bitterness in Adam\u2019s voice, understanding his utter helplessness, as his beloved wife preferred a stranger to nurse her. \u201cMaybe it\u2019s natural Adam, another woman.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know Joe. I can understand. I don\u2019t blame her, but it doesn\u2019t make it any easier.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam wanted to be alone and went up to a bed in one of the spare rooms but slept very little.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">From just after 2 a.m. he sat with Carole as she slept. At least while she did so his presence didn\u2019t disturb her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The next day was no better. Its only bright spot for Adam was Carole\u2019s desire to see the children but she still drew away from him, preferring other people to tend her, especially Sue. Adam made no comment but unable to sleep or eat, he grew increasingly drawn, the skin on his face taut, black smudges under his eyes. He did whatever Carole would permit; forced himself to play with the children and spent hours staring unseeingly, either into the fire or out the window. He wouldn\u2019t talk and Ben couldn\u2019t force him. Ben, Hoss and Joe all stayed at Adam\u2019s house along with Hop Sing and Sue, helping where they could but there was little anyone could do apart from look after the children. Sue had about given up the children and spent her time nursing Carole but even she couldn\u2019t get Carole to talk. She could only report that physically Carole was recovering well. Ben knew the same didn\u2019t apply to his son, under continuing strain Adam was weakening, his wounds showing little sign of healing. He was feverish every evening and Ben knew that he was barely sleeping and only forcing a little food down under protest.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Four days later Doc came back to check and pleased with Carole\u2019s physical recovery he told her that she could get up. Then he insisted on checking Adam over, shocked by how ill he looked. Adam allowed him to redress his wounds but then got dressed again, totally ignoring Doc\u2019s advice to rest in bed for a couple of days. Doc tried lecturing him about eating and sleeping properly but was well aware that Adam hadn\u2019t heard a word so he went in search of Ben. Despite Adam\u2019s marriage Doc was well aware that Ben could still occasionally get his own way with his son.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben was in the study with Joe, making a half-hearted effort to plan the work for the next part of the year, when Doc came in frowning. \u201cThat boy of yours is going to collapse unless you talk some sense into him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben and Joe looked at each other and Joe said, \u201cEasier said than done. What he needs is for Carole to accept his help, She\u2019ll turn to any of us before him and its eating him alive.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben said, \u201cI\u2019ll try and talk to him. How is Carole?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMuch better physically. Mentally I don\u2019t know. She still needs to talk, I tried without success and SueEllen has tried. Still it\u2019s early days and if its any consolation she could be a lot worse. Its bound to take time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben did try to talk to Adam but couldn\u2019t flatter himself that Adam had even heard what he said, but he did manage to persuade Adam to join his family for dinner. Sue was with Carole in her room and hoped to bring her down after the meal. Adam was just pushing the food around on his plate and despite Ben\u2019s protests left it. \u201cI\u2019m not hungry Pa. Please don\u2019t fuss, I\u2019m not a child.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam went over to the window to stare blankly out and Ben looked at his other sons unsure how to help. Hoss and Joe both shrugged, wanting to help but not knowing how.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ten minutes later Carole came down with Sue. Adam moved over to help her down but she turned to Sue and lent on the tall redhead, ignoring her husband. Adam watched her go over to the fire, his eyes blurred with unshed tears, but as Joe touched his arm in mute sympathy, he blinked hard and went over to sit near her. He took care not to touch her, forcing himself to talk normally to her, but she wouldn\u2019t answer him, concentrating on the children. After a while Adam got up and went through almost blindly into the study. Ben followed his son in but Adam wouldn\u2019t face him, pouring out a large brandy. He downed it in one and refilled his glass unable to face the present anymore. He just wanted to forget and maybe the brandy would help. Ben went over, \u201cThat won\u2019t help Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI\u2019ve tried everything else I know, maybe nothing can help.\u201d Adam rubbed his eyes \u201cI\u2019m sorry Pa, I don\u2019t feel too special.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cUnderstatement of the year! Doc warned it would take time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI know. I guess I didn\u2019t realise how much it would hurt. She won\u2019t even let me near her, not even to talk. I don\u2019t know how much more I can take Pa.\u201d Adam looked at his father, the anguish clear in his eyes and Ben moved to him and held his son close. \u201cYou\u2019ll take it because you love her. God will give you the strength but he needs some help. You\u2019ve hardly eaten and I know you aren\u2019t sleeping. At least take some laudanum, get some rest.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cIf only I could hold her &#8230;.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThe only thing that can help is time.\u201d Ben felt his son shiver but slowly Adam got a grip on himself. Determined not to upset Carole or the children, he forced himself to go back and try to be natural.