Summary: When Joe is away with his pa on business in Placerville, Alice Cartwright goes into early labor. Part of the Forever Reimagined series. Links to stories included within. 

Rating: PG

Word Count: 12,440

Forever Reimagined series: 

Vengeance is Mine (By MelissaR1992)

No More Promises (By MelissaR1992)

The Second Honeymoon (By MelissaR1992)

The Baby Contest (By MelissaR1992)

Remember Me (By MelissaR1992)

Once In A Lifetime (By MelissaR1992)

The Most Precious Gift of All (By MelissaR1992)

To Love, Honor, and Cherish (By MelissaR1992)

Trapped (By MelissaR1992)

Amelia, My Love (By MelissaR1992)

 

Chapter One 

Little Sara Marie’s green eyes sparkled as she looked up at her daddy with a wide smile on her face, sitting securely on top of her Uncle Candy’s lap. Joe held a little toy horse in front of her and playfully galloped it as Sara watched, giggling with delight. 

Joe gently offered her the horse. “You want to hold him? Here…” The two-year-old wrapped her tiny hand around the horse’s hind leg and brought it closer to her, further examining its wooden frame. “There you go. You take real good care of him now.” He brushed his hand over her chestnut curls. 

Candy flashed a big smile at watching his little goddaughter play with the wooden horse. “She sure is a cutie. It makes me want one just like her.” He planted a kiss on top of her head. 

Joe pointed out, “Well, I think you oughta discuss that with Hannah first.” 

“We’ve talked about it,” Candy informed him. “But we’re not really in any hurry. We’re just sort of waiting right now.” 

Joe nodded with a sideways smirk. “Well, that’s reasonable I suppose.” Joe reached his hands out towards his little daughter and Candy lifted Sara from his lap and handed her over to Joe. After Joe sat her down on his lap, he asked Candy, “So, how is it being a married man now, Mr. Canaday?” 

Candy gave a soft chuckle and rubbed the back of his head before planting his hands down over his lap. “It’s great. Hannah and I couldn’t be happier. We’ve only had one argument since we’ve been married.” 

Joe raised one suspicious eyebrow at him. “Only one?” 

Candy shrugged, “Well, more like…disagreements, but only one of them resulted in me getting thrown out of the house.” He flashed a grin prompting a chuckle from Joe. Candy then informed him, “She has been rearranging the furniture a lot.” 

Joe gave the living room a brief look-around. “I thought this place looked different from the last time.” 

“Yeah, every time I come home, I think I’ve stepped into the wrong house.” That brought a chuckle out of Joe when Candy asked him, “So, how does it feel knowing you’re about to be a papa again?” 

“I’m as excited as I was when I found out about this little one.” Joe looked down at Sara and tapped her nose with his finger. 

“And I bet you’re hoping it’s a boy,” Candy assumed. 

“Well, it doesn’t really matter to me, as long as it’s healthy.” Joe took a brief pause and smiled. 

“A boy would be pretty great though. Of course, having a boy wouldn’t take away how much I love this sweet little girl.” He tickled Sara, making her giggle. 

Meanwhile, in the kitchen, Hannah picked up a tea kettle from the stove and poured tea into a cup before offering some to a very pregnant Alice who sat at the kitchen table. “Would you like some more tea, Alice?” 

Alice lifted her gaze towards Hannah and declined her offer with a weary smile. Hannah brought her teacup over to the table and sat down across from her. She could see in Alice’s eyes how much of a toll the pregnancy had taken on her, but she managed to keep her strength and resilience as well as maintain that radiant glow and Hannah admired her for that. 

Hannah asked how she was feeling, even though she could probably guess and Alice exhaled a long breath before she lay back in the chair. “Exhausted,” she breathed, “I’m ready for this baby to come.” 

Hannah gave a soft chuckle. “I’d imagine so. I’m sure Joe is excited for the baby to arrive.” 

Alice’s lips formed a smile as she thought of Joe and how happy he was to be a father again. “He is. Ever since I told him about the baby at Christmas, he hasn’t stopped smiling.” 

Hannah’s gaze drifted towards the table as she smiled. “I can’t wait for Candy and I to have children of our own.” 

“Well, I know you’ll both make wonderful parents,” Alice commented. 

Their conversation was interrupted by Joe who wandered into the kitchen holding an antsy Sara, wriggling around in Joe’s arms. Joe shifted Sara to his right and bounced her as he came up to Alice. “Hey, we should probably get going; I don’t want to keep Pa waiting.” 

“Oh, I think I’ll stay and visit with Hannah for a little while longer. Besides, It’ll probably take me at least an hour just to get out of this chair,” Alice joked. 

Joe snickered. “All right. I’ll see you later.” He gave her a kiss and then gave Sara one before he set her down next to Alice. 

In the living area, Candy grabbed his vest and put it on when Hannah approached him. 

“It’s gonna be a long day, but I should be back before supper,” Candy informed her. 

Hannah gently took hold of the ends of Candy’s vest. “Well, you better get a move on then, husband.” 

Candy flashed a big smile. “I never get tired of hearing you call me that.” 

Hannah gave a soft giggle and Candy kissed her before he grabbed his hat and headed out of the door with Joe. 

When Joe and Candy arrived at the ranch, Ben informed Joe that a man named Quincy had a string of beautiful black mares he was looking to sell in Placerville and Ben wanted him and Joe to make the trip the next morning to take a look at them. 

“Sounds good, Pa.” Joe patted his pa’s shoulder, but held his hand there when a thought came to him. “Wait a minute, I can’t go with you.” 

Ben crinkled his brows. “What do you mean you can’t go? Why not?” 

“Because Alice is due to have the baby any time now; I can’t leave her.” 

Ben crosses his arms. “I thought Doc Martin said she wasn’t due for two weeks?” 

“Well, yeah, but the baby could be here sooner. I need to be here in case it does,” Joe stressed. “I’m sure you can handle it without me. Why do you need me?” 

“Because this man is supposed to be a tough negotiator. We want to make sure he doesn’t try to swindle us by offering us more than what they’re worth and I know you can persuade him to get a good and fair price.” 

While Joe was happy that his pa was finally acknowledging his crafty negotiating skills and wanting to put them to good use, unfortunately it was at the worst time. As a last resort, Joe glanced over at Candy. “Well, if you need backup, bring Candy along.” 

Ben let out an aggravated sigh. “Because I need him here, there’s a storm coming and I need him to keep an eye on things—make sure that fence stays secure.” 

Joe tried coming up with another excuse, but fell short. He slumped his shoulders down and his pa seemed to read his thoughts. “Joseph, Alice will be just fine. Candy will be here to look after her and I’m sure Hannah will be more than happy to keep an eye on her as well. And if anything goes wrong, I’m sure Paul can be there in no time.” 

While his pa reassured him, Joe could not shake the worry he felt for his wife. “I just don’t know, Pa.” 

Ben placed his hand on his shoulder. “Joseph, please…it’s important that you be there. And as soon as the deal is made, we’ll head straight back, I promise you.” 

Knowing he was outnumbered, Joe finally relented and breathed a heavy sigh. “All right.” 

Ben smiled and patted his shoulder before he shifted his gaze over to Candy and instructed, “Candy, I want you to round up the men in the bunkhouse; we need to get started on moving that timber. Joe, I want you and Candy up in Three Finger Canyon making sure that perimeter is secure and there are no strays up there wandering around before that storm hits.” 

Candy rested his hands over his hips as he drew a quick breath. “Ooh, right where it’s hot, huh?” 

Ben tilted his head and sympathized, “I know, but I don’t want to take any chances with that storm coming. I’m sure you can endure it for just a little while. I’m gonna head into town; I’ll see you boys later.” 

After Ben headed out of the door, Candy turned to Joe and apologized. “I’m sorry, Joe. I’d have volunteered to go along, but I’m more of a cattleman than I am a businessman.” 

“Yeah, I know, don’t worry about it. Come on, we better get moving.” 

*****

Later that night, Alice lay on her side in bed when she began to feel some discomfort. She shifted her body until she was facing Joe and found him wide awake staring up at the ceiling. 

“Joe, are you all right?” 