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole was tormented by memories, unable to talk to anyone, sure that Adam no longer wanted her and she couldn\u2019t bear that and tried to avoid him and the continual reminders. Not sleeping much she had too many hours to think, scared she had lost him and she had begun to wish those men had just killed her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sue watched Adam grow weaker and knew from the little Hoss had said that he was desperately worried about his brother. Day by day Carole clung more to her, the only other woman, but she wouldn\u2019t talk about what had happened or her husband, not even seeming to see how ill he looked. Although Sue had to admit he did a remarkable job of covering up when his wife was around. All four men were infinitely gentle with Carole, letting her take the lead in what she was prepared to say and do but Sue was slowly beginning to doubt if that was the best way. A virgin herself she had little to guide her but she had learnt what love was about, admitting to herself that she was very much in love with Hoss, although unsure of his feelings. The care and affection he gave her was more than she\u2019d ever known and if that was all he wanted then she\u2019d settle for it, convinced that she was no prize. Loving one brother and watching Adam with his children and his family, seeing the way he looked at Carole, she wanted desperately to help. She had hinted to Hoss that maybe Carole should be helped to face facts but he\u2019d been horrified at the mere idea, Carole had had enough. Sue was rapidly coming to the conclusion that Carole was strong enough to take a bit of pushing and that it was Adam who\u2019d had more than enough.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam knew that he couldn\u2019t carry on the way he was going, he had found himself snapping at David as the little boy ran through the room playing and despite David quickly forgetting after a cuddle with his father, Adam didn\u2019t. It was hard enough anyway on the children with their mother so unlike her normal self, without their father losing his temper over nothing. In desperation he accepted a sleeping draught and went slowly up to bed soon after Carole went up. Adam went in to check that she was alright and stood staring down at her at least Carole was sleeping peacefully. He stood watching her for over an hour praying that she would come back to him eventually and then went through to the spare room and took the sleeping draught, welcoming oblivion for at least a few hours. Even with the drug he was very restless his arm painful and he didn\u2019t gain much from his sleep.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Downstairs the other three Cartwrights agreed with Sue that Adam had taken more than enough. They knew that he was about at the end of his tether and yet there was no way to help him. They talked round in circles for more than an hour but apart from confirming their individual fears it didn\u2019t help. Noone could see a way forwards and they began to dread the days ahead.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">The following morning, a week after the kidnapping, Sue went in to join Carole to see if she was coming down to breakfast or wanted a tray. Carole hesitated and then asked if Adam was up. Hearing that he was downstairs she opted for a tray, despite being already dressed. As though that crystallised her thoughts Sue sat down on the bed, \u201cWhy are you avoiding him, he\u2019s your husband.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">There was no answer and Carole turned away but Sue wouldn\u2019t let her and forced the smaller woman to look at her. \u201cCan\u2019t you see what you\u2019re doing to him? I know you had a terrible ordeal but he only wants to help, he won\u2019t ever touch you until you want him to. Surely you can see that, he\u2019s your husband. You must know him well enough to trust him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole said in sudden anguish \u201cHe doesn\u2019t want to touch me, I\u2019m dirty defiled.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sue shocked said, \u201cYou can\u2019t believe that. He just doesn\u2019t want to upset you; every instinct in him is to take hold of you. I hardly know him but I can see it, you can\u2019t be that blind. He doesn\u2019t care what those men did; he\u2019s just scared of hurting you. He\u2019s making himself ill because he loves you and you turn away from him.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole frowned, but for the first time a spark of hope lit her eyes. \u201cDo you really think so?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Sue shook her head at the pair of them but, her mind made up, she ordered Carole to stay put. She hurried downstairs where Adam was at breakfast with his father and brothers, although he was just sipping coffee unable to face food. Sue pulled out a chair next to him, \u201cAdam I know I\u2019m an outsider here but do you realise that your wife is eating her heart out because you won\u2019t take her in your arms, scared that you don\u2019t want her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam looked at her blankly and Sue smiled \u201cShe just said so, about in tears. Go to her.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam didn\u2019t need anymore and he took the stairs three at a time, leaving Sue at the table looking guilty but self-satisfied. Adam went in and seeing Carole sitting on the bed, he held out his arms &#8220;Darling?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole almost threw herself into them, &#8220;I\u2019ve been such a fool.\u201d She sobbed on his shoulder and felt his hot tears on her arm. They clung together, incoherent for while, both admitting the mistakes they\u2019d made. Adam wished he\u2019d followed his instincts and ignored Doc\u2019s advice but it had seemed to make sense at the time, given her initial reactions. Slowly over the next two hours Carole told Adam what had happened and he told her a little of how he had found her. She cuddled close to him, relaxing as she realised what she should have known all along that Adam was just so very sorry she\u2019d had the pain but he loved her as much as ever. She couldn\u2019t imagine how she could have been so foolish. She asked him the thing that had been worrying her, suppose she\u2019d conceived? Adam was able to reassure her that if there was even a suspicion it would be dealt with.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Eventually Adam brought water and washed Carole\u2019s face and then his own and more relaxed than he\u2019d been since the events at the canyon, he put his arm round her and led her downstairs.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">He looked so much better despite the pain of his wounds and lack of food and sleep that his family all grinned broadly as the pair appeared. Adam went over to Sue, \u201cHow do I thank you Sue? God knows how long the pair of us would have gone on being blind without your help.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNo thanks needed. You might both try eating though and then you won\u2019t need a nurse.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cFed up with us already? \u201c Hoss asked lightly<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou know I\u2019m not.\u201d Sue said instantly and then blushed as she realised how it sounded, \u201cJust want them to recover.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cOh we will.