Joe turned to her, startled. “Hm? Oh, yeah, I’m fine.” 

Alice gave a small smile, seeing right past his facade. “Joe, I know when something is bothering you, so why don’t you just tell me what it is, huh?” 

Joe paused before he let out a breath. “All right. I just don’t feel right about leaving you is all.” 

“Joe, I’ll be fine,” she assured him. 

“Yeah, but what if something were to go wrong? I’ll be stuck all the way in Placerville; I can’t be with you.” 

Although Alice found his worrying adorable, she tried calming his fears. 

“Doctor Martin told us the baby won’t be here for two more weeks. And if you remember Sara was three days late, so I wouldn’t worry too much about this one, okay?” 

“Yeah, I guess you’re right. I’d just hate to miss it, that’s all.” 

Alice scooted closer to him and placed her hand over his bare chest. “Well, I will try to hold him in for as long as I can.” 

He snickered before she advised him, “Now, no more worrying about me, husband. You need your rest for tomorrow.” 

Joe smiled. “Yes, ma’am.” 

They exchanged a kiss and Alice rested her head on Joe’s shoulder when he questioned, “You are gonna miss me, aren’t you? I mean, it’s gonna be awful lonely, me out on the trail with Pa—you in this nice warm bed…” Alice found herself rolling her eyes at him as he yammered on until she interrupted him. 

“Joe…” He stopped yammering and she met his eyes. “I’m gonna miss you more than anything else in the world,” she declared with finesse. 

“Yeah, I guess I’ll miss you too.” 

Alice narrowed her eyes at him. “Goodnight, Joe.” 

He giggled softly and planted a kiss on her forehead while she laid her head back down on his shoulder. He gently stroked her hair before she drifted off to sleep. 

Her peaceful sleep was interrupted however when she began to feel discomfort again. When she shifted her body that time, the soreness was followed by a sharp pain. She gasped as she jolted her body upwards. As the pain passed and she caught her breath, she looked over at Joe who was sound asleep. 

She was grateful her sudden movement didn’t disrupt Joe because if he knew she was having any kind of pain, he would cancel the trip immediately. She lay back down again and closed her eyes. It was then a restful sleep for her for the rest of the night. 

 

Chapter Two

The next morning, Joe said goodbye to Alice outside of their house while Ben and Candy waited near their horses. 

Joe gently touched her shoulders. “Now you promise me that you’re gonna take it easy while I’m gone.” 

Alice nodded. “Yes, I promise.” 

Joe added, “And if you have any trouble with anything at all, you’ll go to Candy, Hannah, or Jamie for help?” 

Alice’s patience with her husband’s overprotective nature was dwindling. “Yes, I will,” she breathed. 

Joe pointed his index finger upwards. “And one more thing…” 

“Joseph…,” Ben interrupted. “If you want to be back before that baby gets here, I suggest we get going.” 

“Right, Pa.” Joe met Alice’s eyes and smiled. “Well, I’ll see you in a couple of days.” He leaned forward and kissed her. “Love you.” 

Alice repeated the words to him when Candy informed him, “I’ll take good care of her, Joe.” 

Joe acknowledged him with a nod of his head before he strode past him over to Cochise. Ben patted Joe’s shoulder and alleviated his fears for his wife once more when a loud gasp escaped from Alice’s lips. 

In a split second, Joe, Candy, and Ben rushed over to her in alarm. 

Alice giggled. “It was only a kick. I’m fine.” 

Joe shut his eyes and relaxed his shoulders while Candy breathed a quick sigh of relief. Ben, on the other hand, straightened himself up and snapped, “Well, you heard her, she’s fine! Now…” He placed his hat back on his head. “Let’s go.” 

As Ben grabbed the reins of Buck, Joe tried to bite back a smirk when he turned to Alice and said his goodbyes to her. 

After Joe mounted Cochise and he and Ben rode off, Candy told Alice that he would be at the Ponderosa if she needed him before he invited her to join him and Hannah for supper at their place that evening. Alice delightfully accepted and Candy rode off on his horse. 

The wind started to pick up and Alice lifted her gaze towards the sky at the impending storm brewing. She wrapped her shawl tighter around her before she waddled back inside the house. 

*****

After Alice had returned home from having supper at Candy and Hannah’s, she decided to relax with another knitting project. As she picked up the yarn and knitting needle, she heard thunder rumbling and the pattering of rain against the windowsill. 

Those sounds were soon drowned out by the sound of her daughter’s cries from her room. Alice placed the yarn and knitting needle back down and struggled to get out of the chair she was sitting in before waddling her way to Sara’s room. 

When she entered the bedroom, she went over to a crying Sara who stretched out her little arms towards her. “Mama.” 

Alice reached over the railing and picked her daughter up in her arms, soothing her cries. “Shh. Mama’s here, darling, it’s all right.” 

Alice brought her over to a rocking chair and sat down in it. “There’s no need to be frightened; it’s only a storm,” she assured her. “You’re safe right here.” 

Alice held her close to her chest and began rocking her while humming a soft lullaby. Sara’s breathing hitched and her cries turned into soft coos. Alice smiled as she brushed her hand through her daughter’s curls. “I sure hope your father is not in this storm.” 

Suddenly, Alice was hit with a sharp pain. She gasped softly as she jerked her body forward and gripped the arm of the rocking chair. 

She winced before the pain soon passed and she let out a quick breath. She hadn’t felt any pain since the night before Joe left for Placerville and had hoped it wouldn’t return. She didn’t want to frighten her daughter with her own fear, so she began to hum another lullaby to her as the storm raged outside. 

*****

Meanwhile, outside of Virginia City, Joe and Ben were huddled around a campfire, trying to keep warm from the chilly night air. 

Ben poured himself a cup of coffee. “I never expected it to get this cold so quickly, but at least we were able to avoid that storm.” He lifted his gaze towards Joe and offered him a cup. “More coffee?” 

Joe moved his gaze to the coffee pot and held his cup out towards Ben. “Yeah.” 

After Ben poured him a cup, he set the coffee pot down and lay back on his bedroll. “I hope Candy was able to secure that fence. I don’t want any strays wandering loose out there. They wouldn’t stand a chance in that storm.” 

Joe held his gaze on his gloved hands wrapped around the coffee cup barely acknowledging his pa’s utterances. 

“Joe?” Joe lifted his head and locked eyes with his pa. “I’ve known you long enough to know when something’s bothering you, so you might as well come out with it.” Joe’s silence affirmed Ben’s theory. “You’re worried about her, aren’t you?” 

Joe gave a frustrated sigh. “All right, yes. Is it so wrong for me to worry about my wife?” 

“Of course not. Worrying is a natural response. I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve worried about you boys over the years. I didn’t get this gray hair on my head for nothing, you know,” Ben chuckled. 

Ben’s comforting words didn’t completely alleviate Joe’s fears. “I just hope she’s all right.” 

“She will be. Worrying about her isn’t going to do a bit of good.” 

“Yeah, you’re right.” Joe flashed a small smile at his pa. “I’ll try not to worry.” 

“Good. You’ll be worrying enough once that baby arrives.” 

Joe gave a soft chuckle and shook his head. 

“I still can’t believe it’s almost here. I get so excited I can’t sleep.” 

Ben commented, “I felt the same way when each of you boys was born. I don’t think there’s anything else in the world that’s given me such joy as being a father.” 

“I know what you mean, Pa. Alice is so sure it’s gonna be a boy. She might not realize it, but every time she refers to the baby, she calls it a he.” 

Ben’s expression shifted to curiosity as he stared at his youngest son. “Are you hoping she’s right?” 

“It’s funny how everyone thinks they know how I feel,” Joe retorted. 

“Well, I suppose it’s only natural for a father to want a son,” Ben admitted with a shrug. 

“Why, to carry on our family name? I believe that’s already been done, Pa.” 

“Well, it certainly has, but what about your legacy?” Ben pondered. 

Joe’s brows creased. “My legacy?” 

“Well, you, Adam, and Hoss.” Ben’s voice softened at his middle son’s name. “You’re all a part of my legacy, but wouldn’t you want a son of your own to carry on yours?” 

Joe pressed his lips together and shrugged, “I don’t know. I guess I never really thought about it before.”

“Well, it’s something to think about.” 

Joe mentioned, “Of course it could end up being another girl, Pa.” 

That possibility brought another chuckle out of Ben. “Well, if it is, she’ll just be another granddaughter I can spoil.” 

“Well, I’m afraid you’ll have to get in line.” 

As Joe took another sip of coffee, Ben told him,  “Get some rest.” 

“I think I will.” Joe set the coffee cup down and wished his pa a good night. 

“Good night, son.” 

Joe lay down on his bedroll while Ben stayed up a little while longer, enjoying the stillness of the night. 

*****

The next morning was uneventful for Alice. She made breakfast and did the morning chores while also keeping a close eye on her rambunctious toddler. 

The storm had also calmed down enough for her to do some laundry that afternoon. While her daughter was napping, she stepped outside to hang the laundry over the clothesline to dry. 

The wind started to pick up as she pinned a bedsheet to the clothesline when all of a sudden, a sharp pain jolted her body forward. She gasped and clutched at her swollen belly before she slowly made her way back inside the house. 

When she entered the house, she heard the faint sound of thunder and forced her feet to move towards the kitchen. She stopped halfway and pressed her hand against the wall, wincing. She struggled to breathe as the pain intensified. It was then that she knew something was terribly wrong. 

Chapter Three

A few miles from Joe and Alice’s house, Hannah packed some cornbread into a little basket with a blue checkered handkerchief in the kitchen of her and Candy’s house. 

Candy sat at the table finishing the lunch that Hannah made for him. He downed the rest of the lemonade and got up from the table. “I’ve gotta head back to the ranch and see if Hal and Andy finished tallying the herd, but thank you for the meal.” 

“You didn’t have to come all of the way back here, I packed a lunch for you.” 

“And miss the chance to have lunch with my beautiful wife.” Candy leaned over her shoulder and snuck a kiss on her cheek. 

Hannah found herself rolling her eyes as she smiled. “I’m bringing Alice some cornbread. She’s been cooped up in that house for so long, I thought maybe she would like the company.” 

“That’s a good idea.” The sound of thunder rumbled above them. Candy took a peek out of the window. “You better get going now before it starts pouring.” 

“All right.” Hannah quickly gathered the basket and headed to the door. 

As Candy followed her, he offered, “I can take you there if you’d like; it’s on my way anyway.” 

“That’s all right, I can manage.” Hannah wrapped her shawl around her. 

“Be careful.” 

“I will.” 

Hannah gave Candy a quick kiss and then hurried out of the door. 

*****

When Hannah arrived at Joe and Alice’s house, she noticed a toppled-over laundry basket as well as half-hung bedsheets blowing over a clothesline. She creased her brows and stepped onto the porch. 

She knocked on the door and called out to Alice. When she wouldn’t answer, she lightly pushed the door open and stepped into the house. “Alice?” 

She stepped further into the room when she spotted Alice hunched over near the entrance to the kitchen. “Alice!” 

Hannah hurried over to her and gently touched her shoulders. “Alice, what is it? What’s wrong?” 

“I don’t know,” Alice breathed. “Something’s wrong.” 

“Here, you need to lie down.” 

Hannah wrapped her arm around Alice’s waist and led her into the bedroom. After she helped Alice onto the bed, Hannah informed her, “I’ll have Candy get the doctor.” 

She hurried out of the room while Alice tried to calm herself and focus on her breathing. 

*****

At the Ponderosa, Ben’s ranch hands, Hal and Andy leaned over a corral fence containing more than a dozen head of cattle. Their mooing was drowned out by the sound of Candy’s voice, which strolled up to Hal and Andy. 

Candy placed his hands over his hips, his voice showing impatience. “Have you two finished tallying that herd yet?” 

“We’re going as fast as we can,” Hal told him. 

Andy rubbed the back of his neck. “Yeah, lay off us, will ya? Who made you king boss anyway?” 

“I’m just following orders. Mr. Cartwright left me in charge of you two while he’s away and I’m to make sure the job gets done.” 

“Well, we’re working on it,” Hal snapped. 

“Well, hurry up; we don’t want any strays in that storm,” Candy stressed. 

Suddenly, Hannah came speeding towards Candy in a buggy, calling out his name. 

Hal and Andy decided to have a little fun with Candy. Hal quipped with a grin, “Hey, here comes the little woman.” 

Andy gave a soft chuckle. “Sounds like you’re in a heap of trouble,” he joked. 

“Will you two shut up and get back to work?” 

Candy headed over to Hannah who pulled the buggy to a stop in front of him before she hopped down. She tried to catch her breath as Candy touched her shoulders and met her gaze. “Hey, slow down, what’s wrong?” 

“It’s Alice; she’s in terrible pain. We need to get Doctor Martin.” 

Candy moved his hand to her face. “All right, I’ll get him; just hold on.” 

As he hurried over to his horse, Andy asked, “What’s going on?” 

“It’s Alice Cartwright. I need to ride into town and get Doc Martin.” Candy mounted his horse. 

“Somebody oughta go and tell Little Joe,” Hal mentioned. 

“We can’t; he’s in Placerville, he won’t be back for a couple of days.” 

Candy galloped his horse down the pasture while Hannah climbed into the buggy and hurried back to Alice. 

*****

After Candy arrived in Virginia City, he rode up to the office of J.P Martin and quickly dismounted before tethering the reins to the hitching post. 

He leapt onto the steps and pounded on the door. “Doctor Martin? Doc, it’s Candy, are you in there?” 

When there was no answer, Candy sighed and scanned the area. He spotted Sam the Bartender outside of the Silver Dollar and ran across the street over to him. 

Sam was sweeping the walkway when his head snapped up at Candy’s voice. 

“Sam, where’s Doc Martin?” Candy huffed. 

“Last I heard he was in Carson City; he won’t be back until morning.” 

Candy sighed and muttered, “Great.” He looked out into the crowd moving about.  “You know of any other doctors around here?” 

“No. Who’s ailing?” 

“It’s Joe’s wife. She’s in a lot of pain; there might be something wrong.” 

“Oh, well, I’ll keep an eye out and let him know if I see him,” Sam promised. 

Candy patted his shoulder as he thanked him and took off down the street. 

*****

Meanwhile, Hannah returned to Alice and tried to keep her calm until Candy arrived with the doctor. 

It was pouring rain outside as Hannah applied a damp cloth to Alice’s forehead who tried to steady her breathing. Alice looked over at the window. “What’s taking him so long with the doctor?” 

“I don’t know; it could be the storm delaying them, but they’ll be here,” Hannah assured her as she dabbed the cloth across her forehead. 

Alice cried, “This baby can’t be coming now, it can’t!” 

“Shh. Now, you don’t know that. For all we know, it could be nothing at all.” Hannah heard knocking at the door. “That might be them now.” 

She hurried out of the bedroom and opened the front door. Candy rushed through the door, soaked to the skin. 

Hannah closed the door and asked, “Where’s the doctor?” 

Candy shook the water off his hat. “He’s in Carson; he won’t be back until morning.” 

“Oh, no. Well, what are we going to do? She needs a doctor.” 

“I know, but there’s not one within ten miles of here; I checked all over town.” Candy glanced over at the bedroom door. “How is she?” 

“She’s still in pain, but it comes and goes. She’s worried what the pains could mean, but I have a terrible feeling they might be labor.” 

“Well, if she is in labor, what then? I’ve never delivered a baby before. I remember there was a pregnant woman who went into labor at the fort when I was in the Army. I didn’t stick around to watch the birth though.” 

Hannah recalled, “Well, I assisted in delivering a foal once. It was a friend of my father’s who owned a farm. I suppose it’s the same thing, right?” 

“Not exactly,” Candy admitted. 

“The trouble is even if we did know how, she would still need a doctor,” Hannah acknowledged. “If she’s going into early labor and in a lot of pain, there could be something wrong.” 

“So what do we do?” 

“We just pray that the doctor gets back sooner.” 

Hannah and Candy soon heard the cries of Alice calling out for Hannah and they quickly headed into the bedroom. 