\u201d Adam said with certainty \u201cThose two evil men have already caused far more trouble than they were worth. We won\u2019t let it last, will we Carole?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">She snuggled closer to him but even so she knew it would be a while before she could join him in bed with real joy. Adam didn\u2019t care about that, not for now, it was enough to be able to hold her close and know that she was there willingly and that he could help to dispel the black memories.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">By lunchtime lack of sleep and food,, and the pain and worry he\u2019d lived with for the last week were catching up with Adam. He couldn\u2019t manage much food even though so much happier with Carole more herself and sitting down to check some documents he fell asleep in the chair. Carole stood staring down at him for a long time, only now really seeing how ill her husband looked. Hoss had taken Sue out for a ride, Joe was playing with the twins and Marie was asleep so she turned to Ben \u201cPa can I talk to you?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben nodded \u201cOf course. Let\u2019s go through into the study. Joe?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI won\u2019t let them wake him.&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben opened the door and let Carole go through. She sat down and stared into the fire \u201cI haven\u2019t been fair to him these last few days, I hadn\u2019t realised how hard it was on him. How badly is he hurt?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNoone expected you to be particularly rational after such an experience.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI should have trusted him more, I can\u2019t imagine how I was so stupid.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben went over to her and gripped her hands, \u201cDon\u2019t compound it Carole by falling into self-blame. It\u2019s over; you have to put it behind you. Maybe Adam should have followed his instincts.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cThat\u2019s what I couldn\u2019t understand Pa. Whenever anything had gone wrong, he\u2019s always been there to comfort me, to hold me close but he didn\u2019t even touch me and I thought he didn\u2019t want me any more.\u201d She looked up her eyes full of tears.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ben patted her hand, \u201cI can understand that, so does Adam but look at it from his point of view for a minute. That first night when you were sleeping he took your hand and I guess you didn\u2019t recognise his touch, pulled away as though you\u2019d been scalded. Then the next morning you were hysterical and his touch seemed to make it far worse.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI didn\u2019t mean it,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAdam knew that but he was scared of upsetting you. Its past, you were bound to have some reaction.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cAnd Adam?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHoss finally broke through his control and he broke down too, looked much better for it,\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHe looks so ill Pa. I hadn\u2019t even noticed until Sue said.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou should know my son by now, he\u2019s a good actor and did a pretty good job of disguising it while you were around. You ought to be used to him. Now he\u2019s relaxed and it\u2019s catching up on him. He hasn\u2019t been eating or sleeping much.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBut how badly was he hurt?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cNothing serious. He took four bullets, a scratch on his thigh slightly deeper one on his right ribs and two in his left arm. One as they initially moved in on the gang and the second across it at Frenchman\u2019s cave.\u00a0 None really deep, bones untouched, I shall have to redress them later, why not help me, see for yourself, I\u2019m sure it would please Adam.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole nodded slowly, \u201cIf they are really so slight why&#8230;\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cBecause he\u2019s been so worried about you. They aren\u2019t showing much sign of healing and with lack of food and sleep he hasn\u2019t made up the blood he lost. He\u2019ll be fine in a couple of days now, just needed to relax..\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cMy fault I should have seen.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cHush child, you went through hell, we all know that. It was bound to take time to come back to normal. Now don\u2019t worry him again by blaming yourself, that won\u2019t help either of you.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Carole relaxed slightly, glad of her father-in-law\u2019s understanding, She joined him later as he saw to Adam\u2019s wounds and found he was right, nothing too serious. Tired she opted for an early night and Adam went up with her. \u201cDarling don\u2019t lets have anymore misunderstandings. I\u2019ll join you back in our bed just as soon as you want but I won\u2019t mind if it takes a while. When you\u2019re ready and similarly when I do come back I promise I won\u2019t make love to you until you want me. It\u2019s enough to be able to hold you in my arms, heaven after these last few days. If that\u2019s it forever more, then I\u2019m more than content as long as I have you, because you mean more than anything else in the world to me.\u201d Adam held her hands and now she couldn\u2019t miss the love so intense in his beautiful hazel eyes and she wondered how she could have been so blind. Carole\u2019s first instinct was to tell him to join her in bed that night and make her want him. But she hesitated knowing however much she loved the feel of his arms round her while awake, that three-quarters asleep his touch might still drive her into hysterics, tormented as she was by nightmares. Adam smiled \u201cDon\u2019t rush it darling, I\u2019m pretty restless with this arm, it\u2019s rather sore. We have our whole lives ahead of us, give yourself time.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cYou don\u2019t mind?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">\u201cI want whatever is best for you darling. You are so wonderful to be as well as you are after what happened. I should have made sure you were safe.\u201d Carole put her finger on his lips \u201cNo Adam don\u2019t blame yourself, there\u2019s noway you could have known. Then I won\u2019t blame myself for the way I\u2019ve avoided you. Deal?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Adam pulled her close and so very gently kissed her lips; every fibre of his being proclaiming his love for her. 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