*****

As Ben and Joe made their journey to Placeville, they came across a tree blocking their path on the trail. 

“How do you suppose that got there?” Joe wondered. 

“I don’t know. Could be from the storm,” Ben replied. 

“Is there any way around it?” 

Ben gave the tree a quick once-over. “It doesn’t look like it. We’ll have to turn around and find another way to Placerville.”

“There’s gotta be another way around it without having to go back,” Joe argued. 

“I’m sorry, Joe, but I just don’t see another way around it.” 

“Well, what if we try moving it?” Joe suggested, desperation in his voice. 

“Joe, even with both of us, it wouldn’t be enough to move it; not even your brother Hoss could lift it. You would need at least ten strong able-bodied men to lift it; it’s just not possible.” 

Joe let out a frustrated sigh. “All right. Let’s go.” 

Joe and Ben steered their horses around and searched for a different route. 

Chapter Four 

Alice’s pains showed no signs of slowing down. She moaned as she lay in bed, tossing her head back and forth while Hannah tried to focus her attention on her breathing. 

“Just breathe, Alice,” Hannah urged. 

Alice finally managed to steady her breathing and the pain passed. “What if something’s wrong with the baby?” she feared. 

“There there, now, don’t say that. The baby is going to be just fine. Try to think good thoughts.” 

Alice moved her hand over her belly. “But I haven’t felt him move in over an hour. What if he’s…suffering? What if he’s dying in there?” 

Hannah stroked her head. “Shh. Now don’t say such a thing. That’s just your fears talking right now; that doesn’t make it so.” 

“He can’t come now. Joe’s not here. I don’t want him to miss his child being born.” 

“You don’t know that he will. Joe might make it back in time,” Hannah assured her. 

“No.” Alice reached over and grabbed hold of Hannah’s hand, her eyes locked on hers. “He’s not gonna miss this birth. You have to get him.” 

“Alice, I-I can’t.” 

“You have to. Please…I can’t do this without him. I need him.” Her voice rose, nearly shouting. “Please, get him!” 

“All right, I’ll get him.” 

Alice shut her eyes in relief and thanked Hannah. 

When Hannah left the bedroom and entered the kitchen, she saw Candy seated at the kitchen table. She took a deep breath and smoothed out her skirt before she approached him. 

Candy rose from his seat. “How is she?” 

“Not good. Candy, I need you to ride out to Placerville and bring Joe back here.” 

Hannah braced for his response, but Candy’s first instinct was to laugh. 

“You want me to what?” 

“I need you to bring Joe back here now,” she repeated. 

Candy started to laugh again, but when he realized she wasn’t joking, his smile faded. “You’re serious, aren’t you?” 

“Of course I am.” 

“Hannah, I’m not gonna ride all the way to Placerville in the pouring rain just to bring Joe back here,” he protested. 

“Candy, you’ve got to; Alice needs him. If it were me, I’d want Joe to move Heaven and Earth to bring you to me.” 

Candy sighed as he placed one hand on his hip while he rubbed his temple with the other. 

“Look, even if I wanted to, there’s no way I’d be able to make it in time!” 

“You’ve got to try!” She lowered her tone. “He’s your friend, Candy. You’d do anything for him, I know you would.” 

Candy knew Hannah was correct in that assumption. If he were in Joe’s position, he’d want to know if his wife was in trouble and nothing would stop him from getting to her. So Candy breathed a heavy sigh and relented. 

“All right, I’ll try.” 

Hannah smiled and thanked him. 

Candy gave a small smile in return before he gathered his vest and hat near the door. As he put his vest on, he instructed Hannah, “I want you to stay right here with her until I get back, all right?” 

She nodded. “I will. Please be careful.” 

“I will.” He kissed her before he pulled away and looked her straight in the eye, his tone serious. “And when I get back, you owe me—big time.” 

That brought a giggle out of Hannah. Candy gave her another quick kiss before he placed his hat on his head and hurried out the door into the rain. 

*****

A few hours after Candy had left for Placerville, night fell. Hannah had dozed off and awakened to the sound of Alice’s moaning. She jumped out of her seat and rushed to her bedside. 

“Alice?” 

Alice’s eyes fluttered open and she turned towards Hannah, her lips forming a faint smile. 

“How is the pain now?” 

“It’s calmed down a bit,” she answered, weakly. 

“That’s good. I’ve been praying all night.” 

Alice paused before she lamented, “I wish Joe was here.” 

“I know, but Candy will find him,” Hannah reassured her. 

“I hope so. How’s Sara?” 

“She’s fine. She went right to sleep, but I think she’s worried about you.” 

Alice gave a weak smile when Hannah suggested, “Just try to get some rest.” 

Alice nodded and closed her eyes. Hannah sat back in her chair and said another silent prayer. 

*****

Candy miraculously made it to Placerville with only a few hours of rest. He just needed a fresh horse before he began his search for Joe and Ben. 

Meanwhile, back in Virginia City, with Alice’s pains getting quicker and more intense, Hannah needed to find Doc Martin and fast. 

“The doctor should be back by now. He was supposed to return from Carson this morning. I need to get him and bring him here.” 

Alice’s voice showed fear. “No, please don’t leave me alone.” 

“Alice, you need a doctor,” Hannah stressed. “I have to get Doctor Martin. I’ll come back as soon as I can, I promise.” 

Hannah hurried out of the bedroom and hitched up the buggy. 

As Hannah drove the buggy down the trail, she passed the Ponderosa when she tugged on the reins to stop. She felt uneasy about leaving Alice by herself, so she steered the reins towards the direction of the ranch. 

When Hannah reached the ranch, she brought the buggy to a stop in the yard and hopped down. 

She burst through the door and called out for Jamie who soon emerged from the kitchen. 

Jamie gave Hannah a friendly greeting. “Oh, hi, Hannah.” 

Hannah tried to keep her voice calm and steady as she spoke. “Jamie, I need you to do me a favor.” 

“Sure,” Jamie said, shrugging. “It’s Saturday, so there’s no school today. What do you need?” 

Hannah had lost track of what day it was, but she couldn’t help but acknowledge the impeccable timing. 

“I need you to keep an eye on Alice for me; I have to ride into town and get Doctor Martin.” 

Jamie’s smile faded. “Why? Is she all right?” 

“I don’t know; she’s in terrible pain. I need to go right away, so can you please ride out to Joe’s place?” 

“Yeah, I’ll get my horse.” 

Hannah thanked him and hurried out of the door while Jamie got his horse from the barn. 

*****

Back in Placerville, Candy had been unsuccessful in tracking down Joe and Ben’s whereabouts. He came up to a saloon and entered through the folding doors. 

Candy scanned the busy saloon before he approached the counter. The bartender greeted him with a thick Southern accent. “Howdy. What’ll it be, friend?” 

Candy planted his hands down on the counter. “Hi, I don’t want a drink, I wondered if maybe you could help me. I’m looking for two men; one of them is oh about…” He motioned with his hand above his head. “Ye high, wearing a green jacket. The other man is an older gentleman with white hair—he’s the other man’s father, goes by the name Cartwright.” 

A man who sat at a nearby table and within earshot, lifted his head towards them—his expression showing intrigue. 

The bartender shook his head. “No, can’t say I seen two fellas come through here by that name.” 

“I was afraid of that. Thanks.” 

Candy moved away from the counter and headed for the doors when the man at the table spoke. 

“You said you were looking for a couple of fellas named Cartwright?” 

Candy approached his table. “Yeah, have you seen them?” 

“Yes, I’m the fella they came here to meet. The name’s Quincy.” He held his hand out towards Candy.

“Oh, um, Canaday. But I go by Candy.” 

“Well, Mr. Canaday, what’s your business with the Cartwrights?” 

“Well, it’s not business, but I do work for Ben Cartwright; I’m his foreman.” 

“Oh, well, pleasure to make your acquaintance.” 

“Yeah, I really need to talk to Joe. His wife is expecting a baby, but there’s a problem and she needs him real bad.” 

“Oh, well, they’re out at my ranch right now, Ben and Joe. I left them to think a little over my offer, but I can take you to them.” 

Candy breathed a sigh of relief. “Thank you, I appreciate it.” 

“It’s no trouble; let’s go.” 

Quincy rose from his seat and placed a few coins on the table before he left the saloon with Candy. 

At Quincy’s ranch, Ben and Joe stood in front of a corral containing a string of horses. Ben shook his head, dumbfounded. “I don’t believe it; I just don’t believe it.” 

“Well, you said he was stubborn,” Joe reminded his pa, his arms resting over the fence. 

“Stubborn?” Ben snapped. “He’s impossible!” He pointed to the horses inside the corral. “I know those mares are worth no more than thirty dollars a head.” 

Joe rolled his eyes upwards and sighed. “I know.” 

Ben thundered as he paced the ground, “That man dares to offer me those mares for twenty dollars more than they’re worth. Why, that’s robbery, it’s just plain robbery!” 

Joe shrugged, “Well, what are you gonna do, we tried to get him to listen to reason and he wouldn’t.” 

A flustered Ben bellowed, “Well, I’m not leaving here until I get him to lower the price to what they’re worth—thirty dollars a head!” He slammed his fist down on the post and yelped, grabbing hold of his hand. 

Joe glanced over at him and inquired in a matter-of-fact tone, “Hurt your hand again?” 

Ben narrowed his eyes at his youngest who tried to hide the smirk that formed on his lips. 

Joe moved his gaze and spotted two riders approaching. His head perked up when he recognized one of them. “Candy?” 

Ben’s anger subsided when he saw his foreman riding towards them. “What the devil is he doing here?” 

Joe took notice of Candy’s anxious tone when he called out his name. His thoughts immediately drifted to Alice and he feared the worst. “Something’s wrong, Pa.” 

Joe moved away from the corral fence and approached Candy. “Candy, what are you doing here?” 

“It’s Alice,” Candy panted. 

Joe’s heart skipped a beat when Candy explained further. “She’s in a lot of pain; she’s calling for you. Hannah sent me here to get you.” 

Joe’s eyes met his pa’s and without hesitation, Ben urged, “Go with Candy; I’ll catch up with you.” 

Joe sprinted over to Cochise and swing-mounted him before he took off down the pasture with Candy. 

Meanwhile, Quincy strode up to Ben, scratching his head. “You know, Ben, now that I think about it, I was a bit unreasonable with my offer.” 

Ben’s expression showed intrigue. “Oh?” 

“Yes, since you’re in a predicament, I’ll lower the price to forty-five dollars a head.” 

“Forty-five dollars a head?” Ben repeated. “Oh, that’s very generous! You know what I think of that offer?” Ben punched him across the face and Quincy hit the ground. “That’s what I think of that offer!” Ben planted his hat back on his head and muttered, “Forty-five dollars a head, my…” 

He grabbed hold of the reins of Buck and mounted onto him before catching up to Joe and Candy. 

*****

Back at Joe and Alice’s, Jamie kept his little niece occupied before he checked on his sister-in-law in the bedroom. 

He opened the door and greeted Alice with a small smile. “Hi, I just thought I’d check up on you and see how you’re doing.” 

“I’m hanging in there I suppose.” 

Jamie placed his hand on the doorknob. “Well, let me know if you need anything.” 

“I will, thank you.” 

“I wouldn’t worry,” Jamie assured her. “I’m sure Hannah will be back with the doctor soon.” 

Alice nodded with a smile, admiring the maturity he showed. 

After Jamie closed the door, Alice laid her head gently on the pillow. The pain lessened to a dull ache and she felt the baby moving again which put her mind at ease for the time being. However, she soon felt something wet between her legs, and her worst fears were realized. Her water had broken and she was now in active labor. 

Chapter Five 

When Hannah arrived in Virginia City, she pulled the buggy to a stop in front of J.P Martin’s office. 

She pounded her hand against the door and called out to him. When he wouldn’t answer, she moved toward the steps and scanned the street when she spotted Deputy Clem Foster. 

“Deputy Foster?” 

Clem’s head jerked up and he spotted Hannah approaching him. 

“Deputy Foster, have you seen Doctor Martin? He was supposed to be back this morning.” 

“Oh, well, I just got word early this morning; he got caught in the storm and lost a wheel. There’s no telling when he’ll be back now, not until he gets that wheel fixed.” 

Hannah’s heart sank in her chest. “Oh, no.” 

“Is there something I can do to help?” Clem offered. 

“It’s Alice Cartwright. She might be going into labor. She’s been in terrible pain and without a doctor…” 

Clem nodded. “All right, well, I can send someone to ride out and look for him and have him bring him to the Ponderosa.” 

“Oh, thank you!” 

“It’s no trouble. Tell Alice to hang in there.” 

“I will.” 

Hannah thanked him again and rushed across the street over to the buggy. 

*****

Meanwhile, Joe, Candy, and Ben galloped their horses down the pasture, racing to get to Virginia City when Ben remembered the blocked pathway. He tugged on the reins of Buck causing him to whinny. 

“Wait, that path is blocked off; we’ll have to circle and find another way through.” 

“There is, right through here,” Candy nodded, indicating the pathway to the right of him.” 

“There?” Ben pointed. “There’s nothing up there but high country.” 

“I found a shortcut on my way; it’ll lead us right to Virginia City.” 

“Are you sure?” 

“I’m positive.” 

Joe exchanged glances between Candy and his pa. “Look, I don’t care how we get there; we’re wasting time, let’s go.” 

Joe steered Cochise down the pathway Candy suggested while Candy and Ben followed after him. 

*****

Hannah drove the buggy back to Joe and Alice’s. When she walked through the door, Jamie emerged from the kitchen. 

“Jamie, how’s Alice?” 

“She was okay the last time I checked on her. Where’s the doctor?” 

Hannah let out an aggravated sigh. “He got caught in the storm and lost a wheel on his buggy, so it may be a while before he gets back.” 

“Oh.” Jamie’s tone showed disappointment. 

“But I talked to Clem and he said he would send someone to look for him and send him out here.” 

“Oh, well, I’m sure Clem will take care of it then,” Jamie reassured her. 

“I’m gonna check on Alice.” Hannah touched his shoulder. “Would you mind keeping an eye on Sara for a little while longer?” 

“Sure,” Jamie smiled. “I promised her I’d read her a story anyway.” 

Hannah thanked him and went into the bedroom. 

When Hannah opened the door, she heard Alice taking short rapid breaths. 

“Alice?”  She rushed to her bedside. “Alice, what’s wrong?” 

“My water broke,” Alice managed through her breathing. “This baby is coming now.” 

Hannah pressed her lips together and straightened her back. “That’s it. I’m going to have Jamie look for a doctor.” 

Hannah hurried out the door and called out to Jamie. 

Jamie sat in a chair with Sara in his lap and a book in front of them when he heard a panicked Hannah calling out to him. He lifted his head as Hannah approached him. 

“Jamie? Alice is in labor; we need to get a doctor now; we can’t wait any longer.” 

“But I thought Clem was gonna send someone to get Doc Martin?” 

“Yes, but who knows how long that will be? The baby is coming now; I need you to try and find another doctor.” 

“All right, I’ll try.” Jamie lifted Sara from his lap and placed her down on the chair. “We’ll finish the story later, okay?” 

After Jamie left the house, Hannah looked over at little Sara and knelt down in front of her. “Your mama is going to be just fine, darling,” she reassured her as she brushed her hand through Sara’s curls, wanting to believe it more than anything. 

*****

As Alice’s labor progressed and her pains became more frequent, Hannah knew they couldn’t wait much longer. 

Hannah held Alice’s hand as she helped her through the contractions. Alice moaned and whimpered as Hannah encouraged her. When the contraction passed, Alice let out a breath and laid her head back against the pillow. 

“They’re getting closer now,” she breathed. 

“I’m afraid I’ll have to deliver the baby myself,” Hannah said, her voice calm and firm. “I’m going to need your help to do it.” 

Alice gave Hannah a quick nod before she readied herself to start pushing on the next contraction. 

“Just focus on your breathing,” Hannah instructed, her voice surprisingly steady. “Your body knows what to do.” 

Alice took a deep breath and began to push. Her muscles tightened as pain rippled through her body, her hand gripping the bed frame. She cried out in exhaustion before her head hit the pillow and she relaxed. 

“You’re doing beautifully, Alice,” Hannah complimented. 

Alice prepared herself and began the next push. She exerted all of her energy as she bore down hard when Hannah shouted, her voice in a panic, “Wait, Alice, stop!”

Alice threw her head back against the pillow. “What is it?” she mustered, the pain almost too much for her to bear. 

Hannah stared at Alice’s blood smeared across her hand. She lowered her gaze at the blood-soaked sheet, her eyes widening in horror. “Dear God,” she whispered. 

“Hannah, what’s wrong? What is it?” Alice repeated, panic rising in her voice. 

Hannah concealed her hand, not wanting to frighten Alice. “I’m afraid we’ll have to wait for the doctor,” she began, her voice nearly a whisper. 

“Why’s that?” 

Before Hannah could answer, she heard the sound of hoofbeats from outside. She shut her eyes, hoping and praying it was Jamie back with a doctor when she opened them and hurried over to the window. 

It wasn’t Jamie with a doctor as she had hoped, but a smile still appeared nonetheless and a bit of relief still settled in. 

“It’s Candy back with Joe and Ben. They made it.” 

Alice felt a wave of relief wash over her despite her terrible pain. 

Hannah darted into the next room just as Joe burst through the door calling for his wife. 

“She’s in the bedroom,” Hannah informed him. 

After Joe rushed past her into the bedroom, Hannah took a few steps towards the settee before she sat down on it and took a deep breath—her body trembling. 

In the bedroom, Joe hurried to Alice’s bedside. “Alice?” 

She turned her head towards him and a faint smile appeared. “Joe. You made it.” 

“Are you all right?” 

“The baby’s coming, Joe. He’s coming.” Her voice was weak and the color had drained from her face. 

Joe grabbed hold of her hand, intertwining his fingers with hers while he stroked her hair with his other hand. “You’re gonna be just fine. You hear me?” 

In the other room, Hannah washed Alice’s blood from her hand, her body still shaking from the shock of seeing the amount of her blood covering the bed sheet. She began to fear that Alice might not make it before the doctor arrived, but she pushed that terrible thought aside when she heard the door opening. 

Hannah emerged from the kitchen and saw Candy near the door removing his hat. She stared at him for the longest time when his eyes met hers and he quickly approached her. He stopped short when he saw the look on her face. 

“Are you all right?” 

Hannah’s attempts to be brave and strong collapsed in an instant and she fell into his arms, wanting nothing more than for him to hold her. 

When Ben entered the house, the sight of Hannah crying in Candy’s arms evoked a small fear in him and he made a dash for the bedroom. 

Once Ben reached the bedroom, he lowered his gaze at the blood and that small fear in him started rising. Ben gave the room a quick once-over, searching for Doc Martin, but he was nowhere to be found. 

“Where’s Doc Martin?” 

Candy and Hannah entered the bedroom. Having overheard Ben’s question, Candy answered him. 

“He was in Carson, but he’s supposed to be back by now.” 

Anger and fear rose in Joe’s voice. “Well, why isn’t somebody doing anything? Go get the doctor now!” 

Hannah spoke, her voice steady. “He was delayed by the storm. Clem said he was going to have someone send him out here, but in the meantime, I had Jamie try to find another doctor.” 

Ben took a few steps towards Alice. “How is she?” 

“Not good,” Hannah answered. “She’s in so much pain…” Her voice drifted. 

Ben shot a glance over at Joe and Alice. She withered and moaned on the bed while Joe tried his best to keep her calm, stroking her head and offering soothing words to her. 

Ben shifted his gaze towards Candy and Hannah, lowering his voice, so Joe wouldn’t hear. “Candy, Hannah…I need to speak with you both for a moment.” 

He quickly moved out of the bedroom and into the living area. Candy and Hannah paused a beat, gazes fixed on each other before leaving the bedroom. 

They found Ben pacing the living room, rubbing his temple when he noticed them standing there. 

“I didn’t want Joe hearing this, but…” He stopped himself, unable to bring himself to say the words. 

“Hear what?” Hannah asked. 

“If we don’t get a doctor out here soon…I’m afraid we’re going to lose them both.” 

It was a thought that Ben had pushed so far back into his mind, but seeing the state that his daughter-in-law was in, the thought began lurking at the forefront of his mind to the point that he couldn’t ignore the possibility any longer. 

The memory of losing his first wife, Elizabeth in childbirth began to resurface and he banished the thought of history repeating itself with his own son. 

Hannah stared at Ben as she questioned, “We’re just going to let them…die?” 

“Of course not,” Ben stressed. “We’ll do everything we can, but we can’t ignore that possibility either.” 

“Then tell us what we can do,” Candy urged, his voice showing determination. 

Ben held his gaze on Candy, struggling to give him an answer when he heard the soft voice of Joe. 

“Pa?” 

Ben looked over Candy’s shoulder and into Joe’s eyes, which showed concern. 

“What’s going on?” 

Ben pressed his lips together firmly, hesitating to answer him—fighting his parental instincts to want to protect him from the harsh and sometimes cruel realities of life. In his mind, Joe was still his youngest boy, the baby of the family. 

Joe snapped, his voice stern, “Pa, this is my wife and baby we’re talking about here, so if you know something, you better tell me!” 

The image of Joe as a boy vanished and there stood a grown man—a man worried for his wife and baby. Ben accepted the inevitable and approached his son. 

“I was just telling Candy and Hannah that if we don’t get a doctor out here soon, we might have to accept the possibility that…”

Ben didn’t even need to say the words. Joe automatically knew what his pa was thinking and he refused to accept it. 

“No. We’ll find a doctor. We’ll look all over Virginia City if we have to, whatever it takes. But I’m not gonna lose her, Pa.” 

Ben breathed a heavy sigh when hoofbeats were heard from outside. 

Hannah went over to the window and the biggest smile appeared on her face. “It’s Jamie back with Doctor Martin.” 

Joe closed his eyes, on the verge of tears when he felt a hand on his shoulder. “She’s going to be all right now.” 

Joe opened his eyes and the smile on his pa’s face reignited a hope back into him. 

Jamie walked through the door first and Doc Martin followed behind him. 

“I found Doc Martin,” Jamie announced. 

Ben took two quick strides over to Doc Martin. “Boy are we glad to see you, Doctor.” He gave a relieved chuckle. 

While Doc Martin gave Ben a friendly greeting, he wasted no time in showing his eagerness to get to his patient. 

Ben led him into the bedroom which Joe had already reached. Doc Martin placed his medical bag down and moved in front of the bed, bringing his shirt sleeves up to his elbows with his fingertips. 

“I’m going to need the room and some assistance.” He glanced over at the doorway. “Preferably, Mrs. Canaday.” 

“Of course.” Hannah took a few steps into the bedroom when she realized she was holding onto Candy’s hand. He gave it a light squeeze before she loosened it. 

Joe on the other hand didn’t want to loosen his grip around his wife’s hand. He stared into her eyes, unable to hide the fear in his. 

Through her pain, Alice managed a smile. “It’s okay, Joe. I’ll be fine.” 

Joe leaned closer to her before he kissed her forehead and pressed his head against hers. “I love you,” he whispered. 

Alice softly repeated the words to him before he finally released his hand from hers. 

As he left the bedroom, Joe thought of Alice’s words to him. He wanted to believe more than anything that she would be fine. But she was so weak and pale, and that frightened him. What if it was too late? What if those were the last words she would ever say to him?

Chapter Six 

As Joe waited in the living area, minutes seemed like hours. He had never really prayed much in his life, but for the first time, he prayed fervently for a miracle. 

He paced along the kitchen table, his gaze focused on his boots moving against the floorboards. 

Ben sat at the kitchen table, watching his son, wishing there was something he could do to help ease his worry. 

He had sent Jamie home after Doc Martin arrived, but promised he would let him know about Alice and the baby. 

Candy, however, kept his little goddaughter occupied in her room by finishing the story Jamie had started for her. 

Back in the living room, Joe stopped pacing and let out a breath. “I don’t understand it, Pa. Sara’s birth was quick with no trouble at all. Why does this one have to be

Ben removed his hand from his temple. “Well, not every birth is like that, Joseph. These things just happen; we can’t explain why they do.” 

Joe knew that, but the answer still wasn’t enough to satisfy or ease his mind. 

It wasn’t until the sound of a baby crying that directed Joe’s attention away from his raging thoughts. He lifted his head, staring at the bedroom door which soon opened. 

When Doc Martin appeared, wiping his hands with a cloth, Joe quickly moved towards him. 

“Doc? My wife, is she all right?” The words were out in a rush. 

Doc Martin took a breath. “She’s alive, but she’s very weak and she’s lost a lot of blood.” 

Ben, who came up next to Joe, asked, “What about the baby?” 

“The baby’s healthy. She had a boy.” 

Joe perked his head up slightly. Alice had been correct in her insistence that it was a boy and he knew how happy she would be. Joe wanted to be overjoyed at the news, but given the circumstances, he felt anything but joyful. 

The doctor spoke further. “However, the baby was breech, which made it a very difficult delivery for Alice. It completely exhausted her to the point that she passed out almost immediately after. All she needs now is time. But if she’s strong, she’ll fight this. I’ll monitor her in case she develops an infection.”

Joe fought to speak, forcing the words out. “Can I see her?” 

“Of course. I’ll be back to check on her later.” 

Ben said the words that Joe couldn’t. “Thank you, Paul.” 

Joe proceeded to open the bedroom door. When he entered the room, he eyed Hannah holding his newborn son in her arms. She lifted her head towards him and gave a small smile. 

“Would you like to hold him?” 

Joe moved forward and around the bed to Hannah who handed the baby boy over to him. She then gave Joe some privacy and stepped out of the room. 

Joe lowered his gaze at the baby who softly cooed at him—staring up at him with big eyes. Joe moved his gaze over to an unconscious Alice lying on the bed. She looked almost ghost-like to him—strands of matted hair sprawled across her face. 

His heart ached at the fact that she didn’t know she had a boy—a beautiful baby boy she had yet to hold in her arms. A small part of him wondered if she even would. 

Joe shifted the baby into the crook of his arm while he gently parted a strand of Alice’s hair away with his other hand, hoping and praying she would open her eyes. 

*****

Meanwhile, Hannah brushed her hand through her dark wavy hair as she slowly made her way over to Sara’s room. 

When she opened the door, she saw Candy lower Sara into her bed and tuck her in. 

Hannah stood in the doorway and found herself smiling at the thought of Candy doing the same thing with their own child someday. 

Her thoughts drifted when Candy approached her. “Hey, how is she?” 

Hannah paused a beat, gathering her thoughts. “She made it through the delivery.” She stepped through the door as she brought her hands together. “But the doctor is not certain that she’ll recover.” 

Candy closed his eyes and released a heavy sigh. “And the baby?” 

“It’s a boy,” she scoffed with a smile. “You should see him. He’s very beautiful.” 

Candy flashed a faint smile and shook his head. “Joe has a son.” He lifted his gaze towards Hannah and touched her shoulder. “How are you doing?” 

“I’m all right. I just pray she makes it through.” Hannah looked over at Sara’s bed, realizing she might have said the words a little too loudly for her to hear. She let out a soft gasp. “I hope she didn’t hear me.” 

Candy’s lips formed a small smirk. “No, she’s asleep. Her head hit the pillow as soon as I put her down.” 

Hannah breathed a sigh of relief and rubbed her temple. 

Candy met her gaze. “It looks like you could use some rest yourself. You’ve had quite a few days; why don’t I take you home? There’s nothing more you can do here.” 

“I want to stay. I wouldn’t be able to sleep anyway—not until I know Alice will be all right.” 

Candy knew he wouldn’t be able to convince her otherwise, so he relented. “All right. But just so you know this shoulder here makes a good pillow.” He touched his left shoulder. “I’ve been told.” 

Hannah bit back a smirk and took a few steps forward, kissing him. Candy put his arm around her shoulder and they left Sara’s room. 

*****

A few hours later, Doc Martin returned to check on Alice. As the doctor had feared, Alice started running a fever from an infection. Doc Martin did his best to treat the infection, but stated to Joe that all they could do was wait—the rest was up to Alice and God. 

Hannah could no longer fight the tiredness overtaking her, so Ben insisted that she go home—not before promising both her and Candy that he would let them know about Alice’s condition. 

While Doc Martin tended to Alice, Joe had wandered out onto the porch where Ben found him leaning against the post. He took a few steps when Joe acknowledged his presence. 

“I thought you’d be home by now.” 

Ben slipped one hand inside his pants pocket. “Well, I thought I would stay a while and make sure you’re all right.” 

Joe gave a low scoff. “There’s no need to do that, Pa; I’m not five years old anymore.” 

Joe’s sharp tone with him didn’t faze Ben. He knew Joe always lashed out in anger when he was scared or hurting. Ben lowered his gaze and pressed his lips together. “I know.” 

“I just came out here to…get some fresh air is all.” 

Ben knew any words of comfort or reassurance wouldn’t be enough to soften the hurt he was feeling inside. He started to head back into the house when Joe’s next words took him by surprise. 

“What if she dies, Pa?” 

Joe had been so determined not to accept the possibility—to not give up any hope. Ben knew then that he was beginning to lose that hope and he couldn’t let that happen. 

“You heard what Doc Martin said, there’s a very good chance she’ll fight this—she’s strong.” 

“And what if she can’t? What then? I’ll be a widower, Pa. I’ll be left to raise two children without their mother; how am I supposed to do that?” 

“I did it,” Ben said. 

Joe’s voice shook. “Yeah, but I’m not like you, Pa. I just don’t think I can do it.” 

Ben stared at his son and with a nod of his head, he repeated, “You can’t do it. Joe, I have never heard you ever say those words to me in your entire life. Ever since you were a boy, you’ve always tried to prove to me that you can do anything you set your mind to, and now all of a sudden you can’t…why?” 

“You don’t understand, Pa…” 

“I don’t understand?” Ben’s voice showed both intrigue and a bit of irritation. “What don’t I understand, Joseph. Tell me.” He crossed his arms. 

“How am I supposed to care for them?” Joe questioned, his voice breaking. “I don’t have the slightest idea what I’m doing.” 

“Well, neither did I, but I certainly didn’t let that stop me,” Ben pointed out. 

When that response left Joe silent, Ben asked him a different question. “Joe, do you love your children?” 

Joe glanced over at his Pa, baffled that he would even ask such a question. “Of course I do.” 

“Well, then if you love your children, Joseph, shouldn’t that be the reason to want to keep going—keep fighting? Love is the most powerful thing in the entire universe. It drives you to do the most extraordinary things. And it was my love for you and your brothers that kept me going. Because I knew that their mother’s and yours would have wanted me to—just like I know Alice would want you to keep going. We honor our loved ones by moving forward. I’m not saying it’s going to be easy; it never is. But think of the joy those children will bring you. Being a father is one of the most important and most rewarding jobs there is. And they are going to depend on you to guide them, to lead them into becoming the best they can be. And you won’t be alone in this; there will be people there to help you. I only had your brothers to help me when your mother died, but you have more than enough people who would be willing to help you in any way they can.” Ben placed his hand over his son’s shoulder and gave it a light squeeze. “You can do this, Joe. You’re stronger than you know. No one really knows their own strength until they’re faced with something that allows them to use it. So use it, Joe—keep fighting.” 

Joe lowered his gaze and paused before he lifted it towards his pa. “But raising a girl?” 

Ben shrugged with a half-smile. “Well, I’ll admit, that would be more of a challenge, but aren’t you the one who’s always telling me how much you know about women?”

 A smirk forced its way onto Joe’s lips. “All right, you got me there, Pa.” 

Ben chuckled before he calmed his laughter and reassured his son, “Joe. No matter what happens, you’re going to be all right.” 

Joe thanked his pa who managed to alleviate some of his fears. Ben patted Joe’s shoulder and they both stepped back inside the house. 

*****

Joe stayed by Alice’s bedside throughout the night while Doc Martin came into the room every few hours to check on her. 

Joe had fallen asleep in a chair when Ben crept into the room and lightly shook Joe’s shoulder. 

“Joe?” 

Joe stirred and shifted his body before he lifted his head towards his pa. “Hm?” He quickly sat up in the chair, startled. “Is it Sara?” 

Ben gave a faint smile. “No, she’s fine. Why don’t you let Doc Martin take over and get some rest?” 

“I’m staying right here, Pa. I’m not leaving her.” 

Ben knew he would have no chance of winning that argument considering he would do the same thing in Joe’s position. “All right.” 

After Ben left the room, Joe glanced over at Alice and moved closer to her. He took hold of her hand and whispered, “I need you to fight, love. I don’t want to do this life without you. So I need you to fight.” He tenderly brushed her hand against his cheek before kissing it. “Please.” 

*****

Morning arrived and Joe had his head resting against the edge of the bed when Alice’s fingers twitched. She then moved her hand over Joe’s head and through his thick gray curls. 

Joe’s eyes fluttered open and he lifted his head to find Alice staring at him. Her eyes had dark circles around them, but her color had returned. 

“Hi.” 

Joe stared into Alice’s eyes, unable to form words. “Hi.” 

“Is it a boy?” 

Alice’s question took Joe by surprise before it dawned on him that she didn’t yet know that she had a son. 

“Yes.” 

Alice’s lips formed a small smile. “I told you it would be. Is he all right?” 

“He’s beautiful.” His voice was nearly a whisper. 

Alice held a loving gaze on him. “I love you.” 

Joe’s lower lip trembled and he repeated the words to her. He then leaned forward and kissed her before he hollered for the doctor. 

The doctor rushed into the room while Ben trailed not too far behind him. Doc Martin went over to the bed and examined Alice. 

“Well, my dear, welcome back.” He greeted her with a friendly smile. “How are you feeling?” 

“A little tired, but I’m all right.” 

“Yes, that’s to be expected of course, but I’d say with a little more rest and nourishment, you’re going to be just fine.” 

Seeing the look of joy on his son’s face caused Ben to become overwhelmed with emotion himself, relieved at hearing the doctor’s words. 

Chapter Seven  

When Alice regained more strength, she requested to see the baby. 

Joe brought the baby over to her and placed him in her arms. He looked up at his mama, wide-eyed as he made soft cooing noises. 

Alice brushed her finger against his rosy cheek and he yawned. “He’s so beautiful—and handsome.” She giggled. 

All of a sudden Joe heard a shuffle of footsteps behind him. He turned and saw his little daughter had wandered into the bedroom all by herself. 

Joe rose from the bed and snatched her before she made a beeline for the bed. “Come here you.” Sara giggled when Joe bounced her and tapped her nose. “Hey. Do you wanna meet your baby brother?” 

Joe took a seat back on the bed and pointed towards the baby. Sara followed her daddy’s finger and shifted her gaze towards the tiny bundle in her mama’s arms. She scrunched her nose before a big smile appeared. “Dolly!” 

That brought a chuckle out of both Joe and Alice. Joe gently corrected her. “No, sweetheart, he’s much better than a doll. You can play with him though when he’s a bit older.” 

“But not like a doll,” Alice noted before she lowered her gaze at the baby. A thought suddenly occurred to her. “I just realized we haven’t given him a name yet.” 

“Hey, that’s right, we haven’t.” Joe looked down at their son and bit his lower lip before a smile appeared. 

Alice’s curiosity at seeing the look on her husband’s face got the better of her. “What are you thinking?” 

Joe paused a beat. “I think I just thought of the perfect name for him…”

Meanwhile, Ben wandered the living room holding his third cup of coffee in his hand. He had barely gotten any sleep that night, worrying about Alice, but also his son. 

He took a few steps towards the window when he heard the soft voice of Joe. 

“Pa?” 

Ben turned and saw Joe holding the baby in his arms approaching him. He took two short strides over to him. “Oh, Joe. Paul just left, but he wanted me to tell you that he’ll be back later on to check on Alice.” 

“That’s fine,” Joe replied. 

Ben lowered his gaze at the baby and smiled. “I don’t believe I’ve gotten to meet this little fellow yet,” he chuckled. 

“Would you like to hold him, Pa?” 

Ben happily held his hands out towards him and Joe placed the bundle in his arms. He looked down at his grandson with a proud smile. “He’s quite a handsome fella.” 

Joe smiled at his pa marveling over his grandson before he informed him, “Alice and I decided on a name for him and we thought you should be the first to hear it.” 

Ben’s head perked up. “Oh. Well, I’m all ears.” 

“You mentioned having a son to carry on my legacy…well, the truth is, Pa, he’s not only a part of my legacy, but he’s also a part of yours too. That’s why we’re naming him Benjamin Joseph Cartwright.” Ben’s eyes met Joe’s and Joe spoke further. “I was named after my grandfather so why shouldn’t my son be named after his?” 

Ben’s throat began to tighten. “I…ahem. I don’t know what to say.” 

“Then let me say it, Pa.” Joe touched his shoulder. “Thank you. You taught me everything I know about what it means to be a father. So I want to honor you in the best way I can.” 

Touched by the gesture, Ben flashed a smile that showed immense love and gratitude before he lowered his gaze at his grandson who fell fast asleep in his grandfather’s arms. 

*****

The next morning, Alice was lying in bed, her head resting against the pillow when she heard a soft knocking at the door. She shifted her gaze towards the door and saw Joe enter the bedroom carrying a tray in his hands. 

“Hey, you’re up,” he commented before he approached the bed. “I made breakfast; I hope you’re hungry.” 

Alice lifted a brow as she sat up on the bed. “You cooked?” 

“Yeah, well, I had a little help from our daughter.” 

As Joe laid the breakfast tray down over Alice’s lap, her mouth opened as if the notion was absurd. 

“You let a two-year-old help you in the kitchen?” 

With an eye roll, Joe reassured her, “Don’t worry, I only had her help me with little things.” He hesitated with his next few words. “Just uh…don’t go in the kitchen for a while.” 

Alice eyed the bedroom door, dreading the mess that was left, but a smirk formed on her lips nonetheless. She lowered her gaze at the tray of eggs, bacon, and slightly burnt toast. “Well, I appreciate the thought behind it.” She added, “Just be glad Hop Sing isn’t here.” 

Joe groaned, imagining the meat cleaver and the yelling in Chinese. “I know. Hop Sing would never let me hear the end of it.” 

Alice giggled. “I remember before we were married, Hop Sing gave me a lecture on how to cook for you. I tried to assure him that I already knew how to cook and that he wouldn’t need to worry about you, but I’m afraid I wasn’t too convincing.” 

Joe chuckled. “That’s Hop Sing for ya.” He took a brief pause before he moved his gaze over to the breakfast tray. “Well, I’ll let you eat your breakfast. Let me know if you need anything.” Alice flashed a small smile with a nod before Joe leaned in and kissed her forehead. 

With his lips pressed against her head, the realization that he had almost lost her began to resurface. He rested his head against hers and found himself whispering, “I thought I’d lost you.” 

Joe was unaware if Alice had heard him until she spoke. “But you didn’t.” 

He lifted his head and met her eyes. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” 

She touched his face. “Joe. Even if something were to happen to me, I would want you to be happy. I wouldn’t want you mourning me for the rest of your life. Our babies need you.” 

Joe gave a low scoff with a faint smile. “I recall Pa telling me almost the same thing.” 

“He was right,” Alice affirmed. 

Joe locked eyes with her and took hold of her hand. “Well, that’s all over now. And I have you here with me now.” 

Alice flashed a small smile. “Yes, and I’d better eat this breakfast you made for me before our son wakes up for me to feed him.” 

“Okay,” Joe snickered before he gave her a quick kiss and headed to the door. 

Joe stopped in the doorway and glanced over at his wife who had already begun eating the breakfast he had cooked for her. He found himself smiling at her, holding that moment in his heart and every moment they would have together from then on. 

The End